LADDIE

第9章

“Onlytwelve,“Isaid。

Helookeddowntheroadatourhouse。

“Doyoumeantotellmeyouhavetwelvechildrenthere?“heinquired。

“Ohno!“Ianswered。“Someofthebigboyshavegoneintobusinessinthecitiesaround,andsomeofthegirlsaremarried。

Mothersaysshehasonlytoshowhergirlsinthecitiestohavethemsnappeduplikehotcakes。“

“Ifancythatisthetruth,“hesaid。“I’vepassedtheonewhoridesthelittleblackponyandsheisapicture。Afine,healthy,sensible-appearingyoungwoman!“

“Idon’tthinkshe’sasprettyasyourgirl,“Isaid。

“PerhapsIdon’teither,“hereplied,smilingatme。

Thenhemountedhishorse。

“Idon’trememberthatIeverhavepassedthathouse,“hesaid,“withouthearingsomeonesinging。Doesitgoonallthetime?“

“Yes,unlessmotherissick。“

“Andwhatisitallabout?“

“Ohjustjoy!Gladnessthatwearealive,thatwehavethingstodothatwelike,andpraisingtheLord。“

“Umph!“saidMr。Pryor。

“It’sjustlettingoutwhatourheartsarefullof,“Itoldhim。

“Don’tyouknowthatsong:

“`TistheoldtimereligionAndyoucannotkeepitstill?’“

Heshookhishead。

“It’sanawfulnicesong,“Iexplained。“Afteritsingsaboutalltheotherthingsreligionisgoodfor,thereisonelinethatsays:`IT’SGOODFORTHOSEINTROUBLE。’“

Ilookedathimstraightandhard,butheonlyturnedwhiteandseemedsick。

“So?“saidMr。Pryor。“Well,thankyouforthemostinterestingmorningI’vehadthissideEngland。Ishouldbedelightedifyouwouldcomeandhuntlionsinmywoodswithmesometime。“

“Oh,doyouopenthedoortochildren?“

“Certainlyweopenthedoortochildren,“hesaid,andasIlive,helookedsosadIcouldn’thelpthinkinghewassorrytocloseitagainstanyone。Amysteryisthedreadfulestthing。

“Thenifchildrendon’tmatter,maybeIcancomelion-huntingsometimewiththePrincess,aftershehasmadethevisitatourhouseshesaidshewould。“

“Indeed!Ihadn’tbeeninformedthatmydaughtercontemplatedvisitingyourhouse,“hesaid。“Whenwasitarranged?“

“MymotherinvitedherlastSunday。“

Ididn’tlikethewayhesaid:“O-o-o-h!“Somewayitseemedinsultingtomymother。

“Shedidittopleaseme,“Isaid。“TherewasaFairyPrincesstoldmetheotherdaythatyourgirlfeltlikeastranger,andthattobeastrangerwasthehardestthinginalltheworld。

Shesatalittlewayfromtheothers,andshelookedsolonely。

Ipulledmymother’ssleeveandledhertoyourgirlandmadethemshakehands,andthenmotherHADtoaskhertocometodinnerwithus。Shealwaysinviteseveryoneshemeetscomingdowntheaisle;shecouldn’thelpaskingyourgirl,too。Shesaidshewasexpectedathome,butshe’dcomesomedayandgetacquainted。Sheneedn’tifyouobject。Mymotheronlyaskedherbecauseshethoughtshewaslonely,andmaybeshewantedtocome。“

Hesattherestaringstraightaheadandheseemedtogrowwhiter,andolder,andcoldereveryminute。

“Possiblysheislonely,“hesaidatlast。“Thisisn’tmuchlikethelifesheleft。Perhapsshedoesfeelherselfastranger。Itwasverykindofyourmothertoinviteher。Ifshewantstocome,Ishallmakenoobjections。“

“No,butmyfatherwill,“Isaid。

Hestraightenedupasifsomethinghadhithim。

“Whywillheobject?“

“OnaccountofwhatyousaidaboutGodatourhouse,“Itoldhim。

“Andthen,too,father’speoplewerefromEngland,andhesaysrealEnglishmenhavetheirdoorswideopen,andwelcomepeoplewhoofferfriendliness。“

Mr。Pryorhithishorseanawfulblow。ItrearedandwentracinguptheroaduntilIthoughtitwasrunningaway。IcouldseeI

hadmadehimangryenoughtoburst。Motheralwaystellsmenottorepeatthings;butI’mnotsmartenoughtoknowwhattosay,soIdon’tseewhatisleftbuttotellwhatmother,orfather,orLaddiesayswhengrownpeopleaskmequestions。

Iwenthome,buteveryonewastoobusyeventolookatme,soI

tookBobbyundermyarm,huntedfather,andtoldhimallaboutthemorning。Iwonderedwhathewouldthink。Ineverfoundout。

Hewouldn’tsayanything,soBobbyandIwentacrossthelane,andclimbedthegateintotheorchardtoseeifHezekiahwerethereandwantedtofight。Hehadn’ttimetofightBobbybecausehewasbusychasingeverywildjayfromourorchard。Bythetimehegotthatdone,hewastired,sohecamehoppingalongonbranchesaboveusasBobbyandIwentdownthewestfencebesidethelane。

IfIhadbeencompelledtochoosethesideofourorchardIlikedbest,Idon’tknowwhichIwouldhaveselected。Thewestside——

thatis,theonebehindthedooryard——wasrunningoverwithinterestingthings。Twogatesopenedintoit,onefromneareachcorneroftheyard。Betweenthesetherewasquiteawidelevelspace,wheremotherfedthebigchickensandkeptthehensincoopswithlittleones。Shehadtohavethemcloseenoughthatthebighawkswereafraidtocometoearth,ortheywouldtakemorechickensthantheycouldpayfor,bycleaningrabbits,snakes,andmicefromthefields。Thencameadoublerowofprizepeachtrees;rarefruitthatmothercannedtotaketocountyfairs。Oneborebig,whitefreestones,andaroundtheseedtheywerepinkasarose。Onewasawhitecling,andonewasyellow。Therewasayellowfreestoneasbigasayoungsun,andasgolden,andthequeerestofallwasaclingpurpleasabeet。

Sometimesfatherreadaboutthehairsoftheheadbeingnumbered,becauseweweresopreciousinthesightoftheAlmighty。Motherwasjustasparticularwithherpurpletree;everypeachonitwascounted,andifwefoundoneontheground,wehadtocarryittoher,becauseitMIGHTbesoundenoughtocanorspiceforafair,orshehadpromisedtheseedtosomeonehalfwayacrossthestate。Ateachendofthepeachrowwasanenormousbigpeartree;notfarfromonethechickenhousestoodonthepathtothebarn,andbesidetheotherthesmokehousewiththedogkennelayardaway。Fathersaidtherewasadistinctrelationshipbetweenasmokehouseandadogkennel,andbulldogswerebest。Justatpresentwewereoutofbulldogs,butJones,JenkinsandCo。couldmakeasmuchnoiseasanydogyoueverheard。Ontheleftgrewtheplumtreesallthewaytothesouthfence,andIthinktherewasoneofeverykindinthefruitcatalogues。Fatherspenthourspruning,grafting,andfertilizingthem。Hesaidtheyrequiredtwiceasmuchworkaspeaches。

Aroundtheothersidesoftheorchardweretworowsofpeachtreesofeveryvariety;butoneclingonthenorthwasjustalittlethebestofany,andwemighteatallwewantedfromanytreeweliked,afterfathertestedthemandsaid:“Peachesareripe!“Inthemiddleweretheapple;selectedtrees,planted,trimmed,andcultivatedlikehumanbeings。Theapplesweresobigandfinetheywerepickedbyhand,wrappedinpaper,packedinbarrels,andallwecouldnotuseathomewenttoJ。B。WhiteinFortWayneforthebiggestfruithouseinthestate。My!butfatherwasproud!HealwayspackedespeciallyfineonesforMr。

White’sfamily。Hesaidhelikedhim,becausehewasarealsandyScotchman,whoknewwhenanapplewasright,andwasn’tafraidtosayso。

OnthesouthsideoftheorchardtherewastheearliestJuneappletree。Theapplesweresmall,brightredwithyellowstripes,crisp,juicyandsweetenoughtobejustright。Thetreewasverylarge,andsoheavyitleanedfartothenortheast。

Thissoundslikemake-believe,butit’sgospeltruth。Almosttwofeetfromthegroundtherewasabigroundgrowth,thesizeofahashbowl。Thetreemusthavebeenhurtwhenverysmallandtheplaceenlargedwiththetrunk。Nowitmadeagrandstep。Ifyouunderstoodthatnoonecouldkeepfromrunningthelastfewrodsfromthetree,thenfiguredonthehelptobehadfromthisstep,youcouldseehowwewentupitlikesquirrels。Allthebarkonthesouthsidewaswornawayandthetrunkwassmoothandshiny。

Thebirdslovedtonestamongthebranches,andunderthepeachtreeinthefencecorneroppositewasabigbedofmymother’sfavouritewildflowers,blue-eyedMarys。Theyhaddaintystemsfromsixtoeightincheshighanddelicateheadsofbloommadeupoflittleflowers,twopetalsup,blue,twoturningdown,white。

Perhapsyoudon’tknowaboutanythingprettierthanthat。Thereweremaiden-hairfernsamongthemtoo!andthebiggestlichensyoueversawonthefence,whileinthehollowofarottenrailalittlechippybirdalwaysbuiltahairnest。Shegotthehairsatourbarn,formostofthemweregrayfromourcarriagehorses,NedandJo。Alldownthatsideoftheorchardthefencecornerswerefilledwithlonggrassandwildflowers,afewalderbusheslefttofurnishberriesforthebirds,andwildrosesforus,tokeeptheirbeautyimpressedonus,fathersaid。

Theeastendranalongthebrowofahillsosteepwecoasteddownitonthebigmeatboardallwinter。Theboardwassixinchesthick,twoandahalffeetwide,andsixlong。Fathersaidslippingovericeandsnowgaveitthegoodscouringitneeded,anditwasthickenoughtolastallourlives,sowemightplaywithitaswepleased。Atleastsevenofuscouldgoskimmingdownthathillandhalfwayacrossthemeadowonit。Intheveryplaceweslidacross,insummerlaythecowslipbed。

Theworldisfullofbeautifulspots,butIdoubtifanyofthemeverwereprettierthanthat。Fathercalleditswale。Wedidn’tsinkdeep,butallsummertherewaswaterstandingthere。Thegrasswaslongandverysweet,therewerefernsandafewcalamusflowers,andtheremusthavebeenanacreofcowslips——cowslipswithbig-veined,heartshaped,greenleaves,andlargepalegoldflowers。Iusedtositonthetoprailofthatorchardfenceandlookdownatthem,andtrytofigureoutwhatGodwasthinkingwhenHecreatedthem,andIwishedthatImighthavebeenwhereI

couldwatchHisfaceasHeworked。

HalfwayacrosstheeastsidewasagullywhereLeonandIfoundtheUndergroundStation,andfromanyplacealongthenorthyoulooked,yousawtheLittleCreekandthemarsh。Atthesametimethecowslipsweremostgolden,themarshwasbluewithflags,pinkwithsmartweed,whiteandyellowwithdodder,yellowwithmarshbuttercupshavingraggedfrostyleaves,whiletheyellowandtheredbirdsflashedaboveit,theredcrying,“Chip,“

“Chip,“inshort,sharpnotes,theyellowspillingmusicalloverthemarshwhileonwing。

Itwouldtakeawholebooktodescribethebutterflies;onceinawhileyouscaredupabig,wonderfulmoth,largeasasparrow;

andtheorchardwasalivewithdoves,thrushes,catbirds,bluebirds,vireos,andorioles。Whenyouclimbedthefence,oratree,andkeptquiet,andheardthemusicandstudiedthepictures,itmadeyoufeelasifyouhadtoputitintowords。I

oftenhadmeetingallbymyself,unlessBobbyandHezekiahwerealong,andItriedtotellGodwhatIthoughtaboutthings。

ProbablyHewassobusymakingmorebirdsandflowersforotherworlds,Heneverheardme;butIdidn’tsayanythingdisrespectfulatall,soitmadenodifferenceifHedidlisten。

ItjustseemedasifImusttellwhatIthought,andIfeltbetter,notsofullandrestlessafterIhadfinished。

Allofuswerealikeaboutthat。AtthatminuteIknewmotherwashumming,asshedidadozentimesaday:

“IthinkwhenIreadthatsweetstoryofold,WhenJesuswashereamongmenHowHecalledlittlechildrenaslambstoHisfold,IshouldliketohavebeenwithHimthen。“

Lucywouldberockingherbabyandsinging,“Hush,mydear,liestillandslumber。“Candace’sfavouriteshemadeupabouthermanwhohadbeenkilledinthewar,whentheyhadbeenmarriedonlysixweeks,whichhadn’tgivenhertimetogrowtiredofhimifhehadn’tbeen“allherfancypainted。“Shearrangedthewordslike“BenBattlewasasoldierbold,“andshesangthemtosuitherself,andcriedeverysingleminute:

“Theywrappedhiminhisuniform,Theylaidhiminthetomb,MyachingheartIthought’twouldbreak,Butsuchwasmysaddoom。“

Candacejustlovedthatsong。Shesangitallthetime。Leonsaidourpiealwaystastedsaltyfromhertears,andhe’dtakeabiteandsmileathersweetlyandsay:“HowUNIFORMyougetyourpie,Candace!“

May’sfavouritewas“JoyBells。“Fatherwouldbewhisperingovertohimselfthespeechhewaspreparingtomakeatthenextprayer-meeting。Wenevercouldlearnhisspeeches,becausehereadandstudiedsomuchitkepthisheadsofull,hemadeanewoneeverytime。YoucouldhearLaddie’sdeepbassboomingthe“BedouinLoveSong“foramile;thisminuteitcamerollingacrossthecorn:

“Openthedoorofthyheart,Andopenthychamberdoor,AndmykissesshallteachthylipsThelovethatshallfadenomoreTillthesungrowscold,AndtheStarsareold,AndtheleavesoftheJudgmentBookunfold!“

Idon’tknowhowthePrincessstoodit。IfhehadbeensingingthatsongwhereIcouldhearitandIhadknownitwasaboutme,asshemusthaveknownhemeanther,Icouldn’thavekeptmyarmsfromaroundhisneck。OverinthebarnLeonwassinging:

“Alifeontheoceanwave,Ahomeontherollingdeep,Wherecodfishwaggletheirtails’Midtadpolestwofeetdeep。“

Theminutehefinished,hewouldbeginreciting“MarcoBozzaris,“

andyoucouldbesurethathewouldreachthelastlineonlytocommenceonthespeechof“Logan,ChiefoftheMingoes,“oranyoneofthefiftyothers。Hecouldmakeyourhairstandalittlestraighterthananyoneelse;thebestteachersweeverhad,orevenLaddie,couldn’tmakeyoushiveryandcreepyashecould。

Becauseallofuskeptgoinglikethateveryday,peoplecouldn’tpasswithouthearing,soTHATwaswhatMr。Pryormeant。

Ihadapulpitinthesoutheastcorneroftheorchard。Ilikedthatplacebestofallbecausefromityoucouldseetwosidesatonce。Theveryfirstlittle,oldlogcabinthathadbeenonourland,theonemyfatherandmothermovedinto,hadstoodinthatcorner。Itwasallgonenow;butaflowerbedoftiny,purpleiris,notsotallasthegrass,spreadthere,andsomestripedgrassintheshadiestplaces,andamongtheflowersalarkbroodedeveryspring。Inthefencecornermother’sbigwhiteturkeyhenalwaysnested。Toprotectherfromrainandtoohotsun,fatherhadslippedsomeboardsbetweentherailsaboutthreefeetfromtheground。Aftertheturkeyleft,thatwasmypulpit。

Istoodthereandusedthetopofthefenceformyrailing。

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