Original Short Stories

第20章

"AndthenalsoIfeltsomethingintheair,somethingIcouldnotexpress,oneofthosemysteriouspremonitionsthatwarnoneofanotherperson’ssecretintentionsinregardtoyourself,whethertheybegoodorevil.

"Thatpainfulsilencelastedsometime,andthenBerthasaidtome:

"’Willyoukindlyputalogonthefireforitisgoingout.’

"SoIopenedtheboxwherethewoodwaskept,whichwasplacedjustwhereyoursis,tookoutthelargestlogandputitontopoftheothers,whichwerethreepartsburned,andthensilenceagainreignedintheroom.

"Inafewminutesthelogwasburningsobrightlythatitscorchedourfaces,andtheyoungwomanraisedhereyestomine——eyesthathadastrangelooktome.

"’Itistoohotnow,’shesaid;’letusgoandsitonthesofaoverthere.’

"Sowewentandsatonthesofa,andthenshesaidsuddenly,lookingmefullintheface:

"’Whatwouldyoudoifawomanweretotellyouthatshewasinlovewithyou?’

"’Uponmyword,’Ireplied,verymuchatalossforananswer,’Icannotforeseesuchacase;butitwoulddependverymuchuponthewoman.’

"Shegaveahard,nervous,vibratinglaugh;oneofthosefalselaughswhichseemasiftheymustbreakthinglass,andthensheadded:’Menarenevereitherventuresomeorspiteful.’And,afteramoment’ssilence,shecontinued:’Haveyoueverbeeninlove,MonsieurPaul?’IwasobligedtoacknowledgethatIcertainlyhad,andsheaskedmetotellherallaboutit.WhereuponImadeupsomestoryorother.Shelistenedtomeattentively,withfrequentsignsofdisapprovalandcontempt,andthensuddenlyshesaid:

"’No,youunderstandnothingaboutthesubject.Itseemstomethatreallovemustunsettlethemind,upsetthenervesanddistractthehead;thatitmust——howshallIexpressit?——bedangerous,eventerrible,almostcriminalandsacrilegious;thatitmustbeakindoftreason;Imeantosaythatitisboundtobreaklaws,fraternalbonds,sacredobligations;

whenloveistranquil,easy,lawfulandwithoutdangers,isitreallylove?’

"Ididnotknowwhatanswertogiveher,andImadethisphilosophicalreflectiontomyself:’Oh!femalebrain,here;indeed,youshowyourself!’

"Whilespeaking,shehadassumedademuresaintlyair;and,restingonthecushions,shestretchedherselfoutatfulllength,withherheadonmyshoulder,andherdresspulledupalittlesoastoshowherredstockings,whichthefirelightmadelookstillbrighter.Inaminuteortwoshecontinued:

"’IsupposeIhavefrightenedyou?’Iprotestedagainstsuchanotion,andsheleanedagainstmybreastaltogether,andwithoutlookingatme,shesaid:’IfIweretotellyouthatIloveyou,whatwouldyoudo?’

"AndbeforeIcouldthinkofananswer,shehadthrownherarmsaroundmyneck,hadquicklydrawnmyheaddown,andputherlipstomine.

"Oh!Mydearfriend,IcantellyouthatIdidnotfeelatallhappy!

What!deceiveJulien?becometheloverofthislittle,silly,wrong—

headed,deceitfulwoman,whowas,nodoubt,terriblysensual,andwhomherhusbandnolongersatisfied.

Tobetrayhimcontinually,todeceivehim,toplayatbeinginlovemerelybecauseIwasattractedbyforbiddenfruit,bythedangerincurredandthefriendshipbetrayed!No,thatdidnotsuitme,butwhatwasItodo?ToimitateJosephwouldbeactingaverystupidand,moreover,difficultpart,forthiswomanwasenchantinginherperfidy,inflamedbyaudacity,palpitatingandexcited.Letthemanwhohasneverfeltonhislipsthewarmkissofawomanwhoisreadytogiveherselftohimthrowthefirststoneatme.

"Well,aminutemore——youunderstandwhatImean?Aminutemore,and——I

shouldhavebeen——no,shewouldhavebeen!——Ibegyourpardon,hewouldhavebeen——whenaloudnoisemadeusbothjumpup.Theloghadfallenintotheroom,knockingoverthefireironsandthefender,andontothecarpet,whichithadscorched,andhadrolledunderanarmchair,whichitwouldcertainlysetalight.

"Ijumpeduplikeamadman,and,asIwasreplacingonthefirethatlogwhichhadsavedme,thedooropenedhastily,andJuliencamein.

"’Iamfree,’hesaid,withevidentpleasure.’ThebusinesswasovertwohourssoonerthanIexpected!’

"Yes,mydearfriend,withoutthatlog,Ishouldhavebeencaughtintheveryact,andyouknowwhattheconsequenceswouldhavebeen!

"YoumaybesurethatItookgoodcarenevertobefoundinasimilarsituationagain,never,never.SoonafterwardIsawthatJulienwasgivingmethe’coldshoulder,’astheysay.Hiswifewasevidentlyunderminingourfriendship.Bydegreeshegotridofme,andwehavealtogetherceasedtomeet.

"Inevermarried,whichoughtnottosurpriseyou,Ithink."

JULIEROMAIN

TwoyearsagothisspringIwasmakingawalkingtouralongtheshoreoftheMediterranean.Isthereanythingmorepleasantthantomeditatewhilewalkingatagoodpacealongahighway?Onewalksinthesunlight,throughthecaressingbreeze,atthefootofthemountains,alongthecoastofthesea.Andonedreams!Whatafloodofillusions,loves,adventurespassthroughapedestrian’smindduringatwohours’march!

Whatacrowdofconfusedandjoyoushopesenterintoyouwiththemild,lightair!Youdrinktheminwiththebreeze,andtheyawakeninyourheartalongingforhappinesswhichincreaseswiththehungerinducedbywalking.Thefleeting,charmingideasflyandsinglikebirds.

IwasfollowingthatlongroadwhichgoesfromSaintRaphaeltoItaly,or,rather,thatlong,splendidpanoramichighwaywhichseemsmadefortherepresentationofallthelove—poemsofearth.AndIthoughtthatfromCannes,whereoneposes,toMonaco,whereonegambles,peoplecometothisspotoftheearthforhardlyanyotherpurposethantogetembroiledortothrowawaymoneyonchancegames,displayingunderthisdeliciousskyandinthisgardenofrosesandorangesallbasevanitiesandfoolishpretensionsandvilelusts,showingupthehumanmindsuchasitis,servile,ignorant,arrogantandfullofcupidity.

SuddenlyIsawsomevillasinoneofthoseravishingbaysthatonemeetsateveryturnofthemountain;therewereonlyfourorfivefrontingtheseaatthefootofthemountains,andbehindthemawildfirwoodslopesintotwogreatvalleys,thatwereuntraversedbyroads.Istoppedshortbeforeoneofthesechalets,itwassopretty:asmallwhitehousewithbrowntrimmings,overrunwithramblerrosesuptothetop.

Thegardenwasamassofflowers,ofallcolorsandallkinds,mixedinacoquettish,well—planneddisorder.Thelawnwasfullofthem,bigpotsflankedeachsideofeverystepoftheporch,pinkoryellowclustersframedeachwindow,andtheterracewiththestonebalustrade,whichenclosedthisprettylittledwelling,hadagarlandofenormousredbells,likedropsofblood.BehindthehouseIsawalongavenueoforangetreesinblossom,whichwentuptothefootofthemountain.

Overthedoorappearedthename,"Villad’Antan,"insmallgoldletters.

Iaskedmyselfwhatpoetorwhatfairywaslivingthere,whatinspired,solitarybeinghaddiscoveredthisspotandcreatedthisdreamhouse,whichseemedtonestleinanosegay.

Aworkmanwasbreakingstonesupthestreet,andIwenttohimtoaskthenameoftheproprietorofthisjewel.

"ItisMadameJulieRomain,"hereplied.

JulieRomain!Inmychildhood,longago,Ihadheardthemspeakofthisgreatactress,therivalofRachel.

Nowomaneverwasmoreapplaudedandmoreloved——especiallymoreloved!

Whatduetsandsuicidesonheraccountandwhatsensationaladventures!

Howoldwasthisseductivewomannow?Sixty,seventy,seventy—five!

JulieRomainhere,inthishouse!Thewomanwhohadbeenadoredbythegreatestmusicianandthemostexquisitepoetofourland!Istillrememberthesensation(Iwasthentwelveyearsofage)whichherflighttoSicilywiththelatter,afterherrupturewiththeformer,causedthroughoutFrance.

Shehadleftoneevening,afterapremiere,wheretheaudiencehadapplaudedherforawholehalfhour,andhadrecalledhereleventimesinsuccession.Shehadgoneawaywiththepoet,inapost—chaise,aswasthefashionthen;theyhadcrossedthesea,toloveeachotherinthatantiqueisland,thedaughterofGreece,inthatimmenseorangewoodwhichsurroundsPalermo,andwhichiscalledthe"ShellofGold."

PeopletoldoftheirascensionofMountEtnaandhowtheyhadleanedovertheimmensecrater,arminarm,cheektocheek,asiftothrowthemselvesintotheveryabyss.

Nowhewasdead,thatmakerofversessotouchingandsoprofoundthattheyturned,theheadsofawholegeneration,sosubtleandsomysteriousthattheyopenedanewworldtotheyoungerpoets.

Theotheronealsowasdead——thedesertedone,whohadattainedthroughhermusicalperiodsthatarealiveinthememoriesofall,periodsoftriumphandofdespair,intoxicatingtriumphandheartrendingdespair.

Andshewasthere,inthathouseveiledbyflowers.

Ididnothesitate,butrangthebell.

Asmallservantanswered,aboyofeighteenwithawkwardmienandclumsyhands.Iwroteinpencilonmycardagallantcomplimenttotheactress,begginghertoreceiveme.Perhaps,ifsheknewmyname,shewouldopenherdoortome.

Thelittlevalettookitin,andthencameback,askingmetofollowhim.

Heledmetoaneatanddecoroussalon,furnishedintheLouis—Philippestyle,withstiffandheavyfurniture,fromwhichalittlemaidofsixteen,slenderbutnotpretty,tookoffthecoversinmyhonor.

ThenIwasleftalone.

Onthewallshungthreeportraits,thatoftheactressinoneofherroles,thatofthepoetinhisclose—fittinggreatcoatandtheruffledshirttheninstyle,andthatofthemusicianseatedatapiano.

She,blond,charming,butaffected,accordingtothefashionofherday,wassmiling,withherprettymouthandblueeyes;thepaintingwascareful,fine,elegant,butlifeless.

Thosefacesseemedtobealreadylookinguponposterity.

Thewholeplacehadtheairofabygonetime,ofdaysthatweredoneandmenwhohadvanished.

Adooropenedandalittlewomanentered,old,veryold,verysmall,withwhitehairandwhiteeyebrows,averitablewhitemouse,andasquickandfurtiveofmovement.

Sheheldoutherhandtome,sayinginavoicestillfresh,sonorousandvibrant:

"Thankyou,monsieur.Howkinditisofthemenofto—daytorememberthewomenofyesterday!Sitdown."

Itoldherthatherhousehadattractedme,thatIhadinquiredfortheproprietor’sname,andthat,onlearningit,Icouldnotresistthedesiretoringherbell.

"Thisgivesmeallthemorepleasure,monsieur,"shereplied,"asitisthefirsttimethatsuchathinghashappened.WhenIreceivedyourcard,withthegraciousnote,Itrembledasifanoldfriendwhohaddisappearedfortwentyyearshadbeenannouncedtome.Iamlikeadeadbody,whomnooneremembers,ofwhomnoonewillthinkuntilthedaywhenIshallactuallydie;thenthenewspaperswillmentionJulieRomainforthreedays,relatinganecdotesanddetailsofmylife,revivingmemories,andpraisingmegreatly.Thenallwillbeoverwithme."

Afterafewmomentsofsilence,shecontinued:

"Andthiswillnotbesoverylongnow.Inafewmonths,inafewdays,nothingwillremainbutalittleskeletonofthislittlewomanwhoisnowalive."

Sheraisedhereyestowardherportrait,whichsmileddownuponthiscaricatureofherself;thenshelookedatthoseofthetwomen,thedisdainfulpoetandtheinspiredmusician,whoseemedtosay:"Whatdoesthisruinwantofus?"

Anindefinable,poignant,irresistiblesadnessoverwhelmedmyheart,thesadnessofexistencesthathavehadtheirday,butwhoarestilldebatingwiththeirmemories,likeapersondrowningindeepwater.

FrommyseatIcouldseeonthehighroadthehandsomecarriagesthatwerewhirlingfromNicetoMonaco;insidethemIsawyoung,pretty,richandhappywomenandsmiling,satisfiedmen.Followingmyeye,sheunderstoodmythoughtandmurmuredwithasmileofresignation:

"Onecannotbothbeandhavebeen."

"Howbeautifullifemusthavebeenforyou!"Isaid.

Sheheavedagreatsigh.

"Beautifulandsweet!AndforthatreasonIregretitsomuch."

Isawthatshewasdisposedtotalkofherself,soIbegantoquestionher,gentlyanddiscreetly,asonemighttouchbruisedflesh.

Shespokeofhersuccesses,herintoxicationsandherfriends,ofherwholetriumphantexistence.

"Wasitonthestagethatyoufoundyourmostintensejoys,yourtruehappiness?"Iasked.

"Oh,no!"sherepliedquickly.

Ismiled;then,raisinghereyestothetwoportraits,shesaid,withasadglance:

"Itwaswiththem."

"Whichone?"Icouldnothelpasking.

"Both.Ievenconfusethemupalittlenowinmyoldwoman’smemory,andthenIfeelremorse."

"Then,madame,youracknowledgmentisnottothem,buttoLoveitself.

Theyweremerelyitsinterpreters."

"Thatispossible.Butwhatinterpreters!"

"Areyousurethatyouhavenotbeen,orthatyoumightnothavebeen,lovedaswellorbetterbyasimpleman,butnotagreatman,whowouldhaveofferedtoyouhiswholelifeandheart,allhisthoughts,allhisdays,hiswholebeing,whilethesegaveyoutworedoubtablerivals,MusicandPoetry?"

"No,monsieur,no!"sheexclaimedemphatically,withthatstillyouthfulvoice,whichcausedthesoultovibrate."Anotheronemightperhapshavelovedmemore,buthewouldnothavelovedmeasthesedid.Ah!thosetwosangtomeofthemusicofloveasnooneelseintheworldcouldhavesungofit.Howtheyintoxicatedme!Couldanyothermanexpresswhattheyknewsowellhowtoexpressintonesandinwords?Isitenoughmerelytoloveifonecannotputallthepoetryandallthemusicofheavenandearthintolove?Andtheyknewhowtomakeawomandeliriouswithsongsandwithwords.Yes,perhapstherewasmoreofillusionthanofrealityinourpassion;buttheseillusionsliftyouintotheclouds,whilerealitiesalwaysleaveyoutrailinginthedust.

Ifothershavelovedmemore,throughthesetwoIhaveunderstood,feltandworshippedlove."

Suddenlyshebegantoweep.

Sheweptsilently,sheddingtearsofdespair.

Ipretendednottosee,lookingoffintothedistance.Sheresumed,afterafewminutes:

"Yousee,monsieur,withnearlyeveryonetheheartageswiththebody.

Butthishasnothappenedwithme.Mybodyissixty—nineyearsold,whilemypoorheartisonlytwenty.AndthatisthereasonwhyIliveallalone,withmyflowersandmydreams."

Therewasalongsilencebetweenus.Shegrewcalmerandcontinued,smiling:

"Howyouwouldlaughatme,ifyouknew,ifyouknewhowIpassmyevenings,whentheweatherisfine.IamashamedandIpitymyselfatthesametime."

BegasImight,shewouldnottellmewhatshedid.ThenIrosetoleave.

"Already!"sheexclaimed.

AndasIsaidthatIwishedtodineatMonteCarlo,sheaskedtimidly:

"Willyounotdinewithme?Itwouldgivemeagreatdealofpleasure."

Iacceptedatonce.Sherang,delighted,andaftergivingsomeorderstothelittlemaidshetookmeoverherhouse.

Akindofglass—enclosedveranda,filledwithshrubs,openedintothedining—room,revealingatthefartherendthelongavenueoforangetreesextendingtothefootofthemountain.Alowseat,hiddenbyplants,indicatedthattheoldactressoftencametheretositdown.

Thenwewentintothegarden,tolookattheflowers.Eveningfellsoftly,oneofthosecalm,moisteveningswhentheearthbreathesforthallherperfumes.Daylightwasalmostgonewhenwesatdownattable.

Thedinnerwasgoodanditlastedalongtime,andwebecameintimatefriends,sheandI,whensheunderstoodwhataprofoundsympathyshehadarousedinmyheart.Shehadtakentwothimblefulsofwine,asthephrasegoes,andhadgrownmoreconfidingandexpansive.

"Come,letuslookatthemoon,"shesaid."Iadorethegoodmoon.Shehasbeenthewitnessofmymostintensejoys.Itseemstomethatallmymemoriesarethere,andthatIneedonlylookathertobringthemallbacktome.Andeven——sometimes——intheevening——Ioffertomyselfaprettyplay——yes,pretty——ifyouonlyknew!Butno,youwouldlaughatme.Icannot——Idarenot——no,no——really——no."

Iimploredhertotellmewhatitwas.

"Come,now!come,tellme;IpromiseyouthatIwillnotlaugh.Iswearittoyou——come,now!"

Shehesitated.Itookherhands——thosepoorlittlehands,sothinandsocold!——andIkissedthemoneaftertheother,severaltimes,asherlovershadoncekissedthem.Shewasmovedandhesitated.

"Youpromisemenottolaugh?"

"Yes,Iswearittoyou."

"Well,then,come."

Sherose,andasthelittledomestic,awkwardinhisgreenlivery,removedthechairbehindher,shewhisperedquicklyafewwordsintohisear.

"Yes,madame,atonce,"hereplied.

Shetookmyarmandledmetotheveranda.

Theavenueoforangeswasreallysplendidtosee.Thefullmoonmadeanarrowpathofsilver,alongbrightline,whichfellontheyellowsand,betweentheround,opaquecrownsofthedarktrees.

Asthesetreeswereinbloom,theirstrong,sweetperfumefilledthenight,andswarmingamongtheirdarkfoliageIsawthousandsoffireflies,whichlookedlikeseedsfallenfromthestars.

"Oh,whatasettingforalovescene!"Iexclaimed.

Shesmiled.

"Isitnottrue?Isitnottrue?Youwillsee!"

Andshemademesitdownbesideher.

"Thisiswhatmakesonelongformorelife.Butyouhardlythinkofthesethings,youmenofto—day.Youarespeculators,merchantsandmenofaffairs.

Younolongerevenknowhowtotalktous.WhenIsay’you,’Imeanyoungmeningeneral.Lovehasbeenturnedintoaliaisonwhichveryoftenbeginswithanunpaiddressmaker’sbill.Ifyouthinkthebillisdearerthanthewoman,youdisappear;butifyouholdthewomanmorehighly,youpayit.Nicemorals——andanicekindoflove!"

Shetookmyhand.

"Look!"

Ilooked,astonishedanddelighted.Downthereattheendoftheavenue,inthemoonlight,weretwoyoungpeople,withtheirarmsaroundeachother’swaist.Theywerewalkingalong,interlaced,charming,withshort,littlesteps,crossingtheflakesoflight;whichilluminatedthemmomentarily,andthensinkingbackintotheshadow.Theyouthwasdressedinasuitofwhitesatin,suchasmenworeintheeighteenthcentury,andhadonahatwithanostrichplume.Thegirlwasarrayedinagownwithpanniers,andthehigh,powderedcoiffureofthehandsomedamesofthetimeoftheRegency.

Theystoppedahundredpacesfromus,andstandinginthemiddleoftheavenue,theykissedeachotherwithgracefulgestures.

SuddenlyIrecognizedthetwolittleservants.Thenoneofthosedreadfulfitsoflaughterthatconvulseyoumademewritheinmychair.

ButIdidnotlaughaloud.Iresisted,convulsedandfeelingalmostill,asamanwhoselegiscutoffresiststheimpulsetocryout.

Astheyoungpairturnedtowardthefartherendoftheavenuetheyagainbecamedelightful.Theywentfartherandfartheraway,finallydisappearingasadreamdisappears.Inolongersawthem.Theavenueseemedasadplace.

Itookmyleaveatonce,soasnottoseethemagain,forIguessedthatthislittleplaywouldlastalongtime,awakening,asitdid,awholepastofloveandofstagescenery;theartificialpast,deceitfulandseductive,falsebutcharming,whichstillstirredtheheartofthisamorousoldcomedienne.

THERONDOLISISTERS

I

IsetouttoseeItalythoroughlyontwooccasions,andeachtimeIwasstoppedatthefrontierandcouldnotgetanyfurther.SoIdonotknowItaly,saidmyfriend,CharlesJouvent.Andyetmytwoattemptsgavemeacharmingideaofthemannersofthatbeautifulcountry.Sometime,however,Imustvisititscities,aswellasthemuseumsandworksofartwithwhichitabounds.Iwillmakeanotherattempttopenetrateintotheinterior,whichIhavenotyetsucceededindoing.

Youdon’tunderstandme,soIwillexplain:Inthespringof1874IwasseizedwithanirresistibledesiretoseeVenice,Florence,RomeandNaples.Iam,asyouknow,notagreattraveller;itappearstomeauselessandfatiguingbusiness.Nightsspentinatrain,thedisturbedslumbersoftherailwaycarriage,withtheattendantheadache,andstiffnessineverylimb,thesuddenwakinginthatrollingbox,theunwashedfeeling,withyoureyesandhairfullofdust,thesmellofthecoalonwhichone’slungsfeed,thosebaddinnersinthedraughtyrefreshmentroomsare,accordingtomyideas,ahorriblewayofbeginningapleasuretrip.

Afterthisintroduction,wehavethemiseriesofthehotel;ofsomegreathotelfullofpeople,andyetsoempty;thestrangeroomandthedoubtfulbed!

Iammostparticularaboutmybed;itisthesanctuaryoflife.Weentrustouralmostnakedandfatiguedbodiestoitsothattheymaybereanimatedbyreposingbetweensoftsheetsandfeathers.

Therewefindthemostdelightfulhoursofourexistence,thehoursofloveandofsleep.Thebedissacred,andshouldberespected,veneratedandlovedbyusasthebestandmostdelightfulofourearthlypossessions.

Icannotliftupthesheetsofahotelbedwithoutashudderofdisgust.

Whohasoccupieditthenightbefore?Perhapsdirty,revoltingpeoplehavesleptinit.Ibegin,then,tothinkofallthehorriblepeoplewithwhomonerubsshoulderseveryday,peoplewithsuspicious—lookingskinwhichmakesonethinkofthefeetandalltherest!Icalltomindthosewhocarryaboutwiththemthesickeningsmellofgarlicorofhumanity.Ithinkofthosewhoaredeformedandunhealthy,oftheperspirationemanatingfromthesick,ofeverythingthatisuglyandfilthyinman.

Andallthis,perhaps,inthebedinwhichIamabouttosleep!ThemereideaofitmakesmefeelillasIgetintoit.

Andthenthehoteldinners——thosedrearytabled’hotedinnersinthemidstofallsortsofextraordinarypeople,orelsethoseterriblesolitarydinnersatasmalltableinarestaurant,feeblylightedbyawretchedcompositecandleunderashade.

Again,thoseterriblydulleveningsinsomeunknowntown!Doyouknowanythingmorewretchedthantheapproachof.duskonsuchanoccasion?

Onegoesaboutasifalmostinadream,lookingatfacesthatoneneverhasseenbeforeandneverwillseeagain;listeningtopeopletalkingaboutmatterswhicharequiteindifferenttoyouinalanguagethatperhapsyoudonotunderstand.Youhaveaterriblefeeling,almostasifyouwerelost,andyoucontinuetowalkonsoasnottobeobligedtoreturntothehotel,whereyouwouldfeelmoreloststillbecauseyouareathome,inahomewhichbelongstoanyonewhocanpayforit;andatlastyousinkintoachairofsomewell—lightedcafe,whosegildingandlightsoppressyouathousandtimesmorethantheshadowsinthestreets.

Thenyoufeelsoabominablylonelysittinginfrontoftheglassofflatbockbeerthatakindofmadnessseizesyou,thelongingtogosomewhereorother,nomatterwhere,aslongasyouneednotremaininfrontofthatmarbletableamidthosedazzlinglights.

Andthen,suddenly,youareawarethatyouarereallyaloneintheworld,alwaysandeverywhere,andthatinplaceswhichweknow,thefamiliarjostlingsgiveustheillusiononlyofhumanfraternity.Atsuchmomentsofself—abandonmentandsombreisolationindistantcitiesonethinksbroadly,clearlyandprofoundly.Thenonesuddenlyseesthewholeoflifeoutsidethevisionofeternalhope,apartfromthedeceptionsofourinnatehabits,andofourexpectationsofhappiness,whichweindulgeindreamsnevertoberealized.

Itisonlybygoingalongdistancefromhomethatwecanfullyunderstandhowshort—livedandemptyeverythingnearathandis;bysearchingfortheunknown,weperceivehowcommonplaceandevanescenteverythingis;onlybywanderingoverthefaceoftheearthcanweunderstandhowsmalltheworldis,andhowverymuchalikeitiseverywhere.

HowwellIknow,andhowIhateandalmostfear,thosehaphazardwalksthroughunknownstreets;andthiswasthereasonwhy,asnothingwouldinducemetoundertakeatourinItalybymyself,ImadeupmymindtoaccompanymyfriendPaulPavilly.

YouknowPaul,andhowheidealizeswomen.Tohimtheearthishabitableonlybecausetheyarethere;thesungiveslightandiswarmbecauseitshinesuponthem;theairissoftandbalmybecauseitblowsupontheirskinandrufflesthesofthairontheirtemples;andthemoonischarmingbecauseitmakesthemdreamandimpartsalanguorouscharmtolove.

EveryactandactionofPaul’shaswomanforitsmotive;allhisthoughts,allhiseffortsandhopesarecenteredinthem.

WhenImentionedItalytoPaulheatfirstabsolutelyrefusedtoleaveParis.I,however,begantotellhimoftheadventuresIhadonmytravels.IassuredhimthatallItalianwomenarecharming,andImadehimhopeforthemostrefinedpleasuresatNaples,thankstocertainlettersofintroductionwhichIhad;andsoatlastheallowedhimselftobepersuaded.

II

WetooktheexpressoneThursdayevening,PaulandI.Hardlyanyonegoessouthatthattimeoftheyear,sothatwehadthecarriagestoourselves,andbothofuswereinabadtemperonleavingParis,sorryforhavingyieldedtothetemptationofthisjourney,andregrettingMarly,theSeine,andourlazyboatingexcursions,andallthosepleasuresinandnearPariswhicharesodeartoeverytrueParisian.

AssoonasthetrainstartedPaulstuckhimselfinhiscorner,andsaid,"Itismostidiotictogoallthatdistance,"andasitwastoolateforhimtochangehismindthen,Isaid,"Well,youshouldnothavecome."

Hemadenoanswer,andIfeltverymuchinclinedtolaughwhenIsawhowfurioushelooked.Heiscertainlyalwaysratherlikeasquirrel,buttheneveryoneofushasretainedthetypeofsomeanimalorotherasthemarkofhisprimitiveorigin.Howmanypeoplehavejawslikeabulldog,orheadslikegoats,rabbits,foxes,horses,oroxen.Paulisasquirrelturnedintoaman.Hehasitsbright,quickeyes,itshair,itspointednose,itssmall,fine,supple,activebody,andacertainmysteriousresemblanceinhisgeneralbearing;infact,asimilarityofmovement,ofgesture,andofbearingwhichmightalmostbetakenforarecollection.

Atlastwebothwenttosleepwiththatuncomfortableslumberoftherailwaycarriage,whichisinterruptedbyhorriblecrampsinthearmsandneck,andbythesuddenstoppagesofthetrain.

WewokeupaswewerepassingalongtheRhone.Soonthecontinuednoiseofcricketscameinthroughthewindows,thatcrywhichseemstobethevoiceofthewarmearth,thesongofProvence;andseemedtoinstillintoourlooks,ourbreasts,andoursoulsthelightandhappyfeelingofthesouth,thatodoroftheparchedearth,ofthestonyandlightsoiloftheolivewithitsgray—greenfoliage.

Whenthetrainstoppedagainarailwayguardranalongthetraincallingout"Valence"inasonorousvoice,withanaccentthatagaingaveusatasteofthatProvencewhichtheshrillnoteofthecricketshadalreadyimpartedtous.

NothingfreshhappenedtillwegottoMarseilles,wherewealightedforbreakfast,butwhenwereturnedtoourcarriagewefoundawomaninstalledthere.

Paul,withadelightedglanceatme,gavehisshortmustacheamechanicaltwirl,andpassedhisfingersthroughhis,hair,which.hadbecomeslightlyoutoforderwiththenight’sjourney.Thenhesatdownoppositethenewcomer.

WheneverIhappentoseeastrikingnewface,eitherintravellingorinsociety,Ialwayshavethestrongestinclinationtofindoutwhatcharacter,mind,andintellectualcapacitiesarehiddenbeneaththosefeatures.

Shewasayoungandprettywoman,certainlyanativeofthesouthofFrance,withsplendideyes,beautifulwavyblackhair,whichwassothickandlongthatitseemedalmosttooheavyforherhead.Shewasdressedwithacertainsouthernbadtastewhichmadeherlookalittlevulgar.

Herregularfeatureshadnoneofthegraceandfinishoftherefinedraces,ofthatslightdelicacywhichmembersofthearistocracyinheritfromtheirbirth,andwhichisthehereditarymarkofthinnerblood.

Herbraceletsweretoobigtobeofgold;sheworeearringswithlargewhitestonesthatwerecertainlynotdiamonds,andshebelongedunmistakablytothePeople.Onesurmisedthatshewouldtalktooloud,andshoutoneveryoccasionwithexaggeratedgestures.

Whenthetrainstartedsheremainedmotionlessinherplace,intheattitudeofawomanwhowasindignant,withoutevenlookingatus.

Paulbegantotalktome,evidentlywithaneyetoeffect,tryingtoattractherattention,asshopkeepersexposetheirchoicewarestocatchthenoticeofpassersby.

She,however,didnotappeartobepayingtheleastattention.

"Toulon!Tenminutestowait!Refreshmentroom!"theportersshouted.

Paulmotionedtometogetout,andassoonaswehaddoneso,hesaid:

"Iwonderwhoonearthshecanbe?"

Ibegantolaugh."IamsureIdon’tknow,andIdon’tintheleastcare."

Hewasquiteexcited.

"Sheisanuncommonlyfreshandprettygirl.Whateyesshehas,andhowcrossshelooks.Shemusthavebeendreadfullyworried,forshetakesnonoticeofanything."

"Youwillhaveallyourtroublefornothing,"Igrowled.

Hebegantolosehistemper.

"Iamnottakinganytrouble,mydearfellow.Ithinkheranextremelyprettywoman,thatisall.Ifonecouldonlyspeaktoher!ButIdon’tknowhowtobegin.Cannotyougivemeanidea?Can’tyouguesswhosheis?"

"Uponmyword,Icannot.However,Ishouldratherthinksheissomestrollingactresswhoisgoingtorejoinhercompanyafteraloveadventure."

Heseemedquiteupset,asifIhadsaidsomethinginsulting.

"Whatmakesyouthinkthat?Onthecontrary,Ithinkshelooksmostrespectable."

"Justlookatherbracelets,"Isaid,"herearringsandherwholedress.

Ishouldnotbetheleastsurprisedifshewereadanceroracircusrider,butmostlikelyadancer.Herwholestylesmacksverymuchofthetheatre."

Heevidentlydidnotliketheidea.

"Sheismuchtooyoung,Iamsure;why,sheishardlytwenty."

"Well,"Ireplied,"therearemanythingswhichonecandobeforeoneistwenty;dancingandelocutionareamongthem."

"TakeyourseatsforNice,Vintimiglia,"theguardsandporterscalled.

Wegotin;ourfellowpassengerwaseatinganorange,andcertainlyshedidnotdoitelegantly.Shehadspreadherpocket—handkerchiefonherknees,andthewayinwhichshetoreoffthepeelandopenedhermouthtoputinthepieces,andthenspatthepipsoutofthewindow,showedthathertraininghadbeendecidedlyvulgar.

Sheseemed,also,moreputoutthanever,andswallowedthefruitwithanexceedinglycomicairofrage.

Pauldevouredherwithhiseyes,andtriedtoattractherattentionandexcitehercuriosity;butinspiteofhistalk,andofthemannerinwhichhebroughtinwell—knownnames,shedidnotpaytheleastattentiontohim.

AfterpassingFrejusandSt.Raphael,thetrainpassedthroughaveritablegarden,aparadiseofroses,andgrovesoforangesandlemonscoveredwithfruitsandflowersatthesametime.ThatdelightfulcoastfromMarseillestoGenoaisakingdomofperfumesinahomeofflowers.

Juneisthetimetoseeitinallitsbeauty,whenineverynarrowvalleyandoneveryslope,themostexquisiteflowersaregrowingluxuriantly.

Andtheroses!fields,hedges,grovesofroses.Theyclimbupthewalls,blossomontheroofs,hangfromthetrees,peepoutfromamongthebushes;theyarewhite,red,yellow,largeandsmall,single,withasimpleself—coloreddress,orfullandheavyinbrillianttoilettes.

Theirbreathmakestheairheavyandrelaxing,andthestillmorepenetratingodoroftheorangeblossomssweetenstheatmospheretillitmightalmostbecalledtherefinementofodor.

Theshore,withitsbrownrocks,wasbathedbythemotionlessMediterranean.Thehotsummersunstretchedlikeafieryclothoverthemountains,overthelongexpansesofsand,andoverthemotionless,apparentlysolidbluesea.Thetrainwentonthroughthetunnels,alongtheslopes,abovethewater,onstraight,wall—likeviaducts,andasoft,vague,saltishsmell,asmellofdryingseaweed,mingledattimeswiththestrong,heavyperfumeoftheflowers.

ButPaulneithersaw,lookedat,norsmelledanything,forourfellowtravellerengrossedallhisattention.

WhenwereachedCannes,ashewishedtospeaktomehesignedtometogetout,andassoonasIdidso,hetookmebythearm.

"Doyouknow,sheisreallycharming.Justlookathereyes;andIneversawanythinglikeherhair."

"Don’texciteyourself,"Ireplied,"orelseaddressher,ifyouhaveanyintentionsthatway.Shedoesnotlookunapproachable;Ifancy,althoughsheappeartobealittlebitgrumpy."

"Whydon’tyouspeaktoher?"hesaid.

"Idon’tknowwhattosay,forIamalwaysterriblystupidatfirst;I

cannevermakeadvancestoawomaninthestreet.Ifollowthem,goroundandroundthem,andquiteclosetothem,butneverknowwhattosayatfirst.Ionlyoncetriedtoenterintoconversationwithawomaninthatway.AsIclearlysawthatshewaswaitingformetomakeovertures,andasIfeltboundtosaysomething,Istammeredout,’Ihopeyouarequitewell,madame?’Shelaughedinmyface,andImademyescape."

IpromisedPaultodoallIcouldtobringaboutaconversation,andwhenwehadtakenourplacesagain,Ipolitelyaskedourneighbor:

"Haveyouanyobjectiontothesmelloftobacco,madame?"

Shemerelyreplied,"Noncapisco."

SoshewasanItalian!Ifeltanabsurdinclinationtolaugh.AsPauldidnotunderstandawordofthatlanguage,Iwasobligedtoactashisinterpreter,soIsaidinItalian:

"Iaskedyou,madame,whetheryouhadanyobjectiontotobaccosmoke?"

Withanangrylookshereplied,"Chemifa!"

Shehadneitherturnedherheadnorlookedatme,andIreallydidnotknowwhethertotakethis"WhatdoIcare"foranauthorization,arefusal,arealsignofindifference,orforamere"Letmealone."

"Madame,"Ireplied,"ifyoumindthesmelloftobaccointheleast——"

Sheagainsaid,"Mica,"inatonewhichseemedtomean,"Iwishtogoodnessyouwouldleavemealone!"Itwas,however,akindofpermission,soIsaidtoPaul:

"Youmaysmoke."

Helookedatmeinthatcurioussortofwaythatpeoplehavewhentheytrytounderstandotherswhoaretalkinginastrangelanguagebeforethem,andaskedme:

"Whatdidyousaytoher?"

"Iaskedwhetherwemightsmoke,andshesaidwemightdowhateverweliked."

WhereuponIlightedmycigar.

"Didshesayanythingmore?"

"Ifyouhadcountedherwordsyouwouldhavenoticedthatsheusedexactlysix,twoofwhichgavemetounderstandthatsheknewnoFrench,sofourremained,andmuchcanbesaidinfourwords."

Paulseemedquiteunhappy,disappointed,andatsea,sotospeak.

ButsuddenlytheItalianaskedme,inthattoneofdiscontentwhichseemedhabitualtoher,"DoyouknowatwhattimeweshallgettoGenoa?"

"Ateleveno’clock,"Ireplied.ThenafteramomentIwenton:

"MyfriendandIarealsogoingtoGenoa,andifwecanbeofanyservicetoyou,weshallbeveryhappy,asyouarequitealone."Butsheinterruptedwithsucha"Mica!"thatIdidnotventureonanotherword.

"Whatdidshesay?"Paulasked.

"Shesaidshethoughtyouwerecharming."

Buthewasinnohumorforjoking,andbeggedmedrylynottomakefunofhim;soItranslatedherquestionandmypoliteoffer,whichhadbeensorudelyrejected.

Thenhereallybecameasrestlessasacagedsquirrel.

"Ifweonlyknew,"hesaid,"whathotelshewasgoingto,wewouldgotothesame.Trytofindoutsoastohaveanotheropportunitytomakehertalk."

Itwasnotparticularlyeasy,andIdidnotknowwhatpretexttoinvent,desirousasIwastomaketheacquaintanceofthisunapproachableperson.

WepassedNice,Monaco,Mentone,andthetrainstoppedatthefrontierfortheexaminationofluggage.

AlthoughIhatethoseill—bredpeoplewhobreakfastanddineinrailway—

carriages,Iwentandboughtaquantityofgoodthingstomakeonelastattackonherbytheirmeans.Ifeltsurethatthisgirlmust,ordinarily,bebynomeansinaccessible.Somethinghadputheroutandmadeherirritable,butverylittlewouldsuffice,amerewordorsomeagreeableoffer,todecideherandvanquishher.

Westartedagain,andwethreewerestillalone.Ispreadmyeatablesontheseat.Icutupthefowl,puttheslicesofhamneatlyonapieceofpaper,andthencarefullylaidoutourdessert,strawberries,plums,cherriesandcakes,closetothegirl.

Whenshesawthatwewereabouttoeatshetookapieceofchocolateandtwolittlecrispcakesoutofherpocketandbegantomunchthem.

"Askhertohavesomeofours,"Paulsaidinawhisper.

"ThatisexactlywhatIwishtodo,butitisratheradifficultmatter."

Asshe,however,glancedfromtimetotimeatourprovisions,Ifeltsurethatshewouldstillbehungrywhenshehadfinishedwhatshehadwithher;so,assoonasherfrugalmealwasover,Isaidtoher:

"Itwouldbeverykindofyouifyouwouldtakesomeofthisfruit."

Againshesaid"Mica!"butlesscrosslythanbefore.

"Well,then,"Isaid,"mayIofferyoualittlewine?Iseeyouhavenotdrunkanything.ItisItalianwine,andaswearenowinyourowncountry,weshouldbeverypleasedtoseesuchaprettyItalianmouthaccepttheofferofitsFrenchneighbors."

Sheshookherheadslightly,evidentlywishingtorefuse,butverydesirousofaccepting,andhermicathistimewasalmostpolite.Itooktheflask,whichwascoveredwithstrawintheItalianfashion,andfillingtheglass,Iofferedittoher.

"Pleasedrinkit,"Isaid,"tobiduswelcometoyourcountry."

Shetooktheglasswithherusuallook,andemptieditatadraught,likeawomanconsumedwiththirst,andthengaveitbacktomewithoutevensaying"Thankyou."

Ithenofferedherthecherries."Pleasetakesome,"Isaid;"weshallbesogladifyouwill."

Outofhercornershelookedatallthefruitspreadoutbesideher,andsaidsorapidlythatIcouldscarcelyfollowher:"Amenonpiacciononeleciriegienelesusine;amosoltanolefragole."

"Whatdoesshesay?"Paulasked.

"Thatshedoesriotcareforcherriesorplums,butonlyforstrawberries."

Iputanewspaperfullofwildstrawberriesonherlap,andsheatethemquickly,tossingthemintohermouthfromsomedistanceinacoquettishandcharmingmanner.

Whenshehadfinishedthelittleredheap,whichsoondisappearedundertherapidactionofherhands,Iaskedher:

"WhatmayIofferyounow?"

"Iwilltakealittlechicken,"shereplied.

Shecertainlydevouredhalfofit,tearingittopieceswiththerapidmovementsofherjawslikesomecarnivorousanimal.Thenshemadeuphermindtohavesomecherries,whichshe"didnotlike,"andthensomeplums,thensomelittlecakes.Thenshesaid,"Ihavehadenough,"andsatbackinhercorner.

Iwasmuchamused,andtriedtomakehereatmore,insisting,infact,tillshesuddenlyflewintoarage,andflungsuchafuriousmicaatme,thatIwouldnolongerruntheriskofspoilingherdigestion.

Iturnedtomyfriend."MypoorPaul,"Isaid,"Iamafraidwehavehadourtroublefornothing."

Thenightcameon,oneofthosehotsummernightswhichextendtheirwarmshadeovertheburningandexhaustedearth.Hereandthere,inthedistance,bythesea,oncapesandpromontories,brightstars,whichI

was,attimes,almostinclinedtoconfoundwithlighthouses,begantoshineonthedarkhorizon:

Thescentoftheorangetreesbecamemorepenetrating,andwebreathedwithdelight,distendingourlungstoinhaleitmoredeeply.Thebalmyairwassoft,delicious,almostdivine.

SuddenlyInoticedsomethinglikeashowerofstarsunderthedenseshadeofthetreesalongtheline,whereitwasquitedark.Itmighthavebeentakenfordropsoflight,leaping,flying,playingandrunningamongtheleaves,orforsmallstarsfallenfromtheskiesinordertohaveanexcursionontheearth;buttheywereonlyfirefliesdancingastrangefieryballetintheperfumedair.

Oneofthemhappenedtocomeintoourcarriage,andsheditsintermittentlight,whichseemedtobeextinguishedonemomentandtobeburningthenext.Icoveredthecarriage—lampwithitsblueshadeandwatchedthestrangeflycareeringaboutinitsfieryflight.Suddenlyitsettledonthedarkhairofourneighbor,whowashalfdozingafterdinner.Paulseemeddelighted,withhiseyesfixedonthebright,sparklingspot,whichlookedlikealivingjewelontheforeheadofthesleepingwoman.

TheItalianwokeupabouteleveno’clock,withthebrightinsectstillinherhair.WhenIsawhermove,Isaid:"WearejustgettingtoGenoa,madame,"andshemurmured,withoutansweringme,asifpossessedbysomeobstinateandembarrassingthought:

"WhatamIgoingtodo,Iwonder?"

Andthenshesuddenlyasked:

"Wouldyoulikemetocomewithyou?"

IwassotakenabackthatIreallydidnotunderstandher.

"Withus?Howdoyoumean?"

Sherepeated,lookingmoreandmorefurious:

"Wouldyoulikemetobeyourguidenow,assoonaswegetoutofthetrain?"

"Iamquitewilling;butwheredoyouwanttogo.

Sheshruggedhershoulderswithanairofsupremeindifference.

"Whereveryoulike;whatdoesitmattertome?"Sherepeatedher"Chemifa"twice.

"Butwearegoingtothehotel."

"Verywell,letusallgotothehotel,"shesaid,inacontemptuousvoice.

IturnedtoPaul,andsaid:

"Shewishestoknowwhetherweshouldlikehertocomewithus."

Myfriend’suttersurpriserestoredmyself—possession.Hestammered:

"Withus?Whereto?Whatfor?How?"

"Idon’tknow,butshemadethisstrangeproposaltomeinamostirritatedvoice.Itoldherthatweweregoingtothehotel,andshesaid:’Verywell,letusallgothere!’Isupposesheiswithoutapenny.

Shecertainlyhasaverystrangewayofmakingacquaintances."

Paul,who’wasverymuchexcited,exclaimed:

"Iamquiteagreeable.Tellherthatwewillgowherevershelikes."

Then,afteramoment’shesitation,hesaiduneasily:

"Wemustknow,however,withwhomshewishestogo——withyouorwithme?"

IturnedtotheItalian,whodidnotevenseemtobelisteningtous,andsaid:

"Weshallbeveryhappytohaveyouwithus,butmyfriendwishestoknowwhetheryouwilltakemyarmorhis?"

Sheopenedherblackeyeswidewithvaguesurprise,andsaid,"Chenifa?"

Iwasobligedtoexplainmyself."InItaly,Ibelieve,whenamanlooksafterawoman,fulfilsallherwishes,andsatisfiesallhercaprices,heiscalledapatito.Whichofustwowillyoutakeforyourpatito?"

Withouttheslightesthesitationshereplied:

"You!"

IturnedtoPaul."Yousee,myfriend,shechoosesme;youhavenochance."

"Allthebetterforyou,"herepliedinarage.Then,afterthinkingforafewmoments,hewenton:

"Doyoureallycareabouttakingthiscreaturewithyou?Shewillspoilourjourney.Whatarewetodowiththiswoman,wholookslikeIdon’tknowwhat?Theywillnottakeusinatanydecenthotel."

I,however,justbegantofindtheItalianmuchnicerthanIhadthoughtheratfirst,andIwasnowverydesiroustotakeherwithus.Theideadelightedme.

Ireplied,"Mydearfellow,wehaveaccepted,anditistoolatetorecede.Youwerethefirsttoadvisemetosay’Yes.’"

"Itisverystupid,"hegrowled,"butdoasyouplease."

Thetrainwhistled,slackenedspeed,andweranintothestation.

Igotoutofthecarriage,andofferedmynewcompanionmyhand.Shejumpedoutlightly,andIgavehermyarm,whichshetookwithanairofseemingrepugnance.Assoonaswehadclaimedourluggagewesetoffintothetown,Paulwalkinginuttersilence.

"Towhathotelshallwego?"Iaskedhim."ItmaybedifficulttogetintotheCityofPariswithawoman,especiallywiththisItalian."

Paulinterruptedme."Yes,withanItalianwholooksmorelikeadancerthanaduchess.However,thatisnobusinessofmine.Dojustasyouplease."

Iwasinastateofperplexity.IhadwrittentotheCityofParistoretainourrooms,andnowIdidnotknowwhattodo.

Twocommissionairesfolloweduswithourluggage.Icontinued:"Youmightaswellgoonfirst,andsaythatwearecoming;andgivethelandlordtounderstandthatIhavea——afriendwithmeandthatweshouldlikeroomsquitebythemselvesforusthree,soasnottobebroughtincontactwithothertravellers.Hewillunderstand,andwewilldecideaccordingtohisanswer."

ButPaulgrowled,"Thankyou,suchcommissionsandsuchpartsdonotsuitme,byanymeans.Ididnotcomeheretoselectyourapartmentsortoministertoyourpleasures."

ButIwasurgent:"Lookhere,don’tbeangry.Itissurelyfarbettertogotoagoodhotelthantoabadone,anditisnotdifficulttoaskthelandlordforthreeseparatebedroomsandadining—room."

Iputastressonthree,andthatdecidedhim.

Hewentonfirst,andIsawhimgointoalargehotelwhileIremainedontheothersideofthestreet,withmyfairItalian,whodidnotsayaword,andfollowedtheporterswiththeluggage.

Paulcamebackatlast,lookingasdissatisfiedasmycompanion.

"Thatissettled,"hesaid,"andtheywilltakeusin;buthereareonlytwobedrooms.Youmustsettleitasyoucan."

Ifollowedhim,ratherashamedofgoinginwithsuchastrangecompanion.

Thereweretwobedroomsseparatedbyasmallsitting—room.Iorderedacoldsupper,andthenIturnedtotheItalianwithaperplexedlook.

"Wehaveonlybeenabletogettworooms,soyoumustchoosewhichyoulike."

Sherepliedwithhereternal"Chemifa!"Ithereupontookupherlittleblackwoodentrunk,suchasservantsuse,andtookitintotheroomontheright,whichIhadchosenforher.Abitofpaperwasfastenedtothebox,onwhichwaswritten,MademoiselleFrancescaRondoli,Genoa.

"YournameisFrancesca?"Iasked,andshenoddedherhead,withoutreplying.

"Weshallhavesupperdirectly,"Icontinued."Meanwhile,Idaresayyouwouldliketoarrangeyourtoilettealittle?"

Sheansweredwitha’mica’,awordwhichsheemployedjustasfrequentlyas’Chemefa’,butIwenton:"Itisalwayspleasantafterajourney."

ThenIsuddenlyrememberedthatshehadnot,perhaps,thenecessaryrequisites,forsheappearedtomeinaverysingularposition,asifshehadjustescapedfromsomedisagreeableadventure,andIbroughthermydressing—case.

Iputoutallthelittleinstrumentsforcleanlinessandcomfortwhichitcontained:anail—brush,anewtoothbrush——Ialwayscarryaselectionofthemaboutwithme——mynail—scissors,anail—file,andsponges.I

uncorkedabottleofeaudecologne,oneoflavender—water,andalittlebottleofnew—mownhay,sothatshemighthaveachoice.ThenIopenedmypowder—box,andputoutthepowder—puff,placedmyfinetowelsoverthewater—jug,andapieceofnewsoapnearthebasin.

Shewatchedmymovementswithalookofannoyanceinherwide—openeyes,withoutappearingeitherastonishedorpleasedatmyforethought.

"Hereisallthatyourequire,"Ithensaid;"Iwilltellyouwhensupperisready."

WhenIreturnedtothesitting—roomIfoundthatPaulhadshuthimselfintheotherroom,soIsatdowntowait.

Awaiterwenttoandfro,bringingplatesandglasses.Helaidthetableslowly,thenputacoldchickenonit,andtoldmethatallwasready.

IknockedgentlyatMademoiselleRondoli’sdoor."Comein,"shesaid,andwhenIdidsoIwasstruckbyastrong,heavysmellofperfumes,asifIwereinahairdresser’sshop.

TheItalianwassittingonhertrunkinanattitudeeitherofthoughtfuldiscontentorabsent—mindedness.Thetowelwasstillfoldedoverthewaterjugthatwasfullofwater,andthesoap,untouchedanddry,waslyingbesidetheemptybasin;butonewouldhavethoughtthattheyoungwomanhadusedhalfthecontentsofthebottlesofperfume.Theeaudecologne,however,hadbeenspared,asonlyaboutathirdofithadgone;

buttomakeupforthatshehadusedasurprisingamountoflavender—

waterandnew—mownhay.Acloudofvioletpowder,avaguewhitemist,seemedstilltobefloatingintheair,fromtheeffectsofherover—

powderingherfaceandneck.Itseemedtocoverhereyelashes,eyebrows,andthehaironhertempleslikesnow,whilehercheekswereplasteredwithit,andlayersofitcoveredhernostrils,thecornersofhereyes,andherchin.

Whenshegotupsheexhaledsuchastrongodorofperfumethatitalmostmademefeelfaint.

Whenwesatdowntosupper,IfoundthatPaulwasinamostexecrabletemper,andIcouldgetnothingoutofhimbutblame,irritablewords,anddisagreeableremarks.

MademoiselleFrancescaatelikeanogre,andassoonasshehadfinishedhermealshethrewherselfuponthesofainthesitting—room.Sittingdownbesideher,Isaidgallantly,kissingherhand:

"ShallIhavethebedprepared,orwillyousleeponthecouch?"

"Itisallthesametome.’Chemifa’!"

Herindifferencevexedme.

"Shouldyouliketoretireatonce?"

"Yes;Iamverysleepy."

Shegotup,yawned,gaveherhandtoPaul,whotookitwithafuriouslook,andIlightedherintothebedroom.Adisquietingfeelinghauntedme."Hereisallyouwant,"Isaidagain.

Thenextmorningshegotupearly,likeawomanwhoisaccustomedtowork.Shewokemebydoingso,andIwatchedherthroughmyhalf—closedeyelids.

Shecameandwentwithouthurryingherself,asifshewereastonishedathavingnothingtodo.Atlengthshewenttothedressing—table,andinamomentemptiedallmybottlesofperfume.Shecertainlyalsousedsomewater,butverylittle.

Whenshewasquitedressed,shesatdownonhertrunkagain,andclaspingonekneebetweenherhands,sheseemedtobethinking.

AtthatmomentIpretendedtofirstnoticeher,andsaid:

"Good—morning,Francesca."

Withoutseeminginatallabettertemperthanthepreviousnight,shemurmured,"Good—morning!"

WhenIaskedherwhethershehadsleptwell,shenoddedherhead,andjumpingoutofbed,Iwentandkissedher.

Sheturnedherfacetowardmelikeachildwhoisbeingkissedagainstitswill;butItookhertenderlyinmyarms,andgentlypressedmylipsonhereyelids,whichsheclosedwithevidentdistasteundermykissesonherfreshcheekandfulllips,whichsheturnedaway.

"Youdon’tseemtolikebeingkissed,"Isaidtoher.

"Mica!"washeronlyanswer.

Isatdownonthetrunkbyherside,andpassingmyarmthroughhers,I

said:"Mica!mica!mica!inreplytoeverything.IshallcallyouMademoiselleMica,Ithink."

ForthefirsttimeIfanciedthatIsawtheshadowofasmileonherlips,butitpassedbysoquicklythatImayhavebeenmistaken.

"ButifyouneversayanythingbutMica,Ishallnotknowwhattodotopleaseyou.Letmesee;whatshallwedoto—day?"

Shehesitatedamoment,asifsomefancyhadflittedthroughherhead,andthenshesaidcarelessly:"Itisallthesametome;whateveryoulike."

"Verywell,MademoiselleMica,wewillhaveacarriageandgoforadrive."

"Asyouplease,"shesaid.

Paulwaswaitingforusinthedining—room,lookingasboredasthirdpartiesusuallydoinloveaffairs.Iassumedadelightedair,andshookhandswithhimwithtriumphantenergy.

"Whatareyouthinkingofdoing?"heasked.

"Firstofall,wewillgoandseealittleofthetown,andthenwemightgetacarriageandtakeadriveintheneighborhood."

Webreakfastedalmostinsilence,andthensetout.IdraggedFrancescafrompalacetopalace,andsheeitherlookedatnothingormerelyglancedcarelesslyatthevariousmasterpieces.Paulfollowedus,growlingallsortsofdisagreeablethings.Thenweallthreetookadriveinsilenceintothecountryandreturnedtodinner.

Thenextdayitwasthesamethingandthenextdayagain;andonthethirdPaulsaidtome:"Lookhere,Iamgoingtoleaveyou;Iamnotgoingtostophereforthreeweekswatchingyoumakelovetothiscreature."

Iwasperplexedandannoyed,fortomygreatsurpriseIhadbecomesingularlyattachedtoFrancesca.Amanisbutweakandfoolish,carriedawaybythemeresttrifle,andacowardeverytimethathissensesareexcitedormastered.Iclungtothisunknowngirl,silentanddissatisfiedasshealwayswas.Ilikedhersomewhatill—temperedface,thedissatisfieddroopofhermouth,thewearinessofherlook;Ilikedherfatiguedmovements,thecontemptuouswayinwhichsheletmekissher,theveryindifferenceofhercaresses.Asecretbond,thatmysteriousbondofphysicallove,whichdoesnotsatisfy,boundmetoher.ItoldPaulso,quitefrankly.HetreatedmeasifIwereafool,andthensaid:

"Verywell,takeherwithyou."

ButsheobstinatelyrefusedtoleaveGenoa,withoutgivinganyreason.

Ibesought,Ireasoned,Ipromised,butallwasofnoavail,andsoI

stayedon.

Pauldeclaredthathewouldgobyhimself,andwentsofarastopackuphisportmanteau;butheremainedallthesame.

Thusafortnightpassed.Francescawasalwayssilentandirritable,livedbesidemeratherthanwithme,respondedtoallmyrequirementsandallmypropositionswithherperpetualChemifa,orwithhernolessperpetualMica.

Myfriendbecamemoreandmorefurious,butmyonlyanswerwas,"Youcangoifyouaretiredofstaying.Iamnotdetainingyou."

Thenhecalledmenames,overwhelmedmewithreproaches,andexclaimed:

"WheredoyouthinkIcangonow?Wehadthreeweeksatourdisposal,andhereisafortnightgone!Icannotcontinuemyjourneynow;and,inanycase,IamnotgoingtoVenice,FlorenceandRomeallbymyself.Butyouwillpayforit,andmoredearlythanyouthink,mostlikely.YouarenotgoingtobringamanallthewayfromParisinordertoshuthimupatahotelinGenoawithanItalianadventuress."

WhenItoldhim,verycalmly,toreturntoParis,heexclaimedthatheintendedtodosotheverynextday;butthenextdayhewasstillthere,stillinarageandswearing.

Bythistimewebegantobeknowninthestreetsthroughwhichwewanderedfrommorningtillnight.SometimesFrenchpeoplewouldturnroundastonishedatmeetingtheirfellow—countrymeninthecompanyofthisgirlwithherstrikingcostume,wholookedsingularlyoutofplace,nottosaycompromising,besideus.

Sheusedtowalkalong,leaningonmyarm,withoutlookingatanything.

Whydidsheremainwithme,withus,whoseemedtodosolittletoamuseher?Whowasshe?Wheredidshecomefrom?Whatwasshedoing?Hadsheanyplanoridea?Wheredidshelive?Asanadventuress,orbychancemeetings?Itriedinvaintofindoutandtoexplainit.ThebetterIknewherthemoreenigmaticalshebecame.Sheseemedtobeagirlofpoorfamilywhohadbeentakenaway,andthencastasideandlost.Whatdidshethinkwouldbecomeofher,orwhomwasshewaitingfor?Shecertainlydidnotappeartobetryingtomakeaconquestofme,ortomakeanyrealprofitoutofme.

Itriedtoquestionher,tospeaktoherofherchildhoodandfamily;butshenevergavemeananswer.Istayedwithher,myheartunfetteredandmysensesenchained,neverweariedofholdingherinmyarms,thatproudandquarrelsomewoman,captivatedbymysenses,orrathercarriedaway,overcomebyayouthful,healthy,powerfulcharm,whichemanatedfromherfragrantpersonandfromthewell—moldedlinesofherbody.

Anotherweekpassed,andthetermofmyjourneywasdrawingon,forIhadtobebackinParisbytheeleventhofJuly.BythistimePaulhadcometotakehispartintheadventure,thoughstillgrumblingatme,whileI

inventedpleasures,distractionsandexcursionstoamuseFrancescaandmyfriend;andinordertodothisIgavemyselfagreatamountoftrouble.

OnedayIproposedanexcursiontoStaMargarita,thatcharminglittletowninthemidstofgardens,hiddenatthefootofaslopewhichstretchesfarintotheseauptothevillageofPortofino.Wethreewalkedalongtheexcellentroadwhichgoesalongthefootofthemountain.SuddenlyFrancescasaidtome:"Ishallnotbeabletogowithyouto—morrow;Imustgoandseesomeofmyrelatives."

Thatwasall;Ididnotaskheranyquestions,asIwasquitesureshewouldnotanswerme.

Thenextmorningshegotupveryearly.Whenshespoketomeitwasinaconstrainedandhesitatingvoice:

"IfIdonotcomebackagain,shallyoucomeandfetchme?"

"MostcertainlyIshall,"wasmyreply."WhereshallIgotofindyou?"

Thensheexplained:"YoumustgointotheStreetVictor—Emmanuel,downtheFalconeroadandthesidestreetSan—Rafaelandintothefurnitureshopinthebuildingattherightattheendofacourt,andthereyoumustaskforMadameRondoli.Thatistheplace."

Andsoshewentaway,leavingmeratherastonished.

WhenPaulsawthatIwasalone,hestammeredout:"Where;isFrancesca?"

AndwhenItoldhimwhathadhappened,heexclaimed:

"Mydearfellow,letusmakeuseofouropportunity,andbolt;asitis,ourtimeisup.Twodays,moreorless,makenodifference.Letusgoatonce;goandpackupyourthings.Offwego!"

ButIrefused.Icouldnot,asItoldhim,leavethegirlinthatmanneraftersuchcompanionshipfornearlythreeweeks.Atanyrate,Ioughttosaygood—bytoher,andmakeheracceptapresent;Icertainlyhadnointentionofbehavingbadlytoher.

Buthewouldnotlisten;hepressedandworriedme,butIwouldnotgiveway.

Iremainedindoorsforseveralhours,expectingFrancesca’sreturn,butshedidnotcome,andatlast,atdinner,Paulsaidwithatriumphantair:

"Shehasflown,mydearfellow;itiscertainlyverystrange."

ImustacknowledgethatIwassurprisedandrathervexed.Helaughedinmyface,andmadefunofme.

"Itisnotexactlyabadwayofgettingridofyou,thoughratherprimitive.’Justwaitforme,Ishallbebackinamoment,’theyoftensay.Howlongareyougoingtowait?Ishouldnotwonderifyouwerefoolishenoughtogoandlookforherattheaddressshegaveyou.’DoesMadameRondolilivehere,please?’’No,monsieur.’I’llbetthatyouarelongingtogothere."

"Notintheleast,"Iprotested,"andIassureyouthatifshedoesnotcomebackto—morrowmorningIshallleavebytheexpressateighto’clock.Ishallhavewaitedtwenty—fourhours,andthatisenough;myconsciencewillbequiteclear."

Ispentanuneasyandunpleasantevening,forIreallyhadatheartaverytenderfeelingforher.Iwenttobedattwelveo’clock,andhardlysleptatall.Igotupatsix,calledPaul,packedupmythings,andtwohourslaterwesetoutforFrancetogether.

III

Thenextyear,atjustaboutthesameperiod,Iwasseizedasoneiswithaperiodicalfever,withanewdesiretogotoItaly,andIimmediatelymadeupmymindtocarryitintoeffect.Thereisnodoubtthateveryreallywell—educatedmanoughttoseeFlorence,VeniceandRome.Thistravelhas,also,theadditionaladvantageofprovidingmanysubjectsofconversationinsociety,andofgivingoneanopportunityforbringingforwardartisticgeneralitieswhichappearprofound.

ThistimeIwentalone,andIarrivedatGenoaatthesametimeastheyearbefore,butwithoutanyadventureontheroad.Iwenttothesamehotel,andactuallyhappenedtohavethesameroom.

IwashardlyinbedwhentherecollectionofFrancescawhich,sincetheeveningbefore,hadbeenfloatingvaguelythroughmymind,hauntedmewithstrangepersistency.Ithoughtofhernearlythewholenight,andbydegreesthewishtoseeheragainseizedme,aconfuseddesireatfirst,whichgraduallygrewstrongerandmoreintense.AtlastImadeupmymindtospendthenextdayinGenoatotrytofindher,andifI

shouldnotsucceed,totaketheeveningtrain.

EarlyinthemorningIsetoutonmysearch.Irememberedthedirectionsshehadgivenmewhensheleftme,perfectly——Victor—EmmanuelStreet,houseofthefurniture—dealer,atthebottomoftheyardontheright.

Ifounditwithouttheleastdifficulty,andIknockedatthedoorofasomewhatdilapidated—lookingdwelling.Itwasopenedbyastoutwoman,whomusthavebeenveryhandsome,butwhoactuallywasonlyverydirty.

Althoughshehadtoomuchembonpoint,shestillborethelinesofmajesticbeauty;heruntidyhairfelloverherforeheadandshoulders,andonefanciedonecouldseeherfloatingaboutinanenormousdressing—

gowncoveredwithspotsofdirtandgrease.Roundhernecksheworeagreatgiltnecklace,andonherwristsweresplendidbraceletsofGenoafiligreework.

InratherahostilemannersheaskedmewhatIwanted,andIrepliedbyrequestinghertotellmewhetherFrancescaRondolilivedthere.

"Whatdoyouwantwithher?"sheasked.

"Ihadthepleasureofmeetingherlastyear,andIshouldliketoseeheragain."

Theoldwomanlookedatmesuspiciously.

"Wheredidyoumeether?"sheasked.

"Why,hereinGenoaitself."

"Whatisyourname?"

Ihesitatedamoment,andthenItoldher.IhadhardlydonesowhentheItalianputoutherarmsasiftoembraceme."Oh!youaretheFrenchmanhowgladIamtoseeyou!Butwhatgriefyoucausedthepoorchild!Shewaitedforyouamonth;yes,awholemonth.Atfirstshethoughtyouwouldcometofetchher.Shewantedtoseewhetheryoulovedher.Ifyouonlyknewhowshecriedwhenshesawthatyouwerenotcoming!Shecriedtillsheseemedtohavenotearsleft.Thenshewenttothehotel,butyouhadgone.ShethoughtthatmostlikelyyouweretravellinginItaly,andthatyouwouldreturnbyGenoatofetchher,asshewouldnotgowithyou.Andshewaitedmorethanamonth,monsieur;

andshewassounhappy;sounhappy.Iamhermother."

Ireallyfeltalittledisconcerted,butIregainedmyself—possession,andasked:

"Whereisshenow?"

"ShehasgonetoPariswithapainter,adelightfulman,wholovesherverymuch,andwhogiveshereverythingthatshewants.Justlookatwhatshesentme;theyareverypretty,aretheynot?"

Andsheshowedme,withquitesouthernanimation,herheavybraceletsandnecklace."Ihavealso,"shecontinued,"earringswithstonesinthem,asilkdress,andsomerings;butIonlywearthemongrandoccasions.

Oh!sheisveryhappy,monsieur,veryhappy.ShewillbesopleasedwhenItellheryouhavebeenhere.Butpraycomeinandsitdown.Youwilltakesomethingorother,surely?"

ButIrefused,asInowwishedtogetawaybythefirsttrain;butshetookmebythearmandpulledmein,saying:

"Please,comein;Imusttellherthatyouhavebeeninhere."

Ifoundmyselfinasmall,ratherdarkroom,furnishedwithonlyatableandafewchairs.

Shecontinued:"Oh,sheisveryhappynow,veryhappy.Whenyoumetherinthetrainshewasverymiserable;shehadhadanunfortunateloveaffairinMarseilles,andshewascominghome,poorchild.Butshelikedyouatonce,thoughshewasstillrathersad,youunderstand.Nowshehasallshewants,andshewritesandtellsmeeverythingthatshedoes.

HisnameisBellemin,andtheysayheisagreatpainterinyourcountry.

Hefellinlovewithheratfirstsight.Butyouwilltakeaglassofsirup?—itisverygood.Areyouquitealone,thisyear?"

"Yes,"Isaid,"quitealone."

Ifeltanincreasinginclinationtolaugh,asmyfirstdisappointmentwasdispelledbywhatMotherRondolisaid.Iwasobliged;however,todrinkaglassofhersirup.

"Soyouarequitealone?"shecontinued."HowsorryIamthatFrancescaisnotherenow;shewouldhavebeencompanyforyouallthetimeyoustayed.Itisnotveryamusingtogoaboutallbyoneself,andshewillbeverysorryalso."

Then,asIwasgettinguptogo,sheexclaimed:

"ButwouldyounotlikeCarlottatogowithyou?Sheknowsallthewalksverywell.Sheismyseconddaughter,monsieur."

Nodoubtshetookmylookofsurpriseforconsent,forsheopenedtheinnerdoorandcalledoutupthedarkstairswhichIcouldnotsee:

"Carlotta!Carlotta!makehastedown,mydearchild."

Itriedtoprotest,butshewouldnotlisten.

"No;shewillbeverygladtogowithyou;sheisverynice,andmuchmorecheerfulthanhersister,andsheisagoodgirl,averygoodgirl,whomIloveverymuch."

Inafewmomentsatall,slender,darkgirlappeared,herhairhangingdown,andheryouthfulfigureshowingunmistakablybeneathanolddressofhermother’s.

Thelatteratoncetoldherhowmattersstood.

"ThisisFrancesca’sFrenchman,youknow,theonewhomsheknewlastyear.Heisquitealone,andhascometolookforher,poorfellow;soItoldhimthatyouwouldgowithhimtokeephimcompany."

Thegirllookedatmewithherhandsomedarkeyes,andsaid,smiling:

"Ihavenoobjection,ifhewishesit"

Icouldnotpossiblyrefuse,andmerelysaid:

"Ofcourse,Ishallbeverygladofyourcompany."

Hermotherpushedherout."Goandgetdresseddirectly;putonyourbluedressandyourhatwiththeflowers,andmakehaste."

Assoonasshehadlefttheroomtheoldwomanexplainedherself:"Ihavetwoothers,buttheyaremuchyounger.Itcostsalotofmoneytobringupfourchildren.Luckilytheeldestisoffmyhandsatpresent."

Thenshetoldallaboutherself,aboutherhusband,whohadbeenanemployeeontherailway,butwhowasdead,andsheexpatiatedonthegoodqualitiesofCarlotta,hersecondgirl,whosoonreturned,dressed,ashersisterhadbeen,inastriking,peculiarmanner.

Hermotherexaminedherfromheadtofoot,and,afterfindingeverythingright,shesaid:

"Now,mychildren,youcango."Thenturningtothegirl,shesaid:"Besureyouarebackbyteno’clockto—night;youknowthedoorislockedthen."Theanswerwas:

"Allright,mamma;don’talarmyourself."

Shetookmyarmandwewentwanderingaboutthestreets,justasIhadwanderedthepreviousyearwithhersister.

Wereturnedtothehotelforlunch,andthenItookmynewfriendtoSantaMargarita,justasIhadtakenhersistertheyearpreviously.

DuringthewholefortnightwhichIhadatmydisposal,ItookCarlottatoalltheplacesofinterestinandaboutGenoa.Shegavemenocausetoregrethersister.

ShecriedwhenIlefther,andthemorningofmydepartureIgaveherfourbraceletsforhermother,besidesasubstantialtokenofmyaffectionforherself.

OneofthesedaysIintendtoreturntoItaly,andIcannothelprememberingwithacertainamountofuneasiness,mingledwithhope,thatMadameRondolihastwomoredaughters.

EndOriginalShortStories,Vol.7.

ByGuydeMaupassantVOLUMEVII.

THEFALSEGEMS

FASCINATION

YVETTESAMORIS

AVENDETTA

MYTWENTY—FIVEDAYS

"THETERROR"

LEGENDOFMONTST.MICHEL

ANEWYEAR’SGIFT

FRIENDPATIENCE

ABANDONED

THEMAISONTELLIER

DENNIS

MYWIFE

THEUNKNOWN

THEAPPARITION

THEFALSEGEMS

MonsieurLantinhadmettheyounggirlatareceptionatthehouseofthesecondheadofhisdepartment,andhadfallenheadoverheelsinlovewithher.

Shewasthedaughterofaprovincialtaxcollector,whohadbeendeadseveralyears.SheandhermothercametoliveinParis,wherethelatter,whomadetheacquaintanceofsomeofthefamiliesinherneighborhood,hopedtofindahusbandforherdaughter.

Theyhadverymoderatemeans,andwerehonorable,gentle,andquiet.

Theyounggirlwasaperfecttypeofthevirtuouswomaninwhosehandseverysensibleyoungmandreamsofonedayintrustinghishappiness.

Hersimplebeautyhadthecharmofangelicmodesty,andtheimperceptiblesmilewhichconstantlyhoveredaboutthelipsseemedtobethereflectionofapureandlovelysoul.Herpraisesresoundedoneveryside.Peoplenevertiredofrepeating:"Happythemanwhowinsherlove!Hecouldnotfindabetterwife."

MonsieurLantin,thenchiefclerkintheDepartmentoftheInterior,enjoyedasnuglittlesalaryofthreethousandfivehundredfrancs,andheproposedtothismodelyounggirl,andwasaccepted.

Hewasunspeakablyhappywithher.Shegovernedhishouseholdwithsuchclevereconomythattheyseemedtoliveinluxury.Shelavishedthemostdelicateattentionsonherhusband,coaxedandfondledhim;andsogreatwashercharmthatsixyearsaftertheirmarriage,MonsieurLantindiscoveredthathelovedhiswifeevenmorethanduringthefirstdaysoftheirhoneymoon.

Hefoundfaultwithonlytwoofhertastes:Herloveforthetheatre,andhertasteforimitationjewelry.Herfriends(thewivesofsomepettyofficials)frequentlyprocuredforheraboxatthetheatre,oftenforthefirstrepresentationsofthenewplays;andherhusbandwasobligedtoaccompanyher,whetherhewisheditornot,totheseentertainmentswhichboredhimexcessivelyafterhisday’sworkattheoffice.

Afteratime,MonsieurLantinbeggedhiswifetorequestsomeladyofheracquaintancetoaccompanyher,andtobringherhomeafterthetheatre.

Sheopposedthisarrangement,atfirst;but,aftermuchpersuasion,finallyconsented,totheinfinitedelightofherhusband.

Now,withherloveforthetheatre,camealsothedesireforornaments.

Hercostumesremainedasbefore,simple,ingoodtaste,andalwaysmodest;butshesoonbegantoadornherearswithhugerhinestones,whichglitteredandsparkledlikerealdiamonds.Aroundhernecksheworestringsoffalsepearls,onherarmsbraceletsofimitationgold,andcombssetwithglassjewels.

Herhusbandfrequentlyremonstratedwithher,saying:

"Mydear,asyoucannotaffordtobuyrealjewelry,yououghttoappearadornedwithyourbeautyandmodestyalone,whicharetherarestornamentsofyoursex."

Butshewouldsmilesweetly,andsay:

"WhatcanIdo?Iamsofondofjewelry.Itismyonlyweakness.Wecannotchangeournature."

Thenshewouldwindthepearlnecklaceroundherfingers,makethefacetsofthecrystalgemssparkle,andsay:

"Look!aretheynotlovely?Onewouldsweartheywerereal."

MonsieurLantinwouldthenanswer,smilingly:

"Youhavebohemiantastes,mydear."

Sometimes,ofanevening,whentheywereenjoyingatete—a—totebythefireside,shewouldplaceontheteatablethemoroccoleatherboxcontainingthe"trash,"asMonsieurLantincalledit.Shewouldexaminethefalsegemswithapassionateattention,asthoughtheyimpartedsomedeepandsecretjoy;andsheoftenpersistedinpassinganecklacearoundherhusband’sneck,and,laughingheartily,wouldexclaim:"Howdrollyoulook!"Thenshewouldthrowherselfintohisarms,andkisshimaffectionately.

Oneevening,inwinter,shehadbeentotheopera,andreturnedhomechilledthroughandthrough.Thenextmorningshecoughed,andeightdayslatershediedofinflammationofthelungs.

MonsieurLantin’sdespairwassogreatthathishairbecamewhiteinonemonth.Heweptunceasingly;hisheartwasbrokenasherememberedhersmile,hervoice,everycharmofhisdeadwife.

Timedidnotassuagehisgrief.Often,duringofficehours,whilehiscolleagueswerediscussingthetopicsoftheday,hiseyeswouldsuddenlyfillwithtears,andhewouldgiveventtohisgriefinheartrendingsobs.Everythinginhiswife’sroomremainedasitwasduringherlifetime;allherfurniture,evenherclothing,beingleftasitwasonthedayofherdeath.Herehewaswonttosecludehimselfdailyandthinkofherwhohadbeenhistreasure—thejoyofhisexistence.

Butlifesoonbecameastruggle.Hisincome,which,inthehandsofhiswife,coveredallhouseholdexpenses,wasnownolongersufficientforhisownimmediatewants;andhewonderedhowshecouldhavemanagedtobuysuchexcellentwineandtheraredelicacieswhichhecouldnolongerprocurewithhismodestresources.

Heincurredsomedebts,andwassoonreducedtoabsolutepoverty.Onemorning,findinghimselfwithoutacentinhispocket,heresolvedtosellsomething,andimmediatelythethoughtoccurredtohimofdisposingofhiswife’spastejewels,forhecherishedinhisheartasortofrancoragainstthese"deceptions,"whichhadalwaysirritatedhiminthepast.Theverysightofthemspoiled,somewhat,thememoryofhislostdarling.

Tothelastdaysofherlifeshehadcontinuedtomakepurchases,bringinghomenewgemsalmosteveryevening,andheturnedthemoversometimebeforefinallydecidingtoselltheheavynecklace,whichsheseemedtoprefer,andwhich,hethought,oughttobeworthaboutsixorsevenfrancs;foritwasofveryfineworkmanship,thoughonlyimitation.

Heputitinhispocket,andstartedoutinsearchofwhatseemedareliablejeweler’sshop.Atlengthhefoundone,andwentin,feelingalittleashamedtoexposehismisery,andalsotooffersuchaworthlessarticleforsale.

"Sir,"saidhetothemerchant,"Iwouldliketoknowwhatthisisworth."

Themantookthenecklace,examinedit,calledhisclerk,andmadesomeremarksinanundertone;hethenputtheornamentbackonthecounter,andlookedatitfromadistancetojudgeoftheeffect.

MonsieurLantin,annoyedatalltheseceremonies,wasonthepointofsaying:"Oh!Iknowwell’enoughitisnotworthanything,"whenthejewelersaid:"Sir,thatnecklaceisworthfromtwelvetofifteenthousandfrancs;butIcouldnotbuyit,unlessyoucantellmeexactlywhereitcamefrom."

Thewidoweropenedhiseyeswideandremainedgaping,notcomprehendingthemerchant’smeaning.Finallyhestammered:"Yousay——areyousure?’

Theotherreplied,drily:"Youcantryelsewhereandseeifanyonewillofferyoumore.Iconsideritworthfifteenthousandatthemost.Comeback;here,ifyoucannotdobetter."

MonsieurLantin,besidehimselfwithastonishment,tookupthenecklaceandleftthestore.Hewishedtimeforreflection.

Onceoutside,hefeltinclinedtolaugh,andsaidtohimself:"Thefool!

Oh,thefool!HadIonlytakenhimathisword!Thatjewelercannotdistinguishrealdiamondsfromtheimitationarticle."

Afewminutesafter,heenteredanotherstore,intheRuedelaPaix.Assoonastheproprietorglancedatthenecklace,hecriedout:

"Ah,parbleu!Iknowitwell;itwasboughthere."

MonsieurLantin,greatlydisturbed,asked:

"Howmuchisitworth?"

"Well,Isolditfortwentythousandfrancs.Iamwillingtotakeitbackforeighteenthousand,whenyouinformme,accordingtoourlegalformality,howitcametobeinyourpossession."

Thistime,MonsieurLantinwasdumfounded.Hereplied:

"But——but——examineitwell.UntilthismomentIwasundertheimpressionthatitwasimitation."

Thejewelerasked:

"Whatisyourname,sir?"

"Lantin——IamintheemployoftheMinisteroftheInterior.IliveatnumbersixteenRuedesMartyrs."

Themerchantlookedthroughhisbooks,foundtheentry,andsaid:"ThatnecklacewassenttoMadameLantin’saddress,sixteenRuedesMartyrs,July20,1876."

Thetwomenlookedintoeachother’seyes——thewidowerspeechlesswithastonishment;thejewelerscentingathief.Thelatterbrokethesilence.

"Willyouleavethisnecklaceherefortwenty—fourhours?"saidhe;"I

willgiveyouareceipt."

MonsieurLantinansweredhastily:"Yes,certainly."Then,puttingtheticketinhispocket,heleftthestore.

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