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Whatwouldyoudoifyoulikedtwopeople,bothofthemtremendously,andyoucouldn’ttellwhichmost?“
“Ishouldgoonlikingthem——Ishouldwaitandsee。Whynot?“
“Butonehastomakeupone’smind,“saidEvelyn。“Orareyouoneofthepeoplewhodoesn’tbelieveinmarriagesandallthat?
Lookhere——thisisn’tfair,Idoallthetelling,andyoutellnothing。
Perhapsyou’rethesameasyourfriend“——shelookedathimsuspiciously;
“perhapsyoudon’tlikeme?“
“Idon’tknowyou,“saidHewet。
“IknowwhenIlikeapersondirectlyIseethem!IknewIlikedyoutheveryfirstnightatdinner。Ohdear,“shecontinuedimpatiently,“whatalotofbotherwouldbesavedifonlypeoplewouldsaythethingstheythinkstraightout!I’mmadelikethat。Ican’thelpit。“
“Butdon’tyoufinditleadstodifficulties?“Hewetasked。
“That’smen’sfault,“sheanswered。“Theyalwaysdragitin-love,Imean。“
“Andsoyou’vegoneonhavingoneproposalafteranother,“
saidHewet。
“Idon’tsupposeI’vehadmoreproposalsthanmostwomen,“
saidEvelyn,butshespokewithoutconviction。
“Five,six,ten?“Hewetventured。
Evelynseemedtointimatethatperhapstenwastherightfigure,butthatitreallywasnotahighone。
“Ibelieveyou’rethinkingmeaheartlessflirt,“sheprotested。
“ButIdon’tcareifyouare。Idon’tcarewhatanyonethinksofme。
Justbecauseone’sinterestedandlikestobefriendswithmen,andtalktothemasonetalkstowomen,one’scalledaflirt。“
“ButMissMurgatroyd——“
“Iwishyou’dcallmeEvelyn,“sheinterrupted。
“Aftertenproposalsdoyouhonestlythinkthatmenarethesameaswomen?“
“Honestly,honestly,——howIhatethatword!It’salwaysusedbyprigs,“
criedEvelyn。“HonestlyIthinktheyoughttobe。That’swhat’ssodisappointing。Everytimeonethinksit’snotgoingtohappen,andeverytimeitdoes。“
“ThepursuitofFriendship,“saidHewet。“Thetitleofacomedy。“
“You’rehorrid,“shecried。“Youdon’tcareabitreally。
YoumightbeMr。Hirst。“
“Well,“saidHewet,“let’sconsider。Letusconsider——“Hepaused,becauseforthemomenthecouldnotrememberwhatitwasthattheyhadtoconsider。Hewasfarmoreinterestedinherthaninherstory,forasshewentonspeakinghisnumbnesshaddisappeared,andhewasconsciousofamixtureofliking,pity,anddistrust。
“You’vepromisedtomarrybothOliverandPerrott?“heconcluded。
“Notexactlypromised,“saidEvelyn。“Ican’tmakeupmymindwhichI
reallylikebest。OhhowIdetestmodernlife!“sheflungoff。
“ItmusthavebeensomucheasierfortheElizabethans!IthoughttheotherdayonthatmountainhowI’dhavelikedtobeoneofthosecolonists,tocutdowntreesandmakelawsandallthat,insteadoffoolingaboutwithallthesepeoplewhothinkone’sjustaprettyyounglady。ThoughI’mnot。Ireallymight_do_something。“
Shereflectedinsilenceforaminute。Thenshesaid:
“I’mafraidrightdowninmyheartthatAlfredPerrot_won’t_do。
He’snotstrong,ishe?“
“Perhapshecouldn’tcutdownatree,“saidHewet。“Haveyounevercaredforanybody?“heasked。
“I’vecaredforheapsofpeople,butnottomarrythem,“shesaid。
“IsupposeI’mtoofastidious。AllmylifeI’vewantedsomebodyI
couldlookupto,somebodygreatandbigandsplendid。Mostmenaresosmall。“
“Whatd’youmeanbysplendid?“Hewetasked。“Peopleare——
nothingmore。“
Evelynwaspuzzled。
“Wedon’tcareforpeoplebecauseoftheirqualities,“
hetriedtoexplain。“It’sjustthemthatwecarefor,“——
hestruckamatch——“justthat,“hesaid,pointingtotheflames。
“Iseewhatyoumean,“shesaid,“butIdon’tagree。IdoknowwhyIcareforpeople,andIthinkI’mhardlyeverwrong。Iseeatoncewhatthey’vegotinthem。NowIthinkyoumustberathersplendid;
butnotMr。Hirst。“
Hewletshookhishead。
“He’snotnearlysounselfish,orsosympatheti