Men, Women and Ghosts

第17章

hispliancyofdispositionratherthanhisresistancethatwemust

contendwith,andIgotoactuponit。

Itheninstructedthedukewithwhathadpassedbetweenmeand

theprincedeSoubise。

WhenIhaddone,thedukereplied:

“ExpectnothingfromtheprincedeSoubise:hewillspeak,no

doubt;buthow?

Inajesting,laughingway。

If,however,you

thinkhecanatallserveyou,givehimallyourconfidence。“

“No,no,never,“Irepliedwithquickness;“itisnotathingtobe

donelightly;wedonotselectaconfidant,counsellor,orfriend,

atrandom。

Doyounotknowthis,M。leduc?

Itisrequisitethat

theheartoftheonewhospeaksshouldreposeitselfontheheart

ofthefriendwholistens。

IrepeattoyouthatIhavenofeelingof

confidencetowardsM。deSoubise。

Infact,“Iaddedwithvisible

andtroubledemotion,“mychoiceismade,andyouhavetoomuch

heroismtowishtocombatit。“

Attheseflatteringwordsthedukeprecipitatedhimselfatmyfeet,

andsworetosupportmycausewithallhispowerandinterest。

I

repliedthatIfullyreliedonhisdevotionandprudence。

Comte

Jeanentered,anditwasagreedbetweenusthreethatIshouldsay

nomoretothekingofmypresentationbeforetheducd’Aiguillon

hadspokentohimofit;thatIshouldcontentmyselfwith

complainingwithoutpeevishness,andthatweshouldleavethe

openingmeasuretotheprincedeSoubise,andlethimbreakthe

icetohismajesty。

TheprincedeSoubisebehavedexactlyasthedukehadtoldme:he

cametomethenextmorningwithamysteriousair,whichalready

informedmeofallhehadtosay。

Hesaidthathehadvainly

tormentedtheking;thathismajestywishedthingstoremainjust

astheywere,anddesiredthatuntilaneworderofthingsnothing

shouldbealtered。

“Iamsorryforit,monsieurlemarechal,“Ireplied。

“WhilstIam

inthisprecarioussituation,whilstIremaininacornerofthe

stageasaconfidanteoftragedy,Icandonothingformyfriends,

particularlyforyou,monsieurlemarechal。“

“Onthecontrary,madame,“hereplied,“thekingwillbemore

disposedtolistentoyouwhilsthewillsupposethatyour

influenceisunknown。“

“Oh,“criedIwithafeelingofanger,“yougentlemencourtiers

thinkofnothingbutpolitics。

Asforme,whoamawoman,Ihave

othermattersforconsideration:Imusthavehonors,title,rank。

Myself-lovesufferscruellywhenIseemyselfimmolatedbythe

fearwhichtheladiesdeGrammontandthreeorfourotherintriguers

oftheirpartyareabletoexcite。“

Theprincewassomewhatstartledatthefreedomoflanguage

whichIusedtowardsladiesinsuchcreditatcourt:hebeggedme

tomoderatemyfeelings,andbelessmovedandexcited。

Bythis

theprincedeSoubiselosttheesteemwhichImighthaveaccorded

him,andthesecondplaceinmycounsels,whichImighthave

givenhim。

Itoldtheduke,whocametoseemethemomentafterwards,ofthe

failureoftheprince’sattempt。

Hetoldmethathehadnothoped

forabetterresult。

Hewenttotheking,flatteringhimselfwith

hopesofbettersuccess,butdidnotfindhim。

ThedaughtersofLouisXVhadunitedagainstmewithafury

whichnothingcouldjustify。

Theywereincessantlytalking

scandalofmypastlife,asiftherewereonlysaintsatcourt,as

iftheyhadnopranksoftheirowntoreproachthemselveswith。

Allthechateauknewoftheirlovers,andtherewas

evidenceofthetendernessofmadameAdelaide:asformadame

Louiseshewasanangeluponearth,andwastheonlyonewho

didnotjoininthecryagainstme。

Ontheotherhand,theking,

whilsthehadbutlittleloveforhisdeardaughters,preserved

towardsthemacomplaisanceandexternalappearanceofkindness

whichwasasubstituteforparentallove。

When

criedout,hestoppedhisearswithhistwohands,andseemed,

whilstlookingproudlyatFrance,tosay,“AmnotIagoodfather,

andarenotmydaughtersveryhappy,forIletthemcryoutwith

alltheirmight?“

Thenextdaytheducd’Aiguillonwentagaintotheking,andfound

himbewilderedwithfamilyscenesandthemurmuringsofthe

Choiseuls。

Whenmyambassadorhaddeliveredhismessage,the

kingaskedhimifhe,aswellastheprincedeSoubise,hadbeen

setuponhishaunchesbyme。

Theduke,nothingintimidatedatthis,toldthekingthatfarfrom

havingwishedthatheshouldbemyinterpreter,Ihadrequested

himnottoalludetothematter。

“Why,then,“saidLouisXVlaughing,“doyounotfollowthe

adviceofthecomtesse?“

“BecauseIentertainasincereattachmentforher,andthatIam

vexedtohearitsaidthattherearepersonswholeadyourmajesty。“

“Whoaretheinsolentsthatholdsuchlanguage?“

“Theysurroundyou,sire。

Thereisnotafemaleherebutaffirms

thatyoudarenotdecideonthepresentationofthecomtesse。“

“Ialoneammaster,andwillletthemknowitwhentheopportunity

arrives;butthepresentmomentisnotfitting。

Thecomtesseknows

howwellIloveher;andifshewillproveherfriendshiptowards

me,shewillremainquietforsometime。“

Thedukethoughtitbesttobesilent,andcametome。

After

relatingtheconversation,headded,“Donotappearatalldejected;

thekingwouldnotthenvisityoulestheshouldfindyououtof

temper。

WereIyouIshouldwritetohim;awordofpeacewould

sethimatease。“

Iapprovedthisadvice,andinstantlypennedthefollowingletter:——

Sire-Theytellmethatyourmajestyhasbeentormented

onmyaccount。

ItisatreasonofwhichIalonecould

believemyselfcapable。

ButwhyshouldIcomplain?

You

havedonesomuchformethatIoughttoesteemmyself

happy:youraugustfriendshipconsolesmethro’allmy

annoyances。

BeassuredthathenceforthIshallpoutno

more;Iwillbethebestsheepintheworld,relyingon

myshepherdfornothavingmyfleececuttooclosely;

forafterallIthinkIamthepettedewe,etc。“

Ashorttimeafterwardsapagebroughtmeasplendidboxof

withapairofrubyear-ringssurroundedwithdiamonds,andthis

shortbillet:——

“Yes,assuredlyyouaremypetewe,andalwaysshall

be。

Theshepherdhasastrongcrookwithwhichhe

willdriveawaythosewhowouldinjureyou。

Relyon

yourshepherdforthecareofyourtranquillity,and

thepeaceofyourfuturelife。“

Intheeveningthekingvisitedme。

Hewasembarrassed,butIset

himateasebyshowinghimalaughingcountenance,talkingonly

ofhispresent,whichIhadinmyears,andshakingmyheadabout

tokeepthedropsinmotion,whichsparkledwithgreatbrilliancy。

Hewaspleasedatthis,anddidnotleavemealltheevening。

In

themorningwewerethebestfriendsintheworld。

Somedayselapsed,whencomteJeancametome,bringingtwo

infamousarticleswhichhadappearedinthe“,“

andweredirectedagainstme。

Theywereatrociousanddeeply

chagrinedme:Iplacedthemonthemantel-piece,whereallwho

cameincouldseethem。

TheducdeDurasreadthem,andsaid,

“Concealtheseatrocitiesfromtheking。“

“No,“wasmyreply,“Iwishhimtoreadthem,thathemayknow

howhisaffectionsarerespected,andhowthepoliceofParisare

employedindoingtheirdutytothethrone。“

TheselastwordsannoyedM。deDuras,betweenwhomandM。de

Sartinestherewasaconnection:thedukewasindebtedtothe

lieutenant-generalofpoliceforthespecialsurveillancewhichhe

keptoverayounggirlofwhomhe,theducdeDuras,wasfoolishly

enamoured。

TremblingforhisM。deSartines,he

wrotetohiminhaste,buthadnotcourageortalentenoughto

undertakethedefenceoftheguiltyperson。

Thekingcameasusual;hisgeneralstationwasatthechimney-piece,

whereheamusedhimselfwithlookingatthebaublesthatornamented

it。

The““fellinhisway。

Hereadthem

once,thenagain;then,withoututteringaword,threwtheminto

thefire。

Iobservedhim,andsawthathewasfullofemotion

whichhesoughttoconceal,buttheangerburstforthsoon。

The

princedeSoubise,whosuppedwithusthatevening,askedtheduc

deDurasifhehadreadthe““

“No,“wasthereply;“Iseldomreadsuchnonsense。“

“Andyouarequiteright,“saidtheking。

“Thereisatpresenta

mostinconceivablemaniaforwriting。

Whatistheuse,Iaskyou,

gentlemen,ofthisdelugeofbooksandpamphletswithwhich

Franceisinundated?

Theyonlycontainthespiritofrebellion:

thefreedomofwritingoughtnottobegiventoeverybody。

Thereshouldbeinawell-regulatedstatesevenoreightwriters,

notmore;andtheseundertheinspectionofgovernment。

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