LADDIE

第16章

Iwasjustperfectlyamazedatgrownpeople!Afterallthethingsourfolkshadsaid!You’dhavesupposedthatLaddiewouldhavebeenlockedinthebarn;fatherreadingthethirtysecondPsalmtothePrincess,andmotheronherkneesaskingGodtoopenhereyeslikeSaul’swhenhetriedtokickagainstthepricks,andmakehertosee,ashedid,thatGodwasnotamyth,Well,therewasnooneinthesitting-roomortheparlour,buttherewerevoicesfartheron;soIslippedin。Ireallyhadtoslip,fortherewasnootherplacetheycouldbeexcepttheparlourbedroom,andSally’sweddingthingswerelockedupthere,andwewerenottoseeuntileverythingwasfinished,likeItoldyou。

Well,thiswaswhatIsaw:ourbedroomhadbeenaporchonce,andwhenwehadbeencrowdedonaccountofallofuscoming,fatherencloseditandmadearoom。Butheneverhadtakenoutthewindowinthewall。SoallIhadtodowhenIwantedtoknowhowfastthedresseswerebeingmade,wastoshoveupthewindowabovemybed,pushbacktheblind,andlookin。Ididn’tcarewhatshehad。Ijustwantedtogetaheadofherandseebeforeshewasready,topayherforbeatingme。Iknewwhatshehad,andImeanttotellher,andwalkawaywithmynoseintheairwhensheofferedtoshowme;butthiswasdifferent。IwaswildtoseewhatwasgoingonbecausethePrincesswasthere。Theroomwassmall,andthebigcherryfour-posterwasverylarge,andallofthemweretalking,sonoonepaidtheslightestattentiontome。

Mothersatinthebigrockingchair,withSallyononeofitsarms,leaningagainsthershoulder。ShelleyandMayandthesewingwomanwerecrowdedbetweenthewallandthefootboard,andtheotherslinedagainstthewall。Thebedwasheapedinatumbleofeverythingawomaneverwore。Seemedtometherewasmorestufftherethanalltherestofushad,puttogether。Theworkingdressesandapronshadbeenmadeonthemachine,buttherewereheapsandstacksofhand-madeunderclothes。Icouldseethelovelychemisemotherembroideredlyingontopofapileofbedding,andoverandoverSallyhadsaidthateverystitchintheweddinggownmustbetakenbyhand。ThePrincessstoodbesidethebed。Afunnylittletighthatlikeaman’sandaridingwhiplayonachaircloseby。Icouldn’tseewhatshewore——herusualridingclothesprobably——forshehadanipineachshoulderofadressshewasholdingtoherchinandlookingdownat。Afterall,Ihadn’tseeneverything!NeverbeforeorsincehaveIseenalovelierdressthanthat。ItwaswhatalwayshadbeenwrappedinthesheetonthefootofthebedandIhadn’tgotapeepatit。Thepalegreensilkwithtinypinkmossrosesinit,thatIhadbeenthinkingwastheweddingdress,lookedaboutrighttowashthedishesin,comparedwiththis。

Thiswasaweddingdress。Youdidn’tneedanyonetotellyou。

ThePrincesshadasmuchredasIeverhadseeninhercheeks,hereyeswerebright,andshewashalf-laughingandhalf-crying。

“Ohyoulucky,luckygirl!“shewassaying。“Whataperfectlybeautifulbrideyouwillbe!NeverhaveIseenamorewonderfuldress!Wheredidyougetthematerial?“

Nowwehadbeentrainedalwaystowaitformothertoansweravisitorasshethoughtsuitable,oratleasttospeakoneatatimeandnotinterrupt;butaboutsixofthosegrownpeopletoldthePrincessallatthesametimehowouroldestsisterElizabethwasmarriedtoamerchantwhohadastoreatWestchesterandhowhegotthedressinNewYork,andgaveittoSallyforherweddingpresent,orshenevercouldhavehadit。

ThePrincesslifteditandsetitdownsoftly。“Ohlook!“shecried。“Look!Itwillstandalone!“

Thereitstood!Silkstiffenoughtostandbyitself,madeintoalittleroundwaist,cutwitharoundneckandsleeveselbowlengthandflowingalmosttowhereSally’skneeswouldcome。Itwasapalepearl-graysilkcrossedinbarsfourinchessquare,madeupofadimyellowlinealmostaswideasawheatstraw,withathreadofblackoneachsideofit,andallover,verywideapart,werelittlefaintsplashesofblackasiftheyhadbeenlightlypaintedon。Theskirtwassowideitalmostfilledtheroom。Everyinchofthatdresswaslinedwithsoft,whitesilk。Therewasexquisitelacemadeintoaflatcollararoundtheneck,andruffledfromsightuptheinsideofthewidesleeves。Thatwasthebeginning。Thefinishwassomethingyouneversawanythinglikebefore。Itwasatrimmingmadeofwhiteandyellowbeads。Therewasalittleheadingofwhitebeadssewedintoapattern,thenalacyfringethatwaspaleyellowbeads,whiteinside,eachaninchlong,thatdangled,andeverybeadendedwiththreetinywhiteones。Thatwentaroundtheneck,theoutsideofthesleeves,andinapatternlikeabigletterVallthewayaroundtheskirt。Andthereitstood——

alone!

ThePrincess,gracefulasabirdandglowinglikefire,dancedaroundit,andtouchedit,andliftedthesleeves,andmadethebeadfringeswing,andlaughed,andtalkedeverysecond。Sally,andmother,andallofthemhadsmiledsuchwidesmilesforsolong,theirfaceslookedalmostassetasSabethany’s,butofcoursefardifferent。Beingdeadwasonething,gettingreadyforaweddinganother。

AnditlookedtooasifGodmightbeamyth,foralltheycared,solongasthePrincesscouldmaketheweddingdressstandalone,andtalkabluestreakofthingsthatpleasedthem。Itwasnotputoneither,fortherestoodthedress,shimmeringliketheinsideofapearl-linedshell,whiteasalily,andthetinklygoldfringe。NooneCOULDhavesaidenoughaboutit,sonomatterwhatthePrincesssaid,ithadtobeallright。Shekeptstraightonshowingallofthemhowlovelyitwas,exactlyasiftheyhadn’tseenitbefore,andshehadtomakethemunderstandaboutit,asifshefeltafraidtheymighthavemissedsomeeleganttouchshehadseen。

“DolookhowthelacefallswhenIraisethissleeve!Ohhowwillyouwearthisandthinkofamanenoughtosaytherightwordsintherightplace?“

Motherlaughed,andsodidallofthem。

“Dopleaseshowmetherest,“beggedthePrincess。“Iknowthereareslippersandabonnet!“

Sallyjustoozedpride。Sheuntiedthestringsandpushedtheprettieststripedbagfromalovelypinkbandboxandtookoutadearlittlegraybonnetwithwhiteribbons,andtheyellowbeadfringe,andabunchofwhiteroseswithafewgreenleaves。

Theseshetouchedsoftly,“I’mnotquitesureabouttheleaves,“

shesaid。

ThePrincesshadthebonnet,turningandtiltingit。

“Perfect!“shecried。“Quiteperfect!Youneedthattouchofcolour,anditblendswitheverything。HowIenvyyou!Ohwhydoesn’tsomeoneaskme,soIcanhavethingslikethese?I

thinkyourbrotherisagenius。I’mgoingtoridetoWestchestertomorrowandgivehimanordertofillformethenexttimehegoestothecity。NooneshowsmesuchfabricswhenIgo,andAuntBeatricesendsnothingfromLondonIlikenearlysowell。

Oh!Oh!“

Shewasonherkneesnow,liftingtheskirttosetunderlittlewhitesatinslipperswithgoldbuckles,andwhitebeadbuttons。

Whenshehadthemarrangedtosuither,shesatonthefloorandkeptstraightonsayingthethingsmymotherandsistersseemedcrazytohear。WhenSallyshowedherthelongwhitesilkmittsthatwentwiththebonnet,thePrincesscried:“OhdoridehomewithmeandletmegiveyouahandkerchiefAuntBeatricesentme,tocarryinyourhand!“

ThenherfaceflushedandsheaddedwithoutgivingSallytimetosaywhatshewoulddo:“OrIcanbringitthenexttimeIcomepast。ItbelongswiththesethingsandIhavenouseforit。

MayI?“

“Pleasedo!I’lluseitforthethingIborrow。“

“ButImeanittobeagift,“saidthePrincess。“Itwasmadetogowiththeselacemittsandsatinslippers。Youmusttakeit!“

“Thankyouverymuch,“saidSally。“Ifyoureallywantmetohaveit,ofcourseI’dloveto。“

“I’llbringitto-morrow,“promisedthePrincess。“AndIwishyou’dletmetryawayIknowtodresshairforawedding。Yoursissobeautiful。“

“You’rekind,I’msure,“saidSally。“IhadintendedtowearitasIalwaysdo,soIwouldappearperfectlynaturaltothefolks;

butifyouknowamorebecomingway,Icouldbeginitnow,andtheywouldbefamiliarwithitbythattime。“

“Ishan’ttouchit,“saidthePrincess,studyingSally’sface。

“Yourideaisright。Youdon’twanttocommenceanynew,unfamiliarstylethatwouldmakeyouseemdifferent,justatatimewheneveryoneshouldseehowlovelyyouare,asyoualwayshavebeen。Butdon’tforgettowearsomethingblue,andsomethingborrowedforluck,andohdopleaseputononeofmygarters!“

“Wellformercysake!“criedmymother。“Why?“

“Sosomeonewillproposetomebeforetheyearisout,“laughedthePrincess。“Ithinkitmustbethemostfunofall,tomakebeautifulthingsforyourveryownhome,andlovelydresses,andbesurroundedbyfriendsalleagertohelpyou,andtoarrangeahouseandlivewithamanyoulovewellenoughtomarry,andfixforlittlepeoplewhomightcome——“

“Youknowperfectlythereisn’tasinglemaninthecountywhowouldn’tproposetoyou,ifyou’dlethimcomewithinamileofyou,“saidShelley。

“WhentherightmancomesI’llgohalfthemiletomeethim?youmaybesureofthat;won’tI,Mrs。Stanton?“thePrincessturnedtomother。

“Ihaveknowngirlswhowentevenfarther,“saidmymotherratherdryly。

“Idrawthelineathalf,“laughedthePrincess。“NowImustgo;

IhavebeensolongmypeoplewillbewonderingwhatI’mdoing。“

Standinginthemiddleoftheroomsheputonherhat,pickedupherwhipandgloves,andledthewaytothehitchingrack,whileallofusfollowed。AtthegatestoodLaddieashehadcomefromthefield。Hisoldhatwasonthebackofhishead,hisfaceflushed,hiscollarloosenedsothathisstrongwhiteneckshowed,andhissleeveswererolledtotheelbow,astheyhadbeenallsummer,andhisarmswereburnedalmosttoblisters。

Whenhehearduscomingheopenedthegate,wenttotherack,untiedthePrincess’horseandleditbesidethemountingblock。

Asshecametowardhim,hetookoffhishatandpitcheditoverthefenceonthegrass。

“MissPryor,allowmetomakeyouacquaintedwithmyson,“saidmother。

IfeltasifIwouldblowup。Icouldn’tkeepmyeyesfromturningtowardthePrincess。Gee!Icouldhavesavedmyfeelings。ShemademothertheprettiestlittlecourtseyIeverseteyeson,andthenturnedandmadeadeeperonetoLaddie。

“Imetyoursoninoneofthevillagestoressometimeago,“shesaid。“Backheronestepfarther,please!“

Laddiebackedthehorse,andquickerthanyoucouldseehowitwasdone,sheflashedupthestepsandsatthesaddle;butassheleanedoverthehorse’snecktotakethereinfromLaddie,hegotonelevellookstraightintheeyesthatIwassurenoneoftheotherssaw,becausetheywerenotwatchingforit,andIwas。

Laddiebowedfromthewaist,andputthereinsinherfingersallinonemovement。Hecaughttheglanceshegavehimtoo;Icouldalmostfeelitlikeabandpassingbetweenthem。Thenshecalledalaughinggood-byetoallofusatonce,andshowedushowtorideright,assheflashedtowardtheLittleHill。Thatwasriding,youmaybelieve,andmothersighedasshewatchedher。

“IfIwereagirlagain,“shesaid,“Iwouldrideaswellasthat,orI’dnevermountahorse。“

“She’sbeentrainedfromhercradle,andherfatherdealsinhorses。Halfthebattleinridingisathoroughbred,“saidLaddie。“Nosuchhorseasthateversteppedtheseroadsbefore。“

“Andnosuchgirlevertravelledthem,“saidmymother,foldingherhandsoneovertheotherontopofapostofthehitchingrack。“ImustsayIdon’tknowhowthisiscomingout,andittroublesme。“

“Why,what’sup?“askedLaddie,coveringherhandswithhisandlookingherintheeyes。

“Justthis,“saidmymother。“She’smorebeautifuloffaceandformthanGodoughttoallowanywomantobe,inmercytothemenwhowillbeforcedtomeether。Herspeechishighlycultured。

Hermannersareperfect,andthatisabigandunusualthinginagirlofherage。Everywordshesaid,everymoveshemadeto-

day,wasexactlyasIwouldhavebeenproudtohear,andtoseeadaughterofminespeakandmove。IfIhadonlymyselftoconsider,Iwouldmakehermyfriend,becauseI’mseasonedinthewaysoftheworld,andshecouldinfluencemeonlyasIchosetoallowher。Withyouyoungstersitisdifferent。You’llfindhercaptivating,andyoumayletherwaysswayyouwithoutevenknowingit。Alltheseoutwardthingsarenotessential;theyarepleasing,Igrant,buttheyhavenothingtodowiththeonebig,elementalfactthataGodlesslifeisnotevenhalfalife。I

neveryethaveknownanymanorwomanwhoattempteditwhodidnotwastelife’sgrandestopportunities,andthencomecrawlinganddefeatedtothefootofthecrossintheend,askingGod’smercywherenonewasdeservedorearned。Itseemstomeacravenway。Iknowallabouttheforgivenessonthecross!IknowGodisbigenoughandmercifulenoughtoacceptevendeath-bedrepentance,butwhatisthattocomparewithlayingoutyourcourseandrunningitalifetimewithoutswerving?Idetestanddistrustthisinfidelbusiness。Iwantnochildofmineunderitsinfluence,orincontactwithit。“

“Butwhenyourtimecomes,ifyousaidjustthosethingstohersandwonher,whatatriumph,littlemother!“

“`If!’“answeredmother。“That’salwaysthetrouble!Onecan’tbesure!`If’IknewIcouldaccomplishthat,IwouldgetonmykneesandwrestlewiththeLordforthesalvationofthesoulofagirllikethat,nottomentionherpoor,houseboundmother,andthatmanwiththeunhappiestfaceIeverhaveseen,herfather。

It’sworthtrying,butsupposeItryandfail,andatthesametimefindthatinbringingheramongusshehasinfluencedsomeofminetothelossoftheirimmortalsoulsthen,whatwillI

havedone?“

“Mother,“saidLaddie;“mother,haveyousuchapooropinionofthethingsyouandfatherhavetaughtus,andthelivesyou’velivedbeforeus,thatyou’rereallyafraidofaslipofagirl,almostastranger?“

“ThemostattractivegirlIeverhaveseen,andmightywillingtobenolongerastranger,Lad。“

“Well,Ican’tpromisefortheothers,“saidLaddie,“butformyselfIwillgiveyoumywordofhonourthatIwon’tbeinfluencedthebreadthofonehairbyher,inadoctrinalway。“

“Humph!“saidmymother。“AnditisforyouIfear。Ifayoungmanisgiventheslightestencouragementbyagirllikethat,evenhisGodcan’talwaysholdhim;andyouneverhavemadeaconfessionoffaith,Laddie。Itisyoushewillbemostlikelytocaptivate。“

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