Letters on Literature

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andItoldO’ConnorthatuponsecondthoughtsIwouldridedownwithhimtothetown,andwaituponMr。Fitzgerald。

Wefoundhimathome;andchattedwithhimforaconsiderabletime。Tomysurprisehismannerswereperfectlythoseofagentleman,andhisconversation,ifnotpeculiarlyengaging,wascertainlyamusing。Thepolitenessofhisdemeanour,andtheeasyfluencywithwhichhetoldhisstoriesandhisanecdotes,manyofthemcurious,andallmoreorlessentertaining,accountedtomymindatonceforthefacilitywithwhichhehadimprovedhisacquaintancewithO’Connor;andwhenhepresseduponusaninvitationtosupwithhimthatnight,IhadalmostjoinedO’Connorinacceptingit。Idetermined,however,againstdoingso,forI

hadnowishtobeontermsoffamiliaritywithMr。Fitzgerald;andIknewthatoneeveningspenttogetherasheproposedwouldgofurthertowardsestablishinganintimacybetweenusthanfiftymorningvisitscoulddo。WhenIarosetodepart,itwaswithfeelingsalmostfavourabletoFitzgerald;indeedIwasmorethanhalfashamedtoacknowledgetomycompanionhowcompletearevolutioninmyopinionrespectinghisfriendhalfanhour’sconversationwithhimhadwrought。HisappearancecertainlyWASagainsthim;butthen,undertheinfluenceofhismanner,onelostsightofmuchofitsungainliness,andofnearlyallitsvulgarity;and,onthewhole,Ifeltconvincedthatreporthaddonehimgrievouswrong,inasmuchasanybody,byanobservanceofthecommoncourtesiesofsociety,mighteasilyavoidcomingintopersonalcollisionwithagentlemansostudiouslypoliteasFitzgerald。Atparting,O’Connorrequestedmetocalluponhimthenextday,asheintendedtomaketrialofthemeritsofapairofgreyhounds,whichhehadthoughtsofpurchasing;adding,thatifhecouldescapeinanythingliketolerabletimefromFitzgerald’ssupper-party,hewouldtakethefieldsoonaftertenonthenextmorning。Attheappointedhour,orperhapsalittlelater,IdismountedatCastleConnor;and,onenteringthehall,IobservedagentlemanissuingfromO’Connor’sprivateroom。Irecognisedhim,asheapproached,asaMr。

M’Donough,and,beingbutslightlyacquaintedwithhim,wasabouttopasshimwithabow,whenhestoppedme。

Therewassomethinginhismannerwhichstruckmeasodd;heseemedagooddealflurriedifnotagitated,andsaid,inahurriedtone:

’Thisisaveryfoolishbusiness,Mr。

Purcell。YouhavesomeinfluencewithmyfriendO’Connor;Ihopeyoucaninducehimtoadoptsomemoremoderatelineofconductthanthathehasdecidedupon。Ifyouwillallowme,Iwillreturnforamomentwithyou,andtalkoverthematteragainwithO’Connor。’

AsM’Donoughutteredthesewords,I

feltthatsuddensinkingoftheheartwhichaccompaniestheimmediateanticipationofsomethingdreadedanddreadful。IwasinstantlyconvincedthatO’ConnorhadquarrelledwithFitzgerald,andIknewthatifsuchwerethecase,nothingshortofamiraclecouldextricatehimfromtheconsequences。IsignedtoM’Donoughtoleadtheway,andweenteredthelittlestudytogether。O’Connorwasstandingwithhisbacktothefire;onthetablelaythebreakfast-thingsinthedisorderinwhichahurriedmealhadleftthem;andonanothersmallertable,placednearthehearth,laypen,ink,andpaper。AssoonasO’Connorsawme,hecameforwardandshookmecordiallybythehand。

’MydearPurcell,’saidhe,’youaretheverymanIwanted。Ihavegotintoanuglyscrape,andItrusttomyfriendstogetmeoutofit。’

’Youhavehadnodisputewiththatman——thatFitzgerald,Ihope,’saidI,givingutterancetotheconjecturewhosetruthImostdreaded。

’Faith,Icannotsayexactlywhatpassedbetweenus,’saidhe,’inasmuchasIwasatthetimenearlyhalfseasover;butofthismuchIamcertain,thatweexchangedangrywordslastnight。I

lostmytempermostconfoundedly;but,aswellasIcanrecollect,heappearedperfectlycoolandcollected。Whathesaidwas,therefore,deliberatelysaid,andonthataccountmustberesented。’

’MydearO’Connor,areyoumad?’I

exclaimed。’Whywillyouseektodrivetoadeadlyissueafewhastywords,utteredundertheinfluenceofwine,andforgottenalmostassoonasuttered?A

quarrelwithFitzgeralditistwentychancestoonewouldterminatefatallytoyou。’

’ItisexactlybecauseFitzgeraldISsuchanaccomplishedshot,’saidhe,’thatI

becomeliabletothemostinjuriousandintolerablesuspicionsifIsubmittoanythingfromhimwhichcouldbeconstruedintoanaffront;andforthatreasonFitzgeraldistheverylastmantowhomI

wouldconcedeaninchinacaseofhonour。’

’Idonotrequireyoutomakeany,theslightestsacrificeofwhatyoutermyourhonour,’Ireplied;’butifyouhaveactuallywrittenachallengetoFitzgerald,asIsuspectyouhavedone,Iconjureyoutoreconsiderthematterbeforeyoudespatchit。FromallthatIhaveheardyousay,Fitzgeraldhasmoretocomplainofinthealtercationwhichhastakenplacethanyou。Youoweittoyouronlysurvivingparentnottothrustyourselfthuswantonlyupon——Iwillsayit,themostappallingdanger。Nobody,mydearO’Connor,canhaveadoubtofyourcourage;andifatanytime,whichGodforbid,youshallbecalleduponthustoriskyourlife,youshouldhaveitinyourpowertoenterthefieldundertheconsciousnessthatyouhaveactedthroughouttemperatelyandlikeaman,andnot,asI

fearyounowwoulddo,havingrashlyandmostcauselesslyendangeredyourownlifeandthatofyourfriend。’

’Ibelieve,Purcell,yourareright,’saidhe。’IbelieveIHAVEviewedthematterintoodecidedalight;mynote,Ithink,scarcelyallowshimanhonourablealternative,andthatiscertainlygoingasteptoofar——furtherthanIintended。Mr。

M’Donough,I’llthankyoutohandmethenote。’

Hebroketheseal,and,castinghiseyehastilyoverit,hecontinued:

’Itis,indeed,amonumentoffolly。I

amveryglad,Purcell,youhappenedtocomein,otherwiseitwouldhavereacheditsdestinationbythistime。’

Hethrewitintothefire;and,afteramoment’spause,resumed:

’Youmustnotmistakeme,however。

Iamperfectlysatisfiedastothepropriety,nay,thenecessity,ofcommunicatingwithFitzgerald。ThedifficultyisinwhattoneIshouldaddresshim。Icannotsaythatthemandirectlyaffrontedme——IcannotrecollectanyoneexpressionwhichIcouldlayholduponasoffensive——buthislanguagewasambiguous,andadmittedfrequentlyofthemostinsultingconstruction,andhismannerthroughoutwasinsupportablydomineering。IknowitimpressedmewiththeideathathepresumeduponhisreputationasaDEADSHOT,andthatwouldbeutterlyunendurable’

’Iwouldnowrecommend,asIhavealreadydone,’saidM’Donough,’thatifyouwritetoFitzgerald,itshouldbeinsuchastrainastoleavehimatperfectliberty,withoutacompromiseofhonour,inafriendlyway,tosatisfyyourdoubtsastohisconduct。’

Isecondedtheproposalwarmly,andO’Connor,inafewminutes,finishedanote,whichhedesiredustoread。Itwastothiseffect:

’O’Connor,ofCastleConnor,feelingthatsomeexpressionsemployedbyMr。

Fitzgeralduponlastnight,admittedofaconstructionoffensivetohim,andinjurioustohischaracter,requeststoknowwhetherMr。Fitzgeraldintendedtoconveysuchameaning。

’CastleConnor,Thursdaymorning。’

ThisnotewasconsignedtothecareofMr。M’Donough,whoforthwithdepartedtoexecutehismission。Thesoundofhishorse’shoofs,asheroderapidlyaway,struckheavilyatmyheart;butIfoundsomesatisfactioninthereflectionthatM’DonoughappearedasaversefromextrememeasuresasIwasmyself,forI

wellknew,withrespecttothefinalresultoftheaffair,thatasmuchdependeduponthetoneadoptedbytheSECOND,asuponthenatureofthewrittencommunication。

Ihaveseldompassedamoreanxioushourthanthatwhichintervenedbetweenthedepartureandthereturnofthatgentleman。EveryinstantIimaginedIheardthetrampofahorseapproaching,andeverytimethatadooropenedIfancieditwastogiveentrancetotheeagerlyexpectedcourier。AtlengthIdidhearthehollowandrapidtreadofahorse’shoofupontheavenue。Itapproached——itstopped——ahurriedsteptraversedthehall——theroomdooropened,andM’Donoughentered。

’Youhavemadegreathaste,’saidO’Connor;’didyoufindhimathome?’

’Idid,’repliedM’Donough,’andmadethegreaterhasteasFitzgeralddidnotletmeknowthecontentsofhisreply。’

AtthesametimehehandedanotetoO’Connor,whoinstantlybroketheseal。

Thewordswereasfollow:

’Mr。FitzgeraldregretsthatanythingwhichhasfallenfromhimshouldhaveappearedtoMr。O’Connortobeintendedtoconveyareflectionuponhishonour(nonesuchhavingbeenmeant),andbegsleavetodisavowanywishtoquarrelunnecessarilywithMr。O’Connor。

’T——Inn,Thursdaymorning。’

IcannotdescribehowmuchIfeltrelievedonreadingtheabovecommunication。

ItookO’Connor’shandandpresseditwarmly,butmyemotionsweredeeperandstrongerthanIcaredtoshow,forI

wasconvincedthathehadescapedamostimminentdanger。Nobodywhosenotionsuponthesubjectarederivedfromtheduellingofmoderntimes,inwhichmattersareconductedwithoutanyverysanguinarydeterminationuponeitherside,andwithequalwantofskillandcoolnessbybothparties,canformajustestimateofthedangerincurredbyonewhoventuredtoencounteraduellistoftheoldschool。

Perfectcoolnessinthefield,andasteadinessandaccuracy(whichtotheunpractisedappearedalmostmiraculous)intheuseofthepistol,formedthecharacteristicsofthisclass;andinadditiontothistheregenerallyexistedakindofprofessionalpride,whichpromptedtheduellist,indefaultofanymoremalignantfeeling,frommotivesofmerevanity,toseekthelifeofhisantagonist。Fitzgerald’scareerhadbeenaremarkablysuccessfulone,andIknewthatoutofthirteenduelswhichhehadfoughtinIreland,inninecaseshehadKILLEDhisman。Inthosedaysoneneverheardofthepartiesleavingthefield,asnotunfrequentlynowoccurs,withoutbloodhavingbeenspilt;andtheoddswere,ofcourse,inallcasestremendouslyagainstayoungandunpractisedman,whenmatchedwithanexperiencedantagonist。Myimpressionrespectingthemagnitudeofthedangerwhichmyfriendhadincurredwasthereforebynomeansunwarranted。

InowquestionedO’ConnormoreaccuratelyrespectingthecircumstancesofhisquarrelwithFitzgerald。Itarosefromsomedisputerespectingtheapplicationofaruleofpiquet,atwhichgametheyhadbeenplaying,eachinterpretingitfavourablytohimself,andO’Connor,havinglostconsiderably,wasinnomoodtoconductanargumentwithtemper——analtercationensued,andthatofratherapungentnature,andtheresultwasthatheleftFitzgerald’sroomratherabruptly,determinedtodemandanexplanationinthemostperemptorytone。ForthispurposehehadsentforM’Donough,andhadcommissionedhimtodeliverthenote,whichmyarrivalhadfortunatelyintercepted。

Asitwasnowpastnoon,O’Connormademepromisetoremainwithhimtodinner;andwesatdownapartyofthree,allinhighspiritsattheterminationofouranxieties。Itisnecessarytomention,forthepurposeofaccountingforwhatfollows,thatMrs。O’Connor,or,asshewasmoreeuphoniouslystyled,theladyofCastleConnor,wasprecludedbyill-healthfromtakingherplaceatthedinner-table,and,indeed,seldomleftherroombeforefouro’clock。[4]Weweresittingafterdinnersippingourclaret,andtalking,andlaughing,andenjoyingourselvesexceedingly,whenaservant,steppingintotheroom,informedhismasterthatagentlemanwantedtospeakwithhim。

[4]Itisscarcelynecessarytoremindthereader,thatattheperiodspokenof,theimportanthourofdinneroccurredverynearlyatnoon。

’Requesthim,withmycompliments,towalkin,’saidO’Connor;andinafewmomentsagentlemanenteredtheroom。

Hisappearancewasanythingbutprepossessing。Hewasalittleabovethemiddlesize,spare,andraw-boned;hisfaceveryred,hisfeaturessharpandbluish,andhisagemightbeaboutsixty。HisattiresavouredagooddealoftheSHABBY-

GENTEEL;hisclothes,whichhadmuchoftarnishedandfadedpretensionaboutthem,didnotfithim,andhadnotimprobablyflutteredinthestallsofPlunketStreet。Wehadrisenonhisentrance,andO’Connorhadtwicerequestedofhimtotakeachairatthetable,withouthishearing,oratleastnoticing,theinvitation;whilewithaslowpace,andwithanairofmingledimportanceandeffrontery,headvancedintothecentreoftheapartment,andregardingoursmallpartywithasuperciliousair,hesaid:

’Itakethelibertyofintroducingmyself——IamCaptainM’Creagh,formerlyofthe——infantry。MybusinesshereiswithaMr。O’Connor,andthesooneritisdespatchedthebetter。’

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