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第5章

theywerehandsomelybound,andtothemIfirstturnedmyattention。Iopenedthemsuccessively,andendeavouredtomakeouttheirmeaning;theircontents,however,asfarasIwasabletounderstandthem,werebynomeansinteresting:whoeverpleasesmayreadthesebooksforme,andkeepthem,too,intothebargain,saidItomyself。

Inowtookupthethirdbook:itdidnotresembletheothers,beinglongerandconsiderablythicker;thebindingwasofdingycalf-skin。Iopenedit,andasIdidsoanotherstrangethrillofpleasureshotthroughmyframe。Thefirstobjectonwhichmyeyesrestedwasapicture;itwasexceedinglywellexecuted,atleastthescenewhichitrepresentedmadeavividimpressionuponme,whichwouldhardlyhavebeenthecasehadtheartistnotbeenfaithfultonature。Awildsceneitwas-aheavyseaandrockyshore,withmountainsinthebackground,abovewhichthemoonwaspeering。Notfarfromtheshore,uponthewater,wasaboatwithtwofiguresinit,oneofwhichstoodatthebow,pointingwithwhatIknewtobeagunatadreadfulshapeinthewater;firewasflashingfromthemuzzleofthegun,andthemonsterappearedtobetransfixed。IalmostthoughtIhearditscry。Iremainedmotionless,gazinguponthepicture,scarcelydaringtodrawmybreath,lestthenewandwondrousworldshouldvanishofwhichI

hadnowobtainedaglimpse。’Whoarethosepeople,andwhatcouldhavebroughtthemintothatstrangesituation?’Iaskedofmyself;

andnowtheseedofcuriosity,whichhadsolonglaindormant,begantoexpand,andIvowedtomyselftobecomespeedilyacquaintedwiththewholehistoryofthepeopleintheboat。Afterlookingonthepicturetilleverymarkandlineinitwerefamiliartome,IturnedovervariousleavestillIcametoanotherengraving;anewsourceofwonder-alowsandybeachonwhichthefuriousseawasbreakinginmountain-likebillows;cloudandrackdeformedthefirmament,whichworeadullandleaden-likehue;

gullsandotheraquaticfowlsweretopplingupontheblast,orskimmingoverthetopsofthemaddeningwaves-’Mercyuponhim!hemustbedrowned!’Iexclaimed,asmyeyesfelluponapoorwretchwhoappearedtobestrivingtoreachtheshore;hewasuponhislegs,butwasevidentlyhalfsmotheredwiththebrine;highabovehisheadcurledahorriblebillow,asiftoengulfhimforever。

’Hemustbedrowned!hemustbedrowned!’Ialmostshrieked,anddroppedthebook。Isoonsnatcheditupagain,andnowmyeyelightedonathirdpicture:againashore,butwhatasweetandlovelyone,andhowIwishedtobetreadingit;therewerebeautifulshellslyingonthesmoothwhitesand,somewereemptylikethoseIhadoccasionallyseenonmarblemantelpieces,butoutofotherspeeredtheheadsandbodiesofwondrouscrayfish,awoodofthickgreentreesskirtedthebeachandpartlyshadeditfromtheraysofthesun,whichshonehotabove,whilebluewavesslightlycrestedwithfoamweregentlycurlingagainstit;therewasahumanfigureuponthebeach,wildanduncouth,cladintheskinsofanimals,withahugecaponhishead,ahatchetathisgirdle,andinhishandagun;hisfeetandlegswerebare;hestoodinanattitudeofhorrorandsurprise;hisbodywasbentfarback,andhiseyes,whichseemedstartingoutofhishead,werefixeduponamarkonthesand-alargedistinctmark-ahumanfootprint……

Reader,isitnecessarytonamethebookwhichnowstoodopeninmyhand,andwhoseveryprints,feebleexpoundersofitswondrouslines,hadproducedwithinmeemotionsstrangeandnovel?Scarcely-foritwasabookwhichhasexertedoverthemindsofEnglishmenaninfluencecertainlygreaterthananyotherofmoderntimes-

whichhasbeeninmostpeople’shands,andwiththecontentsofwhicheventhosewhocannotreadaretoacertainextentacquainted-abookfromwhichthemostluxuriantandfertileofourmodernprosewritershavedrunkinspiration-abook,moreover,towhich,fromthehardydeedswhichitnarrates,andthespiritofstrangeandromanticenterprisewhichittendstoawaken,Englandowesmanyofherastonishingdiscoveriesbothbyseaandland,andnoinconsiderablepartofhernavalglory。

Hailtothee,spiritofDeFoe!Whatdoesnotmyownpoorselfowetothee?EnglandhasbetterbardsthaneitherGreeceorRome,yetIcouldsparethemeasierfarthanDeFoe,’unabashedDeFoe,’asthehunchbackedrhymerstyledhim。

Thetruechordhadnowbeentouched;aragingcuriositywithrespecttothecontentsofthevolume,whoseengravingshadfascinatedmyeye,burnedwithinme,andIneverresteduntilIhadfullysatisfiedit;weekssucceededweeks,monthsfollowedmonths,andthewondrousvolumewasmyonlystudyandprincipalsourceofamusement。ForhourstogetherIwouldsitporingoverapagetillIhadbecomeacquaintedwiththeimportofeveryline。Myprogress,slowenoughatfirst,becamebydegreesmorerapid,tillatlast,under’ashoulderofmuttonsail,’Ifoundmyselfcanteringbeforeasteadybreezeoveranoceanofenchantment,sowellpleasedwithmyvoyagethatIcarednothowlongitmightbeereitreacheditstermination。

AnditwasinthismannerthatIfirsttooktothepathsofknowledge。

AboutthistimeIbegantobesomewhatimpressedwithreligiousfeelings。Myparentswere,toacertainextent,religiouspeople;

but,thoughtheyhaddonetheirbesttoaffordmeinstructiononreligiouspoints,Ihadeitherpaidnoattentiontowhattheyendeavouredtocommunicate,orhadlistenedwithanearfartooobtusetoderiveanybenefit。Butmymindhadnowbecomeawakenedfromthedrowsytorporinwhichithadlainsolong,andthereasoningpowerswhichIpossessedwerenolongerinactive。

HithertoIhadentertainednoconceptionwhateverofthenatureandpropertiesofGod,andwiththemostperfectindifferencehadheardthedivinenameproceedingfromthemouthsofpeople-frequently,alas!onoccasionswhenitoughtnottobeemployed;butInowneverhearditwithoutatremor,forInowknewthatGodwasanawfulandinscrutableBeing,theMakerofallthings;thatwewereHischildren,andthatwe,byoursins,hadjustlyoffendedHim;

thatwewereinverygreatperilfromHisanger,notsomuchinthislifeasinanotherandfarstrangerstateofbeingyettocome;thatwehadaSaviourwithaltowhomitwasnecessarytolookforhelp:uponthispoint,however,Iwasyetverymuchinthedark,as,indeed,weremostofthosewithwhomIwasconnected。

ThepowerandterrorsofGodwereuppermostinmythoughts;theyfascinatedthoughtheyastoundedme。TwiceeverySundayIwasregularlytakentothechurch,where,fromacornerofthelargespaciouspew,linedwithblackleather,IwouldfixmyeyesonthedignifiedHigh-Churchrector,andthedignifiedHigh-Churchclerk,andwatchthemovementoftheirlips,fromwhich,astheyreadtheirrespectiveportionsofthevenerableliturgy,wouldrollmanyaportentousworddescriptiveofthewondrousworksoftheMostHigh。

RECTOR。Thoudidstdividethesea,throughthypower:thoubrakesttheheadsofthedragonsinthewaters。

PHILOH。ThousmotesttheheadsofLeviathaninpieces:andgavesthimtobemeatforthepeopleinthewilderness。

RECTOR。Thoubroughtestoutfountains,andwatersoutofthehardrocks:thoudriedstupmightywaters。

PHILOH。Thedayisthine,andthenightisthine:thouhastpreparedthelightandthesun。

Peacetoyourmemories,dignifiedrector,andyetmoredignifiedclerk!-bythistimeyeareprobablygonetoyourlonghomes,andyourvoicesarenolongerheardsoundingdowntheaislesofthevenerablechurch-nay,doubtless,thishasalreadylongsincebeenthefateofhimofthesonorous’Amen!’-theoneofthetwowho,withallduerespecttotherector,principallyengrossedmyboyishadmiration-he,atleast,isscarcelynowamongtheliving!

Living!why,Ihaveheardsaythatheblewafife-forhewasamusicalaswellasaChristianprofessor-aboldfife,tocheertheGuardsandthebraveMarines,astheymarchedwithmeasuredstep,obeyinganinsanecommand,upBunker’sheight,whilsttheriflesofthesturdyYankeesweresendingtheleadenhailsharpandthickamidstthered-coatedranks;forPhilohhadnotalwaysbeenamanofpeace,noranexhortertoturntheothercheektothesmiter,buthadevenarrivedatthedignityofahalberdinhiscountry’sservicebeforehissix-footformrequiredrest,andthegray-hairedveteranretired,afteralongperegrination,tohisnativetown,toenjoyeaseandrespectabilityonapensionof’eighteenpenceaday’;andwelldidhisfellow-townsmenact,when,toincreasethateaseandrespectability,andwithathoughtfulregardforthedignityofthegoodchurchservice,theymadehimclerkandprecentor-themanofthetallformandoftheaudiblevoice,whichsoundedloudandclearashisownBunkerfife。Well,peacetothee,thoufineoldchap,despiserofdissenters,andhaterofpapists,asbecameadignifiedandHigh-Churchclerk;ifthouartinthygrave,thebetterforthee;thouwertfittedtoadornabygonetime,whenloyaltywasinvogue,andsmilingcontentlaylikeasunbeamupontheland,butthouwouldstbesadlyoutofplaceinthesedaysofcoldphilosophiclatitudinariandoctrine,universaltolerism,andhalf-concealedrebellion-raretimes,nodoubt,forpapistsanddissenters,butwhichwouldassuredlyhavebrokentheheartoftheloyalsoldierofGeorgetheThird,andthedignifiedHigh-ChurchclerkofprettyD。

Wepassedmanymonthsatthisplace:nothing,however,occurredrequiringanyparticularnotice,relatingtomyself,beyondwhatI

havealreadystated,andIamnotwritingthehistoryofothers。

Atlengthmyfatherwasrecalledtohisregiment,whichatthattimewasstationedataplacecalledNormanCross,inLincolnshire,orratherHuntingdonshire,atsomedistancefromtheoldtownofPeterborough。Forthisplacehedeparted,leavingmymotherandmyselftofollowinafewdays。Ourjourneywasasingularone。

Ontheseconddaywereachedamarshyandfennycountry,which,owingtoimmensequantitiesofrainwhichhadlatelyfallen,wascompletelysubmerged。Atalargetownwegotonboardakindofpassage-boat,crowdedwithpeople;ithadneithersailsnoroars,andthosewerenotthedaysofsteam-vessels;itwasatreck-

schuyt,andwasdrawnbyhorses。YoungasIwas,therewasmuchconnectedwiththisjourneywhichhighlysurprisedme,andwhichbroughttomyremembranceparticularscenesdescribedinthebookwhichInowgenerallycarriedinmybosom。Thecountrywas,asI

havealreadysaid,submerged-entirelydrowned-nolandwasvisible;thetreesweregrowingboltuprightintheflood,whilstfarmhousesandcottageswerestandinginsulated;thehorseswhichdrewuswereuptothekneesinwater,and,oncomingtoblindpoolsand’greedydepths,’werenotunfrequentlyswimming,inwhichcase,theboysorurchinswhomountedthemsometimesstood,sometimesknelt,uponthesaddleandpillions。Noaccident,however,occurredeithertothequadrupedsorbipeds,whoappearedrespectivelytobequiteAUFAITintheirbusiness,andextricatedthemselveswiththegreatesteasefromplacesinwhichPharaohandallhishostwouldhavegonetothebottom。NightfallbroughtustoPeterborough,andfromthencewewerenotslowinreachingtheplaceofourdestination。

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