LITTLE DORRIT

第47章

There,thetablewaslaidforhissupper,andhisoldgreygownwasreadyforhimonhischair-backatthefire。Hisdaughterputherlittleprayer-bookinherpocket——hadshebeenprayingforpityonallprisonersandcaptives!——androsetowelcomehim。

Unclehadgonehome,then?sheasked@asshechangedhiscoatandgavehimhisblackvelvetcap。Yes,unclehadgonehome。Hadherfatherenjoyedhiswalk?Why,notmuch,Amy;notmuch。No!Didhenotfeelquitewell?

Asshestoodbehindhim,leaningoverhischairsolovingly,helookedwithdowncasteyesatthefire。Anuneasinessstoleoverhimthatwaslikeatouchofshame;andwhenhespoke,ashepresentlydid,itwasinanunconnectedandembarrassedmanner。

’Something,I——hem!——Idon’tknowwhat,hasgonewrongwithChivery。Heisnot——ha!——notnearlysoobligingandattentiveasusualto-night。It——hem!——it’salittlething,butitputsmeout,mylove。It’simpossibletoforget,’turninghishandsoverandoverandlookingcloselyatthem,’that——hem!——thatinsuchalifeasmine,Iamunfortunatelydependentonthesemenforsomethingeveryhourintheday。’

Herarmwasonhisshoulder,butshedidnotlookinhisfacewhilehespoke。Bendingherheadshelookedanotherway。

’I——hem!——Ican’tthink,Amy,whathasgivenChiveryoffence。Heisgenerallyso——soveryattentiveandrespectful。Andto-nighthewasquite——quiteshortwithme。Otherpeopletheretoo!Why,goodHeaven!ifIwastolosethesupportandrecognitionofChiveryandhisbrotherofficers,Imightstarvetodeathhere。’Whilehespoke,hewasopeningandshuttinghishandslikevalves;soconsciousallthetimeofthattouchofshame,thatheshrunkbeforehisownknowledgeofhismeaning。

’I——ha!——Ican’tthinkwhatit’sowingto。IamsureIcannotimaginewhatthecauseofitis。TherewasacertainJacksonhereonce,aturnkeyofthenameofJackson(Idon’tthinkyoucanrememberhim,mydear,youwereveryyoung),and——hem!——andhehada——brother,andthis——youngbrotherpaidhisaddressesto——atleast,didnotgosofarastopayhisaddressesto——butadmired——

respectfullyadmired——the——notdaughter,thesister——ofoneofus;

aratherdistinguishedCollegian;Imaysay,verymuchso。HisnamewasCaptainMartin;andheconsultedmeonthequestionwhetherItwasnecessarythathisdaughter——sister——shouldhazardoffendingtheturnkeybrotherbybeingtoo——ha!——tooplainwiththeotherbrother。CaptainMartinwasagentlemanandamanofhonour,andIputittohimfirsttogivemehis——hisownopinion。CaptainMartin(highlyrespectedinthearmy)thenunhesitatinglysaidthatitappearedtohimthathis——hem!——sisterwasnotcalledupontounderstandtheyoungmantoodistinctly,andthatshemightleadhimon——Iamdoubtfulwhether“leadhimon“wasCaptainMartin’sexactexpression:indeedIthinkhesaidtoleratehim——onherfather’s——Ishouldsay,brother’s——account。IhardlyknowhowI

havestrayedintothisstory。IsupposeithasbeenthroughbeingunabletoaccountforChivery;butastotheconnectionbetweenthetwo,Idon’tsee——’

Hisvoicediedaway,asifshecouldnotbearthepainofhearinghim,andherhandhadgraduallycrepttohislips。Foralittlewhiletherewasadeadsilenceandstillness;andheremainedshrunkinhischair,andsheremainedwithherarmroundhisneckandherheadboweddownuponhisshoulder。

Hissupperwascookinginasaucepanonthefire,and,whenshemoved,itwastomakeitreadyforhimonthetable。Hetookhisusualseat,shetookhers,andhebeganhismeal。Theydidnot,asyet,lookatoneanother。Bylittleandlittlehebegan;layingdownhisknifeandforkwithanoise,takingthingsupsharply,bitingathisbreadasifhewereoffendedwithit,andinothersimilarwaysshowingthathewasoutofsorts。Atlengthhepushedhisplatefromhim,and

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