The Voyage Out

第33章

UponwhichMrs。Flushingcriedoutwithdelight:

“She’smyfirstcousin!Goon——goon!“

WhenMrs。Flushingrosetogoshewasobviouslydelightedwithhernewacquaintances。Shemadethreeorfourdifferentplansformeetingorgoingonanexpedition,orshowingHelenthethingstheyhadbought,onherwaytothecarriage。Sheincludedthemallinavaguebutmagnificentinvitation。

AsHelenreturnedtothegardenagain,Ridley’swordsofwarningcameintoherhead,andshehesitatedamomentandlookedatRachelsittingbetweenHirstandHewet。Butshecoulddrawnoconclusions,forHewetwasstillreadingGibbonaloud,andRachel,foralltheexpressionshehad,mighthavebeenashell,andhiswordswaterrubbingagainstherears,aswaterrubsashellontheedgeofarock。

Hewet’svoicewasverypleasant。WhenhereachedtheendoftheperiodHewetstopped,andnoonevolunteeredanycriticism。

“Idoadorethearistocracy!“Hirstexclaimedafteramoment’spause。

“They’resoamazinglyunscrupulous。Noneofuswoulddaretobehaveasthatwomanbehaves。“

“WhatIlikeaboutthem,“saidHelenasshesatdown,“isthatthey’resowellputtogether。Naked,Mrs。Flushingwouldbesuperb。

Dressedasshedresses,it’sabsurd,ofcourse。“

“Yes,“saidHirst。Ashadeofdepressioncrossedhisface。

“I’veneverweighedmorethantenstoneinmylife,“hesaid,“whichisridiculous,consideringmyheight,andI’veactuallygonedowninweightsincewecamehere。Idaresaythataccountsfortherheumatism。“Againhejerkedhiswristbacksharply,sothatHelenmighthearthegrindingofthechalkstones。

Shecouldnothelpsmiling。

“It’snolaughingmatterforme,Iassureyou,“heprotested。

“Mymother’sachronicinvalid,andI’malwaysexpectingtobetoldthatI’vegotheartdiseasemyself。Rheumatismalwaysgoestotheheartintheend。“

“Forgoodness’sake,Hirst,“Hewetprotested;“onemightthinkyouwereanoldcrippleofeighty。Ifitcomestothat,Ihadanauntwhodiedofcancermyself,butIputaboldfaceonit——“

Heroseandbegantiltinghischairbackwardsandforwardsonitshindlegs。“Isanyonehereinclinedforawalk?“

hesaid。“There’samagnificentwalk,upbehindthehouse。

Youcomeoutontoacliffandlookrightdownintothesea。

Therocksareallred;youcanseethemthroughthewater。

TheotherdayIsawasightthatfairlytookmybreathaway——

abouttwentyjelly-fish,semi-transparent,pink,withlongstreamers,floatingonthetopofthewaves。“

“Suretheyweren’tmermaids?“saidHirst。“It’smuchtoohottoclimbuphill。“HelookedatHelen,whoshowednosignsofmoving。

“Yes,it’stoohot,“Helendecided。

Therewasashortsilence。

“I’dliketocome,“saidRachel。

“Butshemighthavesaidthatanyhow,“HelenthoughttoherselfasHewetandRachelwentawaytogether,andHelenwasleftalonewithSt。John,toSt。John’sobvioussatisfaction。

Hemayhavebeensatisfied,buthisusualdifficultyindecidingthatonesubjectwasmoredeservingofnoticethananotherpreventedhimfromspeakingforsometime。Hesatstaringintentlyattheheadofadeadmatch,whileHelenconsidered——soitseemedfromtheexpressionofhereyes——somethingnotcloselyconnectedwiththepresentmoment。

AtlastSt。Johnexclaimed,“Damn!Damneverything!Damneverybody!“

headded。“AtCambridgetherearepeopletotalkto。“

“AtCambridgetherearepeopletotalkto,“Helenechoedhim,rhythmicallyandabsent-mindedly。Thenshewokeup。“Bytheway,haveyousettledwhatyou’regoingtodo——isittobeCambridgeortheBar?“

Hepursedhislips,butmadenoimmediateanswer,forHelenwasstillslightlyinattentive。ShehadbeenthinkingaboutRachelandwhichofthetwoyoungmenshewaslikelytofallinlovewith,andnowsittingoppositetoHirstshethought,“He’sugly。

It’sapitythey’resougly。“

ShedidnotincludeHewetinthiscriticism;shewasthinkingoftheclever,honest,interestingyoungmensheknew,ofwhomHirstwasagoodexample,andwonderingwhetheritwasnecessarythatthoughtandscholarshipshouldthusmaltreattheirbodies,andshouldthuselevatetheirmindstoaveryhightowerfromwhichthehumanraceappearedtothemlikeratsandmicesquirmingonthef

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