The Way of All Flesh

第66章

OnthewallsofhisbedroomwereaseriesofFrenchRevolutionprintsrepresentingeventsinthelifeofLycurgus。Therewas“Grandeurd’amedeLycurgue。”and“Lycurgueconsultel’oracle。”andthentherewas“CalciopealaCour。”UnderthiswaswritteninFrenchandSpanish:“Modeledegraceetdebeaute,lajeuneCalciopenonmoinssagequebelleavaitmeritel’estimeetl’attachementduvertueuxLycurgue。Vivementeprisdetantdecharmes,l’illustrephilosophelaconduisaitdansletempledeJunon,ouilss’unirentparunsermentsacre。Aprescetteaugusteceremonie,Lycurgues’empressadeconduiresajeuneepouseaupalaisdesonfrerePolydecte,RoideLacedemon。Seigneur,luidit-il,lavertueuseCalciopevientderecevoirmesvoeuxauxpiedsdesautels,j’osevousprierd’approuvercetteunion。LeRoitemoignad’abordquelquesurprise,maisl’estimequ’ilavaitpoursonfrereluiinspiraunereponsepleinedebeinveillance。Ils’approchaaussitotdeCalciopequ’ilembrassatendrement,comblaensuiteLycurguedeprevenancesetparuttressatisfait。”

HecalledmyattentiontothisandthensaidsomewhattimidlythathewouldratherhavemarriedEllenthanCalciope。Isawhewashardeningandmadenohesitationaboutproposingthatinanotherdayortwoweshouldproceeduponourjourney。

Iwillnotwearythereaderbytakinghimwithusoverbeatenground。WestoppedatSiena,Cortona,Orvieto,Perugiaandmanyothercities,andthenafterafortnightpassedbetweenRomeandNapleswenttotheVenetianprovincesandvisitedallthosewondroustownsthatliebetweenthesouthernslopesoftheAlpsandthenorthernonesoftheApennines,comingbackatlastbytheS。

Gothard。IdoubtwhetherhehadenjoyedthetripmorethanIdidmyself,butitwasnottillwewereonthepointofreturningthatErnesthadrecoveredstrengthenoughtobecalledfairlywell,anditwasnotformanymonthsthathesocompletelylostallsenseofthewoundswhichthelastfouryearshadinflictedonhimastofeelasthoughtherewereascarandascaronlyremaining。

Theysaythatwhenpeoplehavelostanarmorafoottheyfeelpainsinitnowandagainforalongwhileaftertheyhavelostit。OnepainwhichhehadalmostforgottencameuponhimonhisreturntoEngland,Imeanthestingofhishavingbeenimprisoned。Aslongashewasonlyasmallshop-keeperhisimprisonmentmatterednothing;

nobodyknewofit,andiftheyhadknowntheywouldnothavecared;

now,however,thoughhewasreturningtohisoldpositionhewasreturningtoitdisgraced,andthepainfromwhichhehadbeensavedinthefirstinstancebysurroundingssonewthathehadhardlyrecognisedhisownidentityinthemiddleofthem,cameonhimasfromawoundinflictedyesterday。

Hethoughtofthehighresolveswhichhehadmadeinprisonaboutusinghisdisgraceasavantagegroundofstrengthratherthantryingtomakepeopleforgetit。“Thatwasallverywellthen。”hethoughttohimself,“whenthegrapeswerebeyondmyreach,butnowitisdifferent。”Besides,whobutaprigwouldsethimselfhighaims,ormakehighresolvesatall?

Someofhisoldfriends,onlearningthathehadgotridofhissupposedwifeandwasnowcomfortablyoffagain,wantedtorenewtheiracquaintance;hewasgratefultothemandsometimestriedtomeettheiradvanceshalfway,butitdidnotdo,anderelongheshrankbackintohimself,pretendingnottoknowthem。Aninfernaldemonofhonestyhauntedhimwhichmadehimsaytohimself:“Thesemenknowagreatdeal,butdonotknowall——iftheydidth

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