下载辰思小说免费APP
Thenhewentoffatarapidpace,reachedthemeadows,tookawideturninordertoshowhimselftosomepeasantswhodweltsomedistanceawayattheoppositesideofthedistrict,andcamebacktodineattheusualhour,tellinghisservantsallthatwassupposedtohavehappenedduringhiswalk.
Heslept,however,thatnight;hesleptwithaheavy,brutishsleeplikethesleepofcertainpersonscondemnedtodeath.Hedidnotopenhiseyesuntilthefirstglimmerofdawn,andhewaitedtillhisusualhourforriding,soastoexcitenosuspicion.
Thenhehadtobepresentattheinquiryastothecauseofdeath.Hedidsolikeasomnambulist,inakindofvisionwhichshowedhimmenandthingsasinadream,inacloudofintoxication,withthatsenseofunrealitywhichperplexesthemindatthetimeofthegreatestcatastrophes.
ButtheagonizedcryofMotherRoquepiercedhisheart.Atthatmomenthehadfeltinclinedtocasthimselfattheoldwoman’sfeetandtoexclaim:
"Iamtheguiltyone!"
Buthehadrestrainedhimself.Hewentback,however,duringthenighttofishupthedeadgirl’swoodenshoes,inordertoplacethemonhermother’sthreshold.
Aslongastheinquirylasted,aslongasitwasnecessarytoleadjusticeastrayhewascalm,masterofhimself,craftyandsmiling.Hediscussedquietlywiththemagistratesallthesuppositionsthatpassedthroughtheirminds,combatedtheiropinionsanddemolishedtheirarguments.Heeventookakeenandmournfulpleasureindisturbingtheirinvestigations,inembroilingtheirideas,inshowingtheinnocenceofthosewhomtheysuspected.
Butassoonastheinquirywasabandonedhebecamegraduallynervous,moreexcitablethanhehadbeenbefore,althoughhemasteredhisirritability.Suddennoisesmadehimstartwithfear;heshudderedattheslightestthingandtrembledsometimesfromheadtofootwhenaflyalightedonhisforehead.Thenhewasseizedwithanimperiousdesireformotion,whichimpelledhimtotakelongwalksandtoremainupwholenightspacingupanddownhisroom.
Itwasnotthathewasgoadedbyremorse.Hisbrutalnaturedidnotlenditselftoanyshadeofsentimentorofmoralterror.Amanofenergyandevenofviolence,borntomakewar,toravageconqueredcountriesandtomassacrethevanquished,fullofthesavageinstinctsofthehunterandthefighter,hescarcelytookcountofhumanlife.ThoughherespectedtheChurchoutwardly,frompolicy,hebelievedneitherinGodnorthedevil,expectingneitherchastisementnorrecompenseforhisactsinanotherlife.Hissolebeliefwasavaguephilosophydrawnfromalltheideasoftheencyclopedistsofthelastcentury,andheregardedreligionasamoralsanctionofthelaw,theoneandtheotherhavingbeeninventedbymentoregulatesocialrelations.Tokillanyoneinaduel,orinwar,orinaquarrel,orbyaccident,orforthesakeofrevenge,oreventhroughbravadowouldhaveseemedtohimanamusingandcleverthingandwouldnothaveleftmoreimpressiononhismindthanashotfiredatahare;buthehadexperiencedaprofoundemotionatthemurderofthischild.Hehad,inthefirstplace,perpetrateditintheheatofanirresistiblegustofpassion,inasortoftempestofthesensesthathadoverpoweredhisreason.Andhehadcherishedinhisheart,inhisflesh,onhislips,eventotheverytipsofhismurderousfingersakindofbestiallove,aswellasafeelingofterrifiedhorror,towardthislittlegirlsurprisedbyhimandbaselykilled.Everymomenthisthoughtsreturnedtothathorriblescene,and,thoughheendeavoredtodrivethispicturefromhismind,thoughheputitasidewithterror,withdisgust,hefeltitsurgingthroughhissoul,movingaboutinhim,waitingincessantlyforthemomenttoreappear.
Then,aseveningapproached,hewasafraidoftheshadowfallingaroundhim.Hedidnotyetknowwhythedarknessseemedfrightfultohim,butheinstinctivelyfearedit,hefeltthatitwaspeopledwithterrors.
Thebrightdaylightdidnotlenditselftofears.Thingsandbeingswerevisiblethen,andonlynaturalthingsandbeingscouldexhibitthemselvesinthelightofday.Butthenight,theimpenetrablenight,thickerthanwallsandempty;theinfinitenight,soblack,sovast,inwhichonemightbrushagainstfrightfulthings;thenight,whenonefeelsthatamysteriousterroriswandering,prowlingabout,appearedtohimtoconcealanunknownthreateningdanger,closebesidehim.
Whatwasit?
Heknewerelong.Ashesatinhisarmchair,ratherlateoneeveningwhenhecouldnotsleep,hethoughthesawthecurtainofhiswindowmove.Hewaited,uneasily,withbeatingheart.Thedraperydidnotstir;then,allofasudden,itmovedoncemore.Hedidnotventuretorise;henolongerventuredtobreathe,andyethewasbrave.Hehadoftenfought,andhewouldhavelikedtocatchthievesinhishouse.
Wasittruethatthiscurtaindidmove?heaskedhimself,fearingthathiseyeshaddeceivedhim.Itwas,moreover,suchaslightthing,agentleflutterofdrapery,akindoftremblinginitsfolds,lessthananundulationcausedbythewind.
Renardetsatstill,withstaringeyesandoutstretchedneck.Hesprangtohisfeetabruptly,ashamedofhisfear,tookfoursteps,seizedthedraperywithbothhandsandpulleditwideapart.Atfirsthesawnothingbutdarkenedglass,resemblingplatesofglitteringink.Thenight,thevast,impenetrablenight,stretchedbeyondasfarastheinvisiblehorizon.Heremainedstandinginfrontofthisillimitableshadow,andsuddenlyheperceivedalight,amovinglight,whichseemedsomedistanceaway.
Thenheputhisfaceclosetothewindowpane,thinkingthatapersonlookingforcrabsmightbepoachingintheBrindille,foritwaspastmidnight,andthislightroseupattheedgeofthestream,underthetrees.Ashewasnotyetabletoseeclearly,Renardetplacedhishandsoverhiseyes,andsuddenlythislightbecameanillumination,andhebeheldlittleLouiseRoquenakedandbleedingonthemoss.Herecoiled,frozenwithhorror,knockedoverhischairandfelloveronhisback.Heremainedtheresomeminutesinanguishofmind;thenhesatupandbegantoreflect.Hehadhadahallucination——thatwasall,ahallucinationduetothefactthatanightmarauderwaswalkingwithalanterninhishandnearthewater’sedge.Whatwasthereastonishing,besides,inthecircumstancethattherecollectionofhiscrimeshouldsometimesbringbeforehimthevisionofthedeadgirl?
Herosefromtheground,swallowedaglassofwineandsatdownagain.
Hewasthinking:
"WhatamItodoifthisoccursagain?"
Anditwouldoccur;hefeltit;hewassureofit.Alreadyhisglancewasdrawntowardthewindow;itcalledhim;itattractedhim.Inordertoavoidlookingatit,heturnedhischairround.Thenhetookabookandtriedtoread,butitseemedtohimthathepresentlyheardsomethingstirringbehindhim,andheswungroundhisarmchairononefoot.
Thecurtainwasmovingagain;unquestionably,itmovedthistime.Hecouldnolongerhaveanydoubtaboutit.
Herushedforwardandgraspeditsoviolentlythathepulleditdownwithitspole.Thenheeagerlygluedhisfacetotheglass.Hesawnothing.
Allwasblackoutside,andhebreathedwiththejoyofamanwhoselifehasjustbeensaved.
Thenhewentbacktohischairandsatdownagain,butalmostimmediatelyhefeltalongingtolookoutoncemorethroughthewindow.Sincethecurtainhadfallendown,thewindowmadeasortofgap,fascinatingandterrible,onthedarklandscape.Inordernottoyieldtothisdangeroustemptation,heundressed,blewoutthelightandclosedhiseyes.
Lyingonhisbackmotionless,hisskinwarmandmoist,heawaitedsleep.
Suddenlyagreatgleamoflightflashedacrosshiseyelids.Heopenedthem,believingthathisdwellingwasonfire.Allwasblackasbefore,andheleanedonhiselbowtotrytodistinguishthewindowwhichhadstillforhimanunconquerableattraction.Bydintof,straininghiseyeshecouldperceivesomestars,andherose,gropedhiswayacrosstheroom,discoveredthepaneswithhisoutstretchedhands,andplacedhisforeheadclosetothem.Therebelow,underthetrees,laythebodyofthelittlegirlgleaminglikephosphorus,lightingupthesurroundingdarkness.
Renardetutteredacryandrushedtowardhisbed,wherehelaytillmorning,hisheadhiddenunderthepillow.
Fromthatmomenthislifebecameintolerable.Hepassedhisdaysinapprehensionofeachsucceedingnight,andeachnightthevisioncamebackagain.Assoonashehadlockedhimselfupinhisroomhestrovetoresistit,butinvain.Anirresistibleforceliftedhimupandpushedhimagainstthewindow,asiftocallthephantom,andhesawitatonce,lyingfirstinthespotwherethecrimewascommittedinthepositioninwhichithadbeenfound.
Thenthedeadgirlroseupandcametowardhimwithlittlestepsjustasthechildhaddonewhenshecameoutoftheriver.Sheadvancedquietly,passingstraightacrossthegrassandoverthebedofwitheredflowers.
ThensheroseupintheairtowardRenardet’swindow.Shecametowardhimasshehadcomeonthedayofthecrime.Andthemanrecoiledbeforetheapparition——heretreatedtohisbedandsankdownuponit,knowingwellthatthelittleonehadenteredtheroomandthatshenowwasstandingbehindthecurtain,whichpresentlymoved.Anduntildaybreakhekeptstaringatthiscurtainwithafixedglance,everwaitingtoseehisvictimdepart.
Butshedidnotshowherselfanymore;sheremainedtherebehindthecurtain,whichquiveredtremulouslynowandthen.
AndRenardet,hisfingersclutchingtheclothes,squeezedthemashehadsqueezedthethroatoflittleLouiseRoque.
Heheardtheclockstrikingthehours,andinthestillnessthependulumkepttickingintimewiththeloudbeatingofhisheart.Andhesuffered,thewretchedman,morethananymanhadeversufferedbefore.
Then,assoonasawhitestreakoflightontheceilingannouncedtheapproachingday,hefelthimselffree,aloneatlast,aloneinhisroom;
andhewenttosleep.Hesleptseveralhours——arestless,feverishsleepinwhichheretracedindreamsthehorriblevisionofthepastnight.
Whenhewentdowntothelatebreakfasthefeltexhaustedasafterunusualexertion,andhescarcelyateanything,stillhauntedashewasbythefearofwhathehadseenthenightbefore.
Heknewwell,however,thatitwasnotanapparition,thatthedeaddonotcomeback,andthathissicksoul,hissoulpossessedbyonethoughtalone,byanindelibleremembrance,wastheonlycauseofhistorture,waswhatbroughtthedeadgirlbacktolifeandraisedherformbeforehiseyes,onwhichitwasineffaceablyimprinted.Butheknew,too,thattherewasnocure,thathewouldneverescapefromthesavagepersecutionofhismemory,andheresolvedtodieratherthantoendurethesetorturesanylonger.
Thenhethoughtofhowhewouldkillhimself,Itmustbesomethingsimpleandnatural,whichwouldprecludetheideaofsuicide.Forheclungtohisreputation,tothenamebequeathedtohimbyhisancestors;andifhisdeathawakenedanysuspicionpeople’sthoughtsmightbe,perhaps,directedtowardthemysteriouscrime,towardthemurdererwhocouldnotbefound,andtheywouldnothesitatetoaccusehimofthecrime.
Astrangeideacameintohishead,thatofallowinghimselftobecrushedbythetreeatthefootofwhichhehadassassinatedlittleLouiseRoque.
Sohedeterminedtohavethewoodcutdownandtosimulateanaccident.
Butthebeechtreerefusedtocrushhisribs.
Returningtohishouse,apreytoutterdespair,hehadsnatcheduphisrevolver,andthendidnotdaretofireit.
Thedinnerbellsummonedhim.Hecouldeatnothing,andhewentupstairsagain.Andhedidnotknowwhattodo.Nowthathehadescapedthefirsttime,hefelthimselfacoward.Presentlyhewouldbeready,brave,decided,masterofhiscourageandofhisresolution;nowhewasweakandfeareddeathasmuchashedidthedeadgirl.
Hefaltered:
"Idarenotventureitagain——Idarenotventureit."
Thenheglancedwithterror,firstattherevolveronthetableandnextatthecurtainwhichhidhiswindow.Itseemedtohim,moreover,thatsomethinghorriblewouldoccurassoonashislifewasended.Something?
What?Ameetingwithher,perhaps.Shewaswatchingforhim;shewaswaitingforhim;shewascallinghim;anditwasinordertoseizehiminherturn,todrawhimtowardthedoomthatwouldavengeher,andtoleadhimtodie,thatsheappearedthuseverynight.
Hebegantocrylikeachild,repeating:
"Iwillnotventureitagain——Iwillnotventureit."
Thenhefellonhiskneesandmurmured:
"MyGod!myGod!"withoutbelieving,nevertheless,inGod.Andhenolongerdared,infact,tolookathiswindow,whereheknewtheapparitionwashiding,norathistable,wherehisrevolvergleamed.
Whenhehadrisenuphesaid:
"Thiscannotlast;theremustbeanendofit"
Thesoundofhisvoiceinthesilentroommadeachilloffearpassthroughhislimbs,butashecouldnotbringhimselftocometoadetermination,ashefeltcertainthathisfingerwouldalwaysrefusetopullthetriggerofhisrevolver,heturnedroundtohidehisheadunderthebedclothesandbegantoreflect.
Hewouldhavetofindsomewayinwhichhecouldforcehimselftodie,toplaysometrickonhimselfwhichwouldnotpermitofanyhesitationonhispart,anydelay,anypossibleregrets.Heenviedcondemnedcriminalswhoareledtothescaffoldsurroundedbysoldiers.Oh!ifhecouldonlybegofsomeonetoshoothim;ifafterconfessinghiscrimetoatruefriendwhowouldneverdivulgeithecouldprocuredeathathishand.
Butfromwhomcouldheaskthisterribleservice?Fromwhom?Hethoughtofallthepeopleheknew.Thedoctor?No,hewouldtalkaboutitafterward,mostprobably.Andsuddenlyafantasticideaenteredhismind.Hewouldwritetothemagistrate,whowasontermsofclosefriendshipwithhim,andwoulddenouncehimselfastheperpetratorofthecrime.Hewouldinthisletterconfesseverything,revealinghowhissoulhadbeentortured,howhehadresolvedtodie,howhehadhesitatedaboutcarryingouthisresolutionandwhatmeanshehademployedtostrengthenhisfailingcourage.Andinthenameoftheiroldfriendshiphewouldimploreoftheothertodestroytheletterassoonashehadascertainedthattheculprithadinflictedjusticeonhimself.Renardetcouldrelyonthismagistrate;heknewhimtobetrue,discreet,incapableofevenanidleword.Hewasoneofthosemenwhohaveaninflexibleconscience,governed,directed,regulatedbytheirreasonalone.
Scarcelyhadheformedthisprojectwhenastrangefeelingofjoytookpossessionofhisheart.Hewascalmnow.Hewouldwritehisletterslowly,thenatdaybreakhewoulddeposititintheboxnailedtotheoutsidewallofhisoffice;thenhewouldascendhistowertowatchforthepostman’sarrival;andwhenthemanintheblueblousehadgoneaway,hewouldcasthimselfheadforemostontherocksonwhichthefoundationsrested,Hewouldtakecaretobeseenfirstbytheworkmenwhohadcutdownhiswood.Hecouldclimbtotheprojectingstonewhichboretheflagstaffdisplayedonfestivals,Hewouldsmashthispolewithashakeandcarryitalongwithhimashefell.
Whowouldsuspectthatitwasnotanaccident?Andhewouldbekilledoutright,owingtohisweightandtheheightofthetower.
Presentlyhegotoutofbed,wentovertothetableandbegantowrite.
Heomittednothing,notasingledetailofthecrime,notasingledetailofthetormentsofhisheart,andheendedbyannouncingthathehadpassedsentenceonhimself,thathewasgoingtoexecutethecriminal,andbeggedhisfriend,hisoldfriend,tobecarefulthatthereshouldneverbeanystainonhismemory.
Whenhehadfinishedthisletterhesawthatthedayhaddawned.
Heclosed,sealeditandwrotetheaddress.Thenhedescendedwithlightsteps,hurriedtowardthelittlewhiteboxfastenedtotheoutsidewallinthecornerofthefarmhouse,andwhenhehadthrownintoitthisletter,whichmadehishandtremble,hecamebackquickly,drewtheboltsofthegreatdoorandclimbeduptohistowertowaitforthepassingofthepostman,whowastobearawayhisdeathsentence.
Hefeltself—possessednow.Liberated!Saved!
Acolddrywind,anicywindpassedacrosshisface.Heinhalediteagerlywithopenmouth,drinkinginitschillingkiss.Theskywasred,awintryred,andalltheplain,whitenedwithfrost,glistenedunderthefirstraysofthesun,asifitwerecoveredwithpowderedglass.
Renardet,standingup,hisheadbare,gazedatthevasttractofcountrybeforehim,themeadowstotheleftandtotherightthevillagewhosechimneyswerebeginningtosmokeinpreparationforthemorningmeal.AthisfeethesawtheBrindilleflowingamidtherocks,wherehewouldsoonbecrushedtodeath.Hefeltnewlifeonthatbeautifulfrostymorning.
Thelightbathedhim,enteredhisbeinglikeanew—bornhope.Athousandrecollectionsassailedhim,recollectionsofsimilarmornings,ofrapidwalksonthehardearthwhichrangbeneathhisfootsteps,ofhappydaysofshootingontheedgesofpoolswherewildduckssleep.Allthegoodthingsthatheloved,thegoodthingsofexistence,rushedtohismemory,penetratedhimwithfreshdesires,awakenedallthevigorousappetitesofhisactive,powerfulbody.
Andhewasabouttodie!Why?Hewasgoingtokillhimselfstupidlybecausehewasafraidofashadow—afraidofnothing!Hewasstillrichandintheprimeoflife.Whatfolly!Allheneededwasdistraction,absence,avoyageinordertoforget.
Thisnightevenhehadnotseenthelittlegirlbecausehismindwaspreoccupiedandhadwanderedtowardsomeothersubject.Perhapshewouldnotseeheranymore?Andevenifshestillhauntedhiminthishouse,certainlyshewouldnotfollowhimelsewhere!Theearthwaswide,thefuturewaslong.
Whyshouldhedie?
Hisglancetravelledacrossthemeadows,andheperceivedabluespotinthepathwhichwoundalongsidetheBrindille.ItwasMedericcomingtobringlettersfromthetownandtocarryawaythoseofthevillage.
Renardetgaveastart,asensationofpainshotthroughhisbreast,andherusheddownthewindingstaircasetogetbackhisletter,todemanditbackfromthepostman.Littlediditmattertohimnowwhetherhewasseen,Hehurriedacrossthegrassdampfromthelightfrostofthepreviousnightandarrivedinfrontoftheboxinthecornerofthefarmhouseexactlyatthesametimeasthelettercarrier.
Thelatterhadopenedthelittlewoodendooranddrewforththefourpapersdepositedtherebytheinhabitantsofthelocality.
Renardetsaidtohim:
"Good—morrow,Mederic."
"Good—morrow,MonsieurleMaire."
"Isay,Mederic,IthrewaletterintotheboxthatIwantbackagain.
Icametoaskyoutogiveitbacktome."
"That’sallright,MonsieurleMaire——you’llgetit."
Andthepostmanraisedhiseyes.HestoodpetrifiedatthesightofRenardet’sface.Themayor’scheekswerepurple,hiseyeswereanxiousandsunken,withblackcirclesroundthem,hishairwasunbrushed,hisbearduntrimmed,hisnecktieunfastened.Itwasevidentthathehadnotbeeninbed.
Thepostmanasked:
"Areyouill,MonsieurleMaire?"
Theother,suddenlycomprehendingthathisappearancemustbeunusual,lostcountenanceandfaltered:
"Oh!no—oh!no.OnlyIjumpedoutofbedtoaskyouforthisletter.
Iwasasleep.Youunderstand?"
Hesaidinreply:
"Whatletter?"
"Theoneyouaregoingtogivebacktome."
Medericnowbegantohesitate.Themayor’sattitudedidnotstrikehimasnatural.Therewasperhapsasecretinthatletter,apoliticalsecret.HeknewRenardetwasnotaRepublican,andheknewallthetricksandchicaneryemployedatelections.
Heasked:
"Towhomisitaddressed,thisletterofyours?"
"ToMonsieurPutoin,themagistrate——youknow,myfriend,MonsieurPutoin!"
Thepostmansearchedthroughthepapersandfoundtheoneaskedfor.
Thenhebeganlookingatit,turningitroundandroundbetweenhisfingers,muchperplexed,muchtroubledbythefearofeithercommittingagraveoffenceorofmakinganenemyofthemayor.
Seeinghishesitation,Renardetmadeamovementforthepurposeofseizingtheletterandsnatchingitawayfromhim.ThisabruptactionconvincedMedericthatsomeimportantsecretwasatstakeandmadehimresolvetodohisduty,costwhatitmay.
Soheflungtheletterintohisbagandfasteneditup,withthereply:
"No,Ican’t,MonsieurleMaire.Aslongasitisforthemagistrate,I
can’t."
AdreadfulpangwrungRenardet’sheartandhemurmured:
"Why,youknowmewell.Youareevenabletorecognizemyhandwriting.
ItellyouIwantthatpaper."
"Ican’t."
"Lookhere,Mederic,youknowthatI’mincapableofdeceivingyou——ItellyouIwantit."
"No,Ican’t."
AtremorofragepassedthroughRenardet’ssoul.
"Damnitall,takecare!YouknowthatInevertrifleandthatIcouldgetyououtofyourjob,mygoodfellow,andwithoutmuchdelay,either,Andthen,Iamthemayorofthedistrict,afterall;andInoworderyoutogivemebackthatpaper."
Thepostmanansweredfirmly:
"No,Ican’t,MonsieurleMaire."
ThereuponRenardet,losinghishead,caughtholdofthepostman’sarmsinordertotakeawayhisbag;but,freeinghimselfbyastrongeffort,andspringingbackward,thelettercarrierraisedhisbighollystick.
Withoutlosinghistemper,hesaidemphatically:
"Don’ttouchme,MonsieurleMaire,orI’llstrike.Takecare,I’monlydoingmyduty!"
Feelingthathewaslost,Renardetsuddenlybecamehumble,gentle,appealingtohimlikeawhimperingchild:
"Lookhere,lookhere,myfriend,givemebackthatletterandI’llrecompenseyou——I’llgiveyoumoney.Stop!stop!I’llgiveyouahundredfrancs,youunderstand——ahundredfrancs!"
Thepostmanturnedonhisheelandstartedonhisjourney.
Renardetfollowedhim,outofbreath,stammering:
"Mederic,Mederic,listen!I’llgiveyouathousandfrancs,youunderstand——athousandfrancs."
Thepostmanstillwentonwithoutgivinganyanswer.
Renardetwenton:
"I’llmakeyourfortune,youunderstand——whateveryouwish——fiftythousandfrancs——fiftythousandfrancsforthatletter!Whatdoesitmattertoyou?Youwon’t?Well,ahundredthousand——Isay——ahundredthousandfrancs.Doyouunderstand?Ahundredthousandfrancs——ahundredthousandfrancs."
Thepostmanturnedback,hisfacehard,hiseyesevere:
"Enoughofthis,orelseI’llrepeattothemagistrateeverythingyouhavejustsaidtome."
Renardetstoppedabruptly.Itwasallover.Heturnedbackandrushedtowardhishouse,runninglikeahuntedanimal.
Then,inhisturn,Medericstoppedandwatchedhisflightwithstupefaction.Hesawthemayorreenterhishouse,andhewaitedstill,asifsomethingastonishingwereabouttohappen.
Infact,presentlythetallformofRenardetappearedonthesummitoftheFox’stower.Heranroundtheplatformlikeamadman.Thenheseizedtheflagstaffandshookitfuriouslywithoutsucceedinginbreakingit;then,allofasudden,likeadiver,withhistwohandsbeforehim,heplungedintospace.
Medericrushedforwardtohisassistance.Hesawthewoodcuttersgoingtoworkandcalledouttothem,tellingthemanaccidenthadoccurred.
Atthefootofthewallstheyfoundableedingbody,itsheadcrushedonarock.TheBrindillesurroundedthisrock,andoveritsclear,calmwaterscouldbeseenalongredthreadofmingledbrainsandblood.
THEDONKEY
Therewasnotabreathofairstirring;aheavymistwaslyingovertheriver.Itwaslikealayerofcottonplacedonthewater.Thebanksthemselveswereindistinct,hiddenbehindstrangefogs.Butdaywasbreakingandthehillwasbecomingvisible.Inthedawninglightofdaytheplasterhousesbegantoappearlikewhitespots.Cockswerecrowinginthebarnyard.
Ontheothersideoftheriver,hiddenbehindthefogs,justoppositeFrette,aslightnoisefromtimetotimebrokethedeadsilenceofthequietmorning.Attimesitwasanindistinctplashing,likethecautiousadvanceofaboat,thenagainasharpnoiseliketherattleofanoarandthenthesoundofsomethingdroppinginthewater.Thensilence.
Sometimeswhisperedwords,comingperhapsfromadistance,perhapsfromquitenear,piercedthroughtheseopaquemists.Theypassedbylikewildbirdswhichhavesleptintherushesandwhichflyawayatthefirstlightofday,crossingthemistandutteringalowandtimidsoundwhichwakestheirbrothersalongtheshores.
Suddenlyalongthebank,nearthevillage,abarelyperceptibleshadowappearedonthewater.Thenitgrew,becamemoredistinctand,comingoutofthefoggycurtainwhichhungovertheriver,aflatboat,mannedbytwomen,pusheduponthegrass.
Theonewhowasrowingroseandtookapailfuloffishfromthebottomoftheboat,thenhethrewthedrippingnetoverhisshoulder.Hiscompanion,whohadnotmadeamotion,exclaimed:"Say,Mailloche,getyourgunandseeifwecan’tlandsomerabbitalongtheshore."
Theotheroneanswered:"Allright.I’llbewithyouinaminute."Thenhedisappeared,inordertohidetheircatch.
Themanwhohadstayedintheboatslowlyfilledhispipeandlightedit.
HisnamewasLabouise,buthewascalledChicot,andwasinpartnershipwithMaillochon,commonlycalledMailloche,topracticethedoubtfulandundefinedprofessionofjunk—gatherersalongtheshore.
Theywerealoworderofsailorsandtheynavigatedregularlyonlyinthemonthsoffamine.Therestofthetimetheyactedasjunk—gatherers.
Rowingaboutontheriverdayandnight,watchingforanyprey,deadoralive,poachersonthewaterandnocturnalhunters,sometimesambushingvenisonintheSaint—Germainforests,sometimeslookingfordrownedpeopleandsearchingtheirclothes,pickingupfloatingragsandemptybottles;thusdidLabouiseandMaillochonliveeasily.
Attimestheywouldsetoutonfootaboutnoonandstrollalongstraightahead.Theywoulddineinsomeinnontheshoreandleaveagainsidebyside.Theywouldremainawayforacoupleofdays;thenonemorningtheywouldbeseenrowingaboutinthetubwhichtheycalledtheirboat.
AtJoinvilleoratNogentsomeboatmanwouldbelookingforhisboat,whichhaddisappearedonenight,probablystolen,whiletwentyorthirtymilesfromthere,ontheOise,someshopkeeperwouldberubbinghishands,congratulatinghimselfonthebargainhehadmadewhenheboughtaboatthedaybeforeforfiftyfrancs,whichtwomenofferedhimastheywerepassing.
Maillochonreappearedwithhisgunwrappedupinrags.Hewasamanoffortyorfifty,tallandthin,withtherestlesseyeofpeoplewhoareworriedbylegitimatetroublesandofhuntedanimals.Hisopenshirtshowedhishairychest,butheseemednevertohavehadanymorehaironhisfacethanashortbrushofamustacheandafewstiffhairsunderhislowerlip.Hewasbaldaroundthetemples.Whenhetookoffthedirtycapthatheworehisscalpseemedtobecoveredwithafluffydown,likethebodyofapluckedchicken.
Chicot,onthecontrary,wasred,fat,shortandhairy.Helookedlikearawbeefsteak.Hecontinuallykepthislefteyeclosed,asifhewereaimingatsomethingoratsomebody,andwhenpeoplejokinglycriedtohim,"Openyoureye,Labouise!"hewouldanswerquietly:"Neverfear,sister,Iopenitwhenthere’scauseto."
Hehadahabitofcallingeveryone"sister,"evenhisscavengercompanion.
Hetookuptheoarsagain,andoncemoretheboatdisappearedintheheavymist,whichwasnowturnedsnowywhiteinthepink—tintedsky.
"Whatkindofleaddidyoutake,Maillochon?"Labouiseasked.
"Verysmall,numbernine;that’sthebestforrabbits."
Theywereapproachingtheothershoresoslowly,soquietlythatnonoisebetrayedthem.ThisbankbelongstotheSaint—Germainforestandistheboundarylineforrabbithunting.Itiscoveredwithburrowshiddenundertherootsoftrees,andthecreaturesatdaybreakfriskabout,runninginandoutoftheholes.
Maillochonwaskneelinginthebow,watching,hisgunhiddenonthefloor.Suddenlyheseizedit,aimed,andthereportechoedforsometimethroughoutthequietcountry.
Labouise,inafewstrokes,touchedthebeach,andhiscompanion,jumpingtotheground,pickedupalittlegrayrabbit,notyetdead.
Thentheboatoncemoredisappearedintothefoginordertogettotheotherside,whereitcouldkeepawayfromthegamewardens.
Thetwomenseemedtoberidingeasilyonthewater.TheweaponhaddisappearedundertheboardwhichservedasahidingplaceandtherabbitwasstuffedintoChicot’slooseshirt.
AfteraboutaquarterofanhourLabouiseasked:"Well,sister,shallwegetonemore?"
"Itwillsuitme,"Maillochonanswered.
Theboatstartedswiftlydownthecurrent.Themist,whichwashidingbothshores,wasbeginningtorise.Thetreescouldbebarelyperceived,asthroughaveil,andthelittlecloudsoffogwerefloatingupfromthewater.Whentheydrewneartheisland,theendofwhichisoppositeHerblay,thetwomenslackenedtheirpaceandbegantowatch.Soonasecondrabbitwaskilled.
ThentheywentdownuntiltheywerehalfwaytoConflans.Heretheystoppedtheirboat,tiedittoatreeandwenttosleepinthebottomofit.
FromtimetotimeLabouisewouldsitupandlookoverthehorizonwithhisopeneye.Thelastofthemorningmisthaddisappearedandthelargesummersunwasclimbinginthebluesky.
Ontheothersideoftheriverthevineyard—coveredhillstretchedoutinasemicircle.Onehousestoodoutaloneatthesummit.Everythingwassilent.
Somethingwasmovingslowlyalongthetow—path,advancingwithdifficulty.Itwasawomandraggingadonkey.Thestubborn,stiff—
jointedbeastoccasionallystretchedoutaleginanswertoitscompanion’sefforts,anditproceededthus,withoutstretchedneckandearslyingflat,soslowlythatonecouldnottellwhenitwouldeverbeoutofsight.
Thewoman,bentdouble,waspulling,turningroundoccasionallytostrikethedonkeywithastick.
Assoonashesawher,Labouiseexclaimed:"Say,Mailloche!"
Maillocheanswered:"What’sthematter?"
"Wanttohavesomefun?"
"Ofcourse!"
"Thenhurry,sister;we’regoingtohavealaugh."
Chicottooktheoars.Whenhehadcrossedtheriverhestoppedoppositethewomanandcalled:
"Hey,sister!"
Thewomanstoppeddraggingherdonkeyandlooked.
Labouisecontinued:"Whatareyoudoing——goingtothelocomotiveshow?"
Thewomanmadenoreply.Chicotcontinued:
"Say,yourtrotter’sprimeforarace.Whereareyoutakinghimatthatspeed?"
Atlastthewomananswered:"I’mgoingtoMacquart,atChampioux,tohavehimkilled.He’sworthless."
Labouiseanswered:"You’reright.HowmuchdoyouthinkMacquartwillgiveyouforhim?"
Thewomanwipedherforeheadonthebackofherhandandhesitated,saying:"HowdoIknow?Perhapsthreefrancs,perhapsfour."
Chicotexclaimed:"I’llgiveyoufivefrancsandyourerrand’sdone!
How’sthat?"
Thewomanconsideredthematterforasecondandthenexclaimed:"Done!"
Thetwomenlanded.Labouisegraspedtheanimalbythebridle.
Maillochonaskedinsurprise:
"Whatdoyouexpecttodowiththatcarcass?"
Chicotthistimeopenedhisothereyeinordertoexpresshisgaiety.
Hiswholeredfacewasgrinningwithjoy.Hechuckled:"Don’tworry,sister.I’vegotmyidea."
Hegavefivefrancstothewoman,whothensatdownbytheroadtoseewhatwasgoingtohappen.ThenLabouise,ingreathumor,gotthegunandhelditouttoMaillochon,saying:"Eachoneinturn;we’regoingafterbiggame,sister.Don’tgetsonearoryou’llkillitrightaway!Youmustmakethepleasurelastalittle."
Heplacedhiscompanionaboutfortypacesfromthevictim.Theass,feelingitselffree,wastryingtogetalittleofthetallgrass,butitwassoexhaustedthatitswayedonitslegsasifitwereabouttofall.
Maillochonaimedslowlyandsaid:"Alittlepepperfortheears;watch,Ghicot!"Andhefired.
Thetinyshotstruckthedonkey’slongearsandhebegantoshaketheminordertogetridofthestingingsensation.Thetwomenweredoubledupwithlaughterandstampedtheirfeetwithjoy.Thewoman,indignant,rushedforward;shedidnotwantherdonkeytobetortured,andsheofferedtoreturnthefivefrancs.Labouisethreatenedherwithathrashingandpretendedtorolluphissleeves.Hehadpaid,hadn’the?
Well,then,hewouldtakeashotatherskirts,justtoshowthatitdidn’thurt.Shewentaway,threateningtocallthepolice.Theycouldhearherprotestingindignantlyandcursingasshewentherway.
Maillochonheldouttheguntohiscomrade,saying:"It’syourturn,Chicot."
Labouiseaimedandfired.Thedonkeyreceivedthechargeinhisthighs,buttheshotwassosmallandcamefromsuchadistancethathethoughthewasbeingstungbyflies,forhebegantothrashhimselfwithhistail.
Labouisesatdowntolaughmorecomfortably,whileMaillochonreloadedtheweapon,sohappythatheseemedtosneezeintothebarrel.Hesteppedforwardafewpaces,and,aimingatthesameplacethathisfriendhadshotat,hefiredagain.Thistimethebeaststarted,triedtokickandturneditshead.Atlastalittlebloodwasrunning.Ithadbeenwoundedandfeltasharppain,forittriedtorunawaywithaslow,limping,jerkygallop.
Bothmendartedafterthebeast,Maillochonwithalongstride,Labouisewiththeshort,breathlesstrotofalittleman.Butthedonkey,tiredout,hadstopped,and,withabewilderedlook,waswatchinghistwomurderersapproach.Suddenlyhestretchedhisneckandbegantobray.
Labouise,outofbreath,hadtakenthegun.Thistimehewalkedrightupclose,ashedidnotwishtobeginthechaseoveragain.
Whenthepoorbeasthadfinisheditsmournfulcry,likealastcallforhelp,themancalled:"Hey,Mailloche!Comehere,sister;I’mgoingtogivehimsomemedicine."Andwhiletheothermanwasforcingtheanimal’smouthopen,Chicotstuckthebarrelofhisgundownitsthroat,asifheweretryingtomakeitdrinkapotion.Thenhesaid:"Lookout,sister,hereshegoes!"
Hepressedthetrigger.Thedonkeystumbledbackafewsteps,felldown,triedtogetupagainandfinallylayonitssideandcloseditseyes:
Thewholebodywastrembling,itslegswerekickingasifitwere,tryingtorun.Astreamofbloodwasoozingthroughitsteeth.Soonitstoppedmoving.Itwasdead.
Thetwomenwentalong,laughing.Itwasovertooquickly;theyhadnothadtheirmoney’sworth.Maillochonasked:"Well,whatarewegoingtodonow?"
Labouiseanswered:"Don’tworry,sister.Getthethingontheboat;
we’regoingtohavesomefunwhennightcomes."
Theywentandgottheboat.Theanimal’sbodywasplacedonthebottom,coveredwithfreshgrass,andthetwomenstretchedoutonitandwenttosleep.
TowardnoonLabouisedrewabottleofwine,somebreadandbutterandrawonionsfromahidingplaceintheirmuddy,worm—eatenboat,andtheybegantoeat.
Whenthemealwasovertheyoncemorestretchedoutonthedeaddonkeyandslept.AtnightfallLabouiseawokeandshookhiscomrade,whowassnoringlikeabuzzsaw."Comeon,sister,"heordered.
Maillochonbegantorow.AstheyhadplentyoftimetheywentuptheSeineslowly.Theycoastedalongthereachescoveredwithwater—lilies,andtheheavy,mud—coveredboatslippedoverthelilypadsandbenttheflowers,whichstoodupagainassoonastheyhadpassed.
WhentheyreachedthewalloftheEperon,whichseparatestheSaint—
GermainforestfromtheMaisons—LaffittePark,Labouisestoppedhiscompanionandexplainedhisideatohim.Maillochonwasmovedbyaprolonged,silentlaugh.
Theythrewintothewaterthegrasswhichhadcoveredthebody,tooktheanimalbythefeetandhiditbehindsomebushes.ThentheygotintotheirboatagainandwenttoMaisons—Laffitte.
ThenightwasperfectlyblackwhentheyreachedthewineshopofoldmanJules.Assoonasthedealersawthemhecameup,shookhandswiththemandsatdownattheirtable.Theybegantotalkofonethingandanother.Byeleveno’clockthelastcustomerhadleftandoldmanJuleswinkedatLabouiseandasked:"Well,haveyougotany?"
Labouisemadeamotionwithhisheadandanswered:"Perhapsso,perhapsnot!"
Thedealerinsisted:"Perhapsyou’venotnothingbutgrayones?"
Chicotdughishandsintohisflannelshirt,drewouttheearsofarabbitanddeclared:"Threefrancsapair!"
Thenbeganalongdiscussionabouttheprice.Twofrancssixty—fiveandthetworabbitsweredelivered.Asthetwomenweregettinguptogo,oldmanJules,whohadbeenwatchingthem,exclaimed:
"Youhavesomethingelse,butyouwon’tsaywhat."
Labouiseanswered:"Possibly,butitisnotforyou;you’retoostingy."
Theman,growingeager,keptasking:"Whatisit?Somethingbig?
Perhapswemightmakeadeal."
Labouise,whoseemedperplexed,pretendedtoconsultMaillochonwithaglance.Thenheansweredinaslowvoice:"Thisishowitis.WewereinthebushesatEperonwhensomethingpassedrightnearus,totheleft,attheendofthewall.Maillochetakesashotanditdrops.Weskippedonaccountofthegamepeople.Ican’ttellyouwhatitis,becauseI
don’tknow.Butit’sbigenough.Butwhatisit?IfItoldyouI’dbelying,andyouknow,sister,betweenuseverything’sabove—board."
Anxiouslythemanasked:"Thinkit’svenison?"
Labouiseanswered:"Mightbeandthenagainitmightnot!Venison?——uh!
uh!——mightbealittlebigforthat!Mindyou,Idon’tsayit’sadoe,becauseIdon’tknow,butitmightbe."
Stillthedealerinsisted:"Perhapsit’sabuck?"
Labouisestretchedouthishand,exclaiming:"No,it’snotthat!It’snotabuck.Ishouldhaveseenthehorns.No,it’snotabuck!"
"Whydidn’tyoubringitwithyou?"askedtheman.
"Because,sister,fromnowonIsellfromwhereIstand.Plentyofpeoplewillbuy.Allyouhavetodoistotakeawalkoverthere,findthethingandtakeit.Noriskforme."
Theinnkeeper,growingsuspicious,exclaimed"Supposinghewasn’tthere!"
Labouiseoncemoreraisedhishandandsaid:
"He’sthere,Iswear!——firstbushtotheleft.Whatitis,Idon’tknow.
Butit’snotabuck,I’mpositive.It’sforyoutofindoutwhatitis.
Twenty—fivefrancs,cashdown!"
Stillthemanhesitated:"Couldn’tyoubringit?"
Maillochonexclaimed:"No,indeed!Youknowourprice!Takeitorleaveit!"
Thedealerdecided:"It’sabargainfortwentyfrancs!"
Andtheyshookhandsoverthedeal.
Thenhetookoutfourbigfive—francpiecesfromthecashdrawer,andthetwofriendspocketedthemoney.Labouisearose,emptiedhisglassandleft.Ashewasdisappearingintheshadowsheturnedroundtoexclaim:
"Itisn’tabuck.Idon’tknowwhatitis!——butit’sthere.I’llgiveyoubackyourmoneyifyoufindnothing!"
Andhedisappearedinthedarkness.Maillochon,whowasfollowinghim,keptpunchinghiminthebacktoexpresshisjoy.
MOIRON
AswewerestilltalkingaboutPranzini,M.Maloureau,whohadbeenattorneygeneralundertheEmpire,said:"Oh!Iformerlyknewaverycuriousaffair,curiousforseveralreasons,asyouwillsee.
"Iwasatthattimeimperialattorneyinoneoftheprovinces.IhadtotakeupthecasewhichhasremainedfamousunderthenameoftheMoironcase.
"MonsieurMoiron,whowasateacherinthenorthofFrance,enjoyedanexcellentreputationthroughoutthewholecountry.Hewasapersonofintelligence,quiet,veryreligious,alittletaciturn;hehadmarriedinthedistrictofBoislinot,whereheexercisedhisprofession.Hehadhadthreechildren,whohaddiedofconsumption,oneaftertheother.Fromthistimeheseemedtobestowupontheyoungstersconfidedtohiscareallthetendernessofhisheart.Withhisownmoneyheboughttoysforhisbestscholarsandforthegoodboys;hegavethemlittledinnersandstuffedthemwithdelicacies,candyandcakes:Everybodylovedthisgoodmanwithhisbigheart,whensuddenlyfiveofhispupilsdied,inastrangemanner,oneaftertheother.Itwassupposedthattherewasanepidemicduetotheconditionofthewater,resultingfromdrought;theylookedforthecauseswithoutbeingabletodiscoverthem,themoresothatthesymptomsweresopeculiar.Thechildrenseemedtobeattackedbyafeelingoflassitude;theywouldnoteat,theycomplainedofpainsintheirstomachs,draggedalongforashorttime,anddiedinfrightfulsuffering.
"Apost—mortemexaminationwasheldoverthelastone,butnothingwasdiscovered.ThevitalsweresenttoParisandanalyzed,andtheyrevealedthepresenceofnotoxicsubstance.
"Forayearnothingnewdeveloped;thentwolittleboys,thebestscholarsintheclass,Moiron’sfavorites,diedwithinfourdaysofeachother.Anexaminationofthebodieswasagainordered,andinbothofthemwerediscoveredtinyfragmentsofcrushedglass.Theconclusionarrivedatwasthatthetwoyoungstersmustimprudentlyhaveeatenfromsomecarelesslycleanedreceptacle.Aglassbrokenoverapailofmilkcouldhaveproducedthisfrightfulaccident,andtheaffairwouldhavebeenpushednofurtherifMoiron’sservanthadnotbeentakensickatthistime.Thephysicianwhowascalledinnoticedthesamesymptomshehadseeninthechildren.Hequestionedherandobtainedtheadmissionthatshehadstolenandeatensomecandiesthathadbeenboughtbytheteacherforhisscholars.
"Onanorderfromthecourttheschoolhousewassearched,andaclosetwasfoundwhichwasfulloftoysanddaintiesdestinedforthechildren.
Almostallthesedelicaciescontainedbitsofcrushedglassorpiecesofbrokenneedles!
"Moironwasimmediatelyarrested;butheseemedsoastonishedandindignantatthesuspicionhangingoverhimthathewasalmostreleased.
However,indicationsofhisguiltkeptappearing,andbaffledinmymindmyfirstconviction,basedonhisexcellentreputation,onhiswholelife,onthecompleteabsenceofanymotiveforsuchacrime.
"Whyshouldthisgood,simple,religiousmanhavekilledlittlechildren,andtheverychildrenwhomheseemedtolovethemost,whomhespoiledandstuffedwithsweetthings,forwhomhespenthalfhissalaryinbuyingtoysandbonbons?
"Onemustconsiderhiminsanetobelievehimguiltyofthisact.Now,Moironseemedsonormal,soquiet,sorationalandsensiblethatitseemedimpossibletoadjudgehiminsane.
"However,theproofskeptgrowing!Innoneofthecandiesthatwereboughtattheplaceswheretheschoolmastersecuredhisprovisionscouldtheslightesttraceofanythingsuspiciousbefound.
"Hetheninsistedthatanunknownenemymusthaveopenedhiscupboardwithafalsekeyinordertointroducetheglassandtheneedlesintotheeatables.Andhemadeupawholestoryofaninheritancedependentonthedeathofachild,determinedonandsoughtbysomepeasant,andpromotedthusbycastingsuspicionsontheschoolmaster.Thisbrute,heclaimed,didnotcareabouttheotherchildrenwhowereforcedtodieaswell.
"Thestorywaspossible.Themanappearedtobesosureofhimselfandinsuchdespairthatweshouldundoubtedlyhaveacquittedhim,notwithstandingthechargesagainsthim,iftwocrushingdiscoverieshadnotbeenmade,oneaftertheother.
"Thefirstonewasasnuffboxfullofcrushedglass;hisownsnuffbox,hiddeninthedeskwherehekepthismoney!
"Heexplainedthisnewfindinanacceptablemanner,astheruseoftherealunknowncriminal.ButamercerfromSaint—Marloufcametothepresidingjudgeandsaidthatagentlemanhadseveraltimescometohisstoretobuysomeneedles;andhealwaysaskedforthethinnestneedleshecouldfind,andwouldbreakthemtoseewhethertheypleasedhim.Themanwasbroughtforwardinthepresenceofadozenormorepersons,andimmediatelyrecognizedMoiron.TheinquestrevealedthattheschoolmasterhadindeedgoneintoSaint—Marloufonthedaysmentionedbythetradesman.
"Iwillpassovertheterribletestimonyofchildrenonthechoiceofdaintiesandthecarewhichhetooktohavethemeatthethingsinhispresence,andtoremovetheslightesttraces.
"Publicindignationdemandedcapitalpunishment,anditbecamemoreandmoreinsistent,overturningallobjections.
"Moironwascondemnedtodeath,andhisappealwasrejected.Nothingwasleftforhimbuttheimperialpardon.Iknewthroughmyfatherthattheemperorwouldnotgrantit.
"Onemorning,asIwasworkinginmystudy,thevisitoftheprisonalmonerwasannounced.Hewasanoldpriestwhoknewmenwellandunderstoodthehabitsofcriminals.Heseemedtroubled,illatease,nervous.Aftertalkingforafewminutesaboutonethingandanother,hearoseandsaidsuddenly:’IfMoironisexecuted,monsieur,youwillhaveputaninnocentmantodeath.’
"Thenheleftwithoutbowing,leavingmebehindwiththedeepimpressionmadebyhiswords.Hehadpronouncedtheminsuchasincereandsolemnmanner,openingthoselips,closedandsealedbythesecretofconfession,inordertosavealife.
"AnhourlaterIleftforParis,andmyfatherimmediatelyaskedthatI
begrantedanaudiencewiththeemperor.
"ThefollowingdayIwasreceived.Hismajestywasworkinginalittlereceptionroomwhenwewereintroduced.Idescribedthewholecase,andIwasjusttellingaboutthepriest’svisitwhenadooropenedbehindthesovereign’schairandtheempress,whosupposedhewasalone,appeared.
Hismajesty,Napoleon,consultedher.Assoonasshehadheardthematter,sheexclaimed:’Thismanmustbepardoned.Hemust,sinceheisinnocent.’
"Whydidthissuddenconvictionofareligiouswomancastaterribledoubtinmymind?
"UntilthenIhadardentlydesiredachangeofsentence.AndnowI
suddenlyfeltmyselfthetoy,thedupeofacunningcriminalwhohademployedthepriestandconfessionasalastmeansofdefence.
"Iexplainedmyhesitancytotheirmajesties.Theemperorremainedundecided,urgedononesidebyhisnaturalkindnessandheldbackontheotherbythefearofbeingdeceivedbyacriminal;buttheempress,whowasconvincedthatthepriesthadobeyedadivineinspiration,keptrepeating:’Nevermind!Itisbettertospareacriminalthantokillaninnocentman!’Heradvicewastaken.Thedeathsentencewascommutedtooneofhardlabor.
"AfewyearslaterIheardthatMoironhadagainbeencalledtotheemperor’sattentiononaccountofhisexemplaryconductintheprisonatToulonandwasnowemployedasaservantbythedirectorofthepenitentiary.
"ForalongtimeIheardnothingmoreofthisman."Butabouttwoyearsago,whileIwasspendingasummernearLillewithmycousin,DeLarielle,Iwasinformedoneevening,justasweweresittingdowntodinner,thatayoungpriestwishedtospeaktome.
"Ihadhimshowninandhebeggedmetocometoadyingmanwhodesiredabsolutelytoseeme.Thishadoftenhappenedtomeinmylongcareerasamagistrate,and,althoughIhadbeensetasidebytheRepublic,Iwasstilloftencalleduponinsimilarcircumstances.Ithereforefollowedthepriest,wholedmetoamiserablelittleroominalargetenementhouse.
"ThereIfoundastrange—lookingmanonabedofstraw,sittingwithhisbackagainstthewall,inordertogethisbreath.Hewasasortofskeleton,withdark,gleamingeyes.
"Assoonashesawme,hemurmured:’Don’tyourecognizeme?’
"’No.’
"’IamMoiron.’
"Ifeltashiverrunthroughme,andIasked’Theschoolmaster?’
"’Yes.’
"’Howdoyouhappentobehere?’
"’Thestoryistoolong.Ihaven’ttimetotellit.Iwasgoingtodie——andthatpriestwasbroughttome——andasIknewthatyouwerehereI
sentforyou.ItistoyouthatIwishtoconfess——sinceyouweretheonewhooncesavedmylife.’
"Hishandsclutchedthestrawofhisbedthroughthesheetandhecontinuedinahoarse,forcibleandlowtone:’Yousee——Ioweyouthetruth——Ioweittoyou——foritmustbetoldtosomeonebeforeIleavethisearth.
"’ItisIwhokilledthechildren——allofthem.Ididit——forrevenge!
"’Listen.Iwasanhonest,straightforward,pureman——adoringGod——thisgoodFather——thisMasterwhoteachesustolove,andnotthefalseGod,theexecutioner,therobber,themurdererwhogovernstheearth.Ihadneverdoneanyharm;Ihadnevercommittedanevilact.Iwasasgoodasitispossibletobe,monsieur.
"’Imarriedandhadchildren,andIlovedthemasnofatherormothereverlovedtheirchildren.Ilivedonlyforthem.Iwaswildaboutthem.Allthreeofthemdied!Why?why?WhathadIdone?Iwasrebellious,furious;andsuddenlymyeyeswereopenedasifIwerewakingupoutofasleep.IunderstoodthatGodisbad.WhyhadHekilledmychildren?IopenedmyeyesandsawthatHelovestokill.Helovesonlythat,monsieur.Hegiveslifebuttodestroyit!God,monsieur,isamurderer!Heneedsdeatheveryday.AndHemakesitofeveryvariety,inorderthebettertobeamused.HehasinventedsicknessandaccidentsinordertogiveHimdiversionallthroughthemonthsandtheyears;andwhenHegrowstiredofthis,Hehasepidemics,theplague,cholera,diphtheria,smallpox,everythingpossible!ButthisdoesnotsatisfyHim;allthesethingsaretoosimilar;andsofromtimetotimeHehaswars,inordertoseetwohundredthousandsoldierskilledatonce,crushedinbloodandinthemud,blownapart,theirarmsandlegstornoff,theirheadssmashedbybullets,likeeggsthatfallontheground.
"’Butthisisnotall.Hehasmademenwhoeateachother.Andthen,asmenbecomebetterthanHe,Hehasmadebeasts,inordertoseemenhuntthem,killthemandeatthem.Thatisnotall.Hehasmadetinylittleanimalswhichliveoneday,flieswhodiebythemillionsinonehour,antswhichwearecontinuallycrushingunderourfeet,andsomany,manyothersthatwecannotevenimagine.Andallthesethingsarecontinuallykillingeachotheranddying.AndthegoodLordlooksonandisamused,forHeseeseverything,thebigonesaswellasthelittleones,thosewhoareinthedropsofwaterandthoseintheotherfirmaments.Hewatchesthemandisamused.Wretch!
"’Then,monsieur,IbegantokillchildrenplayedatrickonHim.Hedidnotgetthose.ItwasnotHe,butI!AndIwouldhavekilledmanyothers,butyoucaughtme.There!
"’Iwastobeexecuted.I!HowHewouldhavelaughed!ThenIaskedforapriest,andIlied.Iconfessedtohim.IliedandIlived.
"’Now,allisover.IcannolongerescapefromHim.InolongerfearHim,monsieur;IdespiseHimtoomuch.’
"Thispoorwretchwasfrightfultoseeashelaytheregasping,openinganenormousmouthinordertoutterwordswhichcouldscarcelybeheard,hisbreathrattling,pickingathisbedandmovinghisthinlegsunderagrimysheetasthoughtryingtoescape.
"Oh!Themereremembranceofitisfrightful!
"’Youhavenothingmoretosay?’Iasked.
"’No,monsieur.’
"’Then,farewell.’
"’Farewell,monsieur,tillsomeday————’
"Iturnedtotheashen—facedpriest,whosedarkoutlinestoodoutagainstthewall,andasked:’Areyougoingtostayhere,Monsieurl’Abbe?’
"’Yes.’
"Thenthedyingmansneered:’Yes,yes,HesendsHisvulturestothecorpses.’
"Ihadhadenoughofthis.Iopenedthedoorandranaway."
THEDISPENSEROFHOLYWATER
Welivedformerlyinalittlehousebesidethehighroadoutsidethevillage.Hehadsetupinbusinessasawheelwright,aftermarryingthedaughterofafarmeroftheneighborhood,andastheywerebothindustrious,theymanagedtosaveupanicelittlefortune.Buttheyhadnochildren,andthiscausedthemgreatsorrow.Finallyasonwasborn,whomtheynamedJean.Theybothlovedandpettedhim,enfoldinghimwiththeiraffection,andwereunwillingtolethimbeoutoftheirsight.
Whenhewasfiveyearsoldsomemountebankspassedthroughthecountryandsetuptheirtentinthetownhallsquare.
Jean,whohadseenthempassby,madehisescapefromthehouse,andafterhisfatherhadmadealongsearchforhim,hefoundhimamongthelearnedgoatsandtrickdogs,utteringshoutsoflaughterandsittingonthekneesofanoldclown.
Threedayslater,justastheyweresittingdowntodinner,thewheelwrightandhiswifenoticedthattheirsonwasnotinthehouse.
Theylookedforhiminthegarden,andastheydidnotfindhim,hisfatherwentoutintotheroadandshoutedatthetopofhisvoice,"Jean!"
Nightcameon.Abrownvaporarosemakingdistantobjectslookstillfartherawayandgivingthemadismal,weirdappearance.Threetallpines,closeathand,seemedtobeweeping.Stilltherewasnoreply,buttheairappearedtobefullofindistinctsighing.Thefatherlistenedforsometime,thinkingheheardasoundfirstinonedirection,theninanother,and,almostbesidehimself,heran,outintothenight,callingincessantly"Jean!Jean!"
Heranalongthusuntildaybreak,fillingthe,darknesswithhisshouts,terrifyingstrayanimals,tornbyaterribleanguishandfearingthathewaslosinghismind.Hiswife,seatedonthestonestepoftheirhome,sobbeduntilmorning.
Theydidnotfindtheirson.Theybothagedrapidlyintheirinconsolablesorrow.Finallytheysoldtheirhouseandsetouttosearchtogether.
Theyinquiredoftheshepherdsonthehillsides,ofthetradesmenpassingby,ofthepeasantsinthevillagesandoftheauthoritiesinthetowns.
Buttheirboyhadbeenlostalongtimeandnooneknewanythingabouthim.Hehadprobablyforgottenhisownnamebythistimeandalsothenameofhisvillage,andhisparentsweptinsilence,havinglosthope.
Beforelongtheirmoneycametoanend,andtheyworkedoutbythedayinthefarmsandinns,doingthemostmenialwork,eatingwhatwasleftfromthetables,sleepingonthegroundandsufferingfromcold.Thenastheybecameenfeebledbyhardworknoonewouldemploythemanylonger,andtheywereforcedtobegalongthehighroads.Theyaccostedpassers—byinanentreatingvoiceandwithsad,discouragedfaces;theybeggedamorselofbreadfromtheharvesterswhowerediningaroundatreeinthefieldsatnoon,andtheyateinsilenceseatedontheedgeofaditch.
Aninnkeepertowhomtheytoldtheirstorysaidtothemoneday:
"Iknowsomeonewhohadlosttheirdaughter,andtheyfoundherinParis."
TheyatoncesetoutforParis.
Whentheyenteredthegreatcitytheywerebewilderedbyitssizeandbythecrowdsthattheysaw.ButtheyknewthatJeanmustbeinthemidstofallthesepeople,thoughtheydidnotknowhowtosetaboutlookingforhim.Thentheyfearedthattheymightnotrecognizehim,forhewasonlyfiveyearsoldwhentheylastsawhim.
Theyvisitedeveryplace,wentthroughallthestreets,stoppingwhenevertheysawagroupofpeople,hopingforsomeprovidentialmeeting,someextraordinaryluck,somecompassionatefate.
Theyfrequentlywalkedathaphazardstraightahead,leaningoneagainsttheother,lookingsosadandpoverty—strickenthatpeoplewouldgivethemalmswithouttheirasking.
TheyspenteverySundayatthedoorsofthechurches,watchingthecrowdsenteringandleaving,tryingtodistinguishamongthefacesonethatmightbefamiliar.Severaltimestheythoughttheyrecognizedhim,butalwaysfoundtheyhadmadeamistake.
InthevestibuleofoneofthechurcheswhichtheyvisitedthemostfrequentlytherewasanolddispenserofholyWaterwhohadbecometheirfriend.Healsohadaverysadhistory,andtheirsympathyforhimhadestablishedabondofclosefriendshipbetweenthem.Itendedbythemallthreelivingtogetherinapoorlodgingonthetopfloorofalargehousesituatedatsomedistance,quiteontheoutskirtsofthecity,andthewheelwrightwouldsometimestakehisnewfriend’splaceatthechurchwhenthelatterwasill.
Wintercame,averyseverewinter.Thepoorholywatersprinklerdiedandtheparishpriestappointedthewheelwright,whosemisfortuneshadcometohisknowledge,toreplacehim.Hewenteverymorningandsatinthesameplace,onthesamechair,wearingawaytheoldstonepillarbycontinuallyleaningagainstit.HewouldgazesteadilyateverymanwhoenteredthechurchandlookedforwardtoSundaywithasmuchimpatienceasaschoolboy,foronthatdaythechurchwasfilledwithpeoplefrommorningtillnight.
Hebecameveryold,growingweakereachdayfromthedampnessofthechurch,andhishopeoozedawaygradually.
Henowknewbysightallthepeoplewhocametotheservices;heknewtheirhours,theirmanners,coulddistinguishtheirsteponthestonepavement.
Hisinterestshadbecomesocontractedthattheentranceofastrangerinthechurchwasforhimagreatevent.Onedaytwoladiescamein;onewasold,theotheryoung——amotheranddaughterprobably.Behindthemcameamanwhowasfollowingthem.Hebowedtothemastheycameout,andafterofferingthemsomeholywater,hetookthearmoftheelderlady.
"Thatmustbethefianceoftheyoungerone,"thoughtthewheelwright.
Anduntileveninghekepttryingtorecallwherehehadformerlyseenayoungmanwhoresembledthisone.Buttheonehewasthinkingofmustbeanoldmanbythistime,foritseemedasifhehadknownhimdownhomeinhisyouth.
Thesamemanfrequentlycameagaintowalkhomewiththeladies,andthisvague,distant,familiarresemblancewhichhecouldnotplaceworriedtheoldmansomuchthathemadehiswifecomewithhimtoseeifshecouldhelphisimpairedmemory.
Oneeveningasitwasgrowingduskthethreestrangersenteredtogether.
Whentheyhadpassedtheoldmansaid:
"Well,doyouknowhim?"
Hiswifeanxiouslytriedtoransackhermemory.Suddenlyshesaidinalowtone:
"Yes——yes——butheisdarker,taller,stouterandisdressedlikeagentleman,but,father,allthesame,itisyourfacewhenyouwereyoung!"
Theoldmanstartedviolently.
Itwastrue.Helookedlikehimselfandalsolikehisbrotherwhowasdead,andlikehisfather,whomherememberedwhilehewasyetyoung.
Theoldcoupleweresoaffectedthattheycouldnotspeak.Thethreepersonscameoutandwereabouttoleavethechurch.
Themantouchedhisfingertotheholywatersprinkler.Thentheoldman,whosehandwastremblingsothathewasfairlysprinklingthegroundwithholywater,exclaimed:
"Jean!"
Theyoungmanstoppedandlookedathim.
Herepeatedinalowertone:
"Jean!"
Thetwowomenlookedatthemwithoutunderstanding.
Hethensaidforthethirdtime,sobbingashedidso:
"Jean!"
Themanstoopeddown,withhisfaceclosetotheoldman’s,andasamemoryofhischildhooddawnedonhimhereplied:
"PapaPierre,MammaJeanne!"
Hehadforgotteneverything,hisfather’ssurnameandthenameofhisnativeplace,buthealwaysrememberedthosetwowordsthathehadsooftenrepeated:"PapaPierre,MammaJeanne."
Hesanktothefloor,hisfaceontheoldman’sknees,andhewept,kissingnowhisfatherandthenhismother,whiletheywerealmostbreathlessfromintensejoy.
Thetwoladiesalsowept,understandingastheydidthatsomegreathappinesshadcometopass.
Thentheyallwenttotheyoungman’shouseandhetoldthemhishistory.
Thecircuspeoplehadcarriedhimoff.Forthreeyearshetraveledwiththeminvariouscountries.Thenthetroupedisbanded,andonedayanoldladyinachateauhadpaidtohavehimstaywithherbecauseshelikedhisappearance.Ashewasintelligent,hewassenttoschool,thentocollege,andtheoldladyhavingnochildren,hadlefthimallhermoney.
He,forhispart,hadtriedtofindhisparents,butashecouldrememberonlythetwonames,"PapaPierre,MammaJeanne,"hehadbeenunabletodoso.Nowhewasabouttobemarried,andheintroducedhisfiancee,whowasverygoodandverypretty.
Whenthetwooldpeoplehadtoldtheirstoryintheirturnhekissedthemoncemore.Theysatupverylatethatnight,notdaringtoretirelestthehappinesstheyhadsolongsoughtshouldescapethemagainwhiletheywereasleep.
Butmisfortunehadlostitsholdonthemandtheywerehappyfortherestoftheirlives.
APARRICIDE
Thelawyerhadpresentedapleaofinsanity.Howcouldanyoneexplainthisstrangecrimeotherwise?
Onemorning,inthegrassnearChatou,twobodieshadbeenfound,amanandawoman,wellknown,rich,nolongeryoungandmarriedsincetheprecedingyear,thewomanhavingbeenawidowforthreeyearsbefore.
Theywerenotknowntohaveenemies;theyhadnotbeenrobbed.Theyseemedtohavebeenthrownfromtheroadsideintotheriver,afterhavingbeenstruck,oneaftertheother,withalongironspike.
Theinvestigationrevealednothing.Theboatmen,whohadbeenquestioned,knewnothing.Thematterwasabouttobegivenup,whenayoungcarpenterfromaneighboringvillage,GeorgesLouis,nicknamed"theBourgeois,"gavehimselfup.