Life of Johnsonl

第101章

GreaterlibertieshavebeentakeninthepresenceofaBishop,thoughaverygoodman,fromhisbeingmilder,andthereforenotcommandingsuchawe。Yet,Sir,manypeoplewhomighthavebeenbenefitedbyyourconversation,havebeenfrightenedaway。A

worthyfriendofourshastoldme,thathehasoftenbeenafraidtotalktoyou。’JOHNSON。’Sir,heneednothavebeenafraid,ifhehadanythingrationaltosay。Ifhehadnot,itwasbetterhedidnottalk。’

Wetalkedofacertainclergymanofextraordinarycharacter,whobyexertinghistalentsinwritingontemporarytopicks,anddisplayinguncommonintrepidity,hadraisedhimselftoaffluence。

Imaintainedthatweoughtnottobeindignantathissuccess;formeritofeverysortwasentitledtoreward。JOHNSON。’Sir,Iwillnotallowthismantohavemerit。No,Sir;whathehasisratherthecontrary;Iwill,indeed,allowhimcourage,andonthisaccountwesofargivehimcredit。Wehavemorerespectforamanwhorobsboldlyonthehighway,thanforafellowwhojumpsoutofaditch,andknocksyoudownbehindyourback。Courageisaqualitysonecessaryformaintainingvirtue,thatitisalwaysrespected,evenwhenitisassociatedwithvice。’

Mr。Henderson,withwhomIhadsaunteredinthevenerablewalksofMertonCollege,andfoundhimaverylearnedandpiousman,suppedwithus。Dr。Johnsonsurprisedhimnotalittle,byacknowledgingwithalookofhorrour,thathewasmuchoppressedbythefearofdeath。TheamiableDr。AdamssuggestedthatGODwasinfinitelygood。JOHNSON。’Thatheisinfinitelygood,asfarastheperfectionofhisnaturewillallow,Icertainlybelieve;butitisnecessaryforgooduponthewhole,thatindividualsshouldbepunished。AstoanINDIVIDUAL,therefore,heisnotinfinitelygood;andasIcannotbeSUREthatIhavefulfilledtheconditionsonwhichsalvationisgranted,IamafraidImaybeoneofthosewhoshallbedamned。’(lookingdismally)。DR。ADAMS。’Whatdoyoumeanbydamned?’JOHNSON。(passionatelyandloudly,)’SenttoHell,Sir,andpunishedeverlastingly!’DR。ADAMS。’Idon’tbelievethatdoctrine。’JOHNSON。’Hold,Sir,doyoubelievethatsomewillbepunishedatall?’DR。ADAMS。’BeingexcludedfromHeavenwillbeapunishment;yettheremaybenogreatpositivesuffering。’JOHNSON。Well,Sir;but,ifyouadmitanydegreeofpunishment,thereisanendofyourargumentforinfinitegoodnesssimplyconsidered;for,infinitegoodnesswouldinflictnopunishmentwhatever。Thereisnotinfinitegoodnessphysicallyconsidered;morallythereis。’BOSWELL。’Butmaynotamanattaintosuchadegreeofhopeasnottobeuneasyfromthefearofdeath?’JOHNSON。’Amanmayhavesuchadegreeofhopeastokeephimquiet。YouseeIamnotquiet,fromthevehemencewithwhichI

talk;butIdonotdespair。’MRS。ADAMS。’Youseem,Sir,toforgetthemeritsofourRedeemer。’JOHNSON。’Madam,IdonotforgetthemeritsofmyRedeemer;butmyRedeemerhassaidthathewillsetsomeonhisrighthandandsomeonhisleft。’Hewasingloomyagitation,andsaid,’I’llhavenomoreon’t。’IfwhathasnowbeenstatedshouldbeurgedbytheenemiesofChristianity,asifitsinfluenceonthemindwerenotbenignant,letitberemembered,thatJohnson’stemperamentwasmelancholy,ofwhichsuchdirefulapprehensionsoffuturityareoftenacommoneffect。

Weshallpresentlyseethatwhenheapproachednearertohisawefulchange,hismindbecametranquil,andheexhibitedasmuchfortitudeasbecomesathinkingmaninthatsituation。

Fromthesubjectofdeathwepassedtodiscourseoflife,whetheritwasuponthewholemorehappyormiserable。Johnsonwasdecidedlyforthebalanceofmisery:inconfirmationofwhichI

maintained,thatnomanwouldchoosetoleadoveragainthelifewhichhehadexperienced。Johnsonaccededtothatopinioninthestrongestterms。

OnSunday,June13,ourphilosopherwascalmatbreakfast。TherewassomethingexceedinglypleasinginourleadingaCollegelife,withoutrestraint,andwithsuperiourelegance,inconsequenceofourlivingintheMaster’shouse,andhavingthecompanyofladies。

Mrs。Kennicotrelated,inhispresence,alivelysayingofDr。

JohnsontoMissHannahMore,whohadexpressedawonderthatthepoetwhohadwritt

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