ANNA KARENINA

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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart6,Chapter31[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter31ThenewlyelectedmarshalandmanyofthesuccessfulpartydinedthatdaywithVronsky。

VronskyhadcometotheelectionspartlybecausehewasboredinthecountryandwantedtoshowAnnahisrighttoindependence,andalsotorepaySviiazhskybyhissupportattheelectionforallthetroublehehadtakenforVronskyattheZemstvoelection,butchieflyforthestrictperformanceofallthosedutiesofanoblemanandlandownerwhichhehadtakenuponhimself。Buthehadnotintheleastexpectedthattheelectionwouldinteresthimso,sokeenlyexcitehim,andthathewouldbesogoodatthiskindofthing。Hewasquiteanewmaninthecircleofthenobilityoftheprovince,buthissuccesswasunmistakable,andhewasnotwronginsupposingthathehadalreadyobtainedacertaininfluence。Thisinfluencewasduetohiswealthandaristocracy;thecapitalhouseinthetownlenthimbyhisoldfriendShirkov,whohadapostinthedepartmentoffinancesandwasdirectorofaflourishingbankinKashin;theexcellentcookVronskyhadbroughtfromthecountry;andhisfriendshipwiththegovernor,whowasaschoolfellowofVronsky-aschoolfellowhehadpatronizedandprotectedindeed。Butwhatcontributedmorethanalltohissuccesswashisdirect,equablemannerwitheveryone,whichveryquicklymadethemajorityofthenoblemenreversethecurrentopinionofhissupposedhaughtiness。Hewashimselfconsciousthat,exceptforthatmadgentlemanmarriedtoKittyShcherbatskaia,whohadà;proposdebottespouredoutastreamofirrelevantabsurditieswithsuchspitefulfury,everynoblemanwithwhomhehadmadeacquaintancehadbecomehisadherent。Hesawclearly,andotherpeoplerecognizedit,too,thathehaddoneagreatdealtosecurethesuccessofNeviedovsky。Andnowathisowntable,celebratingNeviedovsky’selection,hewasexperiencinganagreeablesenseoftriumphoverthesuccessofhiscandidate。Theelectionitselfhadsofascinatedhimthat,ifhecouldsucceedingettingmarriedduringthenextthreeyears,hebegantothinkofrunningforofficehimself-muchas,afterwinningaraceriddenbyajockey,hehadlongedtoridearacehimself。

Todayhewascelebratingthesuccessofhisjockey。Vronskysatattheheadofthetable,onhisrighthandsattheyounggovernor,ageneralofhighrank。Toalltheresthewasthemasteroftheprovince,whohadsolemnlyopenedtheelectionswithhisspeech,andarousedafeelingofrespectandevenofaweinmanypeople,asVronskysaw;toVronskyhewasKatkaMaslov-thathadbeenhisnicknameinthePages’Corps-whomhefelttobeshyandtriedtoputatease。OnthelefthandsatNeviedovskywithhisyouthful,stubborn,andvenomouscountenance。WithhimVronskywassimpleanddeferential。

Sviiazhskytookhisfailureverylightheartedly。Itwasindeednofailureinhiseyes,ashesaidhimself,turning,glassinhand,toNeviedovsky:theycouldnothavefoundabetterrepresentativeofthenewmovement,whichthenobilityoughttofollow。Andsoeveryhonestperson,ashesaid,wasonthesideoftoday’ssuccessandwascelebratingoverit。

StepanArkadyevichwasglad,too,becausehewashavingagoodtime,andbecauseeveryonewaspleased。Theepisodesoftheelectionsservedasagoodoccasionforacapitaldinner。Sviiazhskycomicallyimitatedthetearfuldiscourseofmarshal,andobserved,addressingNeviedovsky,thatHisExcellencywouldhavetoselectanother,morecomplicatedmethodofauditingaccountsthantears。Anothernoblemanjocoselydescribedhowfootmeninstockingshadbeenimportedforthemarshal’sball,andhownowtheywouldhavetobesentbackunlessthenewmarshalwouldgiveaballwithfootmeninstockings。

ContinuallyduringdinnertheysaidofNeviedovsky:`OurMarshal’

and`YourExcellency。’

Thiswassaidwiththesamepleasurewithwhichayoungwifeiscalled`Madame’andbyherhusband’sname。Neviedovskyaffectedtobenotmerelyindifferentbutscornfulofthisappellation,butitwasobviousthathewashighlydelighted,andhadtokeepacurbonhimselfnottobetraythetriumphwhichwasunsuitabletotheirnew,liberalparty。

Inthecourseofdinnerseveraltelegramsweresenttopeopleinterestedintheresultoftheelection。AndStepanArkadyevich,whowasinhighspirits,sentDaryaAlexandrovnaatelegram:`Neviedovskyelectedbytwentyvotes。Congratulations。Tellpeople。’Hedictateditaloud,saying:

`Wemustletthemshareourrejoicing。’DaryaAlexandrovna,gettingthemessage,simplysighedovertheroublewastedonit,andunderstoodthatitwasanafterdinneraffair。SheknewStivahadaweaknessafterdiningforfairejouerleté;lé;graphe。

Everything,togetherwiththeexcellentdinnerandthewine,notfromRussianmerchants,butimporteddirectfromabroad,wasextremelydignified,simple,andenjoyable。Theparty-sometwenty-hadbeenselectedbySviiazhskyfromamongthemoreactivenewliberals,allofthesamewayofthinking,whowereatthesametimecleverandwell-bred。Theydrank,alsohalfinjest,tothehealthofthenewmarshaloftheprovince,ofthegovernor,ofthebankdirector,andof`ouramiablehost。’

Vronskywassatisfied。Hehadneverexpectedtofindsopleasantatoneintheprovinces。

Towardtheendofdinneritwasstillmorelively。ThegovernoraskedVronskytocometoaconcertforthebenefitofthebrethrenwhichhiswife,whowasanxioustomakehisacquaintance,hadbeengettingup:

`There’llbeaball,andyou’llseethebelleoftheprovince。

Worthseeing,really。’

`Notinmyline,’Vronskyanswered。HelikedthatEnglishphrase。

Buthesmiled,andpromisedtocome。

Beforetheyrosefromthetable,whenallofthemweresmoking,Vronsky’svaletwentuptohimwithaletteronatray。

`FromVozdvizhenskoebyspecialmessenger,’hesaidwithasignificantexpression。

`Astonishing!HowlikeheistothedeputyprosecutorSventitsky,’

saidoneoftheguestsinFrenchofthevalet,whileVronsky,frowning,readtheletter。

TheletterwasfromAnna。Beforehereadtheletter,heknewitscontents。Expectingtheelectionstobeoverinfivedays,hehadpromisedtobebackonFriday。TodaywasSaturday,andheknewthatthelettercontainedreproachesfornotbeingbackatthetimefixed。Theletterhehadsentthepreviouseveninghadprobablynotreachedheryet。

Theletterwaswhathehadexpected,buttheformofitwasunexpected,andparticularlydisagreeabletohim。`Annieisveryill,thedoctorsaysitmaybeinflammationofthelungs。Iamlosingmyheadallalone。PrincessVarvaraisnohelp,butahindrance。Iexpectedyouthedaybeforeyesterday,andyesterday,andnowIamsendingtofindoutwhereyouareandwhatyouaredoing。Iwantedtocomemyself,butthoughtbetterofit,knowingyouwoulddislikeit。Sendsomeanswer,thatImayknowwhattodo。’

Thechildill,yetshehadthoughtofcomingherself。Theirdaughterill-andthishostiletone。

Theinnocentfestivitiesovertheelection,andthisgloomy,burdensomelovetowhichhehadtoreturn,struckVronskybytheircontrast。Buthehadtogo,andbythefirsttrainthatnighthesetoffhome。

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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart6,Chapter32[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter32BeforeVronsky’sdeparturefortheelections,Annahadreflectedthatthescenesconstantlyrepeatedbetweenthemeachtimehelefthomemightonlymakehimcoldtoherinsteadofattachinghimtoher,andresolvedtodoallshecouldtocontrolherselfsoastobearthepartingwithcomposure。

Butthecold,severeglancewithwhichhehadlookedatherwhenhecametotellherhewasgoinghadwoundedher,andbeforehehadstartedherpeaceofmindwasdestroyed。

Insolitude,later,thinkingoverthatglancewhichhadexpressedhisrighttofreedom,shecame,asshealwaysdid,tothesamepoint-

thesenseofherownhumiliation。`Hehastherighttogoawaywhenandwherehechooses。Notsimplytogoaway,buttoleaveme。Hehaseveryright,andIhavenone。Butknowingthat,heoughtnottodoit。Whathashedone,though?……Helookedatmewithacold,severeexpression。Ofcoursethatissomethingindefinable,impalpable,butithasneverbeensobefore,andthatglancemeansagreatdeal,’shethought。`Thatglanceshowsthebeginningofcoolness。’

Andthoughshefeltsurethatacoolnesswasbeginning,therewasnothingshecoulddo;shecouldnotinanywayalterherrelationstohim。Justasbefore,onlybyloveandbycharmcouldshekeephim。Andso,justasbefore,onlybyoccupationintheday,bymorphineatnight,couldshestiflethefearfulthoughtofwhatwouldcomeifheceasedtoloveher。Itistruetherewasstillonemeans;nottokeephim-forthatshewantednothingmorethanhislove-buttobenearertohim,tobeinsuchapositionthathewouldnotleaveher。Thatmeanswasdivorceandmarriage。Andshebegantolongforthat,andmadeuphermindtoagreetoitthefirsttimeheorStivaapproachedheronthesubject。

Absorbedinsuchthoughts,shepassedfivedayswithouthim,thefivedaysthathewastobeabsent。

Walks,conversationwithPrincessVarvara,visitstothehospital,and,mostofall,reading-readingofonebookafteranother-filleduphertime。Butonthesixthday,whenthecoachmancamebackwithouthim,andshefeltthatnowshewasutterlyincapableofstiflingthethoughtofhimandofwhathewasdoingthere-justatthattimeherlittlegirlwastakenill。Annabegantolookafterher,buteventhatdidnotdistracthermind,especiallyastheillnesswasnotserious。Howeverhardshetried,shecouldnotlovethislittlechild,andtofeignlovewasbeyondherpowers。Towardtheeveningofthatday,stillalone,Annawasinsuchapanicabouthimthatshedecidedtostartforthetown,butonsecondthoughtwrotehimthecontradictoryletterthatVronskyreceived,and,withoutreadingitthrough,sentitoffbyaspecialmessenger。Thenextmorningshereceivedhisletterandregrettedherown。Shedreadedarepetitionoftheseverelookhehadflungatheratparting,especiallywhenhewouldlearnthatthebabywasnotdangerouslyill。Butstill,shewasgladshehadwrittentohim。BynowAnnawasadmittingtoherselfthatshewasaburdentohim,thathewouldrelinquishhisfreedomregretfullytoreturntoher,andinspiteofthatshewasgladhewascoming。Lethimwearyofher,buthewouldbeherewithher,sothatshewouldseehim,wouldknowofeveryactionhetook。

Shewassittinginthedrawingroomnearalamp,withanewvolumeofTaine,and,assheread,listeningtothesoundofthewindoutside,andeveryminuteexpectingthecarriagetoarrive。Severaltimesshehadfanciedsheheardthesoundofwheels,butshehadbeenmistaken。Atlastsheheardnotthesoundofwheels,butthecoachman’sshoutandthedullrumbleinthecoveredentry。EvenPrincessVarvara,playingsolitaire,confirmedthis,andAnna,flushinghotly,gotup;but,insteadofgoingdown,asshehaddonetwicebefore,shestoodstill。Shesuddenlyfeltashamedofherduplicity,butevenmoreshedreadedhowhemightmeether。

Allfeelingofwoundedpridehadpassednow;shewasonlyafraidoftheexpressionofhisdispleasure。Sherememberedthatherchildhadbeenperfectlywellagainforthelastday。Shefeltpositivelyvexedwithherforgettingbetterfromtheverymomentherletterwassentoff。Thenshethoughtofhim,thathewashere-allofhim,withhishands,hiseyes。Sheheardhisvoice。Andforgettingeverything,sheranjoyfullytomeethim。

`Well,howisAnnie?’hesaidapprehensivelyfrombelow,lookinguptoAnnaassherandowntohim。

Hewassittingonachair,andafootmanwaspullingoffhiswarmoverboots。

`Oh,sheisbetter。’

`Andyou?’hesaid,shakinghimself。

Shetookhishandinbothofhers,anddrewittoherwaist,nevertakinghereyesoffhim。

`Well,I’mglad,’hesaid,coldlyscanningher,herhair,herdress,whichheknewshehadputonforhim。Allwascharming,buthowmanytimesithadcharmedhim!Andthestern,stonyexpressionthatshesodreadedsettleduponhisface。

`Well,I’mglad。Andareyouwell?’hesaid,wipinghisdampbeardwithhishandkerchiefandkissingherhand。

`Nevermind,’shethought,`onlylethimbehere,andsolongashe’sherehecannot,hedarenot,ceasetoloveme。’

TheeveningwasspenthappilyandgailyinthepresenceofPrincessVarvara,whocomplainedtohimthatAnnahadbeentakingmorphineinhisabsence。

`WhatamItodo?Icouldn’tsleep……Mythoughtspreventedme。

Whenhe’shereInevertakeit-hardlyever。’

Hetoldherabouttheelection,andAnnaknewhowbyadroitquestionstobringhimtowhatgavehimmostpleasure-hisownsuccess。Shetoldhimofeverythingthatinterestedhimathome;andallthatshetoldhimwasofthemostcheerfuldescription。

Butlateintheevening,whentheywerealone,Anna,seeingthatshehadregainedcompletepossessionofhim,wantedtoerasethepainfulimpressionoftheglancehehadgivenherforherletter。Shesaid:

`Tellmefrankly,youwerevexedatgettingmyletter,andyoudidn’tbelieveme?’

Assoonasshehadsaidit,shefeltthathoweverwarmhisfeelingsweretoher,hehadnotforgivenherforthat。

`Yes,’hesaid,`theletterwassostrange。First,Annieill,andthenyouthoughtofcomingyourself。’

`Itwasallthetruth。’

`Oh,Idon’tdoubtit。’

`Yes,youdodoubtit。Youarevexed,Isee。’

`Notforonemoment。I’monlyvexed,that’strue,thatyouseemsomehowunwillingtoadmitthatthereareduties……’

`Thedutyofgoingtoaconcert……’

`Butwewon’ttalkaboutit,’hesaid。

`Whynottalkaboutit?’shesaid。

`Ionlymeanttosaythatmattersofrealimportancemayturnup。Now,forinstance,IshallhavetogotoMoscowtoarrangeaboutthehouse……Oh,Anna,whyareyousoirritable?Don’tyouknowthatIcan’tlivewithoutyou?’

`Ifso,’saidAnna,hervoicesuddenlychanging,`itmeansthatyouaresickofthislife……Yes,youwillcomeforadayandgoaway,asmendo……’

`Anna,that’scruel。Iamreadytogiveupmywholelife。’

Butshedidnothearhim。

`IfyougotoMoscow,Iwillgotoo。Iwillnotstayhere。Eitherwemustseparateorelselivetogether。’

`Why,youknow,that’smyonedesire。Buttodothat……’

`Wemustgetadivorce。Iwillwritetohim。IseeIcannotgoonlikethis……ButIwillcomewithyoutoMoscow。’

`Youtalkasifyouwerethreateningme。ButIdesirenothingsomuchasnevertobepartedfromyou,’saidVronsky,smiling。

Butashesaidthesewordstheregleamedinhiseyesnotmerelyacoldlook,butthevindictivelookofamanpersecutedandmadecruel。

Shesawthelookandcorrectlydivineditsmeaning。

`And,ifthingshavecometosuchapass,it’sacalamity!’thatglancetoldher。Itwasamoment’simpression,butsheneverforgotit。

Annawrotetoherhusbandaskinghimaboutadivorce,andtowardtheendofNovember,takingleaveofPrincessVarvara,whowantedtogotoPeterburg,shewentwithVronskytoMoscow。ExpectingeverydayananswerfromAlexeiAlexandrovich,andafterthatthedivorce,theynowestablishedthemselvestogether,likemarriedpeople。

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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart7,Chapter01[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]PARTSEVENChapter1TheLevinshadbeentwomonthsinMoscow。Thedatehadlongpassedonwhich,accordingtothemosttrustworthycalculationsofpeoplelearnedinsuchmatters,Kittyshouldhavebeenconfined。Butshewasstillabout,andtherewasnothingtoshowthathertimewasanynearerthantwomonthsago。Thedoctor,themidwife,andDollyandhermother,andmostofallLevin,whocouldnotthinkoftheapproachingeventwithoutterror,begantobeimpatientanduneasy。Kittywastheonlypersonwhofeltperfectlycalmandhappy。

Shewasdistinctlyconsciousnowofthebirthofanewfeelingofloveforthefuturechild,forhertosomeextentactuallyexistingalready,andshebroodedblissfullyoverthisfeeling。Hewasnotbynowaltogetherapartofherself,butsometimeslivedhisownlifeindependentlyofher。Oftenthisseparatebeinggaveherpain,butatthesametimeshewantedtolaughwithastrangenewjoy。

Allthepeopleshelovedwerewithher,andallweresogoodtoher,soattentivelylookingoutforher,soentirelypleasantwaseverythingpresentedtoher,thatifshehadnotknownandfeltthatitmustallsoonbeover,shecouldnothavewishedforabetterandpleasanterlife。Theonlythingthatspoiledthecharmofthismodeoflifewasthathereherhusbandwasnotasshelovedhimtobe,andashewasinthecountry。

Shelikedhisserene,friendly,andhospitablemannerinthecountry。

Inthetownheseemedcontinuallyuneasyandonhisguard,asthoughhewereafraidsomeonewouldberudetohim,and,stillmore,toher。Athomeinthecountry,definitelyknowinghimselftobeinhisrightplace,hewasneverinhastetobeoffelsewhere,wasoccupiedallthetime。Hereintownhewasinacontinualhurry,asthoughafraidofmissingsomething,andyethehadnothingtodo。Andshefeltpityforhim。Toothers,sheknew,hedidnotappearanobjectofpity;onthecontrary,whenKittylookedathiminsociety,asonesometimeslooksatthoseoneloves,tryingtoseehimasifhewereastranger,soastocatchtheimpressionhemustmakeonothers,shesawwithapanicevenofjealousfearthathewasfarindeedfrombeingapitiablefigure,thathewasveryattractivewithhishonesty,hisratherold-fashioned,reservedcourtesytowomen,hispowerfulfigure,andstriking,asshethought,andexpressiveface。Butshesawhimnotfromwithout,butfromwithin;shes

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