The Voyage Out

第22章

Thetwopartieswhowerestrollingaboutandlosingtheirunitynowcametogether,andjoinedeachotherinalongstareovertheyellowandgreenpatchesoftheheatedlandscapebelow。

Thehotairdancedacrossit,makingitimpossibletoseetheroofsofavillageontheplaindistinctly。Evenonthetopofthemountainwhereabreezeplayedlightly,itwasveryhot,andtheheat,thefood,theimmensespace,andperhapssomelesswell-definedcauseproducedacomfortabledrowsinessandasenseofhappyrelaxationinthem。

Theydidnotsaymuch,butfeltnoconstraintinbeingsilent。

“Supposewegoandseewhat’stobeseenoverthere?“saidArthurtoSusan,andthepairwalkedofftogether,theirdeparturecertainlysendingsomethrillofemotionthroughtherest。

“Anoddlot,aren’tthey?“saidArthur。“Ithoughtweshouldneverget’emalltothetop。ButI’mgladwecame,byJove!

Iwouldn’thavemissedthisforsomething。“

“Idon’t_like_Mr。Hirst,“saidSusaninconsequently。“Isupposehe’sveryclever,butwhyshouldcleverpeoplebeso——Iexpecthe’sawfullynice,really,“sheadded,instinctivelyqualifyingwhatmighthaveseemedanunkindremark。

“Hirst?Oh,he’soneoftheselearnedchaps,“saidArthurindifferently。

“Hedon’tlookasifheenjoyedit。YoushouldhearhimtalkingtoElliot。It’sasmuchasIcandotofollow’ematall……Iwasnevergoodatmybooks。“

Withthesesentencesandthepausesthatcamebetweenthemtheyreachedalittlehillock,onthetopofwhichgrewseveralslimtrees。

“D’youmindifwesitdownhere?“saidArthur,lookingabouthim。

“It’sjollyintheshade——andtheview——“Theysatdown,andlookedstraightaheadoftheminsilenceforsometime。

“ButIdoenvythosecleverchapssometimes,“Arthurremarked。

“Idon’tsupposetheyever……“Hedidnotfinishhissentence。

“Ican’tseewhyyoushouldenvythem,“saidSusan,withgreatsincerity。

“Oddthingshappentoone,“saidArthur。“Onegoesalongsmoothlyenough,onethingfollowinganother,andit’sallveryjollyandplainsailing,andyouthinkyouknowallaboutit,andsuddenlyonedoesn’tknowwhereoneisabit,andeverythingseemsdifferentfromwhatitusedtoseem。Nowto-day,comingupthatpath,ridingbehindyou,Iseemedtoseeeverythingasif——“hepausedandpluckedapieceofgrassupbytheroots。Hescatteredthelittlelumpsofearthwhichwerestickingtotheroots——“Asifithadakindofmeaning。

You’vemadethedifferencetome,“hejerkedout,“Idon’tseewhyIshouldn’ttellyou。I’vefeltiteversinceIknewyou……It’sbecauseIloveyou。“

EvenwhiletheyhadbeensayingcommonplacethingsSusanhadbeenconsciousoftheexcitementofintimacy,whichseemednotonlytolaybaresomethinginher,butinthetreesandthesky,andtheprogressofhisspeechwhichseemedinevitablewaspositivelypainfultoher,fornohumanbeinghadevercomesoclosetoherbefore。

Shewasstruckmotionlessashisspeechwenton,andherheartgavegreatseparateleapsatthelastwords。Shesatwithherfingerscurledroundastone,lookingstraightinfrontofherdownthemountainovertheplain。Sothen,ithadactuallyhappenedtoher,aproposalofmarriage。

Arthurlookedroundather;hisfacewasoddlytwisted。Shewasdrawingherbreathwithsuchdifficultythatshecouldhardlyanswer。

“Youmighthaveknown。“Heseizedherinhisarms;againandagainandagaintheyclaspedeachother,murmuringinarticulately。

“Well,“sighedArthur,sinkingbackontheground,“that’sthemostwonderfulthingthat’severhappenedtome。“Helookedasifheweretryingtoputthingsseeninadreambesiderealthings。

Therewasalongsilence。

“It’sthemostperfectthingintheworld,“Susanstated,verygentlyandwithgreatconviction。Itwasnolongermerelyaproposalofmarriage,butofmarriagewithArthur,withwhomshewasinlove。

Inthesilencethatfollowed,holdinghishandtightlyinhers,sheprayedtoGodthat

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