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第70章

ButMalachias’talebegantofreezethemwithhorror。Heconjuredupthescenebeforethem。Thesecretpanelbesidethechimneyslidbackandintherecessappeared……Haines!Whichofusdidnotfeelhisfleshcreep?

HehadaportfoliofullofCelticliteratureinonehand,intheotheraphialmarkedPoison。Surprise,horror,loathingweredepictedonallfaceswhileheeyedthemwithaghastlygrin。Ianticipatedsomesuchreception,hebeganwithaneldritchlaugh,forwhich,itseems,historyistoblame。Yes,itistrue。IamthemurdererofSamuelChilds。AndhowIampunished!Theinfernohasnoterrorsforme。Thisistheappearanceisonme。Tareandages,whatwaywouldIberestingatall,hemutteredthickly,andItrampingDublinthiswhilebackwithmyshareofsongsandhimselfaftermethelikeofasoulthorabullawurrus?Myhell,andIreland’s,isinthislife。ItiswhatItriedtoobliteratemycrime。Distractions,rookshooting,theErselanguage(herecitedsome),laudanum(heraisedthephialtohislips),campingout。Invain!Hisspectrestalksme。Dopeismyonlyhope……Ah!Destruction!Theblackpanther!Withacryhesuddenlyvanishedandthepanelslidback。Aninstantlaterhisheadappearedinthedooroppositeandsaid:MeetmeatWestlandrowstationattenpasteleven。Hewasgone!Tearsgushedfromtheeyesofthedissipatedhost。

Theseerraisedhishandtoheaven,murmuring:ThevendettaofMananaan!

ThesagerepeatedLextalionis。Thesentimentalistishewhowouldenjoywithoutincurringtheimmensedebtorshipforathingdone。Malachias,overcomebyemotion,ceased。Themysterywasunveiled。Haineswasthethirdbrother。HisrealnamewasChilds。Theblackpantherwashimselftheghostofhisownfather。Hedrankdrugstoobliterate。Forthisreliefmuchthanks。

Thelonelyhousebythegraveyardisuninhabited。Nosoulwilllivethere。

Thespiderpitchesherwebinthesolitude。Thenocturnalratpeersfromhishole。Acurseisonit。Itishaunted。Murderer’sground。

Whatistheageofthesoulofman?Asshehaththevirtueofthechameleontochangeherhueateverynewapproach,tobegaywiththemerryandmournfulwiththedowncast,sotooisheragechangeableashermood。NolongerisLeopold,ashesitsthere,ruminating,chewingthecudofreminiscence,thatstaidagentofpublicityandholderofamodestsubstanceinthefunds。

HeisyoungLeopold,asinaretrospectivearrangement,amirrorwithinamirror(hey,presto!),hebeholdethhimself。Thatyoungfigureofthenisseen,precociouslymanly,walkingonanippingmorningfromtheoldhouseinClambrassilstreettothehighschool,hisbooksatchelonhimbandolierwise,andinitagoodlyhunkofwheatenloaf,amother’sthought。

Oritisthesamefigure,ayearorsogoneover,inhisfirsthardhat(ah,thatwasaday!),alreadyontheroad,afullfledgedtravellerforthefamilyfirm,equippedwithanorderbook,ascentedhandkerchief(notforshowonly),hiscaseofbrighttrinketware(alas,athingnowofthepast!),andaquiverfulofcompliantsmilesforthisorthathalfwonhousewifereckoningitoutuponherfingertipsorforabuddingvirginshylyacknowledging(buttheheart?tellme!)hisstudiedbaisemoins。Thescent,thesmilebutmorethanthese,thedarkeyesandoleaginousaddressbroughthomeatduskfallmanyacommissiontotheheadofthefirmseatedwithJacob’spipeafterlikelaboursinthepaternalingle(amealofnoodles,youmaybesure,isaheating),readingthroughroundhornedspectaclessomepaperfromtheEuropeofamonthbefore。Buthey,presto,themirrorisbreathedonandtheyoungknighterrantrecedes,shrivels,toatinyspeckwithinthemist。Nowheishimselfpaternalandtheseabouthimmightbehissons。

Whocansay?Thewisefatherknowshisownchild。HethinksofadrizzlingnightinHatchstreet,hardbythebondedstoresthere,thefirst。Together(sheisapoorwaif,achildofshame,yoursandmineandofallforabareshillingandherluck-penny),togethertheyheartheheavytreadofthewatchastworaincapedshadowspassthenewroyaluniversity。Bridie!

BridieKelly!Hewillneverforgetthename,everrememberthenight,firstnight,thebridenight。Theyareentwinedinnethermostdarkness,thewillerwiththewilled,andinaninstant(fiat!)lightshallfloodtheworld。Didheartleaptoheart?Nay,fairreader。Inabreath’twasdonebut-hold!Back!Itmustnotbe!In

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