Little Women

第31章

“Goodforyou,Jo!Didyoudoitonyourownresponsibility?“

askedLaurie,asheseatedherinthehallchairandtookofftherebelliousboots,seeinghowherhandsshook。

“No。Thedoctortoldusto。“

“Oh,Jo,it’snotsobadasthat?“criedLaurie,withastartledface。

“Yes,itis。Shedoesn’tknowus,shedoesn’teventalkabouttheflocksofgreendoves,asshecallsthevineleavesonthewall。

Shedoesn’tlooklikemyBeth,andthere’snobodytohelpusbearit。

Motherandfatherbothgone,andGodseemssofarawayIcan’tfindHim。“

AsthetearsstreamedfastdownpoorJo’scheeks,shestretchedoutherhandinahelplesssortofway,asifgropinginthedark,andLaurietookitinhis,whisperingaswellashecouldwithalumpinhisthroat,“I’mhere。Holdontome,Jo,dear!“

Shecouldnotspeak,butshedid`holdon’,andthewarmgraspofthefriendlyhumanhandcomfortedhersoreheart,andseemedtoleadhernearertotheDivinearmwhichalonecouldupholdherinhertrouble。

Laurielongedtosaysomethingtenderandcomfortable,butnofittingwordscametohim,sohestoodsilent,gentlystrokingherbentheadashermotherusedtodo。Itwasthebestthinghecouldhavedone,farmoresoothingthanthemosteloquentwords,forJofelttheunspokensympathy,andinthesilencelearnedthesweetsolacewhichaffectionadministerstosorrow。Soonshedriedthetearswhichhadrelievedher,andlookedupwithagratefulface。

“Thankyou,Teddy,I’mbetternow。Idon’tfeelsoforlorn,andwilltrytobearitifitcomes。“

“Keephopingforthebest,thatwillhelpyou,Jo。Soonyourmotherwillbehere,andtheneverythingwillbeallright。“

“I’msogladFatherisbetter。Nowshewon’tfeelsobadaboutleavinghim。Oh,me!Itdoesseemasifallthetroublescameinaheap,andIgottheheaviestpartonmyshoulders,“sighedJo,spreadingherwethandkerchiefoverherkneestodry。

“Doesn’tMegpullfair?“askedLaurie,lookingindignant。

“Oh,yes,shetriesto,butshecan’tloveBethyasIdo,andshewon’tmissherasIshall。Bethismyconscience,andIcan’tgiveherup。Ican’t!Ican’t!“

DownwentJo’sfaceintothewethandkerchief,andshecrieddespairingly,forshehadkeptupbravelytillnowandnevershedatear。Lauriedrewhishandacrosshiseyes,butcouldnotspeaktillhehadsubduedthechokyfeelinginhisthroatandsteadiedhislips。Itmightbeunmanly,buthecouldn’thelpit,andIamgladofit。Presently,asJo’ssobsquieted,hesaidhopefully,“I

don’tthinkshewilldie。She’ssogood,andwealllovehersomuch,Idon’tbelieveGodwilltakeherawayyet。“

“Thegoodanddearpeoplealwaysdodie,“groanedJo,butshestoppedcrying,forherfriend’swordscheeredherupinspiteofherowndoubtsandfears。

“Poorgirl,you’rewornout。Itisn’tlikeyoutobeforlorn。

Stopabit。I’llheartenyouupinajiffy。“

Lauriewentofftwostairsatatime,andJolaidherweariedheaddownonBeth’slittlebrownhood,whichnoonehadthoughtofmovingfromthetablewheresheleftit。Itmusthavepossessedsomemagic,forthesubmissivespiritofitsgentleownerseemedtoenterintoJo,andwhenLauriecamerunningdownwithaglassofwine,shetookitwithasmile,andsaidbravely,“Idrink——

HealthtomyBeth!Youareagooddoctor,Teddy,andsuchacomfortablefriend。HowcanIeverpayyou?“sheadded,asthewinerefreshedherbody,asthekindwordshaddonehertroubledmind。

“I’llsendmybill,by-and-by,andtonightI’llgiveyousome-

thingthatwillwarmthecocklesofyourheartbetterthanquartsofwine,“saidLaurie,beamingatherwithafaceofsuppressedsatisfactionatsomething。

“Whatisit?“criedJo,forgettingherwoesforaminuteinherwonder。

“Itelegraphedtoyourmotheryesterday,andBrookeansweredshe’dcomeatonce,andshe’llbeheretonight,andeverythingwillbeallright。Aren’tyougladIdidit?“

Lauriespokeveryfast,andturnedredandexcitedallinaminute,forhehadkepthisplotasecret,forfearofdisappointingthegirlsorharmingBeth。Jogrewquitewhite,flewoutofherchair,andthemomenthestoppedspeakingsheelectrifiedhimbythrowingherarmsroundhisneck,andcryingout,withajoyfulcry,“Oh,Laurie!Oh,Mother!Iamsoglad!“Shedidnotweepagain,butlaughedhysterically,andtrembledandclungtoherfriendasifshewasalittlebewilderedbythesuddennews。

Laurie,thoughdecidedlyamazed,behavedwithgreatpresenceofmind。Hepattedherbacksoothingly,andfindingthatshewasrecovering,followeditupbyabashfulkissortwo,whichbroughtJoroundatonce。Holdingontothebanisters,sheputhimgentlyaway,sayingbreathlessly,“Oh,don’t!Ididn’tmeanto,itwasdreadfulofme,butyouweresuchadeartogoanddoitinspiteofHannahthatIcouldn’thelpflyingatyou。Tellmeallaboutit,anddon’tgivemewineagain,itmakesmeactso。“

“Idon’tmind,“laughedLaurie,ashesettledhistie。“Why,youse

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