Kim

第27章

`Stop!’hecried。`Stayhere。Idonotgototheschoolatonce。’

`Butwhatistopaymeforthiscomingandre-coming?’saidthedriverpetulantly。`Istheboymad?Lasttimeitwasadancing-girl。Thistimeitisapriest。’

Kimwasintheroadheadlong,pattingthedustyfeetbeneaththedirtyyellowrobe。

`Ihavewaitedhereadayandahalf,’thelama’slevelvoicebegan。

`Nay,Ihadadisciplewithme。HethatwasmyfriendattheTempleoftheTirthankarsgavemeaguideforthisjourney。IcamefromBenaresinthete-rain,whenthyletterwasgivenme。Yes,Iamwellfed。I

neednothing。’

`ButwhydidstthounotstaywiththeKuluwoman,OHolyOne?InwhatwaydidstthougettoBenares?Myhearthasbeenheavysinceweparted。’

`Thewomanweariedmebyconstantfluxoftalkandrequiringcharmsforchildren。Iseparatedmyselffromthatcompany,permittinghertoacquiremeritbygifts。Sheisatleastawomanofopenhands,andImadeapromisetoreturntoherhouseifneedarose。Then,perceivingmyselfaloneinthisgreatandterribleworld,Ibethoughtmeofthete-raintoBenares,whereIknewoneabodeintheTirthankars’TemplewhowasaSeeker,evenasI。’

`Ah!ThyRiver,’saidKim。`IhadforgottentheRiver。’

`Sosoon,mychela?Ihaveneverforgottenit。ButwhenIhadlefttheeitseemedbetterthatIshouldgototheTempleandtakecounsel,for,lookyou,Indiaisverylarge,anditmaybethatwisemenbeforeus,sometwoorthree,haveleftarecordoftheplaceofourRiver。ThereisdebateintheTempleoftheTirthankarsonthismatter;somesayingonething,andsomeanother。Theyarecourteousfolk。’

`Sobeit;butwhatdostthoudonow?’

`IacquiremeritinthatIhelpthee,mychela,towisdom。ThepriestofthatbodyofmenwhoservetheRedBullwrotemethatallshouldbeasIdesiredforthee。Isentthemoneytosufficeforoneyear,andthenIcame,asthouseestme,towatchfortheegoingupintotheGatesofLearning。AdayandahalfhaveIwaited-notbecauseIwasledbyanyaffectiontowardsthee-thatisnopartoftheWay-but,astheysaidattheTirthankars’Temple,because,moneyhavingbeenpaidforlearning,itwasrightthatIshouldoverseetheendofthematter。Theyresolvedmydoubtsmostclearly。Ihadafearthat,perhaps,IcamebecauseIwishedtoseethee-misguidedbytheRedMistofaffection。Itisnotso……Moreover,Iamtroubledbyadream。’

`Butsurely,HolyOne,thouhastnotforgottentheRoadandallthatbefellonit。Surelyitwasalittletoseemethatthoudidstcome?’

`Thehorsesarecold,anditispasttheirfeeding-time,’whinedthedriver。

`GotoJehannumandabidetherewiththyreputationlessaunt!’Kimsnarledoverhisshoulder。`Iamallaloneinthisland;IknownotwhereIgonorwhatshallbefallme。MyheartwasinthatletterIsentthee。ExceptforMahbubAli,andheisaPathan,Ihavenofriendsavethee,HolyOne。

Donotaltogethergoaway。’

`Ihaveconsideredthatalso,’thelamareplied,inashakingvoIce。

`ItismanifestthatfromtimetotimeIshallacquiremerit-ifbeforethatIhavenotfoundmyRiver-byassuringmyselfthatthyfeetaresetonwisdom。WhattheywillteachtheeIdonotknow,butthepriestwrotemethatnosonofaSahibinallIndiawillbebettertaughtthanthou。

Sofromtimetotime,therefore,Iwillcomeagain。MaybethouwiltbesuchaSahibashewhogavemethesespectacles’-thelamawipedthemelaborately-`intheWonderHouseatLahore。Thatismyhope,forhewasaFountainofWisdom-wiserthanmanyabbots……Again,maybethouwiltforgetmeandourmeetings。’

`IfIeatthybread,’criedKimpassionately,`howshallIeverforgetthee?’

`No-no。’Heputth

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