McTeague

第4章

Hedidnotlikethem,obstinatelycherishingthatintuitivesuspicionofallthingsfeminine——theperversedislikeofanovergrownboy。Ontheotherhand,shewasperfectlyatherease;doubtlessthewomaninherwasnotyetawakened;shewasyet,asonemightsay,withoutsex。Shewasalmostlikeaboy,frank,candid,unreserved。

Shetookherplaceintheoperatingchairandtoldhimwhatwasthematter,lookingsquarelyintohisface。Shehadfallenoutofaswingtheafternoonoftheprecedingday;

oneofherteethhadbeenknockedlooseandtheotheraltogetherbrokenout。

McTeaguelistenedtoherwithapparentstolidity,noddinghisheadfromtimetotimeasshespoke。Thekeennessofhisdislikeofherasawomanbegantobeblunted。Hethoughtshewasratherpretty,thatheevenlikedherbecauseshewassosmall,soprettilymade,sogoodnaturedandstraightforward。

“Let’shavealookatyourteeth,“hesaid,pickinguphismirror。“Youbettertakeyourhatoff。“Sheleanedbackinherchairandopenedhermouth,showingtherowsoflittleroundteeth,aswhiteandevenasthekernelsonanearofgreencorn,exceptwhereanuglygapcameattheside。

McTeagueputthemirrorintohermouth,touchingoneandanotherofherteethwiththehandleofanexcavator。Byandbyhestraightenedup,wipingthemoisturefromthemirroronhiscoat-sleeve。

“Well,Doctor,“saidthegirl,anxiously,“it’sadreadfuldisfigurement,isn’tit?“adding,“Whatcanyoudoaboutit?“

“Well,“answeredMcTeague,slowly,lookingvaguelyaboutontheflooroftheroom,“therootsofthebrokentootharestillinthegum;they’llhavetocomeout,andIguessI’llhavetopullthatotherbicuspid。Letmelookagain。Yes,“

hewentoninamoment,peeringintohermouthwiththemirror,“Iguessthat’llhavetocomeout,too。“Thetoothwasloose,discolored,andevidentlydead。“It’sacuriouscase,“McTeaguewenton。“Idon’tknowasIeverhadatoothlikethatbefore。It’swhat’scallednecrosis。Itdon’toftenhappen。It’llhavetocomeoutsure。“

Thenadiscussionwasopenedonthesubject,Trinasittingupinthechair,holdingherhatinherlap;McTeagueleaningagainstthewindowframehishandsinhispockets,hiseyeswanderingaboutonthefloor。Trinadidnotwanttheothertoothremoved;oneholelikethatwasbadenough;

buttwo——ah,no,itwasnottobethoughtof。

ButMcTeaguereasonedwithher,triedinvaintomakeherunderstandthattherewasnovascularconnectionbetweentherootandthegum。Trinawasblindlypersistent,withthepersistencyofagirlwhohasmadeuphermind。

McTeaguebegantolikeherbetterandbetter,andafterawhilecommencedhimselftofeelthatitwouldbeapitytodisfiguresuchaprettymouth。Hebecameinterested;

perhapshecoulddosomething,somethinginthewayofacrownorbridge。“Let’slookatthatagain,“hesaid,pickinguphismirror。Hebegantostudythesituationverycarefully,reallydesiringtoremedytheblemish。

Itwasthefirstbicuspidthatwasmissing,andthoughpartoftherootofthesecond(thelooseone)wouldremainafteritsextraction,hewassureitwouldnotbestrongenoughtosustainacrown。Allatoncehegrewobstinate,resolving,withallthestrengthofacrudeandprimitiveman,toconquerthedifficultyinspiteofeverything。Heturnedoverinhismindthetechnicalitiesofthecase。No,evidentlytherootwasnotstrongenoughtosustainacrown;

besidesthat,itwasplacedalittleirregularlyinthearch。But,fortunately,therewerecavitiesinthetwoteethoneithersideofthegap——oneinthefirstmolarandoneinthepalatinesurfaceofthecuspid;mighthenotdrillasocketintheremainingrootandsocketsinthemolarandcuspid,and,partlybybridging,partlybycrowning,fillinthegap?Hemadeuphismindtodoit。

WhyheshouldpledgehimselftothishazardouscaseMcTeaguewaspuzzledtoknow。Withmostofhisclientshewouldhavecontentedhimselfwiththeextractionoftheloosetoothandtherootsofthebrokenone。Whyshouldheriskhisreputationinthiscase?Hecouldnotsaywhy。

Itwasthemostdifficultoperationhehadeverperformed。

Hebungleditconsiderably,butintheendhesucceededpassablywell。Heextractedtheloosetoothwithhisbayonetforcepsandpreparedtherootsofthebrokenoneasifforfilling,fittingintothemaflattenedpieceofplatinumwiretoserveasadowel。Butthiswasonlythebeginning;altogetheritwasafortnight’swork。Trinacamenearlyeveryotherday,andpassedtwo,andeventhree,hoursinthechair。

BydegreesMcTeague’sfirstawkwardnessandsuspicionvanishedentirely。Thetwobecamegoodfriends。McTeagueevenarrivedatthatpointwherehecouldworkandtalktoheratthesametime——athingthathadneverbeforebeenpossibleforhim。

NeveruntilthenhadMcTeaguebecomesowellacquaintedwithagirlofTrina’sage。TheyoungerwomenofPolkStreet——

theshopgirls,theyoungwomenofthesodafountains,thewaitressesinthecheaprestaurants——preferredanotherdentist,ayoungfellowjustgraduatedfromthecollege,aposer,ariderofbicycles,amanabouttown,whoworeastonishingwaistcoatsandbetmoneyongreyhoundcoursing。TrinawasMcTeague’sfirstexperience。Withherthefeminineelementsuddenlyenteredhislittleworld。Itwasnotonlyherthathesawandfelt,itwasthewoman,thewholesex,anentirenewhumanity,strangeandalluring,thatheseemedtohavediscovered。Howhadheignoreditsolong?Itwasdazzling,delicious,charmingbeyondallwords。Hisnarrowpointofviewwasatonceenlargedandconfused,andallatoncehesawthattherewassomethingelseinlifebesidesconcertinasandsteambeer。Everythinghadtobemadeoveragain。Hiswholerudeideaoflifehadtobechanged。Themaleviriledesireinhimtardilyawakened,arouseditself,strongandbrutal。Itwasresistless,untrained,athingnottobeheldinleashaninstant。

Littlebylittle,bygradual,almostimperceptibledegrees,thethoughtofTrinaSieppeoccupiedhismindfromdaytoday,fromhourtohour。Hefoundhimselfthinkingofherconstantly;ateveryinstanthesawherround,paleface;

hernarrow,milk-blueeyes;herlittleout-thrustchin;herheavy,hugetiaraofblackhair。Atnighthelayawakeforhoursunderthethickblanketsofthebed-lounge,staringupwardintothedarkness,tormentedwiththeideaofher,exasperatedatthedelicate,subtlemeshinwhichhefoundhimselfentangled。Duringtheforenoons,whilehewentabouthiswork,hethoughtofher。Ashemadehisplaster-

of-parismouldsatthewashstandinthecornerbehindthescreenheturnedoverinhismindallthathadhappened,allthathadbeensaidattheprevioussitting。Herlittletooththathehadextractedhekeptwrappedinabitofnewspaperinhisvestpocket。Oftenhetookitoutandhelditinthepalmofhisimmense,hornyhand,seizedwithsomestrangeelephantinesentiment,wagginghisheadatit,heavingtremendoussighs。Whatafolly!

Attwoo’clockonTuesdays,Thursdays,andSaturdaysTrinaarrivedandtookherplaceintheoperatingchair。WhileathisworkMcTeaguewaseveryminuteobligedtobendcloselyoverher;hishandstouchedherface,hercheeks,heradorablelittlechin;herlipspressedagainsthisfingers。

Shebreathedwarmlyonhisforeheadandonhiseyelids,whiletheodorofherhair,acharmingfeminineperfume,sweet,heavy,enervating,cametohisnostrils,sopenetrating,sodelicious,thathisfleshprickedandtingledwithit;averitablesensationoffaintnesspassedoverthishuge,callousfellow,withhisenormousbonesandcordedmuscles。Hedrewashortbreaththroughhisnose;

hisjawssuddenlygrippedtogethervise-like。

Butthiswasonlyattimes——astrange,vexingspasm,thatsubsidedalmostimmediately。Forthemostpart,McTeagueenjoyedthepleasureofthesesittingswithTrinawithacertainstrongcalmness,blindlyhappythatshewasthere。

ThispoorcrudedentistofPolkStreet,stupid,ignorant,vulgar,withhisshameducationandplebeiantastes,whoseonlyrelaxationsweretoeat,todrinksteambeer,andtoplayuponhisconcertina,waslivingthroughhisfirstromance,hisfirstidyl。Itwasdelightful。ThelonghourshepassedalonewithTrinainthe“DentalParlors,“silent,onlyforthescrapingoftheinstrumentsandthepouringofbud-burrsintheengine,inthefoulatmosphere,overheatedbythelittlestoveandheavywiththesmellofether,creosote,andstalebedding,hadallthecharmofsecretappointmentsandstolenmeetingsunderthemoon。

Bydegreestheoperationprogressed。Oneday,justafterMcTeaguehadputinthetemporarygutta-perchafillingsandnothingmorecouldbedoneatthatsitting,Trinaaskedhimtoexaminetherestofherteeth。Theywereperfect,withoneexception——aspotofwhitecariesonthelateralsurfaceofanincisor。McTeaguefilleditwithgold,enlargingthecavitywithhard-bitsandhoe-excavators,andburringinafterwardwithhalf-coneburrs。Thecavitywasdeep,andTrinabegantowinceandmoan。TohurtTrinawasapositiveanguishforMcTeague,yetananguishwhichhewasobligedtoendureateveryhourofthesitting。Itwasharrowing——hesweatedunderit——tobeforcedtotortureher,ofallwomenintheworld;couldanythingbeworsethanthat?

“Hurt?“heinquired,anxiously。

Sheansweredbyfrowning,withasharpintakeofbreath,puttingherfingersoverherclosedlipsandnoddingherhead。McTeaguesprayedthetoothwithglyceriteoftannin,butwithouteffect。Ratherthanhurtherhefoundhimselfforcedtotheuseofanaesthesia,whichhehated。

Hehadanotionthatthenitrousoxidegaswasdangerous,soonthisoccasion,asonallothers,usedether。

HeputthespongeahalfdozentimestoTrina’sface,morenervousthanhehadeverbeenbefore,watchingthesymptomsclosely。Herbreathingbecameshortandirregular;therewasaslighttwitchingofthemuscles。Whenherthumbsturnedinwardtowardthepalms,hetookthespongeaway。

Shepassedoffveryquickly,and,withalongsigh,sankbackintothechair。

McTeaguestraightenedup,puttingthespongeupontherackbehindhim,hiseyesfixeduponTrina’sface。Forsometimehestoodwatchingherasshelaythere,unconsciousandhelpless,andverypretty。Hewasalonewithher,andshewasabsolutelywithoutdefense。

Suddenlytheanimalinthemanstirredandwoke;theevilinstinctsthatinhimweresoclosetothesurfaceleapedtolife,shoutingandclamoring。

Itwasacrisis——acrisisthathadarisenallinaninstant;

acrisisforwhichhewastotallyunprepared。Blindly,andwithoutknowingwhy,McTeaguefoughtagainstit,movedbyanunreasonedinstinctofresistance。Withinhim,acertainsecondself,anotherbetterMcTeaguerosewiththebrute;

bothwerestrong,withthehugecrudestrengthofthemanhimself。Thetwowereatgrapples。Thereinthatcheapandshabby“DentalParlor“adreadedstrugglebegan。Itwastheoldbattle,oldastheworld,wideastheworld——thesuddenpantherleapoftheanimal,lipsdrawn,fangsaflash,hideous,monstrous,nottoberesisted,andthesimultaneousarousingoftheotherman,thebetterselfthatcries,“Down,down,“withoutknowingwhy;thatgripsthemonster;

thatfightstostrangleit,tothrustitdownandback。

Dizziedandbewilderedwiththeshock,thelikeofwhichhehadneverknownbefore,McTeagueturnedfromTrina,gazingbewilderedlyabouttheroom。Thestrugglewasbitter;histeethgroundthemselvestogetherwithalittleraspingsound;thebloodsanginhisears;hisfaceflushedscarlet;

hishandstwistedthemselvestogetherliketheknottingofcables。Thefuryinhimwasasthefuryofayoungbullintheheatofhighsummer。Butforallthatheshookhishugeheadfromtimetotime,muttering:

“No,byGod!No,byGod!“

DimlyheseemedtorealizethatshouldheyieldnowhewouldneverbeabletocareforTrinaagain。Shewouldneverbethesametohim,neversoradiant,sosweet,soadorable;

hercharmforhimwouldvanishinaninstant。Acrossherforehead,herlittlepaleforehead,undertheshadowofherroyalhair,hewouldsurelyseethesmudgeofafoulordure,thefootprintofthemonster。Itwouldbeasacrilege,anabomination。Herecoiledfromit,bandingallhisstrengthtotheissue。

“No,byGod!No,byGod!“

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