Original Short Stories

第25章

MYUNCLEJULES

Awhite—hairedoldmanbeggedusforalms.Mycompanion,JosephDavranche,gavehimfivefrancs.Noticingmysurprisedlook,hesaid:

"ThatpoorunfortunateremindsmeofastorywhichIshalltellyou,thememoryofwhichcontinuallypursuesme.Hereitis:

"Myfamily,whichcameoriginallyfromHavre,wasnotrich.Wejustmanagedtomakebothendsmeet.Myfatherworkedhard,camehomelatefromtheoffice,andearnedverylittle.Ihadtwosisters.

"Mymothersufferedagooddealfromourreducedcircumstances,andsheoftenhadharshwordsforherhusband,veiledandslyreproaches.Thepoormanthenmadeagesturewhichusedtodistressme.Hewouldpasshisopenhandoverhisforehead,asiftowipeawayperspirationwhichdidnotexist,andhewouldanswernothing.Ifelthishelplesssuffering.Weeconomizedoneverything,andneverwouldacceptaninvitationtodinner,soasnottohavetoreturnthecourtesy.Allourprovisionswereboughtatbargainsales.Mysistersmadetheirowngowns,andlongdiscussionswouldariseonthepriceofapieceofbraidworthfifteencentimesayard.Ourmealsusuallyconsistedcfsoupandbeef,preparedwitheverykindofsauce.

Theysayitiswholesomeandnourishing,butIshouldhavepreferredachange.

"Iusedtogothroughterriblescenesonaccountoflostbuttonsandtorntrousers.

"EverySunday,dressedinourbest,wewouldtakeourwalkalongthebreakwater.Myfather,inafrockcoat,highhatandkidgloves,wouldofferhisarmtomymother,deckedoutandberibbonedlikeashiponaholiday.Mysisters,whowerealwaysreadyfirst,wouldawaitthesignalforleaving;butatthelastminutesomeonealwaysfoundaspotonmyfather’sfrockcoat,andithadtobewipedawayquicklywitharagmoistenedwithbenzine.

"Myfather,inhisshirtsleeves,hissilkhatonhishead,wouldawaitthecompletionoftheoperation,whilemymother,puttingonherspectacles,andtakingoffherglovesinordernottospoilthem,wouldmakehaste.

"Thenwesetoutceremoniously.Mysistersmarchedonahead,arminarm.

Theywereofmarriageableageandhadtobedisplayed.Iwalkedontheleftofmymotherandmyfatheronherright.IrememberthepompousairofmypoorparentsintheseSundaywalks,theirsternexpression,theirstiffwalk.Theymovedslowly,withaseriousexpression,theirbodiesstraight,theirlegsstiff,asifsomethingofextremeimportancedependedupontheirappearance.

"EverySunday,whenthebigsteamerswerereturningfromunknownanddistantcountries,myfatherwouldinvariablyutterthesamewords:

"’WhatasurpriseitwouldbeifJuleswereonthatone!Eh?’

"MyUncleJules,myfather’sbrother,wastheonlyhopeofthefamily,afterbeingitsonlyfear.Ihadheardabouthimsincechildhood,anditseemedtomethatIshouldrecognizehimimmediately,knowingasmuchabouthimasIdid.IkneweverydetailofhislifeuptothedayofhisdepartureforAmerica,althoughthisperiodofhislifewasspokenofonlyinhushedtones.

"Itseemsthathehadledabadlife,thatistosay,hehadsquanderedalittlemoney,whichaction,inapoorfamily,isoneofthegreatestcrimes.Withrichpeopleamanwhoamuseshimselfonlysowshiswildoats.Heiswhatisgenerallycalledasport.Butamongneedyfamiliesaboywhoforceshisparentstobreakintothecapitalbecomesagood—

for—nothing,arascal,ascamp.Andthisdistinctionisjust,althoughtheactionbethesame,forconsequencesalonedeterminetheseriousnessoftheact.

"Well,UncleJuleshadvisiblydiminishedtheinheritanceonwhichmyfatherhadcounted,afterhehadswallowedhisowntothelastpenny.

Then,accordingtothecustomofthetimes,hehadbeenshippedofftoAmericaonafreightergoingfromHavretoNewYork.

"Oncethere,myunclebegantosellsomethingorother,andhesoonwrotethathewasmakingalittlemoneyandthathesoonhopedtobeabletoindemnifymyfatherfortheharmhehaddonehim.Thislettercausedaprofoundemotioninthefamily.Jules,whouptothattimehadnotbeenworthhissalt,suddenlybecameagoodman,akind—heartedfellow,trueandhonestlikealltheDavranches.

"Oneofthecaptainstoldusthathehadrentedalargeshopandwasdoinganimportantbusiness.

"Twoyearslaterasecondlettercame,saying:’MydearPhilippe,Iamwritingtotellyounottoworryaboutmyhealth,whichisexcellent.

Businessisgood.Ileaveto—morrowforalongtriptoSouthAmerica.

Imaybeawayforseveralyearswithoutsendingyouanynews.IfI

shouldn’twrite,don’tworry.WhenmyfortuneismadeIshallreturntoHavre.Ihopethatitwillnotbetoolongandthatweshallalllivehappilytogether’

"Thisletterbecamethegospelofthefamily.Itwasreadontheslightestprovocation,anditwasshowntoeverybody.

"FortenyearsnothingwasheardfromUncleJules;butastimewentonmyfather’shopegrew,andmymother,also,oftensaid:

"’WhenthatgoodJulesishere,ourpositionwillbedifferent.Thereisonewhoknewhowtogetalong!’

"AndeverySunday,whilewatchingthebigsteamersapproachingfromthehorizon,pouringoutastreamofsmoke,myfatherwouldrepeathiseternalquestion:

"’WhatasurpriseitwouldbeifJuleswereonthatone!Eh?’

"Wealmostexpectedtoseehimwavinghishandkerchiefandcrying:

"’Hey!Philippe!’

"Thousandsofschemeshadbeenplannedonthestrengthofthisexpectedreturn;wewereeventobuyalittlehousewithmyuncle’smoney——alittleplaceinthecountrynearIngouville.Infact,Iwouldn’tswearthatmyfatherhadnotalreadybegunnegotiations.

"Theelderofmysisterswasthentwenty—eight,theothertwenty—six.

Theywerenotyetmarried,andthatwasagreatgrieftoeveryone.

"Atlastasuitorpresentedhimselffortheyoungerone.Hewasaclerk,notrich,buthonorable.IhavealwaysbeenmorallycertainthatUncleJules’letter,whichwasshownhimoneevening,hadsweptawaytheyoungman’shesitationanddefinitelydecidedhim.

"Hewasacceptedeagerly,anditwasdecidedthataftertheweddingthewholefamilyshouldtakeatriptoJersey.

"Jerseyistheidealtripforpoorpeople.Itisnotfar;onecrossesastripofseainasteamerandlandsonforeignsoil,asthislittleislandbelongstoEngland.Thus,aFrenchman,withatwohours’sail,canobserveaneighboringpeopleathomeandstudytheircustoms.

"ThistriptoJerseycompletelyabsorbedourideas,wasoursoleanticipation,theconstantthoughtofourminds.

"Atlastweleft.Iseeitasplainlyasifithadhappenedyesterday.

TheboatwasgettingupsteamagainstthequayatGranville;myfather,bewildered,wassuperintendingtheloadingofourthreepiecesofbaggage;mymother,nervous,hadtakenthearmofmyunmarriedsister,whoseemedlostsincethedepartureoftheotherone,likethelastchickenofabrood;behinduscamethebrideandgroom,whoalwaysstayedbehind,athingthatoftenmademeturnround.

"Thewhistlesounded.Wegotonboard,andthevessel,leavingthebreakwater,forgedaheadthroughaseaasflatasamarbletable.Wewatchedthecoastdisappearinthedistance,happyandproud,likeallwhodonottravelmuch.

"Myfatherwasswellingouthischestinthebreeze,beneathhisfrockcoat,whichhadthatmorningbeenverycarefullycleaned;andhespreadaroundhimthatodorofbenzinewhichalwaysmademerecognizeSunday.

Suddenlyhenoticedtwoelegantlydressedladiestowhomtwogentlemenwereofferingoysters.Anold,raggedsailorwasopeningthemwithhisknifeandpassingthemtothegentlemen,whowouldthenofferthemtotheladies.Theyatetheminadaintymanner,holdingtheshellonafinehandkerchiefandadvancingtheirmouthsalittleinordernottospottheirdresses.Thentheywoulddrinktheliquidwitharapidlittlemotionandthrowtheshelloverboard.

"Myfatherwasprobablypleasedwiththisdelicatemannerofeatingoystersonamovingship.Heconsidereditgoodform,refined,and,goinguptomymotherandsisters,heasked:

"’Wouldyoulikemetoofferyousomeoysters?’

"Mymotherhesitatedonaccountoftheexpense,butmytwosistersimmediatelyaccepted.Mymothersaidinaprovokedmanner:

"’Iamafraidthattheywillhurtmystomach.Offerthechildrensome,butnottoomuch,itwouldmakethemsick.’Then,turningtowardme,sheadded:

"’AsforJoseph,hedoesn’tneedany.Boysshouldn’tbespoiled.’

"However,Iremainedbesidemymother,findingthisdiscriminationunjust.Iwatchedmyfatherashepompouslyconductedmytwosistersandhisson—in—lawtowardtheraggedoldsailor.

"Thetwoladieshadjustleft,andmyfathershowedmysistershowtoeatthemwithoutspillingtheliquor.Heeventriedtogivethemanexample,andseizedanoyster.Heattemptedtoimitatetheladies,andimmediatelyspilledalltheliquidoverhiscoat.Iheardmymothermutter:

"’Hewoulddofarbettertokeepquiet.’

"But,suddenly,myfatherappearedtobeworried;heretreatedafewsteps,staredathisfamilygatheredaroundtheoldshellopener,andquicklycametowardus.Heseemedverypale,withapeculiarlook.Inalowvoicehesaidtomymother:

"’It’sextraordinaryhowthatmanopeningtheoysterslookslikeJules.’

"Astonished,mymotherasked:

"’WhatJules?’

"Myfathercontinued:

"’Why,mybrother.IfIdidnotknowthathewaswelloffinAmerica,I

shouldthinkitwashe.’

"Bewildered,mymotherstammered:

"’Youarecrazy!Aslongasyouknowthatitisnothe,whydoyousaysuchfoolishthings?’

"Butmyfatherinsisted:

"’Goonoverandsee,Clarisse!Iwouldratherhaveyouseewithyourowneyes.’

"Shearoseandwalkedtoherdaughters.I,too,waswatchingtheman.

Hewasold,dirty,wrinkled,anddidnotlifthiseyesfromhiswork.

"Mymotherreturned.Inoticedthatshewastrembling.Sheexclaimedquickly:

"’Ibelievethatitishe.Whydon’tyouaskthecaptain?Butbeverycarefulthatwedon’thavethisrogueonourhandsagain!’

"Myfatherwalkedaway,butIfollowedhim.Ifeltstrangelymoved.

"Thecaptain,atall,thinman,withblondwhiskers,waswalkingalongthebridgewithanimportantairasifhewerecommandingtheIndianmailsteamer.

"Myfatheraddressedhimceremoniously,andquestionedhimabouthisprofession,addingmanycompliments:

"’WhatmightbetheimportanceofJersey?Whatdiditproduce?Whatwasthepopulation?Thecustoms?Thenatureofthesoil?’etc.,etc.

"’Youhavethereanoldshellopenerwhoseemsquiteinteresting.Doyouknowanythingabouthim?’

"Thecaptain,whomthisconversationbegantoweary,answereddryly:

"’HeissomeoldFrenchtrampwhomIfoundlastyearinAmerica,andI

broughthimback.ItseemsthathehassomerelativesinHavre,butthathedoesn’twishtoreturntothembecauseheowesthemmoney.HisnameisJules——JulesDarmancheorDarvancheorsomethinglikethat.Itseemsthathewasoncerichoverthere,butyoucanseewhat’sleftofhimnow.’

"Myfatherturnedashypaleandmuttered,histhroatcontracted,hiseyeshaggard.

"’Ah!ah!verywell,verywell.I’mnotintheleastsurprised.Thankyouverymuch,captain.’

"Hewentaway,andtheastonishedsailorwatchedhimdisappear.Hereturnedtomymothersoupsetthatshesaidtohim:

"’Sitdown;someonewillnoticethatsomethingisthematter.’

"Hesankdownonabenchandstammered:

"’It’she!It’she!’

"Thenheasked:

"’Whatarewegoingtodo?’

"Sheansweredquickly:

"’Wemustgetthechildrenoutoftheway.SinceJosephknowseverything,hecangoandgetthem.Wemusttakegoodcarethatourson—

in—lawdoesn’tfindout.’

"Myfatherseemedabsolutelybewildered.Hemurmured:

"’Whatacatastrophe!’

"Suddenlygrowingfurious,mymotherexclaimed:

"’Ialwaysthoughtthatthatthiefneverwoulddoanything,andthathewoulddropdownonusagain!AsifonecouldexpectanythingfromaDavranche!’

"Myfatherpassedhishandoverhisforehead,ashealwaysdidwhenhiswifereproachedhim.Sheadded:

"’GiveJosephsomemoneysothathecanpayfortheoysters.Allthatitneededtocaptheclimaxwouldbetoberecognizedbythatbeggar.Thatwouldbeverypleasant!Let’sgetdowntotheotherendoftheboat,andtakecarethatthatmandoesn’tcomenearus!’

"Theygavemefivefrancsandwalkedaway.

"Astonished,mysisterswereawaitingtheirfather.Isaidthatmammahadfeltasuddenattackofsea—sickness,andIaskedtheshellopener:

"’Howmuchdoweoweyou,monsieur?’

"Ifeltlikelaughing:hewasmyuncle!Heanswered:

"’Twofrancsfifty.’

"Iheldoutmyfivefrancsandhereturnedthechange.Ilookedathishand;itwasapoor,wrinkled,sailor’shand,andIlookedathisface,anunhappyoldface.Isaidtomyself:

"’Thatismyuncle,thebrotherofmyfather,myuncle!’

"Igavehimaten—centtip.Hethankedme:

"’Godblessyou,myyoungsir!’

"Hespokelikeapoormanreceivingalms.Icouldn’thelpthinkingthathemusthavebeggedoverthere!Mysisterslookedatme,surprisedatmygenerosity.WhenIreturnedthetwofrancstomyfather,mymotheraskedmeinsurprise:

"’Wastherethreefrancs’worth?Thatisimpossible.’

"Iansweredinafirmvoice"’Igavetencentsasatip.’

"Mymotherstarted,and,staringatme,sheexclaimed:

"’Youmustbecrazy!Givetencentstothatman,tothatvagabond——’

"Shestoppedatalookfrommyfather,whowaspointingathisson—in—

law.Theneverybodywassilent.

"Beforeus,onthedistanthorizon,apurpleshadowseemedtoriseoutofthesea.ItwasJersey.

"AsweapproachedthebreakwateraviolentdesireseizedmeoncemoretoseemyUncleJules,tobenearhim,tosaytohimsomethingconsoling,somethingtender.Butasnoonewaseatinganymoreoysters,hehaddisappeared,havingprobablygonebelowtothedirtyholdwhichwasthehomeofthepoorwretch."

THEMODEL

Curvinglikeacrescentmoon,thelittletownofEtretat,withitswhitecliffs,itswhite,shinglybeachanditsbluesea,layinthesunlightathighnoononeJulyday.Ateitherextremityofthiscrescentitstwo"gates,"thesmallertotheright,thelargeroneattheleft,stretchedforth——oneadwarfandtheotheracolossallimb——intothewater,andthebelltower,almostastallasthecliff,widebelow,narrowingatthetop,raiseditspointedsummittothesky.

Onthesandsbesidethewateracrowdwasseatedwatchingthebathers.

Ontheterraceof,theCasinoanothercrowd,seatedorwalking,displayedbeneaththebrilliantskyaperfectflowerpatchofbrightcostumes,withredandblueparasolsembroideredwithlargeflowersinsilk.

Onthewalkattheendoftheterrace,otherpersons,therestful,quietones,werewalkingslowly,farfromthedressythrong.

Ayoungman,wellknownandcelebratedasapainter,JeanSumner,waswalkingwithadejectedairbesideawheeledchairinwhichsatayoungwoman,hiswife.Amanservantwasgentlypushingthechair,andthecrippledwomanwasgazingsadlyatthebrightnessofthesky,thegladnessoftheday,andthehappinessofothers.

Theydidnotspeak.Theydidnotlookateachother.

"Letusstopawhile,"saidtheyoungwoman.

Theystopped,andthepaintersatdownonacampstoolthattheservanthandedhim.

Thosewhowerepassingbehindthesilentandmotionlesscouplelookedatthemcompassionately.Awholelegendofdevotionwasattachedtothem.

Hehadmarriedherinspiteofherinfirmity,touchedbyheraffectionforhim,itwassaid.

Notfarfromthere,twoyoungmenwerechatting,seatedonabenchandlookingoutintothehorizon.

"No,itisnottrue;ItellyouthatIamwellacquaintedwithJeanSumner."

"Butthen,whydidhemarryher?Forshewasacripplewhenshemarried,wasshenot?"

"Justso.Hemarriedher——hemarriedher——justaseveryonemarries,parbleu!becausehewasanidiot!"

"Butwhy?"

"Butwhy——butwhy,myfriend?Thereisnowhy.Peopledostupidthingsjustbecausetheydostupidthings.And,besides,youknowverywellthatpaintersmakeaspecialtyoffoolishmarriages.Theyalmostalwaysmarrymodels,formersweethearts,infact,womenofdoubtfulreputation,frequently.Whydotheydothis?Whocansay?Onewouldsupposethatconstantassociationwiththegeneralrunofmodelswoulddisgustthemforeverwiththatclassofwomen.Notatall.Afterhavingposedthemtheymarrythem.Readthatlittlebook,sotrue,socruelandsobeautiful,byAlphonseDaudet:’Artists’Wives.’

"Inthecaseofthecoupleyouseeovertheretheaccidentoccurredinaspecialandterriblemanner.Thelittlewomanplayedafrightfulcomedy,or,rather,tragedy.Sheriskedalltowinall.Wasshesincere?DidsheloveJean?Shallweeverknow?Whoisabletodeterminepreciselyhowmuchisputonandhowmuchisrealintheactionsofawoman?Theyarealwayssincereinaneternalmobilityofimpressions.Theyarefurious,criminal,devoted,admirableandbaseinobediencetointangibleemotions.Theytellliesincessantlywithoutintention,withoutknowingorunderstandingwhy,andinspiteofitallareabsolutelyfrankintheirfeelingsandsentiments,whichtheydisplaybyviolent,unexpected,incomprehensible,foolishresolutionswhichoverthrowourarguments,ourcustomarypoiseandallourselfishplans.Theunforeseennessandsuddennessoftheirdeterminationswillalwaysrenderthemundecipherableenigmasasfarasweareconcerned.Wecontinuallyaskourselves:

’Aretheysincere?Aretheypretending?’

"But,myfriend,theyaresincereandinsincereatoneandthesametime,becauseitistheirnaturetobeextremistsinbothandtobeneitheronenortheother.

"Seethemethodsthateventhebestofthememploytogetwhattheydesire.Theyarecomplexandsimple,thesemethods.Socomplexthatwecanneverguessatthembeforehand,andsosimplethatafterhavingbeenvictimizedwecannothelpbeingastonishedandexclaiming:’What!Didshemakeafoolofmesoeasilyasthat?’

"Andtheyalwayssucceed,oldman,especiallywhenitisaquestionofgettingmarried.

"ButthisisSumner’sstory:

"Thelittlewomanwasamodel,ofcourse.Sheposedforhim.Shewaspretty,verystylish—looking,andhadadivinefigure,itseems.Hefanciedthathelovedherwithhiswholesoul.Thatisanotherstrangething.Assoonasonelikesawomanonesincerelybelievesthattheycouldnotgetalongwithoutherfortherestoftheirlife.Oneknowsthatonehasfeltthesamewaybeforeandthatdisgustinvariablysucceededgratification;thatinordertopassone’sexistencesidebysidewithanothertheremustbenotabrutal,physicalpassionwhichsoondiesout,butasympathyofsoul,temperamentandtemper.Oneshouldknowhowtodetermineintheenchantmenttowhichoneissubjectedwhetheritproceedsfromthephysical,fromacertainsensuousintoxication,orfromadeepspiritualcharm.

"Well,hebelievedhimselfinlove;hemadehernoendofpromisesoffidelity,andwasdevotedtoher.

"Shewasreallyattractive,giftedwiththatfashionableflippancythatlittleParisianssoreadilyaffect.Shechattered,babbled,madefoolishremarksthatsoundedwittyfromthemannerinwhichtheywereuttered.

Sheusedgracefulgesture’swhichwerecalculatedtoattractapainter’seye.Whensheraisedherarms,whenshebentover,whenshegotintoacarriage,whensheheldoutherhandtoyou,hergestureswereperfectandappropriate.

"ForthreemonthsJeannevernoticedthat,inreality,shewaslikeallothermodels.

"HerentedalittlehouseforherforthesummeratAndresy.

"Iwasthereoneeveningwhenforthefirsttimedoubtscameintomyfriend’smind.

"Asitwasabeautifuleveningwethoughtwewouldtakeastrollalongthebankoftheriver.Themoonpouredafloodoflightonthetremblingwater,scatteringyellowgleamsalongitsripplesinthecurrentsandallalongthecourseofthewide,slowriver.

"Westrolledalongthebank,alittleenthusedbythatvagueexaltationthatthesedreamyeveningsproduceinus.Wewouldhavelikedtoundertakesomewonderfultask,tolovesomeunknown,deliciouslypoeticbeing.Wefeltourselvesvibratingwithraptures,longings,strangeaspirations.Andweweresilent,ourbeingspervadedbythesereneandlivingcoolnessofthebeautifulnight,thecoolnessofthemoonlight,whichseemedtopenetrateone’sbody,permeateit,sootheone’sspirit,fillitwithfragranceandsteepitinhappiness.

"SuddenlyJosephine(thatishername)utteredanexclamation:

"’Oh,didyouseethebigfishthatjumped,overthere?’

"Herepliedwithoutlooking,withoutthinking:

"’Yes,dear.’

"Shewasangry.

"’No,youdidnotseeit,foryourbackwasturned.’

"Hesmiled.

"’Yes,that’strue.ItissodelightfulthatIamnotthinkingofanything.’

"Shewassilent,butattheendofaminuteshefeltasifshemustsaysomethingandasked:

"’AreyougoingtoParisto—morrow?’

"’Idonotknow,’hereplied.

"Shewasannoyedagain.

"’Doyouthinkitisveryamusingtowalkalongwithoutspeaking?Peopletalkwhentheyarenotstupid.’

"Hedidnotreply.Then,feelingwithherwoman’sinstinctthatshewasgoingtomakehimangry,shebegantosingapopularairthathadharassedourearsandourmindsfortwoyears:

"’Jeregardaisenfair.’

"Hemurmured:

"’Pleasekeepquiet.’

"Sherepliedangrily:

"’Whydoyouwishmetokeepquiet?’

"’Youspoilthelandscapeforus!’hesaid.

"Thenfollowedascene,ahateful,idioticscene,withunexpectedreproaches,unsuitablerecriminations,thentears.Nothingwasleftunsaid.Theywentbacktothehouse.Hehadallowedhertotalkwithoutreplying,enervatedbythebeautyofthesceneanddumfoundedbythisstormofabuse.

"Threemonthslaterhestrovewildlytofreehimselffromthoseinvincibleandinvisiblebondswithwhichsuchafriendshipchainsourlives.Shekepthimunderherinfluence,tyrannizingoverhim,makinghislifeaburdentohim.Theyquarreledcontinually,vituperatingandfinallyfightingeachother.

"Hewantedtobreakwithheratanycost.Hesoldallhiscanvases,borrowedmoneyfromhisfriends,realizingtwentythousandfrancs(hewasnotwellknownthen),andleftthemforheronemorningwithanoteoffarewell.

"Hecameandtookrefugewithme.

"Aboutthreeo’clockthatafternoontherewasaringatthebell.Iwenttothedoor.Awomansprangtowardme,pushedmeaside,cameinandwentintomyatelier.Itwasshe!

"Hehadrisenwhenhesawhercoming.’

"Shethrewtheenvelopecontainingthebanknotesathisfeetwithatrulynoblegestureandsaidinaquicktone:

"’There’syourmoney.Idon’twantit!’

"Shewasverypale,tremblingandreadyundoubtedlytocommitanyfolly.

Asforhim,Isawhimgrowpalealso,palewithrageandexasperation,readyalsoperhapstocommitanyviolence.

"Heasked:

"’Whatdoyouwant?’

"Shereplied:

"’Idonotchoosetobetreatedlikeacommonwoman.Youimploredmetoacceptyou.Iaskedyoufornothing.Keepmewithyou!’

"Hestampedhisfoot.

"’No,that’salittletoomuch!Ifyouthinkyouaregoing——’

"Ihadseizedhisarm.

"’Keepstill,JeanLetmesettleit.’

"Iwenttowardherandquietly,littlebylittle,Ibegantoreasonwithher,exhaustingalltheargumentsthatareusedundersimilarcircumstances.Shelistenedtome,motionless,withafixedgaze,obstinateandsilent.

"Finally,notknowingwhatmoretosay,andseeingthattherewouldbeascene,Ithoughtofalastresortandsaid:

"’Helovesyoustill,mydear,buthisfamilywanthimtomarrysomeone,andyouunderstand——’

"Shegaveastartandexclaimed:

"’Ah!Ah!NowIunderstand:

"Andturningtowardhim,shesaid:

"’Youare——youaregoingtogetmarried?’

"Hereplieddecidedly"’Yes.’

"Shetookastepforward.

"’Ifyoumarry,Iwillkillmyself!Doyouhear?’

"Heshruggedhisshouldersandreplied:

"’Well,thenkillyourself!’

"Shestammeredout,almostchokingwithherviolentemotion:

"’Whatdoyousay?Whatdoyousay?Whatdoyousay?Sayitagain!’

"Herepeated:

"’Well,thenkillyourselfifyoulike!’

"Withherfacealmostlivid,shereplied:

"’Donotdareme!Iwillthrowmyselffromthewindow!’

"Hebegantolaugh,walkedtowardthewindow,openedit,andbowingwiththegestureofonewhodesirestoletsomeoneelseprecedehim,hesaid:

"’Thisistheway.Afteryou!’

"Shelookedathimforasecondwithterrible,wild,staringeyes.Then,takingarunasifsheweregoingtojumpahedgeinthecountry,sherushedpastmeandpasthim,jumpedoverthesillanddisappeared.

"IshallneverforgettheimpressionmadeonmebythatopenwindowafterIhadseenthatbodypassthroughittofalltotheground.Itappearedtomeinasecondtobeaslargeastheheavensandashollowasspace.

AndIdrewbackinstinctively,notdaringtolookatit,asthoughI

fearedImightfalloutmyself.

"Jean,dumfounded,stoodmotionless.

"Theybroughtthepoorgirlinwithbothlegsbroken.Shewillneverwalkagain.

"Jean,wildwithremorseandalsopossiblytouchedwithgratitude,madeuphismindtomarryher.

"Thereyouhaveit,oldman."

Itwasgrowingdusk.Theyoungwomanfeltchillyandwantedtogohome,andtheservantwheeledtheinvalidchairinthedirectionofthevillage.Thepainterwalkedbesidehiswife,neitherofthemhavingexchangedawordforanhour.

ThisstoryappearedinLeGaulois,December17,1883.

AVAGABOND

Hewasajourneymancarpenter,agoodworkmanandasteadyfellow,twenty—sevenyearsold,but,althoughtheeldestson,JacquesRandelhadbeenforcedtoliveonhisfamilyfortwomonths,owingtothegenerallackofwork.Hehadwalkedaboutseekingworkforoveramonthandhadlefthisnativetown,Ville—Avary,inLaManche,becausehecouldfindnothingtodoandwouldnolongerdeprivehisfamilyofthebreadtheyneededthemselves,whenhewasthestrongestofthemall.Histwosistersearnedbutlittleascharwomen.Hewentandinquiredatthetownhall,andthemayor’ssecretarytoldhimthathewouldfindworkattheLaborAgency,andsohestarted,wellprovidedwithpa

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