Jeremy

第26章

ThisnextepisodeinJeremy’syearhas,beitthoroughlyunderstood,noplotnorclimaxtoit——itissimplythechronicleofanOdyssey。

NorcanitbesaidtohavebeenanythingbutaveryordinaryOdysseytotheoutsideobserverwho,ifhebeaparent,willtellyouthatgoingtotheseasidewiththefamilyisthemostbotheringthingintheworld,andifheisabachelororoldmaidwilltellyouthatbeinginthesamecarriagewithotherpeople’schildrenwhoaregoingtotheseaisanabominablebusinessandtheLawoughttohavesomethingtosaytoit。

AllthroughMay,JuneandJulyMrs。Coleslowlypulledbacktosomethinglikehernaturalhealth。Thenewinfant,Barbarabyname,wasasstrongasapony,andkickedandscreamedandroaredsothatthehousewasquiteanewplace。HerarrivalhaddoneagreatdealforHelen,whosegazehadhithertobeenconcentratedentirelyuponherself;nowshesuddenlydiscoveredanewelementinlife,anditwasfoundthatshewas“idealwithababy“and“agreathelptonurse。“Thismadehermorehuman,andBarbara,realisingasbabiesalwaysdowhounderstandsandwhodoesnot,wouldbehavewithHelenwhenshewouldbehavewithnooneelse。MarycouldnotbeexpectedtotransferherallegiancefromJeremy,andthenBarbarawasfrightenedatherspectacles;Jeremy,havingHamlet,didnotneedababy!

TherecameafinehotmorningtowardstheendofJulywhenMissJonessaid,suddenly,inthemiddleofthehistorylesson:“SaturdayweekwegotoRafiel。“Jeremychoked,kickedMaryunderthetable,andwasgenerallyimpossibleduringtherestofthemorning。ItwasMissJones’sfault;sheshouldhavechosenheroccasionmorecarefully。BeforetheeveningJeremywasstandinginthecornerfordrawingonhisbedroomwall-paperenormousfiguresintheblackestofblacklead。TheseweretomarkthedaysthatremainedbeforeSaturdayweek,anditwas,Jeremymaintained,aperfectlynaturalthingtodoanddidn’thurttheoldwall-paperwhichwasdirtyenoughanyway,andMotherhadsaid,longago,heshouldhaveanewone。

Meanwhile,impossibletodescribewhatJeremyfeltaboutit。EachyearCowFarmandRafielhadgrownmorewonderful;thiswasnowthefifththatwouldwelcomethemthere。Atfirstthehorizonhadbeenlimitedbyphysicalincapacity,thenthethirdyearhadbeenrainy,andthefourth——ah,thefourth!Therehadbeenverylittlethematterwiththat!Butthiswouldbebetteryet。Foronething,therehadneverbeensuchasummerasthisyearwasproviding——alittlerainatnight,alittlebreezeatthehottesthouroftheday——

everythingarrangedonpurposeforJeremy’scomfort。Andthen,althoughhedidnotknowit,thiswastobetrulythewonderfulsummerforhim,becauseafterthishewouldbeaschoolboyand,asiswellknown,schoolboysbelieveinnothingsavewhattheycanseewiththeirowneyesandaretoldbyotherboysphysicallystrongerthanthemselves。

Fiveorsixdaysbeforethegreatdeparturehebegantoworryhimselfabouthisbox。Twoyearsagohehadbeengivenalittleimitationgreencanvasluggageboxexactlylikehisfather’s,exceptthatthisonewaslightenoughtocarryinone’shand。Jeremyadoredthisboxandwouldhavetakenitoutwithhim,hadhebeenpermitted,onallhiswalks,buthehadawayoffillingitwithheavystonesandthenaskingMissJonestocarryitforhim;ithadthereforebeenforbidden。

Buthewould,ofcourse,takeitwithhimtoCowFarm,anditshouldcontainallthethingsthathelovedbest。Atfirst“allthethingsthathelovedbest“hadnotseemedsoverynumerous。Therewould,firstofall,ofcourse,betheHottentot,ablackandbatteredclownforwhomhehadlongceasedtofeelanyaffection,buthewascompelledbyanirritatingsenseofloyaltytoincludeitinthepartyjustashismothermightincludesometiresomeoldmaid“becauseshehadnowheretogoto,poorthing。“AftertheHottentottherewouldbehispaint-box,afterthepaint-boxabluewriting-

case,afterthewriting-casethefamilyphotographs(Father,Mother,MaryandHelen),afterthephotographsatoypistol,afterthepistolHamlet’sball(aworstedaffairrenderedbynowshapelessandincoherent),aftertheball“AliceinWonderland“(Mary’scopy,butshedidn’tknow),after“Alice,““HerrBaby,“after“HerrBaby“thePrayerBookthatAuntAmygavehimlastbirthda

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