下载辰思小说免费APP
Ihavefoundrepeatedly,oflateyears,thatIcannotfishwithoutfallingalittleinself-respect。Ihavetrieditagainandagain。Ihaveskillatit,and,likemanyofmyfellows,acertaininstinctforit,whichrevivesfromtimetotime,butalwayswhenI
havedoneIfeelthatitwouldhavebeenbetterifIhadnotfished。
IthinkthatIdonotmistake。Itisafaintintimation,yetsoarethefirststreaksofmorning。Thereisunquestionablythisinstinctinmewhichbelongstothelowerordersofcreation;yetwitheveryyearIamlessafisherman,thoughwithoutmorehumanityorevenwisdom;atpresentIamnofishermanatall。ButIseethatifI
weretoliveinawildernessIshouldagainbetemptedtobecomeafisherandhunterinearnest。Beside,thereissomethingessentiallyuncleanaboutthisdietandallflesh,andIbegantoseewherehouseworkcommences,andwhencetheendeavor,whichcostssomuch,towearatidyandrespectableappearanceeachday,tokeepthehousesweetandfreefromallillodorsandsights。Havingbeenmyownbutcherandscullionandcook,aswellasthegentlemanforwhomthedisheswereservedup,Icanspeakfromanunusuallycompleteexperience。Thepracticalobjectiontoanimalfoodinmycasewasitsuncleanness;andbesides,whenIhadcaughtandcleanedandcookedandeatenmyfish,theyseemednottohavefedmeessentially。Itwasinsignificantandunnecessary,andcostmorethanitcameto。Alittlebreadorafewpotatoeswouldhavedoneaswell,withlesstroubleandfilth。Likemanyofmycontemporaries,Ihadrarelyformanyyearsusedanimalfood,ortea,orcoffee,etc。;notsomuchbecauseofanyilleffectswhichI
hadtracedtothem,asbecausetheywerenotagreeabletomyimagination。Therepugnancetoanimalfoodisnottheeffectofexperience,butisaninstinct。Itappearedmorebeautifultolivelowandfarehardinmanyrespects;andthoughIneverdidso,I
wentfarenoughtopleasemyimagination。Ibelievethateverymanwhohaseverbeenearnesttopreservehishigherorpoeticfacultiesinthebestconditionhasbeenparticularlyinclinedtoabstainfromanimalfood,andfrommuchfoodofanykind。Itisasignificantfact,statedbyentomologists——IfinditinKirbyandSpence——
that“someinsectsintheirperfectstate,thoughfurnishedwithorgansoffeeding,makenouseofthem“;andtheylayitdownas“ageneralrule,thatalmostallinsectsinthisstateeatmuchlessthaninthatoflarvae。Thevoraciouscaterpillarwhentransformedintoabutterfly……andthegluttonousmaggotwhenbecomeafly“
contentthemselveswithadroportwoofhoneyorsomeothersweetliquid。Theabdomenunderthewingsofthebutterflystillrepresentsthelarva。Thisisthetidbitwhichtemptshisinsectivorousfate。Thegrossfeederisamaninthelarvastate;
andtherearewholenationsinthatcondition,nationswithoutfancyorimagination,whosevastabdomensbetraythem。
Itishardtoprovideandcooksosimpleandcleanadietaswillnotoffendtheimagination;butthis,Ithink,istobefedwhenwefeedthebody;theyshouldbothsitdownatthesametable。
Yetperhapsthismaybedone。Thefruitseatentemperatelyneednotmakeusashamedofourappetites,norinterrupttheworthiestpursuits。Butputanextracondimentintoyourdish,anditwillpoisonyou。Itisnotworththewhiletolivebyrichcookery。
Mostmenwouldfeelshameifcaughtpreparingwiththeirownhandspreciselysuchadinner,whetherofanimalorvegetablefood,asiseverydaypreparedforthembyothers。Yettillthisisotherwisewearenotcivilized,and,ifgentlemenandladies,arenottruemenandwomen。Thiscertainlysuggestswhatchangeistobemade。Itmaybevaintoaskwhytheimaginationwillnotbereconciledtofleshandfat。Iamsatisfiedthatitisnot。Isitnotareproachthatmanisacarnivorousanimal?True,hecananddoeslive,inagreatmeasure,b