LITTLE DORRIT

第26章

’There!’saidMrMeagles,’nowyouknowallaboutDoyce。Except,whichIowndoesnotimprovemystateofmind,thatevennowyoudon’thearhimcomplain。’

’Youmusthavegreatpatience,’saidArthurClennam,lookingathimwithsomewonder,’greatforbearance。’

’No,’hereturned,’Idon’tknowthatIhavemorethananotherman。’

’BytheLord,youhavemorethanIhave,though!’criedMrMeagles。

Doycesmiled,ashesaidtoClennam,’Yousee,myexperienceofthesethingsdoesnotbeginwithmyself。Ithasbeeninmywaytoknowalittleaboutthemfromtimetotime。Mineisnotaparticularcase。Iamnotworseusedthanahundredotherswhohaveputthemselvesinthesameposition——thanalltheothers,I

wasgoingtosay。’

’Idon’tknowthatIshouldfindthataconsolation,ifitweremycase;butIamverygladthatyoudo。’

’Understandme!Idon’tsay,’herepliedinhissteady,planningway,andlookingintothedistancebeforehimasifhisgreyeyeweremeasuringit,’thatit’srecompenseforaman’stoilandhope;

butit’sacertainsortofrelieftoknowthatImighthavecountedonthis。’

Hespokeinthatquietdeliberatemanner,andinthatundertone,whichisoftenobservableinmechanicswhoconsiderandadjustwithgreatnicety。Itbelongedtohimlikehissupplenessofthumb,orhispeculiarwayoftiltinguphishatatthebackeverynowandthen,asifhewerecontemplatingsomehalf-finishedworkofhishandandthinkingaboutit。

’Disappointed?’hewenton,ashewalkedbetweenthemunderthetrees。’Yes。NodoubtIamdisappointed。Hurt?Yes。NodoubtIamhurt。That’sonlynatural。ButwhatImeanwhenIsaythatpeoplewhoputthemselvesinthesamepositionaremostlyusedinthesameway——’

’InEngland,’saidMrMeagles。

’Oh!ofcourseImeaninEngland。Whentheytaketheirinventionsintoforeigncountries,that’squitedifferent。Andthat’sthereasonwhysomanygothere。’

MrMeaglesveryhotindeedagain。

’WhatImeanis,thathoweverthiscomestobetheregularwayofourgovernment,itisitsregularway。Haveyoueverheardofanyprojectororinventorwhofailedtofinditallbutinaccessible,andwhomitdidnotdiscourageandill-treat?’

’IcannotsaythatIeverhave。’

’Haveyoueverknownittobebeforehandintheadoptionofanyusefulthing?Everknownittosetanexampleofanyusefulkind?’

’Iamagooddealolderthanmyfriendhere,’saidMrMeagles,’andI’llanswerthat。Never。’

’Butweallthreehaveknown,Iexpect,’saidtheinventor,’aprettymanycasesofitsfixeddeterminationtobemilesuponmiles,andyearsuponyears,behindtherestofus;andofitsbeingfoundoutpersistingintheuseofthingslongsuperseded,evenafterthebetterthingswerewellknownandgenerallytakenup?’

Theyallagreeduponthat。

’Wellthen,’saidDoyce,withasigh,’asIknowwhatsuchametalwilldoatsuchatemperature,andsuchabodyundersuchapressure,soImayknow(ifIwillonlyconsider),howthesegreatlordsandgentlemenwillcertainlydealwithsuchamatterasmine。

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