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’Shecouldnotseehisface,’saidEmily,’andshewasinsuchahurrytoescapethatshescarcelynoticedhim。’
SirArthurappearedsatisfied,andtheconversationended。
Thisslightconversation,repeatedaccuratelytomebyEmily,hadtheeffectofconfirming,ifindeedanythingwasrequiredtodoso,allthatIhadbeforebelievedastoEdward’sactualpresence;andInaturallybecame,ifpossible,moreanxiousthanevertodespatchthelettertoMr。
Jefferies。Anopportunityatlengthoccurred。
AsEmilyandIwerewalkingonedaynearthegateofthedemesne,aladfromthevillagehappenedtobepassingdowntheavenuefromthehouse;thespotwassecluded,andasthispersonwasnotconnectedbyservicewiththosewhoseobservationIdreaded,Icommittedthelettertohiskeeping,withstrictinjunctionsthatheshouldputitwithoutdelayintothereceiverofthetownpost-office;atthesametimeIaddedasuitablegratuity,andthemanhavingmademanyprotestationsofpunctuality,wassoonoutofsight。
HewashardlygonewhenIbegantodoubtmydiscretioninhavingtrustedthisperson;butIhadnobetterorsafermeansofdespatchingtheletter,andIwasnotwarrantedinsuspectinghimofsuchwantondishonestyasaninclinationtotamperwithit;butIcouldnotbequitesatisfiedofitssafetyuntilIhadreceivedananswer,whichcouldnotarriveforafewdays。BeforeIdid,however,aneventoccurredwhichalittlesurprisedme。
Iwassittinginmybedroomearlyintheday,readingbymyself,whenIheardaknockatthedoor。
’Comein,’saidI;andmyuncleenteredtheroom。
’Willyouexcuseme?’saidhe。’I
soughtyouintheparlour,andthenceI
havecomehere。Idesiredtosayawordwithyou。Itrustthatyouhavehithertofoundmyconducttoyousuchasthatofaguardiantowardshiswardshouldbe。’
Idarednotwithholdmyconsent。
’And,’hecontinued,’Itrustthatyouhavenotfoundmeharshorunjust,andthatyouhaveperceived,mydearniece,thatIhavesoughttomakethispoorplaceasagreeabletoyouasmaybe。’
Iassentedagain;andheputhishandinhispocket,whencehedrewafoldedpaper,anddashingituponthetablewithstartlingemphasis,hesaid:
’Didyouwritethatletter?’
Thesuddenandtearfulalterationofhisvoice,manner,andface,but,morethanall,theunexpectedproductionofmylettertoMr。Jefferies,whichIatoncerecognised,soconfoundedandterrifiedme,thatIfeltalmostchoking。
Icouldnotutteraword。
’Didyouwritethatletter?’herepeatedwithslowandintenseemphasis。’Youdid,liarandhypocrite!Youdaredtowritethisfoulandinfamouslibel;butitshallbeyourlast。Menwilluniversallybelieveyoumad,ifIchoosetocallforaninquiry。Icanmakeyouappearso。Thesuspicionsexpressedinthisletterarethehallucinationsandalarmsofmopinglunacy。
Ihavedefeatedyourfirstattempt,madam;
andbytheholyGod,ifeveryoumakeanother,chains,straw,darkness,andthekeeper’swhipshallbeyourlastingportion!’
Withtheseastoundingwordshelefttheroom,leavingmealmostfainting。
Iwasnowalmostreducedtodespair;
mylastcasthadfailed;Ihadnocourseleftbutthatofelopingsecretlyfromthecastle,andplacingmyselfundertheprotectionofthenearestmagistrate。Ifeltifthiswerenotdone,andspeedily,thatI
shouldbeMURDERED。
Noone,frommeredescription,canhaveanideaoftheunmitigatedhorrorofmysituation——ahelpless,weak,inexperiencedgirl,placedunderthepowerandwhollyatthemercyofevilmen,andfeelingthatshehaditnotinherpowertoescapeforamomentfromthemalignantinfluencesunderwhichshewasprobablyfatedtofall;
andwithaconsciousnessthatifviolence,ifmurderweredesigned,herdyingshriekwouldbelostinvoidspace;nohumanbeingwouldbeneartoaidher,nohumaninterpositioncoulddeliverher。
IhadseenEdwardbutonceduringhisvisit,andasIdidnotmeetwithhimagain,Ibegantothinkthathemusthavetakenhisdeparture——aconvictionwhichwastoacertaindegreesatisfactory,asI
regardedhisabsenceasindicatingtheremovalofimmediatedanger。
Emilyalsoarrivedcirc