Original Short Stories

第8章

Whentheyreachedthebridge,theyturnedtotheright,andgotthefreshbreezefromtheriver,whichrolledalong,calmandmelancholy,borderedbytallpoplartrees,whilethestarslookedasiftheywerefloatingonthewaterandwere—movingwiththecurrent.Aslightwhitemistthatfloatedovertheoppositebanks,filledtheirlungswithasensationofcold,andCaravanstoppedsuddenly,forhewasstruckbythatsmellfromthewaterwhichbroughtbackoldmemoriestohismind.For,inhismind,hesuddenlysawhismotheragain,inPicardy,ashehadseenheryearsbefore,kneelinginfrontoftheirdoor,andwashingtheheapsoflinenathersideinthestreamthatranthroughtheirgarden.Healmostfanciedthathecouldhearthesoundofthewoodenpaddlewithwhichshebeatthelineninthecalmsilenceofthecountry,andhervoice,asshecalledouttohim:"Alfred,bringmesomesoap."Andhesmelledthatodorofrunningwater,ofthemistrisingfromthewetground,thatmarshysmell,whichheshouldneverforget,andwhichcamebacktohimonthisveryeveningonwhichhismotherhaddied.

Hestopped,seizedwithafeelingofdespair.Asuddenflashseemedtorevealtohimtheextentofhiscalamity,andthatbreathfromtheriverplungedhimintoanabyssofhopelessgrief.Hislifeseemedcutinhalf,hisyouthdisappeared,swallowedupbythatdeath.Alltheformerdayswereoveranddonewith,alltherecollectionsofhisyouthhadbeensweptaway;forthefuture,therewouldbenobodytotalktohimofwhathadhappenedindaysgoneby,ofthepeoplehehadknownofold,ofhisownpartofthecountry,andofhispastlife;thatwasapartofhisexistencewhichexistednolonger,andtherestmightaswellendnow.

Andthenhesaw"themother"asshewaswhenyoung,wearingwell—worndresses,whichherememberedforsuchalongtimethattheyseemedinseparablefromher;herecollectedhermovements,thedifferenttonesofhervoice,herhabits,herpredilections,herfitsofanger,thewrinklesonherface,themovementsofherthinfingers,andallherwell—knownattitudes,whichshewouldneverhaveagain,andclutchingholdofthedoctor,hebegantomoanandweep.Histhinlegsbegantotremble,hiswholestoutbodywasshakenbyhissobs,allhecouldsaywas:

"Mymother,mypoormother,mypoormother!"

Buthiscompanion,whowasstilldrunk,andwhointendedtofinishtheeveningincertainplacesofbadreputethathefrequentedsecretly,madehimsitdownonthegrassbytheriverside,andlefthimalmostimmediately,underthepretextthathehadtoseeapatient.

Caravanwentoncryingforsometime,andwhenhehadgottotheendofhistears,whenhisgriefhad,sotosay,runout,heagainfeltrelief,reposeandsuddentranquillity.

Themoonhadrisen,andbathedthehorizoninitssoftlight.

Thetallpoplartreeshadasilverysheenonthem,andthemistontheplainlookedlikedriftingsnow;theriver,inwhichthestarswerereflected,andwhichhadasheenasofmother—of—pearl,wasgentlyrippledbythewind.Theairwassoftandsweet,andCaravaninhaleditalmostgreedily,andthoughtthathecouldperceiveafeelingoffreshness,ofcalmandofsuperhumanconsolationpervadinghim.

Heactuallyresistedthatfeelingofcomfortandrelief,andkeptonsayingtohimself:"Mypoormother,mypoormother!"andtriedtomakehimselfcry,fromakindofconscientiousfeeling;buthecouldnotsucceedindoingsoanylonger,andthosesadthoughts,whichhadmadehimsobsobitterlyashoretimebefore,hadalmostpassedaway.Inafewmoments,herosetogohome,andreturnedslowly,undertheinfluenceofthatserenenight,andwithaheartsoothedinspiteofhimself.

Whenhereachedthebridge,hesawthatthelasttramcarwasreadytostart,andbehinditwerethebrightlylightedwindowsoftheCafeduGlobe.Hefeltalongingtotellsomebodyofhisloss,toexcitepity,tomakehimselfinteresting.Heputonawoefulface,pushedopenthedoor,andwentuptothecounter,wherethelandlordstillwas.Hehadcountedoncreatingasensation,andhadhopedthateverybodywouldgetupandcometohim.withoutstretchedhands,andsay:"Why,whatisthematterwithyou?"Butnobodynoticedhisdisconsolateface,soherestedhistwoelbowsonthecounter,and,buryinghisfaceinhishands,hemurmured:"MonDieu!MonDieu!"

Thelandlordlookedathimandsaid:"Areyouill,MonsieurCaravan?"

"No,myfriend,"hereplied,"butmymotherhasjustdied."

"Ah!"theotherexclaimed,andasacustomerattheotherendoftheestablishmentaskedforaglassofBavarianbeer,hewenttoattendtohim,leavingCaravandumfoundedathiswantofsympathy.

Thethreedominoplayersweresittingatthesametablewhichtheyhadoccupiedbeforedinner,totallyabsorbedintheirgame,andCaravanwentuptothem,insearchofpity,butasnoneofthemappearedtonoticehimhemadeuphismindtospeak.

"AgreatmisfortunehashappenedtomesinceIwashere,"hesaid.

Allthreeslightlyraisedtheirheadsatthesameinstant,butkeepingtheireyesfixedonthepieceswhichtheyheldintheirhands.

"Whatdoyousay?"

"Mymotherhasjustdied";whereupononeofthemsaid:

"Oh!thedevil,"withthatfalseairofsorrowwhichindifferentpeopleassume.Another,whocouldnotfindanythingtosay,emittedasortofsympatheticwhistle,shakinghisheadatthesametime,andthethirdturnedtothegameagain,asifheweresayingtohimself:"Isthatall!"

Caravanhadexpectedsomeoftheseexpressionsthataresaidto"comefromtheheart,"andwhenhesawhowhisnewswasreceived,heleftthetable,indignantattheircalmnessattheirfriend’ssorrow,althoughthissorrowhadstupefiedhimsothathescarcelyfeltitanylonger.

Whenhegothomehiswifewaswaitingforhiminhernightgown,andsittinginalowchairbytheopenwindow,stillthinkingoftheinheritance.

"Undressyourself,"shesaid;"wecangoontalking."

Heraisedhishead,andlookingattheceiling,said:

"But——thereisnobodyupstairs."

"Ibegyourpardon,Rosalieiswithher,andyoucangoandtakeherplaceatthreeo’clockinthemorning,whenyouhavehadsomesleep."

Heonlypartiallyundressed,however,soastobereadyforanythingthatmighthappen,andaftertyingasilkhandkerchiefroundhishead,helaydowntorest,andforsometimeneitherofthemspoke.MadameCaravanwasthinking.

Hernightcapwasadornedwitharedbow,andwaspushedrathertooneside,aswasthewaywithallthecapsshewore,andpresentlysheturnedtowardshimandsaid:

"Doyouknowwhetheryourmothermadeawill?"

Hehesitatedforamoment,andthenreplied:

"I——Idonotthinkso.No,Iamsurethatshedidnot."

Hiswifelookedathim,andshesaid,inalaw,angrytone:

"Icallthatinfamous;herewehavebeenwearingourselvesoutfortenyearsinlookingafterher,andhaveboardedandlodgedher!Yoursisterwouldnothavedonesomuchforher,norIeither,ifIhadknownhowI

wastoberewarded!Yes,itisadisgracetohermemory!Idaresaythatyouwilltellmethatshepaidus,butonecannotpayone’schildreninreadymoneyforwhattheydo;thatobligationisrecognizedafterdeath;atanyrate,thatishowhonorablepeopleact.SoIhavehadallmyworryandtroublefornothing!Oh,thatisnice!thatisverynice!"

PoorCaravan,whowasalmostdistracted,keptonrepeating:

"Mydear,mydear,please,pleasebequiet."

Shegrewcalmerbydegrees,and,resumingherusualvoiceandmanner,shecontinued:

"Wemustletyoursisterknowto—morrow."

Hestarted,andsaid:

"Ofcoursewemust;Ihadforgottenallaboutit;Iwillsendheratelegramthefirstthinginthemorning."

"No,"shereplied,likeawomanwhohadforeseeneverything;"no,donotsenditbeforetenoreleveno’clock,sothatwemayhavetimetoturnroundbeforeshecomes.ItdoesnottakemorethantwohourstogetherefromCharenton,andwecansaythatyoulostyourheadfromgrief.Ifweletherknowinthecourseoftheday,thatwillbesoonenough,andwillgiveustimetolookround."

Caravanputhishandtohisforehead,and,inthecametimidvoiceinwhichhealwaysspokeofhischief,theverythoughtofwhommadehimtremble,hesaid:

"Imustletthemknowattheoffice."

"Why?"shereplied."Onoccasionslikethis,itisalwaysexcusabletoforget.Takemyadvice,anddon’tlethimknow;yourchiefwillnotbeabletosayanythingtoyou,andyouwillputhiminanicefix.

"Oh!yes,thatIshall,andhewillbeinaterriblerage,too,whenhenoticesmyabsence.Yes,youareright;itisacapitalidea,andwhenI

tellhimthatmymotherisdead,hewillbeobligedtoholdhistongue."

Andherubbedhishandsindelightatthejoke,whenhethoughtofhischief’sface;whileupstairslaythebodyofthedeadoldwoman,withtheservantasleepbesideit.

ButMadameCaravangrewthoughtful,asifshewerepreoccupiedbysomethingwhichshedidnotcaretomention,andatlastshesaid:

"Yourmotherhadgivenyouherclock,hadshenot——thegirlplayingatcupandball?"

Hethoughtforamoment,andthenreplied:

"Yes,yes;shesaidtome(butitwasalongtimeago,whenshefirstcamehere):’Ishallleavetheclocktoyou,ifyoulookaftermewell.’"

MadameCaravanwasreassured,andregainedherserenity,andsaid:

"Well,then,youmustgoandfetchitoutofherroom,forifwegetyoursisterhere,shewillpreventusfromtakingit."

Hehesitated.

"Doyouthinkso?"

Thatmadeherangry.

"Icertainlythinkso;onceitisinourpossession,shewillknownothingatallaboutwhereitcamefrom;itbelongstous.Itisjustthesamewiththechestofdrawerswiththemarbletop,thatisinherroom;shegaveitmeonedaywhenshewasinagoodtemper.Wewillbringitdownatthesametime."

Caravan,however,seemedincredulous,andsaid:

"But,mydear,itisagreatresponsibility!"

Sheturnedonhimfuriously.

"Oh!Indeed!Willyouneverchange?Youwouldletyourchildrendieofhunger,ratherthanmakeamove.Doesnotthatchestofdrawersbelongtous,asshegaveittome?Andifyoursisterisnotsatisfied,lethertellmeso,me!Idon’tcareastrawforyoursister.Come,getup,andwewillbringdownwhatyourmothergaveus,immediately."

Tremblingandvanquished,hegotoutofbedandbegantoputonhistrousers,butshestoppedhim:

"Itisnotworthwhiletodressyourself;yourunderwearisquiteenough.

ImeantogoasIam."

Theybothlefttheroomintheirnightclothes,wentupstairsquitenoiselessly,openedthedoorandwentintotheroom,wherethefourlightedtapersandtheplatewiththesprigofboxaloneseemedtobewatchingtheoldwomaninherrigidrepose,forRosalie,whowaslyingbackintheeasychairwithherlegsstretchedout,herhandsfoldedinherlap,andherheadononeside,wasalsoquitemotionless,andwassnoringwithhermouthwideopen.

Caravantooktheclock,whichwasoneofthosegrotesqueobjectsthatwereproducedsoplentifullyundertheEmpire.Agirlingiltbronzewasholdingacupandball,andtheballformedthependulum.

"Givethattome,"hiswifesaid,"andtakethemarbleslaboffthechestofdrawers."

Heputthemarbleslabonhisshoulderwithconsiderableeffort,andtheylefttheroom.Caravanhadtostoopinthedoorway,andtrembledashewentdownstairs,whilehiswifewalkedbackwards,soastolighthim,andheldthecandlestickinonehand,carryingtheclockundertheotherarm.

Whentheywereintheirownroom,sheheavedasigh.

"Wehavegotovertheworstpartofthejob,"shesaid;"sonowletusgoandfetchtheotherthings."

Butthebureaudrawerswerefulloftheoldwoman’swearingapparel,whichtheymustmanagetohidesomewhere,andMadameCaravansoonthoughtofaplan.

"Goandgetthatwoodenpackingcaseinthevestibule;itishardlyworthanything,andwemayjustaswellputithere."

Andwhenhehadbroughtitupstairstheybegantofillit.Onebyonetheytookoutallthecollars,cuffs,chemises,caps,allthewell—wornthingsthathadbelongedtothepoorwomanlyingtherebehindthem,andarrangedthemmethodicallyinthewoodenboxinsuchamannerastodeceiveMadameBraux,thedeceasedwoman’sotherchild,whowouldbecomingthenextday.

Whentheyhadfinished,theyfirstofallcarriedthebureaudrawersdownstairs,andtheremainingportionafterwards,eachofthemholdinganend,anditwassometimebeforetheycouldmakeuptheirmindswhereitwouldstandbest;butatlasttheydecidedupontheirownroom,oppositethebed,betweenthetwowindows,andassoonasitwasinitsplaceMadameCaravanfilleditwithherownthings.Theclockwasplacedonthechimney—pieceinthedining—room,andtheylookedtoseewhattheeffectwas,andwerebothdelightedwithitandagreedthatnothingcouldbebetter.Thentheyretired,sheblewoutthecandle,andsooneverybodyinthehousewasasleep.

Itwasbroaddaylightwhen.Caravanopenedhiseyesagain.Hismindwasratherconfusedwhenhewokeup,andhedidnotclearlyrememberwhathadhappenedforafewminutes;whenhedid,hefeltaweightathisheart,andjumpedoutofbed,almostreadytocryagain.

Hehastenedtotheroomoverhead,whereRosaliewasstillsleepinginthesamepositionasthenightbefore,nothavingawakenedonce.Hesenthertodoherwork,putfreshtapersintheplaceofthosethathadburntout,andthenhelookedathismother,revolvinginhisbrainthoseapparentlyprofoundthoughts,thosereligiousandphilosophicalcommonplaceswhichtroublepeopleofmediocreintelligenceinthepresenceofdeath.

But,ashiswifewascallinghim,hewentdownstairs.Shehadwrittenoutalistofwhathadtobedoneduringthemorning,andhewashorrifiedwhenbesawthememorandum:

1.Reportthedeathatthemayor’soffice.

2.Seethedoctorwhohadattendedher.

3.Orderthecoffin.

4.Givenoticeatthechurch.

5.Gototheundertaker.

6.Orderthenoticesofherdeathattheprinter’s.

7.Gotothelawyer.

8.Telegraphthenewstoallthefamily.

Besidesallthis,therewereanumberofsmallcommissions;sohetookhishatandwentout.Asthenewshadspreadabroad,MadameCaravan’sfemalefriendsandneighborssoonbegantocomeinandbeggedtobeallowedtoseethebody.Therehadbeenascenebetweenhusbandandwifeatthehairdresser’sonthegroundflooraboutthematter,whileacustomerwasbeingshaved.Thewife,whowasknittingsteadily,said:

"Well,thereisoneless,andasgreatamiserasoneevermeetswith.

Icertainlydidnotcareforher;but,nevertheless,Imustgoandhavealookather."

Thehusband,whilelatheringhispatient’schin,said:"Thatisanotherqueerfancy!Nobodybutawomanwouldthinkofsuchathing.Itisnotenoughforthemtoworryyouduringlife,buttheycannotevenleaveyouatpeacewhenyouaredead:"Buthiswife,withoutbeingintheleastdisconcerted,replied:"ThefeelingisstrongerthanIam,andImustgo.

Ithasbeenonmesincethemorning.IfIwerenottoseeher,Ishouldthinkaboutitallmylife;butwhenIhavehadagoodlookather,I

shallbesatisfied."

Theknightoftherazorshruggedhisshouldersandremarkedinalowvoicetothegentlemanwhosecheekhewasscraping:"Ijustaskyou,whatsortofideasdoyouthinktheseconfoundedfemaleshave?Ishouldnotamusemyselfbygoingtoseeacorpse!"Buthiswifehadheardhimandrepliedveryquietly:"Butitisso,itisso."Andthen,puttingherknittingonthecounter,shewentupstairstothefirstfloor,whereshemettwootherneighbors,whohadjustcome,andwhowerediscussingtheeventwithMadameCaravan,whowasgivingthemthedetails,andtheyallwenttogethertothedeathchamber.Thefourwomenwentinsoftly,and,oneaftertheother,sprinkledthebedclotheswiththesaltwater,kneltdown,madethesignofthecrosswhiletheymumbledaprayer.Thentheyrosefromtheirkneesandlookedforsometimeatthecorpsewithround,wide—openeyesandmouthspartlyopen,whilethedaughter—in—lawofthedeadwoman,withherhandkerchieftoherface,pretendedtobesobbingpiteously.

WhensheturnedabouttowalkawaywhomshouldsheperceivestandingclosetothedoorbutMarie—LouiseandPhilippe—Auguste,whowerecuriouslytakingstockofallthatwasgoingon.Then,forgettingherpretendedgrief,shethrewherselfuponthemwithupliftedhands,cryingoutinafuriousvoice,"Willyougetoutofthis,youhorridbrats!"

Tenminuteslater,goingupstairsagainwithanothercontingentofneighbors,sheprayed,weptprofusely,performedallherduties,andfoundoncemorehertwochildren,whohadfollowedherupstairs.Sheagainboxedtheirearssoundly,butthenexttimeshepaidnoheedtothem,andateachfresharrivalofvisitorsthetwourchinsalwaysfollowedinthewake,kneelingdowninacornerandimitatingslavishlyeverythingtheysawtheirmotherdo.

Whentheafternooncamethecrowdsofinquisitivepeoplebegantodiminish,andsoontherewerenomorevisitors.MadameCaravan,returningtoherownapartments,begantomakethenecessarypreparationsforthefuneralceremony,andthedeceasedwasleftalone.

Thewindowoftheroomwasopen.Atorridheatentered,alongwithcloudsofdust;theflamesofthefourcandleswereflickeringbesidetheimmobilecorpse,andupontheclothwhichcoveredtheface,theclosedeyes,thetwostretched—outhands,smallfliesalighted,came,wentandcareeredupanddownincessantly,beingtheonlycompanionsoftheoldwomanforthetimebeing.

Marie—LouiseandPhilippe—Auguste,however,hadnowleftthehouseandwererunningupanddownthestreet.Theyweresoonsurroundedbytheirplaymates,bylittlegirlsespecially,whowereolderandwhoweremuchmoreinterestedinallthemysteriesoflife,askingquestionsasiftheyweregrownpeople.

"Thenyourgrandmotherisdead?""Yes,shediedyesterdayevening."

"Whatdoesadeadpersonlooklike?"

ThenMariebegantoexplain,tellingallaboutthecandles,thesprigofboxandthefaceofthecorpse.Itwasnotlongbeforegreatcuriositywasarousedinthemindsofallthechildren,andtheyaskedtobeallowedtogoupstairstolookatthedeparted.

Marie—Louiseatonceorganizedafirstexpedition,consistingoffivegirlsandtwoboys——thebiggestandthemostcourageous.Shemadethemtakeofftheirshoessothattheymightnotbediscovered.Thetroupefiledintothehouseandmountedthestairsasstealthilyasanarmyofmice.

Onceinthechamber,thelittlegirl,imitatinghermother,regulatedtheceremony.Shesolemnlywalkedinadvanceofhercomrades,wentdownonherknees,madethesignofthecross,movedherlipsasinprayer,rose,sprinkledthebed,andwhilethechildren,allcrowdedtogether,wereapproaching——frightenedandcuriousandeagertolookatthefaceandhandsofthedeceased——shebegansuddenlytosimulatesobbingandtoburyhereyesinherlittlehandkerchief.Then,becominginstantlyconsoled,onthinkingoftheotherchildrenwhoweredownstairswaitingatthedoor,sherandownstairsfollowedbytherest,returninginaminutewithanothergroup,thenathird;forallthelittleragamuffinsofthecountryside,eventothelittlebeggarsinrags,hadcongregatedinordertoparticipateinthisnewpleasure;andeachtimesherepeatedhermother’sgrimaceswithabsoluteperfection.

Atlength,however,shebecametired.Somegameorotherdrewthechildrenawayfromthehouse,andtheoldgrandmotherwasleftalone,forgottensuddenlybyeverybody.

Theroomwasgrowingdark,anduponthedryandrigidfeaturesofthecorpsethefitfulflamesofthecandlescastpatchesoflight.

Towards8o’clockCaravanascendedtothechamberofdeath,closedthewindowsandrenewedthecandles.Hewasnowquitecomposedonenteringtheroom,accustomedalreadytoregardthecorpseasthoughithadbeenthereformonths.Heevenwentthelengthofdeclaringthat,asyet,therewerenosignsofdecomposition,makingthisremarkjustatthemomentwhenheandhiswifewereabouttositdownattable."Pshaw!"

sheresponded,"sheisnowstarkandstiff;shewillkeepforayear."

Thesoupwaseateninsilence.Thechildren,whohadbeenlefttothemselvesallday,nowwornoutbyfatigue,weresleepingsoundlyontheirchairs,andnobodyventuredtobreakthesilence.

Suddenlytheflameofthelampwentdown.MadameCaravanimmediatelyturnedupthewick,ahollowsoundensued,andthelightwentout.Theyhadforgottentobuyoil.Tosendforitnowtothegrocer’swouldkeepbackthedinner,andtheybegantolookforcandles,butnoneweretobefoundexceptthetaperswhichhadbeenplaceduponthetableupstairsinthedeathchamber.

MadameCaravan,alwayspromptinherdecisions,quicklydespatchedMarie—

Louisetofetchtwo,andherreturnwasawaitedintotaldarkness.

Thefootstepsofthegirlwhohadascendedthestairsweredistinctlyheard.Therewassilenceforafewsecondsandthenthechilddescendedprecipitately.Shethrewopenthedoorandinachokingvoicemurmured:

"Oh!papa,grandmammaisdressingherself!"

Caravanboundedtohisfeetwithsuchprecipitancethathischairfelloveragainstthewall.Hestammeredout:"Yousay?Whatareyousaying?"

ButMarie—Louise,gaspingwithemotion,repeated:"Grand——grand——

grandmammaisputtingonherclothes,sheiscomingdownstairs."

Caravanrushedboldlyupthestaircase,followedbyhiswife,dumfounded;

buthecametoastandstillbeforethedoorofthesecondfloor,overcomewithterror,notdaringtoenter.Whatwashegoingtosee?MadameCaravan,morecourageous,turnedthehandleofthedoorandsteppedforwardintotheroom.

Theoldwomanwasstandingup.Inawakeningfromherlethargicsleep,beforeevenregainingfullconsciousness,inturninguponhersideandraisingherselfonherelbow,shehadextinguishedthreeofthecandleswhichburnednearthebed.Then,gainingstrength,shegotoffthebedandbegantolookforherclothes.Theabsenceofherchestofdrawershadatfirstworriedher,but,afteralittle,shehadsucceededinfindingherthingsatthebottomofthewoodenbox,andwasnowquietlydressing.Sheemptiedtheplatefulofwater,replacedthesprigofboxbehindthelooking—glass,andarrangedthechairsintheirplaces,andwasreadytogodownstairswhenthereappearedbeforeherhersonanddaughter—in—law.

Caravanrushedforward,seizedherbythehands,embracedherwithtearsinhiseyes,whilehiswife,whowasbehindhim,repeatedinahypocriticaltoneofvoice:"Oh,whatablessing!oh,whatablessing!"

Buttheoldwoman,withoutbeingatallmoved,withoutevenappearingtounderstand,rigidasastatue,andwithglazedeyes,simplyasked:"Willdinnersoonbeready?"

Hestammeredout,notknowingwhathesaid:

"Oh,yes,mother,wehavebeenwaitingforyou."

Andwithanalacrityunusualinhim,hetookherarm,whileMadameCaravan,theyounger,seizedthecandleandlightedthemdownstairs,walkingbackwardsinfrontofthem,stepbystep,justasshehaddonethepreviousnightforherhusband,whowascarryingthemarble.

Onreachingthefirstfloor,shealmostranagainstpeoplewhowereascendingthestairs.ItwastheCharentonfamily,MadameBraux,followedbyherhusband.

Thewife,tallandstout,withaprominentstomach,openedwideherterrifiedeyesandwasreadytomakeherescape.Thehusband,asocialistshoemaker,alittlehairyman,theperfectimageofamonkey,murmuredquiteunconcerned:"Well,whatnext?Issheresurrected?"

AssoonasMadameCaravanrecognizedthem,shemadefranticgesturestothem;then,speakingaloud,shesaid:"Why,hereyouare!Whatapleasantsurprise!"

ButMadameBraux,dumfounded,understoodnothing.Sherespondedinalowvoice:"Itwasyourtelegramthatbroughtus;wethoughtthatallwasover."

Herhusband,whowasbehindher,pinchedhertomakeherkeepsilent.

Headdedwithaslylaugh,whichhisthickbeardconcealed:"Itwasverykindofyoutoinviteushere.Wesetoutposthaste,"whichremarkshowedthehostilitywhichhadforalongtimereignedbetweenthehouseholds.Then,justastheoldwomanreachedthelaststeps,hepushedforwardquicklyandrubbedhishairyfaceagainsthercheeks,shoutinginherear,onaccountofherdeafness:"Howwellyoulook,mother;sturdyasusual,hey!"

MadameBraux,inherstupefactionatseeingtheoldwomanalive,whomtheyallbelievedtobedead,darednotevenembraceher;andherenormousbulkblockedupthepassagewayandhinderedtheothersfromadvancing.Theoldwoman,uneasyandsuspicious,butwithoutspeaking,lookedateveryonearoundher;andherlittlegrayeyes,piercingandhard,fixedthemselvesnowononeandnowontheother,andtheyweresofullofmeaningthatthechildrenbecamefrightened.

Caravan,toexplainmatters,said:"Shehasbeensomewhatill,butsheisbetternow;quitewell,indeed,areyounot,mother?"

Thenthegoodwoman,continuingtowalk,repliedinahuskyvoice,asthoughitcamefromadistance:"Itwassyncope.Iheardyouallthewhile."

Anembarrassingsilencefollowed.Theyenteredthedining—room,andinafewminutesallsatdowntoanimproviseddinner.

OnlyM.Brauxhadretainedhisself—possession.Hisgorillafeaturesgrinnedwickedly,whileheletfallsomewordsofdoublemeaningwhichpainfullydisconcertedeveryone.

Butthedoorbellkeptringingeverysecond,andRosalie,distracted,cametocallCaravan,whorushedout,throwingdownhisnapkin.Hisbrother—in—lawevenaskedhimwhetheritwasnotoneofhisreceptiondays,towhichhestammeredoutinanswer:"No,onlyafewpackages;

nothingmore."

Aparcelwasbroughtin,whichhebegantoopencarelessly,andthemourningannouncementswithblackbordersappearedunexpectedly.

Reddeninguptotheveryeyes,heclosedthepackagehurriedlyandpusheditunderhiswaistcoat.

Hismotherhadnotseenit!Shewaslookingintentlyatherclockwhichstoodonthemantelpiece,andtheembarrassmentincreasedinmidstofadeadsilence.Turningherwrinkledfacetowardsherdaughter,theoldwoman,inwhoseeyesgleamedmalice,said:"OnMondayyoumusttakemeawayfromhere,sothatIcanseeyourlittlegirl.Iwantsomuchtoseeher."MadameBraux,herfeaturesallbeaming,exclaimed:"Yes,mother,thatIwill,"whileMadameCaravan,theyounger,whohadturnedpale,wasreadytofaintwithannoyance.Thetwomen,however,graduallydriftedintoconversationandsoonbecameembroiledinapoliticaldiscussion.Brauxmaintainedthemostrevolutionaryandcommunisticdoctrines,hiseyesglowing,andgesticulatingandthrowingabouthisarms."Property,sir,"hesaid,"isarobberyperpetratedontheworkingclasses;thelandisthecommonpropertyofeveryman;hereditaryrightsareaninfamyandadisgrace."Butherehesuddenlystopped,lookingasifhehadjustsaidsomethingfoolish,thenaddedinsoftertones:"Butthisisnotthepropermomenttodiscusssuchthings."

ThedoorwasopenedandDr.Chenetappeared.Foramomentheseemedbewildered,butregaininghisusualsmirkingexpressionofcountenance,hejauntilyapproachedtheoldwomanandsaid:"Aha!mamma;youarebetterto—day.Oh!Ineverhadanydoubtbutyouwouldcomeroundagain;

infact,IsaidtomyselfasIwasmountingthestaircase,’IhaveanideathatIshallfindtheoldladyonherfeetoncemore’;"andashepattedhergentlyontheback:"Ah!sheisassolidasthePont—Neuf,shewillburyusall;seeifshedoesnot."

Hesatdown,acceptedthecoffeethatwasofferedhim,andsoonbegantojoinintheconversationofthetwomen,backingupBraux,forhehimselfhadbeenmixedupintheCommune.

Theoldwoman,nowfeelingherselffatigued,wishedtoretire.Caravanrushedforward.Shelookedhimsteadilyintheeyeandsaid:"You,youmustcarrymyclockandchestofdrawersupstairsagainwithoutamoment’sdelay.""Yes,mamma,"hereplied,gasping;"yes,Iwilldoso."

Theoldwomanthentookthearmofherdaughterandwithdrewfromtheroom.ThetwoCaravansremainedastounded,silent,plungedinthedeepestdespair,whileBrauxrubbedhishandsandsippedhiscoffeegleefully.

SuddenlyMadameCaravan,consumedwithrage,rushedathim,exclaiming:

"Youareathief,afootpad,acur!Iwouldspitinyourface!I——I——

would————"Shecouldfindnothingfurthertosay,suffocatingasshewaswithrage,whilehewentonsippinghiscoffeewithasmile.

Hiswifereturningjustthen,MadameCaravanattackedhersister—in—law,andthetwowomen——theonewithherenormousbulk,theotherepilepticandspare,withchangedvoicesandtremblinghandsflewatoneanotherwithwordsofabuse.

ChenetandBrauxnowinterposed,andthelatter,takinghisbetterhalfbytheshoulders,pushedheroutofthedoorbeforehim,shouting:"Goon,youslut;youtalktoomuch";andthetwowereheardinthestreetquarrellinguntiltheydisappearedfromsight.

M.Chenetalsotookhisdeparture,leavingtheCaravansalone,facetoface.Thehusbandfellbackonhischair,andwiththecoldsweatstandingoutinbeadsonhistemples,murmured:"WhatshallIsaytomychiefto—morrow?"

BESIDESCHOPENHAUER’SCORPSE

Hewasslowlydying,asconsumptivesdie.Isawhimeachday,abouttwoo’clock,sittingbeneaththehotelwindowsonabenchinthepromenade,lookingoutonthecalmsea.Heremainedforsometimewithoutmoving,intheheatofthesun,gazingmournfullyattheMediterranean.Everynowandthen,hecastaglanceattheloftymountainswithbecloudedsummitsthatshutinMentone;then,withaveryslowmovement,hewouldcrosshislonglegs,sothinthattheyseemedliketwobones,aroundwhichflutteredtheclothofhistrousers,andhewouldopenabook,alwaysthesamebook.Andthenhedidnotstiranymore,butreadon,readonwithhiseyeandhismind;allhiswastingbodyseemedtoread,allhissoulplunged,lost,disappeared,inthisbook,uptothehourwhenthecoolairmadehimcoughalittle.Then,hegotupandreenteredthehotel.

HewasatallGerman,withfairbeard,whobreakfastedanddinedinhisownroom,andspoketonobody.

Avague,curiosityattractedmetohim.Oneday,Isatdownbyhisside,havingtakenupabook,too,tokeepupappearances,avolumeofMusset’spoems.

AndIbegantolookthrough"Rolla."

Suddenly,myneighborsaidtome,ingoodFrench:

"DoyouknowGerman,monsieur?"

"Notatall,monsieur."

"Iamsorryforthat.Sincechancehasthrownussidebyside,Icouldhavelentyou,Icouldhaveshownyou,aninestimablething——thisbookwhichIholdinmyhand."

"Whatisit,pray?"

"Itisacopyofmymaster,Schopenhauer,annotatedwithhisownhand.

Allthemargins,asyoumaysee,arecoveredwithhishandwriting."

Itookthebookfromhimreverently,andIgazedattheseformsincomprehensibletome,butwhichrevealedtheimmortalthoughtsofthegreatestshattererofdreamswhohadeverdweltonearth.

AndMusset’sversesaroseinmymemory:

"Hastthoufoundout,Voltaire,thatitisblisstodie,Anddoesthyhideoussmileoverthybleachedbonesfly?"

AndinvoluntarilyIcomparedthechildishsarcasm,thereligioussarcasmofVoltairewiththeirresistibleironyoftheGermanphilosopherwhoseinfluenceishenceforthineffaceable.

Letusprotestandletusbeangry,letusbeindignant,orletusbeenthusiastic,Schopenhauerhasmarkedhumanitywiththesealofhisdisdainandofhisdisenchantment.

Adisabusedpleasure—seeker,heoverthrewbeliefs,hopes,poeticidealsandchimeras,destroyedtheaspirations,ravagedtheconfidenceofsouls,killedlove,draggeddownthechivalrousworshipofwomen,crushedtheillusionsofhearts,andaccomplishedthemostgigantictaskeverattemptedbyscepticism.Hesparednothingwithhismockingspirit,andexhaustedeverything.Andevento—daythosewhoexecratehimseemtocarryintheirownsoulsparticlesofhisthought.

"So,then,youwereintimatelyacquaintedwithSchopenhauer?"IsaidtotheGerman.

Hesmiledsadly.

"Uptothetimeofhisdeath,monsieur."

Andhespoketomeaboutthephilosopherandtoldmeaboutthealmostsupernaturalimpressionwhichthisstrangebeingmadeonallwhocamenearhim.

HegavemeanaccountoftheinterviewoftheoldiconoclastwithaFrenchpolitician,adoctrinaireRepublican,whowantedtogetaglimpseofthisman,andfoundhiminanoisytavern,seatedinthemidstofhisdisciples,dry,wrinkled,laughingwithanunforgettablelaugh,attackingandtearingtopiecesideasandbeliefswithasingleword,asadogtearswithonebiteofhisteeththetissueswithwhichheplays.

HerepeatedformethecommentofthisFrenchmanashewentaway,astonishedandterrified:"IthoughtIhadspentanhourwiththedevil."

Thenheadded:

"Hehad,indeed,monsieur,afrightfulsmile,whichterrifiedusevenafterhisdeath.Icantellyouananecdoteaboutitthatisnotgenerallyknown,ifitwouldinterestyou."

Andhebegan,inalanguidvoice,interruptedbyfrequentfitsofcoughing.

"Schopenhauerhadjustdied,anditwasarrangedthatweshouldwatch,inturn,twobytwo,tillmorning.

"Hewaslyinginalargeapartment,verysimple,vastandgloomy.Twowaxcandleswereburningonthestandbythebedside.

"ItwasmidnightwhenIwentonwatch,togetherwithoneofourcomrades.

Thetwofriendswhomwereplacedhadlefttheapartment,andwecameandsatdownatthefootofthebed.

"Thefacewasnotchanged.Itwaslaughing.Thatpuckerwhichweknewsowelllingeredstillaroundthecornersofthelips,anditseemedtousthathewasabouttoopenhiseyes,tomoveandtospeak.Histhought,orratherhisthoughts,envelopedus.Wefeltourselvesmorethaneverintheatmosphereofhisgenius,absorbed,possessedbyhim.

Hisdominationseemedtobeevenmoresovereignnowthathewasdead.

Afeelingofmysterywasblendedwiththepowerofthisincomparablespirit.

"Thebodiesofthesemendisappear,buttheythemselvesremain;andinthenightwhichfollowsthecessationoftheirheart’spulsationIassureyou,monsieur,theyareterrifying.

"Andinhushedtoneswetalkedabouthim,recallingtomindcertainsayings,certainformulasofhis,thosestartlingmaximswhicharelikejetsofflameflung,inafewwords,intothedarknessoftheUnknownLife.

"’Itseemstomethatheisgoingtospeak,’saidmycomrade.Andwestaredwithuneasinessborderingonfearatthemotionlessface,withitseternallaugh.Gradually,webegantofeelillatease,oppressed,onthepointoffainting.Ifaltered:

"’Idon’tknowwhatisthematterwithme,but,IassureyouIamnotwell.’

"Andatthatmomentwenoticedthattherewasanunpleasantodorfromthecorpse.

"Then,mycomradesuggestedthatweshouldgointotheadjoiningroom,andleavethedooropen;andIassentedtohisproposal.

"Itookoneofthewaxcandleswhichburnedonthestand,andIleftthesecondbehind.Thenwewentandsatdownattheotherendoftheadjoiningapartment,insuchapositionthatwecouldseethebedandthecorpse,clearlyrevealedbythelight.

"Buthestillheldpossessionofus.Onewouldhavesaidthathisimmaterialessence,liberated,free,all—powerfulanddominating,wasflittingaroundus.Andsometimes,too,thedreadfulodorofthedecomposedbodycametowardusandpenetratedus,sickeningandindefinable.

"Suddenlyashiverpassedthroughourbones:asound,aslightsound,camefromthedeath—chamber.Immediatelywefixedourglancesonhim,andwesaw,yes,monsieur,wesawdistinctly,bothofus,somethingwhitepassacrossthebed,fallonthecarpet,andvanishunderanarmchair.

"Wewereonourfeetbeforewehadtimetothinkofanything,distractedbystupefyingterror,readytorunaway.Thenwestaredateachother.

Wewerehorriblypale.Ourheartsthrobbedfiercelyenoughtohaveraisedtheclothingonourchests.Iwasthefirsttospeak:

"’Didyousee?’

"’Yes,Isaw.’

"’Canitbethatheisnotdead?’

"’Why,whenthebodyisputrefying?’

"’Whatarewetodo?’

"Mycompanionsaidinahesitatingtone:

"’Wemustgoandlook.’

"Itookourwaxcandleandenteredfirst,glancingintoallthedarkcornersinthelargeapartment.Nothingwasmovingnow,andIapproachedthebed.ButIstoodtransfixedwithstuporandfright:

Schopenhauerwasnolongerlaughing!Hewasgrinninginahorriblefashion,withhislipspressedtogetheranddeephollowsinhischeeks.

Istammeredout:

"’Heisnotdead!’

"Buttheterribleodorascendedtomynoseandstifledme.AndInolongermoved,butkeptstaringfixedlyathim,terrifiedasifinthepresenceofanapparition.

"Thenmycompanion,havingseizedtheotherwaxcandle,bentforward.

Next,hetouchedmyarmwithoututteringaword.Ifollowedhisglance,andsawontheground,underthearmchairbythesideofthebed,standingoutwhiteonthedarkcarpet,andopenasiftobite,Schopenhauer’ssetofartificialteeth.

"Theworkofdecomposition,looseningthejaws,hadmadeitjumpoutofthemouth.

"Iwasreallyfrightenedthatday,monsieur."

Andasthesunwassinkingtowardtheglitteringsea,theconsumptiveGermanrosefromhisseat,gavemeapartingbow,andretiredintothehotel.

EndOriginalShortStories,Vol.3.

ByGuydeMaupassantVOLUMEIII.

MISSHARRIET

LITTLELOUISEROQUE

THEDONKEY

MOIRON

THEDISPENSEROFHOLYWATER

THEPARRICIDE

BERTHA

THEPATRON

THEDOOR

ASALE

THEIMPOLITESEX

AWEDDINGGIFT

THERELIC

MISSHARRIET

Thereweresevenofusonadrag,fourwomenandthreemen;oneofthelattersatontheboxseatbesidethecoachman.Wewereascending,atasnail’space,thewindingroadupthesteepcliffalongthecoast.

SettingoutfromEtretatatbreakofdayinordertovisittheruinsofTancarville,wewerestillhalfasleep,benumbedbythefreshairofthemorning.Thewomenespecially,whowerelittleaccustomedtotheseearlyexcursions,halfopenedandclosedtheireyeseverymoment,noddingtheirheadsoryawning,quiteinsensibletothebeautiesofthedawn.

Itwasautumn.Onbothsidesoftheroadstretchedthebarefields,yellowedbythestubbleofwheatandoatswhichcoveredthesoillikeabeardthathadbeenbadlyshaved.Themoistearthseemedtosteam.

Larksweresinginghighupintheair,whileotherbirdspipedinthebushes.

Thesunroseatlengthinfrontofus,brightredontheplaneofthehorizon,andinproportionasitascended,growingclearerfromminutetominute,thecountryseemedtoawake,tosmile,toshakeitselflikeayounggirlleavingherbedinherwhiterobeofvapor.TheComted’Etraille,whowasseatedonthebox,cried:

"Look!look!ahare!"andheextendedhisarmtowardtheleft,pointingtoapatchofclover.Theanimalscurriedalong,almosthiddenbytheclover,onlyitslargeearsshowing.Thenitswervedacrossafurrow,stopped,startedoffagainatfullspeed,changeditscourse,stoppedanew,uneasy,spyingouteverydanger,uncertainwhatroutetotake,whensuddenlyitbegantorunwithgreatbounds,disappearingfinallyinalargepatchofbeet—root.Allthemenhadwakeduptowatchthecourseoftheanimal.

ReneLamanoirexclaimed:

"Wearenotatallgallantthismorning,"and;regardinghisneighbor,thelittleBaronessdeSerennes,whostruggledagainstsleep,hesaidtoherinalowtone:"Youarethinkingofyourhusband,baroness.Reassureyourself;hewillnotreturnbeforeSaturday,soyouhavestillfourdays."

Sheansweredwithasleepysmile:

"Howstupidyouare!"Then,shakingoffhertorpor,sheadded:"Now,letsomebodysaysomethingtomakeuslaugh.You,MonsieurChenal,whohavethereputationofhavinghadmoreloveaffairsthantheDuedeRichelieu,tellusalovestoryinwhichyouhaveplayedapart;anythingyoulike."

LeonChenal,anoldpainter,whohadoncebeenveryhandsome,verystrong,veryproudofhisphysiqueandverypopularwithwomen,tookhislongwhitebeardinhishandandsmiled.Then,afterafewmoments’

reflection,hesuddenlybecameserious.

"Ladies,itwillnotbeanamusingtale,forIamgoingtorelatetoyouthesaddestloveaffairofmylife,andIsincerelyhopethatnoneofmyfriendsmayeverpassthroughasimilarexperience.

"Iwastwenty—fiveyearsofageandwaspillagingalongthecoastofNormandy.Icall’pillaging’wanderingabout,withaknapsackonone’sback,frominntoinn,underthepretextofmakingstudiesandsketchinglandscapes.Iknewnothingmoreenjoyablethanthathappy—go—luckywanderinglife,inwhichoneisperfectlyfree,withoutshacklesofanykind,withoutcare,withoutpreoccupation,withoutthinkingevenofthemorrow.Onegoesinanydirectiononepleases,withoutanyguidesavehisfancy,withoutanycounsellorsavehiseyes.Onestopsbecausearunningbrookattractsone,becausethesmellofpotatoesfryingticklesone’solfactoriesonpassinganinn.Sometimesitistheperfumeofclematiswhichdecidesoneinhischoiceortheroguishglanceoftheservantataninn.Donotdespisemeformyaffectionfortheserustics.

Thesegirlshaveasoulaswellassenses,nottomentionfirmcheeksandfreshlips;whiletheirheartyandwillingkisseshavetheflavorofwildfruit.Loveisalwayslove,comewhenceitmay.Aheartthatbeatsatyourapproach,aneyethatweepswhenyougoawayarethingssorare,sosweet,sopreciousthattheymustneverbedespised.

"Ihavehadrendezvousinditchesfullofprimroses,behindthecowstableandinbarnsamongthestraw,stillwarmfromtheheatoftheday.

Ihaverecollectionsofcoarsegrayclothcoveringsupplepeasantskinandregretsforsimple,frankkisses,moredelicateintheirunaffectedsinceritythanthesubtlefavorsofcharminganddistinguishedwomen.

"Butwhatonelovesmostamidallthesevariedadventuresisthecountry,thewoods,therisingofthesun,thetwilight,themoonlight.Theseare,forthepainter,honeymoontripswithNature.Oneisalonewithherinthatlongandquietassociation.Yougotosleepinthefields,amidmargueritesandpoppies,andwhenyouopenyoureyesinthefullglareofthesunlightyoudescryinthedistancethelittlevillagewithitspointedclocktowerwhichsoundsthehourofnoon.

"Yousitdownbythesideofaspringwhichgushesoutatthefootofanoak,amidagrowthoftall,slenderweeds,glisteningwithlife.Yougodownonyourknees,bendforwardanddrinkthatcold,pellucidwaterwhichwetsyourmustacheandnose;youdrinkitwithaphysicalpleasure,asthoughyoukissedthespring,liptolip.Sometimes,whenyoufindadeepholealongthecourseofthesetinybrooks,youplungeinquitenaked,andyoufeelonyourskin,fromheadtofoot,asitwere,anicyanddeliciouscaress,thelightandgentlequiveringofthestream.

"Youaregayonthehills,melancholyontheedgeofponds,inspiredwhenthesunissettinginanoceanofblood—redcloudsandcastsredreflectionsortheriver.Andatnight,underthemoon,whichpassesacrossthevaultofheaven,youthinkofathousandstrangethingswhichwouldneverhaveoccurredtoyourmindunderthebrilliantlightofday.

"So,inwanderingthroughthesamecountrywherewe,arethisyear,I

cametothelittlevillageofBenouville,onthecliffbetweenYportandEtretat.IcamefromFecamp,followingthecoast,ahighcoastasstraightasawall,withitsprojectingchalkcliffsdescendingperpendicularlyintothesea.Ihadwalkedsinceearlymorningontheshortgrass,smoothandyieldingasacarpet,thatgrowsontheedgeofthecliff.And,singinglustily,Iwalkedwithlongstrides,lookingsometimesattheslowcirclingflightofagullwithitswhitecurvedwingsoutlinedonthebluesky,sometimesatthebrownsailsofafishingbarkonthegreensea.Inshort,Ihadpassedahappyday,adayoflibertyandoffreedomfromcare.

"Alittlefarmhousewheretravellerswerelodgedwaspointedouttome,akindofinn,keptbyapeasantwoman,whichstoodinthecentreofaNormancourtyardsurroundedbyadoublerowofbeeches.

"Leavingthecoast,Ireachedthehamlet,whichwashemmedinbygreattrees,andIpresentedmyselfatthehouseofMotherLecacheur.

"Shewasanold,wrinkledandsternpeasantwoman,whoseemedalwaystoreceivecustomersunderprotest,withakindofdefiance.

"ItwasthemonthofMay.Thespreadingappletreescoveredthecourtwithashowerofblossomswhichrainedunceasinglybothuponpeopleanduponthegrass.

"Isaid:’Well,MadameLecacheur,haveyouaroomforme?’

"AstonishedtofindthatIknewhername,sheanswered:

"’Thatdepends;everythingislet,butallthesameIcanfindout."

"Infiveminuteswehadcometoanagreement,andIdepositedmybagupontheearthenfloorofarusticroom,furnishedwithabed,twochairs,atableandawashbowl.Theroomlookedintothelarge,smokykitchen,wherethelodgerstooktheirmealswiththepeopleofthefarmandthelandlady,whowasawidow.

"Iwashedmyhands,afterwhichIwentout.Theoldwomanwasmakingachickenfricasseefordinnerinthelargefireplaceinwhichhungtheironpot,blackwithsmoke.

"’Youhavetravellers,then,atthepresenttime?’saidItoher.

"Sheansweredinanoffendedtoneofvoice:

"’Ihavealady,anEnglishlady,whohasreachedyearsofmaturity.Sheoccupiestheotherroom.’

"Iobtained,bymeansofanextrafivesousaday,theprivilegeofdiningaloneoutintheyardwhentheweatherwasfine.

"Myplacewassetoutsidethedoor,andIwasbeginningtognawtheleanlimbsoftheNormandychicken,todrinktheclearciderandtomunchthehunkofwhitebread,whichwasfourdaysoldbutexcellent.

"Suddenlythewoodengatewhichgaveonthehighwaywasopened,andastrangeladydirectedherstepstowardthehouse.Shewasverythin,verytall,sotightlyenvelopedinaredScotchplaidshawlthatonemighthavesupposedshehadnoarms,ifonehadnotseenalonghandappearjustabovethehips,holdingawhitetouristumbrella.Herfacewaslikethatofamummy,surroundedwithcurlsofgrayhair,whichtossedaboutateverystepshetookandmademethink,Iknownotwhy,ofapickledherringincurlpapers.Loweringhereyes,shepassedquicklyinfrontofmeandenteredthehouse.

"Thatsingularapparitioncheeredme.Sheundoubtedlywasmyneighbor,theEnglishladyofmatureageofwhomourhostesshadspoken.

"Ididnotseeheragainthatday.Thenextday,whenIhadsettledmyselftocommencepaintingattheendofthatbeautifulvalleywhichyouknowandwhichextendsasfarasEtretat,Iperceived,onliftingmyeyessuddenly,somethingsingularstandingonthecrestofthecliff,onemighthavesaidapoledeckedoutwithflags.Itwasshe.Onseeingme,shesuddenlydisappeared.Ireenteredthehouseatmiddayforlunchandtookmyseatatthegeneraltable,soastomaketheacquaintanceofthisoddcharacter.Butshedidnotrespondtomypoliteadvances,wasinsensibleeventomylittleattentions.Ipouredoutwaterforherpersistently,Ipassedherthedisheswithgreateagerness.Aslight,almostimperceptible,movementoftheheadandanEnglishword,murmuredsolowthatIdidnotunderstandit,wereheronlyacknowledgments.

"Iceasedoccupyingmyselfwithher,althoughshehaddisturbedmythoughts.

"AttheendofthreedaysIknewasmuchaboutherasdidMadameLecacheurherself.

"ShewascalledMissHarriet.Seekingoutasecludedvillageinwhichtopassthesummer,shehadbeenattractedtoBenouvillesomesixmonthsbeforeanddidnotseemdisposedtoleaveit.Sheneverspokeattable,aterapidly,readingallthewhileasmallbookoftheProtestantpropaganda.Shegaveacopyofittoeverybody.Thecurehimselfhadreceivednolessthanfourcopies,conveyedbyanurchintowhomshehadpaidtwosouscommission.Shesaidsometimestoourhostessabruptly,withoutpreparingherintheleastforthedeclaration:

"’IlovetheSaviourmorethanall.Iadmirehiminallcreation;

Iadorehiminallnature;Icarryhimalwaysinmyheart.’

"Andshewouldimmediatelypresenttheoldwomanwithoneofhertractswhichweredestinedtoconverttheuniverse.

"In,thevillageshewasnotliked.Infact,theschoolmasterhavingpronouncedheranatheist,akindofstigmaattachedtoher.Thecure,whohadbeenconsultedbyMadameLecacheur,responded:

"’Sheisaheretic,butGoddoesnotwishthedeathofthesinner,andI

believehertobeapersonofpuremorals.’

"Thesewords,’atheist,’’heretic,’wordswhichnoonecanpreciselydefine,threwdoubtsintosomeminds.Itwasasserted,however,thatthisEnglishwomanwasrichandthatshehadpassedherlifeintravellingthrougheverycountryintheworldbecauseherfamilyhadcastheroff.Whyhadherfamilycastheroff?Becauseofherimpiety,ofcourse!

"Shewas,infact,oneofthosepeopleofexaltedprinciples;oneofthoseopinionatedpuritans,ofwhichEnglandproducessomany;oneofthosegoodandinsupportableoldmaidswhohauntthetablesd’hoteofeveryhotelinEurope,whospoilItaly,poisonSwitzerland,renderthecharmingcitiesoftheMediterraneanuninhabitable,carryeverywheretheirfantasticmaniastheirmannersofpetrifiedvestals,theirindescribabletoiletsandacertainodorofindia—rubberwhichmakesonebelievethatatnighttheyareslippedintoarubbercasing.

"WheneverIcaughtsightofoneoftheseindividualsinahotelIfledlikethebirdswhoseeascarecrowinafield.

"Thiswoman,however,appearedsoverysingularthatshedidnotdispleaseme.

"MadameLecacheur,hostilebyinstincttoeverythingthatwasnotrustic,feltinhernarrowsoulakindofhatredfortheecstaticdeclarationsoftheoldmaid.Shehadfoundaphrasebywhichtodescribeher,atermofcontemptthatrosetoherlips,calledforthbyIknownotwhatconfusedandmysteriousmentalratiocination.Shesaid:’Thatwomanisademoniac.’Thisepithet,appliedtothataustereandsentimentalcreature,seemedtomeirresistiblydroll.Imyselfnevercalledheranythingnowbut’thedemoniac,’experiencingasingularpleasureinpronouncingaloudthiswordonperceivingher.

"OnedayIaskedMotherLecacheur:’Well,whatisourdemoniacaboutto—

day?’

"Towhichmyrusticfriendrepliedwithashockedair:

"’Whatdoyouthink,sir?Shepickedupatoadwhichhadhaditspawcrushedandcarriedittoherroomandhasputitinherwashbasinandbandageditasifitwereaman.IfthatisnotprofanationIshouldliketoknowwhatis!’

"Onanotheroccasion,whenwalkingalongtheshoresheboughtalargefishwhichhadjustbeencaught,simplytothrowitbackintotheseaagain.Thesailorfromwhomshehadboughtit,althoughshepaidhimhandsomely,nowbegantoswear,moreexasperated,indeed,thanifshehadputherhandintohispocketandtakenhismoney.Formorethanamonthhecouldnotspeakofthecircumstancewithoutbecomingfuriousanddenouncingitasanoutrage.Oh,yes!Shewasindeedademoniac,thisMissHarriet,andMotherLecacheurmusthavehadaninspirationinthuschristeningher.

"Thestableboy,whowascalledSapeur,becausehehadservedinAfricainhisyouth,entertainedotheropinions.Hesaidwitharoguishair:

’Sheisanoldhagwhohasseenlife.’

"Ifthepoorwomanhadbutknown!

"Thelittlekind—heartedCelestedidnotwaituponherwillingly,butI

wasneverabletounderstandwhy.Probablyheronlyreasonwasthatshewasastranger,ofanotherrace;ofadifferenttongueandofanotherreligion.Shewas,infact,ademoniac!

"Shepassedhertimewanderingaboutthecountry,adoringandseekingGodinnature.Ifoundheroneeveningonherkneesinaclusterofbushes.

Havingdiscoveredsomethingredthroughtheleaves,Ibrushedasidethebranches,andMissHarrietatoncerosetoherfeet,confusedathavingbeenfoundthus,fixingonmeterrifiedeyeslikethoseofanowlsurprisedinopenday.

"Sometimes,whenIwasworkingamongtherocks,Iwouldsuddenlydescryherontheedgeoftheclifflikealighthousesignal.Shewouldbegazinginraptureatthevastseaglitteringinthesunlightandtheboundlessskywithitsgoldentints.SometimesIwoulddistinguishherattheendofthevalley,walkingquicklywithherelasticEnglishstep,andIwouldgotowardher,attractedbyIknownotwhat,simplytoseeherilluminatedvisage,herdried—up,ineffablefeatures,whichseemedtoglowwithinwardandprofoundhappiness.

"Iwouldoftenencounterheralsointhecornerofafield,sittingonthegrassundertheshadowofanappletree,withherlittlereligiousbookletlyingopenonherkneewhileshegazedoutatthedistance.

"Icouldnottearmyselfawayfromthatquietcountryneighborhood,towhichIwasattachedbyathousandlinksofloveforitswideandpeacefullandscape.Iwashappyinthissequesteredfarm,farremovedfromeverything,butintouchwiththeearth,thegood,beautiful,greenearth.And——mustIavowit?——therewas,besides,alittlecuriositywhichretainedmeattheresidenceofMotherLecacheur.IwishedtobecomeacquaintedalittlewiththisstrangeMissHarrietandtoknowwhattranspiresinthesolitarysoulsofthosewanderingoldEnglishwomen.

"Webecameacquaintedinarathersingularmanner.Ihadjustfinishedastudywhichappearedtometobeworthsomething,andsoitwas,asitsoldfortenthousandfrancsfifteenyearslater.Itwasassimple,however,astwoandtwomakefourandwasnotaccordingtoacademicrules.Thewholerightsideofmycanvasrepresentedarock,anenormousrock,coveredwithsea—wrack,brown,yellowandred,acrosswhichthesunpouredlikeastreamofoil.Thelightfellupontherockasthoughitwereaflamewithoutthesun,whichwasatmyback,beingvisible.Thatwasall.Afirstbewilderingstudyofblazing,gorgeouslight.

"Ontheleftwasthesea,notthebluesea,theslate—coloredsea,butaseaofjade,greenish,milkyandsolidbeneaththedeep—coloredsky.

"IwassopleasedwithmyworkthatIdancedfromsheerdelightasI

carrieditbacktotheinn.Iwouldhavelikedthewholeworldtoseeitatonce.IcanrememberthatIshowedittoacowthatwasbrowsingbythewayside,exclaimingasIdidso:’Lookatthat,myoldbeauty;youwillnotoftenseeitslikeagain.’

"WhenIhadreachedthehouseIimmediatelycalledouttoMotherLecacheur,shoutingwithallmymight:

"’Hullo,there!Mrs.Landlady,comehereandlookatthis.’

"Therusticapproachedandlookedatmyworkwithherstupideyeswhichdistinguishednothingandcouldnoteventellwhetherthepicturerepresentedanoxorahouse.

"MissHarrietjustthencamehome,andshepassedbehindmejustasIwasholdingoutmycanvasatarm’slength,exhibitingittoourlandlady.

Thedemoniaccouldnothelpbutseeit,forItookcaretoexhibitthethinginsuchawaythatitcouldnotescapehernotice.Shestoppedabruptlyandstoodmotionless,astonished.Itwasherrockwhichwasdepicted,theonewhichsheclimbedtodreamawayhertimeundisturbed.

"SheutteredaBritish’Aoh,’whichwasatoncesoaccentuatedandsoflatteringthatIturnedroundtoher,smiling,andsaid:

"’Thisismylateststudy,mademoiselle.’

"Shemurmuredrapturously,comicallyandtenderly:

"’Oh!monsieur,youunderstandnatureasalivingthing.’

"Icoloredandwasmoretouchedbythatcomplimentthanifithadcomefromaqueen.Iwascaptured,conquered,vanquished.Icouldhaveembracedher,uponmyhonor.

"Itookmyseatattablebesideherasusual.Forthefirsttimeshespoke,thinkingaloud:

"’Oh!Idolovenature.’

"Ipassedhersomebread,somewater,somewine.Shenowacceptedthesewithalittlesmileofamummy.Ithenbegantotalkaboutthescenery.

"Afterthemealwerosefromthetabletogetherandwalkedleisurelyacrossthecourtyard;then,attracteddoubtlessbythefieryglowwhichthesettingsuncastoverthesurfaceofthesea,Iopenedthegatewhichledtothecliff,andwewalkedalongsidebyside,ascontentedastwopersonsmightbewhohavejustlearnedtounderstandandpenetrateeachother’smotivesandfeelings.

"Itwasoneofthosewarm,softeveningswhichimpartasenseofeasetofleshandspiritalike.Allisenjoyment,everythingcharms.Thebalmyair,ladenwiththeperfumeofgrassesandthesmellofseaweed,soothestheolfactorysensewithitswildfragrance,soothesthepalatewithitsseasavor,soothesthemindwithitspervadingsweetness.

"Wewerenowwalkingalongtheedgeofthecliff,highabovetheboundlessseawhichrolleditslittlewavesbelowusatadistanceofahundredmetres.Andwedrankinwithopenmouthandexpandedchestthatfreshbreeze,brinyfromkissingthewaves,thatcamefromtheoceanandpassedacrossourfaces.

"Wrappedinherplaidshawl,withalookofinspirationasshefacedthebreeze,theEnglishwomangazedfixedlyatthegreatsunballasitdescendedtowardthehorizon.Faroffinthedistanceathree—masterinfullsailwasoutlinedontheblood—redskyandasteamship,somewhatnearer,passedalong,leavingbehinditatrailofsmokeonthehorizon.

Theredsunglobesankslowlylowerandlowerandpresentlytouchedthewaterjustbehindthemotionlessvessel,which,initsdazzlingeffulgence,lookedasthoughframedinaflameoffire.Wesawitplunge,growsmalleranddisappear,swallowedupbytheocean.

"MissHarrietgazedinraptureatthelastgleamsofthedyingday.Sheseemedlongingtoembracethesky,thesea,thewholelandscape.

"Shemurmured:’Aoh!Ilove——Ilove’Isawatearinhereye.Shecontinued:’IwishIwerealittlebird,sothatIcouldmountupintothefirmament.’

"SheremainedstandingasIhadoftenbeforeseenher,perchedonthecliff,herfaceasredashershawl.Ishouldhavelikedtohavesketchedherinmyalbum.Itwouldhavebeenacaricatureofecstasy.

"Iturnedawaysoasnottolaugh.

"IthenspoketoherofpaintingasIwouldhavedonetoafellowartist,usingthetechnicaltermscommonamongthedevoteesoftheprofession.

Shelistenedattentively,eagerlyseekingtodivinethemeaningoftheterms,soastounderstandmythoughts.Fromtimetotimeshewouldexclaim:

’Oh!Iunderstand,Iunderstand.Itisveryinteresting.’

"Wereturnedhome.

"Thenextday,onseeingme,sheapproachedme,cordiallyholdingoutherhand;andweatoncebecamefirmfriends.

"Shewasagoodcreaturewhohadakindofsoulonsprings,whichbecameenthusiasticatabound.Shelackedequilibriumlikeallwomenwhoarespinstersattheageoffifty.Sheseemedtobepreservedinapickleofinnocence,butherheartstillretainedsomethingveryyouthfulandinflammable.Shelovedbothnatureandanimalswithafervor,alovelikeoldwinefermentedthroughage,withasensuouslovethatshehadneverbestowedonmen.

"Onethingiscertain,thatthesightofabitchnursingherpuppies,amareroaminginameadowwithafoalatitsside,abird’snestfullofyoungones,screaming,withtheiropenmouthsandtheirenormousheads,affectedherperceptibly.

"Poor,solitary,sad,wanderingbeings!IloveyoueversinceIbecameacquaintedwithMissHarriet.

"Isoondiscoveredthatshehadsomethingshewouldliketotellme,butdarenot,andIwasamusedathertimidity.WhenIstartedoutinthemorningwithmyknapsackonmyback,shewouldaccompanymeinsilenceasfarastheendofthevillage,evidentlystrugglingtofindwordswithwhichtobeginaconversation.Thenshewouldleavemeabruptlyandwalkawayquicklywithherspringystep.

"Oneday,however,shepluckedupcourage:

"Iwouldliketoseehowyoupaintpictures.Areyouwilling?Ihavebeenverycurious.’

"Andsheblushedasifshehadsaidsomethingveryaudacious.

"IconductedhertothebottomofthePetit—Val,whereIhadbegunalargepicture.

"Sheremainedstandingbehindme,followingallmygestureswithconcentratedattention.Then,suddenly,fearingperhapsthatshewasdisturbingme,shesaid:’Thankyou,’andwalkedaway.

"Butshesoonbecamemorefriendly,andaccompaniedmeeveryday,hercountenanceexhibitingvisiblepleasure.Shecarriedhercampstoolunderherarm,notpermittingmetocarryit.Shewouldremainthereforhours,silentandmotionless,followingwithhereyesthepointofmybrush,initseverymovement.WhenIobtainedunexpectedlyjusttheeffectIwantedbyadashofcolorputonwiththepaletteknife,sheinvoluntarilyutteredalittle’Ah!’ofastonishment,ofjoy,ofadmiration.Shehadthemosttenderrespectformycanvases,analmostreligiousrespectforthathumanreproductionofapartofnature’sworkdivine.Mystudiesappearedtoherakindofreligiouspictures,andsometimesshespoketomeofGod,withtheideaofconvertingme.

"Oh,hewasaqueer,good—naturedbeing,thisGodofhers!Hewasasortofvillagephilosopherwithoutanygreatresourcesandwithoutgreatpower,forshealwaysfiguredhimtoherselfasinconsolableoverinjusticescommittedunderhiseyes,asthoughhewerepowerlesstopreventthem.

"Shewas,however,onexcellenttermswithhim,affectingeventobetheconfidanteofhissecretsandofhistroubles.Shewouldsay:

"’Godwills’or’Goddoesnotwill,’justlikeasergeantannouncingtoarecruit:’Thecolonelhascommanded.’

"AtthebottomofherheartshedeploredmyignoranceoftheintentionsoftheEternal,whichsheendeavoredtoimparttome.

"AlmosteverydayIfoundinmypockets,inmyhatwhenIlifteditfromtheground,inmypaintbox,inmypolishedshoes,standinginfrontofmydoorinthemorning,thoselittlepioustractswhichshenodoubt,receiveddirectlyfromParadise.

"Itreatedherasonewouldanoldfriend,withunaffectedcordiality.

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