下载辰思小说免费APP
(“Theyaren’tmine。”thoughtErnest,“andneverhavebeen“)——“andsecondly,thatyoubringnosmellofglueorshavingsintothehousehere,ifyoumakeanypartoftheorganduringyourholidays。”
Ernestwasstilltooyoungtoknowhowunpleasantaletterhewasreceiving。Hebelievedtheinnuendoescontainedinittobeperfectlyjust。Heknewhewassadlydeficientinperseverance。Helikedsomethingsforalittlewhile,andthenfoundhedidnotlikethemanymore——andthiswasasbadasanythingwellcouldbe。Hisfather’slettergavehimoneofhismanyfitsofmelancholyoverhisownworthlessness,butthethoughtoftheorganconsoledhim,andhefeltsurethathereatanyratewassomethingtowhichhecouldapplyhimselfsteadilywithoutgrowingtiredofit。
ItwassettledthattheorganwasnottobebegunbeforetheChristmasholidayswereover,andthattillthenErnestshoulddoalittleplaincarpentering,soastogettoknowhowtousehistools。MissPontifexhadacarpenter’sbenchsetupinanouthouseuponherownpremises,andmadetermswiththemostrespectablecarpenterinRoughborough,bywhichoneofhismenwastocomeforacoupleofhourstwiceaweekandsetErnestontherightway;thenshediscoveredshewantedthisorthatsimplepieceofworkdone,andgavetheboyacommissiontodoit,payinghimhandsomelyaswellasfindinghimintoolsandmaterials。Shenevergavehimasyllableofgoodadvice,ortalkedtohimabouteverything’sdependinguponhisownexertions,butshekissedhimoften,andwouldcomeintotheworkshopandactthepartofonewhotookaninterestinwhatwasbeingdonesocleverlyaserelongtobecomereallyinterested。
Whatboywouldnottakekindlytoalmostanythingwithsuchassistance?Allboyslikemakingthings;theexerciseofsawing,planingandhammering,provedexactlywhathisaunthadwantedtofind——somethingthatshouldexercise,butnottoomuch,andatthesametimeamusehim;whenErnest’ssallowfacewasflushedwithhiswork,andhiseyesweresparklingwithpleasure,helookedquiteadifferentboyfromtheonehisaunthadtakeninhandonlyafewmonthsearlier。Hisinnerselfnevertoldhimthatthiswashumbug,asitdidaboutLatinandGreek。Makingstoolsanddrawerswasworthlivingfor,andafterChristmasthereloomedtheorgan,whichwasscarcelyeverabsentfromhismind。
Hisauntlethiminvitehisfriends,encouraginghimtobringthosewhomherquicksensetoldherwerethemostdesirable。Shesmartenedhimupalsoinhispersonalappearance,alwayswithoutpreachingtohim。Indeedsheworkedwondersduringtheshorttimethatwasallowedher,andifherlifehadbeensparedIcannotthinkthatmyherowouldhavecomeundertheshadowofthatcloudwhichcastsoheavyagloomoverhisyoungermanhood;butunfortunatelyforhimhisgleamofsunshinewastoohotandtoobrillianttolast,andhehadmanyastormyettoweather,beforehebecamefairlyhappy。Forthepresent,however,hewassupremelyso,andhisauntwashappyandgratefulforhishappiness,theimprovementshesawinhim,andhisunrepressedaffectionforherself。Shebecamefonderofhimfromdaytodayinspiteofhismanyfaultsandalmostincrediblefoolishnesses。Itwasperhapsonaccountoftheseverythingsthatshesawhowmuchhehadneedofher;butatanyrate,fromwhatevercause,shebecamestrengthenedinherdeterminationtobetohimintheplaceofparents,andtofindinhimasonratherthananephew。Butstillshemadenowill。
Allwentwellforthefirstpartofthefollowinghalfyear。MissPontifexspentthegreaterpartofherholidaysinLondon,andI
alsosawheratRoughborough,whereIspentafewdays,stayingatthe“Swan