LITTLE DORRIT

第159章

GoneOnahealthyautumnday,theMarshalseaprisoner,weakbutotherwiserestored,satlisteningtoavoicethatreadtohim。Onahealthyautumnday;whenthegoldenfieldshadbeenreapedandploughedagain,whenthesummerfruitshadripenedandwaned,whenthegreenperspectivesofhopshadbeenlaidlowbythebusypickers,whentheapplesclusteringintheorchardswererusset,andtheberriesofthemountainashwerecrimsonamongtheyellowingfoliage。Alreadyinthewoods,glimpsesofthehardywinterthatwascomingweretobecaughtthroughunaccustomedopeningsamongtheboughswheretheprospectshonedefinedandclear,freefromthebloomofthedrowsysummerweather,whichhadrestedonitasthebloomliesontheplum。So,fromtheseashoretheoceanwasnolongertobeseenlyingasleepintheheat,butitsthousandsparklingeyeswereopen,anditswholebreadthwasinjoyfulanimation,fromthecoolsandonthebeachtothelittlesailsonthehorizon,driftingawaylikeautumn-tintedleavesthathaddriftedfromthetrees。

Changelessandbarren,lookingignorantlyatalltheseasonswithitsfixed,pinchedfaceofpovertyandcare,theprisonhadnotatouchofanyofthesebeautiesonit。Blossomwhatwould,itsbricksandbarsboreuniformlythesamedeadcrop。YetClennam,listeningtothevoiceasitreadtohim,heardinitallthatgreatNaturewasdoing,heardinitallthesoothingsongsshesingstoman。AtnoMother’skneebuthershadheeverdweltinhisyouthonhopefulpromises,onplayfulfancies,ontheharvestsoftendernessandhumilitythatliehiddenintheearly-fosteredseedsoftheimagination;ontheoaksofretreatfromblightingwinds,thathavethegermsoftheirstrongrootsinnurseryacorns。

But,inthetonesofthevoicethatreadtohim,therewerememoriesofanoldfeelingofsuchthings,andechoesofeverymercifulandlovingwhisperthathadeverstolentohiminhislife。

Whenthevoicestopped,heputhishandoverhiseyes,murmuringthatthelightwasstronguponthem。

LittleDorritputthebookby,andpresentlyarosequietlytoshadethewindow。Maggysatatherneedleworkinheroldplace。Thelightsoftened,LittleDorritbroughtherchairclosertohisside。

’Thiswillsoonbeovernow,dearMrClennam。NotonlyareMrDoyce’sletterstoyousofulloffriendshipandencouragement,butMrRuggsayshisletterstohimaresofullofhelp,andthateverybody(nowalittleangerispast)issoconsiderate,andspeakssowellofyou,thatitwillsoonbeovernow。’

’Deargirl。Dearheart。Goodangel!’

’Youpraisemefartoomuch。Andyetitissuchanexquisitepleasuretometohearyouspeaksofeelingly,andto——andtosee,’

saidLittleDorrit,raisinghereyestohis,’howdeeplyyoumeanit,thatIcannotsayDon’t。’

Heliftedherhandtohislips。

’Youhavebeenheremany,manytimes,whenIhavenotseenyou,LittleDorrit?’

’Yes,IhavebeenheresometimeswhenIhavenotcomeintotheroom。’

’Veryoften?’

’Ratheroften,’saidLittleDorrit,timidly。

’Everyday?’

’Ithink,’saidLittleDorrit,afterhesitating,’thatIhavebeenhereatleasttwiceeveryday。’

Hemighthavereleasedthelittlelighthandafterferventlykissingitagain;butthat,withaverygentlelingeringwhereitwas,itseemedtocourtbeingretained。Hetookitinbothofhis,anditlaysoftlyonhisbreast。

’DearLittleDorrit,itisnotmyimprisonmentonlythatwillsoonbeover。Thissacrificeofyoumustbeended。Wemustlearntopartagain,andtotakeourdifferentwayssowideasunder。Youhavenotforgottenwhatwesaidtogether,whenyoucameback?’

’Ono,Ihavenotforgottenit。Butsomethinghasbeen——Youfeelquitestrongto-day,don’tyou?’

’Quitestrong。’

Thehandheheldcreptupalittlenearerhisface。

’DoyoufeelquitestrongenoughtoknowwhatagreatfortuneI

havegot?’

’Ishallbeverygladtobetold。NofortunecanbetoogreatorgoodforLittleDorrit。’

’Ihavebeenanxiouslywaitingtotellyou。Ihavebeenlongingandlongingtotellyou。Youaresureyouwillnottakeit?’

’Never!’

’Youarequitesureyouwillnottakehalfofit?’

’Never,dearLittleDorrit!’

Asshelookedathimsilently,therewassomethinginheraffectionatefacethathedidnotquitecomprehend:somethingthatcouldhavebrokenintotearsinamoment,andyetthatwashappyandproud。

’YouwillbesorrytohearwhatIhavetotellyouaboutFanny。

PoorFannyhaslosteverything。Shehasnothingleftbutherhusband’sincome。Allthatpapagaveherwhenshemarriedwaslostasyourmone

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