ANNA KARENINA

第5章

WhenhegotoutofthetrainatPeterburg,hefeltafterhissleeplessnightaslivelyandfreshasafteracoldbath。Hepausednearhiscar,waitingforhertoemerge。`Oncemore,’hesaidtohimself,smilingunconsciously,`oncemoreIshallseeherwalk,herface;shemaysaysomething,turnherhead,glance,smile,perhaps。’Butbeforehecaughtsightofher,hesawherhusband,whomthestationmasterwasdeferentiallyescortingthroughthecrowd。`Ah,yes。Thehusband。’Onlynow,forthefirsttime,didVronskyrealizeclearlythefactthattherewassomeoneattachedtoher-ahusband。

Hehadknownthatshehadahusband,buthadhardlybelievedinhisexistence,andonlynow,whenhesawhim,didhefullybelieveinhim,withhishead,andshoulders,andhisblack-trouseredlegs;especiallywhenhesawthishusbandplacidlytakeherarm,withaconsciousnessofproprietorship。

SeeingAlexeiAlexandrovichwithhisspick-and-spanPeterburgfaceandausterelyself-confidentfigure,inhisroundhat,withhisratherprominentspine,hebelievedinhim,andwasawareofadisagreeablesensation,suchasmightbefeltbyamanwho,torturedbythirst,finds,onreachingaspring,adog,asheeporapigthereinthathasnotonlydrunkofit,butalsomuddiedthewater。AlexeiAlexandrovich’smannerofwalking,gyratinghiswholepelvisandhisflatfeet,wasespeciallyoffensivetoVronsky。

Hecouldrecognizeinnoonebuthimselfanindubitablerighttoloveher。

Butshewasstillthesame,andthesightofheraffectedhimthesameway,physicallyrevivinghim,stirringhim,andfillinghissoulwithhappiness。

HetoldhisGermanvalet,whoranuptohimfromthesecondclass,totakehisthingsandgoon,hehimselfwentuptoher。Hesawthefirstmeetingbetweenthehusbandandwife,andnoted,withalover’sinsight,thesignoftheslightembarrassmentwithwhichshespoketoherhusband。`No,shedoesnotlovehim,andcannotlovehim,’hedecidedtohimself。

AttheverymomentthathewasapproachingAnnaArkadyevnafromtheback,henoticedwithjoythatshewasconsciousofhisdrawingnear,andthatshelookedround;afterwhich,seeinghim,sheturnedagaintoherhusband。

`Haveyouhadagoodnight?’hesaid,bowingbothtoherandtoherhusband,andleavingittoAlexeiAlexandrovichtoacceptthebowonhisownaccount,andtoreturnitornot,ashemightseefit。

`Thankyou-averygoodone,’sheanswered。

Herfaceseemedtired,andlackinginthatplayofanimationwhichusuallyhoveredbetweenhersmileandhereyes;butforasingleinstant,assheglancedathim,somethingflashedinhereyes,andalthoughthisflashdiedawayatonce,hewasmadehappybythatmoment。Sheglancedatherhusband,tofindoutwhetherheknewVronsky。AlexeiAlexandrovichwasregardingVronskywithdispleasure,absent-mindedlytryingtorecallwhohewas。Vronsky’scalmnessandself-confidencehadhererunup,likeascytheagainstastone,onthefrigidself-confidenceofAlexeiAlexandrovich。

`CountVronsky,’saidAnna。

`Ah!Weareacquainted,Ibelieve,’saidAlexeiAlexandrovichapathetically,profferinghishand。`Yousetoutwiththemotherandreturnwiththeson,’hesaidtoAnna,articulatingdistinctly,asthougheachwordwereacoinofhighvaluebestowedbyhimonhishearers-`You’rebackfromleave,Isuppose?’hesaid,andwithoutwaitingforareply,headdressedhiswifeinhisbanteringtone:`Well,wereagreatmanytearsshedinMoscowatparting?’

ByaddressinghiswifethushemeantVronskytoperceivethathewishedtobeleftalone,and,turningslightlytowardhim,hetouchedhishat;butVronskyturnedtoAnnaArkadyevna:

`Ihopetohavethehonorofcallingonyou,’hesaid。

AlexeiAlexandrovichglancedwithhiswearyeyesatVronsky。

`Delighted,’hesaidcoldly。`We’reathomeMondays。’Then,dismissingVronskyentirely,hesaidtohiswife:`Iamratherluckytohavejusthalfanhourtomeetyou,sothatIcanprovetoyoumyfondness,’hewenton,inthesamebanteringtone。

`Youlaytoogreatastressonyourfondnessformetovalueitverymuch,’sherespondedinthesamebanteringtone,involuntarilylisteningtothesoundofVronsky’sstepsbehindthem。`ButwhathaveItodowiththat?’shesaidtoherself,andbeganquestioningherhusbandastohowSeriozhahadgotonwithouther。

`Oh,capitally!Mariettesayshehasbeenaverydarlingboy,and……Imustdisappointyou……Buthehasnotlanguishedforyouasyourhusbandhas。Butoncemoremerci,mydear,forbestowingawholedayuponme。OurdearSamovarwillbeenraptured。’(HecalledtheCountessLidiaIvanovna,wellknowninsociety,asamovar,becauseshewasbubblingoverwithexcitementonanyandeveryoccasion。)`Shehasbeenaskingforyou。And,d’youknow,ifImayventuretoadviseyou,yououghttogotoseehertoday。Youknowhowshetakeseverythingtoheart。Justnow,withallherowncares,she’sanxiousaboutthereconciliationoftheOblonskys。’

TheCountessLidiaIvanovnawasafriendofherhusband’s,andthecenterofthatoneofthecoteriesofthePeterburgbeaumondewithwhichAnnawas,throughherhusband,intheclosestrapport。

`ButIwrotetoher。’

`Yes,butshemusthavefulldetails。Gotoseeher,ifyou’renottootired,mydear。Well,Kondratiiwilltakeyouinthecarriage,whileIgotomycommittee。OncemoreIshallnotbealoneatdinner,’

AlexeiAlexandrovichcontinued,butnolongerinajestingtone。`Youwouldn’tbelievehowI’vegrownusedtoyou……’

And,withaprolongedpressureofherhand,andaparticularsmile,hehelpedherintohercarriage。

[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart1,Chapter32[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter32ThefirstpersontomeetAnnaathomewasherson。Hedasheddownthestairstoher,inspiteofthegovernes’sscall,andwithfrenziedraptureshrieked:

`Mother!mother!’Runninguptoher,hehungonherneck。

`Itoldyouitwasmother!’heshoutedtothegoverness。`Iknewit!’

Andherson,likeherhusband,arousedinAnnaafeelingakintodisappointment。Inherimaginationhehadbeenbetterthanhewasinreality。Shehadtodescendtorealitytoenjoyhimashewas。But,evenso,hewascharming,withhisfaircurls,hisblueeyesandhischubby,gracefullittlelegsintightlypulled-upstockings。Annaexperiencedanalmostphysicaldelightinthesensationofhisnearness,andhiscaresses;

andamoralreassurance,whenshemethisingenuous,trustingandlovingglance,andheardhisnaivequestions。AnnatookoutthepresentsDolly’schildrenhadsenthim,andtoldhersonaboutTania,alittlegirlinMoscow,andhowTaniacouldread,andeventaughttheotherchildren。

`Why,amInotasgoodasshe?’askedSeriozha。

`Tomeyou’rebetterthananyoneelseinthewholeworld。’

`Iknowthat,’saidSeriozha,smiling。

AnnahadscarcelydrunkhercoffeewhentheCountessLidiaIvanovnawasannounced。TheCountessLidiaIvanovnawasatall,fleshywoman,withanunwholesomelyyellowcomplexionandbeautiful,pensiveblackeyes。Annalikedher,buttodaysheseemed,forthefirsttime,toseeherwithallhershortcomings。

`Well,myfriend,wereyouthebeareroftheolivebranch?’askedCountessLidiaIvanovna,theminutesheenteredtheroom。

`Yes,it’sallover,butitwasnotatallasseriousaswethought,’

answeredAnna。`Mybelle-soeuris,ingeneral,muchtoocategorical。’

ButCountessLidiaIvanovna,whowasinterestedineverythingthatdidnotconcernher,hadahabitofneverlisteningtowhatinterestedher;sheinterruptedAnna:

`Yes,there’splentyofsorrowandevilintheworld-andIamsofatiguedtoday!’

`Oh,why?’askedAnna,tryingtorepressasmile。

`I’mbeginningtowearyofvainlybreakinglancesforthetruth,andattimesI’maltogetherunstrung。TheaffairwithourDearSisters[thiswasareligiouslypatriotic,philanthropicinstitution]startedoffsplendidly,butit’simpossibletodoanythingwithsuchpeople,’addedCountessLidiaIvanovna,withamockingsubmissivenesstofate。`Theypouncedontheidea,andmangledit,andafterwardtheythrashitoutsopettilyandtrivially。Twoorthreepeople,yourhusbandamongthem,graspallthesignificanceofthisaffairbuttheothersmerelydegradeit。YesterdayPravdinwrotetome……’

Pravdinwasawell-knownPan-Slavistabroad,andCountessLidiaIvanovnatoldthegistofhisletter。

NexttheCountessspokeofotherunpleasantnessesandintriguesagainsttheworkoftheunificationofthechurches,anddepartedinhaste,sincethatdayshehadtoattendthemeetingofanothersociety,andalsoaSlavoniccommittee。

`Allthisisasithasalwaysbeen;buthowisitIdidn’tnoticeitbefore?’Annaaskedherself。`Orhasshebeenverymuchirritatedtoday?

It’sreallyludicrous:herobjectistodogood;she’saChristian;yetshe’sforeverangry,andforeverhavingenemies-andalwaysenemiesinthenameofChristianityanddoinggood。’

AfterCountessLidiaIvanovnaanotherfriendcame,thewifeofadirectoroftheDepartment,whotoldherallthenewsofthetown。Atthreeo’clockshetoowentaway,promisingtocometodinner。AlexeiAlexandrovichwasattheMinistry。Anna,leftalone,spentthetimetilldinnerinlendingherpresencetoherson’sdinner(hedinedapartfromhisparents),inputtingherthingsinorder,andinreadingandansweringthenotesandletterswhichhadaccumulatedonherescritoire。

Thefeelingofunreasoningshame,whichshehadfeltduringthejourney,andheragitation,hadcompletelyvanished。Intheaccustomedconditionsofherlifesheagainfeltherselffirmandirreproachable。

Sherecalledwithwonderherstateofmindonlyyesterday。`Whatwasit?Nothing。Vronskysaidsomethingsilly,whichitwaseasytoputanendto,andIansweredjustasIshouldhave。Tospeakofittomyhusbandwouldbeunnecessaryandimpermissible。Tospeakofitwouldbetoattachimportancetothatwhichhasnone。’SherememberedhowshehadtoldherhusbandofwhatwasalmostdeclarationmadeherinPeterburgbyayoungman,asubordinateofherhusband’s,andhowAlexeiAlexandrovichhadansweredthateverywomanoftheworldwasexposedtothissortofthing,butthathehadthefullestconfidenceinhertact,andwouldneverpermithimselftodegradeherandhimselfbyjealousy。`Sothen,there’snoreasontosayanything?And,thankGod,thereisn’tanythingtosay,’shetoldherself。

[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart1,Chapter33[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter33AlexeiAlexandrovichcamebackfromtheMinistryatfouro’clock,butasoftenhappened,hadnochancetodropinatherroom。Hewentintohisstudytoseethepeoplewaitingforhimwithpetitions,andtosigncertainpapersbroughthimbyhisheadclerk。Atdinnertime(therewerealwaysatleastthreepeoplediningwiththeKarenins)therearrivedanoldlady,acousinofAlexeiAlexandrovich;thedirectoroftheDepartmentandhiswife;andayoungmanwhohadbeenrecommendedtoAlexeiAlexandrovichforapost。Annawentintothedrawingroomtoentertaintheseguests。

Preciselyatfiveo’clock,beforethebronzePetertheFirstclockhadfinishedthefifthstroke,AlexeiAlexandrovichmadehisentry,inwhitetieandeveningcoatwithtwostars,ashehadtogooutdirectlyafterdinner。EveryminuteofAlexeiAlexandrovich’slifewastakenupandapportioned。

Andinordertoaccomplishallthateachdayheldforhim,headheredtothestrictestorderliness。`Norhastenorrest,’washisdevice。Heenteredthedininghall,bowedtoall,andhurriedlysatdown,smilingtohiswife:

`Yes,mysolitudeisover。Youwouldn’tbelievehowuncomfortable[helaidstressontheworduncomfortable]itistodinealone。’

AtdinnerhechattedwithhiswifeaboutthingsatMoscow,andasked,withhismockingsmile,aboutStepanArkadyevich;buttheconversationwasforthemostpartgeneral,dealingwiththeofficialandpublicnewsofPeterburg。Afterdinnerhespenthalfanhourwithhisguests,and,againwithasmile,pressedhiswife’shand,withdrew,anddroveofftotheCouncil。AnnawentthateveningneithertothePrincessBetsyTverskaia,who,hearingofherreturn,hadinvitedher,nortothetheater,whereshehadaboxforthatevening。Herprincipalreasonfornotgoingoutwasbecausethedressshehadexpectedtowearwasnotready。Allinall,Annawasexceedinglyannoyedwhenshestartedtodressfortheeveningafterthedepartureofherguests。BeforeherdepartureforMoscowshe,whowasgenerallyamistressoftheartofdressingwellyetinexpensively,hadgivenherdressmakerthreedressestomakeover。Thedressesweretobemadeoversothattheiroldselveswouldbeunrecognizable,andtheyshouldhavebeenreadythreedaysago。Itturnedoutthattwodresseswerenowherenearready,whiletheotheronehadnotbeenmadeovertoAnna’sliking。Thedressmakercametoexplain,assertingthatherwaywasbest,andAnnahadbecomesoheatedthatsheblushedattherecollection。Toregainhercomposurefullyshewentintothenurseryandspentthewholeeveningwithherson,puttinghimtobedherself,makingthesignofthecrossoverhim,andtuckinghimin。Shewasgladshehadnotgoneoutanywhere,andhadspenttheeveningsowell。Shefeltsolightheartedandcalm,shesawsoclearlythatallthathadseemedtohersosignificantonherrailwayjourneywasmerelyoneoftheordinarytrivialincidentsoffashionablelife,andthatshehadnocausetofeelashamedbeforeanyoneelseorbeforeherself。AnnasatdownnearthefireplacewithanEnglishnovelandwaitedforherhusband。Exactlyathalf-pastninesheheardhisring,andheenteredtheroom。

`Hereyouareatlast!’sheobserved,extendingherhandtohim。

Hekissedherhandandsatdownbesideher。

`Allinall,Icanseeyourtripwasasuccess,’hesaidtoher。

`Yes,verymuchso,’saidshe,andshebegantellinghimeverythingfromthebeginning:herjourneywithCountessVronskaia,herarrival,theaccidentatthestation。Thenshedescribedthepityshehadfelt,firstforherbrother,and,afterward,forDolly。

`Idonotsupposethereisanyexcuseforsuchaman,eventhoughheisyourbrother,’saidAlexeiAlexandrovichsternly。

Annasmiled。Sheknewthathesaidthispreciselytoshowthatfamilyconsiderationscouldnotpreventhimfromexpressinghissincereopinion。Sheknewthistraitinherhusbandandlikedit。

`Iamgladeverythinghasendedsowell,andthatyouhavereturned,’

hewenton。`Well,andwhatdotheysaythereaboutthenewbillIhavegotpassedintheCouncil?’

Annahadheardnothingofthisbill,andshefeltconscience-strickenthatshecouldsoreadilyforgetwhatwastohimofsuchimportance。

`Here,ontheotherhand,thishascreatedagreatdealoftalk,’

saidhe,withaself-satisfiedsmile。

ShesawthatAlexeiAlexandrovichwantedtotellhersomethingthatpleasedhimaboutit,andshebroughthimbyquestionstotellingit。Withthesameself-satisfiedsmilehetoldheroftheovationshehadreceivedasaconsequenceofthebillhehadpassed。

`Iwasvery,veryhappy。Itshowsthatatlastanintelligentandfirmviewofthematterisformingamongus。’

Afterhissecondcupoftea,withcreamandbread,AlexeiAlexandrovichgotup,andwenttowardhisstudy。

`Andyouwentnowherethisevening?Weren’tYoureallybored?’

hesaid。

`Oh,no!’sheanswered,gettingupafterhimandaccompanyinghimacrosstheroomtohisstudy。`Whatareyoureadingnow?’sheasked。

`JustnowI’mreadingDucdeLille-Poé;siedesenfers,’

heanswered。`Amostremarkablebook。’

Annasmiled,aspeoplesmileattheweaknessesofthosetheylove,and,puttingherhandinhis,shekepthimcompanytothedoorofhisstudy。

Sheknewhishabit,nowbecomeanecessity,ofreadingintheevening。

Sheknew,too,thatinspiteofhisofficialduties,whichengrossedalmostallhistime,hedeemedithisdutytokeepupwitheverythingofnotethatappearedintheintellectualsphere。Sheknew,too,thathisactualinterestlayinbooksdealingwithpolitics,philosophyandtheology,thatartwasutterlyforeigntohisnature;but,inspiteofthis-orrather,inconsequenceofit-AlexeiAlexandrovichnevermissedanythingwhichcreatedasensationintheworldofart,butmadeithisdutytoreadeverything。

Sheknewthatinpolitics,inphilosophy,intheology,AlexeiAlexandrovichwasadoubterandaseeker;yetinmattersofartandpoetry-and,aboveall,ofmusic,ofwhichhewastotallydevoidofunderstanding-hehadthemostdefiniteanddecidedopinions。HewasfondofdiscoursingonShakespeare,Raphael,Beethoven,onthesignificanceofnewschoolsofpoetryandmusic,allofwhichwereclassifiedbyhimwithmostobviousconsistency。

`Well,Godbewithyou,’shesaidatthedoorofthestudy,whereashadedcandleandadecanterofwaterwerealreadyplacednearhisarmchair。

`Asforme,I’mgoingtowritetoMoscow。’

Hesqueezedherhand,andagainkissedit。

`Still,he’sagoodman;truthful,kindhearted,andremarkableinhisownsphere,’Annasaidtoherself,backinherroom,asthoughdefendinghimbeforesomeonewhoaccusedhim,sayingthatonecouldnotlovehim。

`Butwhyisithisearsstickoutsoqueerly?Orhashehadhishaircut?……’

Exactlyattwelve,asAnnawasstillsittingatherdeskfinishingalettertoDolly,sheheardthesoundofmeasured,slipperedsteps,andAlexeiAlexandrovich,washedandcombed,abookunderhisarm,approachedher。

`Come,come,’saidhe,withaparticularsmile,andpassedonintotheirbedroom。

`Andwhatrighthadhetolookathimlikethat?’reflectedAnna,recallinghowVronskyhadlookedatAlexeiAlexandrovich。

Havingdisrobed,shewentintothebedroom;butherfacehadnoneoftheanimationwhich,duringherstayatMoscow,hadfairlyspurtedfromhereyesandhersmile;onthecontrary,nowthefireseemedextinctinher,orhiddensomewherefaraway。

[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart1,Chapter34[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter34UponhisdeparturefromPeterburgVronskyhadlefthislargeapartmentsonMorskaiatohisfriendandfavoritecomradePetritsky。

Petritskywasayounglieutenant,notparticularlywell-connected,andnotmerelynotwealthy,butindebtallaround。Towardeveninghewasalwaysdrunk,andhehadoftenfoundhimselfintheguardhousebecauseofsortsofludicrousanddisgracefulscrapes,buthewasafavoritebothofhiscomradesandhissuperiorofficers。Attwelveo’clock,asVronskywasdrivingupfromthestationtohisquarters,hesaw,neartheentranceofthehouse,ahiredcarriagefamiliartohim。Evenasherangheheard,beyondthedoor,masculinelaughter,thetwitterofafemininevoice,andPetritsky’sshout:`Ifthat’soneofthevillains,don’tlethimin!’Vronskytoldtheservantnottoannouncehim,andslippednoiselesslyintothefirstroom。BaronessShilton,afriendofPetritsky’s,witharosylittlefaceandflaxen-fair,resplendentinalilacsatingown,andfillingthewholeroom,likeacanary,withherParisianaccents,satataroundtable,brewingcoffee。Petritsky,inhisovercoat,andthecavalrycaptainKamerovsky,infulluniform,probablyjustcomefromduty,weresittingnearher。

`Bravo!Vronsky!’shoutedPetritsky,jumpingup,scrapinghischair。`Ourhosthimself!Baroness,somecoffeeforhimoutofthenewcoffeepot。There,wedidn’texpectyou!IHopeyou’resatisfiedwiththeadornmentofyourstudy,’hesaid,indicatingtheBaroness。`Youknoweachother,ofcourse?’

`Ishouldsayso!’saidVronsky,withabrightsmile,squeezingtheBarones’sslittlehand。`Why,we’reoldfriends。’

`You’vejustreturnedaftertraveling,’saidtheBaroness,`soI’llrunalong。Oh,I’llbeoffthisminute,ifI’mintheway!’

`You’rehome,whereveryouare,Baroness,’saidVronsky。`Howdoyoudo,Kamerovsky?’headded,coldlyshakinghandswithKamerovsky。

`There,youcanneversaysuchcharmingthings,’saidtheBaroness,turningtoPetritsky。

`No-whynot?AfterdinnerevenIcansaythingsquiteasgood。’

`Afterdinnerthere’snomeritinthem!Well,then,I’llgiveyousomecoffee;gowashandtidyup,’saidtheBaroness,sittingdownagain,andanxiouslyturningagadgetinthenewcoffeeurn。`Pierre,givemethecoffee,’shesaid,addressingPetritsky,whomshecalledPierre,playingonhissurname,makingnosecretofherrelationswithhim。`I

wanttoputsomemorein。’

`You’llspoilit!’

`No,Iwon’tspoilit!Well,andhowisyourwife?’saidtheBaronesssuddenly,interruptingVronsky’sconversationwithhiscomrade。`We’vebeenmarryingyouoffhere。Haveyoubroughtyourwifealong?’

`No,Baroness。Iwasbornagypsy,andagypsyI’lldie。’

`Somuchthebetter-somuchthebetter。Shakehandsonit。’

AndtheBaroness,detainingVronsky,begantellinghim,interspersingherstorywithmanyjokes,aboutherlatestplansoflife,andseekinghiscounsel。

`Hepersistsinrefusingtogivemeadivorce!Well,whatamI

todo?’(Hewasherhusband。)`NowIwanttobeginasuitagainsthim。

Whatwouldyouadvise?Kamerovsky,lookafterthecoffee-it’sboiledout;youcanseeI’mtakenupwithbusiness!Iwantalawsuit,becauseImusthavemyproperty。YoucanunderstandthestupidityofhissayingthatIamunfaithfultohim,’shesaidcontemptuously,`yetthroughithewantstogetthebenefitofmyfortune。’

Vronskyheardwithpleasurethislightheartedprattleofaprettywoman,saidyestoeverything,gaveherhalf-jokingcounsel,andaltogetherdroppedatonceintothetonehabitualtohimintalkingtosuchwomen。

InhisPeterburgworldallpeopleweredividedintotwoutterlyopposedkinds。One,thelower,consistedofvulgar,stupidand,aboveall,ridiculouspeople,whobelievethatonehusbandoughttolivewiththeonewifewhomhehaslawfullywedded;thatagirlshouldbeinnocent,awomanmodest,andamanmanly,self-controlled,andstrong;thatoneoughttobringupone’schildren,earnone’sbreadandpayone’sdebts;andvarioussimilarabsurdities。Thosepeoplewereofanold-fashionedandridiculouskind。

Buttherewasanotherkindofpeople-realpeople,towhichtheyallbelonged,andherethechiefthingwastobeelegant,magnanimous,daring,gay,andtoabandononeselfwithoutablushtoeverypassion,andtolaughateverythingelse。

Forthefirstmomentonly,Vronskywasstartled,aftertheimpressionsofaquitedifferentworldthathehadbroughtwithhimfromMoscow;butimmediately,asthoughhehadthrusthisfeetintooldslippers,hesteppedintohisformerlighthearted,pleasantworld。

Thecoffeewasreallynevermade,butsplutteredovereveryoneandboiledaway,doingjustwhatwasrequiredofit-thatis,providingcauseformuchnoiseandlaughter,andspoilingacostlyrugandtheBarones’ssgown。

`Well,good-bynow-orelseyou’llnevergetwashed,andIshallhaveonmyconsciencetheworstoffenseanydecentpersoncancommit-

uncleanliness。Soyouwouldadviseaknifeathisthroat?’

`Absolutely-andinsuchawaythatyourlittlehandmaynotbefarfromhislips。He’llkissit,andallwillendwell,’answeredVronsky。

`So,theFranç;aistonight!’and,witharustleofherskirts,shevanished。

Kamerovskygotuptoo,andVronsky,withoutwaitingforhimtogo,shookhandsandwentofftohisdressingroom。Whilehewaswashing,Petritskybrieflyoutlinedtohimhisposition,asfarasithadchangedsinceVronsky’sdeparturefromPeterburg。Nomoneywhatsoever。Hisfathersaidhewouldn’tgivehimany,norpayhisdebts。Histailorwastryingtogethimlockedup,andanotherfellow,too,wasthreateningtodosowithoutfail。Thecolonelofhisregimenthadannouncedthatifthesescandalsdidnotceasearesignationwouldbeinevitable。AsfortheBaroness,hewasfedupwithher,particularlybecauseshewasforeverwantingtogivehimmoney。Buttherewasanothergirl-heintendedshowinghertoVronsky-amarvel,exquisite,inthestrictOrientalstyle,`genreoftheslaveRebecca,yousee。’Hehadhadarow,too,withBerkoshev,andthelatterintendedsendingseconds,but,ofcourse,itwouldallcometonothing。

Altogethereverythingwasgoingsplendidlyandwasmostjolly。And,withoutlettinghiscomradeenterintofurtherdetailsofhisposition,Petritskyproceededtotellhimalltheinterestingnews。AshelistenedtoPetritsky’sfamiliarstories,inthefamiliarsettingoftheroomshehadspentthelastthreeyearsin,VronskyfeltthedelightfulsensationofcomingbacktotheinsouciantandcustomarylifeofPeterburg。

`Impossible!’hecried,releasingthepedalofthewashbasininwhichhehadbeensousinghisstalwartredneck。`Impossible!’hecried,atthenewsthatLaurahaddroppedFertinghofandhadtiedupwithMileev。

`Andisheasstupidandsatisfiedasever?Well,andwhat’sBuzulukovdoing?’

`Oh,Buzulukovgotintoascrape-simplylovely!’criedPetritsky。

`Youknowhispassionforballs-andhenevermissesasingleoneatcourt。

Hewenttoabigballinanewcasque。Haveyouseenthenewcasques?Verygood,andlighter。Well,he’sstanding……No-dolisten。’

`Iamlistening,’answeredVronsky,rubbinghimselfwitharoughtowel。

`TheGrandDuchesspassesbywithsomeambassadororother,and,asillluckwouldhaveit,theirtalkveerstothenewcasques。AndsotheGrandDuchesswantedtoshowthenewcasquetotheambassador……Justthentheycatchsightofourdearboystandingthere。’(Petritskymimickedhim,standingwithhiscasque。)`TheGrandDuchessrequestedhimtogiveherthecasque-hedoesn’tdoso。What’sup?Well,theyallwinkathim,andnodandfrown-giveittoher,do!Hestilldoesn’t。Juststandsthere,stock-still。Youcanpictureittoyourself!……Well,this……what’shisname……triestotakethecasquefromhim……Hewon’tgiveitup!……Thischaptoreitfromhim,andhandsittotheGrandDuchess。`Thisisthenewcasque,’saystheGrandDuchess。Sheturnedthecasqueover,and-

justpictureit!-bangwentapearandcandyoutofit-twopoundsofcandy!……He’dcollectedallthat-ourdearboy!’

Vronskyrolledwithlaughter。And,longafterward,evenwhenhewastalkingofotherthings,hewouldgooffintopealsofhisheartylaughterbaringhisstrong,closelysetteeth,wheneverhethoughtofthecasque。

Havinglearnedallthenews,Vronsky,withtheassistanceofhisvalet,gotintohisuniform,andwentofftoreporthimself。Heintended,afterward,togotohisbrotherandtoBetsy,andtopayseveralvisits,asanenteringwedgeintothatsocietywherehemightmeetMadameKarenina。

AsalwaysinPeterburg,helefthomewithoutanyintentionofreturningbeforeverylateatnight。

[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart2,Chapter01[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]PARTTWOChapter1Towardtheendofwinter,inthehouseoftheShcherbatskys,aconsultationwasbeingheld,whichwastodeterminethestateofKitty’shealth,andwhatwastobedonetorestoreherfailingstrength。Shehadbeenill,and,asspringcameon,shegrewworse。Thefamilydoctorgavehercod-liveroil,theniron,thenlunarcaustic;butsinceneitherthefirst,northesecond,northethirdavailed,andsincehisadvicewastogoabroadbeforethebeginningofthespring,acelebrateddoctorwascalledin。Thecelebrateddoctor,notyetoldandaveryhandsomeman,demandedanexaminationofthepatient。Hemaintained,withspecialsatisfaction,itseemed,thatmaidenmodestyismerelyarelicofbarbarism,andthatnothingcouldbemorenaturalthanforamanwhowasnotyetoldtohandleayounggirlinthenude。Hedeemedthisnatural,becausehediditeveryday,andneitherfeltnorthought,asitseemedtohim,anythingevilashediditand,consequently,heconsideredgirlishmodestynotmerelyasarelicofbarbarism,but,aswell,aninsulttohimself。

Itwasnecessarytosubmit,for,althoughallthedoctorsstudiedinthesameschool,allusingthesametextbooks,andalllearnedinthesamescience,andthoughsomepeoplesaidthiscelebrateddoctorwasbutapoordoctor,inthePrincess’shouseholdandcircleitwasforsomereasonheldthatthiscelebrateddoctoralonehadsomepeculiarknowledge,andthathealonecouldsaveKitty。Afterthoroughexaminationandtappingofthepatient,distraughtanddazedwithshame,thecelebrateddoctor,havingpainstakinglywashedhishands,wasstandinginthedrawingroomtalkingtothePrince。ThePrincefrownedandcoughedashelistenedtothedoctor。Asamanwhohadseensomethingoflife,andneitherafoolnoraninvalid,hehadnofaithinmedicine,andatsoulwaswroughtupwithallthiscomedy,especiallyashewasprobablytheonlyonewhofullyunderstoodthecauseofKitty’sillness。`You’rebarkingupthewrongtree,’

hementallyappliedthisphrasefromthehunter’svocabularytothecelebrateddoctor,ashelistenedtothelatter’spatteraboutthesymptomsofhisdaughter’scomplaint。Thedoctor,forhispart,founddifficultyinrestrainingtheexpressionofhiscontemptforthisoldgrandee,aswellasincondescendingtothelowlevelofhiscomprehension。Heperceivedthatitwasuselesstotalktotheoldman,andthattheheadofthishousewasthemother-andsheitwasbeforewhomheintendedtoscatterhispearls。ItwasatthispointthatthePrincessenteredthedrawingroomwiththefamilydoctor。ThePrinceretreated,doinghisbestnottobetrayhowridiculousheregardedthewholecomedy。ThePrincesswasdistraught,anddidnotknowwhattodo。ShefeltherselfatfaultbeforeKitty。

`Well,doctor,decideourfate,’saidthePrincess。`Tellmeeverything。’-

`Isthereanyhope?’waswhatshehadwantedtosay,butherlipsquivered,andshecouldnotutterthisquestion。`Well,doctor?’

`Immediately,Princess-Iwilldiscussthematterwithmycolleague,andthenhavethehonoroflayingmyopinionbeforeyou。’

`Thenwehadbetterleaveyou?’

`Asyouplease。’

ThePrincess,withasigh,steppedoutside。

Whenthedoctorswereleftalone,thefamilydoctorbegantimidlyexplaininghisopinion,thattherewasanincipienttubercularprocess,but……andsoon。Thecelebrateddoctorlistenedtohim,andinthemiddleoftheother’sspeechlookedathisbiggoldwatch。

`Thatisso,’saidhe。`But……’

Thefamilydoctorrespectfullyceasedinthemiddleofhisspeech。

`Asyouknow,wecannotdeterminetheincipienceofthetubercularprocess;untiltheappearanceofvomicaethereisnothingdeterminate。

Butwemaysuspectit。Andthereareindications:malnutrition,nervousexcitability,andsoon。Thequestionstandsthus:ifwesuspectatubercularprocess,whatmustwedotomaintainnutrition?’

`Butthen,youknow,therearealwaysmoral,spiritualcausesatthebackofthesecases,’thefamilydoctorpermittedhimselftointerpolatewithasubtlesmile。

`Yes,that’stobetakenforgranted,’retortedthecelebrateddoctor,againglancingathiswatch。`Begpardon-butistheIauzskybridgefinishedyet,ormustonestillmakeadetour?’heasked。`Ah!Itisfinished。

Well,inthatcaseIcanmakeitintwentyminutes。Asweweresaying,thequestionmaybepositedthus:thenutritionmustbemaintainedandthenervesimproved。Theoneisboundwiththeother;onemustworkuponbothsidesofthiscircle。’

`Butwhataboutthetripabroad?’askedthefamilydoctor。

`Iamafoetotripsabroad。Andtakenotice:ifthereisanyincipienttubercularprocess,whichwecannotknow,atripabroadwillnothelp。Wemusthavearemedythatwouldimprovenutrition,anddonoharm。’

AndthecelebrateddoctorexpoundedhisplanoftreatmentwithSodenwaters,indesignatingwhichhismainendwasevidentlytheirharmlessness。

Thefamilydoctorheardhimoutattentivelyandrespectfully。

`ButinfavorofforeigntravelIwouldurgethechangeofhabits,theremovalfromconditionswhichevokememories。Andthen-themotherwishesit,’headded。

`Ah!Well,inthatcase,onemightgo;well,letthemgo;butthoseGermancharlatansmaydoharm……Ourinstructionsoughttobefollowed……

Well,letthemgothen。’

Heagainglancedathiswatch。

`Oh!it’stimetogo,’andhewenttothedoor。

ThecelebrateddoctorinformedthePrincess(promptedbyafeelingofpropriety)thathemustseethepatientoncemore。

`What!Anotherexamination!’themotherexclaimedinhorror。

`Oh,no-Imerelyneedcertaindetails,Princess。’

`Comethisway。’

Andthemother,followedbythedoctor,wentintothedrawingroomtoKitty。Wastedandblushing,withapeculiarglitterinhereyes-aconsequenceoftheshameshehadgonethrough,Kittywasstandinginthemiddleoftheroom。Whenthedoctorcameinsheturnedcrimson,andhereyesfilledwithtears。Allherillnessanditstreatmentseemedtoherathingsostupid-evenfunny!Treatmentseemedtoherasfunnyasreconstructingthepiecesofabrokenvase。Itwasherheartthatwasbroken。

Why,then,didtheywanttocureherwithpillsandpowders?Butshecouldnothurthermother-allthemoresosincehermotherconsideredherselftoblame。

`MayItroubleyoutositdown,Princess?’thecelebrateddoctorsaidtoher。

Smiling,he,satdownfacingher,feltherpulse,andagainstartedinwithhistiresomequestions。Sheansweredhim,andsuddenly,becomingangry,gotup。

`Youmustpardonme,doctor-butreally,thiswillleadusnowhere。

Youaskmethesamethings,threetimesrunning。’

Thecelebrateddoctordidnottakeumbrage。

`Sicklyirritability,’saidhetothePrincess,whenKittyhadlefttheroom。`However,Ihadfinished……’

AndthedoctorscientificallydefinedtothePrincess,astoanexceptionallycleverwoman,theconditionoftheyoungPrincess,andconcludedbyexplainingthemodeofdrinkingtheunnecessarywaters。Whenthequestionofgoingabroadcameup,thedoctorwasplungedintoprofoundconsiderations,asthoughdecidingaweightyproblem。Finallyhisdecisionwasgiven:theymightgoabroad,butmustputnofaithincharlatans,butturntohimineverything。

Itseemedasthoughsomecheerfulinfluencehadsprungupafterthedoctor’sdeparture。Themothergrewmorecheerfulwhenshereturnedtoherdaughter,whileKittytoopretendedtobemorecheerful。Shehadfrequent,almostconstant,occasionstobepretendingnow。

`Really,I’mquitewell,maman。Butifyouwanttogoabroad,let’s!’shesaid,and,tryingtoshowthatshewasinterestedintheproposedtrip,shebegantalkingofthepreparationsforthedeparture。

[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart2,Chapter02[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter2RightafterthedoctorDollyarrived。Sheknewthattheconsultationwasscheduledforthatday,and,despitethefactthatshehadonlyrecentlygottenupfromherlying-in(shehadhadanotherlittlegirlattheendofthewinter),despiteherhavingenoughtroubleandcaresofherown,shehadleftherbreastbabyandanailinggirltocomeandlearnKitty’sfate,whichwasbeingdecidedthatday。

`Well,what’swhat?’saidshe,enteringintothedrawingroom,withouttakingoffherhat。`You’reallingoodspirits。Thatmeansgoodnews,then?’

Anattemptwasmadetotellherwhatthedoctorhadsaid,butitprovedthat,eventhoughthedoctorhadtalkedcoherentlyandlong,itwasutterlyimpossibletoconveywhathehadsaid。Theonlypointofinterestwasthatgoingabroadwasdefinitelydecidedupon。

Dollycouldnothelpsighing。Herdearestfriend,hersister,wasgoingaway。Andherlifewasfarfromgay。HerrelationswithStepanArkadyevichaftertheirreconciliationhadbecomehumiliating。TheweldingAnnahadmadeprovednotatallsolid,andfamilyconcordhadbrokendownagainatthesamepoint。Therewasnothingdefinite,butStepanArkadyevichwashardlyeverathome;also,therewashardlyeveranymoney,andDollywasconstantlybeingtorturedbysuspicionsofinfidelities,andbynowshedrovethemawayfromher,dreadingtheagonyofjealousyshehadalreadyexperienced。Thefirstexplosionofjealousy,oncelivedthrough,couldneverreturn,andeventhediscoveryofinfidelitiescouldneveraffecthernowasithadthefirsttime。Suchadiscoverynowwouldonlymeanbreakingupherfamilyhabits,andshepermittedhimtodeceiveher,despisinghim-andstillmoreherself-forthisweakness。Besidesthis,thecaresofherlargefamilywereaconstanttormenttoher:nowthenursingofherbreastbabydidnotgowell;nowthenursewouldleave,now(asatthepresenttime)oneofthechildrenwouldfallill。

`Well,how’severybodyinyourfamily?’askedhermother。

`Ah,maman,wehaveenoughtroubleofourown。Lilihastakenill,andI’mafraidit’sscarlatina。IhavecomeherenowtofindoutaboutKitty,andthenIshallshutmyselfupentirely,if-Godforbid-itreallybescarlatina。’

TheoldPrincetoohadcomeinfromhisstudyafterthedoctor’sdeparture,and,afterofferinghischeektoDolly,andchattingawhilewithher,heturnedtohiswife:

`Whathaveyoudecided-areyougoing?Well,andwhatdoyouwanttodowithme?’

`Ithinkyouhadbetterstayhere,Alexandre,’saidhiswife。

`Justasyouwish。’

`Maman,whyshouldn’tfathercomewithus?’saidKitty。`He’llfeelbetter,andsowillwe。’

TheoldPrincegotupandstrokedKitty’shair。Sheliftedherheadandlookedathimwithaforcedsmile。Italwaysseemedtoherthatheunderstoodherbetterthananyoneelseinthefamilydid,thoughhespokebutlittlewithher。Beingtheyoungest,shewasherfather’sfavorite,andshefanciedthathisloveforhergavehiminsight。Whennowhergazemethisblue,kindlyeyes,scrutinizingherintently,itseemedtoherthathesawrightthroughher,andunderstoodalltheevilthingsthatwereatworkwithinher。Reddening,shewasdrawntowardhim,expectingakiss;buthemerelypattedherhairandsaid:

`Thesesillychignons!Onecan’tasmuchasgetnearone’srealdaughter,butsimplystrokethehairofdefunctfemales。WellDolinka,’

heturnedtohiselderdaughter,`what’syouraceuptonow?’

`Nothing,papa,’answeredDolly,whoknewthatthisreferredtoherhusband。`He’salwaysout;Ihardlyeverseehim,’shecouldnotresistaddingwithamockingsmile。

`Why,hasn’thegoneintothecountryyet-aboutthesaleoftheforest?’

`No;he’sstillgettingready。’

`Oh,that’sit!’saidthePrince。`AndsoI’mtobegettingready,too?Atyourservice,’hesaidtohiswife,sittingdown。`Andasforyou,Katia,’hewenton,addressinghisyoungerdaughter,`youmustwakeuponefinedayandsaytoyourself:Why,I’mquitewell,andmerry,andI’mgoingoutagainwithpapaforanearlymorningstrollinthefrost。Eh?’

Whatherfathersaidseemedsimpleenough,yetatthesewordsKittygrewconfusedandupset,likeacriminalcaughtred-handed。`Yes,heknowsall,heunderstandsall,andinthesewordshe’stellingmethatthoughI’mashamed,Imustlivethroughmyshame。’Shecouldnotpluckupspiritenoughtomakeanyanswer。Shemadeanattemptbutsuddenlyburstintotears,andranoutoftheroom。

`Seewhatcomesofyourjokes!’thePrincesspouncedonherhusband。

`You’realways……’shelaunchedintoherreproachfulspeech。

ThePrincelistenedtothePrincess’sreproachesratheralongwhileandkeptsilent,buthisfacegrewmoreandmoreglowering。

`She’ssomuchtobepitied,poorthing,somuchtobepitied,yetyoudon’tfeelhowitpainshertoheartheleasthintastothecauseofitall。Ah!tobesomistakeninpeople!’saidthePrincess,andbythechangeinhertonebothDollyandthePrinceknewshemeantVronsky。

`Idon’tknowwhytherearen’tlawsagainstsuchvile,dishonorablepeople。’

`Ah,Ioughtn’ttolistentoyou!’saidthePrinceglumly,gettingupfromhischair,asiftogo,yetpausinginthedoorway。`Therearelaws,mydear,andsinceyou’vechallengedmetoit,I’lltellyouwho’stoblameforitall:you-you,youalone。Lawsagainstsuchyounggallantshavealwaysexisted,andstillexist!Yes,ifthereweren’tanythingthatoughtnottohavebeen,I,oldasIam,wouldhavecalledhimouttothebarrier,thisswell。Yes,andnowgoaheadandphysicher,andcallinthesecharlatans。’

ThePrince,itseemed,hadplentymoretosay,butnosoonerhadthePrincesscaughthistonethanshesubsidedatonce,andbecamepenitent,aswasalwaysthecaseinseriousmatters。

`Alexandre,Alexandre,’shewhispered,approachinghimandburstingintotears。

AssoonasshebegantoweepthePrince,too,calmeddown。Hewentuptoher。

`There,that’senough,that’senough!Youfeelbadlytoo,Iknow。

Nothingcanbedoneaboutit!It’snotsoverybad。Godismerciful……

thanks……’hesaid,withoutknowinghimselfwhathewassayingnow,respondingtothemoistkissofthePrincessthathefeltonhishand。AndthePrincewentoutoftheroom。

NosoonerhadKittygoneoutoftheroom,intears,thanDolly,withhermotherly,domestichabit,hadpromptlyperceivedthathereawoman’sworklaybeforeher,andgotreadyforit。Shetookoffherhat,and,morallyspeaking,tuckeduphersleevesandgotreadyforaction。Whilehermotherwasattackingherfather,shetriedtorestrainhermother,sofarasdaughterlyreverencewouldallow。DuringthePrince’soutburstshewassilent;shefeltashamedforhermotherandtendertowardherfatherforsoquicklybeingkindagain。Butwhenherfatherleft,shemadereadyforwhatwasmostnecessary-togotoKittyandcomposeher。

`I’veintendedlongsincetotellyousomething,maman:didyouknowthatLevinmeanttoproposetoKittywhenhewasherelast?HetoldStivaso。’

`Well,whatofit?Idon’tunderstand……’

`Why,perhapsKittyrefusedhim?……Didshesaynothingtoyou?’

`No,shesaidnothingtomeeitheroftheoneortheother;she’stooproud。ButIknowit’sallonaccountofthis……’

`Yes,butsupposeshehasrefusedLevin-andshewouldn’thaverefusedhimifithadn’tbeenfortheother,Iknow。Andthen,thisfellowhasdeceivedhersohorribly。’

ItwastoofrightfulforthePrincesstothinkhowmuchatfaultshewasbeforeherdaughter,andshegrewangry。

`Oh,nowIreallyunderstandnothing!Nowadayseverybodythinkstoliveafterhisownway;amotherisn’ttoldathing,andthenyouhave……’

`Maman,I’llgotoher。’

`Do。AmIforbiddingyou?’

[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart2,Chapter03[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter3WhenshewentintoKitty’slittlesanctum,apretty,rosylittleroom,fullofknickknacksinvieuxsaxe,asyouthfulandrosyandgayasKittyherselfhadbeenonlytwomonthsago,Dollyrecalledhowtheyhadtogetherdecoratedtheroomtheyearbefore,withwhatgaietyandlove。

HerheartturnedcoldwhenshebeheldKittysittingonthelowchairnearestthedoor,hereyesfixedimmovablyonacorneroftherug。Kittyglancedathersister,andthecold,ratheraustereexpressionofherfacedidnotchange。

`I’mgoingnow,andshallentrenchmyselfathome,andyouwon’tbeabletocometoseeme,’saidDaryaAlexandrovnasittingdownbesideher。`Iwanttotalktoyou。’

`Whatabout?’Kittyaskedswiftly,liftingherheadinfright。

`Whatshoulditbe,savewhat’sgrievingyou?’

`Ihavenogrief。’

`Come,Kitty。DoyoupossiblythinkIcannotknow?Iknowall。

And,believeme,thisissoinsignificant……We’veallbeenthroughit。’

Kittydidnotspeak,andherfacehadasternexpression。

`He’snotworthyoursufferingonhisaccount,’pursuedDaryaAlexandrovna,comingstraighttothepoint。

`Yes-becausehehasdisdainedme,’saidKitty,inajarringvoice。`Don’tsayanything!Please,don’tsayanything!’

`Butwhoevertoldyouthat?Noonehassaidthat。I’mcertainhewasinlovewithyou,andremainedinlovewithyou,but……’

`Oh,themostawfulthingofallformearethesecondolences!’

criedoutKitty,inasuddenfitofanger。Sheturnedroundonherchair,turnedred,andherfingersmovedquickly,asshepinchedthebuckleofthebeltsheheld,nowwithonehand,nowwiththeother。Dollyknewthistrickhersisterhadofgraspingsomethinginturnwitheachofherhands,wheninexcitement;sheknewthat,inamomentofexcitementKittywascapableofforgettingherselfandsayingagreatdealtoomuchandmuchthatwasunpleasant,andDollywouldhavecalmedher;butitwasalreadytoolate。

`What-whatisityouwanttomakemefeel,eh?’saidKittyquickly。

`ThatI’vebeeninlovewithamanwhodidn’tevencaretoknowme,andthatI’mdyingforloveofhim?Andthisissaidtomebymyownsister,whoimaginesthat……that……thatshe’ssympathizingwithme!……Idon’twantthesecondolencesandhypocrisies!’

`Kitty,you’reunjust。’

`Whydoyoutormentme?’

`ButI……Onthecontrary……Icanseeyou’rehurt……’

ButKittyinherheatdidnothearher。

`I’venothingtodespairoverandbecomfortedabout。I’msufficientlyproudnevertoallowmyselftocareforamanwhodoesnotloveme。’

`Why,Idon’tsayanythingofthekind……Only,tellmethetruth,’

saidDaryaAlexandrovna,takingherbythehand,`tellme-didLevinspeaktoyou?……’

ThementionofLevinseemedtodepriveKittyofthelastvestigeofself-control。Sheleapedupfromherchair,and,flingingthebuckletotheground,gesticulatingrapidlywithherhands,shesaid:

`WhybringLevinintoo?Ican’tunderstand-whatyouwanttotorturemefor?I’vetoldyou,andIrepeatit-Ihavesomepride,andnever,neverwouldIdowhatyou’redoing-goingbacktoamanwho’sdeceivedyou,whohascometoloveanotherwoman。Ican’tunderstandthis!Youmay-butIcan’tdoit!’

And,havingsaidthesewords,sheglancedathersister,andseeingthatDollysatsilent,herheadmournfullybowed,Kitty,insteadofleavingtheroom,asshehadintended,satdownnearthedoor,and,hidingherfaceinhershawl,letherheaddrop。

Thesilencelastedfortwominutes。Dolly’sthoughtswereofherself。

Thathumiliationofwhichshewasalwaysconsciouscamebacktoherwithspecialpainwhenhersisterremindedherofit。Shehadnotexpectedsuchcrueltyfromhersister,andwasresentful。Butsuddenlysheheardtherustleofaskirt,and,simultaneously,anoutburstofsmotheredsobbing,andfeltarmsclaspingherneckfrombelow。Kittywasonherkneesbeforeher。

`Dolinka,Iamso,sounhappy!’shewhisperedpenitently。

Andtheendearingface,coveredwithtears,hiditselfinDaryaAlexandrovna’sskirt。

Itwasasiftearsweretheindispensableoilwithoutwhichthemachineryofmutualcommunioncouldnotrunsmoothlybetweenthetwosisters;

thesisters,aftertheirtears,discussedeverythingbutthatwhichengrossedthem;but,evenintalkingofoutsidematters,theyunderstoodoneanother。

Kittyknewthatwhatshehadutteredinangeraboutherhusband’sinfidelityandherhumiliatingpositionhadstruckherpoorsistertotheverydepthsofherheart,butshealsoknewthatthelatterhadforgivenher。Dollyforherparthadcomprehendedallshehadwantedtofindout。Shehadbecomeconvincedthathersurmiseswerecorrect;thatKitty’smisery,herincurablemisery,wasduepreciselytothefactthatLevinhadproposedtoherandshehadrefusedhim,whileVronskyhaddeceivedher,andthatshestoodreadytoloveLevinandtohateVronsky。Kittysaidnowordofthis;shespokeofnothingsaveherownspiritualstate。

`Ihavenothingtogrieveover,’shesaid,calmingdown,`butyoucouldunderstandthateverythinghasbecomeloathsome,hateful,coarsetome-andImyselfmostofall。Youcan’timaginewhatloathsomethoughtsIhaveabouteverything。’

`Why,whateverloathsomethoughtscanyouhave?’askedDolly,smiling。

`Most,mostloathsomeandcoarse:Icouldn’ttellyou。Thisisnotmelancholy,norboredom,butfarworse。AsifeverythingofgoodthatIhadweregoneoutofsight,whileonlythatwhichwasmostloathsomewereleft。Well,howshallIputittoyou?’shewenton,seeingincomprehensioninhersister’seyes。`Papabegansayingsomethingtomejustnow……ItseemstomehethinksallIneedistomarry。Ifmammatakesmetoaball-itseemstomeshetakesmeonlytomarrymeoffasfastaspossible,andgetmeoffherhands。Iknowthisisn’tso,butIcan’tdriveawaysuchthoughts。Thesesuitorssocalled-Ican’tbearthesightofthem。

Itseemstomeasifthey’realwaystakingstockofme。Formerly,togoanywhereinaballdresswasadownrightjoytome;Iusedtoadmiremyself;

nowIfeelashamed,inatease。Well,takeanyexampleyoulike……Thisdoctor……Now……’

Kittyhesitated;shewantedtosayfurtherthateversincethischangehadtakenplaceinher,StepanArkadyevichhadbecomeunbearablyrepulsivetoher,andthatshecouldnotseehimwithoutimaginingthegrossestandmosthideousthings。

`Wellnow,everythingappearstome,inthecoarsest,mostloathsomeaspect,’shewenton。`Thatismyailment。Perhapsallthiswillpass……’

`Trynottothinkofsuchthings……’

`Ican’thelpit。IfeelwellonlywhenIamwiththechildren,atyourhouse。’

`Whatapityyoucan’tvisitme!’

`Oh,yes,I’llcome-I’vehadscarlatina,andI’llpersuademamantoletmecome。’

Kittyinsistedonhavingherway,andwenttostayathersister’sandnursedthechildrenallthroughthescarlatina-foritreallyprovedtobescarlatina。Thetwosistersbroughtallthesixchildrensuccessfullythroughit;Kitty’shealth,however,didnotimprove,andinLenttheShcherbatskyswentabroad。

[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart2,Chapter04[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter4ThereisreallyonlyonecircleofPeterburguppersociety:everyoneknowseveryoneelse,evenvisitseachother。Butthisgreatcirclehassubdivisionsofitsown。AnnaArkadyevnaKareninahadfriendsandclosetiesinthreedifferentcircles。Onecirclewasherhusband’ssetofcivilservantsandofficials,consistingofhiscolleaguesandsubordinates,broughttogetherinamostdiversifiedandcapriciousmanner,yetseparatedbysocialconditions。

Annacouldnowrecallonlywithdifficultythefeelingofalmostpiousreverencewhichshehadatfirstborneforthesepersons。Nowsheknewallofthem,aspeopleknowoneanotherinaprovincialtown;sheknewtheirhabitsandweaknesses,andwheretheshoepinchedeachoneofthem。

Sheknewtheirattitudestowardoneanotherandtothechiefcenter;knewwhobackedwhom,andhowandwherewithaleachonemaintainedhisposition,andwhoagreedordisagreedwithwhom;butthiscircleofpolitical,masculineinterestscouldnotinteresther,and,inspiteofCountessLidiaIvanovna’ssuggestions,sheavoidedit。

Anothersmallcircle,withwhichAnnawasintimate,wastheonebymeansofwhichAlexeiAlexandrovichhadmadehiscareer。ThecenterofthiscirclewastheCountessLidiaIvanovna。Thiswasacircleofelderly,homely,virtuousandpiouswomen,andclever,learnedandambitiousmen。

Oneofthecleverpeoplebelongingtothissmallcirclehadcalledit`theconscienceofPeterburgsociety。’AlexeiAlexandrovichappreciatedthiscircleverymuch,andAnna,whoknewsowellhowtogetonwithall,hadintheearlydaysofherlifeinPeterburgfoundfriendseveninthiscircle。

Butnow,uponherreturnfromMoscow,thissethadbecomeunbearabletoher。Itseemedtoherthatbothsheandallofthemweredissimulating,andsheexperiencedsuchboredomandlackofeaseintheirsocietythatshetriedtovisittheCountessLidiaIvanovnaasinfrequentlyaspossible。

And,finally,thethirdcirclewithwhichAnnahadtieswasthereallyfashionableworld-theworldofballs,ofdinners,ofsumptuousdresses;theworldthathungontothecourtwithonehand,inordernottosinktothelevelofthedemimonde,whichthemembersofthefashionableworldbelievedtheydespised-yetthetastesofbothwerenotonlysimilar,butpreciselythesame。HerconnectionwiththiscirclewasmaintainedthroughPrincessBetsyTverskaia,hercousin’swife,whohadanincomeofahundredandtwentythousandroubles,andwhohadtakenagreatlikingtoAnnaeversinceshefirstcameout,lookingafterheranddrawingherintoherowncircle,pokingfunatthatofCountessLidiaIvanovna。

`WhenI’moldandshallhavelostmylooks,I’llbethesame,’

Betsyusedtosay;`butforayoungandprettywomanlikeyouit’smuchtooearlytojointhatOldLadies’Home。’

Annahadatfirstavoided,asmuchasshecould,PrincessTverskaia’sworld,becauseitnecessitatedexpendituresabovehermeans-and,besides,atsoulshepreferredthefirstcircle;butafterhertriptoMoscow,thingsfelloutquitetheotherway。Sheavoidedhermoralfriends,andwentoutintothefashionableworld。ThereshewouldmeetVronsky,andexperiencedanagitatingjoyatsuchmeetings。EspeciallyoftendidshemeetVronskyatBetsy’s,forBetsywasaVronskybybirth,andhiscousin。VronskywenteverywherewherehemightmeetAnna,and,ateverychancehehad,spoketoherofhislove。Sheofferedhimnoencouragement,yeteverytimeshemethimtherewaskindledinhersoulthatsamefeelingofanimationwhichhadcomeuponherthatdayintherailwaycarriagewhenshehadseenhimforthefirsttime。Shefeltherselfthatherdelightshoneinhereyesandpuckeredherlipsintoasmile-andshecouldnotquenchtheexpressionofthisdelight。

AtfirstAnnahadsincerelybelievedthatshewasdispleasedwithhimfordaringtopursueher;butnotlongafterherreturnfromMoscow,onarrivingatasoireewhereshehadanticipatedmeetinghim,yetnotfindinghimthere,sherealizedclearly,fromthefeelingofsadnesswhichovercameher,thatshehadbeendeceivingherself,andthatthispursuitwasnotmerelynotdistastefultoher,butthatitconstitutedalltheinterestofherlife。

Itwasthesecondperformanceofacelebratedcantatrice,andallthefashionableworldwasinthetheater。Vronsky,seeinghiscousinfromhisseatinthefrontrow,didnotwaittilltheentr’acte,butwenttoherbox。

`Whydidn’tyoucometodinner?’shesaidtohim。`Imarvelatthisclairvoyanceoflovers,’sheaddedwithasmile,sothatnoonebuthecouldhear,`shewasn’tthere。Butdocomeaftertheopera。’

Vronskylookedinquiringlyather。Shenodded。Hethankedherbyasmile,andsatdownbesideher。

`ButhowIrememberyourjeers!’continuedPrincessBetsy,whotookspecialdelightinfollowinguptheprogressofthispassion。`What’sbecomeofallthat?You’recaught,mydearfellow。’

`That’smyonedesire-tobecaught,’answeredVronsky,withhiscalm,good-naturedsmile。`IfIcomplainatall,it’sonlythatI’mnotcaughtenough,ifthetruthweretold。Ibegintolosehope。’

`Why,whateverhopecanyouexpect?’saidBetsy,offendedonbehalfofherfriend。`Entendonsnous……’Butinhereyesflittedgleamsoflight,whichproclaimedthatsheunderstoodverywell,evenasmuchashedid,whathopehemightentertain。

`Nonewhatever,’saidVronsky,laughingandshowinghiscloselysetteeth。`Excuseme,’headded,takingthebinocularsoutofherhand,andproceedingtoscrutinize,overherbareshoulder,therowofboxesoppositethem。`I’mafraidI’mbecomingridiculous。’

HewasverywellawarethatherannoriskofbeingridiculousintheeyesofBetsyandallotherfashionablepeople。Hewasverywellawarethatintheeyesofthesepeopletheroleofthehaplessloverofagirl,oringeneral,ofanywomanfreetomarry,mightberidiculous;

buttheroleofamanpursuingamarriedwoman,and,regardlessofeverything,stakinghislifeondrawingherintoadultery-thatrolehassomethingbeautifulandmajesticaboutit,andcanneverberidiculous,andsoitwaswithaproudandgaysmileunderhismustachesthatheloweredthebinocularsandlookedathiscousin。

`Butwhydidn’tyoucometodinner?’shesaid,admiringhim。

`Imusttellyouaboutthat。Iwasbusy-andwithwhat,doyousuppose?I’llgiveyouahundredguesses,athousand……you’dneverguess。

I’vebeenreconcilingahusbandwithamanwho’dinsultedhiswife。Yes,really!’

`Well,didyoureconcilethem?’

`Almost。’

`Youreallymusttellmeaboutit,’shesaid,gettingup。`Cometomeinthenextentr’acte。’

`Ican’t;I’mgoingtotheFrenchtheater。’

`LeavingNilsson?’Betsyqueriedinhorror,thoughshecouldnotherselfhavedistinguishedNilssonfromanychorusgirl。

`WhatcanIdo?I’veanappointmentthere,allbecauseofmymissionofpeace。’

`’Blessedarethepeacemakers;’’``theyshallbesaved’,’saidBetsy,recallingsomethingofthatsortshehadheardfromsomebodyorother。`Verywell,then,sitdown,andtellmewhatit’sallabout。’

Andsheresumedherseat。

[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart2,Chapter05[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter5`Thisisratherindiscreet,butit’ssocharmingthatoneisawfullytemptedtotellthestory,’saidVronsky,lookingatherwithlaughingeyes。`I

don’tintendtomentionanynames。’

`ButIshallguessthem-somuchthebetter。’

`Listen,then:twofestiveyoungmenweredrivingalong……’

`Officersofyourregiment,ofcourse?’

`Ididn’tsaytheywereofficers-justtwoyoungmenwhohadbeenlunching。’

`Inotherwords,drinking。’

`Possibly。Theyweredrivingontheirwaytodinnerwithafriendinthegayestofmoods。Andtheycatchsightofaprettywomaninahiredsleigh,whoovertakesthem,looksbackatthem,and-soitseemedtothem,atanyrate-nodstothemandlaughs。They,ofcourse,followher-gallopingatfullspeed。Totheiramazement,thefaironealightsattheentranceoftheveryhousetowhichtheyweregoing。Thefaironedartsupstairstothetopfloor。Alltheygotwasaglimpseofrosebudlipsunderashortveil,andofexquisitelittlefeet。’

`Youtellthiswithsuchfeelingthatitseemstomeyouyourselfmusthavebeenoneofthetwo。’

`Butwhatdidyoutellmejustnow?……Well,theyoungmenentertheircomrade’sapartment-hewasgivingafarewelldinner。Theretheycertainlydidtakeadroptoomuch,asisalwaysthecaseatfarewelldinners。

Andatdinnertheyinquirewholivesatthetopinthathouse。Nooneknows;

onlytheirhost’svalet,inanswertotheirinquirywhetherany``youngladies’arelivingonthetopfloor,answeredthattherewereagreatmanyofthem。Afterdinnerthetwoyoungmengointotheirhost’sstudy,andwritealettertothefairunknown。Theycomposedapassionateepistle,reallyadeclaration,andthencarrytheletterupstairsthemselves,soastoexplainwhatevermightprovenotaltogetherclearintheletter。’

`Whydoyoutellmesuchnastythings?Andthen?’

`Theyring。Amaidservantopensthedoor,theyhandhertheletter,andassureherthatthey’rebothsoenamoredthatthey’lldieonthespotatthedoor。Themaid,stupefied,carriesonthenegotiations。Suddenlyagentlemanappears-withsidewhiskerslikecountrysausages,heisasredasalobsterand,informingthemthatthereisnoonelivinginthatflatexcepthiswife,hesendsthembothpacking。’

`Howdoyouknowhehadsidewhiskerslikesausages,asyouputit?’

`Ah,dobutlisten。RecentlyIwenttomakepeacebetweenthem。’

`Well,andwhatwastheupshot?’

`That’sthemostinterestingpart。Thiscoupleturnedouttobeamosthappyone-agovernmentclerkandhislady。Thegovernmentclerklodgesacomplaint,whereuponIbecomeamediator-andwhatamediator!……

IassureyouTalleyrandwasanobodycomparedtome。’

`Justwhatwasthedifficulty?’

`Ah,dobutlisten……Wemakefittingapologies:``Weareindespair;weentreatforgivenessfortheunfortunatemisunderstanding。’’

Thegovernmentclerkwiththecountrysausagesbeginstomelt,andhe,too,desirestoexpresshissentiments,butnosoonerdoeshebegintoexpressthemthanhegetsheatedandsaysnastythings,andagainI’mobligedtotrotoutallmydiplomatictalents。``Iagreethattheiractionwasbad,butIbegofyoutotakeintoconsiderationthemisunderstanding,andtheiryouth;besides,theyoungmenhadjustcomefromtheirlunch。

Youunderstand。Theirrepentanceisheartfeltandtheybegyoutoforgivetheirmisbehavior。’’Thegovernmentclerkwassoftenedoncemore。``Iconsent,Count,andamreadytoforgivebutyoumustunderstandthatmywife-mywife!-arespectablewomanissubjectedtoannoyances,andinsults,andimpertinencesbycertainmilksops,scou……’’Yet,youunderstand,themilksopispresent,anditisuptometomakepeacebetweenthem。AgainItrotoutallmydiplomacy,andagain,justasthematterisabouttobeconcluded,ourfriendthegovernmentclerkgetsheatedandturnsredwhilehiscountrysausagesbristleup,andIoncemoreexertdiplomaticfinesse。’

`Ah,youmusthearthisstory!’saidBetsy,laughing,toaladywhowasenteringthebox。`Hehasmademelaughsomuch……Well,bonnechance!’sheadded,givingVronskytheonefingerfreefromholdingherfan,andwithashrugofhershoulderslettingdownthebodiceofhergown,thathadworkedup,soastobefittinglyandfullynudeasshemovedforward,towardthefootlights,intothelightsofthegas,andwithinthekenofall。

VronskydrovetotheFrenchtheater,wherehereallyhadtoseethecolonelofhisregiment,whonevermissedasingleperformancethere;

hewantedtotalkoverhispeacemaking,whichhadbeenoccupyingandamusinghimforthelastthreedays。Petritsky,whomheliked,wasimplicatedintheaffair,aswellasanotherfinefellowandexcellentcomrade,whohadlatelyjoinedtheregiment-theyoungPrinceKedrov。But,mainly,theinterestsoftheregimentwereinvolvedaswell。

BothculpritswereinVronsky’ssquadron。Thecoloneloftheregimenthadreceivedacallfromthegovernmentclerk,Venden,withacomplaintagainsthisofficers,whohadinsultedhiswife。Hisyoungwife,asVendentoldthestory-hehadbeenmarriedhalfayear-hadbeenatchurchwithhermother,and,suddenlyfeelingindisposed,duetoherinterestingcondition,foundthatshecouldnotremainstandinganddrovehomeinthefirstsleighwiththemettlesomecoachmanshecameacross。Itwasthenthattheofficerssetoffinpursuitofher;shewasalarmed,and,feelingstillworse,ranhomeupthestaircase。Vendenhimself,onreturningfromhisoffice,hadheardaringattheirbellandvoices,hadsteppedout,andseeingtheintoxicatedofficerswithaletter,hehadpushedthemout。Hewasaskingthattheculpritsbeseverelypunished。

`Youmaysaywhatyouwill,’saidthecoloneltoVronsky,whomhehadinvitedtocomeandseehim。`Petritskyisbecomingimpossible。

Notaweekgoesbywithoutsomescrape。Thisclerkchapwon’tletmattersdrop-he’llgoonwiththething。’

Vronskysawallthethanklessnessofthebusiness,andthataduelwasoutofthequestionhere;thateverythingmustbedonetosoftenthisgovernmentclerk,andhushthematterup。ThecolonelhadcalledinVronskypreciselybecauseheknewhimtobeanhonorableandintelligentman,but,aboveall,onetowhomthehonoroftheregimentwasdear。Theytalkeditover,anddecidedthatPetritskyandKedrovmustgowithVronskytothisgovernmentclerkandapologize。ThecolonelandVronskywerebothfullyawarethatVronsky’snameandinsigniaofaide-de-campwereboundtogoalongwaytowardsofteningthegovernmentclerk。Andthesetwoinfluencesprovedinfactnotwithouteffect;thoughtheresultofthemediationremained,asVronskyhaddescribed,uncertain。

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