LADDIE

第14章

MissAmeliacaughtmyshouldersandshookmeashardasshecould;andsheprovedtobestrongerthanyoueverwouldhavethoughttolookather。

“Takeyourseat!“shecried。“Youarearude,untrainedchild!“

“Theydofight!“Iinsisted,asIheldmyheadhighandwalkedtomydesk。

Leonlaughedoutloud,andthatmadeeveryoneelse。MissAmeliahadsomuchtodoforafewminutesthatsheforgotme,andI

knownowwhyLeonstartedit,atleastpartly。Hesaidafterwarditwasthefunniestsightheeversaw。Mycheeksmartedandburned。Icouldscarcelykeepfromfeelingtolearnwhetheritwereswelling,butIwouldn’thaveshedatearorraisedmyhandforanythingyoucouldoffer。

RecesswascomingandIdidn’tknowwhattodo。IfIwenttotheplayground,allofthemwouldteaseme;andifIsatatmydeskMissAmeliawouldhaveanotherchanceatme。Thatwastoomuchtorisk,soIfollowedtheothersoutdoors,andohjoy!therecameLaddiedowntheroad。Hesetmeononeofthepostsofthehitchingrackbeforethechurch,andwithmyarmsaroundhisneck,Isobbedoutthewholestory。

“Shedidn’tunderstand,“saidLaddiequietly。“YoustayhereuntilIcomeback。I’llgoexplaintoheraboutthebirds。

Perhapsshehasn’twatchedthemascloselyasyouhave。“

Recesswasoverbeforehereturned。Hehadwethishandkerchiefatthewaterbucket,andnowhebathedmyfaceandeyes,straightenedmyhairwithhispocketcomb,andbeganunlacingmyshoes。

“Whatareyougoingtodo?“Iasked。“Imustwearthem。Allthegirlsdo。Onlytheboysarebarefoot。“

“Youareexcused,“answeredLaddie。“Three-fourthsofthedayisenoughtobeginon。MissAmeliasaysyoumaycomewithme。“

“Whereareyougoing?“

Laddiewasstrippingoffmystockingsashelookedintomyeyes,andsmiledapeculiarlittlesmile。

“OhLaddie!“Icried。“Willyoutakeme?Honest!“

Helaughedagainandthenherubbedmyfeet。

“Poorabusedfeet,“hesaid。“SometimesIwishshoeshadneverbeeninvented。“

“Theyfeelprettygoodwhenthere’sice。“

“Sotheydo!“saidLaddie。

Heswungmetotheground,andwecrossedtheroad,climbedthefence,andinaminuteourredbirdswampshuttheschoolhouseandcrossoldMissAmeliafromsight。ThenweturnedandstartedstraighttowardourBigWoods。Icouldscarcelykeepontheground。

“Howaretheothersgettingalong?“askedLaddie。

“She’scrossastwosticks,“Itoldhim。“JohnnyHoodhasn’tshotonepaperwad,andLeonhadn’tdoneathinguntilhelaughedaboutthebirds,andIguesshedidthattomakeherforgetme。“

“Good!“criedLaddie。“Ididn’tsupposetheboythoughtthatfar。“

“Oh,younevercantellbylookingathim,howfarLeonisthinking,“Isaid。

“That’sso,too,“saidLaddie。“Areyourfeetcomfortablenow?“

“Yes,butLaddie,isn’tmyfacemarked?“

“I’mafraiditisalittle,“saidLaddie。“We’llbatheitagainatthecreek。Wemustgetitfixedsomotherwon’tnotice。“

“WhatwillthePrincessthink?“

“Thatyoufell,perhaps,“saidLaddie。

“Dothetearsshow?“

“Notatall。Wewashedthemallaway。“

“DidIdowrong,Laddie?“

“Yes,Ithinkyoudid。“

“Butitwasn’ttrue,whatshesaid。“

“That’snotthepoint。“

WehadreachedthefenceoftheBigWoods。Heliftedmetothetoprailandexplained,whileIcombedhiswavinghairwithmyfingers。

“Shedidn’tstrikeyoubecausewhatyousaidwasnotso,foritwas。Sheknewinstantlyyouwereright,ifsheknowsanythingatallaboutoutdoors。Thisiswhatmadeherangry:itisherfirstday。Shewantedtomakeagoodimpressiononherpupils,toarousetheirinterest,andawakentheirrespect。Whenyouspoke,allofthemknewyouwereright,andshewaswrong;thatmadeherridiculous。Can’tyouseehowitmadeherlookandfeel?“

“Ididn’tnoticehowshelooked,butfromthewayshehitme,youcouldtellshefeltbadenough。“

“Shesurelydid,“saidLaddie,kissingmycheeksoftly。“Poorlittlewoman!Whataworldofthingsyouhavetolearn!“

“Shouldn’tIhavetoldherhowmistakenshewas?“

“Ifyouhadgonetoheralone,atrecessornoon,orto-night,probablyshewouldhavethankedyou。Thenshecouldhavecorrectedherselfatsomeconvenienttimeandkeptherdignity。“

“MustIaskherpardon?“

“Whatyoushoulddo,istoputyourselfinMissAmelia’splaceandtrytounderstandhowshefelt。Thenifyouthinkyouwouldn’thavelikedanyonetodotoyouwhatyoudidtoher,you’llknow。“

IhuggedLaddietightandthoughtfast——therewasnoneedtothinklongtoseehowitwas。

“IgottotellherIwaswrong,“Isaid。“Nowlet’sgototheEnchantedWoodandseeifwecanfindtheQueen’sdaughter。“

“Allright!“saidLaddie。

Heleapedthefence,swungmeover,andstartedtowardthepawpawthicket。Hedidn’tdomuchgoingaround。Hecrashedthroughandover;andsoonhebeganwhistlingtheloveliestlittledancytune。Itmadeyourheadwhirl,andyourtoestingle,andyouknewitwassingingthatwayinhisheart,andhewasjustlettingoutthemusic。Thatwaswhyitmadeyouwanttodanceandwhirl;itwassoalive。Butthatwasn’tthewayinanEnchantedWood。Ipulledhishand。

“Laddie!“Icautioned,“keepinthepath!You’llstepontheFairiesandcrushawholebandwithonefoot。NowondertheQueenmakesherdaughtergrowbigwhenshesendshertoyou。Ifyoumakesomuchnoise,someonewillhearyou,thenthiswon’tbeasecretanymore。“

Laddielaughed,buthesteppedcarefullyinthepathafterthat,andhesaid:“Therearetimes,LittleSister,whenIdon’tcarewhetherthissecretissecretanotherminuteornot。Secretsdon’tagreewithme。I’mtoobig,andbroad,andtoomuchofaman,togocreepingthroughthewoodswithasecret。Iprefertoprintitonabannerandrideuptheroadwavingit。“

“Like,——`Ayouthwhoboremidsnowandice,Abannerwithastrangedevice,’“Isaid。

“Thatwouldbe`abannerwithastrangedevice,’“laughestLaddie。“But,yes——somethinglike!“

“HaveyoutoldthePrincess?“

“Ihave!“Laddiefairlyshoutedit。

“DocsSHElikesecrets?“

“NomorethanIdo!“

“Thenwhy——?“

“Thereyougo!“saidLaddie。“Zeus,butthewomanisbeginningtomeasleoutalloveryou!Youknowaswellasanyonethatthere’ssomethingwrongatherhouse。Idon’tknowwhatitis;I

can’tevenmakeasensibleguessasyet,butit’sworsethantheneighboursthink。It’sathingthathasdrivenafamilyfromtheirhomecountry,underanamethatIhavedoubtsaboutbeingtheirs,andsentthemacrossanocean,`strangersinastrangeland,’asitsaysintheBible。It’ssomethingthatkeepsaculturedgentlemanandscholarragingupanddowntheroadsandoverthecountrylikeamadman。Itshutsawhite-faced,lovely,littlewomanfromherneighbours,butIhavepassedherwalkingtheroadatnightwithbothhandspressedagainstherheart。

SometimesittriesthePrincesspastenduranceandcontrol;andithashersowornandtiredstrugglingwithitthatsheiswillingtocarryanothersecret,ratherthantrytofindstrengthtodoanythingthatwouldmakemoretroubleforherfatherandmother。“

“Wouldittroublethemforhertoknowyou,Laddie?“

“Solongastheydon’tandwon’tbecomeacquaintedwithme,oranyone,ofcourseitwould。“

“Can’tyouforcethemtoknowyou?“

“ThatIcan!“saidLaddie。“Butyousee,IonlymetthePrincessashorttimeago,andtherewouldbenouseinraisingtrouble,unlessshewillmakemeherKnight!“

“Buthasn’tshe,Laddie?“

“Notintheverylittlestleast,“saidLaddie。“ForallIknow,sheismerelyusingmetohelppassalonelyhour。Yousee,peoplerearedinEnglandhaveideasofclass,thattwoorthreegenerationsspentherewashout。ThePrincessandherfamilyareoftheunwashedBritish。Father’speoplehavebeenherelongenoughtojudgeamanonhisownmerits。“

“YoumeanthePrincess’familywouldthinkyou’renotgoodenoughtobeherKnight?“

“Exactly!“

“Andweknowthatourfamilythinkstheyareinfidels,andwickedpeople;andthatifshewouldhaveyou,motherwouldbesickinbedoverit。OhLaddie!“

“Precisely!“

“Whatareyougoingtodo?“

“ThatImustfindout。“

“Whenitwillmakesomuchtrouble,whynotforgether,andgoonlikeyoudidbeforeshecame?Then,allofuswerehappy。Now,itmakesmeshivertothinkwhatwillhappen。“

“Metoo,“saidLaddie。“Butlookhere,LittleSister,rightinmyface。WillyoueverforgetthePrincess?“

“Never!“

“Thenhowcanyouaskmeto?“

“Ididn’tmeanforgether,exactly。Imeantnotcomehereanddothingsthatwillmakeeveryoneunhappy。“

“Oneminute,Chick-a-Biddy,“saidLaddie。Sometimeshecalledmethat,whenhelovedmetheverymostofall。Idon’tbelieveanyoneexceptmeeverheardhimdoit。“Letmeaskyouthis:doesourfatherloveourmother?“

“Loveher?“Icried。“Whyhejustloveshertodeath!Heturnssowhite,andhesuffersso,whenherpainistheworst。Loveher?Andshehim?Why,don’tyouremembertheotherdaywhenhetippedherheadagainsthimandkissedherthroatasheleftthetable;thatheaskedherifshe`lovedhimyet,’andshesaidrightbeforeallofus,`WhyPaul,Iloveyou,untilIscarcelycankeepmyfingersoffyou!’Laddie,isitlikethatwithyouandthePrincess?“

“Itiswithme,“saidLaddie。“NotwiththePrincess!Now,canIforgether?CanIkeepawayfromeventhechancetopassherontheroad?“

“No,“Isaid。“No,youcan’t,Laddie。Butcanyouevermakeherloveyou?“

“Ittakestimetofindthatout,“saidLaddie。“Ihavegottotry;soyoubeawomanandkeepmysecretalittlewhilelonger,untilIfindawayout,butdon’tbotheryourheadaboutit!“

“Ican’thelpbotheringmyhead,Laddie。Can’tyoumakeherunderstandthatGodisnotamyth?“

“I’mnonetoosurewhatIbelievemyself,“saidLaddie。“NotthatthereisnoGod——Idon’tmeanthat——butIsurelydon’tbelieveallfather’steachings。“

“IfyoubelieveGod,dootherlittlethingsmatter,Laddie?“

“Ithinknot,“saidLaddie,“elseHeavenwouldbeallMethodists。

AsforthePrincess,allshehasheardinherlifehasbeenagainsttherebeingaGod。Now,sheislearningsomethingontheotherside。Afterawhileshecanjudgeforherself。Itisforus,whoprofesstobeaChristianfamily,toprovetoherwhywebelieveinGod,andwhatHedoesforus。“

“Well,shewouldthinkHecoulddoagooddeal,ifsheknewhowmotherhatedaskinghertocometoourhouse;andyetshedidit,beautifullytoo,justtogiveherachancetoseethatverything。ButIalmostmadeherdoit。Idon’tbelievesheeverwouldalone,Laddie,oratleastnotforalongtimeyet。“

“Isawthat,andunderstooditperfectly,“saidLaddie。“Thankyou,LittleSister。“Hepickedmeupandhuggedmetight。“IfI

couldonlymakeyousee!“

“ButLaddie,Ido!I’mnotababy!Iknowhowpeopleloveandmakehomesforthemselves,likeSallyandPeteraregoingto。IfitiswithyouaboutthePrincessasitiswithfatherandmother,whyIdoknow。“

“Allright!Hereweare!“saidLaddie。

HepartedthewillowsandwesteppedontheMagicCarpet,andthatminutetheMagicworked。Iforgoteveryawful,solemn,troublousthingwehadbeentalkingabout,andlookedaroundwhileLaddiekneltandhuntedforaletter,andtherewasnone。

ThatmeantthePrincesswascoming,sowesatonthethronetowait。Wehadn’trememberedtobathemycheek,wehadbeensobusywhenwepassedthewater,andIdoubtifwewerethinkingmuchthen。Wejustwaited。Thewillowwallswavedgently,themosscarpetwasspottedwithlittlegoldpatchesofsunlight,intheshadeafewoftheredflowersstillbloomed,andbig,lazybumblebeeshummedaroundthem,orahummingbirdstoodonairbeforethem。Asortofgoldenthrobbingfilledthewoods,andmyheartbegantoleap,why,Idon’tknow;butI’msureLaddie’sdidtoo,forIlookedathimandhiseyeswereshiningasIneverhadseenthembefore,whilehischeekswerealittlered,andhewasbreathinglikewhenyou’vebeenrunning;thensuddenlyhisbodygrewtenseagainstmine,andthatmeantshewascoming。

Likethatfirstday,shecameslowlythroughthewoods,stoppinghereandtheretotouchthetrunkofatree,putbackabranch,orbendoveraflowerface。Brownasthewoodfloorwasherdress,andcardinalflowersblazedonherbreast,andthesamecolourshowedonhercheeksandlips。HereyeswerelikeLaddie’sforbrightness,andshewasbreathingthesameway。I

thoughtsuretherewasgoingtobesomethingtorememberalifetime——IwassoexcitedIcouldn’tstandstill。BeforeitcouldhappenLaddiewentandsaiditwasa“beautifulday,“andshesaid“itdidn’tshowinthewoods,butthepasturesneededrain。“Thenshekissedme。WellifIever!Isankonthethroneandsatthere。Theywentontalkinglikethat,untilitwastoodulltobear,soIslippedoutandwanderedawaytoseewhatIcouldfind。WhenIgrewtiredandwentback,LaddiewassittingontheMagicCarpetwithhisbackagainstthebeech,andthePrincesswasonthethronereadingfromalittlebook,readingsuchinterestingthingsthatIdecidedtolisten。Afterawhileshecametothis:

“Thouarematedwithaclown,Andthegrossnessofhisnature,willhaveweighttobeartheedown。“

Laddiethrewbackhishead,andhowhelaughed!ThePrincessputdownthebookandlookedathimsosurprised。

“Areyoureadingthattomebecauseyouthinkitappropriate?“

askedLaddie。

“Iamreadingitbecauseitisconcededtobeoneofthemostbeautifulpoemseverwritten,“saidthePrincess。

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