The Voyage Out

第35章

Therewerealsooneortwoportraitsoffathersandgrandmothers,andanengravingofJohnStuartMill,afterthepicturebyWatts。

Itwasaroomwithoutdefinitecharacter,beingneithertypicallyandopenlyhideous,norstrenuouslyartistic,norreallycomfortable。

Rachelrousedherselffromthecontemplationofthisfamiliarpicture。

“Butthisisn’tveryinterestingforyou,“shesaid,lookingup。

“GoodLord!“Hewetexclaimed。“I’veneverbeensomuchinterestedinmylife。“ShethenrealisedthatwhileshehadbeenthinkingofRichmond,hiseyeshadneverleftherface。Theknowledgeofthisexcitedher。

“Goon,pleasegoon,“heurged。“Let’simagineit’saWednesday。

You’reallatluncheon。Yousitthere,andAuntLucythere,andAuntClarahere“;hearrangedthreepebblesonthegrassbetweenthem。

“AuntClaracarvestheneckoflamb,“Rachelcontinued。

Shefixedhergazeuponthepebbles。“There’saveryuglyyellowchinastandinfrontofme,calledadumbwaiter,onwhicharethreedishes,oneforbiscuits,oneforbutter,andoneforcheese。

There’sapotofferns。Thenthere’sBlanchethemaid,whosnufflesbecauseofhernose。Wetalk——ohyes,it’sAuntLucy’safternoonatWalworth,sowe’reratherquickoverluncheon。Shegoesoff。

Shehasapurplebag,andablacknotebook。AuntClarahaswhattheycallaG。F。S。meetinginthedrawing-roomonWednesday,soItakethedogsout。IgoupRichmondHill,alongtheterrace,intothepark。It’sthe18thofApril——thesamedayasitishere。

It’sspringinEngland。Thegroundisratherdamp。However,Icrosstheroadandgetontothegrassandwewalkalong,andIsingasIalwaysdowhenI’malone,untilwecometotheopenplacewhereyoucanseethewholeofLondonbeneathyouonaclearday。

HampsteadChurchspirethere,WestminsterCathedraloverthere,andfactorychimneysabouthere。There’sgenerallyahazeoverthelowpartsofLondon;butit’softenblueovertheparkwhenLondon’sinamist。It’stheopenplacethattheballoonscrossgoingovertoHurlingham。They’repaleyellow。Well,then,itsmellsverygood,particularlyiftheyhappentobeburningwoodinthekeeper’slodgewhichisthere。Icouldtellyounowhowtogetfromplacetoplace,andexactlywhattreesyou’dpass,andwhereyou’dcrosstheroads。

Yousee,IplayedtherewhenIwassmall。Springisgood,butit’sbestintheautumnwhenthedeerarebarking;thenitgetsdusky,andIgobackthroughthestreets,andyoucan’tseepeopleproperly;

theycomepastveryquick,youjustseetheirfacesandthenthey’regone——that’swhatIlike——andnooneknowsintheleastwhatyou’redoing——“

“Butyouhavetobebackfortea,Isuppose?“Hewetcheckedher。

“Tea?Ohyes。Fiveo’clock。ThenIsaywhatI’vedone,andmyauntssaywhatthey’vedone,andperhapssomeonecomesin:

Mrs。Hunt,let’ssuppose。She’sanoldladywithalameleg。

Shehasorsheoncehadeightchildren;soweaskafterthem。

They’reallovertheworld;soweaskwheretheyare,andsometimesthey’reill,orthey’restationedinacholeradistrict,orinsomeplacewhereitonlyrainsonceinfivemonths。Mrs。Hunt,“

shesaidwithasmile,“hadasonwhowashuggedtodeathbyabear。“

HereshestoppedandlookedatHewettoseewhetherhewasamusedbythesamethingsthatamusedher。Shewasreassured。Butshethoughtitnecessarytoapologiseagain;shehadbeentalkingtoomuch。

“Youcan’tconceivehowitinterestsme,“hesaid。

Indeed,hiscigarettehadgoneout,andhehadtolightanother。

“Whydoesitinterestyou?“sheasked。

“Partlybecauseyou’reawoman,“hereplied。Whenhesaidthis,Rachel,whohadbecomeobliviousofanything,andhadrevertedtoachildlikestateofinterestandpleasure,lostherfreedomandbecameself-conscious。Shefeltherselfatoncesingularandunderobservation,asshefeltwithSt。JohnHirst。Shewasabouttolaunchintoanargumentwhichwouldhavemadethembothfeelbitterlyagainsteachother,andtodefinesensationswhichhadnosuchimportanceaswordswerebo

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