Jeremy

第21章

“WhathaveIdonethat’srude?“

“Youmustn’tspeaktomelikethat。Isthatthewayyouspeaktoyourmother?“

“No,AuntAmy。“

“Well,then,ifyoudon’tspeaktoyourmotherlikethat,youmustn’tspeaktomelikethat,either。“

“No,AuntAmy。“

“Well,then……“

Thishatredwasquitenewtohim。Hehadonce,yearsago,hatedablack-faceddollthathadbeengiventohim。Hehadnotknownwhyhehatedit,butthereithadbeen。Hehadthrownitoutofthewindow,andthegardenerhadfounditandbroughtitintothehouseagain,batteredandbruised,butstillalive,withitshorridredsmile,andthishadterrifiedhim……Hehadbeguntoburnit,andthenursehadcaughthimandslappedhim。Hehadbeguntocutitwithscissors,andwhenthesawdustflowedhewasmoreterrifiedthanever。ButthatdollwasquitedifferentfromAuntAmy。Hewasnotterrifiedofheratall。Hehatedher。Hatedthefringeofherblackhair,theheavyeyelashes,thethindownonherupperlip,thewaythatthegoldcrossfellupanddownonherbreast,herthin,blue-

veinedhands,herblackshoes。Shewashisfirstenemy,andhewaited,asanambushhidesandwatches,forhisopportunity……

II

Oneofournicestoldmaids,MissMaddison,gaveeveryyearwhatshecalledher“earlysummerparty。“Thiswasdifferentfromallourotherparties,becauseitoccurredneitherinthesummernorinthewinter,butalwaysduringthosewonderfuldayswhenthespringfirstbegantofadeintothehighbrightcolours,thedrywarmth,thedeepgreenshadowsoftheheatoftheyear。ItwasearlyinMaythatMissMaddisonhadherparty,andweplayedgamesonherlittleslopinggreenlawn,andpeeredoverherpink-brickwalldownontothebrownroofsofthehousesbelowtheClose,andhadatremendousteaofeverykindofcakeandeverykindofjaminherwainscoteddining-roomthatlookedoutthroughitstallopenwindowsontothegarden。Thoseoldhousesthatruninahalf-moonroundtheClose,andfacethegreenswardandthegreatwesterndooroftheCathedral,aretheveryheartofPolchester。Walkingdownthecobbledstreet,onemaystillto-daylookthroughtheopendoor,downtheduskylineofthelittlehall,outintotheswimmingcolourofthegardenbeyond。Intheselittlegardens,whatdidnotgrow?

Hollyhocks,pinks,tulips,nasturtiums,pansies,liliesofthevalley,roses,honeysuckle,sweet-williams,stocks——Irememberthemallattheirdifferentseasonsinthatmuddled,absurdprofusion。I

cansmellthemnow,canseethemintheirflutteringcolours,thegreatgreywalloftheCathedral,withitshighcarveddoorandwatchingsaintsbehindme,thesunbeatingontothecobbles,themuffledbeatofthesummerday,thesleepynoisesofthetown,thepigeonscuttingthethin,paperyblueintoarcsandcurvesandcircles,thelittlelattice-windowedhouses,withcrookedchimneysandshiningdoors,smilingdownuponme。Icansmell,too,thatespecialsmellthatbelongedtothosesummerhours,asmellofdriedblotting-paper,ofcornandpoppiesfromthefields,ofcobble-

stonesandnew-bakedbreadandlemonade;andbehindthewarmthandcolourthecoolnoteoftheCathedralbellechoedthroughthetown,downtheHighStreet,overthemeads,acrosstheriver,outintotheheartofthedarkwoodsandthelongspacesofthesummerfields。I

canseemyself,too,toilinguptheHighStreet,mycaponthebackofmyhead,littlebeadsofperspirationonmyforehead,andmyeyesalwaysgazingintotheair,sothatIstumbledoverthecobblesandknockedagainstdoorsteps。AllthesethingshadtodowithMissMaddison’sparly,anditwasalwaysherpartythatmarkedthebeginningofthemforus;shewaitedforthefineweather,andsosoonasitcametheinvitationsweresentout,theflower-bedsweretrimmed,thelittlegreenwoodenseatsunderthemulberrytreewerecleaned,andPoupee,theblackpoodle,wasclipped。

IthappenedthisyearthatMissMaddisongaveherpartyduringtheveryweekthatMr。andMrs。ColewenttoDrymouth。Shesentoutherinvitationsonlythreedaysbeforethegreatevent,becausethesummerhadcomewithsofinearush。“MasterJeremyandtheMissesCole……WouldtheygiveMissMaddisonthepleasure……?“Yes,

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