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Asifwashedbytheairhervoicesoundedmorespiritualandsofterthanusual。Voicesatalittledistanceansweredher,“Yes。“
Throughthedarknessshewaslookingatthemboth,andtryingtodistinguishhim。Whatwasthereforhertosay?Rachelhadpassedbeyondherguardianship。Avoicemightreachherears,butneveragainwoulditcarryasfarasithadcarriedtwenty-fourhoursago。
Nevertheless,speechseemedtobeduefromherbeforeshewenttobed。
Shewishedtospeak,butshefeltstrangelyoldanddepressed。
“D’yourealisewhatyou’redoing?“shedemanded。“She’syoung,you’rebothyoung;andmarriage——“Heresheceased。Theybeggedher,however,tocontinue,withsuchearnestnessintheirvoices,asiftheyonlycravedadvice,thatshewasledtoadd:
“Marriage!well,it’snoteasy。“
“That’swhatwewanttoknow,“theyanswered,andsheguessedthatnowtheywerelookingateachother。
“Itdependsonbothofyou,“shestated。HerfacewasturnedtowardsTerence,andalthoughhecouldhardlyseeher,hebelievedthatherwordsreallycoveredagenuinedesiretoknowmoreabouthim。
Heraisedhimselffromhissemi-recumbentpositionandproceededtotellherwhatshewantedtoknow。Hespokeaslightlyashecouldinordertotakeawayherdepression。
“I’mtwenty-seven,andI’veaboutsevenhundredayear,“hebegan。
“Mytemperisgoodonthewhole,andhealthexcellent,thoughHirstdetectsagoutytendency。Well,then,IthinkI’mveryintelligent。“
Hepausedasifforconfirmation。
Helenagreed。
“Though,unfortunately,ratherlazy。IintendtoallowRacheltobeafoolifshewantsto,and——Doyoufindmeonthewholesatisfactoryinotherrespects?“heaskedshyly。
“Yes,IlikewhatIknowofyou,“Helenreplied。
“Butthen——oneknowssolittle。“
“WeshallliveinLondon,“hecontinued,“and——“Withonevoicetheysuddenlyenquiredwhethershedidnotthinkthemthehappiestpeoplethatshehadeverknown。
“Hush,“shecheckedthem,“Mrs。Flushing,remember。She’sbehindus。“
Thentheyfellsilent,andTerenceandRachelfeltinstinctivelythattheirhappinesshadmadehersad,and,whiletheywereanxioustogoontalkingaboutthemselves,theydidnotliketo。
“We’vetalkedtoomuchaboutourselves,“Terencesaid。“Tellus——“
“Yes,tellus——“Rachelechoed。Theywerebothinthemoodtobelievethateveryonewascapableofsayingsomethingveryprofound。
“WhatcanItellyou?“Helenreflected,speakingmoretoherselfinaramblingstylethanasaprophetessdeliveringamessage。
Sheforcedherselftospeak。
“Afterall,thoughIscoldRachel,I’mnotmuchwisermyself。
I’molder,ofcourse,I’mhalf-waythrough,andyou’rejustbeginning。
It’spuzzling——sometimes,Ithink,disappointing;thegreatthingsaren’tasgreat,perhaps,asoneexpects——butit’sinteresting——
Oh,yes,you’recertaintofinditinteresting——Andsoitgoeson,“
theybecameconscioushereoftheprocessionofdarktreesintowhich,asfarastheycouldsee,Helenwasnowlooking,“andtherearepleasureswhereonedoesn’texpectthem(youmustwritetoyourfather),andyou’llbeveryhappy,I’venodoubt。ButImustgotobed,andifyouaresensibleyouwillfollowintenminutes,andso,“
sheroseandstoodbeforethem,almostfeaturelessandverylarge,“Good-night。“Shepassedbehindthecurtain。
Aftersittinginsilenceforthegreaterpartofthetenminutessheallowedthem,theyroseandhungovertherail。Beneaththemthesmoothblackwaterslippedawayveryfastandsilently。
Thesparkofacigarettevanishedbehindthem。“Abeautifulvoice,“
Terencemurmured。
Rachelassented。Helenhadabeautifulvoice。
Afterasilencesheasked,lookingupintothesky,“AreweonthedeckofasteameronariverinSouthAmerica?AmIRachel,areyouTerence?“
Thegreatblackworldlayroundthem。Astheyweredrawnsmoothlyalongitseemedpossessedofimmensethicknessandendurance。
Theycoulddiscernpointedtree-topsandbluntroundedtree-tops。
Raisingtheireyesabovethetrees,