LADDIE

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couldtalk,forIwasgettingintoanawfulmess。“Youseeheknowsthatyouwanthimtobealawyer,andthathemustquitplowingbeforehecanbemorethanfriendswithyou。That’swhathe’splowingfor!Ifitwasn’tforthat,probablyhewouldn’t;

beplowingatall。Heaskedfathertolethim,andheborrowedmother’shorses,andhehookedtheflowersthroughthefence。

Everynightwhenhecomeshome,hekneelsbesidemotherandasksherifheis`repulsive,’andshetakeshiminherarmsandthetearsrolldownhercheeksandshesays:`Fatherhasfarmedallhislife,andyouknowhowrepulsiveheis。’“

Iventuredanupwardpeep。Iwasdoingbetter。Hertemperseemedtobecooling,butherfacewasajumble。Icouldn’tfindanyonethingonitthatwouldhelpme,soIjuststumbledaheadguessingatwhattosay。

“Hedidn’tWANTtodoit。HeperfectlyHATEDit。ThosefieldswerehisWaterloo。EveryfurrowwasaFIGHT,buthewasFORCED

toshowyou。“

“ExactlyWHATwashetryingtoshowme?“

“Icanthinkofthreethingshetoldme,“Ianswered。“Thatplowingcouldbesomanagedasnottodisfigurethelandscape——“

“Thedunce!“shesaid。

“Thathecouldplowordodirtierwork,andnotberepulsive——“

“Theidiot!“shesaid。

“Thatifhecameoverthere,andplowedrightunderyournose,whenyou’dtoldhimhemustn’t,orhecouldn’tbemorethanfriends;andwhenyouknewthathe’dmuchratherdieandbelaidbesidethelittlesistersupthereinthecemeterythantoNOTbemorethanfriends,why,you’dsee,ifhedidTHAT,hecouldn’thelpit,thathejustMUST。ThathewasFORCED——“

“Thesoldier!“shesaid。

“OhPrincess,hedidn’twantto!“Icried。“Hetellsmesecretshedoesn’tanyoneelse,unlessyou。Hetoldmehowhehatedit;

buthejusthadtodoit。“

“DoyouknowWHY?“

“Ofcourse!It’sthewayhe’sMADE!Fatherislikethat!Hehaschancestoliveincities,makebigbusinessdeals,andgotothelegislatureatIndianapolis;I’veseenhislettersfromhisfriendOliverP。Morton,ourGovernor,youknow;they’reinhischesttillnow;butfathercan’tdoit,becauseheismadesohestaysathomeandworksforus,andthisfarm,andtownship,andcountywherehebelongs。Hesaysifallmenwilldothatthemillenniumwillcometo-morrow。I’sposeyouknowwhatthemillenniumis?“

“Ido!“saidthePrincess。“ButIdon’tknowwhatyourfatherandhisfriendOliverP。MortonhavetodowithLaddie。“

“Why,everythingonearth!Laddieisfather’sson,yousee,andheismadelikefather。Noneofourotherboysis。Notoneofthemlovesland。Leonisgoingawayasquickaseverhefinishescollege;butthemoreyoueducateLaddie,thebetterhelikestomakethingsgrow,themorehelovestomaketheworldbeautiful,tobekindtoeveryone,togentleanimals——why,thebiggestfightheeverhad,themanhewhipped’tilhemostcouldn’tbringhimbackagain,wasonewhokickedhishorseinthestomach。

Gee,Ithoughthe’dkilledhim!Laddiedidtooforawhile,butheonlysaidthemandeservedit。“

“Andsohedid!“criedthePrincessangrily。“Howbeastly!“

“That’sonereasonLaddiestickssoclosetoland。Hesayshedoesn’tmeetnearlysomanytwo-leggedbeastsinthecountry。

Almosteverytimehegoestotownheeithergetsintoafightorheseessomethingthatmakeshimfightingmad。Princess,youthinkthisbeautiful,don’tyou?“

Ijustpointedanywhere。Alltheworldwasinitthatmorning。

Youcouldn’tlookrightorleftandnotseelovelyplaces,hearmusic,andsmellflowers。

“Yes!Itisaltogetherwonderful!“shesaid。

“Wouldyouliketoliveamongthisallyourlife,andhaveyourplansmadetofixyouaplaceevennicer,andthenbeforcedtoleaveitandgotoalittleroominthecity,andmakeallthemoneyyouearnedoffofhowmuchothermenfightoverbusiness,andlandandsuchperfectlyawfulthings,thattheyalwayshavetobewhisperedwhenJerrytellsaboutthem?Wouldyou?“

“Youlittledunce!“shecried。

“IknowI’mafool。IknowI’mnottellingyouasinglethingI

should!MaybeI’mhurtingLaddiefarmorethanI’mhelpinghim,andifIam,IwishIwoulddiebeforeIseehim;butoh!

Princess,I’mtryingwithallmymighttomakeyouunderstandhowhefeels。HeWANTStodoeveryleastthingyou’dlikehimto。

Hewill,almostanythingelseintheworld,hewouldthis——hewouldinaminute,buthejustCAN’T。Allofusknowhecan’t!

Ifyou’dlivedwithhimsincehewaslittleandalwayshadknownhim,youwouldn’taskhimto;youwouldn’twanthimto!Youdon’tknowwhatyou’redoing!Mothersaysyoudon’t!You’llkillhimifyousendhimtothecitytolive,youjustwill!Youaredoingitnow!He’sgettingthinnerandwhitereveryday。

Don’t!Ohpleasedon’tdoit!“

ThePrincesswaslookingattheworld。Shewasgazingatitsodazed-likesheseemedtobesurprisedatwhatshesaw。Sheactedasifshe’dneverreallyseenitbefore。Shelookedandshelooked。Sheeventurnedherhorseafullcircletoseeallofit,andshewentaroundslowly。Isteppedfromonef

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