McTeague

第46章

“ThinkILLofyou?“criedOldGrannis,“thinkILLofyou?Why,youdon’tknow——youhavenoidea——alltheseyears——livingsoclosetoyou,I——I——“hepausedsuddenly。

Itseemedtohimasifthebeatingofhisheartwaschokinghim。

“Ithoughtyouwerebindingyourbooksto-night,“saidMissBaker,suddenly,“andyoulookedtired。IthoughtyoulookedtiredwhenIlastsawyou,andacupoftea,youknow,it——that——thatdoesyousomuchgoodwhenyou’retired。Butyouweren’tbindingbooks。“

“No,no,“returnedOldGrannis,drawingupachairandsittingdown。“No,I——thefactis,I’vesoldmyapparatus;

afirmofbooksellershasboughttherightsofit。“

“Andaren’tyougoingtobindbooksanymore?“exclaimedthelittledressmaker,ashadeofdisappointmentinhermanner。

“Ithoughtyoualwaysdidaboutfouro’clock。IusedtohearyouwhenIwasmakingtea。“

IthardlyseemedpossibletoMissBakerthatshewasactuallytalkingtoOldGrannis,thatthetwowerereallychattingtogether,facetoface,andwithoutthedreadfulembarrassmentthatusedtooverwhelmthembothwhentheymetonthestairs。Shehadoftendreamedofthis,buthadalwaysputitofftosomefar-distantday。Itwastocomegradually,littlebylittle,insteadof,asnow,abruptlyandwithnopreparation。Thatsheshouldpermitherselftheindiscretionofactuallyintrudingherselfintohisroomhadneversomuchasoccurredtoher。Yethereshewas,IN

HISROOM,andtheyweretalkingtogether,andlittlebylittleherembarrassmentwaswearingaway。

“Yes,yes,Ialwaysheardyouwhenyouweremakingtea,“

returnedtheoldEnglishman;“Iheardtheteathings。ThenIusedtodrawmychairandmywork-tableclosetothewallonmyside,andsitthereandworkwhileyoudrankyourteajustontheotherside;andIusedtofeelveryneartoyouthen。Iusedtopassthewholeeveningthatway。“

“And,yes——yes——Ididtoo,“sheanswered。“Iusedtomaketeajustatthattimeandsitthereforawholehour。“

“Anddidn’tyousitclosetothepartitiononyourside?

SometimesIwassureofit。IcouldevenfancythatIcouldhearyourdressbrushingagainstthewall-paperclosebesideme。Didn’tyousitclosetothepartition?“

“I——Idon’tknowwhereIsat。“

OldGrannisshylyputouthishandandtookhersasitlayuponherlap。

“Didn’tyousitclosetothepartitiononyourside?“heinsisted。

“No——Idon’tknow——perhaps——sometimes。Oh,yes,“sheexclaimed,withalittlegasp,“Oh,yes,Ioftendid。“

ThenOldGrannisputhisarmabouther,andkissedherfadedcheek,thatflushedtopinkupontheinstant。

Afterthattheyspokebutlittle。Thedaylapsedslowlyintotwilight,andthetwooldpeoplesatthereinthegrayevening,quietly,quietly,theirhandsineachother’shands,“keepingcompany,“butnowwithnothingtoseparatethem。Ithadcomeatlast。Afteralltheseyearstheyweretogether;theyunderstoodeachother。TheystoodatlengthinalittleElysiumoftheirowncreating。Theywalkedhandinhandinadeliciousgardenwherei

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