Jeremy

第5章

“’Alice’isbest,“saidJeremy,sighing。“Youknowitbetterthantheothers。“Hecurledhimselfintoacornerofthewindow-seat。

Fromhispositiontherehehadafineview。Immediatelybelowhimwasthegarden,whiteandgreyunderthegreysky,thebrokenfountainstandinguplikeasnowmaninthemiddleofit。Thesnowhadceasedtofallandagreatstillnessheldtheworld。

Beyondthelittleirongateofthegardenthatalwayssneezed“Tishoo“whenyouclosedit,wasthetopofOrangeStreet;thendownthehillontherightwasthetowerofhisfather’schurch;exactlyoppositethegatewastheroadthatledtotheOrchards,andontherightofthatwasthePolchesterHighSchoolforYoungLadies,heldingreatcontemptbyJeremy,themorethatHelenwouldshortlybeaday-boarderthere,wouldscreamwiththeothergirls,and,worstofall,wouldsoonbeseenwalkingwithherarmroundanothergirl’sneck,chatteringandeatingsweets……

Thewholeworldseemeddeserted。Nocolour,nomovement,nosound。

Hesighedoncemore——“I’dliketoeatjamandjam——lotsofit,“hethought。“Itwouldbefuntobesick。“

Maryarrivedandswungherselfupontothewindow-seat。

“It’sthe’LookingGlass’one。Ihopeyoudon’tmind,“shesaidapprehensively。

“Oh,it’sallright,“heallowed。Heflungaglancebacktothelightednursery。Itseemedbycontrastwiththatgreyworldoutsidetoblazewithcolour;thered-paintedshipsonthewallpaper,thebrightlightsandshadowsof“TheChargeoftheLightBrigade,“thesalmonfrontsofthedoll’shouse,thegreenandredofthevillageonthefloorwiththeflowerytrees,thebluetablecloth,theshiningbrasscoal-scuttleallaliveandsparklingintheflamesandshadowsofthefire,caughtandheldbythefinegoldofthehigherfender。Beyondthatdeadwhite——soonitwouldbedark,thecurtainswouldbedrawn,andstilltherewouldbenothingtodo。Hesighedagain。

“It’sanicebitabouttheshop,“saidMary。Jeremysaidnothing,soshebegan。Shestartedatarun:

“ShelookedattheQueen,whoseemedtohave’“——sniff,sniff-“’sud-

den-lysuddenlywra-wra-w-r-a-p-p-e-dwrapped——’“

“Wrapped?“askedJeremy。

“Idon’tknow,“saidMary,rubbinghernose,“whatitmeans,butperhapswe’llseepresently,herselfupinw-o-o-lwool。’Alicerubbedhereyesandlookedagainshecouldn’t——’“

“’Lookedagainshecouldn’t’?“askedJeremy。“Itshouldbe,’shecouldn’tlookagain。’“

“Oh,there’sastop,“saidMary。“Ididn’tsee。After’again’

there’sastop。’Shecouldn’tmakeoutwhathadhappenedatall——’“

“Ican’teither,“saidJeremycrossly。“ItwouldbebetterperhapsifIreaditmyself。“

“Itwillbeallrightinaminute,“saidMaryconfidently。“’Wassheinashop?Andwasthatreally——wasitreallyashipthatwassittingonthecounter?’“shefinishedwitharun。

“Awhat?“askedJeremy。

“Aship——“

“Aship!Howcoulditsitonacounter?“heasked。

“Ohno,it’sasheep。HowsillyIam!“Maryexclaimed。

“Youdoreadbadly,“heagreedfrankly。“Inevercanunderstandnothing。“AnditwasatthatverymomentthathesawtheDog。

II

Hehadbeenstaringdownintothegardenwithagazehalfabstracted,halfspeculative,listeningwithoneeartoMary,withtheothertothestirofthefire,theheavybeatoftheclockandtherustlingsofMarthathecanary。

Hewatchedthesnowyexpanseofgarden,theblackgate,theroadbeyond。Avastwaveofpalegreylight,theheraldofapproachingdusk,sweptthehorizon,thesnowyroofs,thestreets,andJeremyfeltsomecontactwiththestrangeair,themysteriousomensthatthefirstsnowsofthewinterspreadabouttheland。Hewatchedasthoughhewerewaitingforsomethingtohappen。

ThecreaturecameupveryslowlyoverthecrestofOrangeStreet。Nooneelsewasinsight,nocart,nohorse,noweather-beatenwayfarer。Atfirstthedogwasonlyalittleblacksmudgeagainstthesnow;then,ashearrivedattheColes’garden-gate,Jeremycouldseehimverydistinctly。Hewas,itappeared,quitealone;hehadbeen,itwasevident,badlybeatenbythestorm。Intendedbynaturetobearoughandhairydog,henowappearedbeforeGodandmenashiveringbatteredcreature,drippingandwind-tossed,bedraggledandbewildered。Andyet,eveninthatfirstdistantglimpse,Jeremydiscernedafineindependence。Hewasashortstumpydog,innowaydesignedfordignifiedattitudesandpatronisingsuperiority;nevertheless,ashenowwanderedslowlyupthestreet,hisnosewasintheairandhesaidtothewholeworld:“Thestormmayhavedoneitsbesttodefeatme——ithasfailed。IamasIwas。I

askcharityofnoman。Iknowwhatisduetome。“

ItwasthisthatattractedJeremy;hehadhimselffeltthusafteraslipperingfromhisfather,oridioticpunishmentsfromtheJampot,andtheuninvitedconsolationsofMaryorHelenuponsuchoccasionshadbeenresentedwithsofierceabitternessthathisreputationforsulkinesshadbeensoundlyestablishedwithallhiscircle。

Marywasreading……!“’anoldSheep,sittinginanarm-chair,knitting,andeverynowandthenleavingofftolookatherthroughagreatpairofspec-t-a-c-lesspectacles!’“

Hetouchedherarmandwhispered:

“Isay,Mary,stopaminute——lookatthatdogdownthere。“

Theybothstareddownintothegarden。Thedoghadstoppedatthegate;itsniffedatthebars,sniffedatthewallbeyond,thenveryslowlybutwithrealdignitycontinueditswayuptheroad。

“Poorthing,“saidJeremy。“ItISinamess。“Thentotheirastonishmentthedogturnedbackand,saunteringdowntheroadagainasthoughithadnothingalldaytodobuttowanderabout,andasthoughitwerenotwet,shiveringandhungry,itoncemoresmeltthegate。

“Oh,“saidMaryandJeremytogether。

“It’slikeMother,“saidJeremy,“whenshe’sgoingtoseesomeoneandisn’tsurewhetherit’stherighthouse。“

Then,mostmarvellousofunexpectedclimaxes,thedogsuddenlybegantosqueezeitselfbetweenthebottombarofthegateandtheground。

Theintervalwasfortunatelyalargeone;amomentlatertheanimalwasintheColes’garden。

ThemotivesthatledJeremytobehaveashedidareuncertain。Itmayhavebeensomethingtodowiththegeneralboredomoftheafternoon,itmayhavebeenthathefeltpityforthebedraggledaspectoftheanimal——mostprobablereasonofall,wasthatdevil-

may-careindependenceflungupfromtheroad,asitwere,expresslyathimself。

ThedogobviouslydidnotfeelanygreatrespectfortheColehousehold。Hewanderedaboutthegarden,sniffingandsmellingexactlyasthoughthewholeplacebelongedtohim,andaridiculousstumpoftail,unsubduedbytheweather,gavehimtheludicrousdignityofaMalvolio。

“I’mgoingdown,“whisperedJeremy,flingingacautiousglanceatHelenwhowasabsorbedinhersewing。

Mary’seyesgrewwidewithhorrorandadmiration。“You’renotgoingout,“shewhispered。“Inthesnow。Oh,Jeremy。TheyWILLbeangry。“

“Idon’tcare,“whisperedJeremybackagain。“Theycanbe。“

Indeed,beforeMary’sfrightenedwhisperhehadnotintendedtodomorethancreepdownintothepantryandwatchthedogatcloserange;nowitwasasthoughMaryhadchallengedhim。Heknewthatitwasthemostwickedthingthathecoulddo——togooutintothesnowwithoutacoatandinhisslippers。Hemighteven,accordingtoAuntAmy,dieofit,butasdeathatpresentmeantnomoretohimthanapositionofimportanceandaquantityofred-currantjellyandchicken,THATprospectdidnotdeterhim。HelefttheroomsoquietlythatHelendidnotevenlifthereyes。

Thenuponthelandinghewaitedandlistened。Thehousehadallthelightedtremblingduskofthesnowyafternoon;therewasnosoundsavethetickingoftheclocks。HemightcomeupontheJampotatanymoment,butthiswasjustthehourwhenshelikedtodrinkhercupofteainthekitchen;heknewfromdeepandconstantstudyeverymovementofherday。Fortunefavouredhim。Hereachedwithouttroublethelittledarkcorkscrewservants’staircase。Downthishecrept,andfoundhimselfbesidethelittlegardener’sdoor。Althoughheretherewasonlysnow-litdusk,hefeltforthehandleofthelock,foundit,turnedit,andwas,atonce,overthesteps,intothegarden。

Here,withavengeance,hefeltthefullromanceanddangerofhisenterprise。Itwashorriblycold;hehadbeeninthenurseryfortwowholedays,wrappedupandwarm,andnowthesnowyworldseemedtoleapupathimanddraghimdownasthoughintoanicywell。

Mysteriousshadowshoveredoverthegarden;thefountainpointeddarklyagainstthesky,andhecouldfeelfromthefeatherytouchesuponhisfacethatthesnowhadbeguntofallagain。

Hemovedforwardafewsteps;thehousewassodarkbehindhim,theworldsodimanduncertaininfrontofhim,thatforamomenthisheartfailedhim。Hemighthavetosearchthewholegardenforthedog。

Thenheheardasniff,feltsomethingwetagainsthisleg——hehadalmoststeppedupontheanimal。Hebentdownandstrokeditswetcoat。Thedogstoodquitestill,thenmovedforwardtowardsthehouse,sniffedatthesteps,atlastwalkedcalmlythroughtheopendoorasthoughthehousebelongedtohim。Jeremyfollowed,closedthedoorbehindhim;thentheretheywereinthelittledarkpassagewiththeboy’sheartbeatinglikeadrum,histeethchattering,andaterribletemptationtosneezehoveringaroundhim。Lethimreachthenurseryandestablishtheanimalthereandallmightbewell,butletthembediscovered,coldandshivering,inthepassage,andoutthedogwouldbeflung。Heknewsoexactlywhatwouldhappen。Hecouldhearthevoicesinthekitchen。Heknewthattheyweresittingwarmtherebythefire,butthatatanymomentJampotmightthinkgoodtoclimbthestairsandsee“whatmischieftheychildrenwereupto。“Everythingdependeduponthedog。Didhebarkorwhine,outintothenighthemustgoagain,probablytodieinthecold。ButJeremy,theleastsentimentalofthatmostsentimentalracetheEnglish,wastoointentuponhisthreatenedsneezetopaymuchattentiontotheseawfulpossibilities。

Hetookoffhisslippersandbegantoclimbthestairs,thedogclosebehindhim,verygraveanddignified,inspiteofthelittletrailofsnowandwaterthatheleftinhistrack。Thenurserydoorwasreached,pushedsoftlyopen,andthestartledgazeofMaryandHelenfellwide-eyedupontheadventurerandhisprize。

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