Jude the Obscure

第30章

ItwastothisbreezyandwhimsicalspotthatJudeascendedfromtheneareststationforthefirsttimeinhislifeaboutfouro’clockoneafternoon,andenteringonthesummitofthepeakafteratoilsomeclimb,passedthefirsthousesoftheaerialtown;anddrewtowardstheschool-house。

Thehourwastooearly;thepupilswerestillinschool,hummingsmall,likeaswarmofgnats;andhewithdrewafewstepsalongAbbeyWalk,whenceheregardedthespotwhichfatehadmadethehomeofallhelovedbestintheworld。Infrontoftheschools,whichwereextensiveandstone-built,grewtwoenormousbeecheswithsmoothmouse-colouredtrunks,assuchtreeswillonlygrowonchalkuplands。Withinthemullionedandtransomedwindowshecouldseetheblack,brown,andflaxencrownsofthescholarsoverthesills,andtopassthetimeawayhewalkeddowntothelevelterracewheretheabbeygardensoncehadspread,hisheartthrobbinginspiteofhim。

Unwillingtoentertillthechildrenweredismissedheremainedheretillyoungvoicescouldbeheardintheopenair,andgirlsinwhitepinaforesoverredandbluefrocksappeareddancingalongthepathswhichtheabbess,prioress,subprioress,andfiftynunshaddemurelypacedthreecenturiesearlier。Retracinghisstepshefoundthathehadwaitedtoolong,andthatSuehadgoneoutintothetownattheheelsofthelastscholar,Mr。Phillotsonhavingbeenabsentalltheafternoonatateachers’

meetingatShottsford。

Judewentintotheemptyschoolroomandsatdown,thegirlwhowassweepingthefloorhavinginformedhimthatMrs。Phillotsonwouldbebackagaininafewminutes。Apianostoodnear-actuallytheoldpianothatPhillotsonhadpossessedatMarygreen-andthoughthedarkafternoonalmostpreventedhimseeingthenotesJudetouchedtheminhishumbleway,andcouldnothelpmodulatingintothehymnwhichhadsoaffectedhiminthepreviousweek。

Afiguremovedbehindhim,andthinkingitwasstillthegirlwiththebroomJudetooknonotice,tillthepersoncamecloseandlaidherfingerslightlyuponhisbasshand。Theimposedhandwasalittleoneheseemedtoknow,andheturned。

`Don’tstop,’saidSue。`Ilikeit。IlearntitbeforeIleftMelchester。Theyusedtoplayitinthetrainingschool。’

`Ican’tstrumbeforeyou!Playitforme。’

`Ohwell-Idon’tmind。’

Suesatdown,andherrenderingofthepiece,thoughnotremarkable,seemeddivineascomparedwithhisown。She,likehim,wasevidentlytouched-toherownsurprise-bytherecalledair;andwhenshehadfinished,andhemovedhishandtowardshers,itmethisownhalf-way。Judegraspedit-justashehaddonebeforehermarriage。

`Itisodd,’shesaid,inavoicequitechanged,`thatIshouldcareaboutthatair;because——’

`Becausewhat?’

`Iamnotthatsort-quite。’

`Noteasilymoved?’

`Ididn’tquitemeanthat。’

`Oh,butyouareoneofthatsort,foryouarejustlikemeatheart!’

`Butnotathead。’

Sheplayedonandsuddenlyturnedround;andbyanunpremeditatedinstincteachclaspedtheother’shandagain。

Sheutteredaforcedlittlelaughassherelinquishedhisquickly。

`Howfunny!’shesaid。`Iwonderwhatwebothdidthatfor?’

`Isupposebecausewearebothalike,asIsaidbefore。’

`Notinourthoughts!Perhapsalittleinourfeelings。’

`Andtheyrulethoughts……Isn’titenoughtomakeoneblasphemethatthecomposerofthathymnisoneofthemostcommonplacemenIeve

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