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ConsequentlyStepanArkadyevichdeemedithisdutytocalluponhiminhisnonofficialdress。Thethoughtthatthenewchiefmightnotgivehimawarmreceptionwastheotherunpleasantthing。ButStepanArkadyevichinstinctivelyfeltthateverythingwouldcomeroundallright。`They’reallhuman,allmen,likeuspoorsinners;whybenastyandquarrelsome?’
hethoughtashewentintothehotel。
`Goodday,Vassilii,’hesaid,walkingintothecorridorwithhishatcockedononeside,andaddressingafootmanheknew;`why,you’veletyourwhiskersgrow!Levin-numberseven,eh?Takemeup,please。AndfindoutwhetherCountAnychkin’(thiswasthenewhead)`isreceiving。’
`Yes,sir,’Vassiliiresponded,smiling。`You’venotbeentoseeusforalongwhile。’
`Iwashereyesterday,butattheotherentrance。Isthisnumberseven?’
LevinwasstandingwithapeasantfromTverinthemiddleoftheroom,measuringafreshbearskin,whenStepanArkadyevichcamein。
`What!Youkilledhim?’criedStepanArkadyevich。`Welldone!
Ashe-bear?Howareyou,Arkhip!’
Heshookhandswiththepeasantandsatdownonachair,withouttakingoffhiscoatandhat。
`Come,takeoffyourcoatandstayalittle,’saidLevin,takinghishat。
`No,Ihaven’ttime;I’veonlylookedinforjustasecond,’answeredStepanArkadyevich。Hethrewopenhisfurcoat,butafterwarddidtakeitoff,andsatonforawholehour,talkingtoLevinabouthuntingandthemostintimatesubjects。`Come,tellme,please,whatyoudidabroad。
Wherehaveyoubeen?’saidStepanArkadyevich,whenthepeasanthadgone。
`Oh,IstayedinGermany,inPrussia,inFrance,andinEngland-notinthecapitals,butinthemanufacturingtowns-andsawagreatdealthatwasnewtome。AndI’mgladIwent。’
`Yes,Iknewyourideaofthesolutionofthelaborquestion。’
`Notabit:inRussiatherecanbenolaborquestion。InRussiathequestionisthatoftherelationoftheworkingpeopletotheland;
thoughthequestionexiststheretoo-butthereit’samatterofrepairingwhat’sbeenruined,whilewithus……’
StepanArkadyevichlistenedattentivelytoLevin。
`Yes,yes!’hesaid。`It’sverypossibleyou’reright。ButI’mgladyou’reingoodspirits,andarehuntingbears,andworking,andinterested。
Shcherbatskytoldmeanotherstory-hemetyou:thatyouwereinsuchadepressedstate,talkingofnothingbutdeath……’
`Well,whatofit?I’venotgivenupthinkingofdeath,’saidLevin。`It’struethatit’shightimeIwasdead;andthatallthisisnonsense。It’sthetruthI’mtellingyou。Idovaluemyideaandmyworkawfully;butreally,doconsiderthis:allthisworldofoursisnothingbutaspeckofmildew,whichhasgrownuponatinyplanet。Andyetwethinkthatsomethinggreatispossibletous-ideas,work!Grainsofsand-that’salltheyare。’
`Butallthat’sasoldasthehills,myboy!’
`Itisold;but,doyouknow,whenyougraspthisfully,thensomehoweverythingbecomesofnoconsequence。Whenyouunderstandthatyouwilldietomorrow,ifnottoday,andnothingwillbeleft,theneverythingissounimportant!AndIconsidermyideaveryimportant,butitturnsoutreallytobejustasunimportant,evenifitwerecarriedout,asoutwittingthatshe-bear。Soonegoesonliving,amusingoneselfwithhunting,withwork-anything,soasnottothinkofdeath!’
StepanArkadyevichsmiledasubtleandaffectionatesmileashelistenedtoLevin。
`Well,ofcourse!Hereyou’vecomeroundtomypoint。Doyourememberyouattackedmeforseekingenjoymentinlife?
``Don’tbe,Omoralist,severe……’’
`No;allthesame,what’sfineinlifeis……’Levinhesitated。
`Oh!Idon’tknow。AllIknowisthatweshallsoonbedead。’
`Whysosoon?’
`AndIknowthere’slesscharminlife,whenonethinksofdeath-butthere’smorepeace。’
`Onthecontrary,thefinishisalwaysthebest。ButImustbegoing,’saidStepanArkadyevich,gettingupforthetenthtime。
`Oh,no,stayabit!’saidLevin,detaininghim。`Now,whenshallweseeeachotheragain?I’mgoingtomorrow。’
`I’mafinefellow!Why,that’sjustwhatIcamefor!Yousimplymustcometodinnerwithustoday。Yourbrother’scoming,andKarenin,mybrother-in-law。’
`Youdon’tmeantosayhe’shere?’saidLevin,andhewantedtoinquireaboutKitty。HehadheardatthebeginningofthewinterthatshewasatPeterburgwithhersister,thewifeofthediplomat,andhedidnotknowwhethershehadcomebackornot;buthechangedhismindanddidnotask。`Whethershe’scomingornot,Idon’tcare,’hesaidtohimself。
`Soyou’llcome?’
`Ofcourse。’
`Atfiveo’clock,then,andwearafrockcoat。’
AndStepanArkadyevichgotupandwentdownbelowtothenewheadofhisdepartment。InstincthadnotmisledStepanArkadyevich。Theterriblenewheadturnedouttobeanextremelyamenableperson,andStepanArkadyevichlunchedwithhimandstayedon,sothatitwaspastthreeo’clockbeforehegottoAlexeiAlexandrovich。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter08[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter8AlexeiAlexandrovich,oncomingbackfromchurchservice,hadspentthewholemorningindoors。Hehadtwopiecesofbusinessbeforehimthatmorning;
first,toreceiveandsendonadeputationfromthenativetribeswhichwasonitswaytoPeterburg,andwhichwasnowatMoscow;secondly,towritethepromisedlettertothelawyer。Thedeputation,thoughithadbeensummonedatAlexeiAlexandrovich’sinstigation,wasnotwithoutitsdiscomfortingandevendangerousaspect,andhewasgladhehadfounditinMoscow。Themembersofthisdeputationhadnottheslightestconceptionoftheirdutyandtheparttheyweretoplay。TheynaivelybelievedthatitwastheirbusinesstolaybeforetheCommissiontheirneedsandtheactualconditionofthings,andtoaskassistanceofthegovernment,andutterlyfailedtograspthatsomeoftheirstatementsandrequestssupportedthecontentionoftheenemy’sside,andsospoiledthewholebusiness。
AlexeiAlexandrovichwasbusilyengagedwiththemforalongwhile,drewupaprogramforthemfromwhichtheywerenottodepart,andondismissingthemwrotealettertoPeterburgfortheguidanceofthedeputation。HehadhischiefsupportinthisaffairintheCountessLidiaIvanovna。Shewasaspecialistinthematterofdeputations,andnooneknewbetterthanshehowtopuff,andputtheminthewaytheyshouldgo。Havingcompletedthistask,AlexeiAlexandrovichwrotethelettertothelawyer。Withouttheslightesthesitationhegavehimpermissiontoactashemightjudgebest。IntheletterheenclosedthreeofVronsky’snotestoAnna,whichwereintheportfoliohehadtakenaway。
SinceAlexeiAlexandrovichhadlefthomewiththeintentionofnotreturningtohisfamilyagain,andsincehehadbeenatthelawyer’sandhadspoken,thoughonlytooneman,ofhisintention,since,moreover,hehadtranslatedthematterfromtheworldofreallifetotheworldofinkandpaper,hehadgrownmoreandmoreusedtohisownintention,andbynowdistinctlyperceivedthefeasibilityofitsexecution。
Hewassealingtheenvelopetothelawyer,whenheheardtheloudtonesofStepanArkadyevich’svoice。StepanArkadyevichwasdisputingwithAlexeiAlexandrovich’sservant,andinsistingonbeingannounced。
`Nomatter,’thoughtAlexeiAlexandrovich,`somuchthebetter。
Iwillinformhimatonceofmypositioninregardtohissister,andexplainwhyitisIcan’tdinewithhim。’
`Comein!’hesaidaloud,collectinghispapers,andputtingthemundertheblottingpad。
`There,yousee,you’retalkingnonsense,andheisathome!’
respondedStepanArkadyevich’svoice,addressingtheservant,whohadrefusedtolethimin,and,takingoffhiscoatashewent,Oblonskywalkedintotheroom。`Well,I’mawfullygladI’vefoundyou!SoIhope……’StepanArkadyevichbegancheerfully。
`Icannotcome,’AlexeiAlexandrovichsaidcoldly,standingandnotaskinghisvisitortositdown。
AlexeiAlexandrovichhadthoughttopassatonceintothosefrigidrelationsinwhichheoughttostandwiththebrotherofawifeagainstwhomhewasbeginningasuitfordivorce。ButhehadnottakenintoaccounttheoceanofkindlinessbrimmingoverintheheartofStepanArkadyevich。
StepanArkadyevichopenedwidehisclear,shiningeyes。
`Whycan’tyou?Whatdoyoumean?’heaskedinperplexity,speakinginFrench。`Oh,butit’sapromise。Andwe’reallcountingonyou。’
`IwanttotellyouthatIcan’tdineatyourhouse,becausethetermsofrelationshipwhichhaveexistedbetweenusmustcease。’
`How?Howdoyoumean?Forwhatreason?’saidStepanArkadyevichwithasmile。
`BecauseIambeginninganactionfordivorceagainstyoursister,mywife。Ioughttohave……’
But,beforeAlexeiAlexandrovichhadtimetofinishhissentence,StepanArkadyevichwasbehavingnotatallashehadexpected。StepanArkadyevichgroanedandsankintoanarmchair。
`No,AlexeiAlexandrovich!Whatareyousaying?’criedOblonsky,andhissufferingwasapparentinhisface。
`Itisso。’
`Excuseme,Ican’t,Ican’tbelieveit!’
AlexeiAlexandrovichsatdown,feelingthathiswordshadnothadtheeffectheanticipated,andthatitwouldbeunavoidableforhimtoexplainhisposition,andthat,whateverexplanationshemightmake,hisrelationswithhisbrother-in-lawwouldremainunchanged。
`Yes,Iambroughttothepainfulnecessityofseekingadivorce,’
hesaid。
`Iwillsayonething,AlexeiAlexandrovich。Iknowyouforanexcellent,uprightman;IknowAnna-excuseme,Ican’tchangemyopinionofher-foragood,anexcellentwoman;andsoyoumustexcusemeifI
cannotbelieveit。Thereissomemisunderstanding,’saidhe。
`Oh,ifitweremerelyamisunderstanding!……’
`Pardon,Iunderstand,’interposedStepanArkadyevich。`Butofcourse……Onething:youmustnotactinhaste。Youmustnot,youmustnotactinhaste!’
`Iamnotactinginhaste,’AlexeiAlexandrovichsaidcoldly,`butonecannotaskadviceofanyoneinsuchamatter。Ihavequitemadeupmymind。’
`Thisisawful!’saidStepanArkadyevich。`Iwoulddoonething,AlexeiAlexandrovich。Ibeseechyou-doit!’hesaid。`Noactionhasyetbeentaken,ifIunderstandrightly。Beforeyoutakeadvice,seemywife,talktoher。ShelovesAnnalikeasister,shelovesyou,andshe’sawonderfulwoman。ForGod’ssake,talktoher!Domethatfavor,Ibeseechyou!’
AlexeiAlexandrovichpondered,andStepanArkadyevichlookedathimsympathetically,withoutinterruptinghissilence。
`Youwillgotoseeher?’
`Idon’tknow。ThatwasjustwhyIhavenotbeentoseeyou。I
imagineourrelationsmustchange。’
`Whyso?Idon’tseethat。Allowmetobelievethat,apartfromourconnection,youhaveforme,atleastinpart,thesamefriendlyfeelingIhavealwayshadforyou……andsincereesteem,’saidStepanArkadyevich,pressinghishand。`Evenifyourworstsuppositionswerecorrect,Idon’t-andneverwould-takeonmyselftojudgeeitherside,andIseenoreasonwhyourrelationsshouldbeaffected。Butnow,dothis,comeandseemywife。’
`Well,welookatthematterdifferently,’saidAlexeiAlexandrovichcoldly。`However,wewon’tdiscussit。’
`No;whyshouldn’tyoucometodaytodine,anyway?Mywife’sexpectingyou。Please,docome。And,aboveall,talkitoverwithher。She’sawonderfulwoman。ForGod’ssake,onmyknees,Iimploreyou!’
`Ifyousomuchwishit,Iwillcome,’saidAlexeiAlexandrovich,sighing。
And,anxioustochangetheconversation,heinquiredaboutwhatinterestedthemboth-thenewheadofStepanArkadyevich’sboard,amannotyetold,whohadsuddenlybeenpromotedtosohighaposition。
AlexeiAlexandrovichhadpreviouslyfeltnolikingforCountAnychkin,andhadalwaysdifferedfromhiminhisopinions。Butnow,fromafeelingreadilycomprehensibletoofficials-thathatredfeltbyonewhohassufferedadefeatintheserviceforonewhohasreceivedapromotion-hecouldnotendurehim。
`Well,haveyouseenhim?’saidAlexeiAlexandrovichwithamalignantsmile。
`Ofcourse;hewasatoursittingyesterday。Heseemstoknowhisworkcapitally,andtobeveryenergetic。’
`Yes,butwhatishisenergydirectedto?’saidAlexeiAlexandrovich。
`Isheaimingatdoinganything,orsimplydoingagainwhat’sbeendone?
It’sthegreatmisfortuneofourgovernment-thispaperadministration,ofwhichhe’saworthyrepresentative。’
`Really,Idon’tknowwhatfaultonecouldfindwithhim。HispolicyIdon’tknow,butonethingiscertain-he’saveryfinefellow,’
answeredStepanArkadyevich。`I’vejustbeenseeinghim,andhe’sreallyafinefellow。Welunchedtogether,andItaughthimhowtomake-youknowthatdrink-wineandoranges。It’ssocooling。Andit’sawonderhedidn’tknowit。Helikeditawfully。No,really,he’safinefellow。’
StepanArkadyevichglancedathiswatch。
`Why,goodheavens,it’sfouralready,andI’vestilltogotoDolgovushin’s!Sopleasecomeroundtodinner。Youcan’timaginehowyouwillgrievemywifeandmeifyoudon’t。’
ThewayinwhichAlexeiAlexandrovichsawhisbrother-in-lawoutwasverydifferentfromthemannerinwhichhehadmethim。
`I’vepromised,andI’llcome,’heansweredwearily。
`Believeme,Iappreciateit,andIhopeyouwon’tregretit,’
answeredStepanArkadyevich,smiling。
And,puttingonhiscoatashewent,hepattedthefootmanontheheadwithhiscoatsleeve,chuckled,andwentout。
`Atfiveo’clock,andwearyourfrockcoat,please,’heshoutedoncemore,returningatthedoor。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter09[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter9Itwaspastfive,andseveralguestshadalreadyarrived,beforethehosthimselfgothome。HewentintogetherwithSergeiIvanovichKoznishevandwithPestsov,bothofwhomhadreachedthestreetdooratthesamemoment。
ThesewerethetwoleadingrepresentativesoftheMoscowintellectuals,asOblonskyhadcalledthem。Bothweremenrespectedfortheircharacterandtheirintelligence。Theyrespectedeachother,butwereincompleteandhopelessdisagreementuponalmosteverysubject,notbecausetheybelongedtooppositeparties,butpreciselybecausetheywereofthesameparty(theirenemiesrefusedtoseeanydistinctionbetweentheirviews);but,inthatparty,eachhadhisownspecialshadeofopinion。Andsincenodifferenceislesseasilyovercomethanthedifferenceofopinionaboutsemiabstractquestions,theyneveragreedonanyopinion,and,indeed,hadlongbeenaccustomedtojeerwithoutangerateachother’sincorrigibleaberrations。
Theywerejustgoinginatthedoor,talkingoftheweather,whenStepanArkadyevichovertookthem。InthedrawingroomtherewerealreadysittingPrinceAlexanderDmitrievichShcherbatsky,youngShcherbatsky,Turovtsin,Kitty,andKarenin。
StepanArkadyevichsawimmediatelythatthingswerenotgoingwellinthedrawingroomwithouthim。DaryaAlexandrovna,inherbestgraysilkgown,obviouslyworriedaboutthechildrenwhoweretohavetheirdinnerbythemselvesinthenursery,andbyherhusband’sabsence,wasnotequaltothetaskofmakingthepartymixwithouthim。Allweresittinglikesomanypriests’daughtersonavisit(sotheoldPrinceexpressedit),obviouslywonderingwhytheywerethere,andpumpingupremarkssimplytoavoidbeingsilent。Turovtsin-goodheartedman-feltunmistakablylikeafishoutofwater,andthesmilewithwhichhisthicklipsgreetedStepanArkadyevichsaid,asplainlyaswords:`Well,oldboy,youhavepoppedmedowninalearnedset!Adrinkingparty,andtheChateaudesFleurs,wouldbemoreinmyline!’TheoldPrincesatinsilence,hisbrightlittleeyeswatchingKareninwithasidelonglook;andStepanArkadyevichsawthathehadalreadyformedasharpremarktosumupthatpoliticianofwhomguestshadbeeninvitedtopartake,asthoughhewereasturgeon。
Kittywaslookingatthedoor,callingupallherenergiestokeepherfromblushingattheentranceofKonstantinLevin。YoungShcherbatsky,whohadnotbeenintroducedtoKarenin,wastryingtolookasthoughhewerenotintheleastembarrassedbyit。KareninhimselfhadfollowedthePeterburg。etiquetteforadinnerwithladiespresentandwaswearingeveningdressandawhitetie。StepanArkadyevichsawbyhisfacethathehadcomesimplytokeephispromise,andwasperformingadisagreeabledutyinbeingpresentatthisgathering。HewasindeedthepersonchieflyresponsibleforthechillbenumbingalltheguestsbeforeStepanArkadyevichcamein。
OnenteringthedrawingroomStepanArkadyevichapologized,explainingthathehadbeendetainedbythatPrincewhowasalwaysthescapegoatforallhisabsencesandunpunctualities,andinonemomenthehadmadealltheguestsacquaintedwitheachother,and,bringingtogetherAlexeiAlexandrovichandSergeiKoznishev,hadstartedthemonadiscussionoftheRussificationofPoland,intowhichtheyimmediatelyplungedwithPestsov。SlappingTurovtsinontheshoulder,hewhisperedsomethingcomicinhisear,andsethimdownbyhiswifeandtheoldPrince。ThenhetoldKittyshewaslookingveryprettythatevening,andpresentedShcherbatskytoKarenin。Inamomenthehadsokneadedtogetherthesocialdoughthatthedrawingroombecameverylively,andtherewasamerrybuzzofvoices。KonstantinLevinwastheonlypersonwhohadnotarrived。Butthiswassomuchthebetter,as,goingintothediningroom,StepanArkadyevichfoundtohishorrorthattheportandsherryhadbeenprocuredfromDepre,andnotfromLeve,and,directingthatthecoachmanshouldbesentoffasspeedilyaspossibletoLeve’shestartedbacktothedrawingroom。
InthediningroomhewasmetbyKonstantinLevin。
`I’mnotlate?’
`Youcanneverhelpbeinglate!’saidStepanArkadyevich,takinghisarm。
`Haveyoualotofpeople?Who’shere?’askedLevin,unabletohelpblushing,asheknockedthesnowoffhiscapwithhisglove。
`Allourownset。Kitty’shere。Comealong,I’llintroduceyoutoKarenin。’
StepanArkadyevich,forallhisliberalviews,waswellawarethattomeetKareninwassuretobefeltaflatteringdistinction,andsotreatedhisbestfriendstothishonor。ButatthatinstantKonstantinLevinwasnotinaconditiontofeelallthegratificationofmakingsuchanacquaintance。HehadnotseenKittysincethatmemorableeveningwhenhemetVronsky-notcounting,thatis,themomentwhenhehadhadaglimpseofheronthehighroad。Hehadknownatthebottomofhisheartthathewouldseeherheretoday。But,tokeephisthoughtsfree,hehadtriedtopersuadehimselfthathedidnotknowit。Nowwhenheheardthatshewashere,hewassuddenlyconsciousofsuchdelight,andatthesametimeofsuchdread,thathisbreathfailedhimandhecouldnotutterwhathewantedtosay。
`Whatisshelike,whatisshelike?Assheusedtobe,orasshewasinthecarriage?WhatifDaryaAlexandrovnatoldthetruth?Whyshouldn’titbethetruth?’hethought。
`Oh,please,introducemetoKarenin,’hebroughtoutwithaneffort,andwithadesperatelydeterminedstephewalkedintothedrawingroomandbeheldher。
Shewasnotthesameassheusedtobe,norwassheasshehadbeeninthecarriage;shewasquitedifferent。
Shewasscared,shy,shamefaced,andbecauseofallthis,stillmorecharming。Shesawhimtheveryinstanthewalkedintotheroom。Shehadbeenexpectinghim。Shewasdelighted,andsoconfusedatherowndelightthattherewasamoment,themomentwhenhewentuptohersisterandglancedagainather,whenshe,andhe,andDolly,whosawitall,thoughtshewouldbreakdownandbegintocry。Shecrimsoned,turnedwhite,crimsonedagain,andgrewfaint,waitingwithquiveringlipsforhimtocometoher。
Hewentuptoher,bowed,andheldouthishandwithoutspeaking。Exceptfortheslightquiverofherlipsandthemoistureinhereyes,makingthembrighter,hersmilewasalmostcalmasshesaid:
`Howlongitissincewe’veseeneachother!’and,withdesperatedetermination,withhercoldhandsqueezedhis。
`You’venotseenme,butI’veseenyou,’saidLevin,witharadiantsmileofhappiness。`IsawyouwhenyouweredrivingfromtherailwaystationtoErgushovo。’
`When?’sheasked,wondering。
`YouweredrivingtoErgushovo,’saidLevin,feelingasifhewouldsobwiththerapturethatwasfloodinghisheart-`AndhowdaredIassociateathoughtofanythingnotinnocentwiththistouchingcreature?
And,yes,IdobelievewhatDaryaAlexandrovnatoldmeistrue,’hethought。
StepanArkadyevichtookhimbythearmandledhimawaytoKarenin。
`Letmeintroduceyou。’Hementionedtheirnames。
`Verygladtomeetyouagain,’saidAlexeiAlexandrovichcoldly,shakinghandswithLevin。
`Youareacquainted?’StepanArkadyevichaskedinsurprise。
`Wespentthreehourstogetherinthetrain,’saidLevinsmiling,`butgotout,justasinamasquerade,quitemystified-atleastIwas。’
`Oh,sothat’sit!Comealong,please,’saidStepanArkadyevich,pointinginthedirectionofthediningroom。
Themenwentintothediningroomandwentuptothetableforhorsd’oeuvres,laidwithsixsortsofvodkaandasmanykindsofcheese,somewithlittlesilverspadesandsomewithout,caviar,herrings,preservesofvariouskinds,andplateswithslicesofFrenchbread。
Themenstoodroundthestrong-smellingspiritsandsaltdelicacies,andthediscussionoftheRussificationofPolandbetweenKoznishev,KareninandPestsov,dieddowninanticipationofdinner。
SergeiIvanovichwasunequaledinhisskillinwindingupthemostheatedandseriousargumentbysomeunexpectedpinchofAtticsaltthatchangedthedispositionofhisopponent。Hedidthisnow。
AlexeiAlexandrovichhadbeenmaintainingthattheRussificationofPolandcouldonlybeaccomplishedasaresultofgreaterprinciples,whichoughttobeintroducedbytheRussiangovernment。
Pestsovinsistedthatonecountrycanabsorbanotheronlywhenitisthemoredenselypopulated。
Koznishevadmittedbothpoints,butwithlimitations。Astheyweregoingoutofthedrawingroomtoconcludetheargument,Koznishevsaidsmiling:
`So,then,fortheRussificationofourforeignpopulationsthereisbutonemethod-tobringupasmanychildrenasonecan。MybrotherandIareterriblyatfault,Isee。Youmarriedmen-especiallyyou,StepanArkadyevich-aretherealpatriots:whatnumberhaveyoureached?’hesaid,smilinggeniallyattheirhostandholdingoutatinywineglasstohim。
Everyonelaughed,andStepanArkadyevichwithparticulargoodhumor。
`Oh,yes,that’sthebestmethod!’hesaid,munchingcheeseandfillingthewineglasswithaspecialsortofvodka。Theconversationdroppedatthejest。
`Thischeeseisnotbad。ShallIgiveyousome?’saidthemasterofthehouse。`Why,haveyoubeengoinginforgymnasticsagain?’heaskedLevin,pinchinghismusclewithhislefthand。Levinsmiled,benthisarm,andunderStepanArkadyevich’sfingersthemusclesswelleduplikeasoundcheese,hardasaknobofiron,throughthefineclothofthecoat。
`Whatbiceps!AperfectSamson!’
`Iimaginegreatstrengthisneededforhuntingbears,’observedAlexeiAlexandrovich,whohadthemistiestnotionsaboutthechase。Hecutoffandspreadwithcheeseawaferofbreadfineasaspiderweb。
Levinsmiled。
`Notatall。Quitethecontrary-achildcankillabear,’hesaid,withaslightbowmovingasidefortheladies,whowereapproachingthehorsd’oeuvrestable。
`Youhavekilledabear,I’vebeentold!’saidKitty,tryingassiduouslytocatchwithherforkaperversemushroomthatwouldslipaway,andshakingthelaceoverherwhitearm。`Aretherebearsonyourplace?’sheadded,turninghercharminglittleheadtohimandsmiling。
Therewasapparentlynothingextraordinaryinwhatshesaid,butwhatunutterablemeaningtherewasforhimineverysound,ineveryturnofherlips,hereyes,herhandasshesaidit!Therewasentreatyforforgiveness,andtrustinhim,andtenderness-soft,timidtenderness-andpromise,andhope,andloveforhim,whichhecouldnotbutbelievein,andwhichsuffocatedhimwithhappiness。
`No,we’vebeenhuntingintheTverprovince。ItwascomingbackfromtherethatImetyourbeau-frereinthetrain,oryourbeau-frere’sbrother-in-law,’hesaidwithasmile。`Itwasanamusingmeeting。’
Andhebegantellingwithdrollgoodhumorhow,afternotsleepingallnight,hehad,wearingafur-lined,full-skirtedcoat,gotintoAlexeiAlexandrovich’scompartment。
`Theconductor,forgettingtheproverb,wouldhavechuckedmeoutonaccountofmyattire;butthereuponIbeganexpressingmyfeelingsinelevatedlanguage,and……you,too,’hesaid,addressingKareninandforgettinghisname,`atfirstwouldhaveejectedmeonthegroundofmycoat,butafterwardyoutookmypart,forwhichIamextremelygrateful。’
`Therightsofpassengersgenerallytochoosetheirseatsaretooill-defined,’saidAlexeiAlexandrovich,rubbingthetipsofhisfingersonhishandkerchief。
`Isawyouwereinuncertaintyaboutme,’saidLevin,smilinggood-naturedly,`butImadehastetoplungeintointellectualconversationtosmoothoverthedefectsofmyattire。’
SergeiIvanovich,whilehekeptaconversationwiththeirhostess,hadoneearforhisbrother,andheglancedaskanceathim。`Whatisthematterwithhimtoday?Whysuchaconqueringhero?’hethought。HedidnotknowthatLevinwasfeelingasthoughhehadgrownwings。Levinknewshewaslisteningtohiswordsandthatshewasgladtolistentohim。
Andthiswastheonlythingthatinterestedhim。Notinthatroomonly,butinthewholeworld,thereexistedforhimonlyhimself,withenormouslyincreasedimportanceanddignityinhisowneyes,andshe。Hefelthimselfonapinnaclethatmadehimgiddy,andfarawaydownbelowwereallthosekind,excellentKarenins,Oblonskys,andalltheworld。
Quitewithoutattractingnotice,withoutglancingatthem,asthoughtherewerenootherplacesleft,StepanArkadyevichputLevinandKittysidebyside。
`Oh,youmayaswellsitthere,’hesaidtoLevin。
Thedinnerwasaschoiceasthechina,ofwhichStepanArkadyevichwasaconnoisseur。ThesoupeMarie-Louisewasasplendidsuccess;thetinypattieseatenwithitmeltedinthemouthandwereirreproachable。ThetwofootmenandMatvei,inwhitecravats,didtheirdutywiththedishesandwinesunobtrusively,quietly,anddexterously。Onthematerialsidethedinnerwasasuccess;itwasnolesssoontheimmaterial。Theconversation,attimesgeneralandattimesbetweenindividuals,neverpaused,andtowardtheendthecompanywassolivelythatthemenrosefromthetablewithoutstoppingspeaking,andevenAlexeiAlexandrovichbecamelively。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter10[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter10Pestsovlikedthreshinganargumentouttotheend,andwasnotsatisfiedwithSergeiIvanovich’swords,especiallyashefelttheinjusticeofhisview。
`Ididnotmean,’hesaidoverthesoup,addressingAlexeiAlexandrovich,`meredensityofpopulationalone,butinconjunctionwithfundamentalideas,andnotbymeansofprinciples。’
`Itseemstome,’AlexeiAlexandrovichsaidlanguidly,andwithnohaste,`thatthat’sthesamething。Inmyopinion,influenceoveranotherpeopleisonlypossibletothepeoplewhichhasthehigherdevelopment,which……’
`Butthat’sjustthequestion,’Pestsovbrokeininhisbass。
Hewasalwaysinahurrytospeak,andseemedalwaystoputhiswholesoulintowhateverhewassaying;`ofwhatarewetomakehigherdevelopmentconsist?TheEnglish,theFrench,theGermans-whichisatthehigheststageofdevelopment?Whichofthemwillnationalizetheother?WeseetheRhineprovinceshavebeenturnedFrench,yettheGermansarenotatalowerstage!’heshouted。`Thereisanotherlawatworkthere!’
`Ifancythatthegreaterinfluenceisalwaysonthesideoftruecivilization,’saidAlexeiAlexandrovich,slightlyliftinghiseyebrows。
`Butwhatarewetolaydownastheoutwardsignsoftruecivilization?’
saidPestsov。
`Iimaginesuchsignsaregenerallyverywellknown,’saidAlexeiAlexandrovich。
`Butaretheyfullyknown?’SergeiIvanovichputinwithasubtlesmile。`Itistheacceptedviewnowthatrealculturemustbepurelyclassical;
butweseemostintensedisputesoneachsideofthequestion,andthereisnodenyingthattheoppositecamphasstrongpointsinitsfavor。’
`Youarefortheclassics,SergeiIvanovich。Willyoutakeredwine?’saidStepanArkadyevich。
`Iamnotexpressingmyownopinionofeitherformofculture,’
SergeiIvanovichsaid,holdingouthisglasswithasmileofcondescension,astoachild。`Ionlysaythatbothsideshavestrongargumentstosupportthem,’hewenton,addressingAlexeiAlexandrovich。`Mysympathiesareclassicalfromeducation,butinthisdiscussionIampersonallyunabletoarriveataconclusion。Iseenodistinctgroundsforclassicalstudiesbeinggivenapre-eminenceoverscientificstudies。’
`Thenaturalscienceshavejustasgreataneducationalvalue,’
putinPestsov。`Takeastronomy,takebotany,orzoology,withitssystemofgeneralprinciples。’
`Icannotquiteagreewiththat,’respondedAlexeiAlexandrovich。
`Itseemstomethatonemustadmitthattheveryprocessofstudyingtheformsoflanguagehasapeculiarlyfavorableinfluenceonintellectualdevelopment。Moreover,itcannotbedeniedthattheinfluenceoftheclassicalauthorsisinthehighestdegreemoral,while,unfortunately,withthestudyofthenaturalsciencesareassociatedthefalseandnoxiousdoctrineswhicharethecurseofourday。’
SergeiIvanovichwouldhavesaidsomething,butPestsovinterruptedhiminhisrichbass。Hebeganwarmlycontestingthejusticeofthisview。
SergeiIvanovichwaitedserenelytospeak,obviouslywithaconvincingreplyready。
`But,’saidSergeiIvanovich,smilingsubtly,andaddressingKarenin,`onemustallowthattoweighalltheadvantagesanddisadvantagesofclassicalandscientificstudiesisadifficulttask,andthequestionwhichformofeducationwastobepreferredwouldnothavebeensoquicklyandconclusivelydecidediftherehadnotbeeninfavorofclassicaleducation,asyouexpresseditjustnow,itsmoral-disonslemot-antinihilistinfluence。’
`Undoubtedly。’
`Ifithadnotbeenforthedistinctivepropertyofantinihilisticinfluenceonthesideofclassicalstudies,weshouldhaveconsideredthesubjectmore,haveweighedtheargumentsonbothsides,’saidSergeiIvanovichwithasubtlesmile,`weshouldhavegivenelbowroomtobothtendencies。
Butnowweknowthattheselittlepillsofclassicallearningpossessthemedicinalpropertyofantinihilism,andweboldlyprescribethemtoourpatients……Butwhatiftheyhadnosuchmedicinalproperty?’headdedhispinchofAtticsalt。
AtSergeiIvanovich’slittlepillseveryonelaughed;Turovtsininespecialroaredloudlyandjovially,gladatlasttohavefoundsomethingtolaughat-allheeverlookedforinlisteningtoconversation。
StepanArkadyevichhadnotmadeamistakeininvitingPestsov。
WithPestsovintellectualconversationneverflaggedforaninstant。DirectlySergeiIvanovichhadconcludedtheconversationwithhisjest,Pestsovpromptlystartedanewone。
`Ican’tagreeeven,’saidhe,`thatthegovernmenthadthataim。
Thegovernmentobviouslyisguidedbyabstractconsiderations,andremainsindifferenttotheinfluenceitsmeasuresmayexercise。Theeducationofwomen,forinstance,wouldnaturallyberegardedaslikelytobeharmful,butthegovernmentopensschoolsanduniversitiesforwomen。’
Andtheconversationatoncepassedtothenewsubjectoftheeducationofwomen。
AlexeiAlexandrovichexpressedtheideathattheeducationofwomenisapttobeconfoundedwiththeemancipationofwomen,andthatitisonlysothatitcanbeconsidereddangerous。
`Iconsider,onthecontrary,thatthetwoquestionsareinseparablyconnectedtogether,’saidPestsov;`itisaviciouscircle。Womanisdeprivedofrightsfromlackofeducation,andthelackofeducationresultsfromtheabsenceofrights。Wemustnotforgetthatthesubjectionofwomenissocomplete,anddatesfromsuchdistantages,thatweareoftenunwillingtorecognizethegulfthatseparatesthemfromus,’saidhe。
`Youmentionedrights,’saidSergeiIvanovich,waitingtillPestsovhadfinished,`meaningtherightofsittingonjuries,ofvoting,ofpresidingatcouncils,therightofenteringthecivilservice,ofsittinginparliament……’
`Undoubtedly。’
`Butifwomen,asarareexception,canoccupysuchpositions,itseemstomeyouarewronginusingtheexpression``rights’。Itwouldbemorecorrecttosayduties。Everymanwillagreethatindoingthedutyofajuryman,awitness,atelegraphclerk,wefeelweareperformingduties。
And,therefore,itwouldbecorrecttosaythatwomenareseekingduties,andquitelegitimately。Andonecanbutsympathizewiththisdesiretoassistinthegenerallaborofman。’
`Quiteso,’AlexeiAlexandrovichassented。`Thequestion,Iimagine,issimplywhethertheyarefittedforsuchduties。’
`Theywillmostlikelybeperfectlyfitted,’saidStepanArkadyevich,`wheneducationhasbecomegeneralamongthem。Weseethis……’
`Howabouttheproverb?’saidthePrince,whohadalongwhilebeenintentontheconversation,hismockinglittleeyestwinkling。`I
cansayitbeforemydaughters:herhairislong,butherwitisshort……’
`JustwhattheythoughtoftheNegroesbeforetheiremancipation!’
saidPestsovangrily。
`Whatseemsstrangetomeisthatwomenshouldseekfreshduties,’
saidSergeiIvanovich,`whilewesee,unhappily,thatmenusuallytrytoavoidthem。’
`Dutiesareboundupwithrights-power,money,honor;thosearewhatwomenareseeking,’saidPestsov。
`JustasthoughIshouldseektherighttobeawetnurse,andfeelinjuredbecausewomenarepaidforthework,whilenoonewilltakeme,’saidtheoldPrince。
Turovtsinexplodedinaloudroaroflaughter,andSergeiIvanovichregrettedthathehadnotmadethiscomparison。EvenAlexeiAlexandrovichsmiled。
`Yes,butamancan’tnurseababy,’saidPestsov,`whileawoman……’
`No,therewasanEnglishmanwhodidsucklehisbabyonboardship,’saidtheoldPrince,feelingthisfreedominconversationpermissiblebeforehisowndaughters。
`ThereareasmanysuchEnglishmenastherewouldbewomenofficials,’
saidSergeiIvanovich。
`Yes,butwhatisagirltodowhohasnofamily?’putinStepanArkadyevich,thinkingofMashaChibisova,whomhehadhadinhismindallalong,insympathizingwithPestsovandsupportinghim。
`Ifthestoryofsuchagirlwerethoroughlysifted,youwouldfindshehadabandonedafamily-herownorasister’s,whereshemighthavefoundawoman’sduties,’DaryaAlexandrovnabrokeinunexpectedly,inatoneofexasperation,probablysuspectingwhatsortofgirlStepanArkadyevichhadinmind。
`Butwetakeourstandonprinciple,ontheideal,’repliedPestsovinhissonorousbass。`Womandesirestohavetherighttobeindependent,educated。Sheisoppressed,humiliatedbytheconsciousnessofherdisabilities。’
`AndI’moppressedandhumiliatedthattheywon’tengagemeattheFoundlingAsylum,’theoldPrincesaidagain,tothehugedelightofTurovtsin,whoinhismirthdroppedhisasparaguswiththethickendinthesauce。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter11[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter11EveryonetookpartintheconversationexceptKittyandLevin。Atfirst,whentheyweretalkingoftheinfluencethatonepeoplehasonanother,thererosetoLevin’smindwhathehadtosayonthesubject。Buttheseideas,onceofsuchimportanceinhiseyes,seemedtocomeintohisbrainasinadream,andhadnownottheslightestinterestforhim。Itevenstruckhimasstrangethattheyshouldbesoeagertotalkofwhatwasofnousetoanyone。Kitty,too,onewouldhavesupposed,shouldhavebeeninterestedinwhattheyweresayingoftherightsandeducationofwomen。
Howoftenshehadmusedonthesubject,thinkingofherfriendabroad,Varenka,ofherpainfulstateofdependence;howoftenshehadwonderedaboutherselfastowhatwouldbecomeofherifshedidnotmarry,andhowoftenshehadarguedwithhersisteraboutit!Butnowitdidnotinterestheratall。SheandLevinhadaconversationoftheirown,yetnotaconversation,butasortofmysteriouscommunication,whichbroughtthemeverymomentnearer,andstirredinbothasenseofgladterrorbeforetheunknownintowhichtheywereentering。
AtfirstLevin,inanswertoKitty’squestionhowhecouldhaveseenherlastyearinthecarriage,toldherthathehadbeencominghomefromthemowingalongthehighroadandhadmether。
`Itwasvery,veryearlyinthemorning。Youwereprobablyonlyjustawake。Yourmamanwasasleepinhercorner。Itwasanexquisitemorning。
Iwaswalkingalongwonderingwhoitcouldbeinthefour-in-hand。Itwasasplendidsetoffourhorseswithbells,andinasecondyouflashedby,andIsawyouatthewindow-youweresitting,likethis;holdingthestringsofyourcapinbothhands,andinawfullydeepthoughtaboutsomething,’
hesaid,smiling。`HowIshouldliketoknowwhatyouwerethinkingaboutthen!Somethingimportant?’
`Wasn’tIdreadfullyuntidy?’shewondered,butseeingthesmileofecstasythesereminiscencescalledup,shefeltthattheimpressionshehadmadehadbeenverygood。Sheblushedandlaughedwithdelight:
`ReallyIdon’tremember。’
`HownicelyTurovtsinlaughs!’saidLevin,admiringhishumideyesandheavingchest。
`Haveyouknownhimlong?’askedKitty。
`Oh,everyoneknowshim!’
`AndIseeyouthinkhe’sahorridman?’
`Nothorrid,butthere’snothinginhim。’
`Oh,you’rewrong!Andyoumustgiveupthinkingsodirectly!’
saidKitty。`Iusedtohaveaverypooropinionofhimtoo,buthe’sanawfullyfineandwonderfullygoodheartedman。Hehasaheartofgold。’
`Howcouldyoufindoutwhatsortofhearthehas?’
`Wearegreatfriends。Iknowhimverywell。Lastwinter,soonafter……youcametoseeus,’shesaid,withaguiltyandatthesametimeaconfidingsmile,`allDolly’schildrenhadscarlatina,andhehappenedtocometoseeher。Andonlyfancy,’shesaidinawhisper,`hefeltsosorryforherthathestayedandbegantohelpherlookafterthechildren。
Yes,andforthreeweekshestoppedwiththem,andlookedafterthechildrenlikeanurse。’
`IamtellingKonstantinDmitrievichaboutTurovtsinandthescarlatina,’
shesaid,bendingovertohersister。
`Yes,itwaswonderful,noble!’saidDolly,glancingtowardTurovtsin,whohadbecomeawaretheyweretalkingofhim,andsmilinggentlytohim。
LevinglancedoncemoreatTurovtsin,andwonderedhowitwashehadnotrealizedallthisman’sgoodnessbefore。
`I’msorry,I’msorry,andI’llneverthinkillofpeopleagain!’
hesaidgaily,genuinelyexpressingwhathefeltatthemoment。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter12[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter12Connectedwiththeconversationthathadsprungupontherightsofwomentherewerecertainquestionsastotheinequalityofrightsinmarriage,impropertodiscussbeforetheladies。Pestsovhadseveraltimesduringdinnertoucheduponthesequestions,butSergeiIvanovichandStepanArkadyevichcarefullydrewhimoffthem。
Whentheyrosefromthetableandtheladieshadgoneout,Pestsovdidnotfollowthem,but,addressingAlexeiAlexandrovich,begantoexpoundthechiefgroundofinequality。Theinequalityinmarriage,inhisopinion,layinthefactthattheinfidelityofthewifeandinfidelityofthehusbandarepunishedunequally,bothbythelawandbypublicopinion。
StepanArkadyevichwenthurriedlyuptoAlexeiAlexandrovichandofferedhimacigar。
`No,Idon’tsmoke,’AlexeiAlexandrovichansweredcalmly,and,asthoughpurposelywishingtoshowthathewasnotafraidofthesubject,heturnedtoPestsovwithachillysmile。
`Iimaginethatsuchaviewhasafoundationintheverynatureofthings,’hesaid,andwouldhavegoneontothedrawingroom。ButatthispointTurovtsinbrokesuddenlyandunexpectedlyintotheconversation,addressingAlexeiAlexandrovich。
`Youheard,perhaps,aboutPriachnikov?’saidTurovtsin,warmedupbythechampagnehehaddrunk,andlongwaitingforanopportunitytobreakthesilencethathadweighedonhim。`VassiaPriachnikov,’hesaid,withagood-naturedsmileonhismoist,redlips,addressinghimselfprincipallytothemostimportantguest,AlexeiAlexandrovich,`theytoldmetodayhefoughtaduelwithKvitskyatTver,andhaskilledhim。’
Justasitalwaysseemsthatonebruisesoneselfonasoreplace,soStepanArkadyevichfeltnowthattheconversationwouldbyillluckfallatanymomentonAlexeiAlexandrovich’ssorespot。Hewouldagainhavegothisbrother-in-lawaway,butAlexeiAlexandrovichhimselfinquired,withcuriosity:
`WhatdidPriachnikovfightabout?’
`Hiswife。Actedlikeaman,hedid!Calledhimoutandshothim!’
`Ah!’saidAlexeiAlexandrovichindifferently,and,liftinghiseyebrows,hewentintothedrawingroom。
`HowgladIamyouhavecome,’Dollysaidwithafrightenedsmile,meetinghimintheouterdrawingroom。`Imusttalktoyou。Let’ssithere。’
AlexeiAlexandrovich,withthesameexpressionofindifference,duetohisliftedeyebrows,satdownbesideDaryaAlexandrovna,andsmiledaffectedly。
`It’sfortunate,’saidhe,`especiallyasImeanttoaskyoutoexcuseme,andtobetakingleave。Ihavetostarttomorrow。’
DaryaAlexandrovnawasfirmlyconvincedofAnna’sinnocence,andshefeltherselfgrowingpaleandherlipsquiveringwithangeratthisfrigid,unfeelingman,whowassocalmlyintendingtoruinherinnocentfriend。
`AlexeiAlexandrovich,’shesaid,withdesperateresolutionlookinghimintheface,`IaskedyouaboutAnna;youmademenoanswer。Howisshe?’
`Sheis,Ibelieve,quitewell,DaryaAlexandrovna,’repliedAlexeiAlexandrovich,withoutlookingather。
`AlexeiAlexandrovich,forgiveme,Ihavenoright……ButIloveAnnaasasister,andesteemher;Ibeg,Ibeseechyoutotellmewhatiswrongbetweenyou?Whatfaultdoyoufindwithher?’
AlexeiAlexandrovichfrowned,and,almostclosinghiseyes,droppedhishead。
`IpresumethatyourhusbandhastoldyouthegroundsonwhichIconsideritnecessarytochangemyattitudetoAnnaArkadyevna?’hesaid,withoutlookingherintheface,buteyingwithdispleasureShcherbatsky,whowaswalkingacrossthedrawingroom。
`Idon’tbelieveit,Idon’tbelieveit-Ican’tbelieveit!’
Dollysaid,claspingherbonyhandsbeforeherwithavigorousgesture。
SherosequicklyandlaidherhandonAlexeiAlexandrovich’ssleeve。`Weshallbedisturbedhere。Comethisway,please。’
Dolly’sagitationhadaneffectonAlexeiAlexandrovich。Hegotupandsubmissivelyfollowedhertotheschoolroom。Theysatdownatatablecoveredwithanoilclothcutinslitsbypenknives。
`Idon’t-Idon’tbelieveit!’Dollysaid,tryingtocatchhisglance,stillavoidingher。
`Onecannotdisbelievefacts,DaryaAlexandrovna,’saidhe,withanemphasisonthewordfacts。
`Butwhathasshedone?’saidDaryaAlexandrovna。`What,precisely,hasshedone?’
`Shehasforsakenherduty,anddeceivedherhusband。That’swhatshehasdone,’saidhe。
`No,no,itcan’tbe!No,forGod’ssake,youaremistaken,’saidDolly,puttingherhandstohertemplesandclosinghereyes。
AlexeiAlexandrovichsmiledcoldly,withhislipsalone,meaningtosignifytoherandhimselfthefirmnessofhisconviction;butthiswarmdefense,thoughitcouldnotshakehim,reopenedhiswound。Hebegantospeakwithgreaterheat。
`Itisextremelydifficulttobemistakenwhenawifeherselfinformsherhusbandofthefact-informshimthateightyearsofherlife,andason,areallamistake,andthatshewantstobeginlifeanew,’hesaidangrily,withasnort。
`Annaandsin-Icannotconnectthem,Icannotbelieveit!’
`DaryaAlexandrovna,’hesaid,nowlookingstraightintoDolly’skindly,troubledface,andfeelingthathistonguewasbeingloosenedinspiteofhimself,`Iwouldgiveagreatdealfordoubttobestillpossible。
WhenIdoubted,Iwasmiserable,butitwasbetterthannow。WhenIdoubted,Ihadhope;butnowthereisnohope,andstillIdoubteverything。IaminsuchdoubtofeverythingthatIevenhatemyson,andsometimesdonotbelieveheismyson。Iamveryunhappy。’
Hehadnoneedtosaythat。DaryaAlexandrovnahadseenthatassoonasheglancedintoherface;andshefeltsorryforhim,andherfaithintheinnocenceofherfriendbegantowaver。
`Oh,thisisawful,awful!Butcanitbetruethatyouareresolvedonadivorce?’
`Iamresolvedonextrememeasures。Thereisnothingelseformetodo。’
`Nothingelsetodo,nothingelsetodo……’shereplied,withtearsinhereyes。`Ohno,don’tsaythere’snothingelsetodo!’shesaid。
`Whatishorribleinamisfortuneofthiskindisthatonecannot,asinanyother-inloss,indeath-bearone’stroubleinpeace,butthatonemustact,’saidhe,asthoughguessingherthought。`Onemustgetoutofthehumiliatingpositioninwhichoneisplaced;onecan’tliveatrois。’
`Iunderstand,Iquiteunderstandthat,’saidDolly,andherheadsank。Shewassilentforalittle,thinkingofherself,ofherowngriefinherfamily,andallatonce,withanimpulsivemovement,sheraisedherheadandclaspedherhandswithanimploringgesture。`Butwaitalittle!
YouareaChristian。Thinkofher!Whatwillbecomeofher,ifyoucastheroff?’
`Ihavethought,DaryaAlexandrovna-Ihavethoughtagreatdeal,’
saidAlexeiAlexandrovich。Hisfaceturnedredinpatches,andhisdimeyeslookedstraightbeforehim。DaryaAlexandrovnaatthatmomentpitiedhimwithallherheart。`ThatindeedwaswhatIdidwhensheherselfmadeknowntomemyhumiliation;Ilefteverythingasofold。Igaveherachancetoreform,Itriedtosaveher。Andwithwhatresult?Shewouldnotregardtheleastrequest-thatsheshouldobservedecorum,’hesaid,gettingheated。`Onemaysaveanyonewhodoesnotwanttoberuined;butifthewholenatureissocorrupt,sodepraved,thatruinitselfseemstohersalvation,what’stobedone?’
`Anything,onlynotdivorce!’answeredDaryaAlexandrovna。
`Butwhatisanything?’
`No,itisawful!Shewillbenoone’swife;shewillbelost!’
`WhatcanIdo?’saidAlexeiAlexandrovich,raisinghisshouldersandhiseyebrows。Therecollectionofhiswife’slastacthadsoincensedhimthathehadbecomefrigid,asatthebeginningoftheconversation。
`Iamverygratefulforyoursympathy,butImustbegoing,’hesaid,gettingup。
`No,waitaminute。Youmustnotruinher。Waitalittle;Iwilltellyouaboutmyself。Iwasmarried,andmyhusbanddeceivedme;inangerandjealousyIwouldhavethrownupeverything,Iwouldmyself……ButI
cametomyselfagain;andwhodidit?Annasavedme。AndhereIamlivingon。Thechildrenaregrowingup,myhusbandhascomebacktohisfamily,andfeelshisfault,isgrowingpurer,better,andIliveon……Ihaveforgivenit,andyououghttoforgive!’
AlexeiAlexandrovichheardher,butherwordshadnoeffectonhimnow。Allthehatredofthatdaywhenhehadresolvedonadivorcehadsprungupagaininhissoul。Heshookhimself,andsaidinashrillloudvoice:
`ForgiveIcannot,anddonotwishto,andIregarditaswrong。
Ihavedoneeverythingforthiswoman,andshehastroddenitallinthemudtowhichsheiskin。Iamnotaspitefulman,Ihaveneverhatedanyone,butIhateherwithmywholesoul,andIcannotevenforgiveher,becauseIhatehertoomuchforallthewrongshehasdoneme!’hesaid,withtearsofhatredinhisvoice。
`Lovethosethathateyou……’DaryaAlexandrovnawhispered,timorously。
AlexeiAlexandrovichsmiledcontemptuously。Thatheknewlongago,butitcouldnotbeappliedtohiscase。
`Lovethosethathateyou,buttolovethoseonehatesisimpossible。
Forgivemeforhavingtroubledyou。Everyonehasenoughtobearinhisowngrief!’And,regaininghisself-possession,AlexeiAlexandrovichquietlytookleaveandwentaway。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter13[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter13Whentheyrosefromthetable,LevinwouldhavelikedtofollowKittyintothedrawingroom;buthewasafraidshemightdislikethis,astooobviouslypayingherattention。Heremainedinthelittleringofmen,takingpartinthegeneralconversation,and,withoutlookingatKitty,hewasawareofhermovements,herlooks,andtheplacewhereshewasinthedrawingroom。
Hedidatonce,andwithoutthesmallesteffort,keepthepromisehehadmadeher-alwaystothinkwellofallmen,andtolikeeveryonealways。Theconversationfellonthevillagecommune,inwhichPestsovsawasortofspecialprinciple,calledbyhimthechoralprinciple。LevindidnotagreewithPestsov,norwithhisbrother,whohadaspecialattitudeofhisown,bothadmittingyetnotadmittingthesignificanceoftheRussiancommune。Buthetalkedtothem,simplytryingtoreconcileandsoftentheirdifferences。Hewasnotintheleastinterestedinwhathesaidhimself,andevenlesssoinwhattheysaid;allhewantedwasthattheyandeveryoneshouldbehappyandcontented。Heknewnowtheonethingofimportance;
andthatonethingwasatfirstthere,inthedrawingroom,andthenbeganmovingacross,andcametoastandstillatthedoor。Withoutturningroundhefelthereyesfixedonhim,andhersmile,andhecouldnothelpturninground。ShewasstandinginthedoorwaywithShcherbatsky,lookingatLevin。
`Ithoughtyouweregoingtowardthepiano,’saidhe,goinguptoher。`That’ssomethingImissinthecountry-music。’
`No;weonlycametofetchyou,andIthankyou,’shesaid,rewardinghimwithasmilethatwaslikeagift,`forcoming。Whatdotheywanttoarguefor?Nooneeverconvincesanyone,youknow。’
`Yes;that’strue,’saidLevin;`itgenerallyhappensthatoneargueswarmlysimplybecauseonecan’tmakeoutwhatone’sopponentwantstoprove。’
Levinhadoftennoticedindiscussionsbetweenthemostintelligentpeoplethatafterenormousefforts,andanenormousexpenditureoflogicalsubtletiesandwords,thedisputantsfinallyarrivedattherealizationthatwhattheyhadsolongbeenstrugglingtoprovetooneanotherhadlongago,fromthebeginningoftheargument,beenknowntoboth,butthattheylikeddifferentthings,andwouldnotdefinewhattheylikedforfearofitsbeingattacked。Hehadoftenhadtheexperienceofsuddenlygraspinginadiscussionwhatitwashisopponentlikedandatoncelikingittoo,andimmediatelyhefoundhimselfagreeing,andthenallargumentsfellawayasuseless。Sometimes,too,hehadexperiencedtheopposite,expressingatlastwhathelikedhimself,whichhewasdevisingargumentstodefend,and,chancingtoexpressitwellandgenuinely,hehadfoundhisopponentatonceagreeingandceasingtodisputehisposition。Hetriedtosaythis。
Sheknitherbrow,tryingtounderstand。Butdirectlyhebegantoillustratehismeaning,sheunderstoodatonce。
`Iknow:onemustfindoutwhatheisarguingfor,whatisprecioustohim,thenonecan……’
Shehadcompletelyguessedandexpressedhisbadlyexpressedidea。
Levinsmiledjoyfully;hewasstruckbythistransitionfromtheconfused,verbosediscussionwithPestsovandhisbrothertothislaconic,clear,almostwordlesscommunicationofthemostcomplexideas。
Shcherbatskymovedawayfromthem,andKitty,goinguptoacardtable,satdown,and,takingupthechalk,begandrawingdivergingcirclesoverthenewgreencloth。
Theybeganagainonthesubjectthathadbeenstartedatdinner-thelibertyandoccupationsofwomen。LevinwasoftheopinionofDaryaAlexandrovnathatagirlwhodidnotmarryshouldfindawoman’sdutiesinafamily。Hesupportedthisviewbythefactthatnofamilycangetonwithoutwomentohelp;thatineveryfamily,poororrich,thereareandmustbenurses,eitherrelationsorhired。
`No,’saidKitty,blushing,butlookingathimallthemorebravelywithhertruthfuleyes;`agirlmaybesocircumstancedthatshecannotliveinthefamilywithouthumiliation,whilesheherself……’
Atthehintheunderstoodher。
`Oh,yes,’hesaid。`Yes,yes,yes-you’reright;you’reright!’
AndhesawallthatPestsovhadbeenmaintainingatdinneraboutthelibertyofwoman,simplyfromgettingaglimpseoftheterrorofanoldmaid’sexistenceanditshumiliationinKitty’sheart;andlovingher,hefeltthatterrorandhumiliation,andatoncegaveuphisarguments。
Asilencefollowed。Shewasstilldrawingwiththechalkonthetable。Hereyeswereshiningwithasoftlight。Undertheinfluenceofhermoodhefeltinallhisbeingacontinuallygrowingtensionofhappiness。
`Ah!I’vescribbledalloverthetable!’shesaid,and,layingdownthechalk,shemadeamovementasthoughtogetup。
`What!ShallIbeleftalone-withouther?’hethoughtwithhorror,andhetookthechalk。`Waitaminute,’hesaid,sittingdowntothetable。
`I’velongwantedtoaskyouonething。’
Helookedstraightintohercaressing,thoughfrightenedeyes。
`Please,askit。’
`Here,’hesaid;andhewrotetheinitialletters,w,y,t,m:
i,c,n,b,d,t,m,n,o,t。Theselettersmeant,`Whenyoutoldme:itcouldneverbe,didthatmeannever,orthen?’Thereseemednolikelihoodthatshecouldmakeoutthiscomplicatedsentence;buthelookedatherasthoughhislifedependedonherunderstandingthewords。
Sheglancedathimseriously,thenleanedherpuckeredbrowonherhandsandbegantoread。Onceortwiceshestolealookathim,asthoughaskinghim,`IsitwhatIthinkitis?’
`Iunderstand,’shesaid,flushing。
`Whatisthisword?’hesaid,pointingtothenthatstoodfornever。
`Itmeansnever,’shesaid;`butthat’snottrue!’
Hequicklyrubbedoutwhathehadwritten,gaveherthechalk,andstoodup。Shewrote,t,i,c,n,a,d。
DollywascompletelycomfortedinthedepressioncausedbyherconversationwithAlexeiAlexandrovichwhenshecaughtsightofthetwofigures:Kittywiththechalkinherhand,withashyandhappysmilelookingupwardatLevin,andhishandsomefigurebendingoverthetablewithglowingeyesfastenedoneminuteonthetableandthenextonher。Hewassuddenlyradiant:hehadunderstood。Itmeant,`ThenIcouldnotanswerdifferently。’
Heglancedatherquestioningly,timidly。
`Onlythen?’
`Yes,’hersmileanswered。
`Andn……Andnow?’heasked。
`Well,readthis。I’lltellyouwhatIshouldlike-shouldlikesomuch!’Shewrotetheinitialletters,i,y,c,f,a,f,w,h。Thismeant,`Ifyoucouldforgetandforgivewhathappened。’
Hesnatchedthechalkwithnervous,tremblingfingers,andbreakingit,wrotetheinitiallettersofthefollowingphrase,`Ihavenothingtoforgetandtoforgive;Ihaveneverceasedtoloveyou。’
Sheglancedathimwithasmilethatdidnotwaver。
`Iunderstand,’shesaidinawhisper。
Hesatdownandwrotealongphrase。Sheunderstooditall,andwithoutaskinghim,`Isitthis?’tookthechalkandatonceanswered。
Foralongwhilehecouldnotunderstandwhatshehadwritten,andoftenlookedintohereyes。Hewasstupefiedwithhappiness。Hecouldnotsupplythewordsshehadmeant;butinhercharmingeyes,beamingwithhappiness,hesawallheneededtoknow。Andhewrotethreeletters。Buthehadhardlyfinishedwritingwhenshereadthemoverherarm,andherselffinishedandwrotetheanswer,`Yes。’
`You’replayingsecretaire?’saidtheoldPrince。`Butwemustreallybegettingalongifyouwanttobeintimeatthetheater。’
LevingotupandescortedKittytothedoor。
Intheirconversationeverythinghadbeensaid;ithadbeensaidthatshelovedhim,andthatshewouldtellherfatherandmotherthathewouldcometomorrowmorning。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter14[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter14WhenKittyhadgoneandLevinwasleftalone,hefeltsuchuneasinesswithoutherandsuchanimpatientlongingtogetasquicklyaspossibletotomorrowmorning,whenhewouldseeheragainandbeplightedtoherforever,thathefeltafraid,asthoughofdeath,ofthosefourteenhoursthathehadtogetthroughwithouther。Itwasessentialforhimtobewithsomeonetotalkto,soasnottobeleftalone;todeceivetime。StepanArkadyevichwouldhavebeenthecompanionmostcongenialtohim,buthewasgoingout,hesaid,toasoiree-inrealitytotheballet。Levinonlyhadtimetotellhimhewashappy,andthathelovedhim,andwouldnever,neverforgetwhathehaddoneforhim。TheeyesandthesmileofStepanArkadyevichshowedLevinthathecomprehendedthatfeelingfittingly。
`Oh,soit’snottimetodieyet?’saidStepanArkadyevich,pressingLevin’shandwithemotion。
`N-n-no!’saidLevin。
DaryaAlexandrovnatoo,asshesaidgood-bytohim,gavehimasortofcongratulation,saying,`HowgladIamyouhavemetKittyagain!
Onemustvalueoldfriends。’LevindidnotlikethesewordsofDaryaAlexandrovna’s。
Shecouldnotunderstandhowloftyandbeyondheritallwas,andsheoughtnottohavedaredtoalludetoit。Levinsaidgood-bytothem,but,nottobeleftalone,heattachedhimselftohisbrother。
`Whereareyougoing?’
`I’mgoingtoameeting。’
`Well,I’llcomewithyou。MayI?’
`Whatfor?Yes,comealong,’saidSergeiIvanovich,smiling。`Whatisthematterwithyoutoday?’
`Withme?Happinessisthematterwithme!’saidLevin,lettingdownthewindowofthecarriagetheyweredrivingin。`Youdon’tmind?
It’ssostifling。Happinessisallthat’sthematterwithme!Whyisityouhavenevermarried?’
SergeiIvanovichsmiled。
`Iamveryglad-sheseemsalovelygi……’SergeiIvanovichwasbeginning。
`Don’tsayit!Don’tsayit!’shoutedLevin,clutchingatthecollarofhisfurcoatwithbothhands,andmufflinghimupinit。`She’salovelygirl’weresuchsimple,humblewords,sooutofharmonywithhisfeeling。
SergeiIvanovichlaughedoutrightamerrylaugh,whichwasrarewithhim。
`Well,anyway,ImaysaythatI’mverygladofit。’
`Thatyoumaydotomorrow,tomorrow-andsaynomore!Nothing,nothing-silence,’saidLevin,andmufflinghimoncemoreinhisfurcoat,headded:`Idolikeyouso!Well,isitpossibleformetobepresentatthemeeting?’
`Ofcourseitis。’
`Whatisyourdiscussionabouttoday?’askedLevin,neverceasingsmiling。
Theyarrivedatthemeeting。Levinheardthesecretaryhesitatinglyreadtheminuteswhichheobviouslydidnothimselfunderstand;butLevinsawfromthissecretary’sfacewhatagood,fine,kindheartedpersonhewas。Thiswasevidentfromhisconfusionandembarrassmentinreadingtheminutes。Thenthediscussionbegan。Theyweredisputingaboutthereckoningoffofcertainsumsandthelayingofcertainpipes,andSergeiIvanovichwasverycuttingtotwomembers,andsaidsomethingatgreatlengthwithanairoftriumph;andanothermember,scribblingsomethingonabitofpaper,begantimidlyatfirst,butafterwardansweredhimveryviciouslyanddelightfully。AndthenSviiazhsky(hewastherealso)saidsomethingtoo,veryhandsomelyandnobly。Levinlistenedtothem,andsawclearlythatthisreckoningoffofsumsandthesepipeswerenotanythingreal,andthattheywerenotatallangry,butwereallthefinest,kindestpeople,andeverythingwasashappyandcharmingaspossibleamongthem。Theydidnoharmtoanyone,andwereallenjoyingit。WhatstruckLevinwasthathecouldseethroughthemalltoday,andfromlittle,almostimperceptiblesignsknewthesoulofeach,andsawdistinctlythattheywereallgoodatheart。AndtheywereallextremelyfondofLevininparticularthatday。Thiswasevidentfromthewaytheyspoketohim,fromthefriendly,affectionatewayeventhosewhomhedidnotknowlookedathim。
`Well,areyoucontentedwithit?’SergeiIvanovichaskedhim。
`Verymuch。Ineversupposeditwassointeresting,nice,capital!’
SviiazhskywentuptoLevinandinvitedhimtocomeroundtoteawithhim。LevinwasutterlyatalosstocomprehendorrecallwhatitwashehaddislikedinSviiazhsky,whathehadfailedtofindinhim。Hewasacleverandwonderfullygoodheartedman。
`Mostdelighted,’hesaid,andaskedafterhiswifeandsister-in-law。
Andfromaqueerassociationofideas,becauseinhisimaginationtheideaofSviiazhsky’ssister-in-lawwasconnectedwithmarriage,itoccurredtohimthattherewasnoonetowhomhecouldmoresuitablyspeakofhishappiness,thantoSviiazhsky’swifeandsister-in-law,andhewasverygladtogotoseethem。
Sviiazhskyquestionedhimabouthisimprovementsonhisestate,presupposing,ashealwaysdid,thattherewasnopossibilityofdoinganythingnotdonealreadyinEurope,andnowthisdidnotintheleastannoyLevin。Onthecontrary,hefeltthatSviiazhskywasright,thatthewholebusinesswasoflittlevalue,andhesawthewonderfulsuavityandconsiderationwithwhichSviiazhskyavoidedfullyexpressinghiscorrectview。TheladiesoftheSviiazhskyhouseholdwereparticularlydelightful。
ItseemedtoLevinthattheyknewallaboutitalready,andsympathizedwithhim,sayingnothingmerelyoutofdelicacy。Hestayedwiththemonehour,two,three,talkingofallsortsofsubjects,butimpliedinittheonlythingthatfilledhisheart,anddidnotobservethathewasboringthemdreadfully,andthatitwaslongpasttheirbedtime。Sviiazhskywentwithhimintothehall,yawningandwonderingatthestrangehumorhisfriendwasin。Itwaspastoneo’clock。Levinwentbacktohishotel,andwasdismayedatthethoughtthatallalonenowwithhisimpatiencehehadtenhoursstilllefttogetthrough。Theservant,whoseturnitwastobeupallnight,lightedhiscandles,andwouldhavegoneaway,butLevinstoppedhim。Thisservant,Iegor,whomLevinhadnotnoticedbefore,struckhimasaveryintelligent,excellent,and,aboveall,agoodheartedman。
`Well,Iegor,it’shardworknotsleeping,isn’tit?’
`What’stobedone!It’spartofourwork,yousee。Inagentleman’shouseit’seasier;butthenhereonemakesmore。’
ItappearedthatIegorhadafamily-threeboysandadaughter,aseamstress,whomhewantedtomarrytoacashierinasaddler’sshop。
Levin,onhearingthis,informedIegorthat,inhisopinion,inmarriagethegreatthingwaslove,andthatwithloveonewouldalwaysbehappy,forhappinessrestsonlyononeself。
Iegorlistenedattentively,andobviouslyquitetookinLevin’sidea,butbywayofassenttoitheenunciated,greatlytoLevin’ssurprise,theobservationthatwhenhehadlivedwithgoodmastershehadalwaysbeensatisfiedwithhismasters,andnowwasperfectlysatisfiedwithhisemployer,thoughhewasaFrenchman。
`Wonderfullygoodheartedfellow!’thoughtLevin。
`Well,butyouyourself,Iegor,whenyougotmarried,didyouloveyourwife?’
`Ay!Andwhynot?’respondedIegor。
AndLevinsawthatIegortoowasinanexcitedstateandintendingtoexpressallhismostheartfeltemotions。
`Mylife,too,hasbeenawonderfulone。Fromachildup……’hewasbeginningwithflashingeyes,apparentlycatchingLevin’senthusiasm,justaspeoplecatchyawning。
Butatthatmomentaringwasheard。Iegordeparted,andLevinwasleftalone。Hehadeatenscarcelyanythingatdinner,hadrefusedteaandsupperatSviiazhsky’s,buthewasincapableofthinkingofsupper。
Hehadnotsleptthepreviousnight,butwasincapableofthinkingofsleepeither。Hisroomwascold,buthewasoppressedbyheat。Heopenedboththemovablepanesinhiswindowsandsatdownonthetableoppositetheopenpanes。Overthesnow-coveredroofscouldbeseenadecoratedcross,withchains,andaboveittherisingtriangleofAuriga,withtheyellowishlightofCapella。Hegazedatthecross,thenatthestar,drankinthefreshfreezingairthatflowedevenlyintotheroom,andfollowedasthoughinadreamtheimagesandmemoriesthatroseinhisimagination。Atfouro’clockheheardstepsinthepassageandpeepedoutofthedoor。ItwasthegamblerMiaskin,whomheknew,comingfromtheclub。Hewalkedgloomily,frowningandcoughing。`Poor,unluckyfellow!’thoughtLevin,andtearscameintohiseyesfromloveandpityforthisman。Hewouldhavetalkedwithhim,andtriedtocomforthim,butrememberingthathehadnothingbuthisshirton,hechangedhismindandsatdownagainattheopenpanetobatheinthecoldairandgazeattheexquisitelinesofthecross,silent,butfullofmeaningforhim,andthemountingluridyellowstar。
Atsixo’clocktherewasanoiseofpeoplepolishingthefloors,andchurchbellsringingtosomedivineservice,andLevinfeltthathewasbeginningtogetfrozen。Heclosedthepane,washed,dressed,andwentoutintothestreet。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter15[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter15Thestreetswerestillempty。LevinwenttothehouseoftheShcherbatskys。
Thevisitors’doorswereclosedandeverythingwasasleep。Hewalkedback,wentintohisroomagain,andaskedforcoffee。Thedayservant,notIegorthistime,broughtittohim。Levinwouldhaveenteredintoconversationwithhim,butabellrangfortheservant,andhewentout。Levintriedtodrinkcoffeeandtakeabiteofaroll,buthismouthwasquiteatalosswhattodowiththeroll。Levin,rejectingtheroll,putonhiscoatandwentoutagainforawalk。Itwasnineo’clockwhenhereachedtheShcherbatskys’stepsthesecondtime。Inthehousetheywereonlyjustup,andthecookcameouttogomarketing。Hehadtogetthroughatleasttwohoursmore。
AllthatnightandmorningLevinlivedperfectlyunconsciously,andfeltperfectlyliftedoutoftheconditionsofmateriallife。Hehadeatennothingforawholeday,hehadnotsleptfortwonights,hadspentseveralhoursundressedinthefrozenair,andfeltnotonlyfresherandstrongerthanever,butfeltutterlyindependentofhisbody;hemovedwithoutmusculareffort,andfeltasifhecoulddoanything。Hewasconvincedhecouldflyupwardorliftthecornerofthehouse,ifneedbe。Hespenttheremainderofthetimeinthestreet,incessantlylookingathiswatchandgazingabouthim。
Andwhathesawthen,heneversawagainafter。Especiallythechildrengoingtoschool,theblue-graydovesflutteringdownfromtheroofstothepavement,andthelittleloavescoveredwithflour,setoutbyanunseenhand,touchedhim。Thoseloaves,thosedoves,andthosetwoboyswerenotofthisearth。Itallhappenedatthesametime:aboyrantowardadoveandglancedsmilingatLevin;thedove,withawhirofherwings,dartedaway,flashinginthesun,amidgrainsofsnowthatquiveredintheair,whilefromalittlewindowtherecameasmelloffresh-bakedbread,andtheloavesweresetout。AllofthistogetherwassoextraordinarilyresplendentthatLevinlaughedandcriedwithdelight。GoingalongwayroundbyGazetnyLaneandKislovka,hewentbackagaintothehotel,and,puttinghiswatchbeforehim,satdowntowaitfortwelveo’clock。Inthenextroomtheyweretalkingaboutsomesortofmachines,andswindling,andcoughingtheirmorningcoughs。Theydidnotrealizethatthehandwasneartwelve。Thehandreachedit。Levinwentoutonthesteps。Thesleighdriversclearlyknewallaboutit。TheycrowdedroundLevinwithhappyfaces,quarrelingamongthemselves,andofferingtheirservices。Tryingnottooffendtheothersleighdrivers,andpromisingtodrivewiththemtoo,LevintookoneandtoldhimtodrivetotheShcherbatskys’。Thesleighdriverwassplendidinawhiteshirtcollar,stickingoutoverhisovercoatandintohisstrong,full-bloodedredneck。Thesleighwashighandcomfortable,andaltogethersuchaoneasLevinneverdroveinafter,andthehorsewasagoodone,andtriedtogallopyetdidn’tseemtomove。ThedriverknewtheShcherbatskys’house,anddrewupattheentrance,squaringhisarmsandsayinga`Whoa!’especiallyindicativeofrespectforhisfare。
TheShcherbatskys’hallportercertainlyknewallaboutit。Thiswasevidentfromthesmileinhiseyesandthewayhesaid:
`Well,it’salongwhilesinceyou’vebeentoseeus,KonstantinDmitrievich!’
Notonlydidheknowallaboutit,buthewasunmistakablydelightedandmakingeffortstoconcealhisjoy。Lookingintohiskindlyoldeyes,Levinrealizedevensomethingnewinhishappiness。
`Aretheyup?’
`Praywalkin!Leaveithere,’saidhe,smiling,asLevinwouldhavecomebacktotakehishat。Thatmeantsomething。
`TowhomshallIannounceyourhonor?’askedthefootman。
Thefootman,thoughayoungman,andoneofthenewschooloffootmen-adandy-wasaverykindhearted,goodfellow,andhetooknewallaboutit。
`ThePrincess……thePrince……theyoungPrincess……’saidLevin。
ThefirstpersonhesawwasMademoiselleLinon。Shewalkedacrosstheroom,andherringletsandherfacewerebeaming。Hehadbarelyspokentoher,whensuddenlyheheardtherustleofaskirtatthedoor,andMademoiselleLinonvanishedfromLevin’seyes,andajoyfulterrorcameoverhimatthenearnessofhishappiness。MademoiselleLinonwasingreathaste,and,leavinghim,wentoutattheotherdoor。Directlyshehadgoneout,swift,swiftlightstepssoundedontheparquet,andhisbliss,hislife,hisownself-whatwasbestinhimself,whathehadsolongsoughtandlongedfor-wasquickly,soquicklyapproachinghim。Shedidnotwalk,butseemed,bysomeunseenforce,tofloattowardhim。
Hesawnothingbutherclear,truthfuleyes,frightenedbythesameblissoflovethatfloodedhisheart。Thoseeyeswereshiningnearerandnearer,blindinghimwiththeirlightoflove。Shestoppedclosetohim,touchinghim。Herhandsroseanddroppedonhisshoulders。
Shehaddoneallshecould-shehadrunuptohimandgivenherselfupentirely,shyandhappy。Heputhisarmsroundher,andpressedhislipstohermouth,whichsoughthiskiss。
Shetoohadnotsleptallnight,andhadbeenexpectinghimallthemorning。
Hermotherandfatherhadconsentedwithoutdemur,andwerehappyinherhappiness。Shehadbeenwaitingforhim。Shewantedtobethefirsttotellhimherhappinessandhis。Shehadgotreadytoseehimalone,andhadbeendelightedattheidea,andhadbeenshyandashamed,anddidnotknowherselfwhatshewastodo。Shehadheardhisstepsandvoice,andhadwaitedatthedoorforMademoiselleLinontogo。MademoiselleLinonhadgoneaway。Withoutthinking,withoutaskingherselfhowandwhat,shehadgoneuptohim,anddidasshewasdoing。
`Letusgotomamma!’shesaid,takinghimbythehand。Foralongwhilehecouldsaynothing,notsomuchbecausehewasafraidofdesecratingtheloftinessofhisemotionbyaword,asthateverytimehetriedtosaysomething,insteadofwordshefeltthattearsofhappinesswerewellingup。Hetookherhandandkissedit。
`Canitbetrue?’hesaidatlastinachokedvoice。`Ican’tbelieveyouloveme,dear!’
Shesmiledatthat`dear,’andatthetimiditywithwhichheglancedather。
`Yes!’shesaidsignificantly,deliberately。`Iamsohappy!’
Withoutlettinggohishand,shewentintothedrawingroom。ThePrincess,seeingthem,breathedquickly,andimmediatelybegantocry,andthenimmediatelybegantolaugh,and,withavigorousstepLevinhadnotexpected,ranuptohim,andhugginghishead,kissedhim,wettinghischeekswithhertears。
`Soitisallsettled!Iamglad。Loveher。Iamglad……Kitty!’
`You’venotbeenlongsettlingthings,’saidtheoldPrince,tryingtoseemunmoved;butLevinnoticedthathiseyeswerewetwhenheturnedtohim。`I’velong-always-wishedforthis!’saidthePrince,takingLevinbythearmanddrawinghimtowardhimself。`Evenwhenthislittlefeatherheadfancied……’
`Papa!’shriekedKitty,andshuthismouthwithherhands。
`Well,Iwon’t!’hesaid。`I’mvery,very……plea……Oh,whatafoolIam……’
HeembracedKitty,kissedherface,herhand,herfaceagain,andmadethesignofthecrossoverher。
AndtherecameoverLevinanewfeelingofloveforthisman,theoldPrince,tillthensolittleknowntohim,whenhesawhowslowlyandtenderlyKittykissedhismuscularhand。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter16[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter16ThePrincesswassittinginherarmchair,silentandsmiling;thePrincesatdownbesideher。Kittystoodbyherfather’schair,stillholdinghishand。Allweresilent。
ThePrincesswasthefirsttoputeverythingintowords,andtotranslateallthoughtsandfeelingsintopracticalquestions。Andallfeltequallystrangeandpainfulforthefirstminute。
`Whenisittobe?Wemusthavethebenedictionandannouncement。
Andwhen’stheweddingtobe?Whatdoyouthink,Alexandre?
`Hereheis,’saidtheoldPrince,pointingtoLevin-`he’stheprincipalpersoninthematter。’
`When?’saidLevinblushing。`Tomorrow。Ifyouaskme,Ishouldsay,thebenedictiontoday,andtheweddingtomorrow。’
`Come,moncher,that’snonsense!’
`Well,inaweek。’
`He’squitemad。’
`No,whyso?’
`Well,uponmyword!’saidthemother,smiling,delightedatthishaste。`Howaboutthetrousseau?’
`Willtherereallybeatrousseauandallthat?’Levinthoughtwithhorror。`Butcanthetrousseauandthebenedictionandallthat-
canitspoilmyhappiness?Nothingcanspoilit!’HeglancedatKittyandnoticedthatshewasnotintheleast,notintheveryleast,disturbedbytheideaofthetrousseau。`Thenitmustbeallright,’hethought。
`Oh,Iknownothingaboutit;IonlysaidwhatIshouldlike,’
hesaidapologetically。
`We’lltalkitover,then。Thebenedictionandannouncementcantakeplacenow。That’sverywell。’