Vanity Fair

第123章

ThegentlemanfromBengalwasstanding,disconcertedbythisincident,whenthedoorofthe92openedofitselfandBecky’slittleheadpeepedoutfullofarchnessandmischief。ShelightedonJos。”It’syou。”shesaid,comingout。”HowIhavebeenwaitingforyou!Stop!

notyet——inoneminuteyoushallcomein。”Inthatinstantsheputarouge-pot,abrandybottle,andaplateofbrokenmeatintothebed,gaveonesmoothtoherhair,andfinallyletinhervisitor。

Shehad,bywayofmorningrobe,apinkdomino,atriflefadedandsoiled,andmarkedhereandtherewithpomaturn;butherarmsshoneoutfromtheloosesleevesofthedressverywhiteandfair,anditwastiedroundherlittlewaistsoasnotilltosetoffthetrimlittlefigureofthewearer。SheledJosbythehandintohergarret。

“Comein。”shesaid。”Comeandtalktome。Sityonderonthechair“;andshegavethecivilian’shandalittlesqueezeandlaughinglyplacedhimuponit。Asforherself,sheplacedherselfonthebed——notonthebottleandplate,youmaybesure——onwhichJosmighthavereposed,hadhechosenthatseat;andsothereshesatandtalkedwithheroldadmirer。

“Howlittleyearshavechangedyou。”shesaidwithalookoftenderinterest。”Ishouldhaveknownyouanywhere。Whatacomfortitisamongststrangerstoseeoncemorethefrankhonestfaceofanoldfriend!”

Thefrankhonestface,totellthetruth,atthismomentboreanyexpressionbutoneofopennessandhonesty:itwas,onthecontrary,muchperturbedandpuzzledinlook。Joswassurveyingthequeerlittleapartmentinwhichhefoundhisoldflame。Oneofhergownshungoverthebed,anotherdependingfromahookofthedoor;

herbonnetobscuredhalfthelooking-glass,onwhich,too,laytheprettiestlittlepairofbronzeboots;aFrenchnovelwasonthetablebythebedside,withacandle,notofwax。Beckythoughtofpoppingthatintothebedtoo,butsheonlyputinthelittlepapernight-capwithwhichshehadputthecandleoutongoingtosleep。

“Ishouldhaveknownyouanywhere。”shecontinued;

“awomanneverforgetssomethings。AndyouwerethefirstmanIever——Ieversaw。”

“WasIreally?”saidJos。”Godblessmysoul,you——

youdon’tsayso。”

“WhenIcamewithyoursisterfromChiswick,Iwasscarcelymorethanachild。”Beckysaid。”Howisthat,dearlove?Oh,herhusbandwasasadwickedman,andofcourseitwasofmethatthepoordearwasjealous。

AsifIcaredabouthim,heigho!whentherewassomebody——butno——don’tletustalkofoldtimes“;andshepassedherhandkerchiefwiththetatteredlaceacrosshereyelids。

“Isnotthisastrangeplace。”shecontinued,“forawoman,whohaslivedinaverydifferentworldtoo,tobefoundin?Ihavehadsomanygriefsandwrongs,JosephSedley;IhavebeenmadetosuffersocruellythatIamalmostmademadsometimes。Ican’tstaystillinanyplace,butwanderaboutalwaysrestlessandunhappy。

Allmyfriendshavebeenfalsetome——all。Thereisnosuchthingasanhonestmanintheworld。Iwasthetruestwifethateverlived,thoughImarriedmyhusbandoutofpique,becausesomebodyelse——butnevermindthat。I

wastrue,andhetrampleduponmeanddesertedme。I

wasthefondestmother。Ihadbutonechild,onedarling,onehope,onejoy,whichIheldtomyheartwithamother’saffection,whichwasmylife,myprayer,my——myblessing;andthey——theytoreitfromme——toreitfromme“;andsheputherhandtoherheartwithapassionategestureofdespair,buryingherfaceforamomentonthebed。

Thebrandy-bottleinsideclinkedupagainsttheplatewhichheldthecoldsausage。Bothweremoved,nodoubt,bytheexhibitionofsomuchgrief。MaxandFritzwereatthedoor,listeningwithwondertoMrs。Becky’ssobsandcries。Jos,too,wasagooddealfrightenedandaffectedatseeinghisoldflameinthiscondition。Andshebegan,forthwith,totellherstory——atalesoneat,simple,andartlessthatitwasquiteevidentfromhearingherthatifevertherewasawhite-robedangelescapedfromheaventobesubjecttotheinfernalmachinationsandvillainyoffiendsherebelow,thatspotlessbeing——thatmiserableunsulliedmartyr,waspresentonthebedbeforeJos——onthebed,sittingonthebrandy-bottle。

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