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ButHirstdidnothelphim,andtheotherpeoplewiththeiraimlessmovementsandtheirunknownlivesweredisturbing,sothathelongedfortheemptydarkness。ThefirstthinghelookedforwhenhesteppedoutofthehalldoorwasthelightoftheAmbroses’villa。Whenhehaddefinitelydecidedthatacertainlightapartfromtheothershigherupthehillwastheirlight,hewasconsiderablyreassured。
Thereseemedtobeatoncealittlestabilityinallthisincoherence。
Withoutanydefiniteplaninhishead,hetooktheturningtotherightandwalkedthroughthetownandcametothewallbythemeetingoftheroads,wherehestopped。Theboomingoftheseawasaudible。
Thedark-bluemassofthemountainsroseagainstthepalerblueofthesky。Therewasnomoon,butmyriadsofstars,andlightswereanchoredupanddowninthedarkwavesofearthallroundhim。
Hehadmeanttogoback,butthesinglelightoftheAmbroses’
villahadnowbecomethreeseparatelights,andhewastemptedtogoon。
HemightaswellmakesurethatRachelwasstillthere。Walkingfast,hesoonstoodbytheirongateoftheirgarden,andpusheditopen;
theoutlineofthehousesuddenlyappearedsharplybeforehiseyes,andthethincolumnoftheverandahcuttingacrossthepalelylitgraveloftheterrace。Hehesitated。Atthebackofthehousesomeonewasrattlingcans。Heapproachedthefront;thelightontheterraceshowedhimthatthesitting-roomswereonthatside。
Hestoodasnearthelightashecouldbythecornerofthehouse,theleavesofacreeperbrushinghisface。Afteramomenthecouldhearavoice。Thevoicewentonsteadily;itwasnottalking,butfromthecontinuityofthesounditwasavoicereadingaloud。
Hecreptalittlecloser;hecrumpledtheleavestogethersoastostoptheirrustlingabouthisears。ItmightbeRachel’svoice。
Helefttheshadowandsteppedintotheradiusofthelight,andthenheardasentencespokenquitedistinctly。
“Andtherewelivedfromtheyear1860to1895,thehappiestyearsofmyparents’lives,andtherein1862mybrotherMauricewasborn,tothedelightofhisparents,ashewasdestinedtobethedelightofallwhoknewhim。“
Thevoicequickened,andthetonebecameconclusiverisingslightlyinpitch,asifthesewordswereattheendofthechapter。
Hewetdrewbackagainintotheshadow。Therewasalongsilence。
Hecouldjusthearchairsbeingmovedinside。Hehadalmostdecidedtogoback,whensuddenlytwofiguresappearedatthewindow,notsixfeetfromhim。
“ItwasMauriceFielding,ofcourse,thatyourmotherwasengagedto,“
saidHelen’svoice。Shespokereflectively,lookingoutintothedarkgarden,andthinkingevidentlyasmuchofthelookofthenightasofwhatshewassaying。
“Mother?“saidRachel。Hewet’sheartleapt,andhenoticedthefact。
Hervoice,thoughlow,wasfullofsurprise。
“Youdidn’tknowthat?“saidHelen。
“Ineverknewthere’dbeenanyoneelse,“saidRachel。Shewasclearlysurprised,butalltheysaidwassaidlowandinexpressively,becausetheywerespeakingoutintothecooldarknight。
“MorepeoplewereinlovewithherthanwithanyoneI’veeverknown,“
Helenstated。Shehadthatpower——sheenjoyedthings。Shewasn’tbeautiful,but——Iwasthinkingofherlastnightatthedance。
Shegotonwitheverykindofperson,andthenshemadeitallsoamazingly——funny。“
ItappearedthatHelenwasgoingbackintothepast,choosingherwordsdeliberately,comparingTheresawiththepeopleshehadknownsinceTheresadied。
“Idon’tknowhowshedidit,“shecontinued,andceased,andtherewasalongpause,inwhichalittleowlcalledfirsthere,thenthere,asitmovedfromtreetotreeinthegarden。
“That’ssolikeAuntLucyandAuntKatie,“saidRachelatlast。
“Theyalwaysmakeoutthatshewasverysadandverygood。“
“Thenwhy,forgoodness’sake,didtheydonothingbutcriticizeherwhenshewasalive?“saidHelen。Verygentletheirvoicessounded,asiftheyfellthroughthewavesofthesea。
“IfIweretodieto-morrow……“shebegan。
ThebrokensentenceshadanextraordinarybeautyanddetachmentinHewet’sears,andak