Letters on Literature

第21章

’Shecouldnotseehisface,’saidEmily,’andshewasinsuchahurrytoescapethatshescarcelynoticedhim。’

SirArthurappearedsatisfied,andtheconversationended。

Thisslightconversation,repeatedaccuratelytomebyEmily,hadtheeffectofconfirming,ifindeedanythingwasrequiredtodoso,allthatIhadbeforebelievedastoEdward’sactualpresence;andInaturallybecame,ifpossible,moreanxiousthanevertodespatchthelettertoMr。

Jefferies。Anopportunityatlengthoccurred。

AsEmilyandIwerewalkingonedaynearthegateofthedemesne,aladfromthevillagehappenedtobepassingdowntheavenuefromthehouse;thespotwassecluded,andasthispersonwasnotconnectedbyservicewiththosewhoseobservationIdreaded,Icommittedthelettertohiskeeping,withstrictinjunctionsthatheshouldputitwithoutdelayintothereceiverofthetownpost-office;atthesametimeIaddedasuitablegratuity,andthemanhavingmademanyprotestationsofpunctuality,wassoonoutofsight。

HewashardlygonewhenIbegantodoubtmydiscretioninhavingtrustedthisperson;butIhadnobetterorsafermeansofdespatchingtheletter,andIwasnotwarrantedinsuspectinghimofsuchwantondishonestyasaninclinationtotamperwithit;butIcouldnotbequitesatisfiedofitssafetyuntilIhadreceivedananswer,whichcouldnotarriveforafewdays。BeforeIdid,however,aneventoccurredwhichalittlesurprisedme。

Iwassittinginmybedroomearlyintheday,readingbymyself,whenIheardaknockatthedoor。

’Comein,’saidI;andmyuncleenteredtheroom。

’Willyouexcuseme?’saidhe。’I

soughtyouintheparlour,andthenceI

havecomehere。Idesiredtosayawordwithyou。Itrustthatyouhavehithertofoundmyconducttoyousuchasthatofaguardiantowardshiswardshouldbe。’

Idarednotwithholdmyconsent。

’And,’hecontinued,’Itrustthatyouhavenotfoundmeharshorunjust,andthatyouhaveperceived,mydearniece,thatIhavesoughttomakethispoorplaceasagreeabletoyouasmaybe。’

Iassentedagain;andheputhishandinhispocket,whencehedrewafoldedpaper,anddashingituponthetablewithstartlingemphasis,hesaid:

’Didyouwritethatletter?’

Thesuddenandtearfulalterationofhisvoice,manner,andface,but,morethanall,theunexpectedproductionofmylettertoMr。Jefferies,whichIatoncerecognised,soconfoundedandterrifiedme,thatIfeltalmostchoking。

Icouldnotutteraword。

’Didyouwritethatletter?’herepeatedwithslowandintenseemphasis。’Youdid,liarandhypocrite!Youdaredtowritethisfoulandinfamouslibel;butitshallbeyourlast。Menwilluniversallybelieveyoumad,ifIchoosetocallforaninquiry。Icanmakeyouappearso。Thesuspicionsexpressedinthisletterarethehallucinationsandalarmsofmopinglunacy。

Ihavedefeatedyourfirstattempt,madam;

andbytheholyGod,ifeveryoumakeanother,chains,straw,darkness,andthekeeper’swhipshallbeyourlastingportion!’

Withtheseastoundingwordshelefttheroom,leavingmealmostfainting。

Iwasnowalmostreducedtodespair;

mylastcasthadfailed;Ihadnocourseleftbutthatofelopingsecretlyfromthecastle,andplacingmyselfundertheprotectionofthenearestmagistrate。Ifeltifthiswerenotdone,andspeedily,thatI

shouldbeMURDERED。

Noone,frommeredescription,canhaveanideaoftheunmitigatedhorrorofmysituation——ahelpless,weak,inexperiencedgirl,placedunderthepowerandwhollyatthemercyofevilmen,andfeelingthatshehaditnotinherpowertoescapeforamomentfromthemalignantinfluencesunderwhichshewasprobablyfatedtofall;

andwithaconsciousnessthatifviolence,ifmurderweredesigned,herdyingshriekwouldbelostinvoidspace;nohumanbeingwouldbeneartoaidher,nohumaninterpositioncoulddeliverher。

IhadseenEdwardbutonceduringhisvisit,andasIdidnotmeetwithhimagain,Ibegantothinkthathemusthavetakenhisdeparture——aconvictionwhichwastoacertaindegreesatisfactory,asI

regardedhisabsenceasindicatingtheremovalofimmediatedanger。

Emilyalsoarrivedcirc

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