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Noonehaseverlovedaswehaveloved。“
Itseemedtohimthattheircompleteunionandhappinessfilledtheroomwithringseddyingmoreandmorewidely。Hehadnowishintheworldleftunfulfilled。Theypossessedwhatcouldneverbetakenfromthem。
Hewasnotconsciousthatanyonehadcomeintotheroom,butlater,momentslater,orhourslaterperhaps,hefeltanarmbehindhim。
Thearmswereroundhim。Hedidnotwanttohavearmsroundhim,andthemysteriouswhisperingvoicesannoyedhim。HelaidRachel’shand,whichwasnowcold,uponthecounterpane,androsefromhischair,andwalkedacrosstothewindow。Thewindowswereuncurtained,andshowedthemoon,andalongsilverpathwayuponthesurfaceofthewaves。
“Why,“hesaid,inhisordinarytoneofvoice,“lookatthemoon。
There’sahaloroundthemoon。Weshallhaverainto-morrow。“
Thearms,whethertheywerethearmsofmanorofwoman,wereroundhimagain;theywerepushinghimgentlytowardsthedoor。Heturnedofhisownaccordandwalkedsteadilyinadvanceofthearms,consciousofalittleamusementatthestrangewayinwhichpeoplebehavedmerelybecausesomeonewasdead。Hewouldgoiftheywishedit,butnothingtheycoulddowoulddisturbhishappiness。
Ashesawthepassageoutsidetheroom,andthetablewiththecupsandtheplates,itsuddenlycameoverhimthatherewasaworldinwhichhewouldneverseeRachelagain。
“Rachel!Rachel!“heshrieked,tryingtorushbacktoher。
Buttheypreventedhim,andpushedhimdownthepassageandintoabedroomfarfromherroom。Downstairstheycouldhearthethudofhisfeetonthefloor,ashestruggledtobreakfree;andtwicetheyheardhimshout,“Rachel,Rachel!“
Fortwoorthreehourslongerthemoonpoureditslightthroughtheemptyair。Unbrokenbycloudsitfellstraightly,andlayalmostlikeachillwhitefrostovertheseaandtheearth。
Duringthesehoursthesilencewasnotbroken,andtheonlymovementwascausedbythemovementoftreesandbrancheswhichstirredslightly,andthentheshadowsthatlayacrossthewhitespacesofthelandmovedtoo。Inthisprofoundsilenceonesoundonlywasaudible,thesoundofaslightbutcontinuousbreathingwhichneverceased,althoughitneverroseandneverfell。Itcontinuedafterthebirdshadbeguntoflutterfrombranchtobranch,andcouldbeheardbehindthefirstthinnotesoftheirvoices。Itcontinuedallthroughthehourswhentheeastwhitened,andgrewred,andafaintbluetingedthesky,butwhenthesunroseitceased,andgaveplacetoothersounds。
Thefirstsoundsthatwereheardwerelittleinarticulatecries,thecries,itseemed,ofchildrenoroftheverypoor,ofpeoplewhowereveryweakorinpain。Butwhenthesunwasabovethehorizon,theairwhichhadbeenthinandpalegreweverymomentricherandwarmer,andthesoundsoflifebecamebolderandmorefullofcourageandauthority。Bydegreesthesmokebegantoascendinwaveringbreathsoverthehouses,andtheseslowlythickened,untiltheywereasroundandstraightascolumns,andinsteadofstrikinguponpalewhiteblinds,thesunshoneupondarkwindows,beyondwhichtherewasdepthandspace。
Thesunhadbeenupformanyhours,andthegreatdomeofairwaswarmedthroughandglitteringwiththingoldthreadsofsunlight,beforeanyonemovedinthehotel。Whiteandmassiveitstoodintheearlylight,halfasleepwithitsblindsdown。
Atabouthalf-pastnineMissAllancameveryslowlyintothehall,andwalkedveryslowlytothetablewherethemorningpaperswerelaid,butshedidnotputoutherhandtotakeone;shestoodstill,thinking,withherheadalittlesunkuponhershoulders。
Shelookedcuriouslyold,andfromthewayinwhichshestood,alittlehunchedtogetherandverymassive,youcouldseewhatshewouldbelikewhenshewasreallyold,howshewouldsitdayafterdayinherchairlookingplacidlyinfrontofher。
Otherpeoplebegantocomeintotheroom,andtopassher,butshedidnotspeaktoanyofthemorevenlookatthem,andatlast,asifitwerenecessarytodosomething,shesatdowninachair,andlookedquietlyandfixedlyinfrontofher。Shefeltveryoldthismorning,anduselesstoo,asifherlifehadbeenafailure,asifithadbeenhardandlaborioustonopurpose。
Shedidnotwanttogoonliving,andyetsheknewthatshewould。
Shewassostrongthatshewouldlivetobeaveryoldwoman。
Shewouldprobablylivetobeeighty,andasshewasnowfifty,thatleftthirtyyearsmoreforhertolive。Sheturnedherhandsoverandover