Armadale

第16章

Thestrangercameon,withthelithe,lightstepofapracticedwalker,swingingastickinhishandandcarryingaknapsackonhisshoulders。Afewpacesnearer,andhisfacebecamevisible。

Hewasadarkman,hisblackhairwaspowderedwithdust,andhisblackeyeswerelookingsteadfastlyforwardalongtheroadbeforehim。

MissGwiltadvancedwiththefirstsignsofagitationshehadshownyet。“Isitpossible?”shesaid,softly。“Canitreallybeyou?”

ItwasMidwinter,onhiswaybacktoThorpeAmbrose,afterhisfortnightamongtheYorkshiremoors。

Hestoppedandlookedather,inbreathlesssurprise。Theimageofthewomanhadbeeninhisthoughts,atthemomentwhenthewomanherselfspoketohim。“MissGwilt!“heexclaimed,andmechanicallyheldouthishand。

Shetookit,andpresseditgently。“Ishouldhavebeengladtoseeyouatanytime。”shesaid。“Youdon’tknowhowgladIamtoseeyounow。MayItroubleyoutospeaktothatman?Hehasbeenfollowingme,andannoyingmeallthewayfromthetown。”

Midwintersteppedpastherwithoututteringaword。Faintasthelightwas,thespysawwhatwascominginhisface,and,turninginstantly,leapedtheditchbytheroad-side。BeforeMidwintercouldfollow,MissGwilt’shandwasonhisshoulder。

“No。”shesaid,“youdon’tknowwhohisemployeris。”

Midwinterstoppedandlookedather。

“Strangethingshavehappenedsinceyouleftus。”shewenton。“I

havebeenforcedtogiveupmysituation,andIamfollowedandwatchedbyapaidspy。Don’taskwhoforcedmeoutofmysituation,andwhopaysthespy——atleastnotjustyet。Ican’tmakeupmymindtotellyoutillIamalittlemorecomposed。Letthewretchgo。Doyoumindseeingmesafebacktomylodging?

It’sinyourwayhome。MayI——mayIaskforthesupportofyourarm?Mylittlestockofcourageisquiteexhausted。”Shetookhisarmandclungclosetoit。ThewomanwhohadtyrannizedoverMr。

Bashwoodwasgone,andthewomanwhohadtossedthespy’shatintothepoolwasgone。Atimid,shrinking,interestingcreaturefilledthefairskinandtrembledonthesymmetricallimbsofMissGwilt。Sheputherhandkerchieftohereyes。“Theysaynecessityhasnolaw。”shemurmured,faintly。“Iamtreatingyoulikeanoldfriend。GodknowsIwantone!“

Theywentontowardthetown。Sherecoveredherselfwithatouchingfortitude;sheputherhandkerchiefbackinherpocket,andpersistedinturningtheconversationonMidwinter’swalkingtour。“Itisbadenoughtobeaburdenonyou。”shesaid,gentlypressingonhisarmasshespoke;“Imustn’tdistressyouaswell。Tellmewhereyouhavebeen,andwhatyouhaveseen。

Interestmeinyourjourney;helpmetoescapefrommyself。”

Theyreachedthemodestlittlelodginginthemiserablelittlesuburb。MissGwiltsighed,andremovedherglovebeforeshetookMidwinter’shand。“Ihavetakenrefugehere。”shesaid,simply。

“Itiscleanandquiet;Iamtoopoortowantorexpectmore。Wemustsaygood-by,Isuppose,unless“——shehesitatedmodestly,andsatisfiedherselfbyaquicklookroundthattheywereunobserved——“unlessyouwouldliketocomeinandrestalittle?

Ifeelsogratefullytowardyou,Mr。Midwinter!Isthereanyharm,doyouthink,inmyofferingyouacupoftea?”

Themagneticinfluenceofhertouchwasthrillingthroughhimwhileshespoke。Changeandabsence,towhichhehadtrustedtoweakenherholdonhim,hadtreacherouslystrengtheneditinstead。Amanexceptionallysensitive,amanexceptionallypureinhispastlife,hestoodhandinhand,inthetemptingsecrecyofthenight,withthefirstwomanwhohadexercisedoverhimtheall-absorbinginfluenceofhersex。Athisage,andinhisposition,whocouldhavelefther?Theman(withaman’stemperament)doesn’tlivewhocouldhavelefther。Midwinterwentin。

Astupid,sleepyladopenedthehousedoor。Evenhe,beingamalecreature,brightenedundertheinfluenceofMissGwilt。“Theurn,John。”shesaid,kindly,“andanothercupandsaucer。I’llborrowyourcandletolightmycandlesupstairs,andthenIwon’ttroubleyouanymoreto-night。”Johnwaswakefulandactiveinaninstant。“Notrouble,miss。”hesaid,withawkwardcivility。MissGwilttookhiscandlewithasmile。“Howgoodpeoplearetome!“

shewhispered,innocently,toMidwinter,assheledthewayupstairstothelittledrawing-roomonthefirstfloor。

Shelitthecandles,and,turningquicklyonherguest,stoppedhimatthefirstattempthemadetoremovetheknapsackfromhisshoulders。“No。”shesaid,gently;“inthegoodoldtimestherewereoccasionswhentheladiesunarmedtheirknights。Iclaimtheprivilegeofunarming_my_knight。”Herdexterousfingersinterceptedhisatthestrapsandbuckles,andshehadthedustyknapsackoff,beforehecouldprotestagainsthertouchingit。

Theysatdownattheonelittletableintheroom。Itwasverypoorlyfurnished;buttherewassomethingofthedaintyneatnessofthewomanwhoinhabiteditinthearrangementofthefewpoorornamentsonthechimney-piece,intheoneortwoprettilyboundvolumesonthechiffonier,intheflowersonthetable,andthemodestlittlework-basketinthewindow。“Womenarenotallcoquettes。”shesaid,asshetookoffherbonnetandmantilla,andlaidthemcarefullyonachair。“Iwon’tgointomyroom,andlookinmyglass,andmakemyselfsmart;youshalltakemejustasIam。”Herhandsmovedaboutamongthetea-thingswithasmooth,noiselessactivity。

Hermagnificenthairflashedcrimsoninthecandle-light,assheturnedherheadhitherandthither,searchingwithaneasygraceforthethingsshewantedinthetray。Exercisehadheightenedthebrilliancyofhercomplexion,andhadquickenedtherapidalternationsofexpressioninhereyes——thedeliciouslanguorthatstoleoverthemwhenshewaslisteningorthinking,thebrightintelligencethatflashedfromthemsoftlywhenshespoke。

Inthelightestwordshesaid,intheleastthingshedid,therewassomethingthatgentlysolicitedtheheartofthemanwhosatwithher。Perfectlymodestinhermanner,possessedtoperfectionofthegracefulrestraintsandrefinementsofalady,shehadalltheallurementsthatfeasttheeye,allthesireninvitationsthatseducethesense——asubtlesuggestivenessinhersilence,andasexualsorceryinhersmile。

“ShouldIbewrong。”sheasked,suddenlysuspendingtheconversationwhichshehadthusfarpersistentlyrestrictedtothesubjectofMidwinter’swalkingtour,“ifIguessedthatyouhavesomethingonyourmind——somethingwhichneithermyteanormytalkcancharmaway?Aremenascuriousaswomen?Isthesomething——Me?”

Midwinterstruggledagainstthefascinationoflookingatherandlisteningtoher。“IamveryanxioustohearwhathashappenedsinceIhavebeenaway。”hesaid。“ButIamstillmoreanxious,MissGwilt,nottodistressyoubyspeakingofapainfulsubject。”

Shelookedathimgratefully。“ItisforyoursakethatIhaveavoidedthepainfulsubject。”shesaid,toyingwithherspoonamongthedregsinheremptycup。“Butyouwillhearaboutitfromothers,ifyoudon’thearaboutitfromme;andyououghttoknowwhyyoufoundmeinthatstrangesituation,andwhyyouseemehere。Prayrememberonething,tobeginwith。Idon’tblameyourfriend,Mr。Armadale。Iblamethepeoplewhoseinstrumentheis。”

Midwinterstarted。“Isitpossible。”hebegan,“thatAllancanbeinanywayanswerable——?”Hestopped,andlookedatMissGwiltinsilentastonishment。

Shegentlylaidherhandonhis。“Don’tbeangrywithmeforonlytellingthetruth。”shesaid。“Yourfriendisanswerableforeverythingthathashappenedtome——innocentlyanswerable,Mr。

Midwinter,Ifirmlybelieve。Wearebothvictims。_He_isthevictimofhispositionastherichestsinglemanintheneighborhood;andIamthevictimofMissMilroy’sdeterminationtomarryhim。”

“MissMilroy?”repeatedMidwinter,moreandmoreastonished。

“Why,Allanhimselftoldme——“Hestoppedagain。

“HetoldyouthatIwastheobjectofhisadmiration?Poorfellow,headmireseverybody;hisheadisalmostasemptyasthis。”saidMissGwilt,smilingindicativelyintothehollowofhercup。Shedroppedthespoon,sighed,andbecameseriousagain。

“Iamguiltyofthevanityofhavinglethimadmireme。”shewenton,penitently,“withouttheexcuseofbeingable,onmyside,toreciprocateeventhepassinginterestthathefeltinme。Idon’tundervaluehismanyadmirablequalities,ortheexcellentpositionhecanoffertohiswife。Butawoman’sheartisnottobecommanded——no,Mr。Midwinter,notevenbythefortunatemasterofThorpeAmbrose,whocommandseverythingelse。”

Shelookedhimfullinthefaceassheutteredthatmagnanimoussentiment。Hiseyesdroppedbeforehers,andhisdarkcolordeepened。HehadfelthisheartleapinhimatthedeclarationofherindifferencetoAllan。Forthefirsttimesincetheyhadknowneachother,hisinterestsnowstoodself-revealedbeforehimasopenlyadversetotheinterestsofhisfriend。

“IhavebeenguiltyofthevanityoflettingMr。Armadaleadmireme,andIhavesufferedforit。”resumedMissGwilt。“Iftherehadbeenanyconfidencebetweenmypupilandme,ImighthaveeasilysatisfiedherthatshemightbecomeMrs。Armadale——ifshecould——withouthavinganyrivalrytofearonmypart。ButMissMilroydislikedanddistrustedmefromthefirst。Shetookherownjealousview,nodoubt,ofMr。Armadale’sthoughtlessattentionstome。Itwasherinteresttodestroytheposition,suchasitwas,thatIheldinhisestimation;anditisquitelikelyhermotherassistedher。Mrs。Milroyhadhermotivealso(whichIamreallyashamedtomention)forwishingtodrivemeoutofthehouse。Anyhow,theconspiracyhassucceeded。Ihavebeenforced(withMr。Armadale’shelp)toleavethemajor’sservice。Don’tbeangry,Mr。Midwinter!Don’tformahastyopinion!IdaresayMissMilroyhassomegoodqualities,thoughI

havenotfoundthemout;andIassureyouagainandagainthatI

don’tblameMr。Armadale。Ionlyblamethepeoplewhoseinstrumentheis。”

“Howishetheirinstrument?Howcanhebetheinstrumentofanyenemyofyours?”askedMidwinter。“Prayexcusemyanxiety,MissGwilt:Allan’sgoodnameisasdeartomeasmyown!“

MissGwilt’seyesturnedfullonhimagain,andMissGwilt’sheartabandoneditselfinnocentlytoanoutburstofenthusiasm。

“HowIadmireyourearnestness!“shesaid。“HowIlikeyouranxietyforyourfriend!Oh,ifwomencouldonlyformsuchfriendships!Ohyouhappy,happymen!“Hervoicefaltered,andherconvenienttea-cupabsorbedherforthethirdtime。“IwouldgiveallthelittlebeautyIpossess。”shesaid,“ifIcouldonlyfindsuchafriendasMr。Armadalehasfoundin_you。_Inevershall,Mr。Midwinter——Inevershall。Letusgobacktowhatweweretalkingabout。Icanonlytellyouhowyourfriendisconcernedinmymisfortunebytellingyousomethingfirstaboutmyself。Iamlikemanyothergovernesses;Iamthevictimofsaddomesticcircumstances。Itmaybeweakofme,butIhaveahorrorofalludingtothemamongstrangers。Mysilenceaboutmyfamilyandmyfriendsexposesmetomisinterpretationinmydependentposition。Doesitdomeanyharm,Mr。Midwinter,inyourestimation?”

“Godforbid!“saidMidwinter,fervently。“Thereisnomanliving。”hewenton,thinkingofhisownfamilystory,“whohasbetterreasontounderstandandrespectyoursilencethanI

have。”

MissGwiltseizedhishandimpulsively。“Oh。”shesaid,“Iknewit,thefirstmomentIsawyou!Iknewthatyou,too,hadsuffered;thatyou,too,hadsorrowswhichyoukeptsacred!

Strange,strangesympathy!Ibelieveinmesmerism——doyou?”Shesuddenlyrecollectedherself,andshuddered。“Oh,whathaveI

done?Whatmustyouthinkofme?”sheexclaimed,asheyieldedtothemagneticfascinationofhertouch,and,forgettingeverythingbutthehandthatlaywarminhisown,bentoveritandkissedit。“Spareme!“shesaid,faintly,asshefelttheburningtouchofhislips。“Iamsofriendless——Iamsocompletelyatyourmercy!“

Heturnedawayfromher,andhidhisfaceinhishands;hewastrembling,andshesawit。Shelookedathimwhilehisfacewashiddenfromher;shelookedathimwithafurtiveinterestandsurprise。“Howthatmanlovesme!“shethought。“IwonderwhethertherewasatimewhenImighthaveloved_him?_“

Thesilencebetweenthemremainedunbrokenforsomeminutes。Hehadfeltherappealtohisconsiderationasshehadneverexpectedorintendedhimtofeelit——heshrankfromlookingatherorfromspeakingtoheragain。

“ShallIgoonwithmystory?”sheasked。“Shallweforgetandforgiveonbothsides?”Awoman’sinveterateindulgenceforeveryexpressionofaman’sadmirationwhichkeepswithinthelimitsofpersonalrespectcurvedherlipsgentlyintoacharmingsmile。

Shelookeddownmeditativelyatherdress,andbrushedacrumboffherlapwithalittleflatteringsigh。“Iwastellingyou。”

shewenton,“ofmyreluctancetospeaktostrangersofmysadfamilystory。Itwasinthatway,asIafterwardfoundout,thatIlaidmyselfopentoMissMilroy’smaliceandMissMilroy’ssuspicion。Privateinquiriesaboutmewereaddressedtotheladywhowasmyreference——atMissMilroy’ssuggestion,inthefirstinstance,Ihavenodoubt。Iamsorrytosay,thisisnottheworstofit。Bysomeunderhandmeans,ofwhichIamquiteignorant,Mr。Armadale’ssimplicitywasimposedon;and,whenapplicationwasmadesecretlytomyreferenceinLondon,itwasmade,Mr。Midwinter,throughyourfriend。”

Midwintersuddenlyrosefromhischairandlookedather。Thefascinationthatsheexercisedoverhim,powerfulasitwas,becameasuspendedinfluence,nowthattheplaindisclosurecameplainlyatlastfromherlips。Helookedather,andsatdownagain,likeamanbewildered,withoututteringaword。

“Rememberhowweakheis。”pleadedMissGwilt,gently,“andmakeallowancesforhimasIdo。Thetriflingaccidentofhisfailingtofindmyreferenceattheaddressgivenhimseems,Ican’timaginewhy,tohaveexcitedMr。Armadale’ssuspicion。Atanyrate,heremainedinLondon。Whathedidthere,itisimpossibleformetosay。Iwasquiteinthedark;Iknewnothing:I

distrustednobody;IwasashappyinmylittleroundofdutiesasIcouldbewithapupilwhoseaffectionsIhadfailedtowin,when,onemorning,tomyindescribableastonishment,MajorMilroyshowedmeacorrespondencebetweenMr。Armadaleandhimself。Hespoketomeinhiswife’spresence。Poorcreature,Imakenocomplaintofher;suchafflictionasshesuffersexcuseseverything。IwishIcouldgiveyousomeideaofthelettersbetweenMajorMilroyandMr。Armadale;butmyheadisonlyawoman’shead,andIwassoconfusedanddistressedatthetime!AllIcantellyouisthatMr。ArmadalechosetopreservesilenceabouthisproceedingsinLondon,undercircumstanceswhichmadethatsilenceareflectiononmycharacter。Themajorwasmostkind;hisconfidenceinmeremainedunshaken;butcouldhisconfidenceprotectmeagainsthiswife’sprejudiceandhisdaughter’sill-will?Oh,thehardnessofwomentoeachother!Oh,thehumiliationifmenonlyknewsomeofusaswereallyare!

WhatcouldIdo?Icouldn’tdefendmyselfagainstmereimputations;andIcouldn’tremaininmysituationafteraslurhadbeencastonme。Mypride(Heavenhelpme,Iwasbroughtuplikeagentlewoman,andIhavesensibilitiesthatarenotbluntedevenyet!)——mypridegotthebetterofme,andIleftmyplace。

Don’tletitdistressyou,Mr。Midwinter!There’sabrightsidetothepicture。Theladiesintheneighborhoodhaveoverwhelmedmewithkindness;Ihavetheprospectofgettingpupilstoteach;

Iamsparedthemortificationofgoingbacktobeaburdenonmyfriends。TheonlycomplaintIhavetomakeis,Ithink,ajustone。Mr。ArmadalehasbeenbackatThorpeAmbroseforsomedays。

Ihaveentreatedhim,byletter,tograntmeaninterview;totellmewhatdreadfulsuspicionshehasofme,andtoletmesetmyselfrightinhisestimation。Wouldyoubelieveit?Hehasdeclinedtoseeme——undertheinfluenceofothers,notofhisownfreewill,Iamsure!Cruel,isn’tit?Buthehasevenusedmemorecruellystill;hepersistsinsuspectingme;itishewhoishavingmewatched。Oh,Mr。Midwinter,don’thatemefortellingyouwhatyou_must_know!Themanyoufoundpersecutingmeandfrighteningmetonightwasonlyearninghismoney,afterall,asMr。Armadale’sspy。”

OncemoreMidwinterstartedtohisfeet;andthistimethethoughtsthatwereinhimfoundtheirwayintowords。

“Ican’tbelieveit;Iwon’tbelieveit!“heexclaimed,indignantly。“Ifthemantoldyouthat,themanlied。Ibegyourpardon,MissGwilt;Ibegyourpardonfromthebottomofmyheart。Don’t,praydon’tthinkIdoubt_you;_Ionlysaythereissomedreadfulmistake。IamnotsurethatIunderstandasIoughtallthatyouhavetoldme。ButthislastinfamousmeannessofwhichyouthinkAllanguilty,I_do_understand。Isweartoyou,heisincapableofit!Somescoundrelhasbeentakingadvantageofhim;somescoundrelhasbeenusinghisname。I’llproveittoyou,ifyouwillonlygivemetime。Letmegoandclearitupatonce。Ican’trest;Ican’tbeartothinkofit;Ican’tevenenjoythepleasureofbeinghere。Oh。”heburstoutdesperately,“I’msureyoufeelforme,afterwhatyouhavesaid——Ifeelsofor_you!_“

Hestoppedinconfusion。MissGwilt’seyeswerelookingathimagain,andMissGwilt’shandhadfounditswayoncemoreintohisown。

“Youarethemostgenerousoflivingmen。”shesaid,softly。“I

willbelievewhatyoutellmetobelieve。Go。”sheadded,inawhisper,suddenlyreleasinghishand,andturningawayfromhim。

“Forbothoursakes,go!“

Hisheartbeatfast;helookedatherasshedroppedintoachairandputherhandkerchieftohereyes。Foronemomenthehesitated;thenext,hesnatcheduphisknapsackfromthefloor,andleftherprecipitately,withoutabackwardlookorapartingword。

Sherosewhenthedoorclosedonhim。Achangecameoverhertheinstantshewasalone。Thecolorfadedoutofhercheeks;thebeautydiedoutofhereyes;herfacehardenedhorriblywithasilentdespair。“It’sevenbaserworkthanIbargainedfor。”shesaid,“todeceive_him。_“Afterpacingtoandfrointheroomforsomeminutes,shestoppedwearilybeforetheglassoverthefire-place。“Youstrangecreature!“shemurmured,leaningherelbowsonthemantelpiece,andlanguidlyaddressingthereflectionofherselfintheglass。“Haveyougotanyconscienceleft?Andhasthatmanrousedit?”

Thereflectionofherfacechangedslowly。Thecolorreturnedtohercheeks,thedeliciouslanguorbegantosuffusehereyesagain。Herlipspartedgently,andherquickeningbreathbegantodimthesurfaceoftheglass。Shedrewbackfromit,afteramoment’sabsorptioninherownthoughts,withastartofterror。

“WhatamIdoing?”sheaskedherself,inasuddenpanicofastonishment。“AmImadenoughtobethinkingofhimin_that_

way?”

Sheburstintoamockinglaugh,andopenedherdeskonthetablerecklesslywithabang。“It’shightimeIhadsometalkwithMotherJezebel。”shesaid,andsatdowntowritetoMrs。

Oldershaw。

“IhavemetwithMr。Midwinter。”shebegan,“underveryluckycircumstances;andIhavemadethemostofmyopportunity。HehasjustleftmeforhisfriendArmadale;andoneoftwogoodthingswillhappento-morrow。Iftheydon’tquarrel,thedoorsofThorpeAmbrosewillbeopenedtomeagainatMr。Midwinter’sintercession。Iftheydoquarrel,Ishallbetheunhappycauseofit,andIshallfindmywayinformyself,onthepurelyChristianerrandofreconcilingthem。”

Shehesitatedatthenextsentence,wrotethefirstfewwordsofit,scratchedthemoutagain,andpetulantlytoretheletterintofragments,andthrewthepentotheotherendoftheroom。

Turningquicklyonherchair,shelookedattheseatwhichMidwinterhadoccupied,herfootrestlesslytappingthefloor,andherhandkerchiefthrustlikeagagbetweenherclinchedteeth。“Youngasyouare。”shethought,withhermindrevivingtheimageofhimintheemptychair,“therehasbeensomethingoutofthecommonin_your_life;andImustandwillknowit!“

Thehouseclockstruckthehour,androusedher。Shesighed,and,walkingbacktotheglass,wearilyloosenedthefasteningsofherdress;wearilyremovedthestudsfromthechemisettebeneathit,andputthemonthechimney-piece。Shelookedindolentlyatthereflectedbeautiesofherneckandbosom,assheunplaitedherhairandthrewitbackinonegreatmassoverhershoulders。

“Fancy。”shethought,“ifhesawmenow!“Sheturnedbacktothetable,andsighedagainassheextinguishedoneofthecandlesandtooktheotherinherhand。“Midwinter?”shesaid,asshepassedthroughthefolding-doorsoftheroomtoherbed-chamber。

“Idon’tbelieveinhisname,tobeginwith!“

ThenighthadadvancedbymorethananhourbeforeMidwinterwasbackagainatthegreathouse。

Twice,wellasthehomewardwaywasknowntohim,hehadstrayedoutoftherightroad。Theeventsoftheevening——theinterviewwithMissGwiltherself,afterhisfortnight’ssolitarythinkingofher;theextraordinarychangethathadtakenplaceinherpositionsincehehadseenherlast;andthestartlingassertionofAllan’sconnectionwithit——hadallconspiredtothrowhismindintoastateofungovernableconfusion。Thedarknessofthecloudynightaddedtohisbewilderment。EventhefamiliargatesofThorpeAmbroseseemedstrangetohim。Whenhetriedtothinkofit,itwasamysterytohimhowhehadreachedtheplace。

Thefrontofthehousewasdark,andclosedforthenight。

Midwinterwentroundtotheback。Thesoundofmen’svoices,asheadvanced,caughthisear。Theyweresoondistinguishableasthevoicesofthefirstandsecondfootman,andthesubjectofconversationbetweenthemwastheirmaster。

“I’llbetyouanevenhalf-crownhe’sdrivenoutoftheneighborhoodbeforeanotherweekisoverhishead。”saidthefirstfootman。

“Done!“saidthesecond。“Heisn’taseasydrivenasyouthink。”

“Isn’the!“retortedtheother。“He’llbemobbedifhestopshere!Itellyouagain,he’snotsatisfiedwiththemesshe’sgotintoalready。Iknowitforcertain,he’shavingthegovernesswatched。”

Atthosewords,Midwintermechanicallycheckedhimselfbeforeheturnedthecornerofthehouse。HisfirstdoubtoftheresultofhismeditatedappealtoAllanranthroughhimlikeasuddenchill。Theinfluenceexercisedbythevoiceofpublicscandalisaforcewhichacts。inoppositiontotheordinarylawofmechanics。Itisstrongest,notbyconcentration,butbydistribution。Totheprimarysoundwemayshutourears;butthereverberationofitinechoesisirresistible。Onhiswayback,Midwinter’sonedesirehadbeentofindAllanup,andtospeaktohimimmediately。Hisonehopenowwastogaintimetocontendwiththenewdoubtsandtosilencethenewmisgivings;hisonepresentanxietywastohearthatAllanhadgonetobed。Heturnedthecornerofthehouse,andpresentedhimselfbeforethemensmokingtheirpipesinthebackgarden。Assoonastheirastonishmentallowedthemtospeak,theyofferedtorousetheirmaster。Allanhadgivenhisfriendupforthatnight,andhadgonetobedabouthalfanhoursince。

“Itwasmymaster’s’particularorder,sir。”saidthehead-footman,“thathewastobetoldofitifyoucameback。”

“Itis_my_particularrequest。”returnedMidwinter,“thatyouwon’tdisturbhim。”

Themenlookedateachotherwonderingly,ashetookhiscandleandleftthem。

CHAPTERVIII。

SHECOMESBETWEENTHEM。

APPOINTEDhoursforthevariousdomesticeventsofthedaywerethingsunknownatThorpeAmbrose。Irregularinallhishabits,Allanaccommodatedhimselftonostatedtimes(withthesolitaryexceptionofdinner-time)atanyhourofthedayornight。Heretiredtorestearlyorlate,andheroseearlyorlate,exactlyashefeltinclined。Theservantswereforbiddentocallhim;andMrs。Gripperwasaccustomedtoimprovisethebreakfastasshebestmight,fromthetimewhenthekitchenfirewasfirstlightedtothetimewhentheclockstoodonthestrokeofnoon。

Towardnineo’clockonthemorningafterhisreturnMidwinterknockedatAllan’sdoor,andonenteringtheroomfounditempty。

Afterinquiryamongtheservants,itappearedthatAllanhadrisenthatmorningbeforethemanwhousuallyattendedonhimwasup,andthathishotwaterhadbeenbroughttothedoorbyoneofthehouse-maids,whowasthenstillinignoranceofMidwinter’sreturn。Nobodyhadchancedtoseethemaster,eitheronthestairsorinthehall;nobodyhadheardhimringthebellforbreakfast,asusual。Inbrief,nobodyknewanythingabouthim,exceptwhatwasobviouslycleartoall——thathewasnotinthehouse。

Midwinterwentoutunderthegreatportico。Hestoodattheheadoftheflightofstepsconsideringinwhichdirectionheshouldsetforthtolookforhisfriend。Allan’sunexpectedabsenceaddedonemoretothedisquietinginfluenceswhichstillperplexedhismind。Hewasinthemoodinwhichtriflesirritateaman,andfanciesareall-powerfultoexaltordepresshisspirits。

Theskywascloudy;andthewindblewinpuffsfromthesouth;

therewaseveryprospect,toweather-wiseeyes,ofcomingrain。

WhileMidwinterwasstillhesitating,oneofthegroomspassedhimonthedrivebelow。Themanproved,onbeingquestioned,tobebetterinformedabouthismaster’smovementsthantheservantsindoors。HehadseenAllanpassthestablesmorethananhoursince,goingoutbythebackwayintotheparkwithanosegayinhishand。

Anosegayinhishand?ThenosegayhungincomprehensiblyonMidwinter’smindashewalkedround,onthechanceofmeetingAllan,tothebackofthehouse。“Whatdoesthenosegaymean?”heaskedhimself,withanunintelligiblesenseofirritation,andapetulantkickatastonethatstoodinhisway。

ItmeantthatAllanhadbeenfollowinghisimpulsesasusual。TheonepleasantimpressionleftonhismindafterhisinterviewwithPedgiftSeniorwastheimpressionmadebythelawyer’saccountofhisconversationwithNeelieinthepark。Theanxietythatheshouldnotmisjudgeher,whichthemajor’sdaughterhadsoearnestlyexpressed,placedherbeforeAllan’seyesinanirresistiblyattractivecharacter——thecharacteroftheonepersonamongallhisneighborswhohadsomerespectstillleftforhisgoodopinion。Acutelysensibleofhissocialisolation,nowthattherewasnoMidwintertokeephimcompanyintheemptyhouse,hungeringandthirstinginhissolitudeforakindwordandafriendlylook,hebegantothinkmoreandmoreregretfullyandmoreandmorelonginglyofthebrightyoungfacesopleasantlyassociatedwithhisfirsthappiestdaysatThorpeAmbrose。Tobeconsciousofsuchafeelingasthiswas,withacharacterlikeAllan’s,toactonitheadlong,leadhimwhereitmight。HehadgoneoutonthepreviousmorningtolookforNeeliewithapeace-offeringofflowers,butwithnoverydistinctideaofwhatheshouldsaytoheriftheymet;andfailingtofindheronthesceneofhercustomarywalks,hehadcharacteristicallypersistedthenextmorninginmakingasecondattemptwithanotherpeace-offeringonalargerscale。Stillignorantofhisfriend’sreturn,hewasnowatsomedistancefromthehouse,searchingtheparkinadirectionwhichhehadnottriedyet。

Afterwalkingoutafewhundredyardsbeyondthestables,andfailingtodiscoveranysignsofAllan,Midwinterretracedhissteps,andwaitedforhisfriend’sreturn,pacingslowlytoandfroonthelittlestripofgardengroundatthebackofthehouse。

Fromtimetotime,ashepassedit,helookedinabsentlyattheroomwhichhadformerlybeenMrs。Armadale’s,whichwasnow(throughhisinterposition)habituallyoccupiedbyherson——theroomwiththeStatuetteonthebracket,andtheFrenchwindowsopeningtotheground,whichhadoncerecalledtohimtheSecondVisionoftheDream。TheShadowoftheMan,whichAllanhadseenstandingoppositetohimatthelongwindow;theviewoveralawnandflower-garden;thepatteringoftherainagainsttheglass;

thestretchingoutoftheShadow’sarm,andthefallofthestatueinfragmentsonthefloor——theseobjectsandeventsofthevisionaryscene,sovividlypresenttohismemoryonce,wereallsupersededbylaterremembrancesnow,werealllefttofadeastheymightinthedimbackgroundoftime。Hecouldpasstheroomagainandagain,aloneandanxious,andneveroncethinkoftheboatdriftingawayinthemoonlight,andthenight’simprisonmentontheWreckedShip!

Towardteno’clockthewell-rememberedsoundofAllan’svoicebecamesuddenlyaudibleinthedirectionofthestables。Inamomentmorehewasvisiblefromthegarden。Hissecondmorning’ssearchforNeeliehadendedtoallappearanceinaseconddefeatofhisobject。Thenosegaywasstillinhishand;andhewasresignedlymakingapresentofittooneofthecoachman’schildren。

Midwinterimpulsivelytookastepforwardtowardthestables,andabruptlycheckedhisfurtherprogress。

ConsciousthathispositiontowardhisfriendwasalteredalreadyinrelationtoMissGwilt,thefirstsightofAllanfilledhismindwithasuddendistrustofthegoverness’sinfluenceoverhim,whichwasalmostadistrustofhimself。HeknewthathehadsetforthfromthemoorsonhisreturntoThorpeAmbrosewiththeresolutionofacknowledgingthepassionthathadmasteredhim,andofinsisting,ifnecessary,onasecondandalongerabsenceintheinterestsofthesacrificewhichhewasbentonmakingtothehappinessofhisfriend。Whathadbecomeofthatresolutionnow?ThediscoveryofMissGwilt’salteredposition,andthedeclarationthatshehadvoluntarilymadeofherindifferencetoAllan,hadscatteredittothewinds。Thefirstwordswithwhichhewouldhavemethisfriend,ifnothinghadhappenedtohimonthehomewardway,werewordsalreadydismissedfromhislips。Hedrewbackashefeltit,andstruggled,withaninstinctiveloyaltytowardAllan,tofreehimselfatthelastmomentfromtheinfluenceofMissGwilt。

Havingdisposedofhisuselessnosegay,Allanpassedonintothegarden,andtheinstantheentereditrecognizedMidwinterwithaloudcryofsurpriseanddelight。

“AmIawakeordreaming?”heexclaimed,seizinghisfriendexcitablybybothhands。”YoudearoldMidwinter,haveyousprungupoutoftheground,orhaveyoudroppedfromtheclouds?”

ItwasnottillMidwinterhadexplainedthemysteryofhisunexpectedappearanceineveryparticularthatAllancouldbeprevailedontosayawordabouthimself。Whenhedidspeak,heshookhisheadruefully,andsubduedtheheartyloudnessofhisvoice,withapreliminarylookroundtoseeiftheservantswerewithinhearing。

“I’velearnedtobecautioussinceyouwentawayandleftme。”

saidAllan。“Mydearfellow,youhaven’ttheleastnotionwhatthingshavehappened,andwhatanawfulscrapeI’minatthisverymoment!“

“Youaremistaken,Allan。Ihaveheardmoreofwhathashappenedthanyousuppose。”

“What!thedreadfulmessI’minwithMissGwilt?therowwiththemajor?theinfernalscandal-mongeringintheneighborhood?Youdon’tmeantosay——?”

“Yes。”interposedMidwinter,quietly;“Ihaveheardofitall。”

“Goodheavens!how?DidyoustopatThorpeAmbroseonyourwayback?Haveyoubeeninthecoffee-roomatthehotel?HaveyoumetPedgift?HaveyoudroppedintotheReadingRooms,andseenwhattheycallthefreedomofthepressinthetownnewspaper?”

Midwinterpausedbeforeheanswered,andlookedupatthesky。

Thecloudshadbeengatheringunnoticedovertheirheads,andthefirstrain-dropswerebeginningtofall。

“Comeinhere。”saidAllan。“We’llgouptobreakfastthisway。“

HeledMidwinterthroughtheopenFrenchwindowintohisownsitting-room。Thewindblewtowardthatsideofthehouse,andtherainfollowedthemin。Midwinter,whowaslast,turnedandclosedthewindow。

Allanwastooeagerfortheanswerwhichtheweatherhadinterruptedtowaitforittilltheyreachedthebreakfast-room。

Hestoppedcloseatthewindow,andaddedtwomoretohisstringofquestions。

“HowcanyoupossiblyhaveheardaboutmeandMissGwilt?”heasked。“Whotoldyou?”

“MissGwiltherself。”repliedMidwinter,gravely。

Allan’smannerchangedthemomentthegoverness’snamepassedhisfriend’slips。

“Iwishyouhadheardmystoryfirst。”hesaid。“WheredidyoumeetwithMissGwilt?”

Therewasamomentarypause。Theybothstoodstillatthewindow,absorbedintheinterestofthemoment。Theybothforgotthattheircontemplatedplaceofshelterfromtherainhadbeenthebreakfast-roomupstairs。

“BeforeIansweryourquestion。”saidMidwinter,alittleconstrainedly,“Iwanttoaskyousomething,Allan,onmyside。

IsitreallytruethatyouareinsomewayconcernedinMissGwilt’sleavingMajorMilroy’sservice?”

Therewasanotherpause。ThedisturbancewhichhadbeguntoappearinAllan’smannerpalpablyincreased。

“It’sratheralongstory。”hebegan。“Ihavebeentakenin,Midwinter。I’vebeenimposedonbyaperson,who——Ican’thelpsayingit——whocheatedmeintopromisingwhatIoughtn’ttohavepromised,anddoingwhatIhadbetternothavedone。Itisn’tbreakingmypromisetotellyou。Icantrustinyourdiscretion,can’tI?Youwillneversayaword,willyou?”

“Stop!“saidMidwinter。“Don’ttrustmewithanysecretswhicharenotyourown。Ifyouhavegivenapromise,don’ttriflewithit,eveninspeakingtosuchanintimatefriendasIam。”HelaidhishandgentlyandkindlyonAllan’sshoulder。“Ican’thelpseeingthatIhavemadeyoualittleuncomfortable。”hewenton。

“Ican’thelpseeingthatmyquestionisnotsoeasyaonetoanswerasIhadhopedandsupposed。Shallwewaitalittle?Shallwegoupstairsandbreakfastfirst?”

AllanwasfartooearnestlybentonpresentinghisconducttohisfriendintherightaspecttoheedMidwinter’ssuggestion。Hespokeeagerlyontheinstant,withoutmovingfromthewindow。

“Mydearfellow,it’saperfectlyeasyquestiontoanswer。

Only“——hehesitated——“onlyitrequireswhatI’mabadhandat:itrequiresanexplanation。”

“Doyoumean。”askedMidwinter,moreseriously,butnotlessgentlythanbefore,“thatyoumustfirstjustifyyourself,andthenanswermyquestion?”

“That’sit!“saidAllan,withanairofrelief。“You’rehittherightnailonthehead,justasusual。”

Midwinter’sfacedarkenedforthefirsttime。“Iamsorrytohearit。”hesaid,hisvoicesinkinglow,andhiseyesdroppingtothegroundashespoke。

Therainwasbeginningtofallthickly。Itsweptacrossthegarden,straightontheclosedwindows,andpatteredheavilyagainsttheglass。

“Sorry!“repeatedAllan。“Mydearfellow,youhaven’theardtheparticularsyet。WaittillIexplainthethingfirst。”

“Youareabadhandatexplanations。”saidMidwinter,repeatingAllan’sownwords。“Don’tplaceyourselfatadisadvantage。Don’texplainit。”

Allanlookedathim,insilentperplexityandsurprise。

“Youaremyfriend——mybestanddearestfriend。”Midwinterwenton。“Ican’tbeartoletyoujustifyyourselftomeasifIwasyourjudge,orasifIdoubtedyou。”HelookedupagainatAllanfranklyandkindlyashesaidthosewords。“Besides。”heresumed,“Ithink,ifIlookintomymemory,Icananticipateyourexplanation。Wehadamoment’stalk,beforeIwentaway,aboutsomeverydelicatequestionswhichyouproposedputtingtoMajorMilroy。IrememberIwarnedyou;IrememberIhadmymisgivings。

ShouldIbeguessingrightifIguessedthatthosequestionshavebeeninsomewaythemeansofleadingyouintoafalseposition?

IfitistruethatyouhavebeenconcernedinMissGwilt’sleavinghersituation,isitalsotrue——isitonlydoingyoujusticetobelieve——thatanymischiefforwhichyouareresponsiblehasbeenmischiefinnocentlydone?”

“Yes。”saidAllan,speaking,forthefirsttime,alittleconstrainedlyonhisside。“Itisonlydoingmejusticetosaythat。”Hestoppedandbegandrawinglinesabsentlywithhisfingerontheblurredsurfaceofthewindow-pane。“You’renotlikeotherpeople,Midwinter。”heresumed,suddenly,withaneffort;“andIshouldhavelikedyoutohaveheardtheparticularsallthesame。”

“Iwillhearthemifyoudesireit。”returnedMidwinter。“ButI

amsatisfied,withoutanotherword,thatyouhavenotwillinglybeenthemeansofdeprivingMissGwiltofhersituation。Ifthatisunderstoodbetweenyouandme,Ithinkweneedsaynomore。

Besides,Ihaveanotherquestiontoask,ofmuchgreaterimportance——aquestionthathasbeenforcedonmebywhatIsawwithmyowneyes,andheardwithmyownears,lastnight。”

Hestopped,recoilinginspiteofhimself。“Shallwegoupstairsfirst?”heasked,abruptly,leadingthewaytothedoor,andtryingtogaintime。

Itwasuseless。Onceagain,theroomwhichtheywerebothfreetoleave,theroomwhichoneofthemhadtwicetriedtoleavealready,heldthemasiftheywereprisoners。

Withoutanswering,withoutevenappearingtohaveheardMidwinter’sproposaltogoupstairs,Allanfollowedhimmechanicallyasfarastheoppositesideofthewindow。Therehestopped。“Midwinter!“heburstout,inasuddenpanicofastonishmentandalarm,“thereseemstobesomethingstrangebetweenus!You’renotlikeyourself。Whatisit?”

Withhishandonthelockofthedoor,Midwinterturned,andlookedbackintotheroom。Themomenthadcome。Hishauntingfearofdoinghisfriendaninjusticehadshownitselfinarestraintofword,look,andactionwhichhadbeenmarkedenoughtoforceitswaytoAllan’snotice。Theonecourseleftnow,inthedearestinterestsofthefriendshipthatunitedthem,wastospeakatonce,andtospeakboldly。

“There’ssomethingstrangebetweenus。”reiteratedAllan。“ForGod’ssake,whatisit?”

Midwintertookhishandfromthedoor,andcamedownagaintothewindow,frontingAllan。Heoccupiedtheplace,ofnecessity,whichAllanhadjustleft。ItwasthesideofthewindowonwhichtheStatuettestood。Thelittlefigure,placedonitsprojectingbracket,was,closebehindhimonhisrighthand。Nosignsofchangeappearedinthestormysky。Therainstillsweptslantingacrossthegarden,andpatteredheavilyagainsttheglass。

“Givemeyourhand,Allan。”

Allangaveit,andMidwinterhelditfirmlywhilehespoke。

“Thereissomethingstrangebetweenus。”hesaid。“Thereissomethingtobesetrightwhichtouchesyounearly;andithasnotbeensetrightyet。YouaskedmejustnowwhereImetwithMissGwilt。Imetwithheronmywaybackhere,uponthehigh-roadonthefurthersideofthetown。Sheentreatedmetoprotectherfromamanwhowasfollowingandfrighteningher。I

sawthescoundrelwithmyowneyes,andIshouldhavelaidhandsonhim,ifMissGwiltherselfhadnotstoppedme。Shegaveaverystrangereasonforstoppingme。ShesaidIdidn’tknowwhohisemployerwas。”

Allan’sruddycolorsuddenlydeepened;helookedasidequicklythroughthewindowatthepouringrain。Atthesamemomenttheirhandsfellapart,andtherewasapauseofsilenceoneitherside。Midwinterwasthefirsttospeakagain。

“Laterintheevening。”hewenton,“MissGwiltexplainedherself。Shetoldmetwothings。ShedeclaredthatthemanwhomI

hadseenfollowingherwasahiredspy。Iwassurprised,butI

couldnotdisputeit。Shetoldmenext,Allan——whatIbelievewithmywholeheartandsoultobeafalsehoodwhichhasbeenimposedonherasthetruth——shetoldmethatthespywasinyouremployment!“

Allanturnedinstantlyfromthewindow,andlookedMidwinterfullinthefaceagain。“Imustexplainmyselfthistime。”hesaid,resolutely。

TheashypalenesspeculiartohiminmomentsofstrongemotionbegantoshowitselfonMidwinter’scheeks。

“Moreexplanations!“hesaid,anddrewbackastep,withhiseyesfixedinasuddenterrorofinquiryonAllan’sface。

“Youdon’tknowwhatIknow,Midwinter。Youdon’tknowthatwhatIhavedonehasbeendonewithagoodreason。Andwhatismore,I

havenottrustedtomyself——Ihavehadgoodadvice。”

“DidyouhearwhatIsaidjustnow?”askedMidwinter,incredulously。“Youcan’t——surely,youcan’thavebeenattendingtome?”

“Ihaven’tmissedaword。”rejoinedAllan。“Itellyouagain,youdon’tknowwhatIknowofMissGwilt。ShehasthreatenedMissMilroy。MissMilroyisindangerwhilehergovernessstopsinthisneighborhood。”

Midwinterdismissedthemajor’sdaughterfromtheconversationwithacontemptuousgestureofhishand。

“Idon’twanttohearaboutMiss,Milroy。”hesaid。“Don’tmixupMissMilroy——GoodGod,Allan,amItounderstandthatthespysettowatchMissGwiltwasdoinghisvileworkwithyourapproval?”

“Onceforall,mydearfellow,willyou,orwillyounot,letmeexplain?”

“Explain!“criedMidwinter,hiseyesaflame,andhishotCreolebloodrushingcrimsonintohisface。“Explaintheemploymentofaspy?What!afterhavingdrivenMissGwiltoutofhersituationbymeddlingwithherprivateaffairs,youmeddleagainbythevilestofallmeans——themeansofapaidspy?Yousetawatchonthewomanwhomyouyourselftoldmeyouloved,onlyafortnightsince——thewomanyouwerethinkingofasyourwife!Idon’tbelieveit;Iwon’tbelieveit。Ismyheadfailingme?IsitAllanArmadaleIamspeakingto?IsitAllanArmadale’sfacelookingatme?Stop!youareactingundersomemistakenscruple。

Somelowfellowhascreptintoyourconfidence,andhasdonethisinyournamewithouttellingyoufirst。”

Allancontrolledhimselfwithadmirablepatienceandadmirableconsiderationforthetemperofhisfriend。“Ifyoupersistinrefusingtohearme。”hesaid,“ImustwaitaswellasIcantillmyturncomes。”

“Tellmeyouareastrangertotheemploymentofthatman,andI

willhearyouwillingly。”

“Supposethereshouldbeanecessity,thatyouknownothingabout,foremployinghim?”

“Iacknowledgenonecessityforthecowardlypersecutionofahelplesswoman。”

Amomentaryflushofirritation——momentary,andnomore——passedoverAllan’sface。“Youmightn’tthinkherquitesohelpless。”hesaid,“ifyouknewthetruth。”

“Are_you_themantotellmethetruth?”retortedtheother。

“Youwhohaverefusedtohearherinherowndefense!Youwhohaveclosedthedoorsofthishouseagainsther!“

Allanstillcontrolledhimself,buttheeffortbeganatlasttobevisible。

“Iknowyourtemperisahotone。”hesaid。“Butforallthat,yourviolencequitetakesmebysurprise。Ican’taccountforit,unless“——hehesitatedamoment,andthenfinishedthesentenceinhisusualfrank,outspokenway——“unlessyouaresweetyourselfonMissGwilt。”

Thoselastwordsheapedfuelonthefire。Theystrippedthetruthinstantlyofallconcealmentsanddisguises,andlaiditbaretoview。Allan’sinstincthadguessed,andtheguidinginfluencestoodrevealedofMidwinter’sinterestinMissGwilt。

“Whatrighthaveyoutosaythat?”heasked,withraisedvoiceandthreateningeyes。

“Itold_you,_“saidAllan,simply,“whenIthoughtIwassweetonhermyself。Come!come!it’salittlehard,Ithink,evenifyouareinlovewithher,tobelieveeverythingshetellsyou,andnottoletmesayaword。Is_that_thewayyoudecidebetweenus?”

“Yes,itis!“criedtheother,infuriatedbyAllan’ssecondallusiontoMissGwilt。“WhenIamaskedtochoosebetweentheemployerofaspyandthevictimofaspy,Isidewiththevictim!“

“Don’ttrymetoohard,Midwinter,Ihaveatempertoloseaswellasyou。”

Hestopped,strugglingwithhimself。ThetortureofpassioninMidwinter’sface,fromwhichalesssimpleandlessgenerousnaturemighthaverecoiledinhorror,touchedAllansuddenlywithanartlessdistress,which,atthatmoment,waslittlelessthansublime。Headvanced,withhiseyesmoistening,andhishandheldout。“Youaskedmeformyhandjustnow。”hesaid,“andIgaveityou。Willyourememberoldtimes,andgivemeyours,beforeit’stoolate?”

“No!“retortedMidwinter,furiously。“ImaymeetMissGwiltagain,andImaywantmyhandfreetodealwithyourspy!“

HehaddrawnbackalongthewallasAllanadvanced,untilthebracketwhichsupportedtheStatuettewasbeforeinsteadofbehindhim。InthemadnessofhispassionhesawnothingbutAllan’sfaceconfrontinghim。Inthemadnessofhispassion,hestretchedouthisrighthandasheanswered,andshookitthreateninglyintheair。Itstrucktheforgottenprojectionofthebracket——andthenextinstanttheStatuettelayinfragmentsonthefloor。

Theraindroveslantingoverflower-bedandlawn,andpatteredheavilyagainsttheglass;andthetwoArmadalesstoodbythewindow,asthetwoShadowshadstoodintheSecondVisionoftheDream,withthewreckoftheimagebetweenthem。

Allanstoopedoverthefragmentsofthelittlefigure,andliftedthemonebyonefromthefloor。

“Leaveme。”hesaid,withoutlookingup,“orweshallbothrepentit。”

Withoutaword,Midwintermovedbackslowly。Hestoodforthesecondtimewithhishandonthedoor,andlookedhislastattheroom。ThehorrorofthenightontheWreckhadgothimoncemore,andtheflameofhispassionwasquenchedinaninstant。

“TheDream!“hewhispered,underhisbreath。“TheDreamagain!“

Thedoorwastriedfromtheoutside,andaservantappearedwithatrivialmessageaboutthebreakfast。

Midwinterlookedatthemanwithablank,dreadfulhelplessnessinhisface。“Showmethewayout。”hesaid。“Theplaceisdark,andtheroomturnsroundwithme。”

Theservanttookhimbythearm,andsilentlyledhimout。

Asthedoorclosedonthem,Allanpickedupthelastfragmentofthebrokenfigure。Hesatdownaloneatthetable,andhidhisfaceinhishands。Theself-controlwhichhehadbravelypreservedunderexasperationrenewedagainandagainnowfailedhimatlastinthefriendlesssolitudeofhisroom,and,inthefirstbitternessoffeelingthatMidwinterhadturnedagainsthimliketherest,heburstintotears。

Themomentsfollowedeachother,theslowtimeworeon。Littlebylittlethesignsofanewelementaldisturbancebegantoshowthemselvesinthesummerstorm。Theshadowofaswiftlydeepeningdarknesssweptoverthesky。Thepatteringoftherainlessenedwiththelesseningwind。Therewasamomentaryhushofstillness。

Thenonasuddentherainpoureddownagainlikeacataract,andthelowrollofthundercameupsolemnlyonthedyingair。

CHAPTERIX。

SHEKNOWSTHETRUTH。

1。_FromMr。BashwoodtoMissGwilt。_

“ThorpeAmbrose,July20th,1851。

“DEARMADAM——Ireceivedyesterday,byprivatemessenger,yourobligingnote,inwhichyoudirectmetocommunicatewithyouthroughthepostonly,aslongasthereisreasontobelievethatanyvisitorswhomaycometoyouarelikelytobeobserved。MayI

bepermittedtosaythatIlookforwardwithrespectfulanxietytothetimewhenIshallagainenjoytheonlyrealhappinessI

haveeverexperienced——thehappinessofpersonallyaddressingyou?

“IncompliancewithyourdesirethatIshouldnotallowthisday(theSunday)topasswithoutprivatelynoticingwhatwentonatthegreathouse,Itookthekeys,andwentthismorningtothesteward’soffice。IaccountedformyappearancetotheservantsbyinformingthemthatIhadworktodowhichitwasimportanttocompleteintheshortestpossibletime。ThesameexcusewouldhavedoneforMr。Armadaleifwehadmet,butnosuchmeetinghappened。

“AlthoughIwasatThorpeAmbroseinwhatIthoughtgoodtime,I

wastoolatetoseeorhearanythingmyselfofaseriousquarrelwhichappearedtohavetakenplace,justbeforeIarrived,betweenMr。ArmadaleandMr。Midwinter。

“AllthelittleinformationIcangiveyouinthismatterisderivedfromoneoftheservants。ThemantoldmethatheheardthevoicesofthetwogentlemenloudinMr。Armadale’ssitting-room。Hewentintoannouncebreakfastshortlyafterward,andfoundMr。Midwinterinsuchadreadfulstateofagitationthathehadtobehelpedoutoftheroom。Theservanttriedtotakehimupstairstoliedownandcomposehimself。Hedeclined,sayinghewouldwaitalittlefirstinoneofthelowerrooms,andbeggingthathemightbeleftalone。Themanhadhardlygotdownstairsagainwhenheheardthefrontdooropenedandclosed。

Heranback,andfoundthatMr。Midwinterwasgone。Therainwaspouringatthetime,andthunderandlightningcamesoonafterward。Dreadfulweathercertainlytogooutin。TheservantthinksMr。Midwinter’smindwasunsettled。Isincerelyhopenot。

Mr。MidwinterisoneofthefewpeopleIhavemetwithinthecourseofmylifewhohavetreatedmekindly。

“HearingthatMr。Armadalestillremainedinthesitting-room,I

wentintothesteward’soffice(which,asyoumayremember,isonthesamesideofthehouse),andleftthedoorajar,andsetthewindowopen,waitingandlisteningforanythingthatmighthappen。Dearmadam,therewasatimewhenImighthavethoughtsuchapositioninthehouseofmyemployernotaverybecomingone。Letmehastentoassureyouthatthisisfarfrombeingmyfeelingnow。Igloryinanypositionwhichmakesmeserviceabletoyou。

“ThestateoftheweatherseemedhopelesslyadversetothatrenewalofintercoursebetweenMr。ArmadaleandMissMilroywhichyousoconfidentlyanticipate,andofwhichyouaresoanxioustobemadeaware。Strangelyenough,however,itisactuallyinconsequenceofthestateoftheweatherthatIamnowinapositiontogiveyoutheveryinformationyourequire。Mr。

ArmadaleandMissMilroymetaboutanhoursince。Thecircumstanceswereasfollows:

“Justatthebeginningofthethunder-storm,Isawoneofthegroomsrunacrossfromthestables,andheardhimtapathismaster’swindow。Mr。Armadaleopenedthewindowandaskedwhatwasthematter。Thegroomsaidhecamewithamessagefromthecoachman’swife。Shehadseenfromherroomoverthestables(whichlooksontothepark)MissMilroyquitealone,standingforshelterunderoneofthetrees。Asthatpartoftheparkwasatsomedistancefromthemajor’scottage,shehadthoughtthathermastermightwishtosendandasktheyoungladyintothehouse——especiallyasshehadplacedherself,withathunder-stormcomingon,inwhatmightturnouttobeaverydangerousposition。

“ThemomentMr。Armadaleunderstoodtheman’smessage,hecalledforthewater-proofthingsandtheumbrellas,andranouthimself,insteadofleavingittotheservants。InalittletimeheandthegroomcamebackwithMissMilroybetweenthem,aswellprotectedascouldbefromtherain。

“Iascertainedfromoneofthewomen-servants,whohadtakentheyoungladyintoabedroom,andhadsuppliedherwithsuchdrythingsasshewanted,thatMissMilroyhadbeenafterwardshownintothedrawing-room,andthatMr。Armadalewastherewithher。

Theonlywayoffollowingyourinstructions,andfindingoutwhatpassedbetweenthem,wastogoroundthehouseinthepeltingrain,andgetintotheconservatory(whichopensintothedrawing-room)bytheouterdoor。Ihesitateatnothing,dearmadam,inyourservice;Iwouldcheerfullygetweteveryday,topleaseyou。Besides,thoughImayatfirstsightbethoughtratheranelderlyman,awettingisofnoveryseriousconsequencetome。IassureyouIamnotsooldasIlook,andI

amofastrongerconstitutionthanappears。

“Itwasimpossibleformetogetnearenoughintheconservatorytoseewhatwentoninthedrawing-room,withouttheriskofbeingdiscovered。Butmostoftheconversationreachedme,exceptwhentheydroppedtheirvoices。ThisisthesubstanceofwhatI

heard:

“IgatheredthatMissMilroyhadbeenprevailedon,againstherwill,totakerefugefromthethunder-storminMr。Armadale’shouse。Shesaidso,atleast,andshegavetworeasons。Thefirstwasthatherfatherhadforbiddenallintercoursebetweenthecottageandthegreathouse。Mr。Armadalemetthisobjectionbydeclaringthatherfatherhadissuedhisordersunderatotalmisconceptionofthetruth,andbyentreatinghernottotreathimascruellyasthemajorhadtreatedhim。Heentered,I

suspect,intosomeexplanationsatthispoint,butashedroppedhisvoiceIamunabletosaywhattheywere。Hislanguage,whenI

didhearit,wasconfusedandungrammatical。Itseemed,however,tobequiteintelligibleenoughtopersuadeMissMilroythatherfatherhadbeenactingunderamistakenimpressionofthecircumstances。Atleast,Iinferthis;for,whenInextheardtheconversation,theyoungladywasdrivenbacktohersecondobjectiontobeinginthehouse——whichwas,thatMr。Armadalehadbehavedverybadlytoher,andthatherichlydeservedthatsheshouldneverspeaktohimagain。

“Inthislattercase,Mr。Armadaleattemptednodefenseofanykind。Heagreedwithherthathehadbehavedbadly;heagreedwithherthatherichlydeservedsheshouldneverspeaktohimagain。Atthesametimeheimploredhertorememberthathehadsufferedhispunishmentalready。Hewasdisgracedintheneighborhood;andhisdearestfriend,hisoneintimatefriendintheworld,hadthatverymorningturnedagainsthimliketherest。Farornear,therewasnotalivingcreaturewhomhewasfondoftocomforthim,ortosayafriendlywordtohim。Hewaslonelyandmiserable,andhisheartachedforalittlekindness——andthatwashisonlyexcuseforaskingMissMilroytoforgetandforgivethepast。

“Imustleaveyou,Ifear,tojudgeforyourselfoftheeffectofthisontheyounglady;for,thoughItriedhard,Ifailedtocatchwhatshesaid。IamalmostcertainIheardhercrying,andMr。Armadaleentreatinghernottobreakhisheart。Theywhisperedagreatdeal,whichaggravatedme。IwasafterwardalarmedbyMr。Armadalecomingoutintotheconservatorytopicksomeflowers。Hedidnotcomeasfar,fortunately,astheplacewhereIwashidden;andhewentinagainintothedrawing-room,andtherewasmoretalking(Isuspectatclosequarters),whichtomygreatregretIagainfailedtocatch。Prayforgivemeforhavingsolittletotellyou。Icanonlyaddthat,whenthestormclearedoff,MissMilroywentawaywiththeflowersinherhand,andwithMr。Armadaleescortingherfromthehouse。Myownhumbleopinionisthathehadapowerfulfriendatcourt,allthroughtheinterview,intheyounglady’sownlikingforhim。

“ThisisallIcansayatpresent,withtheexceptionofoneotherthingIheard,whichIblushtomention。Butyourwordislaw,andyouhaveorderedmetohavenoconcealmentsfromyou。

“Theirtalkturnedonce,dearmadam,onyourself。IthinkIheardtheword’creature’fromMissMilroy;andIamcertainthatMr。

Armadale,whileacknowledgingthathehadonceadmiredyou,addedthatcircumstanceshadsincesatisfiedhimof’hisfolly。’I

quotehisownexpression;itmademequitetremblewithindignation。IfImaybepermittedtosayso,themanwhoadmiresMissGwiltlivesinParadise。Respect,ifnothingelse,oughttohaveclosedMr。Armadale’slips。Heismyemployer,Iknow;butafterhiscallingitanactoffollytoadmireyou(thoughI_am_

hisdeputy-steward),Iutterlydespisehim。

“TrustingthatImayhavebeensohappyastogiveyousatisfactionthusfar,andearnestlydesiroustodeservethehonorofyourcontinuedconfidenceinme,Iremain,dearmadam,“Yourgratefulanddevotedservant,“FELIXBASHWOOD。”

2。_FromMrs。OldershawtoMissGwilt。_

“DianaStreet,Monday,July21st。

“MYDEARLYDIA——Itroubleyouwithafewlines。TheyarewrittenunderasenseofthedutywhichIowetomyself,inourpresentpositiontowardeachother。

“Iamnotatallsatisfiedwiththetoneofyourlasttwoletters;andIamstilllesspleasedatyourleavingmethismorningwithoutanyletteratall——andthiswhenwehadarranged,inthedoubtfulstateofourprospects,thatIwastohearfromyoueveryday。Icanonlyinterpretyourconductinoneway。I

canonlyinferthatmattersatThorpeAmbrose,havingbeenallmismanaged,areallgoingwrong。

“Itisnotmypresentobjecttoreproachyou,forwhyshouldI

wastetime,language,andpaper?Imerelywishtorecalltoyourmemorycertainconsiderationswhichyouappeartobedisposedtooverlook。ShallIputthemintheplainestEnglish?Yes;for,withallmyfaults,Iamfranknesspersonified。

“Inthefirstplace,then,IhaveaninterestinyourbecomingMrs。ArmadaleofThorpeAmbroseaswellasyou。Secondly,Ihaveprovidedyou(tosaynothingofgoodadvice)withallthemoneyneededtoaccomplishourobject。Thirdly,Iholdyournotesofhand,atshortdates,foreveryfarthingsoadvanced。Fourthlyandlastly,thoughIamindulgenttoafaultinthecapacityofafriend——inthecapacityofawomanofbusiness,mydear,Iamnottobetrifledwith。Thatisall,Lydia,atleastforthepresent。

“Praydon’tsupposeIwriteinanger;Iamonlysorryanddisheartened。MystateofmindresemblesDavid’s。IfIhadthewingsofadove,Iwouldfleeawayandbeatrest。

“Affectionatelyyours,MARIAOLDERSHAW。”

3。_FromMr。BashwoodtoMissGwilt。_

“ThorpeAmbrose,July21st。

“DEARMADAM——Youwillprobablyreceivetheselinesafewhoursaftermyyesterday’scommunicationreachesyou。Ipostedmyfirstletterlastnight,andIshallpostthisbeforenoonto-day。

“Mypresentobjectinwritingistogiveyousomemorenewsfromthishouse。IhavetheinexpressiblehappinessofannouncingthatMr。Armadale’sdisgracefulintrusiononyourprivacyisatanend。Thewatchsetonyouractionsistobewithdrawnthisday。I

write,dearmadam,withthetearsinmyeyes——tearsofjoy,causedbyfeelingswhichIventuredtoexpressinmypreviousletter(seefirstparagraphtowardtheend)。Pardonmethispersonalreference。Icanspeaktoyou(Idon’tknowwhy)somuchmorereadilywithmypenthanwithmytongue。

“Letmetrytocomposemyself,andproceedwithmynarrative。

“Ihadjustarrivedatthesteward’sofficethismorning,whenMr。PedgifttheelderfollowedmetothegreathousetoseeMr。

Armadalebyspecialappointment。ItisneedlesstosaythatIatoncesuspendedanylittlebusinesstherewastodo,feelingthatyourinterestsmightpossiblybeconcerned。Itisalsomostgratifyingtoaddthatthistimecircumstancesfavoredme。Iwasabletostandundertheopenwindowandtohearthewholeinterview。

“Mr。Armadaleexplainedhimselfatonceintheplainestterms。Hegaveordersthatthepersonwhohadbeenhiredtowatchyoushouldbeinstantlydismissed。Onbeingaskedtoexplainthissuddenchangeofpurpose,hedidnotconcealthatitwasowingtotheeffectproducedonhismindbywhathadpassedbetweenMr。

Midwinterandhimselfonthepreviousday。Mr。Midwinter’slanguage,cruellyunjustasitwas,hadneverthelessconvincedhimthatnonecessitywhatevercouldexcuseanyproceedingsoessentiallybaseinitselfastheemploymentofaspy,andonthatconvictionhewasnowdeterminedtoact。

“Butforyourownpositivedirectionstometoconcealnothingthatpasseshereinwhichyournameisconcerned,IshouldreallybeashamedtoreportwhatMr。Pedgiftsaidonhisside。Hehasbehavedkindlytome,Iknow。Butifhewasmyownbrother,I

couldneverforgivehimthetoneinwhichhespokeofyou,andtheobstinacywithwhichhetriedtomakeMr。Armadalechangehismind。

“HebeganbyattackingMr。Midwinter。HedeclaredthatMr。

Midwinter’sopinionwastheveryworstopinionthatcouldbetaken;foritwasquiteplainthatyou,dearmadam,hadtwistedhimroundyourfinger。Producingnoeffectbythiscoarsesuggestion(whichnobodywhoknowsyoucouldforamomentbelieve),Mr。PedgiftnextreferredtoMissMilroy,andaskedMr。

Armadaleifhehadgivenupallideaofprotectingher。WhatthismeantIcannotimagine。Icanonlyreportitforyourprivateconsideration。Mr。ArmadalebrieflyansweredthathehadhisownplanforprotectingMissMilroy,andthatthecircumstanceswerealteredinthatquarter,orwordstoasimilareffect。StillMr。

Pedgiftpersisted。Hewenton(Iblushtomention)frombadtoworse。HetriedtopersuadeMr。Armadalenexttobringanactionatlawagainstoneorotherofthepersonswhohadbeenmoststronglycondemninghisconductintheneighborhood,forthepurpose——Ireallyhardlyknowhowtowriteit——ofgettingyouintothewitness-box。Andworseyet:whenMr。ArmadalestillsaidNo,Mr。Pedgift,afterhaving,asIsuspectedbythesoundofhisvoice,beenonthepointofleavingtheroom,artfullycameback,andproposedsendingforadetectiveofficerfromLondon,simplytolookatyou。’ThewholeofthismysteryaboutMissGwilt’struecharacter,’hesaid,’mayturnonaquestionofidentity。Itwon’tcostmuchtohaveamandownfromLondon;andit’sworthtryingwhetherherfaceisorisnotknownatheadquarterstothepolice。’Iagainandagainassureyou,dearestlady,thatIonlyrepeatthoseabominablewordsfromasenseofdutytowardyourself。Ishook——IdeclareIshookfromheadtofootwhenI

heardthem。

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