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’Can’stthounotministertoaminddiseas’d;
Pluckfromthememoryarootedsorrow;
Razeoutthewrittentroublesofthebrain;
And,withsomesweetobliviousantidote,Cleansethestuff’dbosomofthatperilousstuff,Whichweighsupontheheart?’
TowhichDr。Brocklesbyreadilyanswered,fromthesamegreatpoet:——
’——thereinthepatientMustministertohimself。’
Johnsonexpressedhimselfmuchsatisfiedwiththeapplication。
Onanotherdayafterthis,whentalkingonthesubjectofprayer,Dr。BrocklesbyrepeatedfromJuvenal,——
’Orandumest,utsitmenssanaincorporesano,’
andsoontotheendofthetenthsatire;butinrunningitquicklyover,hehappened,intheline,’Quispatiumvitaeextremumintermuneraponat,’
topronouncesupremumforextremum;atwhichJohnson’scriticalearinstantlytookoffence,anddiscoursingvehementlyontheunmetricaleffectofsuchalapse,heshewedhimselfasfullaseverofthespiritofthegrammarian。
Havingnonearrelations,ithadbeenforsometimeJohnson’sintentiontomakealiberalprovisionforhisfaithfulservant,Mr。
FrancisBarber,whomhelookeduponasparticularlyunderhisprotection,andwhomhehadallalongtreatedtrulyasanhumblefriend。HavingaskedDr。Brocklesbywhatwouldbeaproperannuitytoafavouriteservant,andbeingansweredthatitmustdependonthecircumstancesofthemaster;and,thatinthecaseofanobleman,fiftypoundsayearwasconsideredasanadequaterewardformanyyears’faithfulservice;’Then,(saidJohnson,)shallIbenobilissimus,forImeantoleaveFrankseventypoundsayear,andIdesireyoutotellhimso。’Itisstrange,however,tothink,thatJohnsonwasnotfreefromthatgeneralweaknessofbeingaversetoexecuteawill,sothathedelayeditfromtimetotime;
andhaditnotbeenforSirJohnHawkins’srepeatedlyurgingit,I
thinkitisprobablethathiskindresolutionwouldnothavebeenfulfilled。Aftermakingone,which,asSirJohnHawkinsinformsus,extendednofurtherthanthepromisedannuity,Johnson’sfinaldispositionofhispropertywasestablishedbyaWillandCodicil。
Theconsiderationofnumerouspapersofwhichhewaspossessed,seemstohavestruckJohnson’smind,withasuddenanxiety,andastheywereingreatconfusion,itismuchtobelamentedthathehadnotentrustedsomefaithfulanddiscreetpersonwiththecareandselectionofthem;insteadofwhich,heinaprecipitatemanner,burntlargemassesofthem,withlittleregard,asIapprehend,todiscrimination。NotthatIsupposewehavethusbeendeprivedofanycompositionswhichhehadeverintendedforthepublickeye;
but,fromwhatescapedtheflames,Ijudgethatmanycuriouscircumstancesrelatingbothtohimselfandotherliterarycharactershaveperished。
Twoveryvaluablearticles,Iamsure,wehavelost,whichweretwoquartovolumes,containingafull,fair,andmostparticularaccountofhisownlife,fromhisearliestrecollection。Iownedtohim,thathavingaccidentallyseenthem,Ihadreadagreatdealinthem;andapologizingforthelibertyIhadtaken,askedhimifIcouldhelpit。Heplacidlyanswered,’Why,Sir,Idonotthinkyoucouldhavehelpedit。’IsaidthatIhad,foronceinmylife,felthalfaninclinationtocommittheft。Ithadcomeintomymindtocarryoffthosetwovolumes,andneverseehimmore。Uponmyinquiringhowthiswouldhaveaffectedhim,’Sir,(saidhe,)I
believeIshouldhavegonemad。’
Duringhislastillness,Johnsonexperiencedthesteadyandkindattachmentofhisnumerousfriends。Mr。Hoolehasdrawnupanarrativeofwhatpassedinthevisitswhichhepaidhimduringthattime,fromthe10thofNovembertothe13thofDecember,thedayofhisdeath,inclusive,andhasfavouredmewithaperusalofit,withpermissiontomakeextracts,whichIhavedone。NobodywasmoreattentivetohimthanMr。Langton,towhomhetenderlysaid,Teteneammoriensdeficientemanu。AndIthinkithighlytothehonourofMr。Windham,thathisimportantoccup
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