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thirteen,fourteen,andsoonuntiltheyreachthetwenties,andthenthethirties,andthentheforties。Sherealisedthatthereisnothingtopreventnightsfromdoingthisiftheychoose。
Atagreatdistanceanelderlywomansatwithherheadbentdown;
Rachelraisedherselfslightlyandsawwithdismaythatshewasplayingcardsbythelightofacandlewhichstoodinthehollowofanewspaper。
Thesighthadsomethinginexplicablysinisteraboutit,andshewasterrifiedandcriedout,uponwhichthewomanlaiddownhercardsandcameacrosstheroom,shadingthecandlewithherhands。
Comingnearerandneareracrossthegreatspaceoftheroom,shestoodatlastaboveRachel’sheadandsaid,“Notasleep?
Letmemakeyoucomfortable。“
Sheputdownthecandleandbegantoarrangethebedclothes。
ItstruckRachelthatawomanwhosatplayingcardsinacavernallnightlongwouldhaveverycoldhands,andsheshrunkfromthetouchofthem。
“Why,there’satoeallthewaydownthere!“thewomansaid,proceedingtotuckinthebedclothes。Racheldidnotrealisethatthetoewashers。
“Youmusttryandliestill,“sheproceeded,“becauseifyouliestillyouwillbelesshot,andifyoutossaboutyouwillmakeyourselfmorehot,andwedon’twantyoutobeanyhotterthanyouare。“
ShestoodlookingdownuponRachelforanenormouslengthoftime。
“Andthequieteryouliethesooneryouwillbewell,“sherepeated。
Rachelkepthereyesfixeduponthepeakedshadowontheceiling,andallherenergywasconcentrateduponthedesirethatthisshadowshouldmove。Buttheshadowandthewomanseemedtobeeternallyfixedaboveher。Sheshuthereyes。Whensheopenedthemagainseveralmorehourshadpassed,butthenightstilllastedinterminably。
Thewomanwasstillplayingcards,onlyshesatnowinatunnelunderariver,andthelightstoodinalittlearchwayinthewallaboveher。Shecried“Terence!“andthepeakedshadowagainmovedacrosstheceiling,asthewomanwithanenormousslowmovementrose,andtheybothstoodstillaboveher。
“It’sjustasdifficulttokeepyouinbedasitwastokeepMr。Forrestinbed,“thewomansaid,“andhewassuchatallgentleman。“
InordertogetridofthisterriblestationarysightRachelagainshuthereyes,andfoundherselfwalkingthroughatunnelundertheThames,wheretherewerelittledeformedwomensittinginarchwaysplayingcards,whilethebricksofwhichthewallwasmadeoozedwithdamp,whichcollectedintodropsandsliddownthewall。
ButthelittleoldwomenbecameHelenandNurseMcInnisafteratime,standinginthewindowtogetherwhispering,whisperingincessantly。
Meanwhileoutsideherroomthesounds,themovements,andthelivesoftheotherpeopleinthehousewentonintheordinarylightofthesun,throughouttheusualsuccessionofhours。When,onthefirstdayofherillness,itbecameclearthatshewouldnotbeabsolutelywell,forhertemperaturewasveryhigh,untilFriday,thatdaybeingTuesday,Terencewasfilledwithresentment,notagainsther,butagainsttheforceoutsidethemwhichwasseparatingthem。
Hecountedupthenumberofdaysthatwouldalmostcertainlybespoiltforthem。Herealised,withanoddmixtureofpleasureandannoyance,that,forthefirsttimeinhislife,hewassodependentuponanotherpersonthathishappinesswasinherkeeping。
Thedayswerecompletelywastedupontrifling,immaterialthings,forafterthreeweeksofsuchintimacyandintensityalltheusualoccupationswereunbearablyflatandbesidethepoint。TheleastintolerableoccupationwastotalktoSt。JohnaboutRachel’sillness,andtodiscusseverysymptomanditsmeaning,and,whenthissubjectwasexhausted,todiscussillnessofallkinds,andwhatcausedthem,andwhatcuredthem。
TwiceeverydayhewentintositwithRachel,andtwiceeverydaythesamethinghappened。Ongoingintoherroom,whichwasnotverydark,wherethemusicwaslyingaboutasusual,andherbooksandletters,hisspiritsroseinstantly。Whenhesawherhef