Jeremy

第34章

ThelastdaysofAugustcame,andwiththemthelastweekoftheholiday。Alreadytherewasascentofautumnintheair,leaveswereturninggoldandred,andtheeveningscamecoolandsudden,uponthehotsummerafternoons。Marywasnotverywell;shehadcaughtacoldsomewhere,andexistedintheirritatingconditionofgoingoutonedayandbeingheldindoorsthenext。Thisupsethertemper,andatnightshehadnightmares,inwhichshesawcloudsofsmokecrawlinginatherwindow,snakesonthefloor,andcrimsonflamesdartingatherfromtheceiling。ItwasbecauseshewasinanabnormalconditionofhealththattheideaofdoingsomethingwithHamlethadgainedsuchaholduponher。Sheconsideredthematterfromeverypointofview。Shedidnotwanttobecrueltothedog;

shesupposedthatafteraweekortwohewouldbequitehappywithhisnewmaster,and,inanycase,hehadstrolledinsocasuallyupontheColefamilythathewasaccustomedtoawanderinglife。

Shedidnotintendthatanyoneshouldknow。Itwastobeadeepsecretallofherown。

JeremywasgoingtoschoolinSeptember,andbeforethenshemustmakehimfriendlytoheragain。Shesawstretchinginfrontofherallthelonelyautumnwithouthimandherownmemoriesofthemiserablesummertomakeherwretched。Shewasanextremelysentimentallittlegirl。

Asalwayshappenswhenoneismeditatingwithaplacatedconscienceawickeddeed,theopportunitywassuddenlyofferedtoMaryofachievingherpurpose。OnemorningJeremy,afterrefusingtolistentooneofMary’slongromances,losthistemper。

“Ican’tstop,“hesaid。“Youbotherandbotherandbother。AuntAmysaysyounearlymakehermad。“

“Idon’tcarewhatAuntAmysays,“Maryontheedgeoftearsreplied。

“HamletandIaregoingout。AndI’msickofyoursillyoldstories。“ThenhesuddenlystoppedandgazedatMary,whowasbeginning,asusual,toweep。

“Lookhere,Mary,what’sbeenthematterwithyoulately?You’realwayscryingnoworsomething。AndyoulookatmeasthoughI’ddonesomethingdreadful。Ihaven’tdoneanything。“

“I——never——saidyou——had,“Marygulpedout。Herubbedhisnoseinawaythathehadwhenhewaspuzzled。

“Ifit’sanythingIdo,tellme。It’ssosillyalwayscrying。Theholidayswillbeoversoon,andyou’vedonenothingbutcry。“

“You’re——never——withme——now,“Marysobbed。

“Well,I’vebeenbusy。“

“Youhaven’t。Youcan’tbebusyall——byyourself。“

“Oh,yes,youcan。“Hewasgettingimpatient。“Anyway,youmightletHamletandmealone。You’realwaysbotheringoneofus。“

“No,I’mnot。“Shechokedanenormoussobandburstoutwith:“It’salwaysHamletnow。Iwishhe’dnever——come。Itwasmuchnicerbefore。“

Thenhelosthistemper。“Oh,you’reababy!I’msickofyouandyournonsense,“hecried,andstampedoff。

InMary’sred-rimmedeyes,asshewatchedhimgo,determinationgrew。

IthappenedthatupontheafternoonofthatsamedayMissJonesannouncedthatshewouldtakeMaryforawalk;then,justastheypassedthroughthefarmgates,Hamlet,rushingout,joinedthem。Hedidnotoftenhonourthemwithhiscompany,despisingwomenmostespeciallywhentheywalked,butto-dayhismasterwasbusydiggingforwormsinthevegetablegarden,and,afteraquarterofanhour’scontemplationofthisfascinatingoccupation,hehadwanderedoffinsearchofaliveliergame。HedecidedtojoinMissJones;hecoulddowhathepleased,hecouldamusehimselfwithherineffectualattemptstokeephiminorder,andhecouldirritateMary;sohedancedalong,withhistailintheair,barkingatimaginaryratsandpokinghisnoseintohedges。

Mary,withasuddentightenedclutchingoftheheart,realisedthatherhourwasuponher。Shefeltsowickedassherealisedthisthatshewonderedthatthegrounddidn’topenupandsw

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