Jude the Obscure

第27章

`Aboutsixweeks。IreturnedfromSydneythreemonthsago。Ialwayslikedthisbusiness,youknow。’

`Iwonderyoucametothisplace!’

`Well,asIsay,Ithoughtyouweregonetoglory,andbeinginLondonIsawthesituationinanadvertisement。Nobodywaslikelytoknowmehere,evenifIhadminded,forIwasneverinChristminsterinmygrowingup。’

`WhydidyoureturnfromAustralia?’

`Oh,Ihadmyreasons……Thenyouarenotadonyet?’

`No。’

`Notevenareverend?’

`No。’

`Norsomuchasaratherreverenddissentinggentleman?’

`IamasIwas。’

`True-youlookso。’Sheidlyallowedherfingerstorestonthepullofthebeer-engineassheinspectedhimcritically。Heobservedthatherhandsweresmallerandwhiterthanwhenhehadlivedwithher,andthatonthehandwhichpulledtheenginesheworeanornamentalringsetwithwhatseemedtoberealsapphires-whichtheywere,indeed,andweremuchadmiredassuchbytheyoungmenwhofrequentedthebar。

`Soyoupassashavingalivinghusband,’hecontinued。

`Yes。IthoughtitmightbeawkwardifIcalledmyselfawidow,asIshouldhaveliked。’

`True。Iamknownherealittle。’

`Ididn’tmeanonthataccount-forasIsaidIdidn’texpectyou。Itwasforotherreasons。’

`Whatwerethey?’

`Idon’tcaretogointothem,’sherepliedevasively。`Imakeaverygoodliving,andIdon’tknowthatIwantyourcompany。’

Hereachappiewithnochin,andamoustachelikealady’seyebrow,cameandaskedforacuriouslycompoundeddrink,andArabellawasobligedtogoandattendtohim。`Wecan’ttalkhere,’shesaid,steppingbackamoment。`Can’tyouwaittillnine?Sayyes,anddon’tbeafool。Icangetoffdutytwohourssoonerthanusual,ifIask。Iamnotlivinginthehouseatpresent。’

Hereflectedandsaidgloomily,`I’llcomeback。Isupposewe’dbetterarrangesomething。’

`Oh,botherarranging!I’mnotgoingtoarrangeanything!’

`ButImustknowathingortwo;and,asyousay,wecan’ttalkhere。Verywell;I’llcallforyou。’

Depositinghisunemptiedglasshewentoutandwalkedupanddownthestreet。HerewasarudeflounceintothepellucidsentimentalityofhissadattachmenttoSue。ThoughArabella’swordwasabsolutelyuntrustworthy,hethoughttheremightbesometruthinherimplicationthatshehadnotwishedtodisturbhim,andhadreallysupposedhimdead。However,therewasonlyonethingnowtobedone,andthatwastoplayastraightforwardpart,thelawbeingthelaw,andthewomanbetweenwhomandhimselftherewasnomoreunitythanbetweeneastandwestbeingintheeyeoftheChurchonepersonwithhim。

HavingtomeetArabellahere,itwasimpossibletomeetSueatAlfredstonashehadpromised。Ateverythoughtofthisapanghadgonethroughhim;buttheconjuncturecouldnotbehelped。Arabellawasperhapsanintendedinterventiontopunishhimforhisunauthorizedlove。Passingtheevening,therefore,inadesultorywaitingaboutthetownwhereinheavoidedtheprecinctsofeverycloisterandhall,becausehecouldnotbeartobeholdthem,herepairedtothetavernbarwhilethehundredandonestrokeswereresoundingfromtheGreatBellofCardinalCollege,acoincidencewhichseemedtohimgratuitousirony。Theinnwasnowbrilliantlylightedup,andthescenewasaltogethermorebriskandgay。Thefacesofthebarmaidenshadrisenincolour,eachhavingapinkflushonhercheek;theirmannerswerestillmorevivaciousthanbefore-moreabandoned,moreexcited,moresensuous,andtheyexpressedtheirsentimentsanddesireslesseuphemistically,laughinginalackadaisicaltone,withoutreserve。

Thebarhadbeencrowdedwithmenofallsortsduringtheprevioushour,andhehadheardfromwithoutthehubbuboftheirvoices;butthecustomerswerefeweratlast。HenoddedtoArabella,andtoldherthatshewouldfindhimoutsidethedoorwhenshecameaway。

`Butyoumusthavesomethingwithmefirst,’shesaidwithgreatgoodhumour。`Justanearlynight-cap:Ialwaysdo。Thenyoucangooutandwait

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