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DaryaAlexandrovnasawthatAnnadislikedthetoneofplayfulnessthatexistedbetweenherandVeslovsky,butfellinwithitagainstherwill。
VronskyactedinthismatterquitedifferentlyfromLevin。HeobviouslyattachednosignificancetoVeslovsky’schattering;onthecontrary,heencouragedhisjests。
`Comenow,tellus,Veslovsky,howarethestonesheldtogether?’
`Bycement,ofcourse。’
`Bravo!Andwhatiscement?’
`Oh,somesortofpaste……No,putty,’saidVeslovsky,raisingagenerallaugh。
Thecompanyatdinner,withtheexceptionofthedoctor,thearchitect,andthesteward,whoremainedplungedingloomysilence,keptupaconversationthatneverpaused,glancingoffonesubject,fasteningonanother,andattimesstingingoneortheotherofthecompanytothequick。OnceDaryaAlexandrovnafeltwoundedtothequick,andgotsohotthatshepositivelyflushedandwonderedafterwardwhethershehadsaidanythingextremeorunpleasant。SviiazhskybegantalkingofLevin,describinghisstrangeviewthatmachineryissimplyperniciousinitseffectsonRussianagriculture。
`IhavenotthepleasureofknowingthisM。Levin,’Vronskysaid,smiling,`butmostlikelyhehasneverseenthemachineshecondemns;orifhehasseenandtriedany,itmusthavebeenafteraqueerfashion,someRussianimitation,notamachinefromabroad。Whatsortofviewscananyonehaveonsuchasubject?’
`Turkishviews,ingeneral,’Veslovskysaid,turningtoAnnawithasmile。
`Ican’tdefendhisopinions,’DaryaAlexandrovnasaid,flaringup;`butIcansaythathe’sahighlycultivatedman,andifhewereherehewouldknowverywellhowtoansweryou,thoughIamnotcapableofdoingso。’
`Ilikehimextremely,andwearegreatfriends,’Sviiazhskysaid,smilinggood-naturedly。`Maispardon,ilestunpetitpeutoque;
hemaintains,forinstance,thatzemstvoesandjusticesofthepeaceareallofnouse,andheisunwillingtotakepartinanything。’
`It’sourRussianapathy,’saidVronsky,pouringwaterfromaniceddecanterintoadelicateglassonahighstem;`we’venosenseofthedutiesourprivilegesimposeuponus,andsowerefusetorecognizetheseduties。’
`Iknownomanmorestrictintheperformanceofhisduties,’
saidDaryaAlexandrovna,irritatedbyVronsky’stoneofsuperiority。
`Formypart,’pursuedVronsky,whowasevidentlyforsomereasonorotherkeenlyaffectedbythisconversation,`suchasIam,Iam,onthecontrary,extremelygratefulforthehonortheyhavedoneme,thankstoNikolaiIvanich’(heindicatedSviiazhsky),`inelectingmeanhonoraryjusticeofthepeace。Iconsiderthatformethedutyofbeingpresentatthesession,ofjudgingsomepeasants’quarrelaboutahorse,isasimportantasanythingIcando。AndIshallregarditasanhonoriftheyelectmeforthedistrictcouncil。It’sonlyinthatwayIcanpayfortheadvantagesIenjoyasalandowner。Unluckilytheydon’tunderstandtheimportancethatthebiglandownersoughttohaveinthestate。’
ItwasstrangetoDaryaAlexandrovnatohearhowserenelyconfidenthewasofbeingrightathisowntable。ShethoughthowLevin,whobelievedtheopposite,wasjustaspositiveinhisopinionsathisowntable。ButshelovedLevin,andsoshewasonhisside。
`Sowecanreckonuponyou,Count,forthecomingelections?’
saidSviiazhsky。`Butyoumustcomealittlebeforehand,soastobeonthespotbytheeighth。Ifyouwoulddomethehonortostopwithme!’
`Iratheragreewithyourbeau-frè;re’,saidAnna,`thoughnotquiteonthesamegroundashe,’sheaddedwithasmile。`I’mafraidthatwehavetoomanyofthesepublicdutiesintheselatterdays。
Justasintheolddaysthereweresomanygovernmentfunctionariesthatonehadtocallinafunctionaryforeverysinglething,sonoweveryone’sdoingsomesortofpublicduty。Alexeihasbeenherenowsixmonths,andhe’samember,Idobelieve,offiveorsixdifferentpublicbodies,aguardian,ajusticeofthepeace,amemberofthecouncil,ajuryman,anequinesomething。Dutrainquecelava,hiswholetimewillbewastedonit。AndI’mafraidthatwithsuchamultiplicityofthesebodies,they’llendinbeingamereform。Howmanyareyouamemberof,NikolaiIvanich?’
sheturnedtoSviiazhsky。`Overtwenty,Ifancy。’
Annaspokelightly,butirritationcouldbediscernedinhertone。
DaryaAlexandrovna,watchingAnnaandVronskyattentively,detecteditinstantly。Shenoticed,too,thatasshespokeVronsky’sfacehadimmediatelytakenaseriousandobstinateexpression。Noticingthis,andthatPrincessVarvaraatoncemadehastetochangetheconversationbytalkingofPeterburgacquaintances,andrememberingwhatVronskyhadwithoutapparentconnectionsaidinthegardenofhisworkinthecountry,DollysurmisedthatthisquestionofpublicactivitywasconnectedwithsomedeepprivatedisagreementbetweenAnnaandVronsky。
Thedinner,thewine,thedinnerset,wereallverygood;butitwasalllikewhatDaryaAlexandrovnahadseenatformaldinnersandballswhichoflateyearshadbecomequiteunfamiliartoher;itallhadthesameimpersonalandconstrainedcharacter,andsoonanordinarydayandinalittlecircleoffriendsitmadeadisagreeableimpressiononher。
Afterdinnertheysatontheterrace;thentheyproceededtoplaylawntennis。Theplayers,dividedintotwoparties,stoodonoppositesidesofatightlydrawnnetwithgiltpoles,onthecarefullyleveledandrolledcroquetground。DaryaAlexandrovnamadeanattempttoplay,butitwasalongtimebeforeshecouldunderstandthegame,andbythetimeshedidunderstanditshewassotiredthatshesatdownwithPrincessVarvaraandsimplylookedonattheplayers。Herpartner,Tushkevich,gaveupplayingtoo,buttheotherskeptthegameupforalongtime。SviiazhskyandVronskybothplayedverywellandseriously。Theykeptasharplookoutontheballsservedtothem,andwithoutloitering,theyranadroitlyuptothem,waitedfortherebound,andneatlyandaccuratelyreturnedthemoverthenet。
Veslovskyplayedworsethantheothers。Hewastooeager,buthekepttheplayerslivelywithhishighspirits。Hislaughterandoutcriesneverpaused。
Liketheothermenoftheparty,withtheladies’permission,hetookoffhiscoat,andhissolid,comelyfigureinhiswhiteshirtsleeves,withhisredperspiringfaceandhisimpulsivemovements,madeapicturethatimprinteditselfvividlyonthememory。
WhenDaryaAlexandrovnalayinbedthatnight,assoonassheclosedhereyes,shesawVassenkaVeslovskyflyingaboutthecroquetground。
DuringthegameDaryaAlexandrovnawasnotenjoyingherself。ShedidnotlikethelighttoneofplayfulnessthatwaskeptupallthetimebetweenVassenkaVeslovskyandAnna,andtheunnaturalness,altogether,ofgrown-uppeople,allalonewithoutchildren,playingatachild’sgame。
Buttoavoidbreakingupthepartyandtogetthroughthetimesomehow,afterarestshejoinedthegameagain,andpretendedtobeenjoyingit。
Allthatdayitseemedtoherasthoughshewereactinginatheaterwithactorsclevererthanshe,andthatherbadactingwasspoilingthewholeperformance。
Shehadcomewiththeintentionofstayingtwodays,ifallwentwell。Butintheevening,duringthegame,shemadeuphermindthatshewouldgohomenextday。Thematernalcaresandworries,whichshehadsohatedontheway,now,afteradayspentwithoutthemstruckherinquiteanotherlight,andtemptedherbacktothem。
When,aftereveningteaandarowbynightintheboat,DaryaAlexandrovnawentalonetoherroom,tookoffherdress,andbeganarrangingherthinhairforthenight,shehadagreatsenseofrelief。
ItwaspositivelydisagreeabletohertothinkthatAnnawouldbecomingtoseeherimmediately。Shelongedtobealonewithherownthoughts。
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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart6,Chapter23[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter23DollywasjustabouttogotobedwhenAnnacameintoseeher,attiredforthenight。
InthecourseofthedayAnnahadseveraltimesbeguntospeakofmattersnearherheart,andeverytimeafterafewwordsshehadstopped:
`Afterward,byourselves,we’lltalkabouteverything。I’vegotsomuchIwanttotellyou,’shehadsaid。
Nowtheywerebythemselves,andAnnadidnotknowwhattotalkabout。ShesatinthewindowlookingatDolly,andgoingoverinherownmindallthestoresofintimatetalkwhichhadseemedsoinexhaustiblebeforehand,andshefoundnothing。Atthatmomentitseemedtoherthateverythinghadbeensaidalready。
`Well,whatofKitty?’shesaidwithaheavysigh,lookingpenitentlyatDolly。`Tellmethetruth,Dolly:isn’tsheangrywithme?’
`Angry?Oh,no!’saidDaryaAlexandrovna,smiling。
`Butshehatesme,despisesme?’
`Oh,no!Butyouknowthatsortofthingisn’tforgiven。’
`Yes,yes,’saidAnna,turningawayandlookingoutoftheopenwindow。`ButIwasnottoblame。Andwhoistoblame?What’sthemeaningofbeingtoblame?Couldithavebeenotherwise?Whatdoyouthink?CoulditpossiblyhavehappenedotherwisethanthatyoushouldbecomethewifeofStiva?’
`Really,Idon’tknow。ButthisiswhatIwantyoutotellme……’
`Yes,yes,butwe’venotfinishedaboutKitty。Isshehappy?He’saveryfineman,theysay。’
`He’smuchmorethanveryfine。Idon’tknowabetterman。’
`Ah,howgladIam!I’msoglad!Muchmorethanveryfine,’sherepeated。
Dollysmiled。
`Buttellmeaboutyourself。We’veagreatdealtotalkabout。
AndI’vehadatalkwith……’Dollydidnotknowwhattocallhim。ShefeltitawkwardtocallhimeithertheCountorAlexeiKirillovich。
`WithAlexei,’saidAnna,`Iknowwhatyoutalkedabout。ButI
wantedtoaskyoudirectlywhatyouthinkofme,ofmylife?’
`HowamItosayanythingsosuddenly?Ireallydon’tknow。’
`No,tellmeallthesame……Youseemylife。Butyoumustn’tforgetthatyou’reseeingusinthesummer,whenyouhavecometousandwearenotalone……Butwecamehereearlyinthespring,livedquitealone,andshallbealoneagain,andIdesirenothingbetter。Butimaginemelivingalonewithouthim,alone,andthatwillbe……Iseebyeverythingthatitwilloftenberepeated,thathewillbehalfthetimeawayfromhome,’shesaid,gettingupandsittingdownclosebyDolly。`Ofcourse,’
sheinterruptedDolly,whowouldhaveanswered,`ofcourseIwon’ttrytokeephimbyforce。Idon’tkeephimindeed。Theracesarejustcoming,hishorsesarerunning,hewillgo。I’mveryglad。Butthinkofme,fancymyposition……Butwhat’stheuseoftalkingaboutit!’Shesmiled。`Well,whatdidhetalkaboutwithyou?’
`HespokeofwhatIwanttospeakaboutmyself,andit’seasyformetobehisadvocate;ofwhetherthereisnotapossibility……whetheryoucouldnot……’(DaryaAlexandrovnahesitated)`correct,orimproveyourposition……YouknowhowIlookatit……Butallthesame,ifpossible,youshouldgetmarried……’
`Divorce,youmean?’saidAnna。`Doyouknow,theonlywomanwhocametoseemeinPeterburgwasBetsyTverskaia?Youknowher,ofcourse?Aufond,c’estlafemmelaplusdé;praveequiexiste。ShehadanintriguewithTushkevich,deceivingherhusbandinthebasestway。
Andshetoldmethatshedidnotcaretoknowmesolongasmypositionwasirregular。Don’timagineIwouldcompare……Iknowyou,darling。ButIcouldnothelpremembering……Well,sowhatdidhesaytoyou?’sherepeated。
`Hesaidthathewasunhappyonyouraccountandhisown。Perhapsyouwillsaythatit’segoism,butwhatalegitimateandnobleegoism。
Hewantsfirstofalltolegitimizehisdaughter,andtobeyourhusband,tohavealegalrighttoyou。’
`Whatwife,whatslavecanbesoutterlyaslaveasI,inmyposition?’
sheputingloomily。
`Thechiefthinghedesires……hedesiresthatyoushouldnotsuffer。’
`That’simpossible。Well?’
`Well,andthemostlegitimatedesire-hewishesthatyourchildrenshouldhaveaname。’
`Whatchildren?’Annasaid,notlookingatDolly,andhalfclosinghereyes。
`Annieandthosetocome……’
`Heneednottroubleonthatscore;Ishallhavenomorechildren。’
`Howcanyoutellthatyouwon’t?’
`Ishallnot,becauseIdon’twishit。’And,inspiteofallheremotion,Annasmiled,asshecaughtthenaï;veexpressionofcuriosity,wonder,andhorroronDolly’sface。
`Thedoctortoldmeaftermyillness……’
`Impossible!’saidDolly,openinghereyeswide。Forherethiswasoneofthosediscoveriestheconsequencesanddeductionsfromwhicharesoimmensethatallthatonefeelsforthefirstinstantisthatitisimpossibletotakeitallin,andthatonewillhavetoreflectagreat,greatdealuponit。
Thisdiscovery,suddenlythrowinglightonallthosefamiliesofoneortwochildren,whichhadhithertobeensoincomprehensibletoher,arousedsomanyideas,reflections,andcontradictoryemotions,thatshehadnothingtosay,andsimplygazedwithwide-openeyesofwonderatAnna。Thiswastheverythingshehadbeendreamingof,butnowlearningthatitwaspossible,shewashorrified。Shefeltthatitwastoosimpleasolutionoftoocomplicatedaproblem。
`N’est-cepasimmoral?’wasallshesaid,afterabriefpause。
`Whyso?Think-Ihaveachoicebetweentwoalternatives:eithertobewithchild,thatisaninvalid,ortobethefriendandcompanionofmyhusband-practicallymyhusband,’Annasaidinatoneintentionallysuperficialandfrivolous。
`Yes,yes,’saidDaryaAlexandrovna,hearingtheveryargumentsshehadusedtoherself,andnotfindingthesameforceinthemasbefore。
`Foryou,forotherpeople,’saidAnna,asthoughdiviningherthoughts,`theremaybereasontohesitate;butforme……Youmustconsider-Iamnothiswife;helovesmeaslongashelovesme。AndhowamItokeephislove?Notlikethis!’
Shemovedherwhitehandsinacurvebeforeherwaist。
Withextraordinaryrapidity,ashappensduringmomentsofexcitement,ideasandmemoriesrushedintoDaryaAlexandrovna’shead。`I,’shethought,`didnotkeepmyattractionforStiva;heleftmeforothers,andthefirstwomanforwhomhebetrayedmedidnotkeephimbybeingalwaysprettyandlively。Hedesertedherandtookanother。AndcanAnnaattractandkeepCountVronskyinthatway?Ifthatiswhathelooksfor,hewillfinddressesandmannersstillmoreattractiveandcharming。And,howeverwhiteandbeautifulherbarearmsare,howeverbeautifulherfullfigureandhereagerfaceunderherblackcurls,hewillfindsomethingbetterstill,justasmydisgusting,pitiful,andcharminghusbanddoes。’
Dollymadenoanswer,shemerelysighed。Annanoticedthissigh,indicatingdissent,andshewenton。Inherarmoryshehadotherargumentssostrongthatnoanswercouldbemadetothem。
`Doyousaythatit’snotright?Butyoumustconsider,’shewenton;`youforgetmyposition。HowcanIdesirechildren?I’mnotspeakingofthesuffering-I’mnotafraidofthat。Think,only-whataremychildrentobe?Ill-fatedchildren,whowillhavetobearastranger’sname。Fortheveryfactoftheirbirththeywillbeforcedtobeashamedoftheirmother,theirfather,theirbirth。’
`Butthatisjustwhyadivorceisnecessary。’
ButAnnadidnothearher。Shelongedtogiveutterancetoalltheargumentswithwhichshehadsomanytimesconvincedherself。
`Whatisreasongivenmefor,ifIamnottouseittoavoidbringingunhappybeingsintotheworld!’
ShelookedatDolly,butwithoutwaitingforareplyshewenton:
`IshouldalwaysfeelIhadwrongedtheseunhappychildren,’shesaid。`Iftherearenone,atanyratetheyarenotunhappy;whileiftheyareunhappy,Ialoneshouldbetoblameforit。’
TheseweretheveryargumentsDaryaAlexandrovnahadusedinherownreflections;butsheheardthemnowwithoutunderstandingthem。`Howcanonewrongcreaturesthatdon’texist?’shethought。Andallatoncetheideastruckher。Coulditpossibly,underanycircumstances,havebeenbetterforherfavoriteGrishaifhehadneverexisted?Andthisseemedtohersowild,sostrange,thatsheshookherheadtodriveawaythistangleofwhirling,madideas。
`No,Idon’tknow;it’snotright,’wasallshesaid,withanexpressionofdisgustonherface。
`Yes,butyoumustn’tforgetwhatyouareandwhatIam……Andbesidesthat,’addedAnna,inspiteofthewealthofherargumentsandthepovertyofDolly’sobjections,seemingstilltoadmitthatitwasnotright,`don’tforgetthechiefpoint,thatIamnotnowinthesamepositionasyou。Foryouthequestionis:Doyoudesirenottohaveanymorechildren?
Whileformeitis:DoIdesiretohavethem?Andthat’sagreatdifference。
YoumustseethatIcan’tdesiretheminmyposition。’
DaryaAlexandrovnamadenoreply。ShesuddenlyfeltthatshehadgotawayfromAnnasofar,thattherelaybetweenthemabarrierofquestionsonwhichtheycouldneveragree,andaboutwhichitwasbetternottospeak。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart6,Chapter24[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter24`Thenthereisallthemorereasonforyoutolegalizeyourposition,ifpossible,’saidDolly。
`Yes,ifpossible,’saidAnna,speakingallatonceinanutterlydifferenttone,subduedandmournful。
`Surelyyoudon’tmeanadivorceisimpossible?Iwastoldyourhusbandhadconsentedtoit。’
`Dolly,Idon’twanttotalkaboutthat。’
`Oh,wewon’tthen,’DaryaAlexandrovnahastenedtosay,noticingtheexpressionofsufferingonAnna’sface。`AllIseeisthatyoutaketoogloomyaviewofthings。’
`I?Notatall!I’mverysatisfiedandhappy。Yousee,jefaispassions。Veslovsky……’
`Yes,totellthetruth,Idon’tlikeVeslovsky’stone,’saidDaryaAlexandrovna,anxioustochangethesubject。
`Oh,that’snonsense!ItamusesAlexei,andthat’sall;buthe’saboy,andquiteundercontrol。Youknow,IturnhimasIplease。It’sjustasitmightbewithyourGrisha……Dolly!’shesuddenlychangedthesubject。`YousayItaketoogloomyaviewofthings。Youcan’tunderstand。
It’stooawful!Itrynottotakeanyviewofitatall。’
`ButIthinkyououghtto。Yououghttodoallyoucan。’
`ButwhatcanIdo?Nothing。YoutellmetomarryAlexei,andsayIdon’tthinkaboutit。Idon’tthinkaboutit!’sherepeated,andaflushroseintoherface。Shegotup,straighteningherchest,andsighedheavily。Withherlightstepshebeganpacingupanddowntheroom,stoppingnowandthen。`Idon’tthinkofit?Notaday,notanhourpassesthatIdon’tthinkofit,andblamemyselfforwhatIthink……becausethinkingofthatmaydrivememad。Drivememad!’sherepeated。`WhenIthinkofit,Ican’tsleepwithoutmorphine。Butnevermind。Letustalkquietly。
Theytellme-divorce。Inthefirstplace,hewon’tgivemeadivorce。
He’sundertheinfluenceofCountessLidiaIvanovnanow。’
DaryaAlexandrovna,sittingerectonachair,turnedherheadfollowingAnnawithafaceofsympatheticsuffering。
`Yououghttomaketheattempt,’shesaidsoftly。
`SupposeImaketheattempt。Whatdoesitmean?’shesaid,evidentlygivingutterancetoathought,athousandtimesthoughtoverandlearnedbyheart。`ItmeansthatI,hatinghim,butstillrecognizingthatIhavewrongedhim-andIconsiderhimmagnanimous-thatIhumiliatemyselftowritetohim……Well,supposeImaketheeffort;Idoit。EitherI
receiveahumiliatingrefusal,orconsent。Well,Ihavereceivedhisconsent,say……’Annawasatthatmomentatthefarthestendoftheroom,andshestoppedthere,doingsomethingtothecurtainatthewindow。`Ireceivehisconsent,butmy……myson?Theywon’tgivehimuptome。Hewillgrowupdespisingme,withhisfather,whomI’veabandoned。Doyousee,Iloveequally,Ithink,butbothmorethanmyself,twobeings-SeriozhaandAlexei。’
ShecameoutintothemiddleoftheroomandstoodfacingDolly,withherarmspressedtightlyacrossherchest。Inherwhitedressinggownherfigureseemedmorethanusuallygrandandbroad。Shebentherhead,andwithshining,weteyeslookedfromunderherbrowsatDolly,athinlittlepitifulfigureinherpatcheddressingjacketandnightcap,shakingalloverwithemotion。
`ItisonlythosetwobeingswhomIlove,andoneexcludestheother。Ican’thavethemtogether,andthat’stheonlythingIwant。AndsinceIcan’thavethat,Idon’tcareabouttherest。Idon’tcareaboutanything-anything。Anditwillendonewayoranother,andsoIcan’t,Idon’tliketotalkofit。Sodon’tblameme,don’tjudgemeforanything。
Youcan’twithyourpureheartunderstandallthatI’msuffering。’
Shewentup,satdownbesideDolly,and,withaguiltylook,peepedintoherfaceandtookherhand。
`Whatareyouthinking?Whatareyouthinkingaboutme?Don’tdespiseme。Idon’tdeservecontempt。I’msimplyunhappy。Ifanyoneisunhappy,Iam,’sheuttered,andturningaway,sheburstintotears。
Leftalone,Dollysaidherprayersandwenttobed。ShehadfeltforAnnawithallherheartwhileshewasspeakingtoher,butnowshecouldnotforceherselftothinkofher。Thememoriesofhomeandofherchildrenroseupinherimaginationwithapeculiarcharmquitenewtoher,withasortofnewbrilliance。Thatworldofherownseemedtohernowsosweetandpreciousthatshewouldnotonanyaccountspendanextradayoutsideit,andshemadeuphermindthatshewouldcertainlygobackthenextday。
Annameantimewentbacktoherboudoir,tookawineglass,anddroppedintoitseveraldropsofamedicine,ofwhichtheprincipalingredientwasmorphine。Afterdrinkingitoffandsittingstillalittlewhile,shewentintoherbedroominasoothedandmorecheerfulframeofmind。
Whenshewentintothebedroom,Vronskylookedintentlyather。
Hewaslookingfortracesoftheconversationwhichheknew,stayingsolonginDolly’sroom,shemusthavehadwithher。Butinherexpressionofrestrainedexcitement,andofasortofreserve,hecouldfindnothingbutthebeautythatalwaysbewitchedhimafreshthoughhewasusedtoit,theconsciousnessofit,andthedesirethatitshouldaffecthim。Hedidnotwanttoaskherwhattheyhadbeentalkingof,buthehopedthatshewouldtellhimsomethingofherownaccord。Butsheonlysaid:
`IamsogladyoulikeDolly。Youdo,don’tyou?’
`Oh,I’veknownheralongwhile。She’sverygoodhearted,Isuppose,maisexcessivementterre-à;-terre。Still,I’mverygladtoseeher。’
HetookAnna’shandandlookedinquiringlyintohereyes。
Misinterpretingthelook,shesmiledtohim。
Nextmorning,inspiteoftheprotestsofherhosts,DaryaAlexandrovnapreparedforherhomewardjourney。Levin’scoachman,inhisbynomeansnewcoatandshabbyhat,withhisill-matchedhorsesandhiscarriagewiththepatchedmudguards,drovewithgloomydeterminationintothecoveredgravelapproach。
DaryaAlexandrovnadislikedtakingleaveofPrincessVarvaraandthegentlemenoftheparty。Afteradayspenttogether,bothsheandherhostsweredistinctlyawarethattheydidnotgetontogether,andthatitwasbetterforthemnottomeet。OnlyAnnawassad。Sheknewthatnow,afterDolly’sdeparture,nooneagainwouldstirupwithinhersoulthefeelingsthathadbeenrousedbytheirconversation。Ithurthertostirupthesefeelings,butyetsheknewthatthatwasthebestpartofhersoul,andthatthatpartofhersoulwouldquicklygrowweedyinthelifeshewasleading。
Asshedroveoutintotheopencountry,DaryaAlexandrovnahadadelightfulsenseofrelief,andshefelttemptedtoaskthetwomenhowtheyhadlikedbeingatVronsky’s,whensuddenlythecoachman,Philip,expressedhimselfunasked:
`Rollinginwealththeymaybe,butthreepotsofoatswasalltheygaveus。Everythingcleareduptilltherewasn’tagrainleftbycock-crow。
Whatarethreepots?Ameremouthful!Andoatsnowyoucouldgetfrominnkeepersforforty-fivekopecks。Atourplace,nofear,allcomersmayhaveasmuchastheycaneat。’
`Themaster’sascrew,’putinthecountinghouseclerk。
`Well,didyouliketheirhorses?’askedDolly。
`Thehorses!There’snotwoopinionsaboutthem。Andthefoodwasgood。Butitseemedtomesortofdrearythere,DaryaAlexandrovna。
Idon’tknowwhatyouthought,’hesaid,turninghishandsome,good-naturedfacetoher。
`Ithoughtsotoo。Well,shallwegethomebyevening?’
`Eh,wemust!’
Onreachinghomeandfindingeveryoneentirelysafeandparticularlycharming,DaryaAlexandrovnabeganwithgreatlivelinesstellingthemaboutherarrival,herwarmreception,abouttheluxuryandgoodtasteinwhichtheVronskyslived,andabouttheirrecreations,andshewouldnotallowawordtobesaidagainstthem。
`OnehastoknowAnnaandVronsky-Ihavegottoknowhimbetternow-toseehowfinetheyare,andhowtouching,’shesaid,speakingnowwithp