ANNA KARENINA

第23章

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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart6,Chapter01[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]PARTSIXChapter1DaryaAlexandrovnaspentthesummerwithherchildrenatPokrovskoe,athersisterKittyLevin’s。Thehouseonherownestatewasquiteinruins,andLevinandhiswifehadpersuadedhertospendthesummerwiththem。

StepanArkadyevichgreatlyapprovedofthearrangement。Hesaidhewasverysorryhisofficialdutiespreventedhimfromspendingthesummerinthecountrywithhisfamily,whichwouldhavebeenthegreatesthappinessforhim;andremaininginMoscow,hecamedowntothecountryfromtimetotimeforadayortwo。BesidestheOblonskys,withalltheirchildrenandtheirgoverness,theoldPrincess,too,cametostaythatsummerwiththeLevins,assheconsidereditherdutytowatchoverherinexperienceddaughterinherinterestingcondition。Moreover,Varenka,Kitty’sfriendabroad,keptherpromisetocometoKittywhenshewasmarried,andstayedwithherfriend。AllofthesewerefriendsorrelationsofLevin’swife。

Andthoughhelikedthemall,heratherregrettedhisownLevinworldandways,whichwassmotheredbythisinfluxofthe`Shcherbatskyelement,’

ashecalledittohimself。OfhisownrelationstherestayedwithhimonlySergeiIvanovich,buthetoowasamanoftheKoznishevandnottheLevinstamp,sothattheLevinspiritwasutterlyobliterated。

IntheLevins’house,solongdeserted,therewerenowsomanypeoplethatalmostalltheroomswereoccupied,andalmosteverydayithappenedthattheoldPrincess,sittingdowntotable,countedthemallover,andputthethirteenthgrandsonorgranddaughterataseparatetable。

AndKitty,withhercarefulhousekeeping,hadnolittletroubletogetallthechickens,turkeysandgeese,ofwhichsomanywereneededtosatisfythesummerappetitesofthevisitorsandchildren。

Thewholefamilyweresittingatdinner。Dolly’schildren,withtheirgovernessandVarenka,weremakingplansforgoingtolookformushrooms。

SergeiIvanovich,whowaslookeduptobyallthepartyforhisintellectandlearning,witharespectthatalmostamountedtoawe,surprisedeveryonebyjoiningintheconversationaboutmushrooms。

`Takemewithyou。Iamveryfondofpickingmushrooms,’hesaid,lookingatVarenka;`Ithinkit’saveryfineoccupation。’

`Oh,weshallbedelighted,’answeredVarenkacoloring。KittyexchangedmeaningglanceswithDolly。TheproposalofthelearnedandintellectualSergeiIvanovichtogolookingformushroomswithVarenkaconfirmedcertaintheoriesofKitty’swithwhichhermindhadbeenverybusyoflate。Shemadehastetoaddresssomeremarktohermother,sothatherlookshouldnotbenoticed。AfterdinnerSergeiIvanovichsatwithhiscupofcoffeeatthedrawing-roomwindow,andwhilehetookpartinaconversationhehadbegunwithhisbrother,hewatchedthedoorthroughwhichthechildrenwouldstartonthemushroom-pickingexpedition。Levinwassittingonthewindowsillnearhisbrother。

Kittystoodbesideherhusband,evidentlyawaitingtheendofaconversationthathadnointerestforher,inordertotellhimsomething。

`Youhavechangedinmanyrespectssinceyourmarriage,andforthebetter,’saidSergeiIvanovich,smilingtoKitty,andobviouslylittleinterestedintheconversation,`butyouhaveremainedtruetoyourpassionfordefendingthemostparadoxicaltheories。’

`Katia,it’snotgoodforyoutostand,’herhusbandsaidtoher,drawingupachairforherandlookingsignificantlyather。

`Oh,andthere’snotimeeither,’addedSergeiIvanovich,seeingthechildrenrunningout。

AttheheadofthemallTaniagallopedsideways,inhertightlydrawnstockings,andwavingabasketandSergeiIvanovich’shat,sheranstraightuptohim。

BoldlyrunninguptoSergeiIvanovichwithsmilingeyes,solikeherfather’sfineeyes,shehandedhimhishatandmadeasthoughshewouldputitonforhim,softeningherfreedombyashyandfriendlysmile。

`Varenka’swaiting,’shesaid,carefullyputtinghishaton,seeingfromSergeiIvanovich’ssmilethatshemightdoso。

Varenkawasstandingatthedoor,dressedinayellowprintgown,withawhitekerchiefonherhead。

`I’mcoming,I’mcoming,VarvaraAndreevna,’saidSergeiIvanovich,finishinghiscupofcoffee,andputtingintotheirseparatepocketshishandkerchiefandcigarcase。

`AndhowsweetmyVarenkais!Eh?’saidKittytoherhusband,assoonasSergeiIvanovichrose。ShespokesothatSergeiIvanovichcouldhear,anditwasclearthatshemeanthimtodoso。`Andhowgood-lookingsheis-sucharefinedbeauty!Varenka!’Kittyshouted。`Shallyoubeinthemillforest?We’llcomeouttoyou。’

`Youcertainlyforgetyourcondition,Kitty,’saidtheoldPrincess,hurriedlycomingoutatthedoor。`Youmustn’tshoutlikethat。’

Varenka,hearingKitty’svoiceandhermother’sreprimand,wentwithlight,rapidstepsuptoKitty。Therapidityofhermovement,herflushedandeagerface,everythingbetrayedthatsomethingoutofthecommonwasgoingoninher。Kittyknewwhatthisthingwasandhadbeenwatchingherintently。ShecalledVarenkaatthatmomentmerelyinordermentallytogiveherablessingfortheimportanteventwhich,asKittyfancied,wasboundtocometopassthatdayafterdinnerintheforest。

`Varenka,Ishouldbeveryhappyifacertainsomethingweretohappen,’shewhisperedasshekissedher。

`Andareyoucomingwithus?’VarenkasaidtoLevininconfusion,pretendingnottohaveheardwhathadbeensaid。

`Iamcoming,butonlyasfarasthethreshingfloor,andthereIshallstop。’

`Why,whatdoyouwantthere?’saidKitty。

`Imustgotohavealookatthenewwagons,andtomakemycalculations,’

saidLevin;`andwherewillyoube?’

`Ontheterrace。’

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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart6,Chapter02[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter2Ontheterracewereassembledalltheladiesoftheparty。Theyalwayslikedsittingthereafterdinner,andthatdaytheyhadworktodotheretoo。Besidesthesewingofbaby’schemisesandknittingofswaddles,withwhichallofthemwerebusy,thatafternoonjamwasbeingmadeontheterracebyamethodnewtoAgathyaMikhailovna,withouttheadditionofwater。

Kittyhadintroducedthisnewmethod,whichhadbeeninuseinherhome。

AgathyaMikhailovna,towhomthetaskofjammakinghadalwaysbeenintrusted,consideringthatwhathadbeendoneintheLevinhouseholdcouldnotbeamiss,hadneverthelessputwaterwiththestrawberries,maintainingthatthejamcouldnotbemadewithoutit。Shehadbeencaughtintheact,andwasnowmakingraspberryjambeforeeveryone,anditwastobeprovedtoherconclusivelythatjamcouldbeverywellmadewithoutwater。

AgathyaMikhailovna,herfaceheatedandangry,herhairuntidy,andherthinarmsbaretotheelbows,wasswayingthepreservingpaninacircularmotionoverthecharcoalstove,lookingdarklyattheraspberriesanddevoutlyhopingtheywouldstickandnotcookproperly。ThePrincess,consciousthatAgathyaMikhailovna’swrathmustbechieflydirectedagainsther,asthepersonresponsiblefortheraspberryjammaking,triedtoappeartobeabsorbedinotherthingsandnotinterestedintheraspberries,talkingofothermatters,butcaststealthyglancesinthedirectionofthestove。

`Ialwaysbuymymaids’dressesmyself,atthebargainsale,’

thePrincesssaid,continuingthepreviousconversation。`Isn’tittimetoskimit,mydear?’sheadded,addressingAgathyaMikhailovna。`There’snottheslightestneedforyoutodoit,andit’shotforyou,’shesaid,stoppingKitty。

`I’lldoit,’saidDolly,and,gettingup,shecarefullypassedthespoonoverthefrothingsugar,andfromtimetotimeshookofftheclingingjamfromthespoonbyknockingitonaplatethatwascoveredwithyellow-redscumandblood-coloredsyrup。`Howthey’lllickthisatteatime!’shethoughtofherchildren,rememberinghowsheherselfasachildhadwonderedhowitwasthegrown-uppeopledidnoteatwhatwasbestofall-thescumofthejam。

`Stivasaysit’smuchbettertogivemoney,’Dollytookupmeanwhiletheweightysubjectunderdiscussion-ofwhatpresentsshouldbemadetoservants。`But……’

`Money’soutofthequestion!’thePrincessandKittyexclaimedwithonevoice。`Theyappreciateapresent……’

`Well,lastyear,forinstance,IboughtourMatrionaSemionovna,notapoplin,butsomethingofthatsort,’saidthePrincess。

`Iremembershewaswearingitonyournameday。’

`Acharmingpattern-sosimpleandrefined-Ishouldhavelikeditmyself,ifshehadn’thadit。SomethinglikeVarenka’s。Soprettyandinexpensive。’

`Well,nowIthinkit’sdone,’saidDolly,droppingthesyrupfromthespoon。

`Whenitsetsasitdrops,it’sready。Cookitalittlelonger,AgathyaMikhailovna。’

`Theflies!’saidAgathyaMikhailovnaangrily。`It’llbejustthesame,’sheadded。

`Ah!Howsweetitis!Don’tfrightenit!’Kittysaidsuddenly,lookingatasparrowthathadsettledonthestepandwaspeckingatthecenterofaraspberry。

`Yes,butyoukeepalittlefurtherfromthestove,’saidhermother。

`AproposdeVarenka,’saidKitty,speakinginFrench,astheyhadbeendoingallthewhile,sothatAgathyaMikhailovnashouldnotunderstandthem,`youknow,maman,Isomehowexpectthingstobesettledtoday。YouknowwhatImean。Howsplendiditwouldbe!’

`Butwhatafamousmatchmakersheis!’saidDolly。`Howcarefullyandcleverlyshethrowsthemtogether!……’

`No-tellme,mamma,whatdoyouthink?’

`Why,whatisonetothink?He’(``he’meantSergeiIvanovich)

`mightatanytimehavebeenoneofthebestmatchesinRussia;now,ofcourse,he’snotquiteayoungman,stillIknoweversomanygirlswouldbegladtomarryhim,evennow……She’saverynicegirl,buthemight……’

`Oh,no,mamma,dounderstandwhy,forhimandforhertoo,nothingbettercouldbeimagined。Inthefirstplace,she’scharming!’saidKitty,crookingoneofherfingers。

`Hethinksherveryattractive,that’scertain,’assentedDolly。

`Thenheoccupiessuchapositioninsocietythathehasnoneedtolookforeitherfortuneorpositioninhiswife。Allheneedsisagood,sweetwife-arestfulone。’

`Well,withherhewouldcertainlyberestful,’Dollyassented。

`Thirdly,thatsheshouldlovehim。Andsoitis……thatis,itwouldbesosplendid!……Ilookforwardtoseeingthemcomingoutoftheforest-andeverythingsettled。Ishallseeatoncebytheireyes。Ishouldbesodelighted!Whatdoyouthink,Dolly?’

`Butdon’texciteyourself。It’snotatallthethingforyoutobeexcited,’saidhermother。

`Oh,I’mnotexcited,mamma。Ifancyhewillproposetohertoday。’

`Ah,that’ssostrange-howandwhenamanproposes!……Thereisasortofbarrier,andallatonceit’sbrokendown,’saidDolly,smilingpensivelyandrecallingherpastwithStepanArkadyevich。

`Mamma,howdidpapaproposetoyou?’Kittyaskedsuddenly。

`Therewasnothingoutoftheway-itwasverysimple,’answeredthePrincess,butherfacebeamedalloverattherecollection。

`Oh,buthowwasit?Youlovedhim,atanyrate,beforeyouwereallowedtospeak?’

Kittyfeltapeculiarpleasureinbeingablenowtotalktohermotheronequaltermsaboutthosequestionsofsuchparamountinterestinawoman’slife。

`OfcourseIdid;hehadcometostaywithusinthecountry。’

`Buthowwasitsettledbetweenyou,mamma?’

`Youimagine,Idaresay,thatyouinventedsomethingquitenew?

It’salwaysjustthesame:itwassettledbytheeyes,bysmiles……’

`Howwellyousaidthat,mamma!It’sjustbytheeyes,bysmilesthatit’sdone,’Dollyassented。

`Butwhatwordsdidhesay?’

`WhatdidKostiasaytoyou?’

`Hewroteitinchalk。Itwaswonderful……Howlongagoitseems!’

shesaid。

Andthethreewomenallfelltomusingonthesamething。Kittywasthefirsttobreakthesilence。Sherememberedallthatlastwinterbeforehermarriage,andherpassionforVronsky。

`There’sonething……thatoldloveaffairofVarenka’s,’shesaid,anaturalchainofideasbringinghertothispoint。`IshouldhavelikedtosaysomethingtoSergeiIvanovich,topreparehim。They’reall-allmen,Imean,’-sheadded,`awfullyjealousoverourpast。’

`Notall,’saidDolly。`Youjudgebyyourownhusband。ItmakeshimmiserableevennowtorememberVronsky。Eh?that’strue,isn’tit?’

`Yes’,Kittyanswered,apensivesmileinhereyes。

`ButIreallydon’tknow,’themotherputinindefenseofhermotherlycareofherdaughter,`whattherewasinyourpastthatcouldworryhim?ThatVronskypaidyouattentions-thathappenstoeverygirl。’

`Oh,yes,butwedidn’tmeanthat,’Kittysaid,flushingalittle`No,letmespeak,’hermotherwenton,`why,youyourselfwouldnotletmehaveatalkwithVronsky。Don’tyouremember?’

`Oh,mamma!’saidKitty,withanexpressionofsuffering。

`There’snokeepingyouyoungpeopleinchecknowadays……Yourfriendshipcouldnothavegonebeyondwhatwassuitable。Ishouldmyselfhavecalleduponhimtoexplainhimself。But,mydarling,it’snotrightforyoutobeagitated。Pleaserememberthat,andcalmyourself。’

`I’mperfectlycalm,maman。’

`HowhappyitwasforKittythatAnnacamethen,’saidDolly,`andhowunhappyforher。Itturnedoutquitetheopposite,’shesaid,struckbyherownideas。`ThenAnnawassohappy,andKittythoughtherselfunhappy。Nowitisjusttheopposite。Ioftenthinkofher。’

`Afinepersontothinkabout!Horrid,repulsivewoman-noheart,’

saidhermother,whocouldnotforgetthatKittyhadmarriednotVronsky,butLevin。

`Whatdoyouwanttotalkofitfor?’Kittysaidwithannoyance。

`Ineverthinkaboutit,andIdon’twanttothinkofit……AndIdon’twanttothinkofit,’shesaid,catchingthesoundofherhusband’sfamiliarsteponthestepsoftheterrace。

`What’sthatyoudon’twanttothinkabout?’inquiredLevin,comingontotheterrace。

Butnooneansweredhim,andhedidnotrepeatthequestion。

`I’msorryI’vebrokeninonyourfemininekingdom,’hesaid,lookingroundoneveryonediscontentedly,andperceivingthattheyhadbeentalkingofsomethingwhichtheywouldnottalkaboutbeforehim。

ForasecondhefeltthathewassharingthefeelingofAgathyaMikhailovna,vexationattheirmakingjamwithoutwater,and,onthewhole,attheoutside,Shcherbatskyauthority。Hesmiled,however,andwentuptoKitty。

`Well,howareyou?’heaskedher,lookingatherwiththeexpressionwithwhicheveryonelookedathernow。

`Oh,verywell,’saidKitty,smiling,`andhowhavethingsgonewithyou?’

`Thewagonheldthreetimesasmuchasthetelegadid。Well,arewegoingforthechildren?I’veorderedthehorsestobeputin。’

`What!YouwanttotakeKittyinthewidedroshky?’hermothersaidreproachfully。

`Yes-atwalkingpace,Princess。’

Levinnevercalledtheprincess`maman’asmenoftendocalltheirmothers-in-law,andthePrincessdislikedhisnotdoingso。ButthoughhelikedandrespectedthePrincess,Levincouldnotcallhersowithoutasenseofprofaninghisfeelingforhisdeadmother。

`Comewithus,maman,’saidKitty。

`Idon’tliketoseesuchimprudence。’

`Well,I’llwalkthen,I’msowell。’Kittygotupandwenttoherhusbandandtookhishand。

`Youmaybewell,buteverythinginmoderation,’saidthePrincess。

`Well,AgathyaMikhailovna,isthejamdone?’saidLevin,smilingtoAgathyaMikhailovna,andtryingtocheerherup。`Isitallrightinthenewway?’

`Isupposeit’sallright。Accordingtoournotionsit’sboiledtoolong。’

`It’llbeallthebetter,AgathyaMikhailovna,itwon’tturnsour,eventhoughtheiceinouricehousehasbeguntomeltalready,sothatwe’venocoolplacetostoreit,’saidKitty,atoncediviningherhusband’smotive,andaddressingtheoldhousekeeperwiththesamefeeling;`butyourpicklesaresogood,thatmammasaysshenevertastedanylikethem,’

sheadded,smiling,andputtingherkerchiefstraight。

AgathyaMikhailovnalookedsulkilyatKitty。

`Youneedn’ttrytoconsoleme,mistress。Ineedonlytolookatyouwithhim,andIfeelhappy,’shesaid,andsomethingintheroughfamiliarityofthatwithhimtouchedKitty。

`Comealongwithustolookformushrooms,youwillshowusthebestplaces。’

AgathyaMikhailovnasmiledandshookherhead,asthoughtosay:

`Iwouldevenliketobeangrywithyou,butIcan’t。’

`Doit,please,accordingtomyrecipe,’saidthePrincess;`putsomepaperoverthejam,andmoistenitwithalittlerum,and,evenwithoutice,itwillnevergrowmoldy。’

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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart6,Chapter03[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter3Kittywasparticularlygladofachanceofbeingalonewithherhusband,forshehadnoticedtheshadeofmortificationthathadpassedoverhisface-alwayssoquicktoreflecteveryfeeling-atthemomentwhenhehadcomeontotheterraceandaskedwhattheyweretalkingof,andhadgotnoanswer。

Whentheyhadsetoffonfootaheadoftheothers,andhadgottenoutofsightofthehouseontothebeaten,dustyroad,sprinkledwithearsofryeandwithseparategrains,sheclungfastertohisarmandpresseditclosertoher。Hehadquiteforgottenthemomentaryunpleasantimpression,andalonewithherhefelt,nowthatthethoughtofherapproachingmotherhoodwasneverforamomentabsentfromhismind,anewanddeliciousbliss,quitepurefromallalloyofsense,inbeingneartothewomanheloved。

Therewasnoneedofspeech,yethelongedtohearthesoundofhervoice,which,likehereyes,hadchangedsinceshehadbecomepregnant。Inhervoice,asinhereyes,therewasthatsoftnessandgravitywhichisfoundinpeoplecontinuallyconcentratedonsomecherishedpursuit。

`Soyou’renottired?Leanmoreonme,’saidhe。

`No,I’msogladofachanceofbeingalonewithyou,andImustown,thoughI’mhappywiththem,Isighforourwintereveningsalone。’

`Thatwasgood,butthisisevenbetter。Botharebetter,’hesaid,squeezingherhand。

`Doyouknowwhatweweretalkingaboutwhenyoucamein?’

`Aboutjam?’

`Oh,yes,aboutjamtoo;but,afterward,abouthowmenpropose。’

`Ah!’saidLevin,listeningmoretothesoundofhervoicethantoherwords,andallthewhilepayingattentiontotheroad,whichpassednowthroughtheforest,andavoidingplaceswhereshemightmakeafalsestep。

`AndaboutSergeiIvanovichandVarenka。You’venoticed?……I’mveryanxiousforit,’shewenton。`Whatdoyouthinkaboutit?’Andshepeepedintohisface。

`Idon’tknowwhattothink,’Levinanswered,smiling。`Sergeiseemsverystrangetomeinthatway。Itoldyou,youknow……’

`Yes,thathewasinlovewiththatgirlwhodied……’

`ThatwaswhenIwasachild;Iknowaboutitfromhearsayandtradition。Irememberhimthen。Hewaswonderfullysweet。ButI’vewatchedhimsincewithwomen;heisfriendly,someofthemhelikes,butonefeelsthattohimthey’resimplypeople,notwomen。’

`Yes,butnowwithVarenka……Ifancythere’ssomething……’

`Perhapsthereis……Butonehastoknowhim……He’sapeculiar,wonderfulperson。Helivesaspirituallifeonly。He’stoopure,tooexaltedanature。’

`Why?Wouldthislowerhim,then?’

`No,buthe’ssousedtoaspirituallifethathecan’treconcilehimselfwithactualfact,andVarenkaisafterallfact。’

Levinhadgrownusedbynowtoutteringhisthoughtboldly,withouttakingthetroubleofclothingitinexactlanguage。Heknewthathiswife,insuchmomentsoflovingtendernessasnow,wouldunderstandwhathemeanttosayfromahint,andshedidunderstandhim。

`Yes,butthere’snotsomuchofthatactualfactaboutherasaboutme。Icanseethathewouldneverhavecaredforme。Sheisaltogetherspiritual。’

`Oh,no,heissofondofyou,andIamalwayssogladwhenmypeoplelikeyou……’

`Yes,he’sverygoodtome;but……’

`It’snotasitwaswithpoorNikolenka……Youreallycaredforeachother,’Levinfinished。`Whynotspeakofhim?’headded。`Isometimesblamemyselffornotdoingso;itendsinone’sforgetting。Ah,howterribleanddearhewas!……Yes,whatwerewetalkingabout?’Levinsaid,afterapause。

`Youthinkhecan’tfallinlove,’saidKitty,translatingintoherownlanguage。

`It’snotsomuchthathecan’tfallinlove,’Levinsaid,smiling,`buthehasnottheweaknessnecessary……I’vealwaysenviedhim,andevennow,whenI’msohappy,Istillenvyhim。’

`Youenvyhimfornotbeingabletofallinlove?’

`Ienvyhimforbeingbetterthanme,’saidLevin。`Hedoesnotliveforhimself。Hiswholelifeissubordinatedtohisduty。Andthat’swhyhecanbecalmandcontented。’

`Andyou?’Kittyasked,withanironicalandlovingsmile。

Shecouldneverhaveexplainedthechainofthoughtthatmadehersmile;butthelastlinkinitwasthatherhusband,inexaltinghisbrotherandabasinghimself,wasnotquitesincere。Kittyknewthatthisinsinceritycamefromhisloveforhisbrother,fromhissenseofshameatbeingtoohappy,and,

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