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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart6,Chapter31[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter31ThenewlyelectedmarshalandmanyofthesuccessfulpartydinedthatdaywithVronsky。
VronskyhadcometotheelectionspartlybecausehewasboredinthecountryandwantedtoshowAnnahisrighttoindependence,andalsotorepaySviiazhskybyhissupportattheelectionforallthetroublehehadtakenforVronskyattheZemstvoelection,butchieflyforthestrictperformanceofallthosedutiesofanoblemanandlandownerwhichhehadtakenuponhimself。Buthehadnotintheleastexpectedthattheelectionwouldinteresthimso,sokeenlyexcitehim,andthathewouldbesogoodatthiskindofthing。Hewasquiteanewmaninthecircleofthenobilityoftheprovince,buthissuccesswasunmistakable,andhewasnotwronginsupposingthathehadalreadyobtainedacertaininfluence。Thisinfluencewasduetohiswealthandaristocracy;thecapitalhouseinthetownlenthimbyhisoldfriendShirkov,whohadapostinthedepartmentoffinancesandwasdirectorofaflourishingbankinKashin;theexcellentcookVronskyhadbroughtfromthecountry;andhisfriendshipwiththegovernor,whowasaschoolfellowofVronsky-aschoolfellowhehadpatronizedandprotectedindeed。Butwhatcontributedmorethanalltohissuccesswashisdirect,equablemannerwitheveryone,whichveryquicklymadethemajorityofthenoblemenreversethecurrentopinionofhissupposedhaughtiness。Hewashimselfconsciousthat,exceptforthatmadgentlemanmarriedtoKittyShcherbatskaia,whohadà;proposdebottespouredoutastreamofirrelevantabsurditieswithsuchspitefulfury,everynoblemanwithwhomhehadmadeacquaintancehadbecomehisadherent。Hesawclearly,andotherpeoplerecognizedit,too,thathehaddoneagreatdealtosecurethesuccessofNeviedovsky。Andnowathisowntable,celebratingNeviedovsky’selection,hewasexperiencinganagreeablesenseoftriumphoverthesuccessofhiscandidate。Theelectionitselfhadsofascinatedhimthat,ifhecouldsucceedingettingmarriedduringthenextthreeyears,hebegantothinkofrunningforofficehimself-muchas,afterwinningaraceriddenbyajockey,hehadlongedtoridearacehimself。
Todayhewascelebratingthesuccessofhisjockey。Vronskysatattheheadofthetable,onhisrighthandsattheyounggovernor,ageneralofhighrank。Toalltheresthewasthemasteroftheprovince,whohadsolemnlyopenedtheelectionswithhisspeech,andarousedafeelingofrespectandevenofaweinmanypeople,asVronskysaw;toVronskyhewasKatkaMaslov-thathadbeenhisnicknameinthePages’Corps-whomhefelttobeshyandtriedtoputatease。OnthelefthandsatNeviedovskywithhisyouthful,stubborn,andvenomouscountenance。WithhimVronskywassimpleanddeferential。
Sviiazhskytookhisfailureverylightheartedly。Itwasindeednofailureinhiseyes,ashesaidhimself,turning,glassinhand,toNeviedovsky:theycouldnothavefoundabetterrepresentativeofthenewmovement,whichthenobilityoughttofollow。Andsoeveryhonestperson,ashesaid,wasonthesideoftoday’ssuccessandwascelebratingoverit。
StepanArkadyevichwasglad,too,becausehewashavingagoodtime,andbecauseeveryonewaspleased。Theepisodesoftheelectionsservedasagoodoccasionforacapitaldinner。Sviiazhskycomicallyimitatedthetearfuldiscourseofmarshal,andobserved,addressingNeviedovsky,thatHisExcellencywouldhavetoselectanother,morecomplicatedmethodofauditingaccountsthantears。Anothernoblemanjocoselydescribedhowfootmeninstockingshadbeenimportedforthemarshal’sball,andhownowtheywouldhavetobesentbackunlessthenewmarshalwouldgiveaballwithfootmeninstockings。
ContinuallyduringdinnertheysaidofNeviedovsky:`OurMarshal’
and`YourExcellency。’
Thiswassaidwiththesamepleasurewithwhichayoungwifeiscalled`Madame’andbyherhusband’sname。Neviedovskyaffectedtobenotmerelyindifferentbutscornfulofthisappellation,butitwasobviousthathewashighlydelighted,andhadtokeepacurbonhimselfnottobetraythetriumphwhichwasunsuitabletotheirnew,liberalparty。
Inthecourseofdinnerseveraltelegramsweresenttopeopleinterestedintheresultoftheelection。AndStepanArkadyevich,whowasinhighspirits,sentDaryaAlexandrovnaatelegram:`Neviedovskyelectedbytwentyvotes。Congratulations。Tellpeople。’Hedictateditaloud,saying:
`Wemustletthemshareourrejoicing。’DaryaAlexandrovna,gettingthemessage,simplysighedovertheroublewastedonit,andunderstoodthatitwasanafterdinneraffair。SheknewStivahadaweaknessafterdiningforfairejouerleté;lé;graphe。
Everything,togetherwiththeexcellentdinnerandthewine,notfromRussianmerchants,butimporteddirectfromabroad,wasextremelydignified,simple,andenjoyable。Theparty-sometwenty-hadbeenselectedbySviiazhskyfromamongthemoreactivenewliberals,allofthesamewayofthinking,whowereatthesametimecleverandwell-bred。Theydrank,alsohalfinjest,tothehealthofthenewmarshaloftheprovince,ofthegovernor,ofthebankdirector,andof`ouramiablehost。’
Vronskywassatisfied。Hehadneverexpectedtofindsopleasantatoneintheprovinces。
Towardtheendofdinneritwasstillmorelively。ThegovernoraskedVronskytocometoaconcertforthebenefitofthebrethrenwhichhiswife,whowasanxioustomakehisacquaintance,hadbeengettingup:
`There’llbeaball,andyou’llseethebelleoftheprovince。
Worthseeing,really。’
`Notinmyline,’Vronskyanswered。HelikedthatEnglishphrase。
Buthesmiled,andpromisedtocome。
Beforetheyrosefromthetable,whenallofthemweresmoking,Vronsky’svaletwentuptohimwithaletteronatray。
`FromVozdvizhenskoebyspecialmessenger,’hesaidwithasignificantexpression。
`Astonishing!HowlikeheistothedeputyprosecutorSventitsky,’
saidoneoftheguestsinFrenchofthevalet,whileVronsky,frowning,readtheletter。
TheletterwasfromAnna。Beforehereadtheletter,heknewitscontents。Expectingtheelectionstobeoverinfivedays,hehadpromisedtobebackonFriday。TodaywasSaturday,andheknewthatthelettercontainedreproachesfornotbeingbackatthetimefixed。Theletterhehadsentthepreviouseveninghadprobablynotreachedheryet。
Theletterwaswhathehadexpected,buttheformofitwasunexpected,andparticularlydisagreeabletohim。`Annieisveryill,thedoctorsaysitmaybeinflammationofthelungs。Iamlosingmyheadallalone。PrincessVarvaraisnohelp,butahindrance。Iexpectedyouthedaybeforeyesterday,andyesterday,andnowIamsendingtofindoutwhereyouareandwhatyouaredoing。Iwantedtocomemyself,butthoughtbetterofit,knowingyouwoulddislikeit。Sendsomeanswer,thatImayknowwhattodo。’
Thechildill,yetshehadthoughtofcomingherself。Theirdaughterill-andthishostiletone。
Theinnocentfestivitiesovertheelection,andthisgloomy,burdensomelovetowhichhehadtoreturn,struckVronskybytheircontrast。Buthehadtogo,andbythefirsttrainthatnighthesetoffhome。
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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart6,Chapter32[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter32BeforeVronsky’sdeparturefortheelections,Annahadreflectedthatthescenesconstantlyrepeatedbetweenthemeachtimehelefthomemightonlymakehimcoldtoherinsteadofattachinghimtoher,andresolvedtodoallshecouldtocontrolherselfsoastobearthepartingwithcomposure。
Butthecold,severeglancewithwhichhehadlookedatherwhenhecametotellherhewasgoinghadwoundedher,andbeforehehadstartedherpeaceofmindwasdestroyed。
Insolitude,later,thinkingoverthatglancewhichhadexpressedhisrighttofreedom,shecame,asshealwaysdid,tothesamepoint-
thesenseofherownhumiliation。`Hehastherighttogoawaywhenandwherehechooses。Notsimplytogoaway,buttoleaveme。Hehaseveryright,andIhavenone。Butknowingthat,heoughtnottodoit。Whathashedone,though?……Helookedatmewithacold,severeexpression。Ofcoursethatissomethingindefinable,impalpable,butithasneverbeensobefore,andthatglancemeansagreatdeal,’shethought。`Thatglanceshowsthebeginningofcoolness。’
Andthoughshefeltsurethatacoolnesswasbeginning,therewasnothingshecoulddo;shecouldnotinanywayalterherrelationstohim。Justasbefore,onlybyloveandbycharmcouldshekeephim。Andso,justasbefore,onlybyoccupationintheday,bymorphineatnight,couldshestiflethefearfulthoughtofwhatwouldcomeifheceasedtoloveher。Itistruetherewasstillonemeans;nottokeephim-forthatshewantednothingmorethanhislove-buttobenearertohim,tobeinsuchapositionthathewouldnotleaveher。Thatmeanswasdivorceandmarriage。Andshebegantolongforthat,andmadeuphermindtoagreetoitthefirsttimeheorStivaapproachedheronthesubject。
Absorbedinsuchthoughts,shepassedfivedayswithouthim,thefivedaysthathewastobeabsent。
Walks,conversationwithPrincessVarvara,visitstothehospital,and,mostofall,reading-readingofonebookafteranother-filleduphertime。Butonthesixthday,whenthecoachmancamebackwithouthim,andshefeltthatnowshewasutterlyincapableofstiflingthethoughtofhimandofwhathewasdoingthere-justatthattimeherlittlegirlwastakenill。Annabegantolookafterher,buteventhatdidnotdistracthermind,especiallyastheillnesswasnotserious。Howeverhardshetried,shecouldnotlovethislittlechild,andtofeignlovewasbeyondherpowers。Towardtheeveningofthatday,stillalone,Annawasinsuchapanicabouthimthatshedecidedtostartforthetown,butonsecondthoughtwrotehimthecontradictoryletterthatVronskyreceived,and,withoutreadingitthrough,sentitoffbyaspecialmessenger。Thenextmorningshereceivedhisletterandregrettedherown。Shedreadedarepetitionoftheseverelookhehadflungatheratparting,especiallywhenhewouldlearnthatthebabywasnotdangerouslyill。Butstill,shewasgladshehadwrittentohim。BynowAnnawasadmittingtoherselfthatshewasaburdentohim,thathewouldrelinquishhisfreedomregretfullytoreturntoher,andinspiteofthatshewasgladhewascoming。Lethimwearyofher,buthewouldbeherewithher,sothatshewouldseehim,wouldknowofeveryactionhetook。
Shewassittinginthedrawingroomnearalamp,withanewvolumeofTaine,and,assheread,listeningtothesoundofthewindoutside,andeveryminuteexpectingthecarriagetoarrive。Severaltimesshehadfanciedsheheardthesoundofwheels,butshehadbeenmistaken。Atlastsheheardnotthesoundofwheels,butthecoachman’sshoutandthedullrumbleinthecoveredentry。EvenPrincessVarvara,playingsolitaire,confirmedthis,andAnna,flushinghotly,gotup;but,insteadofgoingdown,asshehaddonetwicebefore,shestoodstill。Shesuddenlyfeltashamedofherduplicity,butevenmoreshedreadedhowhemightmeether。
Allfeelingofwoundedpridehadpassednow;shewasonlyafraidoftheexpressionofhisdispleasure。Sherememberedthatherchildhadbeenperfectlywellagainforthelastday。Shefeltpositivelyvexedwithherforgettingbetterfromtheverymomentherletterwassentoff。Thenshethoughtofhim,thathewashere-allofhim,withhishands,hiseyes。Sheheardhisvoice。Andforgettingeverything,sheranjoyfullytomeethim。
`Well,howisAnnie?’hesaidapprehensivelyfrombelow,lookinguptoAnnaassherandowntohim。
Hewassittingonachair,andafootmanwaspullingoffhiswarmoverboots。
`Oh,sheisbetter。’
`Andyou?’hesaid,shakinghimself。
Shetookhishandinbothofhers,anddrewittoherwaist,nevertakinghereyesoffhim。
`Well,I’mglad,’hesaid,coldlyscanningher,herhair,herdress,whichheknewshehadputonforhim。Allwascharming,buthowmanytimesithadcharmedhim!Andthestern,stonyexpressionthatshesodreadedsettleduponhisface。
`Well,I’mglad。Andareyouwell?’hesaid,wipinghisdampbeardwithhishandkerchiefandkissingherhand。
`Nevermind,’shethought,`onlylethimbehere,andsolongashe’sherehecannot,hedarenot,ceasetoloveme。’
TheeveningwasspenthappilyandgailyinthepresenceofPrincessVarvara,whocomplainedtohimthatAnnahadbeentakingmorphineinhisabsence。
`WhatamItodo?Icouldn’tsleep……Mythoughtspreventedme。
Whenhe’shereInevertakeit-hardlyever。’
Hetoldherabouttheelection,andAnnaknewhowbyadroitquestionstobringhimtowhatgavehimmostpleasure-hisownsuccess。Shetoldhimofeverythingthatinterestedhimathome;andallthatshetoldhimwasofthemostcheerfuldescription。
Butlateintheevening,whentheywerealone,Anna,seeingthatshehadregainedcompletepossessionofhim,wantedtoerasethepainfulimpressionoftheglancehehadgivenherforherletter。Shesaid:
`Tellmefrankly,youwerevexedatgettingmyletter,andyoudidn’tbelieveme?’
Assoonasshehadsaidit,shefeltthathoweverwarmhisfeelingsweretoher,hehadnotforgivenherforthat。
`Yes,’hesaid,`theletterwassostrange。First,Annieill,andthenyouthoughtofcomingyourself。’
`Itwasallthetruth。’
`Oh,Idon’tdoubtit。’
`Yes,youdodoubtit。Youarevexed,Isee。’
`Notforonemoment。I’monlyvexed,that’strue,thatyouseemsomehowunwillingtoadmitthatthereareduties……’
`Thedutyofgoingtoaconcert……’
`Butwewon’ttalkaboutit,’hesaid。
`Whynottalkaboutit?’shesaid。
`Ionlymeanttosaythatmattersofrealimportancemayturnup。Now,forinstance,IshallhavetogotoMoscowtoarrangeaboutthehouse……Oh,Anna,whyareyousoirritable?Don’tyouknowthatIcan’tlivewithoutyou?’
`Ifso,’saidAnna,hervoicesuddenlychanging,`itmeansthatyouaresickofthislife……Yes,youwillcomeforadayandgoaway,asmendo……’
`Anna,that’scruel。Iamreadytogiveupmywholelife。’
Butshedidnothearhim。
`IfyougotoMoscow,Iwillgotoo。Iwillnotstayhere。Eitherwemustseparateorelselivetogether。’
`Why,youknow,that’smyonedesire。Buttodothat……’
`Wemustgetadivorce。Iwillwritetohim。IseeIcannotgoonlikethis……ButIwillcomewithyoutoMoscow。’
`Youtalkasifyouwerethreateningme。ButIdesirenothingsomuchasnevertobepartedfromyou,’saidVronsky,smiling。
Butashesaidthesewordstheregleamedinhiseyesnotmerelyacoldlook,butthevindictivelookofamanpersecutedandmadecruel。
Shesawthelookandcorrectlydivineditsmeaning。
`And,ifthingshavecometosuchapass,it’sacalamity!’thatglancetoldher。Itwasamoment’simpression,butsheneverforgotit。
Annawrotetoherhusbandaskinghimaboutadivorce,andtowardtheendofNovember,takingleaveofPrincessVarvara,whowantedtogotoPeterburg,shewentwithVronskytoMoscow。ExpectingeverydayananswerfromAlexeiAlexandrovich,andafterthatthedivorce,theynowestablishedthemselvestogether,likemarriedpeople。
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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart7,Chapter01[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]PARTSEVENChapter1TheLevinshadbeentwomonthsinMoscow。Thedatehadlongpassedonwhich,accordingtothemosttrustworthycalculationsofpeoplelearnedinsuchmatters,Kittyshouldhavebeenconfined。Butshewasstillabout,andtherewasnothingtoshowthathertimewasanynearerthantwomonthsago。Thedoctor,themidwife,andDollyandhermother,andmostofallLevin,whocouldnotthinkoftheapproachingeventwithoutterror,begantobeimpatientanduneasy。Kittywastheonlypersonwhofeltperfectlycalmandhappy。
Shewasdistinctlyconsciousnowofthebirthofanewfeelingofloveforthefuturechild,forhertosomeextentactuallyexistingalready,andshebroodedblissfullyoverthisfeeling。Hewasnotbynowaltogetherapartofherself,butsometimeslivedhisownlifeindependentlyofher。Oftenthisseparatebeinggaveherpain,butatthesametimeshewantedtolaughwithastrangenewjoy。
Allthepeopleshelovedwerewithher,andallweresogoodtoher,soattentivelylookingoutforher,soentirelypleasantwaseverythingpresentedtoher,thatifshehadnotknownandfeltthatitmustallsoonbeover,shecouldnothavewishedforabetterandpleasanterlife。Theonlythingthatspoiledthecharmofthismodeoflifewasthathereherhusbandwasnotasshelovedhimtobe,andashewasinthecountry。
Shelikedhisserene,friendly,andhospitablemannerinthecountry。
Inthetownheseemedcontinuallyuneasyandonhisguard,asthoughhewereafraidsomeonewouldberudetohim,and,stillmore,toher。Athomeinthecountry,definitelyknowinghimselftobeinhisrightplace,hewasneverinhastetobeoffelsewhere,wasoccupiedallthetime。Hereintownhewasinacontinualhurry,asthoughafraidofmissingsomething,andyethehadnothingtodo。Andshefeltpityforhim。Toothers,sheknew,hedidnotappearanobjectofpity;onthecontrary,whenKittylookedathiminsociety,asonesometimeslooksatthoseoneloves,tryingtoseehimasifhewereastranger,soastocatchtheimpressionhemustmakeonothers,shesawwithapanicevenofjealousfearthathewasfarindeedfrombeingapitiablefigure,thathewasveryattractivewithhishonesty,hisratherold-fashioned,reservedcourtesytowomen,hispowerfulfigure,andstriking,asshethought,andexpressiveface。Butshesawhimnotfromwithout,butfromwithin;shes