The Voyage Out

第27章

“Howsillythepooroldlightslook!“saidEvelynM。inacuriouslysubduedtoneofvoice。“Andourselves;itisn’tbecoming。“

Itwastrue;theuntidyhair,andthegreenandyellowgems,whichhadseemedsofestivehalfanhourago,nowlookedcheapandslovenly。

Thecomplexionsoftheelderladiessufferedterribly,and,asifconsciousthatacoldeyehadbeenturneduponthem,theybegantosaygood-nightandtomaketheirwayuptobed。

Rachel,thoughrobbedofheraudience,hadgoneonplayingtoherself。

FromJohnPeelshepassedtoBach,whowasatthistimethesubjectofherintenseenthusiasm,andonebyonesomeoftheyoungerdancerscameinfromthegardenandsatuponthedesertedgiltchairsroundthepiano,theroombeingnowsoclearthattheyturnedoutthelights。

Astheysatandlistened,theirnerveswerequieted;theheatandsorenessoftheirlips,theresultofincessanttalkingandlaughing,wassmoothedaway。Theysatverystillasiftheysawabuildingwithspacesandcolumnssucceedingeachotherrisingintheemptyspace。

Thentheybegantoseethemselvesandtheirlives,andthewholeofhumanlifeadvancingverynoblyunderthedirectionofthemusic。

Theyfeltthemselvesennobled,andwhenRachelstoppedplayingtheydesirednothingbutsleep。

Susanrose。“Ithinkthishasbeenthehappiestnightofmylife!“

sheexclaimed。“Idoadoremusic,“shesaid,asshethankedRachel。

“Itjustseemstosayallthethingsonecan’tsayoneself。“

Shegaveanervouslittlelaughandlookedfromonetoanotherwithgreatbenignity,asthoughshewouldliketosaysomethingbutcouldnotfindthewordsinwhichtoexpressit。“Everyone’sbeensokind——

soverykind,“shesaid。Thenshetoowenttobed。

Thepartyhavingendedintheveryabruptwayinwhichpartiesdoend,HelenandRachelstoodbythedoorwiththeircloakson,lookingforacarriage。

“Isupposeyourealisethattherearenocarriagesleft?“

saidSt。John,whohadbeenouttolook。“Youmustsleephere。“

“Oh,no,“saidHelen;“weshallwalk。“

“Maywecometoo?“Hewetasked。“Wecan’tgotobed。Imaginelyingamongbolstersandlookingatone’swashstandonamorninglikethis——

Isthatwhereyoulive?“Theyhadbeguntowalkdowntheavenue,andheturnedandpointedatthewhiteandgreenvillaonthehillside,whichseemedtohaveitseyesshut。

“That’snotalightburning,isit?“Helenaskedanxiously。

“It’sthesun,“saidSt。John。Theupperwindowshadeachaspotofgoldonthem。

“Iwasafraiditwasmyhusband,stillreadingGreek,“shesaid。

“Allthistimehe’sbeenediting_Pindar_。“

Theypassedthroughthetownandturnedupthesteeproad,whichwasperfectlyclear,thoughstillunborderedbyshadows。

Partlybecausetheyweretired,andpartlybecausetheearlylightsubduedthem,theyscarcelyspoke,butbreathedinthedeliciousfreshair,whichseemedtobelongtoadifferentstateoflifefromtheairatmidday。Whentheycametothehighyellowwall,wherethelaneturnedofffromtheroad,Helenwasfordismissingthetwoyoungmen。

“You’vecomefarenough,“shesaid。“Gobacktobed。“

Buttheyseemedunwillingtomove。

“Let’ssitdownamoment,“saidHewet。Hespreadhiscoatontheground。“Let’ssitdownandconsider。“Theysatdownandlookedoutoverthebay;itwasverystill,theseawasripplingfaintly,andlinesofgreenandbluewerebeginningtostripeit。Therewerenosailingboatsasyet,butasteamerwasanchoredinthebay,lookingveryghostlyinthemist;itgaveoneunearthlycry,andthenallwassilent。

Racheloccupiedherselfincollectingonegreystoneafteranotherandbuildingthemintoalittlecairn;shediditveryquietlyandcarefully。

“Andsoyou’vechangedyourviewoflife,Rachel?“saidHelen。

Racheladdedanotherstoneandyawned。“Idon’tremember,“shesaid,“Ifeellikeafishatthebottomofthesea。“Sheyawnedagain。

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