Jeremy

第22章

“Now,Jeremy,wipeyourmouth,“saidAuntAmy。

Heobeyedatonce。

III

Teaover,theyalltroopedoutintothegardenagain。Theeveninglightnowpainteduponthelittlegreenlawnstrangetremblingshadowsofpurpleandgrey;theoldredgardenwallseemedtohavecreptforwards,asthoughitwouldprotectthehouseandthegardenfromthenight;andaskyofthefaintestblueseemed,withgentleapproval,toblessthequiettownfadingintoduskbeneathit。Overthecentreofthelawnthesunwasstillshining,andthereitwaswarmandlight。Butfromeverysidetheshadowsstealthilycreptforward。Agroupofchildrenplayedagainstthegoldencolour,theirwhitedressespatternsthatformedfiguresandbrokeandformedagain。TheCathedralbellwasringingforevensong,anditsnotesstoleaboutthegarden,andinandoutamongstthechildren,asthoughsomeguardianspiritwatchingovertheirsafetycountedtheirnumbers。

Jeremy,feelingratherneglectedandmiserable,stoodintheshadowneartheoakonthefarthersideofthelawn。Hedidnotwanttoplaywiththoselittlegirls,andyethewashurtbecausehehadnotbeenasked。Thepartyhadbeenamostmiserablefailure,andayearagoitwouldhavebeensuchasuccess。Hedidnotknowthathewasstandingnow,inthemiddleofhiseighthyear,atthepartingoftheways;thatonlyyesterdayhehadbeenababy,andthathewouldneverbeababyagain。Hedidnotfeelhisindependence——hefeltonlyinclinedtotearsandalonging,thathewouldnever,neverconfess,eventohimself,thatsomeoneshouldcomeandcomforthim!

Nevertheless,evenatthisverymoment,althoughhedidnotknowit,he,afree,independentman,wasfacingtheworldforthefirsttimeonhisownlegs。Hismothermighthaverealisedithadshebeenthere——butshewasnot。Mary,however,wasthere,andintheverymiddleofhergame,searchingforhim,asshewasalwaysdoing,shefoundhimdesolateundertheshadowoftheoak。Sheslippedaway,and,cominguptohimwiththeshynessandfearthatshealwayshadwhensheapproachedhim,becauseshelovedhimsomuchandhecouldsoeasilyhurther,said:

“Aren’tyoucomingtoplay,Jeremy?“

“Idon’tcare,“heansweredgruffly。

“Itisn’tanyfunwithoutyou。“Shepaused,andadded:“WouldyoumindifIstayedheretoo?“

“I’dratheryouplayed,“hesaid;andyethewascomfortedbyher,determined,ashewas,thatsheshouldneverknowit!

“I’dratherstay,“shesaid,andthengazed,withthatmelancholystarethroughherlargespectaclesthatalwaysirritatedJeremy,outacrossthegarden。

“I’mallright,“hesaidagain;“onlymystockingtickles,andI

can’tgetatit——it’sthebackofmyleg。Isay,Mary,don’tyouhatetheDean’sErnest?“

“Yes,Ido,“sheansweredfervently,althoughshehadnotthoughtabouthimatall——enoughforherthatJeremyshouldhatehim!Thenshegasped:“Herehecomes——“

HewaswalkingtowardsthemwithaswaggerofhislongyellowneckandhisthinleggybodythatJeremyfoundespeciallyoffensive。

Jeremy“bristled,“andMarywasconsciousofthatbristling。

“Hallo!“saidErnest。

“Hallo!“saidJeremy。

“Whatrotthesesillygamesare!“saidErnest。“Whycan’ttheyhavesomethingdecent,likecricket?“

Jeremyhadneverplayedcricket,sohesaidnothing。“Atourschool,“saidErnest,“we’reverygoodatcricket。Wewinallourmatchesalways——“

“Idon’tcareaboutyourschool,“saidJeremy,breathingthroughhisnose。

TheDean’sErnestwasobviouslysurprisedbythis;hehadnotexpe

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