ANNA KARENINA

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ConsequentlyStepanArkadyevichdeemedithisdutytocalluponhiminhisnonofficialdress。Thethoughtthatthenewchiefmightnotgivehimawarmreceptionwastheotherunpleasantthing。ButStepanArkadyevichinstinctivelyfeltthateverythingwouldcomeroundallright。`They’reallhuman,allmen,likeuspoorsinners;whybenastyandquarrelsome?’

hethoughtashewentintothehotel。

`Goodday,Vassilii,’hesaid,walkingintothecorridorwithhishatcockedononeside,andaddressingafootmanheknew;`why,you’veletyourwhiskersgrow!Levin-numberseven,eh?Takemeup,please。AndfindoutwhetherCountAnychkin’(thiswasthenewhead)`isreceiving。’

`Yes,sir,’Vassiliiresponded,smiling。`You’venotbeentoseeusforalongwhile。’

`Iwashereyesterday,butattheotherentrance。Isthisnumberseven?’

LevinwasstandingwithapeasantfromTverinthemiddleoftheroom,measuringafreshbearskin,whenStepanArkadyevichcamein。

`What!Youkilledhim?’criedStepanArkadyevich。`Welldone!

Ashe-bear?Howareyou,Arkhip!’

Heshookhandswiththepeasantandsatdownonachair,withouttakingoffhiscoatandhat。

`Come,takeoffyourcoatandstayalittle,’saidLevin,takinghishat。

`No,Ihaven’ttime;I’veonlylookedinforjustasecond,’answeredStepanArkadyevich。Hethrewopenhisfurcoat,butafterwarddidtakeitoff,andsatonforawholehour,talkingtoLevinabouthuntingandthemostintimatesubjects。`Come,tellme,please,whatyoudidabroad。

Wherehaveyoubeen?’saidStepanArkadyevich,whenthepeasanthadgone。

`Oh,IstayedinGermany,inPrussia,inFrance,andinEngland-notinthecapitals,butinthemanufacturingtowns-andsawagreatdealthatwasnewtome。AndI’mgladIwent。’

`Yes,Iknewyourideaofthesolutionofthelaborquestion。’

`Notabit:inRussiatherecanbenolaborquestion。InRussiathequestionisthatoftherelationoftheworkingpeopletotheland;

thoughthequestionexiststheretoo-butthereit’samatterofrepairingwhat’sbeenruined,whilewithus……’

StepanArkadyevichlistenedattentivelytoLevin。

`Yes,yes!’hesaid。`It’sverypossibleyou’reright。ButI’mgladyou’reingoodspirits,andarehuntingbears,andworking,andinterested。

Shcherbatskytoldmeanotherstory-hemetyou:thatyouwereinsuchadepressedstate,talkingofnothingbutdeath……’

`Well,whatofit?I’venotgivenupthinkingofdeath,’saidLevin。`It’struethatit’shightimeIwasdead;andthatallthisisnonsense。It’sthetruthI’mtellingyou。Idovaluemyideaandmyworkawfully;butreally,doconsiderthis:allthisworldofoursisnothingbutaspeckofmildew,whichhasgrownuponatinyplanet。Andyetwethinkthatsomethinggreatispossibletous-ideas,work!Grainsofsand-that’salltheyare。’

`Butallthat’sasoldasthehills,myboy!’

`Itisold;but,doyouknow,whenyougraspthisfully,thensomehoweverythingbecomesofnoconsequence。Whenyouunderstandthatyouwilldietomorrow,ifnottoday,andnothingwillbeleft,theneverythingissounimportant!AndIconsidermyideaveryimportant,butitturnsoutreallytobejustasunimportant,evenifitwerecarriedout,asoutwittingthatshe-bear。Soonegoesonliving,amusingoneselfwithhunting,withwork-anything,soasnottothinkofdeath!’

StepanArkadyevichsmiledasubtleandaffectionatesmileashelistenedtoLevin。

`Well,ofcourse!Hereyou’vecomeroundtomypoint。Doyourememberyouattackedmeforseekingenjoymentinlife?

``Don’tbe,Omoralist,severe……’’

`No;allthesame,what’sfineinlifeis……’Levinhesitated。

`Oh!Idon’tknow。AllIknowisthatweshallsoonbedead。’

`Whysosoon?’

`AndIknowthere’slesscharminlife,whenonethinksofdeath-butthere’smorepeace。’

`Onthecontrary,thefinishisalwaysthebest。ButImustbegoing,’saidStepanArkadyevich,gettingupforthetenthtime。

`Oh,no,stayabit!’saidLevin,detaininghim。`Now,whenshallweseeeachotheragain?I’mgoingtomorrow。’

`I’mafinefellow!Why,that’sjustwhatIcamefor!Yousimplymustcometodinnerwithustoday。Yourbrother’scoming,andKarenin,mybrother-in-law。’

`Youdon’tmeantosayhe’shere?’saidLevin,andhewantedtoinquireaboutKitty。HehadheardatthebeginningofthewinterthatshewasatPeterburgwithhersister,thewifeofthediplomat,andhedidnotknowwhethershehadcomebackornot;buthechangedhismindanddidnotask。`Whethershe’scomingornot,Idon’tcare,’hesaidtohimself。

`Soyou’llcome?’

`Ofcourse。’

`Atfiveo’clock,then,andwearafrockcoat。’

AndStepanArkadyevichgotupandwentdownbelowtothenewheadofhisdepartment。InstincthadnotmisledStepanArkadyevich。Theterriblenewheadturnedouttobeanextremelyamenableperson,andStepanArkadyevichlunchedwithhimandstayedon,sothatitwaspastthreeo’clockbeforehegottoAlexeiAlexandrovich。

[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter08[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter8AlexeiAlexandrovich,oncomingbackfromchurchservice,hadspentthewholemorningindoors。Hehadtwopiecesofbusinessbeforehimthatmorning;

first,toreceiveandsendonadeputationfromthenativetribeswhichwasonitswaytoPeterburg,andwhichwasnowatMoscow;secondly,towritethepromisedlettertothelawyer。Thedeputation,thoughithadbeensummonedatAlexeiAlexandrovich’sinstigation,wasnotwithoutitsdiscomfortingandevendangerousaspect,andhewasgladhehadfounditinMoscow。Themembersofthisdeputationhadnottheslightestconceptionoftheirdutyandtheparttheyweretoplay。TheynaivelybelievedthatitwastheirbusinesstolaybeforetheCommissiontheirneedsandtheactualconditionofthings,andtoaskassistanceofthegovernment,andutterlyfailedtograspthatsomeoftheirstatementsandrequestssupportedthecontentionoftheenemy’sside,andsospoiledthewholebusiness。

AlexeiAlexandrovichwasbusilyengagedwiththemforalongwhile,drewupaprogramforthemfromwhichtheywerenottodepart,andondismissingthemwrotealettertoPeterburgfortheguidanceofthedeputation。HehadhischiefsupportinthisaffairintheCountessLidiaIvanovna。Shewasaspecialistinthematterofdeputations,andnooneknewbetterthanshehowtopuff,andputtheminthewaytheyshouldgo。Havingcompletedthistask,AlexeiAlexandrovichwrotethelettertothelawyer。Withouttheslightesthesitationhegavehimpermissiontoactashemightjudgebest。IntheletterheenclosedthreeofVronsky’snotestoAnna,whichwereintheportfoliohehadtakenaway。

SinceAlexeiAlexandrovichhadlefthomewiththeintentionofnotreturningtohisfamilyagain,andsincehehadbeenatthelawyer’sandhadspoken,thoughonlytooneman,ofhisintention,since,moreover,hehadtranslatedthematterfromtheworldofreallifetotheworldofinkandpaper,hehadgrownmoreandmoreusedtohisownintention,andbynowdistinctlyperceivedthefeasibilityofitsexecution。

Hewassealingtheenvelopetothelawyer,whenheheardtheloudtonesofStepanArkadyevich’svoice。StepanArkadyevichwasdisputingwithAlexeiAlexandrovich’sservant,andinsistingonbeingannounced。

`Nomatter,’thoughtAlexeiAlexandrovich,`somuchthebetter。

Iwillinformhimatonceofmypositioninregardtohissister,andexplainwhyitisIcan’tdinewithhim。’

`Comein!’hesaidaloud,collectinghispapers,andputtingthemundertheblottingpad。

`There,yousee,you’retalkingnonsense,andheisathome!’

respondedStepanArkadyevich’svoice,addressingtheservant,whohadrefusedtolethimin,and,takingoffhiscoatashewent,Oblonskywalkedintotheroom。`Well,I’mawfullygladI’vefoundyou!SoIhope……’StepanArkadyevichbegancheerfully。

`Icannotcome,’AlexeiAlexandrovichsaidcoldly,standingandnotaskinghisvisitortositdown。

AlexeiAlexandrovichhadthoughttopassatonceintothosefrigidrelationsinwhichheoughttostandwiththebrotherofawifeagainstwhomhewasbeginningasuitfordivorce。ButhehadnottakenintoaccounttheoceanofkindlinessbrimmingoverintheheartofStepanArkadyevich。

StepanArkadyevichopenedwidehisclear,shiningeyes。

`Whycan’tyou?Whatdoyoumean?’heaskedinperplexity,speakinginFrench。`Oh,butit’sapromise。Andwe’reallcountingonyou。’

`IwanttotellyouthatIcan’tdineatyourhouse,becausethetermsofrelationshipwhichhaveexistedbetweenusmustcease。’

`How?Howdoyoumean?Forwhatreason?’saidStepanArkadyevichwithasmile。

`BecauseIambeginninganactionfordivorceagainstyoursister,mywife。Ioughttohave……’

But,beforeAlexeiAlexandrovichhadtimetofinishhissentence,StepanArkadyevichwasbehavingnotatallashehadexpected。StepanArkadyevichgroanedandsankintoanarmchair。

`No,AlexeiAlexandrovich!Whatareyousaying?’criedOblonsky,andhissufferingwasapparentinhisface。

`Itisso。’

`Excuseme,Ican’t,Ican’tbelieveit!’

AlexeiAlexandrovichsatdown,feelingthathiswordshadnothadtheeffectheanticipated,andthatitwouldbeunavoidableforhimtoexplainhisposition,andthat,whateverexplanationshemightmake,hisrelationswithhisbrother-in-lawwouldremainunchanged。

`Yes,Iambroughttothepainfulnecessityofseekingadivorce,’

hesaid。

`Iwillsayonething,AlexeiAlexandrovich。Iknowyouforanexcellent,uprightman;IknowAnna-excuseme,Ican’tchangemyopinionofher-foragood,anexcellentwoman;andsoyoumustexcusemeifI

cannotbelieveit。Thereissomemisunderstanding,’saidhe。

`Oh,ifitweremerelyamisunderstanding!……’

`Pardon,Iunderstand,’interposedStepanArkadyevich。`Butofcourse……Onething:youmustnotactinhaste。Youmustnot,youmustnotactinhaste!’

`Iamnotactinginhaste,’AlexeiAlexandrovichsaidcoldly,`butonecannotaskadviceofanyoneinsuchamatter。Ihavequitemadeupmymind。’

`Thisisawful!’saidStepanArkadyevich。`Iwoulddoonething,AlexeiAlexandrovich。Ibeseechyou-doit!’hesaid。`Noactionhasyetbeentaken,ifIunderstandrightly。Beforeyoutakeadvice,seemywife,talktoher。ShelovesAnnalikeasister,shelovesyou,andshe’sawonderfulwoman。ForGod’ssake,talktoher!Domethatfavor,Ibeseechyou!’

AlexeiAlexandrovichpondered,andStepanArkadyevichlookedathimsympathetically,withoutinterruptinghissilence。

`Youwillgotoseeher?’

`Idon’tknow。ThatwasjustwhyIhavenotbeentoseeyou。I

imagineourrelationsmustchange。’

`Whyso?Idon’tseethat。Allowmetobelievethat,apartfromourconnection,youhaveforme,atleastinpart,thesamefriendlyfeelingIhavealwayshadforyou……andsincereesteem,’saidStepanArkadyevich,pressinghishand。`Evenifyourworstsuppositionswerecorrect,Idon’t-andneverwould-takeonmyselftojudgeeitherside,andIseenoreasonwhyourrelationsshouldbeaffected。Butnow,dothis,comeandseemywife。’

`Well,welookatthematterdifferently,’saidAlexeiAlexandrovichcoldly。`However,wewon’tdiscussit。’

`No;whyshouldn’tyoucometodaytodine,anyway?Mywife’sexpectingyou。Please,docome。And,aboveall,talkitoverwithher。She’sawonderfulwoman。ForGod’ssake,onmyknees,Iimploreyou!’

`Ifyousomuchwishit,Iwillcome,’saidAlexeiAlexandrovich,sighing。

And,anxioustochangetheconversation,heinquiredaboutwhatinterestedthemboth-thenewheadofStepanArkadyevich’sboard,amannotyetold,whohadsuddenlybeenpromotedtosohighaposition。

AlexeiAlexandrovichhadpreviouslyfeltnolikingforCountAnychkin,andhadalwaysdifferedfromhiminhisopinions。Butnow,fromafeelingreadilycomprehensibletoofficials-thathatredfeltbyonewhohassufferedadefeatintheserviceforonewhohasreceivedapromotion-hecouldnotendurehim。

`Well,haveyouseenhim?’saidAlexeiAlexandrovichwithamalignantsmile。

`Ofcourse;hewasatoursittingyesterday。Heseemstoknowhisworkcapitally,andtobeveryenergetic。’

`Yes,butwhatishisenergydirectedto?’saidAlexeiAlexandrovich。

`Isheaimingatdoinganything,orsimplydoingagainwhat’sbeendone?

It’sthegreatmisfortuneofourgovernment-thispaperadministration,ofwhichhe’saworthyrepresentative。’

`Really,Idon’tknowwhatfaultonecouldfindwithhim。HispolicyIdon’tknow,butonethingiscertain-he’saveryfinefellow,’

answeredStepanArkadyevich。`I’vejustbeenseeinghim,andhe’sreallyafinefellow。Welunchedtogether,andItaughthimhowtomake-youknowthatdrink-wineandoranges。It’ssocooling。Andit’sawonderhedidn’tknowit。Helikeditawfully。No,really,he’safinefellow。’

StepanArkadyevichglancedathiswatch。

`Why,goodheavens,it’sfouralready,andI’vestilltogotoDolgovushin’s!Sopleasecomeroundtodinner。Youcan’timaginehowyouwillgrievemywifeandmeifyoudon’t。’

ThewayinwhichAlexeiAlexandrovichsawhisbrother-in-lawoutwasverydifferentfromthemannerinwhichhehadmethim。

`I’vepromised,andI’llcome,’heansweredwearily。

`Believeme,Iappreciateit,andIhopeyouwon’tregretit,’

answeredStepanArkadyevich,smiling。

And,puttingonhiscoatashewent,hepattedthefootmanontheheadwithhiscoatsleeve,chuckled,andwentout。

`Atfiveo’clock,andwearyourfrockcoat,please,’heshoutedoncemore,returningatthedoor。

[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter09[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter9Itwaspastfive,andseveralguestshadalreadyarrived,beforethehosthimselfgothome。HewentintogetherwithSergeiIvanovichKoznishevandwithPestsov,bothofwhomhadreachedthestreetdooratthesamemoment。

ThesewerethetwoleadingrepresentativesoftheMoscowintellectuals,asOblonskyhadcalledthem。Bothweremenrespectedfortheircharacterandtheirintelligence。Theyrespectedeachother,butwereincompleteandhopelessdisagreementuponalmosteverysubject,notbecausetheybelongedtooppositeparties,butpreciselybecausetheywereofthesameparty(theirenemiesrefusedtoseeanydistinctionbetweentheirviews);but,inthatparty,eachhadhisownspecialshadeofopinion。Andsincenodifferenceislesseasilyovercomethanthedifferenceofopinionaboutsemiabstractquestions,theyneveragreedonanyopinion,and,indeed,hadlongbeenaccustomedtojeerwithoutangerateachother’sincorrigibleaberrations。

Theywerejustgoinginatthedoor,talkingoftheweather,whenStepanArkadyevichovertookthem。InthedrawingroomtherewerealreadysittingPrinceAlexanderDmitrievichShcherbatsky,youngShcherbatsky,Turovtsin,Kitty,andKarenin。

StepanArkadyevichsawimmediatelythatthingswerenotgoingwellinthedrawingroomwithouthim。DaryaAlexandrovna,inherbestgraysilkgown,obviouslyworriedaboutthechildrenwhoweretohavetheirdinnerbythemselvesinthenursery,andbyherhusband’sabsence,wasnotequaltothetaskofmakingthepartymixwithouthim。Allweresittinglikesomanypriests’daughtersonavisit(sotheoldPrinceexpressedit),obviouslywonderingwhytheywerethere,andpumpingupremarkssimplytoavoidbeingsilent。Turovtsin-goodheartedman-feltunmistakablylikeafishoutofwater,andthesmilewithwhichhisthicklipsgreetedStepanArkadyevichsaid,asplainlyaswords:`Well,oldboy,youhavepoppedmedowninalearnedset!Adrinkingparty,andtheChateaudesFleurs,wouldbemoreinmyline!’TheoldPrincesatinsilence,hisbrightlittleeyeswatchingKareninwithasidelonglook;andStepanArkadyevichsawthathehadalreadyformedasharpremarktosumupthatpoliticianofwhomguestshadbeeninvitedtopartake,asthoughhewereasturgeon。

Kittywaslookingatthedoor,callingupallherenergiestokeepherfromblushingattheentranceofKonstantinLevin。YoungShcherbatsky,whohadnotbeenintroducedtoKarenin,wastryingtolookasthoughhewerenotintheleastembarrassedbyit。KareninhimselfhadfollowedthePeterburg。etiquetteforadinnerwithladiespresentandwaswearingeveningdressandawhitetie。StepanArkadyevichsawbyhisfacethathehadcomesimplytokeephispromise,andwasperformingadisagreeabledutyinbeingpresentatthisgathering。HewasindeedthepersonchieflyresponsibleforthechillbenumbingalltheguestsbeforeStepanArkadyevichcamein。

OnenteringthedrawingroomStepanArkadyevichapologized,explainingthathehadbeendetainedbythatPrincewhowasalwaysthescapegoatforallhisabsencesandunpunctualities,andinonemomenthehadmadealltheguestsacquaintedwitheachother,and,bringingtogetherAlexeiAlexandrovichandSergeiKoznishev,hadstartedthemonadiscussionoftheRussificationofPoland,intowhichtheyimmediatelyplungedwithPestsov。SlappingTurovtsinontheshoulder,hewhisperedsomethingcomicinhisear,andsethimdownbyhiswifeandtheoldPrince。ThenhetoldKittyshewaslookingveryprettythatevening,andpresentedShcherbatskytoKarenin。Inamomenthehadsokneadedtogetherthesocialdoughthatthedrawingroombecameverylively,andtherewasamerrybuzzofvoices。KonstantinLevinwastheonlypersonwhohadnotarrived。Butthiswassomuchthebetter,as,goingintothediningroom,StepanArkadyevichfoundtohishorrorthattheportandsherryhadbeenprocuredfromDepre,andnotfromLeve,and,directingthatthecoachmanshouldbesentoffasspeedilyaspossibletoLeve’shestartedbacktothedrawingroom。

InthediningroomhewasmetbyKonstantinLevin。

`I’mnotlate?’

`Youcanneverhelpbeinglate!’saidStepanArkadyevich,takinghisarm。

`Haveyoualotofpeople?Who’shere?’askedLevin,unabletohelpblushing,asheknockedthesnowoffhiscapwithhisglove。

`Allourownset。Kitty’shere。Comealong,I’llintroduceyoutoKarenin。’

StepanArkadyevich,forallhisliberalviews,waswellawarethattomeetKareninwassuretobefeltaflatteringdistinction,andsotreatedhisbestfriendstothishonor。ButatthatinstantKonstantinLevinwasnotinaconditiontofeelallthegratificationofmakingsuchanacquaintance。HehadnotseenKittysincethatmemorableeveningwhenhemetVronsky-notcounting,thatis,themomentwhenhehadhadaglimpseofheronthehighroad。Hehadknownatthebottomofhisheartthathewouldseeherheretoday。But,tokeephisthoughtsfree,hehadtriedtopersuadehimselfthathedidnotknowit。Nowwhenheheardthatshewashere,hewassuddenlyconsciousofsuchdelight,andatthesametimeofsuchdread,thathisbreathfailedhimandhecouldnotutterwhathewantedtosay。

`Whatisshelike,whatisshelike?Assheusedtobe,orasshewasinthecarriage?WhatifDaryaAlexandrovnatoldthetruth?Whyshouldn’titbethetruth?’hethought。

`Oh,please,introducemetoKarenin,’hebroughtoutwithaneffort,andwithadesperatelydeterminedstephewalkedintothedrawingroomandbeheldher。

Shewasnotthesameassheusedtobe,norwassheasshehadbeeninthecarriage;shewasquitedifferent。

Shewasscared,shy,shamefaced,andbecauseofallthis,stillmorecharming。Shesawhimtheveryinstanthewalkedintotheroom。Shehadbeenexpectinghim。Shewasdelighted,andsoconfusedatherowndelightthattherewasamoment,themomentwhenhewentuptohersisterandglancedagainather,whenshe,andhe,andDolly,whosawitall,thoughtshewouldbreakdownandbegintocry。Shecrimsoned,turnedwhite,crimsonedagain,andgrewfaint,waitingwithquiveringlipsforhimtocometoher。

Hewentuptoher,bowed,andheldouthishandwithoutspeaking。Exceptfortheslightquiverofherlipsandthemoistureinhereyes,makingthembrighter,hersmilewasalmostcalmasshesaid:

`Howlongitissincewe’veseeneachother!’and,withdesperatedetermination,withhercoldhandsqueezedhis。

`You’venotseenme,butI’veseenyou,’saidLevin,witharadiantsmileofhappiness。`IsawyouwhenyouweredrivingfromtherailwaystationtoErgushovo。’

`When?’sheasked,wondering。

`YouweredrivingtoErgushovo,’saidLevin,feelingasifhewouldsobwiththerapturethatwasfloodinghisheart-`AndhowdaredIassociateathoughtofanythingnotinnocentwiththistouchingcreature?

And,yes,IdobelievewhatDaryaAlexandrovnatoldmeistrue,’hethought。

StepanArkadyevichtookhimbythearmandledhimawaytoKarenin。

`Letmeintroduceyou。’Hementionedtheirnames。

`Verygladtomeetyouagain,’saidAlexeiAlexandrovichcoldly,shakinghandswithLevin。

`Youareacquainted?’StepanArkadyevichaskedinsurprise。

`Wespentthreehourstogetherinthetrain,’saidLevinsmiling,`butgotout,justasinamasquerade,quitemystified-atleastIwas。’

`Oh,sothat’sit!Comealong,please,’saidStepanArkadyevich,pointinginthedirectionofthediningroom。

Themenwentintothediningroomandwentuptothetableforhorsd’oeuvres,laidwithsixsortsofvodkaandasmanykindsofcheese,somewithlittlesilverspadesandsomewithout,caviar,herrings,preservesofvariouskinds,andplateswithslicesofFrenchbread。

Themenstoodroundthestrong-smellingspiritsandsaltdelicacies,andthediscussionoftheRussificationofPolandbetweenKoznishev,KareninandPestsov,dieddowninanticipationofdinner。

SergeiIvanovichwasunequaledinhisskillinwindingupthemostheatedandseriousargumentbysomeunexpectedpinchofAtticsaltthatchangedthedispositionofhisopponent。Hedidthisnow。

AlexeiAlexandrovichhadbeenmaintainingthattheRussificationofPolandcouldonlybeaccomplishedasaresultofgreaterprinciples,whichoughttobeintroducedbytheRussiangovernment。

Pestsovinsistedthatonecountrycanabsorbanotheronlywhenitisthemoredenselypopulated。

Koznishevadmittedbothpoints,butwithlimitations。Astheyweregoingoutofthedrawingroomtoconcludetheargument,Koznishevsaidsmiling:

`So,then,fortheRussificationofourforeignpopulationsthereisbutonemethod-tobringupasmanychildrenasonecan。MybrotherandIareterriblyatfault,Isee。Youmarriedmen-especiallyyou,StepanArkadyevich-aretherealpatriots:whatnumberhaveyoureached?’hesaid,smilinggeniallyattheirhostandholdingoutatinywineglasstohim。

Everyonelaughed,andStepanArkadyevichwithparticulargoodhumor。

`Oh,yes,that’sthebestmethod!’hesaid,munchingcheeseandfillingthewineglasswithaspecialsortofvodka。Theconversationdroppedatthejest。

`Thischeeseisnotbad。ShallIgiveyousome?’saidthemasterofthehouse。`Why,haveyoubeengoinginforgymnasticsagain?’heaskedLevin,pinchinghismusclewithhislefthand。Levinsmiled,benthisarm,andunderStepanArkadyevich’sfingersthemusclesswelleduplikeasoundcheese,hardasaknobofiron,throughthefineclothofthecoat。

`Whatbiceps!AperfectSamson!’

`Iimaginegreatstrengthisneededforhuntingbears,’observedAlexeiAlexandrovich,whohadthemistiestnotionsaboutthechase。Hecutoffandspreadwithcheeseawaferofbreadfineasaspiderweb。

Levinsmiled。

`Notatall。Quitethecontrary-achildcankillabear,’hesaid,withaslightbowmovingasidefortheladies,whowereapproachingthehorsd’oeuvrestable。

`Youhavekilledabear,I’vebeentold!’saidKitty,tryingassiduouslytocatchwithherforkaperversemushroomthatwouldslipaway,andshakingthelaceoverherwhitearm。`Aretherebearsonyourplace?’sheadded,turninghercharminglittleheadtohimandsmiling。

Therewasapparentlynothingextraordinaryinwhatshesaid,butwhatunutterablemeaningtherewasforhimineverysound,ineveryturnofherlips,hereyes,herhandasshesaidit!Therewasentreatyforforgiveness,andtrustinhim,andtenderness-soft,timidtenderness-andpromise,andhope,andloveforhim,whichhecouldnotbutbelievein,andwhichsuffocatedhimwithhappiness。

`No,we’vebeenhuntingintheTverprovince。ItwascomingbackfromtherethatImetyourbeau-frereinthetrain,oryourbeau-frere’sbrother-in-law,’hesaidwithasmile。`Itwasanamusingmeeting。’

Andhebegantellingwithdrollgoodhumorhow,afternotsleepingallnight,hehad,wearingafur-lined,full-skirtedcoat,gotintoAlexeiAlexandrovich’scompartment。

`Theconductor,forgettingtheproverb,wouldhavechuckedmeoutonaccountofmyattire;butthereuponIbeganexpressingmyfeelingsinelevatedlanguage,and……you,too,’hesaid,addressingKareninandforgettinghisname,`atfirstwouldhaveejectedmeonthegroundofmycoat,butafterwardyoutookmypart,forwhichIamextremelygrateful。’

`Therightsofpassengersgenerallytochoosetheirseatsaretooill-defined,’saidAlexeiAlexandrovich,rubbingthetipsofhisfingersonhishandkerchief。

`Isawyouwereinuncertaintyaboutme,’saidLevin,smilinggood-naturedly,`butImadehastetoplungeintointellectualconversationtosmoothoverthedefectsofmyattire。’

SergeiIvanovich,whilehekeptaconversationwiththeirhostess,hadoneearforhisbrother,andheglancedaskanceathim。`Whatisthematterwithhimtoday?Whysuchaconqueringhero?’hethought。HedidnotknowthatLevinwasfeelingasthoughhehadgrownwings。Levinknewshewaslisteningtohiswordsandthatshewasgladtolistentohim。

Andthiswastheonlythingthatinterestedhim。Notinthatroomonly,butinthewholeworld,thereexistedforhimonlyhimself,withenormouslyincreasedimportanceanddignityinhisowneyes,andshe。Hefelthimselfonapinnaclethatmadehimgiddy,andfarawaydownbelowwereallthosekind,excellentKarenins,Oblonskys,andalltheworld。

Quitewithoutattractingnotice,withoutglancingatthem,asthoughtherewerenootherplacesleft,StepanArkadyevichputLevinandKittysidebyside。

`Oh,youmayaswellsitthere,’hesaidtoLevin。

Thedinnerwasaschoiceasthechina,ofwhichStepanArkadyevichwasaconnoisseur。ThesoupeMarie-Louisewasasplendidsuccess;thetinypattieseatenwithitmeltedinthemouthandwereirreproachable。ThetwofootmenandMatvei,inwhitecravats,didtheirdutywiththedishesandwinesunobtrusively,quietly,anddexterously。Onthematerialsidethedinnerwasasuccess;itwasnolesssoontheimmaterial。Theconversation,attimesgeneralandattimesbetweenindividuals,neverpaused,andtowardtheendthecompanywassolivelythatthemenrosefromthetablewithoutstoppingspeaking,andevenAlexeiAlexandrovichbecamelively。

[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter10[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter10Pestsovlikedthreshinganargumentouttotheend,andwasnotsatisfiedwithSergeiIvanovich’swords,especiallyashefelttheinjusticeofhisview。

`Ididnotmean,’hesaidoverthesoup,addressingAlexeiAlexandrovich,`meredensityofpopulationalone,butinconjunctionwithfundamentalideas,andnotbymeansofprinciples。’

`Itseemstome,’AlexeiAlexandrovichsaidlanguidly,andwithnohaste,`thatthat’sthesamething。Inmyopinion,influenceoveranotherpeopleisonlypossibletothepeoplewhichhasthehigherdevelopment,which……’

`Butthat’sjustthequestion,’Pestsovbrokeininhisbass。

Hewasalwaysinahurrytospeak,andseemedalwaystoputhiswholesoulintowhateverhewassaying;`ofwhatarewetomakehigherdevelopmentconsist?TheEnglish,theFrench,theGermans-whichisatthehigheststageofdevelopment?Whichofthemwillnationalizetheother?WeseetheRhineprovinceshavebeenturnedFrench,yettheGermansarenotatalowerstage!’heshouted。`Thereisanotherlawatworkthere!’

`Ifancythatthegreaterinfluenceisalwaysonthesideoftruecivilization,’saidAlexeiAlexandrovich,slightlyliftinghiseyebrows。

`Butwhatarewetolaydownastheoutwardsignsoftruecivilization?’

saidPestsov。

`Iimaginesuchsignsaregenerallyverywellknown,’saidAlexeiAlexandrovich。

`Butaretheyfullyknown?’SergeiIvanovichputinwithasubtlesmile。`Itistheacceptedviewnowthatrealculturemustbepurelyclassical;

butweseemostintensedisputesoneachsideofthequestion,andthereisnodenyingthattheoppositecamphasstrongpointsinitsfavor。’

`Youarefortheclassics,SergeiIvanovich。Willyoutakeredwine?’saidStepanArkadyevich。

`Iamnotexpressingmyownopinionofeitherformofculture,’

SergeiIvanovichsaid,holdingouthisglasswithasmileofcondescension,astoachild。`Ionlysaythatbothsideshavestrongargumentstosupportthem,’hewenton,addressingAlexeiAlexandrovich。`Mysympathiesareclassicalfromeducation,butinthisdiscussionIampersonallyunabletoarriveataconclusion。Iseenodistinctgroundsforclassicalstudiesbeinggivenapre-eminenceoverscientificstudies。’

`Thenaturalscienceshavejustasgreataneducationalvalue,’

putinPestsov。`Takeastronomy,takebotany,orzoology,withitssystemofgeneralprinciples。’

`Icannotquiteagreewiththat,’respondedAlexeiAlexandrovich。

`Itseemstomethatonemustadmitthattheveryprocessofstudyingtheformsoflanguagehasapeculiarlyfavorableinfluenceonintellectualdevelopment。Moreover,itcannotbedeniedthattheinfluenceoftheclassicalauthorsisinthehighestdegreemoral,while,unfortunately,withthestudyofthenaturalsciencesareassociatedthefalseandnoxiousdoctrineswhicharethecurseofourday。’

SergeiIvanovichwouldhavesaidsomething,butPestsovinterruptedhiminhisrichbass。Hebeganwarmlycontestingthejusticeofthisview。

SergeiIvanovichwaitedserenelytospeak,obviouslywithaconvincingreplyready。

`But,’saidSergeiIvanovich,smilingsubtly,andaddressingKarenin,`onemustallowthattoweighalltheadvantagesanddisadvantagesofclassicalandscientificstudiesisadifficulttask,andthequestionwhichformofeducationwastobepreferredwouldnothavebeensoquicklyandconclusivelydecidediftherehadnotbeeninfavorofclassicaleducation,asyouexpresseditjustnow,itsmoral-disonslemot-antinihilistinfluence。’

`Undoubtedly。’

`Ifithadnotbeenforthedistinctivepropertyofantinihilisticinfluenceonthesideofclassicalstudies,weshouldhaveconsideredthesubjectmore,haveweighedtheargumentsonbothsides,’saidSergeiIvanovichwithasubtlesmile,`weshouldhavegivenelbowroomtobothtendencies。

Butnowweknowthattheselittlepillsofclassicallearningpossessthemedicinalpropertyofantinihilism,andweboldlyprescribethemtoourpatients……Butwhatiftheyhadnosuchmedicinalproperty?’headdedhispinchofAtticsalt。

AtSergeiIvanovich’slittlepillseveryonelaughed;Turovtsininespecialroaredloudlyandjovially,gladatlasttohavefoundsomethingtolaughat-allheeverlookedforinlisteningtoconversation。

StepanArkadyevichhadnotmadeamistakeininvitingPestsov。

WithPestsovintellectualconversationneverflaggedforaninstant。DirectlySergeiIvanovichhadconcludedtheconversationwithhisjest,Pestsovpromptlystartedanewone。

`Ican’tagreeeven,’saidhe,`thatthegovernmenthadthataim。

Thegovernmentobviouslyisguidedbyabstractconsiderations,andremainsindifferenttotheinfluenceitsmeasuresmayexercise。Theeducationofwomen,forinstance,wouldnaturallyberegardedaslikelytobeharmful,butthegovernmentopensschoolsanduniversitiesforwomen。’

Andtheconversationatoncepassedtothenewsubjectoftheeducationofwomen。

AlexeiAlexandrovichexpressedtheideathattheeducationofwomenisapttobeconfoundedwiththeemancipationofwomen,andthatitisonlysothatitcanbeconsidereddangerous。

`Iconsider,onthecontrary,thatthetwoquestionsareinseparablyconnectedtogether,’saidPestsov;`itisaviciouscircle。Womanisdeprivedofrightsfromlackofeducation,andthelackofeducationresultsfromtheabsenceofrights。Wemustnotforgetthatthesubjectionofwomenissocomplete,anddatesfromsuchdistantages,thatweareoftenunwillingtorecognizethegulfthatseparatesthemfromus,’saidhe。

`Youmentionedrights,’saidSergeiIvanovich,waitingtillPestsovhadfinished,`meaningtherightofsittingonjuries,ofvoting,ofpresidingatcouncils,therightofenteringthecivilservice,ofsittinginparliament……’

`Undoubtedly。’

`Butifwomen,asarareexception,canoccupysuchpositions,itseemstomeyouarewronginusingtheexpression``rights’。Itwouldbemorecorrecttosayduties。Everymanwillagreethatindoingthedutyofajuryman,awitness,atelegraphclerk,wefeelweareperformingduties。

And,therefore,itwouldbecorrecttosaythatwomenareseekingduties,andquitelegitimately。Andonecanbutsympathizewiththisdesiretoassistinthegenerallaborofman。’

`Quiteso,’AlexeiAlexandrovichassented。`Thequestion,Iimagine,issimplywhethertheyarefittedforsuchduties。’

`Theywillmostlikelybeperfectlyfitted,’saidStepanArkadyevich,`wheneducationhasbecomegeneralamongthem。Weseethis……’

`Howabouttheproverb?’saidthePrince,whohadalongwhilebeenintentontheconversation,hismockinglittleeyestwinkling。`I

cansayitbeforemydaughters:herhairislong,butherwitisshort……’

`JustwhattheythoughtoftheNegroesbeforetheiremancipation!’

saidPestsovangrily。

`Whatseemsstrangetomeisthatwomenshouldseekfreshduties,’

saidSergeiIvanovich,`whilewesee,unhappily,thatmenusuallytrytoavoidthem。’

`Dutiesareboundupwithrights-power,money,honor;thosearewhatwomenareseeking,’saidPestsov。

`JustasthoughIshouldseektherighttobeawetnurse,andfeelinjuredbecausewomenarepaidforthework,whilenoonewilltakeme,’saidtheoldPrince。

Turovtsinexplodedinaloudroaroflaughter,andSergeiIvanovichregrettedthathehadnotmadethiscomparison。EvenAlexeiAlexandrovichsmiled。

`Yes,butamancan’tnurseababy,’saidPestsov,`whileawoman……’

`No,therewasanEnglishmanwhodidsucklehisbabyonboardship,’saidtheoldPrince,feelingthisfreedominconversationpermissiblebeforehisowndaughters。

`ThereareasmanysuchEnglishmenastherewouldbewomenofficials,’

saidSergeiIvanovich。

`Yes,butwhatisagirltodowhohasnofamily?’putinStepanArkadyevich,thinkingofMashaChibisova,whomhehadhadinhismindallalong,insympathizingwithPestsovandsupportinghim。

`Ifthestoryofsuchagirlwerethoroughlysifted,youwouldfindshehadabandonedafamily-herownorasister’s,whereshemighthavefoundawoman’sduties,’DaryaAlexandrovnabrokeinunexpectedly,inatoneofexasperation,probablysuspectingwhatsortofgirlStepanArkadyevichhadinmind。

`Butwetakeourstandonprinciple,ontheideal,’repliedPestsovinhissonorousbass。`Womandesirestohavetherighttobeindependent,educated。Sheisoppressed,humiliatedbytheconsciousnessofherdisabilities。’

`AndI’moppressedandhumiliatedthattheywon’tengagemeattheFoundlingAsylum,’theoldPrincesaidagain,tothehugedelightofTurovtsin,whoinhismirthdroppedhisasparaguswiththethickendinthesauce。

[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter11[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter11EveryonetookpartintheconversationexceptKittyandLevin。Atfirst,whentheyweretalkingoftheinfluencethatonepeoplehasonanother,thererosetoLevin’smindwhathehadtosayonthesubject。Buttheseideas,onceofsuchimportanceinhiseyes,seemedtocomeintohisbrainasinadream,andhadnownottheslightestinterestforhim。Itevenstruckhimasstrangethattheyshouldbesoeagertotalkofwhatwasofnousetoanyone。Kitty,too,onewouldhavesupposed,shouldhavebeeninterestedinwhattheyweresayingoftherightsandeducationofwomen。

Howoftenshehadmusedonthesubject,thinkingofherfriendabroad,Varenka,ofherpainfulstateofdependence;howoftenshehadwonderedaboutherselfastowhatwouldbecomeofherifshedidnotmarry,andhowoftenshehadarguedwithhersisteraboutit!Butnowitdidnotinterestheratall。SheandLevinhadaconversationoftheirown,yetnotaconversation,butasortofmysteriouscommunication,whichbroughtthemeverymomentnearer,andstirredinbothasenseofgladterrorbeforetheunknownintowhichtheywereentering。

AtfirstLevin,inanswertoKitty’squestionhowhecouldhaveseenherlastyearinthecarriage,toldherthathehadbeencominghomefromthemowingalongthehighroadandhadmether。

`Itwasvery,veryearlyinthemorning。Youwereprobablyonlyjustawake。Yourmamanwasasleepinhercorner。Itwasanexquisitemorning。

Iwaswalkingalongwonderingwhoitcouldbeinthefour-in-hand。Itwasasplendidsetoffourhorseswithbells,andinasecondyouflashedby,andIsawyouatthewindow-youweresitting,likethis;holdingthestringsofyourcapinbothhands,andinawfullydeepthoughtaboutsomething,’

hesaid,smiling。`HowIshouldliketoknowwhatyouwerethinkingaboutthen!Somethingimportant?’

`Wasn’tIdreadfullyuntidy?’shewondered,butseeingthesmileofecstasythesereminiscencescalledup,shefeltthattheimpressionshehadmadehadbeenverygood。Sheblushedandlaughedwithdelight:

`ReallyIdon’tremember。’

`HownicelyTurovtsinlaughs!’saidLevin,admiringhishumideyesandheavingchest。

`Haveyouknownhimlong?’askedKitty。

`Oh,everyoneknowshim!’

`AndIseeyouthinkhe’sahorridman?’

`Nothorrid,butthere’snothinginhim。’

`Oh,you’rewrong!Andyoumustgiveupthinkingsodirectly!’

saidKitty。`Iusedtohaveaverypooropinionofhimtoo,buthe’sanawfullyfineandwonderfullygoodheartedman。Hehasaheartofgold。’

`Howcouldyoufindoutwhatsortofhearthehas?’

`Wearegreatfriends。Iknowhimverywell。Lastwinter,soonafter……youcametoseeus,’shesaid,withaguiltyandatthesametimeaconfidingsmile,`allDolly’schildrenhadscarlatina,andhehappenedtocometoseeher。Andonlyfancy,’shesaidinawhisper,`hefeltsosorryforherthathestayedandbegantohelpherlookafterthechildren。

Yes,andforthreeweekshestoppedwiththem,andlookedafterthechildrenlikeanurse。’

`IamtellingKonstantinDmitrievichaboutTurovtsinandthescarlatina,’

shesaid,bendingovertohersister。

`Yes,itwaswonderful,noble!’saidDolly,glancingtowardTurovtsin,whohadbecomeawaretheyweretalkingofhim,andsmilinggentlytohim。

LevinglancedoncemoreatTurovtsin,andwonderedhowitwashehadnotrealizedallthisman’sgoodnessbefore。

`I’msorry,I’msorry,andI’llneverthinkillofpeopleagain!’

hesaidgaily,genuinelyexpressingwhathefeltatthemoment。

[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter12[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter12Connectedwiththeconversationthathadsprungupontherightsofwomentherewerecertainquestionsastotheinequalityofrightsinmarriage,impropertodiscussbeforetheladies。Pestsovhadseveraltimesduringdinnertoucheduponthesequestions,butSergeiIvanovichandStepanArkadyevichcarefullydrewhimoffthem。

Whentheyrosefromthetableandtheladieshadgoneout,Pestsovdidnotfollowthem,but,addressingAlexeiAlexandrovich,begantoexpoundthechiefgroundofinequality。Theinequalityinmarriage,inhisopinion,layinthefactthattheinfidelityofthewifeandinfidelityofthehusbandarepunishedunequally,bothbythelawandbypublicopinion。

StepanArkadyevichwenthurriedlyuptoAlexeiAlexandrovichandofferedhimacigar。

`No,Idon’tsmoke,’AlexeiAlexandrovichansweredcalmly,and,asthoughpurposelywishingtoshowthathewasnotafraidofthesubject,heturnedtoPestsovwithachillysmile。

`Iimaginethatsuchaviewhasafoundationintheverynatureofthings,’hesaid,andwouldhavegoneontothedrawingroom。ButatthispointTurovtsinbrokesuddenlyandunexpectedlyintotheconversation,addressingAlexeiAlexandrovich。

`Youheard,perhaps,aboutPriachnikov?’saidTurovtsin,warmedupbythechampagnehehaddrunk,andlongwaitingforanopportunitytobreakthesilencethathadweighedonhim。`VassiaPriachnikov,’hesaid,withagood-naturedsmileonhismoist,redlips,addressinghimselfprincipallytothemostimportantguest,AlexeiAlexandrovich,`theytoldmetodayhefoughtaduelwithKvitskyatTver,andhaskilledhim。’

Justasitalwaysseemsthatonebruisesoneselfonasoreplace,soStepanArkadyevichfeltnowthattheconversationwouldbyillluckfallatanymomentonAlexeiAlexandrovich’ssorespot。Hewouldagainhavegothisbrother-in-lawaway,butAlexeiAlexandrovichhimselfinquired,withcuriosity:

`WhatdidPriachnikovfightabout?’

`Hiswife。Actedlikeaman,hedid!Calledhimoutandshothim!’

`Ah!’saidAlexeiAlexandrovichindifferently,and,liftinghiseyebrows,hewentintothedrawingroom。

`HowgladIamyouhavecome,’Dollysaidwithafrightenedsmile,meetinghimintheouterdrawingroom。`Imusttalktoyou。Let’ssithere。’

AlexeiAlexandrovich,withthesameexpressionofindifference,duetohisliftedeyebrows,satdownbesideDaryaAlexandrovna,andsmiledaffectedly。

`It’sfortunate,’saidhe,`especiallyasImeanttoaskyoutoexcuseme,andtobetakingleave。Ihavetostarttomorrow。’

DaryaAlexandrovnawasfirmlyconvincedofAnna’sinnocence,andshefeltherselfgrowingpaleandherlipsquiveringwithangeratthisfrigid,unfeelingman,whowassocalmlyintendingtoruinherinnocentfriend。

`AlexeiAlexandrovich,’shesaid,withdesperateresolutionlookinghimintheface,`IaskedyouaboutAnna;youmademenoanswer。Howisshe?’

`Sheis,Ibelieve,quitewell,DaryaAlexandrovna,’repliedAlexeiAlexandrovich,withoutlookingather。

`AlexeiAlexandrovich,forgiveme,Ihavenoright……ButIloveAnnaasasister,andesteemher;Ibeg,Ibeseechyoutotellmewhatiswrongbetweenyou?Whatfaultdoyoufindwithher?’

AlexeiAlexandrovichfrowned,and,almostclosinghiseyes,droppedhishead。

`IpresumethatyourhusbandhastoldyouthegroundsonwhichIconsideritnecessarytochangemyattitudetoAnnaArkadyevna?’hesaid,withoutlookingherintheface,buteyingwithdispleasureShcherbatsky,whowaswalkingacrossthedrawingroom。

`Idon’tbelieveit,Idon’tbelieveit-Ican’tbelieveit!’

Dollysaid,claspingherbonyhandsbeforeherwithavigorousgesture。

SherosequicklyandlaidherhandonAlexeiAlexandrovich’ssleeve。`Weshallbedisturbedhere。Comethisway,please。’

Dolly’sagitationhadaneffectonAlexeiAlexandrovich。Hegotupandsubmissivelyfollowedhertotheschoolroom。Theysatdownatatablecoveredwithanoilclothcutinslitsbypenknives。

`Idon’t-Idon’tbelieveit!’Dollysaid,tryingtocatchhisglance,stillavoidingher。

`Onecannotdisbelievefacts,DaryaAlexandrovna,’saidhe,withanemphasisonthewordfacts。

`Butwhathasshedone?’saidDaryaAlexandrovna。`What,precisely,hasshedone?’

`Shehasforsakenherduty,anddeceivedherhusband。That’swhatshehasdone,’saidhe。

`No,no,itcan’tbe!No,forGod’ssake,youaremistaken,’saidDolly,puttingherhandstohertemplesandclosinghereyes。

AlexeiAlexandrovichsmiledcoldly,withhislipsalone,meaningtosignifytoherandhimselfthefirmnessofhisconviction;butthiswarmdefense,thoughitcouldnotshakehim,reopenedhiswound。Hebegantospeakwithgreaterheat。

`Itisextremelydifficulttobemistakenwhenawifeherselfinformsherhusbandofthefact-informshimthateightyearsofherlife,andason,areallamistake,andthatshewantstobeginlifeanew,’hesaidangrily,withasnort。

`Annaandsin-Icannotconnectthem,Icannotbelieveit!’

`DaryaAlexandrovna,’hesaid,nowlookingstraightintoDolly’skindly,troubledface,andfeelingthathistonguewasbeingloosenedinspiteofhimself,`Iwouldgiveagreatdealfordoubttobestillpossible。

WhenIdoubted,Iwasmiserable,butitwasbetterthannow。WhenIdoubted,Ihadhope;butnowthereisnohope,andstillIdoubteverything。IaminsuchdoubtofeverythingthatIevenhatemyson,andsometimesdonotbelieveheismyson。Iamveryunhappy。’

Hehadnoneedtosaythat。DaryaAlexandrovnahadseenthatassoonasheglancedintoherface;andshefeltsorryforhim,andherfaithintheinnocenceofherfriendbegantowaver。

`Oh,thisisawful,awful!Butcanitbetruethatyouareresolvedonadivorce?’

`Iamresolvedonextrememeasures。Thereisnothingelseformetodo。’

`Nothingelsetodo,nothingelsetodo……’shereplied,withtearsinhereyes。`Ohno,don’tsaythere’snothingelsetodo!’shesaid。

`Whatishorribleinamisfortuneofthiskindisthatonecannot,asinanyother-inloss,indeath-bearone’stroubleinpeace,butthatonemustact,’saidhe,asthoughguessingherthought。`Onemustgetoutofthehumiliatingpositioninwhichoneisplaced;onecan’tliveatrois。’

`Iunderstand,Iquiteunderstandthat,’saidDolly,andherheadsank。Shewassilentforalittle,thinkingofherself,ofherowngriefinherfamily,andallatonce,withanimpulsivemovement,sheraisedherheadandclaspedherhandswithanimploringgesture。`Butwaitalittle!

YouareaChristian。Thinkofher!Whatwillbecomeofher,ifyoucastheroff?’

`Ihavethought,DaryaAlexandrovna-Ihavethoughtagreatdeal,’

saidAlexeiAlexandrovich。Hisfaceturnedredinpatches,andhisdimeyeslookedstraightbeforehim。DaryaAlexandrovnaatthatmomentpitiedhimwithallherheart。`ThatindeedwaswhatIdidwhensheherselfmadeknowntomemyhumiliation;Ilefteverythingasofold。Igaveherachancetoreform,Itriedtosaveher。Andwithwhatresult?Shewouldnotregardtheleastrequest-thatsheshouldobservedecorum,’hesaid,gettingheated。`Onemaysaveanyonewhodoesnotwanttoberuined;butifthewholenatureissocorrupt,sodepraved,thatruinitselfseemstohersalvation,what’stobedone?’

`Anything,onlynotdivorce!’answeredDaryaAlexandrovna。

`Butwhatisanything?’

`No,itisawful!Shewillbenoone’swife;shewillbelost!’

`WhatcanIdo?’saidAlexeiAlexandrovich,raisinghisshouldersandhiseyebrows。Therecollectionofhiswife’slastacthadsoincensedhimthathehadbecomefrigid,asatthebeginningoftheconversation。

`Iamverygratefulforyoursympathy,butImustbegoing,’hesaid,gettingup。

`No,waitaminute。Youmustnotruinher。Waitalittle;Iwilltellyouaboutmyself。Iwasmarried,andmyhusbanddeceivedme;inangerandjealousyIwouldhavethrownupeverything,Iwouldmyself……ButI

cametomyselfagain;andwhodidit?Annasavedme。AndhereIamlivingon。Thechildrenaregrowingup,myhusbandhascomebacktohisfamily,andfeelshisfault,isgrowingpurer,better,andIliveon……Ihaveforgivenit,andyououghttoforgive!’

AlexeiAlexandrovichheardher,butherwordshadnoeffectonhimnow。Allthehatredofthatdaywhenhehadresolvedonadivorcehadsprungupagaininhissoul。Heshookhimself,andsaidinashrillloudvoice:

`ForgiveIcannot,anddonotwishto,andIregarditaswrong。

Ihavedoneeverythingforthiswoman,andshehastroddenitallinthemudtowhichsheiskin。Iamnotaspitefulman,Ihaveneverhatedanyone,butIhateherwithmywholesoul,andIcannotevenforgiveher,becauseIhatehertoomuchforallthewrongshehasdoneme!’hesaid,withtearsofhatredinhisvoice。

`Lovethosethathateyou……’DaryaAlexandrovnawhispered,timorously。

AlexeiAlexandrovichsmiledcontemptuously。Thatheknewlongago,butitcouldnotbeappliedtohiscase。

`Lovethosethathateyou,buttolovethoseonehatesisimpossible。

Forgivemeforhavingtroubledyou。Everyonehasenoughtobearinhisowngrief!’And,regaininghisself-possession,AlexeiAlexandrovichquietlytookleaveandwentaway。

[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter13[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter13Whentheyrosefromthetable,LevinwouldhavelikedtofollowKittyintothedrawingroom;buthewasafraidshemightdislikethis,astooobviouslypayingherattention。Heremainedinthelittleringofmen,takingpartinthegeneralconversation,and,withoutlookingatKitty,hewasawareofhermovements,herlooks,andtheplacewhereshewasinthedrawingroom。

Hedidatonce,andwithoutthesmallesteffort,keepthepromisehehadmadeher-alwaystothinkwellofallmen,andtolikeeveryonealways。Theconversationfellonthevillagecommune,inwhichPestsovsawasortofspecialprinciple,calledbyhimthechoralprinciple。LevindidnotagreewithPestsov,norwithhisbrother,whohadaspecialattitudeofhisown,bothadmittingyetnotadmittingthesignificanceoftheRussiancommune。Buthetalkedtothem,simplytryingtoreconcileandsoftentheirdifferences。Hewasnotintheleastinterestedinwhathesaidhimself,andevenlesssoinwhattheysaid;allhewantedwasthattheyandeveryoneshouldbehappyandcontented。Heknewnowtheonethingofimportance;

andthatonethingwasatfirstthere,inthedrawingroom,andthenbeganmovingacross,andcametoastandstillatthedoor。Withoutturningroundhefelthereyesfixedonhim,andhersmile,andhecouldnothelpturninground。ShewasstandinginthedoorwaywithShcherbatsky,lookingatLevin。

`Ithoughtyouweregoingtowardthepiano,’saidhe,goinguptoher。`That’ssomethingImissinthecountry-music。’

`No;weonlycametofetchyou,andIthankyou,’shesaid,rewardinghimwithasmilethatwaslikeagift,`forcoming。Whatdotheywanttoarguefor?Nooneeverconvincesanyone,youknow。’

`Yes;that’strue,’saidLevin;`itgenerallyhappensthatoneargueswarmlysimplybecauseonecan’tmakeoutwhatone’sopponentwantstoprove。’

Levinhadoftennoticedindiscussionsbetweenthemostintelligentpeoplethatafterenormousefforts,andanenormousexpenditureoflogicalsubtletiesandwords,thedisputantsfinallyarrivedattherealizationthatwhattheyhadsolongbeenstrugglingtoprovetooneanotherhadlongago,fromthebeginningoftheargument,beenknowntoboth,butthattheylikeddifferentthings,andwouldnotdefinewhattheylikedforfearofitsbeingattacked。Hehadoftenhadtheexperienceofsuddenlygraspinginadiscussionwhatitwashisopponentlikedandatoncelikingittoo,andimmediatelyhefoundhimselfagreeing,andthenallargumentsfellawayasuseless。Sometimes,too,hehadexperiencedtheopposite,expressingatlastwhathelikedhimself,whichhewasdevisingargumentstodefend,and,chancingtoexpressitwellandgenuinely,hehadfoundhisopponentatonceagreeingandceasingtodisputehisposition。Hetriedtosaythis。

Sheknitherbrow,tryingtounderstand。Butdirectlyhebegantoillustratehismeaning,sheunderstoodatonce。

`Iknow:onemustfindoutwhatheisarguingfor,whatisprecioustohim,thenonecan……’

Shehadcompletelyguessedandexpressedhisbadlyexpressedidea。

Levinsmiledjoyfully;hewasstruckbythistransitionfromtheconfused,verbosediscussionwithPestsovandhisbrothertothislaconic,clear,almostwordlesscommunicationofthemostcomplexideas。

Shcherbatskymovedawayfromthem,andKitty,goinguptoacardtable,satdown,and,takingupthechalk,begandrawingdivergingcirclesoverthenewgreencloth。

Theybeganagainonthesubjectthathadbeenstartedatdinner-thelibertyandoccupationsofwomen。LevinwasoftheopinionofDaryaAlexandrovnathatagirlwhodidnotmarryshouldfindawoman’sdutiesinafamily。Hesupportedthisviewbythefactthatnofamilycangetonwithoutwomentohelp;thatineveryfamily,poororrich,thereareandmustbenurses,eitherrelationsorhired。

`No,’saidKitty,blushing,butlookingathimallthemorebravelywithhertruthfuleyes;`agirlmaybesocircumstancedthatshecannotliveinthefamilywithouthumiliation,whilesheherself……’

Atthehintheunderstoodher。

`Oh,yes,’hesaid。`Yes,yes,yes-you’reright;you’reright!’

AndhesawallthatPestsovhadbeenmaintainingatdinneraboutthelibertyofwoman,simplyfromgettingaglimpseoftheterrorofanoldmaid’sexistenceanditshumiliationinKitty’sheart;andlovingher,hefeltthatterrorandhumiliation,andatoncegaveuphisarguments。

Asilencefollowed。Shewasstilldrawingwiththechalkonthetable。Hereyeswereshiningwithasoftlight。Undertheinfluenceofhermoodhefeltinallhisbeingacontinuallygrowingtensionofhappiness。

`Ah!I’vescribbledalloverthetable!’shesaid,and,layingdownthechalk,shemadeamovementasthoughtogetup。

`What!ShallIbeleftalone-withouther?’hethoughtwithhorror,andhetookthechalk。`Waitaminute,’hesaid,sittingdowntothetable。

`I’velongwantedtoaskyouonething。’

Helookedstraightintohercaressing,thoughfrightenedeyes。

`Please,askit。’

`Here,’hesaid;andhewrotetheinitialletters,w,y,t,m:

i,c,n,b,d,t,m,n,o,t。Theselettersmeant,`Whenyoutoldme:itcouldneverbe,didthatmeannever,orthen?’Thereseemednolikelihoodthatshecouldmakeoutthiscomplicatedsentence;buthelookedatherasthoughhislifedependedonherunderstandingthewords。

Sheglancedathimseriously,thenleanedherpuckeredbrowonherhandsandbegantoread。Onceortwiceshestolealookathim,asthoughaskinghim,`IsitwhatIthinkitis?’

`Iunderstand,’shesaid,flushing。

`Whatisthisword?’hesaid,pointingtothenthatstoodfornever。

`Itmeansnever,’shesaid;`butthat’snottrue!’

Hequicklyrubbedoutwhathehadwritten,gaveherthechalk,andstoodup。Shewrote,t,i,c,n,a,d。

DollywascompletelycomfortedinthedepressioncausedbyherconversationwithAlexeiAlexandrovichwhenshecaughtsightofthetwofigures:Kittywiththechalkinherhand,withashyandhappysmilelookingupwardatLevin,andhishandsomefigurebendingoverthetablewithglowingeyesfastenedoneminuteonthetableandthenextonher。Hewassuddenlyradiant:hehadunderstood。Itmeant,`ThenIcouldnotanswerdifferently。’

Heglancedatherquestioningly,timidly。

`Onlythen?’

`Yes,’hersmileanswered。

`Andn……Andnow?’heasked。

`Well,readthis。I’lltellyouwhatIshouldlike-shouldlikesomuch!’Shewrotetheinitialletters,i,y,c,f,a,f,w,h。Thismeant,`Ifyoucouldforgetandforgivewhathappened。’

Hesnatchedthechalkwithnervous,tremblingfingers,andbreakingit,wrotetheinitiallettersofthefollowingphrase,`Ihavenothingtoforgetandtoforgive;Ihaveneverceasedtoloveyou。’

Sheglancedathimwithasmilethatdidnotwaver。

`Iunderstand,’shesaidinawhisper。

Hesatdownandwrotealongphrase。Sheunderstooditall,andwithoutaskinghim,`Isitthis?’tookthechalkandatonceanswered。

Foralongwhilehecouldnotunderstandwhatshehadwritten,andoftenlookedintohereyes。Hewasstupefiedwithhappiness。Hecouldnotsupplythewordsshehadmeant;butinhercharmingeyes,beamingwithhappiness,hesawallheneededtoknow。Andhewrotethreeletters。Buthehadhardlyfinishedwritingwhenshereadthemoverherarm,andherselffinishedandwrotetheanswer,`Yes。’

`You’replayingsecretaire?’saidtheoldPrince。`Butwemustreallybegettingalongifyouwanttobeintimeatthetheater。’

LevingotupandescortedKittytothedoor。

Intheirconversationeverythinghadbeensaid;ithadbeensaidthatshelovedhim,andthatshewouldtellherfatherandmotherthathewouldcometomorrowmorning。

[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter14[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter14WhenKittyhadgoneandLevinwasleftalone,hefeltsuchuneasinesswithoutherandsuchanimpatientlongingtogetasquicklyaspossibletotomorrowmorning,whenhewouldseeheragainandbeplightedtoherforever,thathefeltafraid,asthoughofdeath,ofthosefourteenhoursthathehadtogetthroughwithouther。Itwasessentialforhimtobewithsomeonetotalkto,soasnottobeleftalone;todeceivetime。StepanArkadyevichwouldhavebeenthecompanionmostcongenialtohim,buthewasgoingout,hesaid,toasoiree-inrealitytotheballet。Levinonlyhadtimetotellhimhewashappy,andthathelovedhim,andwouldnever,neverforgetwhathehaddoneforhim。TheeyesandthesmileofStepanArkadyevichshowedLevinthathecomprehendedthatfeelingfittingly。

`Oh,soit’snottimetodieyet?’saidStepanArkadyevich,pressingLevin’shandwithemotion。

`N-n-no!’saidLevin。

DaryaAlexandrovnatoo,asshesaidgood-bytohim,gavehimasortofcongratulation,saying,`HowgladIamyouhavemetKittyagain!

Onemustvalueoldfriends。’LevindidnotlikethesewordsofDaryaAlexandrovna’s。

Shecouldnotunderstandhowloftyandbeyondheritallwas,andsheoughtnottohavedaredtoalludetoit。Levinsaidgood-bytothem,but,nottobeleftalone,heattachedhimselftohisbrother。

`Whereareyougoing?’

`I’mgoingtoameeting。’

`Well,I’llcomewithyou。MayI?’

`Whatfor?Yes,comealong,’saidSergeiIvanovich,smiling。`Whatisthematterwithyoutoday?’

`Withme?Happinessisthematterwithme!’saidLevin,lettingdownthewindowofthecarriagetheyweredrivingin。`Youdon’tmind?

It’ssostifling。Happinessisallthat’sthematterwithme!Whyisityouhavenevermarried?’

SergeiIvanovichsmiled。

`Iamveryglad-sheseemsalovelygi……’SergeiIvanovichwasbeginning。

`Don’tsayit!Don’tsayit!’shoutedLevin,clutchingatthecollarofhisfurcoatwithbothhands,andmufflinghimupinit。`She’salovelygirl’weresuchsimple,humblewords,sooutofharmonywithhisfeeling。

SergeiIvanovichlaughedoutrightamerrylaugh,whichwasrarewithhim。

`Well,anyway,ImaysaythatI’mverygladofit。’

`Thatyoumaydotomorrow,tomorrow-andsaynomore!Nothing,nothing-silence,’saidLevin,andmufflinghimoncemoreinhisfurcoat,headded:`Idolikeyouso!Well,isitpossibleformetobepresentatthemeeting?’

`Ofcourseitis。’

`Whatisyourdiscussionabouttoday?’askedLevin,neverceasingsmiling。

Theyarrivedatthemeeting。Levinheardthesecretaryhesitatinglyreadtheminuteswhichheobviouslydidnothimselfunderstand;butLevinsawfromthissecretary’sfacewhatagood,fine,kindheartedpersonhewas。Thiswasevidentfromhisconfusionandembarrassmentinreadingtheminutes。Thenthediscussionbegan。Theyweredisputingaboutthereckoningoffofcertainsumsandthelayingofcertainpipes,andSergeiIvanovichwasverycuttingtotwomembers,andsaidsomethingatgreatlengthwithanairoftriumph;andanothermember,scribblingsomethingonabitofpaper,begantimidlyatfirst,butafterwardansweredhimveryviciouslyanddelightfully。AndthenSviiazhsky(hewastherealso)saidsomethingtoo,veryhandsomelyandnobly。Levinlistenedtothem,andsawclearlythatthisreckoningoffofsumsandthesepipeswerenotanythingreal,andthattheywerenotatallangry,butwereallthefinest,kindestpeople,andeverythingwasashappyandcharmingaspossibleamongthem。Theydidnoharmtoanyone,andwereallenjoyingit。WhatstruckLevinwasthathecouldseethroughthemalltoday,andfromlittle,almostimperceptiblesignsknewthesoulofeach,andsawdistinctlythattheywereallgoodatheart。AndtheywereallextremelyfondofLevininparticularthatday。Thiswasevidentfromthewaytheyspoketohim,fromthefriendly,affectionatewayeventhosewhomhedidnotknowlookedathim。

`Well,areyoucontentedwithit?’SergeiIvanovichaskedhim。

`Verymuch。Ineversupposeditwassointeresting,nice,capital!’

SviiazhskywentuptoLevinandinvitedhimtocomeroundtoteawithhim。LevinwasutterlyatalosstocomprehendorrecallwhatitwashehaddislikedinSviiazhsky,whathehadfailedtofindinhim。Hewasacleverandwonderfullygoodheartedman。

`Mostdelighted,’hesaid,andaskedafterhiswifeandsister-in-law。

Andfromaqueerassociationofideas,becauseinhisimaginationtheideaofSviiazhsky’ssister-in-lawwasconnectedwithmarriage,itoccurredtohimthattherewasnoonetowhomhecouldmoresuitablyspeakofhishappiness,thantoSviiazhsky’swifeandsister-in-law,andhewasverygladtogotoseethem。

Sviiazhskyquestionedhimabouthisimprovementsonhisestate,presupposing,ashealwaysdid,thattherewasnopossibilityofdoinganythingnotdonealreadyinEurope,andnowthisdidnotintheleastannoyLevin。Onthecontrary,hefeltthatSviiazhskywasright,thatthewholebusinesswasoflittlevalue,andhesawthewonderfulsuavityandconsiderationwithwhichSviiazhskyavoidedfullyexpressinghiscorrectview。TheladiesoftheSviiazhskyhouseholdwereparticularlydelightful。

ItseemedtoLevinthattheyknewallaboutitalready,andsympathizedwithhim,sayingnothingmerelyoutofdelicacy。Hestayedwiththemonehour,two,three,talkingofallsortsofsubjects,butimpliedinittheonlythingthatfilledhisheart,anddidnotobservethathewasboringthemdreadfully,andthatitwaslongpasttheirbedtime。Sviiazhskywentwithhimintothehall,yawningandwonderingatthestrangehumorhisfriendwasin。Itwaspastoneo’clock。Levinwentbacktohishotel,andwasdismayedatthethoughtthatallalonenowwithhisimpatiencehehadtenhoursstilllefttogetthrough。Theservant,whoseturnitwastobeupallnight,lightedhiscandles,andwouldhavegoneaway,butLevinstoppedhim。Thisservant,Iegor,whomLevinhadnotnoticedbefore,struckhimasaveryintelligent,excellent,and,aboveall,agoodheartedman。

`Well,Iegor,it’shardworknotsleeping,isn’tit?’

`What’stobedone!It’spartofourwork,yousee。Inagentleman’shouseit’seasier;butthenhereonemakesmore。’

ItappearedthatIegorhadafamily-threeboysandadaughter,aseamstress,whomhewantedtomarrytoacashierinasaddler’sshop。

Levin,onhearingthis,informedIegorthat,inhisopinion,inmarriagethegreatthingwaslove,andthatwithloveonewouldalwaysbehappy,forhappinessrestsonlyononeself。

Iegorlistenedattentively,andobviouslyquitetookinLevin’sidea,butbywayofassenttoitheenunciated,greatlytoLevin’ssurprise,theobservationthatwhenhehadlivedwithgoodmastershehadalwaysbeensatisfiedwithhismasters,andnowwasperfectlysatisfiedwithhisemployer,thoughhewasaFrenchman。

`Wonderfullygoodheartedfellow!’thoughtLevin。

`Well,butyouyourself,Iegor,whenyougotmarried,didyouloveyourwife?’

`Ay!Andwhynot?’respondedIegor。

AndLevinsawthatIegortoowasinanexcitedstateandintendingtoexpressallhismostheartfeltemotions。

`Mylife,too,hasbeenawonderfulone。Fromachildup……’hewasbeginningwithflashingeyes,apparentlycatchingLevin’senthusiasm,justaspeoplecatchyawning。

Butatthatmomentaringwasheard。Iegordeparted,andLevinwasleftalone。Hehadeatenscarcelyanythingatdinner,hadrefusedteaandsupperatSviiazhsky’s,buthewasincapableofthinkingofsupper。

Hehadnotsleptthepreviousnight,butwasincapableofthinkingofsleepeither。Hisroomwascold,buthewasoppressedbyheat。Heopenedboththemovablepanesinhiswindowsandsatdownonthetableoppositetheopenpanes。Overthesnow-coveredroofscouldbeseenadecoratedcross,withchains,andaboveittherisingtriangleofAuriga,withtheyellowishlightofCapella。Hegazedatthecross,thenatthestar,drankinthefreshfreezingairthatflowedevenlyintotheroom,andfollowedasthoughinadreamtheimagesandmemoriesthatroseinhisimagination。Atfouro’clockheheardstepsinthepassageandpeepedoutofthedoor。ItwasthegamblerMiaskin,whomheknew,comingfromtheclub。Hewalkedgloomily,frowningandcoughing。`Poor,unluckyfellow!’thoughtLevin,andtearscameintohiseyesfromloveandpityforthisman。Hewouldhavetalkedwithhim,andtriedtocomforthim,butrememberingthathehadnothingbuthisshirton,hechangedhismindandsatdownagainattheopenpanetobatheinthecoldairandgazeattheexquisitelinesofthecross,silent,butfullofmeaningforhim,andthemountingluridyellowstar。

Atsixo’clocktherewasanoiseofpeoplepolishingthefloors,andchurchbellsringingtosomedivineservice,andLevinfeltthathewasbeginningtogetfrozen。Heclosedthepane,washed,dressed,andwentoutintothestreet。

[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter15[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter15Thestreetswerestillempty。LevinwenttothehouseoftheShcherbatskys。

Thevisitors’doorswereclosedandeverythingwasasleep。Hewalkedback,wentintohisroomagain,andaskedforcoffee。Thedayservant,notIegorthistime,broughtittohim。Levinwouldhaveenteredintoconversationwithhim,butabellrangfortheservant,andhewentout。Levintriedtodrinkcoffeeandtakeabiteofaroll,buthismouthwasquiteatalosswhattodowiththeroll。Levin,rejectingtheroll,putonhiscoatandwentoutagainforawalk。Itwasnineo’clockwhenhereachedtheShcherbatskys’stepsthesecondtime。Inthehousetheywereonlyjustup,andthecookcameouttogomarketing。Hehadtogetthroughatleasttwohoursmore。

AllthatnightandmorningLevinlivedperfectlyunconsciously,andfeltperfectlyliftedoutoftheconditionsofmateriallife。Hehadeatennothingforawholeday,hehadnotsleptfortwonights,hadspentseveralhoursundressedinthefrozenair,andfeltnotonlyfresherandstrongerthanever,butfeltutterlyindependentofhisbody;hemovedwithoutmusculareffort,andfeltasifhecoulddoanything。Hewasconvincedhecouldflyupwardorliftthecornerofthehouse,ifneedbe。Hespenttheremainderofthetimeinthestreet,incessantlylookingathiswatchandgazingabouthim。

Andwhathesawthen,heneversawagainafter。Especiallythechildrengoingtoschool,theblue-graydovesflutteringdownfromtheroofstothepavement,andthelittleloavescoveredwithflour,setoutbyanunseenhand,touchedhim。Thoseloaves,thosedoves,andthosetwoboyswerenotofthisearth。Itallhappenedatthesametime:aboyrantowardadoveandglancedsmilingatLevin;thedove,withawhirofherwings,dartedaway,flashinginthesun,amidgrainsofsnowthatquiveredintheair,whilefromalittlewindowtherecameasmelloffresh-bakedbread,andtheloavesweresetout。AllofthistogetherwassoextraordinarilyresplendentthatLevinlaughedandcriedwithdelight。GoingalongwayroundbyGazetnyLaneandKislovka,hewentbackagaintothehotel,and,puttinghiswatchbeforehim,satdowntowaitfortwelveo’clock。Inthenextroomtheyweretalkingaboutsomesortofmachines,andswindling,andcoughingtheirmorningcoughs。Theydidnotrealizethatthehandwasneartwelve。Thehandreachedit。Levinwentoutonthesteps。Thesleighdriversclearlyknewallaboutit。TheycrowdedroundLevinwithhappyfaces,quarrelingamongthemselves,andofferingtheirservices。Tryingnottooffendtheothersleighdrivers,andpromisingtodrivewiththemtoo,LevintookoneandtoldhimtodrivetotheShcherbatskys’。Thesleighdriverwassplendidinawhiteshirtcollar,stickingoutoverhisovercoatandintohisstrong,full-bloodedredneck。Thesleighwashighandcomfortable,andaltogethersuchaoneasLevinneverdroveinafter,andthehorsewasagoodone,andtriedtogallopyetdidn’tseemtomove。ThedriverknewtheShcherbatskys’house,anddrewupattheentrance,squaringhisarmsandsayinga`Whoa!’especiallyindicativeofrespectforhisfare。

TheShcherbatskys’hallportercertainlyknewallaboutit。Thiswasevidentfromthesmileinhiseyesandthewayhesaid:

`Well,it’salongwhilesinceyou’vebeentoseeus,KonstantinDmitrievich!’

Notonlydidheknowallaboutit,buthewasunmistakablydelightedandmakingeffortstoconcealhisjoy。Lookingintohiskindlyoldeyes,Levinrealizedevensomethingnewinhishappiness。

`Aretheyup?’

`Praywalkin!Leaveithere,’saidhe,smiling,asLevinwouldhavecomebacktotakehishat。Thatmeantsomething。

`TowhomshallIannounceyourhonor?’askedthefootman。

Thefootman,thoughayoungman,andoneofthenewschooloffootmen-adandy-wasaverykindhearted,goodfellow,andhetooknewallaboutit。

`ThePrincess……thePrince……theyoungPrincess……’saidLevin。

ThefirstpersonhesawwasMademoiselleLinon。Shewalkedacrosstheroom,andherringletsandherfacewerebeaming。Hehadbarelyspokentoher,whensuddenlyheheardtherustleofaskirtatthedoor,andMademoiselleLinonvanishedfromLevin’seyes,andajoyfulterrorcameoverhimatthenearnessofhishappiness。MademoiselleLinonwasingreathaste,and,leavinghim,wentoutattheotherdoor。Directlyshehadgoneout,swift,swiftlightstepssoundedontheparquet,andhisbliss,hislife,hisownself-whatwasbestinhimself,whathehadsolongsoughtandlongedfor-wasquickly,soquicklyapproachinghim。Shedidnotwalk,butseemed,bysomeunseenforce,tofloattowardhim。

Hesawnothingbutherclear,truthfuleyes,frightenedbythesameblissoflovethatfloodedhisheart。Thoseeyeswereshiningnearerandnearer,blindinghimwiththeirlightoflove。Shestoppedclosetohim,touchinghim。Herhandsroseanddroppedonhisshoulders。

Shehaddoneallshecould-shehadrunuptohimandgivenherselfupentirely,shyandhappy。Heputhisarmsroundher,andpressedhislipstohermouth,whichsoughthiskiss。

Shetoohadnotsleptallnight,andhadbeenexpectinghimallthemorning。

Hermotherandfatherhadconsentedwithoutdemur,andwerehappyinherhappiness。Shehadbeenwaitingforhim。Shewantedtobethefirsttotellhimherhappinessandhis。Shehadgotreadytoseehimalone,andhadbeendelightedattheidea,andhadbeenshyandashamed,anddidnotknowherselfwhatshewastodo。Shehadheardhisstepsandvoice,andhadwaitedatthedoorforMademoiselleLinontogo。MademoiselleLinonhadgoneaway。Withoutthinking,withoutaskingherselfhowandwhat,shehadgoneuptohim,anddidasshewasdoing。

`Letusgotomamma!’shesaid,takinghimbythehand。Foralongwhilehecouldsaynothing,notsomuchbecausehewasafraidofdesecratingtheloftinessofhisemotionbyaword,asthateverytimehetriedtosaysomething,insteadofwordshefeltthattearsofhappinesswerewellingup。Hetookherhandandkissedit。

`Canitbetrue?’hesaidatlastinachokedvoice。`Ican’tbelieveyouloveme,dear!’

Shesmiledatthat`dear,’andatthetimiditywithwhichheglancedather。

`Yes!’shesaidsignificantly,deliberately。`Iamsohappy!’

Withoutlettinggohishand,shewentintothedrawingroom。ThePrincess,seeingthem,breathedquickly,andimmediatelybegantocry,andthenimmediatelybegantolaugh,and,withavigorousstepLevinhadnotexpected,ranuptohim,andhugginghishead,kissedhim,wettinghischeekswithhertears。

`Soitisallsettled!Iamglad。Loveher。Iamglad……Kitty!’

`You’venotbeenlongsettlingthings,’saidtheoldPrince,tryingtoseemunmoved;butLevinnoticedthathiseyeswerewetwhenheturnedtohim。`I’velong-always-wishedforthis!’saidthePrince,takingLevinbythearmanddrawinghimtowardhimself。`Evenwhenthislittlefeatherheadfancied……’

`Papa!’shriekedKitty,andshuthismouthwithherhands。

`Well,Iwon’t!’hesaid。`I’mvery,very……plea……Oh,whatafoolIam……’

HeembracedKitty,kissedherface,herhand,herfaceagain,andmadethesignofthecrossoverher。

AndtherecameoverLevinanewfeelingofloveforthisman,theoldPrince,tillthensolittleknowntohim,whenhesawhowslowlyandtenderlyKittykissedhismuscularhand。

[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter16[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter16ThePrincesswassittinginherarmchair,silentandsmiling;thePrincesatdownbesideher。Kittystoodbyherfather’schair,stillholdinghishand。Allweresilent。

ThePrincesswasthefirsttoputeverythingintowords,andtotranslateallthoughtsandfeelingsintopracticalquestions。Andallfeltequallystrangeandpainfulforthefirstminute。

`Whenisittobe?Wemusthavethebenedictionandannouncement。

Andwhen’stheweddingtobe?Whatdoyouthink,Alexandre?

`Hereheis,’saidtheoldPrince,pointingtoLevin-`he’stheprincipalpersoninthematter。’

`When?’saidLevinblushing。`Tomorrow。Ifyouaskme,Ishouldsay,thebenedictiontoday,andtheweddingtomorrow。’

`Come,moncher,that’snonsense!’

`Well,inaweek。’

`He’squitemad。’

`No,whyso?’

`Well,uponmyword!’saidthemother,smiling,delightedatthishaste。`Howaboutthetrousseau?’

`Willtherereallybeatrousseauandallthat?’Levinthoughtwithhorror。`Butcanthetrousseauandthebenedictionandallthat-

canitspoilmyhappiness?Nothingcanspoilit!’HeglancedatKittyandnoticedthatshewasnotintheleast,notintheveryleast,disturbedbytheideaofthetrousseau。`Thenitmustbeallright,’hethought。

`Oh,Iknownothingaboutit;IonlysaidwhatIshouldlike,’

hesaidapologetically。

`We’lltalkitover,then。Thebenedictionandannouncementcantakeplacenow。That’sverywell。’

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