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第32章

Orelse,departingdream,andshadowyformOfmidnightvision,gatheringupthyskirts;

Bynightstar-veiling,andbydayDarkeningthelightandblottingoutthesun;

Gothoumyincenseupwardfromthishearth,Andaskthegodstopardonthisclearflame。

Hardgreenwoodjustcut,thoughIusedbutlittleofthat,answeredmypurposebetterthananyother。IsometimesleftagoodfirewhenIwenttotakeawalkinawinterafternoon;andwhenI

returned,threeorfourhoursafterward,itwouldbestillaliveandglowing。MyhousewasnotemptythoughIwasgone。ItwasasifI

hadleftacheerfulhousekeeperbehind。ItwasIandFirethatlivedthere;andcommonlymyhousekeeperprovedtrustworthy。Oneday,however,asIwassplittingwood,IthoughtthatIwouldjustlookinatthewindowandseeifthehousewasnotonfire;itwastheonlytimeIremembertohavebeenparticularlyanxiousonthisscore;soIlookedandsawthatasparkhadcaughtmybed,andI

wentinandextinguisheditwhenithadburnedaplaceasbigasmyhand。Butmyhouseoccupiedsosunnyandshelteredaposition,anditsroofwassolow,thatIcouldaffordtoletthefiregooutinthemiddleofalmostanywinterday。

Themolesnestedinmycellar,nibblingeverythirdpotato,andmakingasnugbedeventhereofsomehairleftafterplasteringandofbrownpaper;foreventhewildestanimalslovecomfortandwarmthaswellasman,andtheysurvivethewinteronlybecausetheyaresocarefultosecurethem。SomeofmyfriendsspokeasifIwascomingtothewoodsonpurposetofreezemyself。Theanimalmerelymakesabed,whichhewarmswithhisbody,inashelteredplace;butman,havingdiscoveredfire,boxesupsomeairinaspaciousapartment,andwarmsthat,insteadofrobbinghimself,makesthathisbed,inwhichhecanmoveaboutdivestedofmorecumbrousclothing,maintainakindofsummerinthemidstofwinter,andbymeansofwindowsevenadmitthelight,andwithalamplengthenouttheday。Thushegoesasteportwobeyondinstinct,andsavesalittletimeforthefinearts。Though,whenIhadbeenexposedtotherudestblastsalongtime,mywholebodybegantogrowtorpid,whenIreachedthegenialatmosphereofmyhouseIsoonrecoveredmyfacultiesandprolongedmylife。Butthemostluxuriouslyhousedhaslittletoboastofinthisrespect,norneedwetroubleourselvestospeculatehowthehumanracemaybeatlastdestroyed。Itwouldbeeasytocuttheirthreadsanytimewithalittlesharperblastfromthenorth。WegoondatingfromColdFridaysandGreatSnows;butalittlecolderFriday,orgreatersnowwouldputaperiodtoman’sexistenceontheglobe。

ThenextwinterIusedasmallcooking-stoveforeconomy,sinceIdidnotowntheforest;butitdidnotkeepfiresowellastheopenfireplace。Cookingwasthen,forthemostpart,nolongerapoetic,butmerelyachemicprocess。Itwillsoonbeforgotten,inthesedaysofstoves,thatweusedtoroastpotatoesintheashes,aftertheIndianfashion。Thestovenotonlytookuproomandscentedthehouse,butitconcealedthefire,andIfeltasifIhadlostacompanion。Youcanalwaysseeafaceinthefire。Thelaborer,lookingintoitatevening,purifieshisthoughtsofthedrossandearthinesswhichtheyhaveaccumulatedduringtheday。

ButIcouldnolongersitandlookintothefire,andthepertinentwordsofapoetrecurredtomewithnewforce——

“Never,brightflame,maybedeniedtomeThydear,lifeimaging,closesympathy。

Whatbutmyhopesshotupwarde’ersobright?

Whatbutmyfortunessunksolowinnight?

Whyartthoubanishedfromourhearthandhall,Thouwhoartwelcomedandbelovedbyall?

WasthyexistencethentoofancifulForourlife’scommonlight,whoaresodull?

DidthybrightgleammysteriousconverseholdWithourcongenialsouls?secretstoobold?

Well,wearesafeandstrong,fornowwesitBesideahearthwherenodimshadowsflit,Wherenothingcheersnorsaddens,butafireWarmsfeetandhands——nordoestomoreaspire;

BywhosecompactutilitarianheapThepresentmaysitdownandgotosleep,Norfeartheghostswhofromthedimpastwalked,Andwithusbytheunequallightoftheoldwoodfiretalked。“

FormerInhabitantsandWinterVisitorsIweatheredsomemerrysnow-storms,andspentsomecheerfulwintereveningsbymyfireside,whilethesnowwhirledwildlywithout,andeventhehootingoftheowlwashushed。FormanyweeksImetnooneinmywalksbutthosewhocameoccasionallytocutwoodandsledittothevillage。The

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