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MYUNCLEJULES
Awhite—hairedoldmanbeggedusforalms.Mycompanion,JosephDavranche,gavehimfivefrancs.Noticingmysurprisedlook,hesaid:
"ThatpoorunfortunateremindsmeofastorywhichIshalltellyou,thememoryofwhichcontinuallypursuesme.Hereitis:
"Myfamily,whichcameoriginallyfromHavre,wasnotrich.Wejustmanagedtomakebothendsmeet.Myfatherworkedhard,camehomelatefromtheoffice,andearnedverylittle.Ihadtwosisters.
"Mymothersufferedagooddealfromourreducedcircumstances,andsheoftenhadharshwordsforherhusband,veiledandslyreproaches.Thepoormanthenmadeagesturewhichusedtodistressme.Hewouldpasshisopenhandoverhisforehead,asiftowipeawayperspirationwhichdidnotexist,andhewouldanswernothing.Ifelthishelplesssuffering.Weeconomizedoneverything,andneverwouldacceptaninvitationtodinner,soasnottohavetoreturnthecourtesy.Allourprovisionswereboughtatbargainsales.Mysistersmadetheirowngowns,andlongdiscussionswouldariseonthepriceofapieceofbraidworthfifteencentimesayard.Ourmealsusuallyconsistedcfsoupandbeef,preparedwitheverykindofsauce.
Theysayitiswholesomeandnourishing,butIshouldhavepreferredachange.
"Iusedtogothroughterriblescenesonaccountoflostbuttonsandtorntrousers.
"EverySunday,dressedinourbest,wewouldtakeourwalkalongthebreakwater.Myfather,inafrockcoat,highhatandkidgloves,wouldofferhisarmtomymother,deckedoutandberibbonedlikeashiponaholiday.Mysisters,whowerealwaysreadyfirst,wouldawaitthesignalforleaving;butatthelastminutesomeonealwaysfoundaspotonmyfather’sfrockcoat,andithadtobewipedawayquicklywitharagmoistenedwithbenzine.
"Myfather,inhisshirtsleeves,hissilkhatonhishead,wouldawaitthecompletionoftheoperation,whilemymother,puttingonherspectacles,andtakingoffherglovesinordernottospoilthem,wouldmakehaste.
"Thenwesetoutceremoniously.Mysistersmarchedonahead,arminarm.
Theywereofmarriageableageandhadtobedisplayed.Iwalkedontheleftofmymotherandmyfatheronherright.IrememberthepompousairofmypoorparentsintheseSundaywalks,theirsternexpression,theirstiffwalk.Theymovedslowly,withaseriousexpression,theirbodiesstraight,theirlegsstiff,asifsomethingofextremeimportancedependedupontheirappearance.
"EverySunday,whenthebigsteamerswerereturningfromunknownanddistantcountries,myfatherwouldinvariablyutterthesamewords:
"’WhatasurpriseitwouldbeifJuleswereonthatone!Eh?’
"MyUncleJules,myfather’sbrother,wastheonlyhopeofthefamily,afterbeingitsonlyfear.Ihadheardabouthimsincechildhood,anditseemedtomethatIshouldrecognizehimimmediately,knowingasmuchabouthimasIdid.IkneweverydetailofhislifeuptothedayofhisdepartureforAmerica,althoughthisperiodofhislifewasspokenofonlyinhushedtones.
"Itseemsthathehadledabadlife,thatistosay,hehadsquanderedalittlemoney,whichaction,inapoorfamily,isoneofthegreatestcrimes.Withrichpeopleamanwhoamuseshimselfonlysowshiswildoats.Heiswhatisgenerallycalledasport.Butamongneedyfamiliesaboywhoforceshisparentstobreakintothecapitalbecomesagood—
for—nothing,arascal,ascamp.Andthisdistinctionisjust,althoughtheactionbethesame,forconsequencesalonedeterminetheseriousnessoftheact.
"Well,UncleJuleshadvisiblydiminishedtheinheritanceonwhichmyfatherhadcounted,afterhehadswallowedhisowntothelastpenny.
Then,accordingtothecustomofthetimes,hehadbeenshippedofftoAmericaonafreightergoingfromHavretoNewYork.
"Oncethere,myunclebegantosellsomethingorother,andhesoonwrotethathewasmakingalittlemoneyandthathesoonhopedtobeabletoindemnifymyfatherfortheharmhehaddonehim.Thislettercausedaprofoundemotioninthefamily.Jules,whouptothattimehadnotbeenworthhissalt,suddenlybecameagoodman,akind—heartedfellow,trueandhonestlikealltheDavranches.
"Oneofthecaptainstoldusthathehadrentedalargeshopandwasdoinganimportantbusiness.
"Twoyearslaterasecondlettercame,saying:’MydearPhilippe,Iamwritingtotellyounottoworryaboutmyhealth,whichisexcellent.
Businessisgood.Ileaveto—morrowforalongtriptoSouthAmerica.
Imaybeawayforseveralyearswithoutsendingyouanynews.IfI
shouldn’twrite,don’tworry.WhenmyfortuneismadeIshallreturntoHavre.Ihopethatitwillnotbetoolongandthatweshallalllivehappilytogether’
"Thisletterbecamethegospelofthefamily.Itwasreadontheslightestprovocation,anditwasshowntoeverybody.
"FortenyearsnothingwasheardfromUncleJules;butastimewentonmyfather’shopegrew,andmymother,also,oftensaid:
"’WhenthatgoodJulesishere,ourpositionwillbedifferent.Thereisonewhoknewhowtogetalong!’
"AndeverySunday,whilewatchingthebigsteamersapproachingfromthehorizon,pouringoutastreamofsmoke,myfatherwouldrepeathiseternalquestion:
"’WhatasurpriseitwouldbeifJuleswereonthatone!Eh?’
"Wealmostexpectedtoseehimwavinghishandkerchiefandcrying:
"’Hey!Philippe!’
"Thousandsofschemeshadbeenplannedonthestrengthofthisexpectedreturn;wewereeventobuyalittlehousewithmyuncle’smoney——alittleplaceinthecountrynearIngouville.Infact,Iwouldn’tswearthatmyfatherhadnotalreadybegunnegotiations.
"Theelderofmysisterswasthentwenty—eight,theothertwenty—six.
Theywerenotyetmarried,andthatwasagreatgrieftoeveryone.
"Atlastasuitorpresentedhimselffortheyoungerone.Hewasaclerk,notrich,buthonorable.IhavealwaysbeenmorallycertainthatUncleJules’letter,whichwasshownhimoneevening,hadsweptawaytheyoungman’shesitationanddefinitelydecidedhim.
"Hewasacceptedeagerly,anditwasdecidedthataftertheweddingthewholefamilyshouldtakeatriptoJersey.
"Jerseyistheidealtripforpoorpeople.Itisnotfar;onecrossesastripofseainasteamerandlandsonforeignsoil,asthislittleislandbelongstoEngland.Thus,aFrenchman,withatwohours’sail,canobserveaneighboringpeopleathomeandstudytheircustoms.
"ThistriptoJerseycompletelyabsorbedourideas,wasoursoleanticipation,theconstantthoughtofourminds.
"Atlastweleft.Iseeitasplainlyasifithadhappenedyesterday.
TheboatwasgettingupsteamagainstthequayatGranville;myfather,bewildered,wassuperintendingtheloadingofourthreepiecesofbaggage;mymother,nervous,hadtakenthearmofmyunmarriedsister,whoseemedlostsincethedepartureoftheotherone,likethelastchickenofabrood;behinduscamethebrideandgroom,whoalwaysstayedbehind,athingthatoftenmademeturnround.
"Thewhistlesounded.Wegotonboard,andthevessel,leavingthebreakwater,forgedaheadthroughaseaasflatasamarbletable.Wewatchedthecoastdisappearinthedistance,happyandproud,likeallwhodonottravelmuch.
"Myfatherwasswellingouthischestinthebreeze,beneathhisfrockcoat,whichhadthatmorningbeenverycarefullycleaned;andhespreadaroundhimthatodorofbenzinewhichalwaysmademerecognizeSunday.
Suddenlyhenoticedtwoelegantlydressedladiestowhomtwogentlemenwereofferingoysters.Anold,raggedsailorwasopeningthemwithhisknifeandpassingthemtothegentlemen,whowouldthenofferthemtotheladies.Theyatetheminadaintymanner,holdingtheshellonafinehandkerchiefandadvancingtheirmouthsalittleinordernottospottheirdresses.Thentheywoulddrinktheliquidwitharapidlittlemotionandthrowtheshelloverboard.
"Myfatherwasprobablypleasedwiththisdelicatemannerofeatingoystersonamovingship.Heconsidereditgoodform,refined,and,goinguptomymotherandsisters,heasked:
"’Wouldyoulikemetoofferyousomeoysters?’
"Mymotherhesitatedonaccountoftheexpense,butmytwosistersimmediatelyaccepted.Mymothersaidinaprovokedmanner:
"’Iamafraidthattheywillhurtmystomach.Offerthechildrensome,butnottoomuch,itwouldmakethemsick.’Then,turningtowardme,sheadded:
"’AsforJoseph,hedoesn’tneedany.Boysshouldn’tbespoiled.’
"However,Iremainedbesidemymother,findingthisdiscriminationunjust.Iwatchedmyfatherashepompouslyconductedmytwosistersandhisson—in—lawtowardtheraggedoldsailor.
"Thetwoladieshadjustleft,andmyfathershowedmysistershowtoeatthemwithoutspillingtheliquor.Heeventriedtogivethemanexample,andseizedanoyster.Heattemptedtoimitatetheladies,andimmediatelyspilledalltheliquidoverhiscoat.Iheardmymothermutter:
"’Hewoulddofarbettertokeepquiet.’
"But,suddenly,myfatherappearedtobeworried;heretreatedafewsteps,staredathisfamilygatheredaroundtheoldshellopener,andquicklycametowardus.Heseemedverypale,withapeculiarlook.Inalowvoicehesaidtomymother:
"’It’sextraordinaryhowthatmanopeningtheoysterslookslikeJules.’
"Astonished,mymotherasked:
"’WhatJules?’
"Myfathercontinued:
"’Why,mybrother.IfIdidnotknowthathewaswelloffinAmerica,I
shouldthinkitwashe.’
"Bewildered,mymotherstammered:
"’Youarecrazy!Aslongasyouknowthatitisnothe,whydoyousaysuchfoolishthings?’
"Butmyfatherinsisted:
"’Goonoverandsee,Clarisse!Iwouldratherhaveyouseewithyourowneyes.’
"Shearoseandwalkedtoherdaughters.I,too,waswatchingtheman.
Hewasold,dirty,wrinkled,anddidnotlifthiseyesfromhiswork.
"Mymotherreturned.Inoticedthatshewastrembling.Sheexclaimedquickly:
"’Ibelievethatitishe.Whydon’tyouaskthecaptain?Butbeverycarefulthatwedon’thavethisrogueonourhandsagain!’
"Myfatherwalkedaway,butIfollowedhim.Ifeltstrangelymoved.
"Thecaptain,atall,thinman,withblondwhiskers,waswalkingalongthebridgewithanimportantairasifhewerecommandingtheIndianmailsteamer.
"Myfatheraddressedhimceremoniously,andquestionedhimabouthisprofession,addingmanycompliments:
"’WhatmightbetheimportanceofJersey?Whatdiditproduce?Whatwasthepopulation?Thecustoms?Thenatureofthesoil?’etc.,etc.
"’Youhavethereanoldshellopenerwhoseemsquiteinteresting.Doyouknowanythingabouthim?’
"Thecaptain,whomthisconversationbegantoweary,answereddryly:
"’HeissomeoldFrenchtrampwhomIfoundlastyearinAmerica,andI
broughthimback.ItseemsthathehassomerelativesinHavre,butthathedoesn’twishtoreturntothembecauseheowesthemmoney.HisnameisJules——JulesDarmancheorDarvancheorsomethinglikethat.Itseemsthathewasoncerichoverthere,butyoucanseewhat’sleftofhimnow.’
"Myfatherturnedashypaleandmuttered,histhroatcontracted,hiseyeshaggard.
"’Ah!ah!verywell,verywell.I’mnotintheleastsurprised.Thankyouverymuch,captain.’
"Hewentaway,andtheastonishedsailorwatchedhimdisappear.Hereturnedtomymothersoupsetthatshesaidtohim:
"’Sitdown;someonewillnoticethatsomethingisthematter.’
"Hesankdownonabenchandstammered:
"’It’she!It’she!’
"Thenheasked:
"’Whatarewegoingtodo?’
"Sheansweredquickly:
"’Wemustgetthechildrenoutoftheway.SinceJosephknowseverything,hecangoandgetthem.Wemusttakegoodcarethatourson—
in—lawdoesn’tfindout.’
"Myfatherseemedabsolutelybewildered.Hemurmured:
"’Whatacatastrophe!’
"Suddenlygrowingfurious,mymotherexclaimed:
"’Ialwaysthoughtthatthatthiefneverwoulddoanything,andthathewoulddropdownonusagain!AsifonecouldexpectanythingfromaDavranche!’
"Myfatherpassedhishandoverhisforehead,ashealwaysdidwhenhiswifereproachedhim.Sheadded:
"’GiveJosephsomemoneysothathecanpayfortheoysters.Allthatitneededtocaptheclimaxwouldbetoberecognizedbythatbeggar.Thatwouldbeverypleasant!Let’sgetdowntotheotherendoftheboat,andtakecarethatthatmandoesn’tcomenearus!’
"Theygavemefivefrancsandwalkedaway.
"Astonished,mysisterswereawaitingtheirfather.Isaidthatmammahadfeltasuddenattackofsea—sickness,andIaskedtheshellopener:
"’Howmuchdoweoweyou,monsieur?’
"Ifeltlikelaughing:hewasmyuncle!Heanswered:
"’Twofrancsfifty.’
"Iheldoutmyfivefrancsandhereturnedthechange.Ilookedathishand;itwasapoor,wrinkled,sailor’shand,andIlookedathisface,anunhappyoldface.Isaidtomyself:
"’Thatismyuncle,thebrotherofmyfather,myuncle!’
"Igavehimaten—centtip.Hethankedme:
"’Godblessyou,myyoungsir!’
"Hespokelikeapoormanreceivingalms.Icouldn’thelpthinkingthathemusthavebeggedoverthere!Mysisterslookedatme,surprisedatmygenerosity.WhenIreturnedthetwofrancstomyfather,mymotheraskedmeinsurprise:
"’Wastherethreefrancs’worth?Thatisimpossible.’
"Iansweredinafirmvoice"’Igavetencentsasatip.’
"Mymotherstarted,and,staringatme,sheexclaimed:
"’Youmustbecrazy!Givetencentstothatman,tothatvagabond——’
"Shestoppedatalookfrommyfather,whowaspointingathisson—in—
law.Theneverybodywassilent.
"Beforeus,onthedistanthorizon,apurpleshadowseemedtoriseoutofthesea.ItwasJersey.
"AsweapproachedthebreakwateraviolentdesireseizedmeoncemoretoseemyUncleJules,tobenearhim,tosaytohimsomethingconsoling,somethingtender.Butasnoonewaseatinganymoreoysters,hehaddisappeared,havingprobablygonebelowtothedirtyholdwhichwasthehomeofthepoorwretch."
THEMODEL
Curvinglikeacrescentmoon,thelittletownofEtretat,withitswhitecliffs,itswhite,shinglybeachanditsbluesea,layinthesunlightathighnoononeJulyday.Ateitherextremityofthiscrescentitstwo"gates,"thesmallertotheright,thelargeroneattheleft,stretchedforth——oneadwarfandtheotheracolossallimb——intothewater,andthebelltower,almostastallasthecliff,widebelow,narrowingatthetop,raiseditspointedsummittothesky.
Onthesandsbesidethewateracrowdwasseatedwatchingthebathers.
Ontheterraceof,theCasinoanothercrowd,seatedorwalking,displayedbeneaththebrilliantskyaperfectflowerpatchofbrightcostumes,withredandblueparasolsembroideredwithlargeflowersinsilk.
Onthewalkattheendoftheterrace,otherpersons,therestful,quietones,werewalkingslowly,farfromthedressythrong.
Ayoungman,wellknownandcelebratedasapainter,JeanSumner,waswalkingwithadejectedairbesideawheeledchairinwhichsatayoungwoman,hiswife.Amanservantwasgentlypushingthechair,andthecrippledwomanwasgazingsadlyatthebrightnessofthesky,thegladnessoftheday,andthehappinessofothers.
Theydidnotspeak.Theydidnotlookateachother.
"Letusstopawhile,"saidtheyoungwoman.
Theystopped,andthepaintersatdownonacampstoolthattheservanthandedhim.
Thosewhowerepassingbehindthesilentandmotionlesscouplelookedatthemcompassionately.Awholelegendofdevotionwasattachedtothem.
Hehadmarriedherinspiteofherinfirmity,touchedbyheraffectionforhim,itwassaid.
Notfarfromthere,twoyoungmenwerechatting,seatedonabenchandlookingoutintothehorizon.
"No,itisnottrue;ItellyouthatIamwellacquaintedwithJeanSumner."
"Butthen,whydidhemarryher?Forshewasacripplewhenshemarried,wasshenot?"
"Justso.Hemarriedher——hemarriedher——justaseveryonemarries,parbleu!becausehewasanidiot!"
"Butwhy?"
"Butwhy——butwhy,myfriend?Thereisnowhy.Peopledostupidthingsjustbecausetheydostupidthings.And,besides,youknowverywellthatpaintersmakeaspecialtyoffoolishmarriages.Theyalmostalwaysmarrymodels,formersweethearts,infact,womenofdoubtfulreputation,frequently.Whydotheydothis?Whocansay?Onewouldsupposethatconstantassociationwiththegeneralrunofmodelswoulddisgustthemforeverwiththatclassofwomen.Notatall.Afterhavingposedthemtheymarrythem.Readthatlittlebook,sotrue,socruelandsobeautiful,byAlphonseDaudet:’Artists’Wives.’
"Inthecaseofthecoupleyouseeovertheretheaccidentoccurredinaspecialandterriblemanner.Thelittlewomanplayedafrightfulcomedy,or,rather,tragedy.Sheriskedalltowinall.Wasshesincere?DidsheloveJean?Shallweeverknow?Whoisabletodeterminepreciselyhowmuchisputonandhowmuchisrealintheactionsofawoman?Theyarealwayssincereinaneternalmobilityofimpressions.Theyarefurious,criminal,devoted,admirableandbaseinobediencetointangibleemotions.Theytellliesincessantlywithoutintention,withoutknowingorunderstandingwhy,andinspiteofitallareabsolutelyfrankintheirfeelingsandsentiments,whichtheydisplaybyviolent,unexpected,incomprehensible,foolishresolutionswhichoverthrowourarguments,ourcustomarypoiseandallourselfishplans.Theunforeseennessandsuddennessoftheirdeterminationswillalwaysrenderthemundecipherableenigmasasfarasweareconcerned.Wecontinuallyaskourselves:
’Aretheysincere?Aretheypretending?’
"But,myfriend,theyaresincereandinsincereatoneandthesametime,becauseitistheirnaturetobeextremistsinbothandtobeneitheronenortheother.
"Seethemethodsthateventhebestofthememploytogetwhattheydesire.Theyarecomplexandsimple,thesemethods.Socomplexthatwecanneverguessatthembeforehand,andsosimplethatafterhavingbeenvictimizedwecannothelpbeingastonishedandexclaiming:’What!Didshemakeafoolofmesoeasilyasthat?’
"Andtheyalwayssucceed,oldman,especiallywhenitisaquestionofgettingmarried.
"ButthisisSumner’sstory:
"Thelittlewomanwasamodel,ofcourse.Sheposedforhim.Shewaspretty,verystylish—looking,andhadadivinefigure,itseems.Hefanciedthathelovedherwithhiswholesoul.Thatisanotherstrangething.Assoonasonelikesawomanonesincerelybelievesthattheycouldnotgetalongwithoutherfortherestoftheirlife.Oneknowsthatonehasfeltthesamewaybeforeandthatdisgustinvariablysucceededgratification;thatinordertopassone’sexistencesidebysidewithanothertheremustbenotabrutal,physicalpassionwhichsoondiesout,butasympathyofsoul,temperamentandtemper.Oneshouldknowhowtodetermineintheenchantmenttowhichoneissubjectedwhetheritproceedsfromthephysical,fromacertainsensuousintoxication,orfromadeepspiritualcharm.
"Well,hebelievedhimselfinlove;hemadehernoendofpromisesoffidelity,andwasdevotedtoher.
"Shewasreallyattractive,giftedwiththatfashionableflippancythatlittleParisianssoreadilyaffect.Shechattered,babbled,madefoolishremarksthatsoundedwittyfromthemannerinwhichtheywereuttered.
Sheusedgracefulgesture’swhichwerecalculatedtoattractapainter’seye.Whensheraisedherarms,whenshebentover,whenshegotintoacarriage,whensheheldoutherhandtoyou,hergestureswereperfectandappropriate.
"ForthreemonthsJeannevernoticedthat,inreality,shewaslikeallothermodels.
"HerentedalittlehouseforherforthesummeratAndresy.
"Iwasthereoneeveningwhenforthefirsttimedoubtscameintomyfriend’smind.
"Asitwasabeautifuleveningwethoughtwewouldtakeastrollalongthebankoftheriver.Themoonpouredafloodoflightonthetremblingwater,scatteringyellowgleamsalongitsripplesinthecurrentsandallalongthecourseofthewide,slowriver.
"Westrolledalongthebank,alittleenthusedbythatvagueexaltationthatthesedreamyeveningsproduceinus.Wewouldhavelikedtoundertakesomewonderfultask,tolovesomeunknown,deliciouslypoeticbeing.Wefeltourselvesvibratingwithraptures,longings,strangeaspirations.Andweweresilent,ourbeingspervadedbythesereneandlivingcoolnessofthebeautifulnight,thecoolnessofthemoonlight,whichseemedtopenetrateone’sbody,permeateit,sootheone’sspirit,fillitwithfragranceandsteepitinhappiness.
"SuddenlyJosephine(thatishername)utteredanexclamation:
"’Oh,didyouseethebigfishthatjumped,overthere?’
"Herepliedwithoutlooking,withoutthinking:
"’Yes,dear.’
"Shewasangry.
"’No,youdidnotseeit,foryourbackwasturned.’
"Hesmiled.
"’Yes,that’strue.ItissodelightfulthatIamnotthinkingofanything.’
"Shewassilent,butattheendofaminuteshefeltasifshemustsaysomethingandasked:
"’AreyougoingtoParisto—morrow?’
"’Idonotknow,’hereplied.
"Shewasannoyedagain.
"’Doyouthinkitisveryamusingtowalkalongwithoutspeaking?Peopletalkwhentheyarenotstupid.’
"Hedidnotreply.Then,feelingwithherwoman’sinstinctthatshewasgoingtomakehimangry,shebegantosingapopularairthathadharassedourearsandourmindsfortwoyears:
"’Jeregardaisenfair.’
"Hemurmured:
"’Pleasekeepquiet.’
"Sherepliedangrily:
"’Whydoyouwishmetokeepquiet?’
"’Youspoilthelandscapeforus!’hesaid.
"Thenfollowedascene,ahateful,idioticscene,withunexpectedreproaches,unsuitablerecriminations,thentears.Nothingwasleftunsaid.Theywentbacktothehouse.Hehadallowedhertotalkwithoutreplying,enervatedbythebeautyofthesceneanddumfoundedbythisstormofabuse.
"Threemonthslaterhestrovewildlytofreehimselffromthoseinvincibleandinvisiblebondswithwhichsuchafriendshipchainsourlives.Shekepthimunderherinfluence,tyrannizingoverhim,makinghislifeaburdentohim.Theyquarreledcontinually,vituperatingandfinallyfightingeachother.
"Hewantedtobreakwithheratanycost.Hesoldallhiscanvases,borrowedmoneyfromhisfriends,realizingtwentythousandfrancs(hewasnotwellknownthen),andleftthemforheronemorningwithanoteoffarewell.
"Hecameandtookrefugewithme.
"Aboutthreeo’clockthatafternoontherewasaringatthebell.Iwenttothedoor.Awomansprangtowardme,pushedmeaside,cameinandwentintomyatelier.Itwasshe!
"Hehadrisenwhenhesawhercoming.’
"Shethrewtheenvelopecontainingthebanknotesathisfeetwithatrulynoblegestureandsaidinaquicktone:
"’There’syourmoney.Idon’twantit!’
"Shewasverypale,tremblingandreadyundoubtedlytocommitanyfolly.
Asforhim,Isawhimgrowpalealso,palewithrageandexasperation,readyalsoperhapstocommitanyviolence.
"Heasked:
"’Whatdoyouwant?’
"Shereplied:
"’Idonotchoosetobetreatedlikeacommonwoman.Youimploredmetoacceptyou.Iaskedyoufornothing.Keepmewithyou!’
"Hestampedhisfoot.
"’No,that’salittletoomuch!Ifyouthinkyouaregoing——’
"Ihadseizedhisarm.
"’Keepstill,JeanLetmesettleit.’
"Iwenttowardherandquietly,littlebylittle,Ibegantoreasonwithher,exhaustingalltheargumentsthatareusedundersimilarcircumstances.Shelistenedtome,motionless,withafixedgaze,obstinateandsilent.
"Finally,notknowingwhatmoretosay,andseeingthattherewouldbeascene,Ithoughtofalastresortandsaid:
"’Helovesyoustill,mydear,buthisfamilywanthimtomarrysomeone,andyouunderstand——’
"Shegaveastartandexclaimed:
"’Ah!Ah!NowIunderstand:
"Andturningtowardhim,shesaid:
"’Youare——youaregoingtogetmarried?’
"Hereplieddecidedly"’Yes.’
"Shetookastepforward.
"’Ifyoumarry,Iwillkillmyself!Doyouhear?’
"Heshruggedhisshouldersandreplied:
"’Well,thenkillyourself!’
"Shestammeredout,almostchokingwithherviolentemotion:
"’Whatdoyousay?Whatdoyousay?Whatdoyousay?Sayitagain!’
"Herepeated:
"’Well,thenkillyourselfifyoulike!’
"Withherfacealmostlivid,shereplied:
"’Donotdareme!Iwillthrowmyselffromthewindow!’
"Hebegantolaugh,walkedtowardthewindow,openedit,andbowingwiththegestureofonewhodesirestoletsomeoneelseprecedehim,hesaid:
"’Thisistheway.Afteryou!’
"Shelookedathimforasecondwithterrible,wild,staringeyes.Then,takingarunasifsheweregoingtojumpahedgeinthecountry,sherushedpastmeandpasthim,jumpedoverthesillanddisappeared.
"IshallneverforgettheimpressionmadeonmebythatopenwindowafterIhadseenthatbodypassthroughittofalltotheground.Itappearedtomeinasecondtobeaslargeastheheavensandashollowasspace.
AndIdrewbackinstinctively,notdaringtolookatit,asthoughI
fearedImightfalloutmyself.
"Jean,dumfounded,stoodmotionless.
"Theybroughtthepoorgirlinwithbothlegsbroken.Shewillneverwalkagain.
"Jean,wildwithremorseandalsopossiblytouchedwithgratitude,madeuphismindtomarryher.
"Thereyouhaveit,oldman."
Itwasgrowingdusk.Theyoungwomanfeltchillyandwantedtogohome,andtheservantwheeledtheinvalidchairinthedirectionofthevillage.Thepainterwalkedbesidehiswife,neitherofthemhavingexchangedawordforanhour.
ThisstoryappearedinLeGaulois,December17,1883.
AVAGABOND
Hewasajourneymancarpenter,agoodworkmanandasteadyfellow,twenty—sevenyearsold,but,althoughtheeldestson,JacquesRandelhadbeenforcedtoliveonhisfamilyfortwomonths,owingtothegenerallackofwork.Hehadwalkedaboutseekingworkforoveramonthandhadlefthisnativetown,Ville—Avary,inLaManche,becausehecouldfindnothingtodoandwouldnolongerdeprivehisfamilyofthebreadtheyneededthemselves,whenhewasthestrongestofthemall.Histwosistersearnedbutlittleascharwomen.Hewentandinquiredatthetownhall,andthemayor’ssecretarytoldhimthathewouldfindworkattheLaborAgency,andsohestarted,wellprovidedwithpa