WALDEN

第45章

amconcernedtotracetheeffectsofmyallegiance。Infact,I

quietlydeclarewarwiththeState,aftermyfashion,thoughIwillstillmakewhatuseandgetwhatadvantageofherIcan,asisusualinsuchcases。

Ifotherspaythetaxwhichisdemandedofme,fromasympathywiththeState,theydobutwhattheyhavealreadydoneintheirowncase,orrathertheyabetinjusticetoagreaterextentthantheStaterequires。Iftheypaythetaxfromamistakeninterestintheindividualtaxed,tosavehisproperty,orpreventhisgoingtojail,itisbecausetheyhavenotconsideredwiselyhowfartheylettheirprivatefeelingsinterferewiththepublicgood。

This,then,ismypositionatpresent。Butonecannotbetoomuchonhisguardinsuchacase,lesthisactionbebiasedbyobstinacyoranundueregardfortheopinionsofmen。Lethimseethathedoesonlywhatbelongstohimselfandtothehour。

Ithinksometimes,Why,thispeoplemeanwell;theyareonlyignorant;theywoulddobetteriftheyknewhow:whygiveyourneighborsthispaintotreatyouastheyarenotinclinedto?ButI

think,again,ThisisnoreasonwhyIshoulddoastheydo,orpermitotherstosuffermuchgreaterpainofadifferentkind。

Again,Isometimessaytomyself,Whenmanymillionsofmen,withoutheat,withoutill-will,withoutpersonalfeelingofanykind,demandofyouafewshillingsonly,withoutthepossibility,suchistheirconstitution,ofretractingoralteringtheirpresentdemand,andwithoutthepossibility,onyourside,ofappealtoanyothermillions,whyexposeyourselftothisoverwhelmingbruteforce?Youdonotresistcoldandhunger,thewindsandthewaves,thusobstinately;youquietlysubmittoathousandsimilarnecessities。

Youdonotputyourheadintothefire。ButjustinproportionasI

regardthisasnotwhollyabruteforce,butpartlyahumanforce,andconsiderthatIhaverelationstothosemillionsastosomanymillionsofmen,andnotofmerebruteorinanimatethings,Iseethatappealispossible,firstandinstantaneously,fromthemtotheMakerofthem,and,secondly,fromthemtothemselves。But,ifI

putmyheaddeliberatelyintothefire,thereisnoappealtofireortotheMakeroffire,andIhaveonlymyselftoblame。IfI

couldconvincemyselfthatIhaveanyrighttobesatisfiedwithmenastheyare,andtotreatthemaccordingly,andnotaccording,insomerespects,tomyrequisitionsandexpectationsofwhattheyandIoughttobe,then,likeagoodMussulmanandfatalist,Ishouldendeavortobesatisfiedwiththingsastheyare,andsayitisthewillofGod。And,aboveall,thereisthisdifferencebetweenresistingthisandapurelybruteornaturalforce,thatIcanresistthiswithsomeeffect;butIcannotexpect,likeOrpheus,tochangethenatureoftherocksandtreesandbeasts。

Idonotwishtoquarrelwithanymanornation。Idonotwishtosplithairs,tomakefinedistinctions,orsetmyselfupasbetterthanmyneighbors。Iseekrather,Imaysay,evenanexcuseforconformingtothelawsoftheland。Iambuttooreadytoconformtothem。Indeed,Ihavereasontosuspectmyselfonthishead;andeachyear,asthetax-gatherercomesround,IfindmyselfdisposedtoreviewtheactsandpositionofthegeneralandStategovernments,andthespiritofthepeople,todiscoverapretextforconformity。

“Wemustaffectourcountryasourparents,AndifatanytimewealienateOurloveorindustryfromdoingithonor,WemustrespecteffectsandteachthesoulMatterofconscienceandreligion,Andnotdesireofruleorbenefit。“

IbelievethattheStatewil

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